#they're going to conceive me

[pikochoo]

#jjk #satoshoko #shoko ieiri #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #satosho #art #ieiri—lets seduce gojo satoru—shoko #gojo—i'll cancel all my schedule bc i miss those girls so much—satoru #god im insane for them both #they're going to conceive me

[scintillyyy]

can you really talk about tim's tendency to idolize and place dick on a pedestal and his semi-entitlement to understanding dick without also talking about dick's tendency to project his own feelings and insecurities onto tim and also his semi-entitlement to his right to try and micromanage how tim should feel and react about things. i, personally, cannot.

#dick and tim #anyways trust me when i say that none of this is meant in a negative way because this is what i Like about them lmao #forever thinking of the M/F fight where dick expects that tim will go alone with his line of thinking just because he says so #and is shocked when tim doesn't and instead has his own thoughts and feelings abt the matter #and babs has to tell him that tim isn't him & had a fundamentally different experience to him #it's like hmmm very realistic to me #the way they do this to each other in a way that almost is depersonalizing but like isn't actually #it's more just that they understand each other so well most of the time that it's easy to forget that they're their own person #with their own thoughts and feelings #like hm. there is something very realistically siblings about it in that #older siblings do tend to try and dominate the relationship with their thoughts and feelings because #their first memories are of being expected to lead their sibling and the sibling usually comes at a time when the older sib is v possessive #so the older sibling conceives the younger sibling as belonging to them and being kind of a hm extension of them vs their own person #meanwhile the younger sibling has no knowledge of a life where the older sibling doesn't exist #and the younger sibling's experience is that of observation of the older sibling from basically the very first day of life #so the younger sibling will often see and perceive the older sibling in very interesting ways #they're always learning something with thay observation good or bad #and thus probably develop more instrinsic understanding than even the parents do #and conflict comes because each is their own person but it's hard to see them that way sometimes #anyways there's also another thread where for dick it's hard to conceptualize tim's family of origin as real compared to them #but that's like mainly headcanon just know i'm right and it's interesting

[front-facing-pokemon]

#galarian rapidash #i dunno. this one's very Horse. i always wanna leave my galarian ponyta as a baby forever because i think the magic psychic pony is cute #although i do like the whole. this being in bede's team going from being a psychic trainer to a fairy trainer. he gets to keep this around #and hatterene but we don't. talk. about that #oh also some more snootiferous angles under the cut. all the same angles on this one as on ponyta #i talk a lot about seeing regional forms first and the game not really telling you they're regional forms #and so if it's your first time seeing a pokémon you could conceivably believe that's the normal form of the pokémon #which happened to me with galarian darumaka #but i think this is one pokémon i'd Like that to happen with. because it's much cuter than kantonian ponyta #well this is rapidash. they're about the same. i think i like kantonian rapidash more‚ but galarian ponyta more #although i think it's probably impossible for this pokémon specifically? or any kantonian pokémon #just because they're motherfucking kanto and they're everywhere #you could NEVER mistake one of the original 151 #as much as i would like to. resident kanto hater #I MEAN. kanto has a lot of 'mons that i LIKE but it's also KANTO and it's so overDONE #UGH. but i guess having skipped gen 5 as a kid it makes sense i'd see galarian darumaka and stunfisk and see nothing wrong with it #which. by the way. galarian stunfisk is next. stay tuned for the bear trap

[uncanny-tranny]

You know, sometimes I see those cis people who are genuinely angry that they aren't "just" men or women, and part of me wants to go, "oh, I empathize with that impulse. I find that many people seem to remind me of my transness in order to both put me in my place, but also almost as a comforting way to pretend like a trans person could never have anything in common with 'normal' people. I find the distinction between trans and cis seems to primarily help cis people, so I can understand why you'd only want to be under the 'man' umbrella."

