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icys-junkyard · 2 years
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Drawing Probopass that one time made my appreciation for it go up by like 8% so I had to draw it at least once more
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mrs-gucci · 3 years
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A Beach Day to Remember {Clyde Logan x Reader}
author’s notes: made it just under the wire for this week’s writer wednesday :) it’s a bit different from my usual writing MO, but I honestly had a blast with it and I’m decently pleased with how it turned out, actually. I wrote this late at night while I was half-asleep lol so sorry if it’s a little all over the place! thanks, as always, to @autumnleaves1991-blog for hosting & @clydesducktape​ for helping out! it’s such a great and fun weekly tradition!
warnings: fluff. humor. romance. beach fun. chair wrestling. a quick lil makeout session (nothing explicit). 
no tw’s :)
word count: 2.2k
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By some miracle, you’d convinced born-and-raised country boy Clyde Logan to accompany you to Miami Beach for a week. A whole week, you couldn’t believe it. 
And...he actually bought a pair of swim trunks. Sure, they were a West Virginia Walmart buy, but hey, he bought a pair; you’ll take what you can get.
Who was this man and what has he done with Clyde Logan?
He’s never really been to the beach before, Mamma Logan didn’t like bein’ in the sun too long and Pappa wasn’t about to cross her, so this was his first time. 
Your family used to vacation here every year, so you were relatively familiar with the notoriously rowdy town. The first evening and night consisted of you showing a wide-eyed Clyde around Miami’s bustling night life. But, when the sun came up the next morning, he was revving to get down to the beach.
You had to talk him down a bit there at first, convincing him to eat somethin’ for breakfast before spending a whole entire day in the sun ‘cause if he passes out, he’s on his own getting back to the condo.
“I’m gon’ go get changed fer the beach!” He says excitedly, clapping his hands together and doing a little jog over to the dresser the second you two get back from your sidewalk cafe breakfast.
You smile at his enthusiasm, trying to remember the last time you saw him so openly excited and smiley. After only a few moments of thought, you realize that you’ve never seen him quite like this before. But, you’re certainly taking a liking to vacation Clyde.
Both Mellie and Jimmy requested plenty of photos of, and this is a direct quote, “Clyde’s long, pasty-ass legs in swim shorts”, and you’re nothing if not accommodating...
As soon as he steps out of the bathroom, you quickly say “Smile!” and snap a picture of him in his leaf-pattern hunter green trunks. He frowns, striding over to where you’re standing.
“Hey now pumpkin, who’re ya sendin’ that off to?”
You giggle, typing out his sibling’s contacts into your messages. “Nobody...”
His eyes widen when he sees Jimmy and Mellie’s names. He tries to grab the phone away from you, but as he takes it, his palm accidentally nudges the little ‘send’ icon. 
“G’damnit! I fuckin’ sent it to ‘em!”
You’re cracking up as he frantically tries to somehow un-send the message, despite you trying to repeatedly convince him that there’s literally nothing that can be done at this point; the message is permanent.
Almost immediately, the replies begin to pile in and Clyde quickly puts a hand over his face as your phone chimes continuously.
Ding! Ding! Ding!
“‘m never gonna hear the end ‘a this when we get back home.” He groans. “Now they got that picture forever and they’re never gonna stop showin’ it...Oh ma god, they’re gonna put it in our weddin’ slideshow, a-and our future kids ‘re gonna see it, and it’s gonna be shown at ma funeral...”
You laugh, shaking your head as you put your hands on his bare, freckle-painted chest. “Hon, I really wouldn’t worry that much about it. It’ll all blow over in a little bit, I promise. Plus, I now have evidence that you actually came to the beach with me. I have a feeling our future kids won’t believe me when I tell them this story someday.”
Clyde starts laughing, running his hands down the curve of your body before landing on your hips. He pulls you in for a kiss, moving his lips gently against yours.
Your face scrunches when he starts licking into your mouth and the bitter taste of zinc overwhelms your taste buds.
“Mmmm, mmm, Clyde?”
He pulls away, brows furrowed.
“Did you put some zinc on your lips?”
His cheeks turn pink and he looks away bashfully. “Oh, yeah, I did. ‘m sorry, I forgot ‘bout that.”
“It’s alright, no need to apologize.” You chuckle, shaking your head. “I love you.”
He smiles, placing a kiss on your forehead this time, rather than your lips.
“Love ya too, pumpkin.”
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Clyde’s like a kid at a candy store when he gets down to the beach, quickly putting the cooler down on the sand and dropping his chair down next to it. The sunglasses sit just above the bridge of his zinc-whitened nose as his head moves around to drink in the sights unfolding before him.
You giggle to yourself as you watch him, setting your beach bag down with the cooler before beginning to set up your chair. But your man quickly jumps in and insists on unfolding the chair for you even though, as you’ll soon find out, he has zero idea how to operate a folding beach chair. To be fair, it was one of those older-fashioned ones that had sustained quite a bit of rust.
“Now, how in the world...?” He grumbles, trying to unfold the stubborn thing. He tries just about every method he could think up, at one point he was trying to use his flip-flop equipped foot to aid in the unfolding process, but he still cannot get the damn chair open.
Eventually, a curious (and very entertained) bystander comes over and helps the two of you out with your chairs, and both of you thank them profusely before finally beginning your day at the beach. Clyde remains standing, continuing to look around at all the things happening on the beach while you lay back and open your book to begin reading.
After a bit of sunning time, you and Clyde head down to the water. You keep your feet in the cool water while he stands further in, little waves crashing mid-calf. He finds a nice shell and runs up to put it back at your little setup while you stay and watch as the natural push and pull of the ocean slowly buries your feet in the sand.
Suddenly, a flesh arm comes on your back and a metallic arm scoops behind your knees, lifting you up as you squeal. 
“Clydeeee!”
He laughs, rushing into the water while holding you bridal-style, water splashing up all over both you and him with each of his massive strides. As soon as he knows he’s deep enough, he starts swinging you back and forth.
“One...Two...”
You’re in a fit of laughter, playfully hitting his chest. “Noooooo! Stooopppp!”
“Three!” Clyde tosses you into the blue-green water of the Atlantic as you screech, a big splash accompanying your collision with the surface.
You emerge a moment later, quickly rushing up and jumping into his arms, causing him to fall backwards into the water. He laughs when he resurfaces and splashes you in the face teasingly, to which you respond by doing the exact same thing.
“No more splashin’!” He says, chuckling to himself at the irony of his exclamation.
You laugh, splashing him one more time. “You’re the one that started it, you goof!”
“Now, let’s not play the blame game, pumpkin.” He smiles jokingly, then wraps his arms around your torso, head nuzzling into the crook of your neck.
Both of you spend a bit more time in the water before heading back up to your chairs to dry off in the sun and re-apply sunscreen. Clyde ends up falling asleep, a few shells he found in the water spread out on the top of his thighs as he snoozes.
Only about fifteen minutes later, you look over and put a hand over your mouth to cover the giggles that come when you see that one of the shells has sprouted some legs in preparation for an escape attempt. The creature begins crawling and he starts squirming a bit at the ticklish sensation, clearly beginning to re-awaken from his early afternoon slumber. 
When his eyes blink open and he looks down, he gasps, launching backwards in his chair. Unfortunately, the old-school beach chair already struggles to hold his massive form, so when he jumps back, the chair gives out and breaks clean in half, sending Clyde back into the sand. 
The poor crab is thrust into the sand, but it’s alright, quickly crawling back towards the ocean. You immediately stand up, trying not to laugh too hard until you know he’s completely alright. 
“Oh my fuck...Clyde! Are you okay, hon?”
He nods, chuckling softly. “’m alright, though I can’t say the same for this here chair, though.”
You giggle, helping him sit back up in the sand. When he’s fully sat up, he’s still smiling and laughing, shaking his head.
“Well, I suppose I owe the condo owners a new beach chair.”
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A full, active day at the beach has you pretty fucking exhausted when you two finally head back up to the condo around four in the afternoon. You take a quick cat nap while Clyde showers, then you hop in and wash off the day’s sunscreen and sand.
While you’re in the shower, Clyde rifles through his duffle and pulls out a little velvet box, popping it open to expose the glittering diamond ring that sits on a little pillow. He smiles at the sight, knowing that tonight’s the night he’s finally gonna ask you to be his forever.
He’s been waiting for the right moment for a short while now, and after the fun y’all had at the beach today and the sunset beach walk he’s planning to take you on before your fancy dinner reservations later this evening...he can’t think of a more perfect time to do it.
You step out of the bathroom and Clyde scrambles to quickly tuck the ring box into his khaki pants pocket. He smooths his hands over the fabric before standing up, face breaking out into a wide smile when he sees the beautiful sundress you’ve got on.
“You’re so beautiful, pumpkin.” He says, smiling as he walks up to you, hands on your hips. “Always so, so beautiful.”
Your expression stretches into a bright, genuine smile as you get up on your tiptoes for a kiss. “Thank you, Clyde. You look awfully handsome yourself this evening.”
“Oh, well, thank ya, darlin’.” His cheeks grow red as he looks down for a moment, shoving his hands down in his pockets. “So, do ya wanna go on a sunset walk ‘fore our reservations?”