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #and the thing is you KNOW why they're so upset by being called cis - it brings into question the 'natural order' of who is who is what #and it's weird to me because. the danger in being called cis when you are cis seems minimal... #...whereas there are PLENTY of situations where so many of us can't call ourselves trans even if we WANTED to #the thing that sucks is that i can conceivably come up with reasons you might not want to be called cis even if that's the closest... #...approximation to how you identify and exist in yourself and in the world... #...but you KNOW for the people who loudly say they're NORMAL actually are motivated by their own disgust toward the IDEA... #...that trans people could even stand a foot in 'their spaces' #i don't think it's transphobic to not call yourself cis. but whatever people have going on to make them go 'but i'm normal 😡' sure is! #transphobia #transphobia tw

[keeps-ache]

blood of the covenant

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #pink space #tw scopophobia #tw body horror #(<- minor minor but !) #fighting for my life and i hate vehicles so Short Comic Break lmao !! #//i really think that if i just drew the whole story in a 900x900 canvas i could actually get it going hfhshb #'why don't you do that then' because it may not actually work and also i'm almost done with this chapter. lol 👍👍 #/but also the going is SO slow i've started adding parts i hadn't even conceived of before. to make it harder ig hfhs :3 #//anywho i am prolly gonna do more of these simple 3 panel comics lol :333 #they're my favorite thing ehe :D #//man. okay i'm really starting to consider it for reals this time #a smaller canvas would do wonders for my functioning + paneling... #cuz i already know that a small canvas + page cap makes me do things to panels that i wouldn't usually So.. :>> #and a smaller thing is just easier i guess !! #Will that mean starting from scratch again? ahahahahaaa.. yea........ #or maybe i could just fit the older panels i like into the square ? #hmmm we'll have to seee #definitely wanna try it tho !! #let's see what happensss :33

[panlight]

What do you think is the cut off age for immortal children? Bc Jane and Alec are like, 12, and theyre under control, but you can argue they get some leeway bc they're Aro's favorites... I just think a vampire child that's old enough to control themselves would probably be the closest Rosalie could get to adopting a child without fear of it dying, even if they also would never grow up. Someone out there could probably write something interesting about it. Bree was 15, wasnt she? I wonder what wouldve happened if the Volturi had let her live.

I'd say that 12/13 has to be the lower limit? I can't imagine anyone getting away with an immortal child much younger than that. Sure, you can teach 10-year-olds, 8-year-olds, etc, but they are still young enough that higher reasoning doesn't always work. Most people wouldn't leave them by themselves at that age. When I was 12/13 that's when I was able to enroll in a babysitting course and people would let me watch their kids; that seems like a decent litmus test for a kid that is 'old enough' to not be an immortal child.

But there's probably some wiggle room. I'm sure there are very responsible and mature 11-year-olds out there, and 14-year-olds you wouldn't let water your plants over a weekend let alone watch your children.

Jane and Alec are right on that line, IMO. And if someone other than Aro had created them, he very well might have used "oh no, immortal children" as an excuse to go after their creator and then 'mercifully' adopted the immortal children and 'trained' them, or whatever.

Bree is 15/16 and Benjamin is also 15; I think they are the youngest vampires after Jane and Alec. I don't know that Rosalie would be satisfied adopting a child that old, though, even if it's her only option, being that she's only 18 herself. My pet theory is that after the vampire world finds out about Renesmee there might be hybrid baby boom. But without the support Bella had, the human mothers probably aren't all going to make it and some of the vampire dads have second thoughts and Rosalie might get to adopt and raise a hybrid someday.

#asks #honestly the whole hybrid thing gets REALLY dark REALLY fast #like look at Joham and the way he uses and discards the mothers #the idea that they are going to be happy vampire families seems really farfetched to me #they conceive of humans as cattle as food #they're not going to be super fussed about informed consent and prenatal care

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

"Cuhut it out- you guys!" "Nu-uh, not until you're all perked up first! You don't want those gym challengers meetin' with an ol' mopey leader, do ya?" "Whitney's right, dear friend. No need to hide that beautiful smile of yours, alright?~"