You agree, and the two of you head back down to the beach. His fingers fiddle with the little box in his pocket as you walk along the beach. Soon, you reach an old lifeguards stand, painted in brilliant mint green and flamingo pink colors. The ‘No Lifeguard on Duty’ paint is still visible, even after some seeming wear and tear to the outside of the building. 
The sun’s touching down on the horizon line as he guides you up onto the old structure’s small front deck, and you lean over the railing together as the sun sinks down. 
Your head turns to look over at your beloved boyfriend, admiring the way the sherbet sky reflects off of and compliments his alabaster skin. God he’s beautiful, you think to yourself for what has to be the millionth time in your three years of dating Clyde. He’ll forever be the most beautiful man in your eyes.
He turns to you then, standing up with a shaky hand reaching out to take yours. “Uh, Y/N, there’s somethin’...somethin’ I wanna do ‘fore we head off to dinner.”
You nod, eyebrows furrowing.
“Sure, hon. Are you alright, though? You’re shaking a bit.”
“’m alright, pumpkin.”
Clyde nods and then, he sinks down onto one knee, wobbling a bit as he adjusts to the new position. He steadies shortly after and then, he pulls the box out of his pocket and opens it up, exposing the ring he spent hours picking out for you.
You’re in shock, hands over your mouth as he smiles up at you, tears already forming in his eyes.
“Y/N, I-I knew when I first met ya that you were gon’ be the woman I wanted to s...spend the rest of ma life with. Y-Yer so funny ‘n kind ‘n so, so beautiful; yer just...yer perfect, p-pumpkin.”
You feel the tears beginning to spill out of the corners of your eyes as he continues, tears now running down his cheeks as well.
“I love y-ya more than life itself, Y/N, an’ I...I wanna spend the rest of ma livin’ days on this planet by yer side. Will ya...will ya marry me?”
Time seems to stand still for Clyde, then, his nerves overwhelming and overtaking his entire being. The seconds between his final word and your response are some of the longest and most anxious seconds of his life, but damnit, they were well worth it.
“Yes, Clyde, yes. O-Of course I’ll marry you.” You say, smiling as he stands to pull you in for a passionate kiss.
He’s overjoyed, really, heart racing but in the best possible way. You said yes. You’re gonna be his wife, his Mrs. Logan.
“God, I love ya.” Clyde whispers against your lips, pulling the ring from its place on the delicate pillow. “I love ya so, so much, Y/N.”
“I love you t-too, Clyde.” You smile, holding your left hand out for him to slip the ring onto your finger. It’s a perfect fit, and you immediately pull him in for a hug. “I can’t wait to marry you, hon, can’t wait to become Mrs. Logan.”
He grins widely, pressing another few kisses onto your lips.
“Mrs. Y/N Logan, ma beautiful wife, ma forever partner.”
You nod, sniffling softly.
“Your forever partner.”
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jovialyouthmusic · 3 years
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Here’s my attempt at writing a Regency Period Drama. You can catch up on my Masterlist. My MC Elizabeth and her family are visiting her fiancé at his estate south of Edinburgh in Scotland. House guests are expected for the beginning of a series of balls and other amusements similar to the Social Season normally held in London. I’m not attempting to make this super accurate, I’m just fascinated by social history from this era and am having a little fun. My period AU, my rules! 
Word Count 2983
A/N No smut, mostly fluff, but this is an adult blog and will get more explicit so No under 18s
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After luncheon, the family gathered in the lounge to await the arrival of the next guests. Elizabeth practiced a tune on the piano, and her sister sat embroidering a sampler. It had been decided that after Amelia had been introduced to Tom and Dorothea, she would enquire as to whether Lady Margaret wished her to read to her. Sir James read his newspaper, and Lady Charlotte and Morag played cards together. John stood by Elizabeth’s side turning the pages as she played. From there he had a view of the driveway, and would see any new arrivals.
‘I see a carriage approaching’ he announced as Elizabeth took a break in playing to sip a glass of raspberry cordial. ‘I shall go and greet them outside – will you come with me, Lizzy?’
‘Of course’ she replied, and stood, smoothing back her hair ‘Do I look presentable?’
‘Always, my dear’ he assured her, but Lizzy turned in question to her mother, who nodded in approval. Together the couple went out to greet the guests while the others made themselves ready in the lounge. They arrived with a few seconds to spare, and the carriage, drawn by two fine chestnut horses, drew to a halt in front of the manor. Tom alighted first, and helped Dorothea out before turning to John, who embraced him and slapped him heartily on the back.
‘Welcome, welcome Tom. We will have a merry time now you and Dorothea are here. You’ve met my fiancé, Elizabeth Dalgliesh, if you recall?’ Dorothea made a little curtsey and stepped forward to take Elizabeth’s hand.
‘I well recall how rude Tom was when we met at Duddingston. I am so pleased that his ill manners did not deter you from accepting John’s suit’ she said, smiling brightly.
‘Not at all Dorothea, my mind was made up already and nothing would put me off, I assure you’ Elizabeth replied, and Tom turned to her and took her hand, kissing the back of it.
‘My apologies for my former misbehaviour, Miss Elizabeth. I am pleased John has found such a determined and forgiving soul to spend his later years with’ John dealt a playful blow to Tom’s shoulder.
‘Less of the later years, you scoundrel. You are but two months my junior, Tom’ he asserted. ‘Come inside, you must meet Lizzy’s family. I fear mother is not available yet, but I believe she may join us for dinner later.’
‘I’m sorry to hear she’s indisposed’ Dorothea said ‘I hope you do not mind if I call you Lizzy, my dear’ she said, squeezing Elizabeth’s arm. ‘I am determined we should be firm friends, for we women should stick together when there are such rascals as my husband about’
‘That is most acceptable’ Elizabeth replied ‘Do you know many of John’s other guests?’
‘I do indeed, for I grew up not far away, and know all the gentry in John’s social circle. I am sure that between us we can name each guest and tell each other their temperament, for I am not often in Edinburgh and you are almost certain to know those who visit from the city’ The four young people went inside the house to introduce themselves to the Dalgleish family, then going up to their room to settle in and prepare for dinner. Amelia was loathe to spend time with Lady Margaret, realising that the arrival of guests closer to her sister’s age might afford more entertaining activities. However, Elizabeth instructed her to make sure and read something uplifting and entertaining so that the Duchess might feel more able to take part in the gathering.
Tom and Dorothea chose to go for a walk in the grounds before dinner, and John and Elizabeth joined them. The conversation was lively, and Elizabeth knew it would be easy to share confidences with her female companion. Her friend Rosanna would be coming for but a short visit for the betrothal ball to be held in a week’s time. She herself now had her own beau and was spending much time with his family, so had little to spare for Elizabeth. However, the two young women wrote to each other regularly and kept each other updated on their love lives and other matters.
After their walk, Elizabeth went to dress for dinner. Amelia came into her room.
‘How did your visit with Lady Margaret go, Melly?’ she asked
‘She seemed more cheerful after I had read to her’
‘What did you choose?’ Amelia smiled mischievously
‘Lady Margaret has a collection of gothic novels. She reads much of Anne Radcliffe’s work, so we have chosen a book called The Romance of the Forest. I fear we shall not be reading it in public, but shall choose poetry should there be anyone to eavesdrop’
‘That sounds most exciting’ Elizabeth laughed ‘Who would have though that Lady Margaret had such tastes?’ The sisters helped each other prepare for dinner before going to their parents’ room for approval, and the family descended together. Truly there was no pressing need to dress grandly in the company of Tom and Dorothea, but Lady Charlotte thought it good practice for the upcoming ball and other dinners.
Lady Margaret was present at the meal, and looked a good deal better, having some colour in her cheeks and being more animated in her conversation. After dinner the men withdrew to the study for Sir James to get better acquainted with Tom. The ladies went to the drawing room, the older ones playing cards while the younger women sat and conversed until the men joined them. Dorothea was prevailed upon to play the piano, but Elizabeth was concerned about John’s agility with his injured leg as she played a merry dance tune.
‘I understand if you are not able to take a turn’ she said in a low tone, as music filled the air. Her hand rested on his forearm, and he patted it comfortingly.
‘I can manage the slower dances if I have had some exercise during the day’ he assured her ‘Our walk in the garden helped to ease it somewhat’ Elizabeth pulled out her fan and deployed it as colour rose to her cheeks.
‘Would that we were in the arbour alone again’ she replied ‘Though I must confess having Tom and Dorothea here has enlivened things somewhat’ John smiled
‘Their company is very agreeable, and it is good to have guests closer to our own age’ He patted her arm and raised his voice to address the room. ‘If Dorothea would oblige me in playing something a little more sedate, I invite everyone to take the floor in order to practice for the ball’ he announced.
Dorothea smiled, and Sir James and Lady Charlotte rose to take part, the furniture already having been arranged to make space. Tom asked Lady Margaret if she wished to dance, but she declined and suggested that perhaps Amelia would partner him. She blushed furiously, but Elizabeth reminded her that before long she would be taking part in dances that might cause her to dance with someone with whom she had very little acquaintance, and it was good practice for her. Timidly she agreed, and Tom promised to make her feel at ease.
Eagerly Elizabeth took John’s hand and the partners arranged themselves. Dorothea started to play a tune for the Cotillion. The dance needed only a very few couples, and they managed very well before they went on to attempt a reel. There were a few hitches in the changeover of partners which caused a great deal of laughter, and after that Elizabeth declared that it was a good opportunity to practice with friends so that they would not be embarrassed in wider society.