What it takes to cheer up Johto's beloved ghost boy 👻💕

#some incredibly self-indulgent fluff for my own sake SKJDFSNDFS #Morty was having one of Those days where the weight of his responsibilities as leader and expectations as someone meant to bring back Ho-Oh #-felt a little too heavy to handle (more so than usual) #luckily his best friends (and mayhaps crush of nearly an entire decade) are here to take a stand against his low mood 🤼 #I've been having brainrot of Whitney's dynamics with these two alrighttttt they all deserve to be silly with each other #best wingman award goes to this girlie for putting up with these two's mutual pining antics for years sdkfjskjdfh #the way I see it Morty and Whitney were besties way back before they had even become leaders (with Morty being the older between them) #there were definitely rumors going around between their towns about how they're an item #when the reality is that Whitney's more focused on winning the affections of the other cute girls she hangs out with #while Morty's a repressed gay lad burdened with religious guilt SDJFHUISJDNFS /LH /LH #the second Whitney caught wind of Morty actually developing a crush on someone you just Know she was on his ass Immediately #asking about aaall the details--who he is- what he does- how he dresses- if he could even conceivably pass her standards of how a-- #--fitting partner for her best friend's meant to be #to which an incredibly exasperated Morty struggles to answer because Eusine is just beyond his comprehension /affectionate #when Whitney does eventually get to meet him in person the first time she most certainly takes a jab at his fashion sense SDKJFSDFNS #BUT they do end up getting along a lot better than Morty braced for- which was a huge relief to him #it soon reaches that point where Eusine's secretly asking her for details on the things Morty likes and how to possibly impress him #all the while Morty's asking her for advice on how he could cope with his feelings when he's still unsure on whether they'd be requited #Whitney finds the whole ordeal simultaneously very funny and perhaps one of the most frustrating things imaginable SDKJFSKDNFS #enough of me yapping thouuughhhhhh I should save that for its own post 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ #pokemon tickle #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #gym leader whitney #whitney pokemon #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #eusine #lee!morty #ler!eusine

[sskk-manifesto]

:)

#A nice episode :) I have a lot of headache tho and forgot everything I wanted to say #The ss/kk is nice :) It's nice every time Akutagawa spontaneously saves Atsushi seemingly with no reason to #The animation was very nice! It's evident a lot of money and effort went into this season and these last episodes in particular #And I like the art style a lot better than the one in the other seasons. Even season 4 where the animation is comparatively as good #What more. The Kyouka screentime is nice. The whole Guild aftermath celebrations section is very nice and heartwarming to watch #I still take a lot of issues with the entire way Kyouka's entrance exam was conceived but I think they're fairly self-explanatory. #Also fundamentally coherent with b/sd's general worldviews so #But even then there's a line that bothers me to an unexplainable amount from the first time I watched it to now. #The “it hurts” when she's hugging Atsushi. And I've reflected over that line so long from the moment I first heard it... #I think. Its meaning is to symbolize how being in the light sometimes will still result to be too overwhelming for Kyouka– #to the point at times it will still end up hurting her. But that doesn't make it any less worth it #So to say‚ there's no such thing as perfect happy endings. But she is going to be okay nonetheless #BUT IT STILL BUGS ME. I feel like it's part of a school of thought for whom we should just accept the fact that there's evil in the world– #that we can't eradicate. And nothing can be done about it. Which I don't think is a functional or useful way of thinking? #ALSO I know it's. Most definitely‚ 99% not how the scene is supposed to be interpreted #BUT ATSUSHI IS THE ONE HUGGING AND THUS HURTING HER and you know how there is this very slight narrative that seemingly– #frames Kyouka and Atsushi as romantic partners and like... Idk. #In that context the line almost feels expression of a narrative of wives having to bear pain that is natural and unavoidable. #I know this definitely wasn't the intended meaning it's just a bad impression for some reason I can't be able to shrug off even after years #But don't listen to me #I don't think there's anything else to add. Overall a very good episode. #Take a shot every time someone says “all according to Dazai's plan” #random rambles

[au-wannabe-the-very-best]

Celebi Saves Kubo AU, Ingo and Emmet decide to fuck with Elesa. They show up one day at her gym with Kubo holding their hands and introduce him are “their son.” Elesa is like what??? 

“Oh, well, we both have identical DNA, so we can’t tell which of us is his biological father. So he’s Our Son.”

Elesa fucking loses her mind because, 1, YOU TWO DID??? WHAT??? YOU FUCK??? SINCE WHEN.

and 2, YOU DID IT WITH THE SAME PERSON?!

Emmet just peppily says “language!” and then explains that they were just messing with her. Ingo is shaking because he’s trying so hard not to laugh at her in the face.

Kubo wishes to Not Be Here.