Lady Margaret had watched the dancing with a smile, and declared that the hour was late and she would retire for the evening. Lord and Lady Dalgleish politely followed her example, insisting that Amelia would also. She pouted a little but dared not complain in front of Tom and Dorothea, so did as she was told.
That left the two young couples to themselves, though Morag declared that she would be sitting in the hall to await Elizabeth’s lone departure to her room.
‘Oh Lizzy, I well remember the restrictions of a chaperone’ said Dorothea, leaning toward her and fanning herself. ‘Mine was an absolute fright and never went out of earshot if she could help it’
‘Morag did allow us a very few freedoms’ Elizabeth confided ‘but now I have accepted John’s proposal she is more lenient’
‘We should play some parlour games’ Dorothea cried
‘With only the four of us, there are few games we could play, my dear’ Tom said ‘Perhaps when there are more young people like ourselves we may indulge, but I have an idea to put to our dear friends’
‘Do tell’ Elizabeth begged ‘I dearly love my parents, but their pastimes can be dull, and I must be careful not to do anything improper for Amelia’s sake’ John looked wary.
‘Beware, Lizzy – Tom’s ideas of fun can be rather – extreme’ he warned her. Tom looked aghast
‘I was but going to propose a card game’ he protested ‘One in which we play for points’
‘Father will not allow me to play for money’ Elizabeth sighed ‘He always was wary of wagers and gambling, and his fears were realised with my former fiancé’
‘I was not thinking of money’ Tom smiled archly ‘I propose we pay with kisses’ Elizabeth gasped and fanned herself furiously, and Dorothea giggled, putting her hand on her friend’s forearm.
‘We have played this before, my sweet friend. You need have no fear of impropriety, for the person receiving the kiss may choose where it is bestowed. You may have a kiss on the hand or the cheek or wherever you will, and the person doing the kissing can also choose if they are uncomfortable’ Elizabeth felt a little thrill at the thought of perhaps gaining a kiss from John despite them not being alone, but she wasn’t sure just how proper it was. John leaned close to her.
‘You need do nothing you feel uncomfortable with, Lizzy’ he assured her ‘We can play for matchsticks if you prefer.’ Elizabeth sat in contemplation.
‘I only fear that mother and father would not approve, but what they don’t know cannot harm them, and we are engaged, after all’ Dorothea clapped her hands
‘Does that mean you will play?’ she asked eagerly, and Elizabeth took a deep breath.
‘Yes, I surely will. Why sit and be dull and proper when we can have a little fun?’ She looked at John, his eyes darkening and glittering at her boldness. He rose to fetch a deck of cards, and the others arranged themselves around the card table.
‘I propose that  we might be make our own rules’ Tom asserted, and Elizabeth looked dubious. ‘It’s simple – we each are dealt three cards, and count up the points, with aces high, and the highest scoring player will be the one to kiss the lowest. The loser may also choose to play a forfeit if they don’t wish to be kissed.’
‘But there is no skill in the game’ John protested.
‘Indeed, it is all chance, and is not love all a matter of chance?’ Tom laughed ‘We see a pretty face and fall in love, no matter what station or class that pretty face might possess’ Dorothea pouted.
‘I suppose that means you may try for the hand of a milkmaid if she be comely enough’
‘That is where society comes in’ John interjected ‘If one is poor, one is unlikely to marry rich’
‘We are fortunate to be comfortable in our way of life’ Elizabeth replied.
‘Indeed, and I believe in helping those in need’ John smiled ‘It is our duty to help those who cannot help themselves, if we can’
‘Enough of this virtue!’ Tom sighed ‘let us play’ He picked up the deck of cards and shuffled. Elizabeth felt her heart beat a little faster as he dealt. Her hand shook a little as she picked up hers , guarding them from John’s sight. She had a queen, a two and a five, which came to nineteen. She flicked her gaze to her fiancée, who smiled back at her reassuringly.
‘Count up’ Tom directed, leaning toward his wife to look at her hand. She batted at him and laid them down. She had but six points, and Tom had twenty, so Elizabeth sighed with relief. John had seventeen points and Tom rolled his eyes. Dorothea laughed.
‘You must kiss me then, husband’ She offered Tom her hand, which he grabbed and kissed, then proceeded to continue with small kisses up her arm to her shoulder, finishing up on her cheek. ‘Fie Tom, one kiss would have sufficed’ she protested.
‘One kiss is never enough with you, my dearest’ he murmured, gazing deep into her eyes. Elizabeth swallowed, and Tom gathered up the cards, handing them to his wife to deal out. This time John had the most points and Tom the least.
‘My dear Tom, I have no intention of kissing you’ he asserted ‘So I charge you to tell my intended the circumstances of our meeting’ Tom winced
‘That is a sad tale indeed’ he said glumly.
‘Only for you’ John laughed. ‘It is your forfeit, and you must do it’ Tom sighed heavily.
‘Very well. Miss Dalgleish, the day I met John he most likely saved my life, for I missed my step on the gangplank to the ship we were to serve on together, and he dove in to fish me out of the water’
‘That water was not the cleanest either’ John added ‘I swear I came out smelling worse than when I went in, and had to pay extra to have my uniform cleaned’ He took the cards to deal them out. Dorothea had the highest score and John the lowest. Tom frowned slightly as she rose from her seat and walked around the table. She leaned down to John and lightly kissed his forehead.
‘See, it is not so difficult’ she smiled ‘Elizabeth, should you lose to my Tom, this is all you must do’
‘This game will not last very long, I fear’ Tom sighed ‘It would also be better played with more participants.’
‘It grows late, and Lizzie’s chaperone is waiting’ John pointed out. ‘We don’t want to scandalise Sir James, we should retire soon.’ Tom nodded sagely, and the cards were handed to Dorothea. She dealt while Tom refilled everyone’s glasses with wine. Elizabeth felt a little light headed as she sipped, and turned her cards over, squinting a little to read them. She felt a flutter as she realised that hers was the highest count, but was dismayed to discover that Dorothea had the lowest. Tom smiled at the two women and his eyes darkened.
‘Surely you will kiss, my dears?’ he said hoarsely, shifting in his seat a little. Elizabeth felt a little dizzy as she rose to walk toward her new friend.
‘Do not fear’ Dorothea said softly ‘You may but kiss my hand’ Elizabeth blushed and leaned over to peck her on the cheek. A scent of jasmine and lavender greeted her, and her skin was soft. Tom’s eyes glittered as John shifted uneasily.
‘You are bold Miss Dalgleish’ Tom said throatily, and she went back to her seat swiftly, picking up the cards to deal again. She calculated that she had a low count, and scanned the faces of the others as they work out their hand. She turned her card over to show them.
‘I have but five’ she admitted ‘Who of you shall be the one to kiss me?’ All eyes were on John as he revealed his cards one by one, being two kings and an ace. Tom threw his hand down with a heavy sigh, and Dorothea smiled sweetly.
‘You and your sweetheart may have at it’ she asserted, revealing a hand of but two sevens and a two, and Tom with a king, a two and a three. John smiled and beckoned her, pushing his chair away from the table and patting his lap.
‘We should do this properly, my dearest, for I think after this we should retire’ She rose and approached, for him to take her hand and gently pull her onto his lap. After a pang of self consciousness, she threw her arms around his neck, surrendering to his warm solidity and inhaling the scents of leather and musk that rose to her. She pressed her forehead to his.
‘I can barely wait to be wed’ she murmured ‘To have the freedom to touch and be touched is my most fervent wish’
‘It is my wish too’ he assured her, gazing into her eyes before their lips met. Everything around her – the room and its occupants – vanished from her senses and she felt only his firm body and his lips, a little scratch from the stubble on his lip and chin that she had noticed developed over the day.
She snapped back to her senses as she heard a tap on the door.
‘Miss Elizabeth, the hour is late’ her chaperone was heard to say. The lovers broke their kiss and again rested their foreheads together.
‘Until tomorrow my dear Lizzie’ John murmured ‘I may perhaps visit you in your dreams’ Elizabeth rose, looking over at her new friends. Dorothea smiled sympathetically, but Tom looked away, somewhat embarrassed.
‘Until tomorrow, my dear John’ she replied, and curtseyed to the other two. ‘I enjoyed our game. It is wonderful to have you here and I hope we will have more fun in the weeks to come’ She went to the door and turned to blow a kiss before she left to go to her lonely bedchamber.
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kylo-rens-scar · 4 years
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Weekend (Clyde Logan x Reader) 6k (!!!)
Note: Two years of extreme on and off writing and now I finally have something! Answering the prompt of “I'm so excited to see this and currently am looking forward! :D How about something fluffy as a good start for the audience?” from @creamyvanillalove Hope you and everyone enjoys it! This is actually part of a series of multiple one-shots I have cooking, because thinking about my dream life with Clyde Logan has been one of the only constants in my life for the past few years.
Sleeping in until 10 am on a Saturday was something rare in the Logan household especially with 22 month old triplets. Clyde came home around 2:30 from the bar and was still sleeping. You kiss him on the cheek and get out of bed, making your way to the bathroom. You throw on some yoga pants and wash your face. It’s surprisingly quiet in the house, and you thank the lord above the boys are still asleep. You have some much needed emails to catch up on.
You walk into the kitchen and turn on the coffee, and start to think what to make for breakfast today. You spot some overly ripe bananas Clyde swore he was going to eat a few days ago when you bought them, and yet there they were. Banana pancakes it is then. The boys are not too picky with breakfast so this would be easy for everyone. And Clyde would finally eat the bananas.
You are finally able to sit down at the dining room table to check your email when the first fussing is heard from matts monitor.
You make your way to his room and slowly open the door to find him standing up in his crib, rubbing his sleepy eyes and scrunching his face
“Good morning sweet boy,” you coo as you grab his glasses and put them on him. He yawns and makes grabby hands up at you and you pick him up. After quickly changing his diaper, you scoop him back up and carry him to the upstairs family room. You put Matt on the couch and turned the tv on quietly to Paw Patrol. Someday, you want to get they boys a dog, but they’re too young. Matt is immediately engaged to what ever show is on and you go back to finally checking your email.
Ben is the next to get up, but he sounds more of screaming bloody murder when he wakes up, something you pray to god he grows out of. And as usual, he’s fine, nothing’s wrong with him. As soon as you open his bedroom door, the screaming stops and regular crying begins. Very typical of Ben. The crying turns into sniffles when you pick him up.
After another quick diaper change, ben is plopped down next to Matt, both now engaged in the morning cartoon. Taking after his father, you know kylo will very much sleep until noon or later, so you let him sleep a little longer, so you can get to those dang emails.
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About halfway through your inbox, you hear shuffling downstairs, and then slow footsteps up the stairs. He walks up to Matt and Ben an ruffles their hair before sitting down next to you on the couch. They boys were too engaged in to the tv to really notice their father. Clyde puts his arm around you then kisses your temple. You’re finishing up you last reply and smile.
“Where’s kylo?” Clyde yawns.
“Still sleeping, I checked on him when I got the other two up and he was still sound asleep.”
“Hmmph” he grunts as he sips some of his coffee. Clyde isn’t that big of a morning person, especially after a long night at the bar.
You close your computer and and stretch. Y’all have a busy day today and you were pretty sure Clyde didn’t hear you last night about it.
“Honey you and the boys are getting hair cuts this afternoon then we have that football tailgate party with the colwells tonight but before then I have to run to the store and get some things for them. I told Them I’d bring dessert and some tortilla chips. Clyde did you even hear a word I said?”
“Huh? Yeah I got everythin’ what time we leaving?”
“I’m hopin’ by 1:45, your sister said anytime after 1:30 was fine for us to head over to the salon”
“Why ain’t you getting you’re hair done?”
“Because I get mine done during the week when the boys are at daycare”
“Huh”
The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a little bit, Clyde was still waking up and the boys were still glued to the tv, with occasional chatter from them. It was about 11:15 and you decided to get Kylo up finally. You told Clyde to bring Matt and Ben downstairs for breakfast while you woke up the last triplet.
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Kylo was sound asleep still when you walked into his room. You opened the binds slowly to let the sunshine in. He stretched and yawned, then standing in his crib with a sleepy smile.
Kylo was the furthest along in potty training. He usually could hold it in at night and sometimes let you know when he had to go. Matt was the next furthest but usually didn’t have a dry night or could hold it in time to tell you. He tries as best he can but gets frustrated a lot. And then Ben showed absolutely no interest yet.
It was another dry night so after you took his diaper off you set him on his training potty. You praised him after he went and you let him put a sticker on the potty poster before heading back down with the rest of your family.
Clyde had Ben sitting on the counter, Matt in one arm and had a carton of eggs in his other hand. Ben was just about to get into the flour before you quickly whisked it away from his reach. Disappointed, Ben huffed and crossed his arms and looked at the ground, something he copied from Clyde a couple months ago. You ruffled his hair and helped Clyde by taking the egg carton and giving him kylo.
“Darlin I had things under control down here, we was just about to start fixin breakfast.” He protested
“You can help by putting the kids in their seats and getting their sippy cups.” You reply, kissing his cheek. “also kylo had another dry night!”
“Good job bud!” Clyde says and kisses his forehead.
With breakfast underway and the boys settled down in their seats, Clyde takes a moment to stare out into the backyard. He noticed the leaves in the tree line were beginning to rust into beautiful crimsons and oranges. Fall is Clyde’s favorite season. The changing of the leaves, cooler days, shorter days, warm drinks, you’d think he’s a basic white girl. Some mornings he’d see some turkey or deer rummaging in the grass, even a black bear once. This morning was quiet out there, nothing to be seen.
“Clyde honey, are you okay? I’ve been callin at ya for the past few minutes” You ask walking up him an putting your hand on his arm.
“Wha? Yea I’m fine darlin’, just zoned out for a lil bit. Sorry I wasn’t paying attention.” He apologized and kissed your cheek.
“Well breakfast is ready and we got a big day ahead of us.”
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After breakfast, you take the boys to your bathroom to bathe them and you send Clyde upstairs to get their outfits. You were smart enough the night before when you put the boys to sleep that you had their clothes out and ready.
Bathing three squirmy little boys was something you managed to master very quickly. Each one liked doing their own thing in the bath. Matt enjoys drawing with the bath crayons on the tub wall, Ben likes any kind of bath toys and Kylo prefers the bathtub stickers. Kylo is usually first, then Matt, and finally Ben. As each little one was finished you wrapped them in their towels and sat them on your vanity bench in the bathroom. Most of the time they will sit there and wait for Clyde to get them ready one by one, but sometimes they crawl down and scamper off to the closet and get into trouble. Today was one of those days.
Matt was sitting perfectly content on the bench with Kylo until he spotted his daddy’s shiny new belt buckle on the closet floor. Clyde won it at the fair a few weeks ago in the arm wrestling tournament.
Clyde was still upstairs grabbing the boys clothes at this point and you just started rinsing the shampoo out of Ben’s hair when Matt bounded towards the closet. Kylo was thankfully still on the bench and looked like he wasn’t moving off.
“Matthew James, you best not be getting into trouble in there...” you warn as you finish washing ben.
After discovering the shiny object and carefully inspecting it, Matt decided to run over to show you. But the towel was in the way and Matt tripped on it, causing him face plant straight onto the bathroom rug, followed by crying. You come to his rescue and scooped him into your arms. Clyde is back downstairs and walked into the bathroom to investigate the commotion. Ben and Kylo were wrapped in towels on the bench, both sliding off and shuffling over to Clyde.
“I’ll get these two ready?” He asked, herding the boys out of the bathroom.
“Please, Clyde. We might be a minute” you reply.
Matt has tears streaming down his face, and you see the worst possible place he got a rug burn: his chin. And to top it off, the burn was very much indeed raw. Ouch. Wrapping Matt back up in his towel you sit him down on your counter and open the first aid drawer. His chin and left palm had carpet burns.
“It’s gonna be okay baby, just a couple of little boo boos, hmm?” You try to reassure him.
After the small fiasco and a couple bandaids later, you and Matt emerge from the bathroom, Matt still bundled up in his towel. You hand him over to Clyde, who kissed Matt on the cheek and Clyde started to get him ready while you got dressed and ready yourself.
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“Darlin I got all three ready to go, should I start loadin everyone in the car yet?” Clyde asked, peering into your closet. You were getting your boots on.
“Yes babe thank you I’ll be right out. I’ll text mellie we’re heading out now.” You nod, grabbing your coat. While making sure you had everything before heading out to the garage, mellie texted back, telling you not to rush. You get out to the suv to see Clyde in the passenger seat, turned around towards the boys with a stern look on his face. As you open the door you are greeted with a chorus of crying.
“BEN QUIT SMACKIN YOUR BROTHER HE AINT DONE NOTHIN WRONG TO YA!” Clyde bellowed to the back seat as you stepped into the drivers seat.
“What in the world has happened in the 10 minutes I was gone? Hmm?” You ask your husband.
“I swear everythin was for fine, Ben started smacking Kylo for lord knows why then Kylo hit back and also took Matt’s stuffed animal and threw it into your footbed.” Clyde motioned towards your feet.
Nodding, you pick up the stuffed animal giving it back to Matt. Like Clyde, you turn around in you seat to look at the boys. “Now, I don’t wanna have any more crocodile tears in this car or for the rest of today, got it?” You chide, elbowing Clyde for support.
“Uhh yeah boys, don’t get momma upset today.” he adds.
Knowing that little pep talk probably did nothing for them, but it was the thought that counts, you face the front again and start up your car. The boys remained quiet, except for the occasional unintelligible babble to one another, which was normal. Clyde was adjusting his prosthetic, humming contently when it was to his liking.
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When you got to the salon, you saw that Ben had fallen back asleep on the drive. You gently get him out of his seat first and pass him over to Clyde, along with the diaper bag. Matt and Kylo were easy to get out of the car, but Matt insisted on being carried in, not loosening his grip on your top. Locking the car, you and your family walk in to the salon to see mellie near her chair, checking her phone. She looks up to Clyde and immediately comments on his hair.
“Good lord almighty Clyde, you’re growin a mop! According to my records it’s been 8 dang months since you last been here and honey it shows.” She says.
“Now Mellie you and I both know you done cut it too damn short last time so I been lettin it grow out again, short hair don’t suit me. My ears stick out.” Clyde huffed.
“Well then how ya want it done then? Last time you said ‘shorten it up for me, it keeps bothering me at work’ and now you said it was too short!”