#Kubo Conway #Celebi Saves Kubo #Submas #Submas Triplets #Subway Boss Emmet #Subway Boss Ingo #Ingo #Emmet #Elesa #Nimbasa Trio #Gym Leader Elesa #Pokémon #Elesa's like. No. My boys do not fuck. They can't do that. I physically cannot imagine either of them capable of the act. What The Fuck. #Those little shits told me they're ACE what were they DOING?! #HOW OLD WERE THEY WHEN KUBO WAS CONCEIVED?? DID THEY NOT KNOW THEY WERE ACE AT THAT POINT #AAAAAAAAA I'M AN AUNTIE??? I'M AN AUNTIE!!!! #Fuck I have to spoil this kid SO hard #And instill in him a proper fashion sense #He is going to be the best looking 9 year old in the region no one can stop me

[brithombar]

i think that dc creating wfa to tedt the waters with the idea of fandom support for bruce living with his kids and then going forward with a plotline where bruce finally lives with kids as the primary caretaker but it is only his biological son he lives with is like the stupidest decision they could possibly make

#i dont understand why they're so reluctant to commit to alternative families w the trinity when supes & batman are adoptees & wonder woman #is donor conceived like its like built into their narrative that they shuck the traditional nuclear family unit #at least wonder woman is soon going to be a bisexual single mom whose daughter doesnt know her dads identity like it keeps me warm

[titan-god-helios]

oh no oh fuck what happened to tumblr is my computer just fucking up or did the site actually change pleasetellmemycomputerfuckedupi'msostressedrightnowihatethis

#now there have been two (2) minor to others but major to my autistic ass changes today #one is that genshin impact fucking changed their party setup layout and i very much despise the new one i loved the old one it was perfect #and so neat and had everything you needed and then they CHANGED IT and i feel like crying everytime im reminded #because that fucking shit is my comfort game i love it so much and then they had to go and make it changed and new and uncertain #the autism goblin freaked out so hard earlier but fontaine soothed it a little because yay !! new place to explore !! i love exploring !! #key word: a little #AND NOW THIS SHIT WITH THE HELLSITE AGAIN #ADMINS #PLEASE #STOP CHANGING SHIT #YOU'RE STRESSING THE FUCK OUT OF THE AUTISM GOBLINS #i look at the layout and i just feel like crying and rocking back and forth so hard ohmygod its actual real pain im not even exaggerating #its like someone's showing me a recording of something so viscerally wrong in every conceivable way that my eyes feel as if they're being #stabbed and i break out into a cold sweat and i'm in actual fucking pain right now why is being autistic so fucking PAINFUL always #give it a week of slowly introducing it to my brain like how you introduce a new cat to your other cats and i'll get used to it #but that doesn't matter right now i would rather step on legos for a minute straight i hate it so much i am in so much fucking mental pain #hjgshgdsuygdsyudghjdgsjdfgdsgdjdf #autism #neurodivergent #actually autistic #asd #its the neurodivergency #actuallyautistic #neurodivergencies #actually adhd #being autistic #adhd #genshin impact #tumblr staff #bad staffelstein

[lesenbyan]

Today has thoroughly sucked

#personal; #vent post; #I forgot my meds last night so I woke up in So Much Pain this morning but dragged my ass to work anyway #only to hear from my current team lead (who has been trying to step down for MONTHS) that my last team lead AND my coach #are both actively telling her to not let me do any baking and only run freight when i was sent to the bakery/deli to //stop doing that// #So I'mma report it but it was never said to my face (bc they all know it's illegal I'll bet) so I doubt anything's gonna be done about it #I left work early and promptly dropped my phone face down thus making my case worthless as my screen fucking shattered #so I've bought a $20 replacement kit from god damn amazon bc I don't have the money to take it somewhere and I am STILL paying it off #I laid down for an hour and a half and didn't manage to nap #my head hurts #I'm exhausted #I'm angry #I want to cry #but instead i have to pull shit together and see about disability filing/lawyers AGAIN bc I missed the call from the last one by months #and it has since been months again so I doubt they're waiting on me #and It just gets more and more demoralizing when I see mutual aids going around and/or getting funded #bc i ain't ever gotten more than $20 and 10notes whenever I make posts which isn't anyone's FAULT #but man even fucking survival is a popularity contest and I've been losing from the moment I was fucking conceived