“I dunno, just don’t do what ya did last time I guess?!”
“Clyde Logan of you don’t tell me ima buzz all it off!”
“Okay fine then, ask Y/N!”
The both turn towards you, Clyde lookin all worked up and mellie looking annoyed at her brother. You crack a smile and roil your eyes.
“Wet is head down first and then let’s go from there?” You offer.
“Sounds good to me, who’s first?” She replies, looking to all your boys.
“I think we’ll start with mister Matthew, but he’s gonna have to sit on my lap it seems like. He tripped this mornin after bath time, and now he doesn’t wanna go near the floor now.” You sigh, stroking Matts blonde curls.
Matt was very anxious during his haircut, lots of squirming and tears. It’s something that has happened the past couple of times, and you and Clyde were a little concerned. You make a mental note to call the doctor about it. Ben was next and was very good in the chair. He just loved the attention, from Aunt Mellie, Clyde, and you. Kylo was calm too, but his hair grows really slow so he didn’t have much cut.
All three boys had different haircuts, with Kylos the longest and Bens is the shortest, with Matt being in the middle of the two.
Clyde was last to go, you pull up a picture of him from a while back to show Mellie a desired length. Clyde asked to look but both you and his sister declined his request, saying that it was gonna be fine. Clyde argued that it’s his hair and his head so he should be able choose his hair style.
You narrow your eyes at him, “Clyde William Logan I swear on the lord himself, you are actin far worse than the boys right now! Now you need to trust me and your sister and if you don’t we’re gonna just buzz all of it off!” You snap. He sighs in defeat and nods, finally letting go of the whole situation.
After all of the boys had their hair cut and styled, you tried squaring away the bill with your sister in law. That was impossible because all she said “y’all are my family I don’t need to be chargin’ ya’ll!” She laughed.
“You sure? They were extra rowdy I don’t want it to be any trouble to you!” You say, trying to hand her $40.
“oh stop it, you’re gonna start insulting me!” She retorted.
You roll your eyes and put the money back in your wallet. “ Alright then, at least come over for supper one night? It’s the least we can do.” You know mellie can’t resist your beef brisket or your Mac n cheese.
“Oh alright!” She finally agrees.
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“Darlin are you sure you know where ya goin? I thought cooper and them was on the other side of town,” Clyde commented when you pulled out of the salon.
“No babe they do I just gotta run into the Kroger and grab the chips”
“I thought you was bringing a dessert too?”
“You’re right I am. The boys and I made cookies and brownies yesterday afternoon but I already put them in the back of my car this morning when I woke up. “
“Okay, what kinda cookies y’all bake?”
“Just sugar, the boys helped decorated for about 7 minutes before they got restless so only a few look a little crazy. I did the rest when they went to bed.”
“Ya think I can tell who did what cookies?” Clyde smirks.
“Oh definitely,” you giggle.
Once you guys were pulling into the driveway, you see one of the dogs trailing you to the side of your suv.
“Who is it Clyde? I didn’t catch the fur color too well.” You ask.
“I think it’s Hank, he’s the pointer, right?”
“Yeah he’s the pointer, keep an eye out that he doesn’t get too close to the car.”
“Mommy mommy mommy!” You hear Matt from the back.
“Yes baby what’s the matter?” You glance in the rear view mirror.
“Potty mommy!” He whines.
“Okay okay we’re almost there, you can make it Matt,” you try to encourage him as you pull up to a grassy spot in the side yard.
“If you wanna run him in you can, I’ll try to get everyone else organized.” Clyde offers as you open your door.
“Thank you babe that’d be great,” you say unbuckling Matt.
“Mommy...!” Matt reaches out for you. You grab the diaper bag too and run inside. You say your ‘hey y’all clydes coming in with the boys’ and ‘gimme one second we have a potty situation’ as you b-line it to the powder bathroom with Matthew in you arms.
Before even getting the door closed you see Matt scrunch his face and tense up his body- it was too late. You sigh. Even though he still had his diaper on, you sit him on the toilet to finish and go through with the motion of using the toilet. You still praise him and even flush the toilet together
Matt starts crying when you change him. You have a feeling it’s because he didn’t make it in time again to the toilet. You feel bad for him, you know he is trying his best but he can’t seem to get the hang of letting you or Clyde know in time. It’s just something you will have to work on with him.
“Shh it’s okay baby mommy isn’t upset. I’m happy you let me know you had to go potty,” you try to calm him down. He stops crying after a little bit and you kiss him on the cheek.
You pick Matt up again to carry him to his brothers and the rest of the kids. They were all in the basement playing various things. Ben and kylo were with some older boys playing with trucks. You set Matt down with them and ruffled your other two boys hair before heading back up. All three were entertained with the others so you let them be.
As you headed back up to everyone else you see Clyde talking with cooper and lance. You grab a beer from one of the coolers and walk over to Clyde. He kisses your head and puts his arm around you.
“Didn’t sound good from what I got to hear” he sighed.
“Yeah poor thing didn’t make it again. He needs to tell us sooner, I think he hasn’t connected that he needs to tell us way before versus right before.” You leave it at that.
“Mhmm. I brought everythin in too. Game got pushed to 5:30 cuz rain I think.
“Oh ok.” You respond. You take a sip of beer before properly saying hello to everyone else.
A little into the first quarter you send Clyde down to check on the boys and give them some sippy cups. He comes back up with nothing unusual to report, everyone is still content. With that, you decide to get some food for yourself.
———
At halftime you are talking with Maggie and Carter about the fall carnival at school when you see ben crawling up the stairs and heading straight to you.
“MAMMA MAMMA!!!” He wailed as you picked him up, not sure if he was ok or not.
“Yes little man what’s wrong?” You ask, looking for anything off.
“Food?” He asks, pointing to the counter with all the food.
“Of course baby. Do you know if brothers want food too?” You ask him.
“Yea.” Ben nods, pointing to the other two who were making their way up the stairs too.
You set him back on the ground and walked over to the plates, getting one for each and getting them a few things. All three are at you feet, on their tip toes to see what foods there are. You ignore their begging for straight desserts and chips, and scold at them for trying to reach up for food too.
“Cmon guys, let’s get over to the table” you say as they follow you back to where you were sitting. All three fit on the bench seat together so you helped each one up and gave them their plate. Once they were all eating and have mostly quiet down, you sat back down and took a sip of your beer. Both Maggie and carter looked shocked at what they just watched you orchestrated.
“Girl how in the world do you do it with triplets? It looked like y’all rehearsed this or something before y’all got here! I am so impressed with your patience and mom skills.” Carter laughed.
“Yeah that’s more impressive than the game honestly,” Maggie adds.
“Awe well thanks y’all. I can tell you it’s not always this organized, every once and a while all three seem to be on the same wave length and they’ll listen. And I’m even impressed considering they did not get a chance to nap before getti- Kylo do not grab food off Matt’s plate you have the exact same thing on yours!” You snapped over to the boys.
“See? It’s not always perfect.” You suppressed a giggle.
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After the game was over, everyone still stayed behind a little while longer to socialize and help clean up. The kids were all back downstairs watching a movie, with most of young ones passed out on the floor with some blankets.
You head downstairs about 10 to see how your boys were. Sure enough they were still up, eyes glued to the tv. Getting them ready for church tomorrow was going to be fun.
You head back up to get Clyde to help you get the kids. He yawns and follows you down, stealing a kiss at the stairs landing. You turn the lights on downstairs and announce to all the kids it time and Clyde added “yea y’all better hurry I heard y’all’s parents are gonna leave without ya!” He says with a straight face. All the kids scramble up to their own parents, all with looks of fear of being left.
“CLYDE WHATCHA TELLIN MY KIDS DOWN THERE??” You two hear lance yell down. Clyde bursts into a roar of laughter.
You and Clyde gather your three and their shoes, which unfortunately happened to be littered all around the basement.
“Momma?”
“Yes kylo?” You respond as you put his other shoe on.
“Go home now?”
“Yes we’re all going home now.”
“Oh okay.”
You get all the boys in their seats and start the car, Clyde still saying his goodbyes to everyone. The boys were overtired and grumpy, Matt surprisingly the worst. Clyde opens the backseat door to put the leftovers on the floor when Matt screams and tries to kick and push Clyde away from him. Ben and kylo start crying as a response.
“Ow- Matthew quit it!!” Clyde says and shuts the door, retreating to the passenger seat. “What in the hell is up with him and the other two?” Clyde asked you.
“No nap today. Get your seatbelt on so we can go. These three need to go to sleep. “ you plead.
The drive home was fun to say the least. All three boys did not fall asleep in the car and were fussy when y’all got home. You get the boys upstairs and ready for bed while Clyde gets them sippy cups of milk.
Once all three were changed for bed, Clyde was upstairs helping you get each one settled in their cribs. Kylo was the first to go down. Once he had his sippy cup he got super sleepy and was asleep in no time. Matt was next and was overtired to the point he didn’t want th lay down. He just stood up in his crib and sobbed, wanting to be picked back. You and Clyde felt bad but knew if you picked him back up it would only make it worse. You kissed his forehead and put his sippy cup in his crib with him and you let him hash it out by himself. Ben was fast asleep in clyde’s arms when he handed him to you. You kiss him on the cheek before setting him down.
With all the baby monitors on and alert, you and your husband head back down to your room. All the monitors were quiet, even Matt’s which meant he gave up and went to sleep. You sigh and kick your boots off, walking in your bathroom to take your makeup off and change out of your clothes. Clyde went off into the kitchen which meant he either went for a glass of milk or a late night snack before bed. You changed into one of his big old T-shirts he doesn’t wear that much. Partially because it’s neon green and well, Clyde doesn’t wanna look like a damn highlighter in public. He only wears it sometimes if he’s doing yard work or sick at home. All the other times it’s in your pajama drawer. Clyde doesn’t understand how that god ugly shirt looks so adorable on you, even if it goes to right above your knees and you practically are swimming in it.
You quietly head to the kitchen to see Clyde halfway through a pb&j. You lean against the island across from him and watch him eat.
“Did you not eat over there during the game?” You ask genuinely curious. Not only was there the typical game day bites, but there were also burgers and hot dogs on the grill.
“I did, I just wanted a little something before bed, wanna a bite?” He offers.
“No thank you, I’ll be in bed. Don’t forget to turn off the lights out here before coming into the bedroom.” You say, standing on your tip toes to kiss his cheek before head you the bedroom.
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You’re settled in bed on Pinterest when Clyde walks in, leaving a trail of his clothes to the bed wearing only his boxers. He takes his prosthetic arm off and carefully places it on his night stand before getting into bed. You shut your phone off and turn to face Clyde, scooting close to him too. He leans to kiss you and you only scoot even closer to him. You drape an arm over his waist and tangle your legs with his.
“We goin to church tomorrow mornin’?” He asks, his hand starting to wander down your side.
“Not until after lunch for evening service. The boys don’t have bible nursery tomorrow morning and I already said we might not be there until the afternoon,” you say.
Clyde grunts in satisfaction with your answer. He was hoping to not have to wake up early for church.
His hand settles for your hip and he kisses your forehead. You exchange I love yous and both of you fall asleep rather quickly, in each other’s arms.
You two are both awakened to the crying coming from a monitor. You roll onto your back and rub your eyes before looking to see which child it is. You look and see it from bens, so you head upstairs to see what the fuss is all about, Clyde close behind you. Coming into his room you see his stuffed animal fell out of the crib, away from his reach. You pick up the toy and pick up ben too, kissing him on the cheek. He wraps an arm around your neck and holds the stuffed animal with the other, when you see Clyde walk in after checking the other two.
He mouths an “all good” with a thumb up, indicating Matt and kylo were still asleep. Ben quickly falls back asleep in your arms, so you put him back in his crib and head back downstairs with Clyde.
Back in bed, Clyde laid on his back while you curled up under his arm. You two fell back to sleep almost instantly.
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The next morning, you are woken up by Clyde sliding into bed-with kylo in his arms. You blink again to see if you were still sleeping, but sure enough Clyde was putting kylo down in your bed, with ben and Matt, who were also still sleeping You close you eyes and try to fall back asleep for a little bit longer. Ben woke up first, Clyde picking him up and holding him on his lap.
“Daddy, mommy sleeping?” You hear Ben ask.
“Yeah buddy we gotta stay quiet for mommy” Clyde replied, whispering and putting a finger over his lips for him to be quiet. Ben nods.
You managed to doze back off for about 45 minutes until you feel someone crawl over you.
Barely open an eye to see its kylo, staring intensely at your face.
“Mamma? You sleeping?” He asks, poking your cheek.
“Yes baby, mommy is sleeping!” You exaggerate and flip over to you back and cover your eyes and loudly fake snore. You hear three little giggles you continue to loudly snore until you feel the other two crawl on top of you. All three were bursting with laughter as they sat on top of you. You finally exaggerate a yawn and a stretch, rubbing your eyes and acting completely surprised when to see the boys on top of you.
“What are ALL three of y’all doin!? How’d y’all get in mommy and daddy’s bed?!” You say with a fake surprised voice and look up at your husband. Clyde looked away towards the window and took an innocent sip of coffee.
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For a moment, you thought about just not going to church today. You could say Clyde or one of the boys are sick, or even yourself. The idea was nice, but wouldn’t sit well with your conscience as the day went on. Clyde was in a good mood today, something you rarely see on a Sunday. He never cared too much for church, thought it was a waste of a day for getting dressed and then being packed into a room with people. A lot of Sunday’s it was just you and the boys who went to morning service, with Clyde showing up for lunch and afternoon activity/service. Clyde would get home at sometimes 3 in the morning from the bar so you let him sleep in.
“Babe you want me to get you coffee? Clyde offers, you nod in response. The 5 of y’all were still in bed, all cuddled up watching a Disney movie. The boys wanted to watch Tangled- for about the 15th time this past month.
“Momma? Has some?” Matt asks you, pointing at the coffee Clyde just handed you.
“No baby you can’t have any,” you calmly reply, taking a sip yourself.
“Why?” Matt presses, pouting a little.
“It’s very hot and not good for little boys” you answer.
“Why?” He asks again. You sigh, ready to answer again when Clyde butts in.
“Mommy said no Matthew,” he sternly warns him, knowing this may develop into a tantrum or the other two will get involved. It’s the later.
Ben and kylo turn to you and Clyde, now curious to try both of your coffees, with Matt still wanting the coffee too.
You look at Clyde dead in the eyes and raise a brow. “You’re coffee cooled down?” You ask him. He narrowed his eyes at you and nods, not sure of your little scheme. Clyde takes his coffee black, while you on the other hand have cream and heaps of sugar. You know if the boys tried yours they would enjoy it but if they had your husbands they most certainly would not ask to try it again for a long time.
“Alright alright y’all win, you can try Daddy’s coffee! But be careful, it’s a little hot!” You warn and Clyde hands you his mug. “Matthew you can try it first ok?” You say as Matt scoots up to you. You grab the spoon from your mug and swirl it around clydes coffee before gathering a small sip on the spoon for Matt. He took an eager sip and immediately spit it back out, all over your pajamas. He scrunches his face and you start to see some waterworks. You smile ever so slightly and Clyde chuckles and takes his coffee back. You hold Matt’s face and look at him. “See baby? Mommy said you wouldn’t like it, but you wanted to try it, which is ok! I’m glad you tried it, now you know that it’s icky.” You praise him. He nods and hugs your arm.
“Kylo? Ben? Do you want to try daddy’s coffee?” You ask the other two, both surprisingly nodding. With Matt still holding onto your arm you have Clyde hold the coffee mug while you used the spoon to feed them the coffee. Kylo just made a sour face and pushed the spoon and mug away after he tried it. Ben took the whole spoonful and spit it up on you, then threw a fit.
“Benjamin why are you upset? Was it daddy’s coffee?” You ask, watching him roll around sobbing. You see him nod a little. “Is there a way mommy or daddy can help?” He nods again. “Baby use your words so we know what you want,” you encourage him. He lifts his head from the bed and rubs his face.
“Cuddles... Daddy,” he finally says.
“You want to cuddle with daddy?” You confirm.
“Yea,”
“C’mere bud,” Clyde offers his arm and pulls Ben into his lap. Clyde kisses his forehead once he settles. Kylo decided he wanted in on this family cuddle pile and makes his way right in between you and Clyde. Matt stopped crying too and was still curled up in your lap. You still had spit up coffee on your shirt. It wasn’t a pleasant feeling but you ignored it because you and your family were cozy, watching the same Disney movie for the umpteenth time and you wouldn’t trade this moment for the world.
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Throat Full of Glass.
Part one of the requested stripper inspired smut. Requested characters were Kabal and Erron. This is Kabal’s one. Inspired by the song ‘Throat Full Of Glass’  Warnings; Smut, Stripping, lapdances, oral, mentions of Kano. 18+ below the cut.  Pairing; Kabal X F!Reader.  Word Count; 5988 GIF does not belong to me. 
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The party was loud. But then again, when weren’t Black Dragon parties? The smell of alcohol lingered near you. Everyone seemed hammered. Which is exactly what you wanted. You turned to Mellie, her face focused, zoning in on the targets. First up, there was the Cowboy, Erron Black. He was a sucker for any woman that would give him a chance. Then there was Kano’s right-hand man, Kabal. A self-assured lady’s man, who was fast, very fast. And finally, there was the big boss man himself, Kano. God how he repulsed you. If you had a choice, which you hoped you did, you were going to opt for either Erron or Kabal to be your target. You watched as Kabal sat on a stool, slogging back a few shots. He seemed rather pre-occupied with the bar, rather than the company that was patrolling near it. “You wanna take Speed-freak over there?” Mellie asked. You bit your lip and nodded. He’d consumed copious amounts of liquor, this would be a doddle. He’d be too drunk to notice or care. “Sure… who you going to take?” You asked her curiously, adjusting your skimpy shorts and bra top. Mellie snorted, eyeing up the boss man himself. “I’ll take Kano. He’ll be easy to distract whilst you take Kabal into the back.” She stated, before shotting her drink back. Downing it in a few gulps. She’d need it for putting up with him. You watched as she sauntered over, her hips swaying, whilst trying to play with her hair. She had to pry his attention from four other women, all sat by him, wanting something from him. Money and the potential for an STD. You glanced back at your target, Kabal. You’d read his file before you started the operation. Karlos Kabal, a man who could out-run any Olympic runner. An Ex-cop, turned his department in, became crooked and started re-working for The Black Dragon. Why he’d done it, was not clearly stated in the dossier. Everything else you knew. He’d grown up poor, his mother worked two jobs to keep them afloat; his father, killed in gang related violence, he’d been caught up in it, on his way to work the night shift. He’d been engaged once before but had never married. He was 33 and his blood type was A+. All the background intel made you feel guilty. He was just a man who was trying to find his place in the world. But, you needed something, and he had it. Your job couldn’t be comprised because you felt ‘bad’ If that was to become a common case, then you’d never get anything done. You sipped the last of your drink and sighed, preparing and psyching yourself up for what was about to happen. One of the three of them knew intel on their next strike. You’d been hired to go in, get that intel, and remove yourself without being noticed. A pretty straightforward job only made easier. It was Kano’s Birthday; so obviously, he had to throw an obnoxiously big party. This gave you an ample opportunity to gain access to their HQ. Mellie and Coryn had suggested posing as strippers; it would simultaneously allow access to the building, in addition to up close and personal access to either of them. You’d prayed not to get straddled with Kano, but it appeared that Mellie was more than willing to get up in his business, so to speak. You glanced over to see she had taken a relaxed position on his knee. You watched as you bounced and giggled, teasing the man below her. Better her than you, you didn’t have the stomach to deal with someone like that.