[tunemyart]

so I (finally) started Picard S3 tonight and I haven't seen any further than the first ep, but... I'm wondering if there's meant to be some juxtaposition between the emphasis on Beverly Crusher just cutting off/disappearing from the lives of the old Enterprise crew for 20 years and Seven of Nine doing what sounds like a very possibly similar thing with the Voyager crew

#okay i KNOW they'll never confirm that they headcanon i'll never let go of is correct #but i've seen the gifs of the most recent ep! with her talking about voyager and how they were her family #“and now...” #GIRL what did u DO #idk maybe i'm still setting myself up to be disappointed in the end but it sounds like. they're setting it up. #I KNOW okay but let me dream #if not voyager reunion then seven going off to deal with whatever the fuck actually went down between them all by the end #and maybe into whatever spinoff they're surely conceiving off #amy watches picard #picard spoilers #for anybody who's got that blocked? idk if anyone who's following me is but just in case i guess

[kaijudyke]

i need to get back into sketching more... i was looking through my sketchbooks from my first year of art school yesterday and there's so much stuff. a ton of d&d art, art of whatever i was obsessing over at the time, thumbnails, space filler doodles, observational sketches. i feel like these days i almost never draw anything without an end goal and in addition to being boring i think that makes my art worse

#talk tag #when i rewatched gravity falls recently i drew and posted two polished pieces #i have a sketchbook from back when gf finished airing that is so full of gf art #just stream-of-consciousness scribbles of every character from the show on every page in every conceivable scenario #sad stuff funny stuff cute stuff. drawings so scribbly i can barely tell what they're supposed to be #i need to do that again #i know 'draw every day' has been widely decried as bad advice #but the thing about drawing every day (as i did in art school) without a specific goal is you end up drawing from the heart and for fun #i am never going to post the vast majority of the stuff in those sketchbooks. at MOST i might show my friends #and that's really nice. it's just for me

[ollierachnid]

*laying on my back feeling dire* i need to start doing press-ups at 2am now i think

#pretzel talks #smhsmh #not to get all tragic in the tags. ive got like .. a rot brain #people go out with me and talk to me and it's lovely but still my brain is like 'they're faking interest and hate you actually' #i gotta like #get it rewired tf is this #im talking like friends god forbid i even conceive romantic feelings for someone rn #vent #ig

[just-let-me-see-accounts]

One thing they will not tell you about writing is how fun it is to project on your characters.

#Lmao YOU get my anxiety #YOU get my derealisation and how it's tangled with my parental issues #YOU get my— #Wait hold on #You... only have my longing “what ifs” but real and happy childhood memories or “childhood memories but make them happy”..? #Erm... okay... #I struggle a bit with that one because it's like “Huh?” #“You want me to write about lir parents and memories without it being melancholic??” #Like you two are going to STAY silly–goofy SO HELP ME #But I get a spike of anxiety every time lir parents are mentioned and it's like #Oh wait no they're cool I know this I literally wrote them as chill guys #I was planning on having a story focused on a character's paranoia about potentially encountering their dad out in the wild #Based on how the possibility of living near my dad was momentarily (read: buildup over months) a lot more pressing/likely #But the moment's passed. Not much of a possibility we'll be moving there soon now. #It's just background radiation again (since he *does* know where we live and could conceivably fly here. Especially the longer we don't #Visit him over there) #So I don't think I could do it justice #Maybe another time if the possibility becomes more pressing again #It would've been the same subject matter as that Let's Get Burgers 3–parter where Knife keeps running into their abusive ex #For a bit I wanted to make a gross story. Y'know. Story that makes you feel gross. And it would've heavily featured my intrusive thoughts. #I don't really give characters that. I gave Micah a little moment as a treat about being killed by a wild monster/animal and Harlow had som #Anxiety thoughts. But I didn't really have my intrusive thoughts and I think it's a big part of my anxiety so I wanted to portray that. #I don't really want to do that much anymore though. Maybe later if it strikes me. #It's just...! I see a lot of characters. And I do relate to a lot of them (Hello Lake. Knife during the three parter and my interpretation #Of Wally Darling). But I feel like there are big chunks of my experiences that I just don't see. So I'm gonna do some of it myself! Even if #I'm not able to convey it exactly how I experience it! Also #Writing is a good way to get the feelings out/out there to be shared.