Kabal was sat alone at the bar. Drinking from a glass but the bottle was to his left. He was glancing out at the party; a small frown was on his face… but that soon changed when he saw you sauntering towards him. A brow raised, a small smile tugged at his lips and he tilted his head a little. You smiled warmly at him, waving a little once you reached the bar. You glanced at the bottle, tequila. Just straight tequila. You knew better than to try and drink some of it. “Can I have a gin and tonic please?” You asked the Bartender. Who kind of stared back at you, blinking before looking you up and down. “The Lady asked for a drink, you going to get her one, or just stare at her tits all day?” Kabal barked. Making the Bartender jump, he nodded, shaking a little before turning to make your drink. Kabal lopped his head to the side lazily, smiling at you before shaking it. “Sorry about that. Mike here ain’t used to classy drinks. It’s usually, beer, vodka or just tequila. We don’t do mixers normally.” He informed you, sipping his drink once more. It was more of a gulp than sip. “Now I feel like I’m asking too much.” You teased, putting on your best seductive tone. Whilst waiting for your drink, you glanced him up and down. He wasn’t bad looking at all. You smiled before turning and grabbing your drink. “You don’t seem like an ordinary stripper.” He informed you. Watching as you sipped you drink. You tensed up a little, before shaking your head. “I don’t do big parties usually. Small, private dances normally.” You admit, hoping that this would coax him away from the crowd. Kabal squinted before shrugging. You un-tensed, hoping he’d bought that bullshit. “So, what do you do here?” You asked him, curious, trying to coax some intel from him. Kabal shrugged his shoulders and smiled. “Same old shit every day. What’s your name?” He asked you. You quickly tried to remember your cover name. “Alexa.” You were pretty sure it was Alexa… or was that Mellie’s cover name? No matter. Kabal probably didn’t know who was who, and when he did, you’d have all been gone by then. “Well, Alexa. You wanna tell me what club you work at usually?” He asked you. Your eyes darted around the room, trying to remember what the cover name was. The music was so loud, and you couldn’t think. “Club Lash.” You hoped that was the right one. Kabal nodded, seemingly buying another one of your lies. “You work closely with Kano then?” You asked. Kabal shrugged and sipping his drink and eyeballing you. “I see him now and again.” He was going to be hard one to crack. “You always been a stripper?” It was his turn to inquest you. You hadn’t prepared for this amount of questions. Your eyes darted once more, trying to think of something convincing. “Nope, never planned to be one either. I dropped out of Med School, this paid way more, that was like five years ago? And here I am!” At 23 this was a believable story in your opinion. Kabal raised an eyebrow before smirking. “Well Alexa, you fancy giving me a dance?” He asked. You bit your lip and nodded. He gestured his head to a door. “Up there, third door on your left. Meet me in there.” He smirked before turning to finish his drink. You bit your lip and nodded. Walking away you felt relief hit you. He had bought your lie, enough to let you into a classified part of the building.
                                                                                           * Kabal had taken his time getting into the room. You sat impatiently on one of the desks. The room was large, filled with various desks, each with assortments and knick-knacks on them. Kabal’s had a few collectibles on it. Post-it notes in piss poor hand writing were strewn across his PC monitor. You drummed your fingers against your arm. He was running fifteen minutes behind… you bit your lip and turned to check the door, before glancing back at one of the PC’s. You could easily boot one up, pull some intel from it, and have it closed down before he even got there. You quickly started to root around a draw, trying to find an indicator of what the Password could be, or if there was anything useful in Kira’s desk. Kabal coughed, alerting you to his presence. You spun around, your eyes wide with fear, you’d been caught. He wasn’t nearly as he pissed as you thought he was. In fact, he appeared to be fully sober. You bit your lip. You had to recover from this quickly. “Something tells me, you ain’t a stripper.” He chuckled, a smile plastering his face. As if this was just some sort of game; and he hadn’t caught you trying to liberate classified intel from his personal laptop. “I am… I just was curious as to what was in this draw.” You lied. Kabal laughed, locking the door behind him. “Don’t shit me princess, you’re lying.” He retorted, sitting down on one of the desk chairs. Legs spread wide. You watched as he placed a Hooksword on the table adjacent to him. He wasn’t playing any games. “I can tell.” He said leaning in. That smug smile plastered on his face, seemingly widening as he did so. “How?” You asked, eyes narrowing as you took the bait. “Easy. Earlier on I asked you some pretty obvious lies, your eyes kept darting to the left, so that’s your tell.” You raised an eyebrow, causing another smile to erupt from his lips, “I used to play Poker a lot when I was younger, easy money, no consequences, meant me and my family could eat.” He informed you. “I can assure you, I am a stripper. I really did get lost.” You tried to convince him, pretending as if the prior conversation hadn’t happened. Twirling your hair trying to look innocent. “Oh yeah? Come and prove it.” He stated. Patting his lap, leaning back and grinning. It was a challenge. One you didn’t feel too repulsed by either. Glancing at him one more time, you couldn’t help but admire him. He had an athletic build, not overly muscular, but just the right amount. His brown eyes shone dimly in the office lighting. He wasn’t bad looking by far. Your eyes narrowed, you were sure you could convince him. Years of training had assured you with flexibility and moves. This would be a doddle. “What do I get out of proving it?” You asked. You wanted to see if he had a bargaining chip. Kabal pulled out a memory stick from his coat pocket. “This. It’s got some spicy info on our next few missions. Which I know is what you want.” You keep your eyes narrowed. But had the perfect bargaining chip. You fold your arms and shake your head. “What do you get out of this? You give me the intel and Kano changes his plan. Leaving your intel mute.” Kabal shrugged his shoulders, placing the memory stick back into his pocket. “This.” He said gesturing around the empty office. “Is just a gig. Couldn’t give a fuck if it goes tits up, as long as I don’t get caught. I’m fine.” He informed you. He was lounging lazily. “Doesn’t answer my question of what you get out of it.” You replied curtly. You didn’t trust him at all. But your cunt ached a little. It had been a while since you’d fucked someone, not that you’d striping for him would lead to that… but you could hope. “I get a dance from a pretty hot woman. One that could probably disarm me with ease. I’m a sucker for a woman who could kill me.” He admitted, smirking, revealing a slight gap in his teeth. “You got a song in mind?” You asked him. With that Kabal raised an eyebrow and nodded slowly. Of course, he fucking did. He thought of the song the moment you stepped in, and he saw you in those ridiculously small booty shorts. He pressed play on his phone and the song started. It was a slow start, before the beat kicked in, it was 100% fucking music.
You weren’t going to grin and bare it. Because out of all three of them, Kabal would have been your preference. Getting attracted to targets was a no go, but your body ached for him. He wasn’t bad looking and was far from the worst thing here. Merely a man trying to get by in life. You respected that. Your hips started to sway to the music, Need to be patient whilst perfecting deaths design, fucking fitting of the lyric. You watched as Kabal’s eyes lit up momentarily. Scanning your body, as your hands traced your abdomen. Running up your bra-top before squeezing them gently. Kabal beckoned you towards him. And you obeyed. How could you say no to him? You were being led by your desire, not for the intel even, but for his cock. You’d never remembered being this thirsty for a man before; but he made you feel parched, he was a beckoning oasis in a barren land. And you were going to drink from him, come hell or high water. Reaching his lap, you positioned yourself on him, legs wrapped around his waist, arms around his neck. Your hips swaying and grinding against him to the beat. All whilst his hands lay at his sides, a lazy smirk plastered on his face. “How did you figure it out?” You ask him curiously. Kabal snorted, leaning back as you ground down on his now evident erection. “Strippers don’t ask questions for starters.” He informed you. You shook your head smiling. He was a pretty funny guy, it was going to be a shame to leave him after this. “I meant before this.” You wanted to know for future reference. You didn’t want to be made again. Kabal looked you in the eye, his hand running up your back, eliciting a shudder from you. “I could just tell. I’m not as stupid as Kano and Erron is sweet on your friend, he’s fucked her before you know.” He admitted. You nod. Coryn had mentioned that before, that her and Erron had history… maybe if you did end up fucking Kabal, it wouldn’t be a bad thing. His hand ran down to your ass, squeezing it and gripping it tight. You continued to sway and grind against him. The song slowly coming to a finish. He lent up and kissed your neck, before licking a strip up towards your ear. “Just because the songs ending, doesn’t mean we have to…” He hinted, he slid the memory stick into your hand. “Up to you. But I’m down for giving you the fucking of your life.” He teased, leaning back. You felt the flash drive against your fingers. You didn’t trust him, but you wanted to fuck him… nobody had to know, you could just deny he knew anything. It wasn’t like you to put your cunt before your job, but this was different, this man was fucking sin incarnate and you were tempted. He was a scorpion and he was going to sting your frog ass. But you didn’t care. Sliding the flash drive into your short pocket. You knew what you were going to do. Your throat felt like it was full of glass, but you didn’t care.
You lent down and captured his lips, placing your hands on his cheek. He moaned a little, nipping at your lip causing your mouth to part in shock. This gave him an ample opportunity to slide his tongue into your mouth. Meeting yours fervently and filled with hunger. Twisting and winding against your own, he tasted of whisky and oddly enough, liquorice. But now was not the time to ask him why he tasted of that. Your hands impatiently went to his shoulders, trying to pull that coat from him, freeing his arms and allowing you to get a good look at his chest. He too, impatiently undid the top from behind, with expert ease. Pulling at the cloth impatiently, freeing you from its confines. All the whilst, his tongue invaded your mouth, made it his own. Hips bucking up against you, you felt his hardened erection beneath you. Begging to be given attention. You part the kiss, both becoming impatient with the slow pace of layer shedding. Each choosing to work on their own clothing. You pry yourself off him. Before pulling off your heels, thigh high socks and shorts quickly. Tossing them without care. You look back to see his coat and harness have been removed, revealing a finely chiselled set of abs. A few scars littered his skin but nothing overly. A thin trail of hair ran up from his pubic bone; a trail you were more than willing to follow to the end. He was working on his pants, after ridding himself of his boots. He let out a slight moan once the zip was undone, biting his lip as he pulled his jeans and boxers off with a swift pull. Revealing a rather impressive cock. You bit your lip and licked at them. You dropped to your knees, leaning forward, your whore senses kicking in. You were no longer an Agent, no fuck that, you were driven by your heat and desire. Not your logic. “You gonna suck my cock whilst you’re down there?” He asked, playfully. It was your turn to be smug, you don’t even look up at him whilst you take his cock in hand. It was fair girthy, it would be a slight stretch, but god where you excited for it. “That’s why I’m here.” You joked. Kabal let out a breathless laugh. “Nice Star Wars quote. If you give me some head now, then I may just fall in love with you.” He gave no shits about the casualness of the sentence. But then again, did you? It was just a playful sentence, teasing, trying to get you to suck his cock like a good slut. You never thought of yourself as a slut, you were a sexually free woman; but god you didn’t mind being called it now and again. It wasn’t degrading when a man muttered it under his breath, as you made him come undone, you had all the power in those situations. Enough that a little derogatory dirty talk didn’t knock your confidence.
Your mouth dipped down, taking his cock into your mouth, you opted for a playful tease rather than a full deepthroat. You needed to test the waters as it were. He moaned, a hand flying into your hair, trying to get you to bob faster. You ignored the hand and continued onwards. Sucking and teasing at his head, before popping it out of your mouth. You licked a strip upwards on his shaft, making him shudder beneath you. His grip tightening on your hair. “Nerdy, gives good head, has a banging ass… where you been hiding all my life?” He joked. His hands beginning to massage your scalp a little, as you popped his cock back into your mouth. You had to admit, seeing him come undone during this act, was turning you on far more so than you expected. You continued your assault, eventually taking his cock fully into your mouth. Dropping all the way down the shaft, your tongue twirling and twisting as you did so; you gagged a little, but not enough to make you stop. Kabal smirked at the gag, he knew his cock was big and it just boosted his ego. Who knew this would turn out so well? You looked divine in between his legs, sucking away at his cock so nicely… he wanted to repay the favour. He stopped, removed your head from his cock and stood up, finger under your chin taking him with you. You narrowed your eyes before he spun you around and sat you in the chair. “My turn Princess, you may want to hold on.” He said, gesturing to the chair’s arms. You looked at him confused before he parted your legs. Oh. Well, sweet fucking damn. What a generous man. His finger swiped up your cunt, he smiled before shaking his head. “Dripping for me already, fucking hell, all you did was take my cock so excellently. Wonder how wet you’ll be after this…” And with that, he buried his face into your cunt. His tongue swiped up at first, god you tasted sweet on his tongue. He had to let out a small moan. He’d never tasted anything as good in his life. He slipped in two digits into your cunt, the tight feel around them, was only a taster of what was to come. His tongue circled your clit. You let out a needy moan, back arching, chest puffing out in defiance to the gods. Your eyes were shut, hands gripping to the chair, just like he had warned. Small moans and stuttered breaths were ripped from your throat. He was pure sin. The way his mouth felt against your hot cunt, pure sin. You could feel your orgasm building in the pit of your stomach. Like a tight rubber band around your abdomen. Begging to be snapped. He could feel it too, the way your cunt was tightening around his fingers. Pulling them further in… He wasn’t going to let you off that easy. He stopped, releasing his mouth from your clit and removing his fingers. He eyed you up. You were a panting mess. Lipstick, smeared. Eyeliner, smudged. Foundation, coming off. He smugly smiled. Your eyes shot open, narrowing at him, before widening as you watched him lick your juices from his fingers. “You seemed to enjoy that Princess… didn’t wanna stop, but I don’t wanna spoil the fun just yet.” With that he rose, capturing your lips and forcing his tongue back into your mouth. It wasn’t really forcing when you did not deny him entrance. It felt odd, tasting yourself on his tongue, but why did it feel so right at the same time? And why did it feel so hot?
The kiss was chaste and brief. There were other matters at hand. You could feel the need irradiating from him. His cock was hard still, hanging between his legs. You knew what you wanted, and he knew what you wanted. Mutual desire. He pulled you up from the chair, pushing you back onto the desk. He broke the kiss, to sweep his arms across whoever’s desk this was. Knocking trinkets, photos and knick knacks onto the floor. You look down at the name, Kobra… with a ‘K’ what the fuck was with these people and the letter K?! “He constantly pisses me off. This, this is just a little bit of pre-emptive vengeance for the next time he pisses me off.” He informed you, parting your legs and settling in between them. He captured your lips once more. The taste of yourself ebbing from his mouth. The faint taste of whisky still looming there. He grabbed his cock, smearing the beaded pre-cum down his length. He circled your clit a few more times, before looking back at you. He had to bite his lip. You looked perfect, he couldn’t give a fuck if you were about to rat the Black Dragon out. You looked divine. Laid there, legs spread wide for him. Your pretty cunt just begging to be fucked. You propped yourself up on your elbows, watching as he began to slide his length into you. Painfully slow. The burn and sting set in. He was big. There was no denying it. His fingers weren’t even a shadow in comparison to his actual cock. The assault was slow. But Kabal relished it. He lived his life fast, but he wanted to savour this moment. He watched as your mouth opened, a hand squeezing one of your tits, no noise escaped your throat. But he could tell you wanted to moan out. That was enough for him. He eventually hilted himself. Balls deep in you… he could make the Kabal’s deep joke… but he opted not to. Your cunt swallowed him perfectly. It was tight, wet and warm. So, inviting. He already was becoming insatiable for you. What was wrong with him!? You were the enemy, about to sell his brothers and sisters out… but maybe that’s why he loved it. He’d do the same. Had he met his equal? He fucking hoped so. Because you were already turning out to be a bombshell. He lent forward, hooking your legs around his waist. Capturing you lips and toying with one of your nipples. His cock twitched inside of you, eager to get going. He filled you up just right. “You happy you picked me as your target?” He asked you, leaning down to nip your earlobe. He began to move. Short, shallow and sharp thrusts. You nodded, leaning back, letting your elbows relax. Kabal laughed before picking up the pace, leaning back upright, spreading your legs wider, giving him a good view of everything. He couldn’t decide where he wanted to fix his gaze. Your tits bouncing as he fucked you, your face which was pure bliss, or his cock sliding in and out of your cunt. He was just torn for choice. His pace quickened and soon your words and noises returned to you, letting a moan tumble from your lips; as he began to circle your clit harder, watching as you came undone. As much as missionary the total V for Victory position was appealing, he had fallen in love with your ass… Would you be up for letting him fuck you from behind? He wouldn’t know till he asked. “You fancy switching it up Princess?” he asked you. “To what, me fucking you?” You joked, teasing him. A woman with a good sense of humour was hard to find, but you, you were fucking becoming something he was going to crave long after you split. “I was thinking more like…” And with that he pulled out and flipped you over. Your legs hit the floor, your abdomen bent over the desk, which felt cool on your skin. You shuddered but did not have time to think too much of the sensation. A slap to your ass cheek made you wince, more so in pleasure than in pain. You gripped the desk, arching your back as he rubbed your aching cunt with the head of his cock. “Yeah, exactly like that Princess. White knuckle the fucking desk.” He warned. Before slowly sliding back into your cunt. He wanted to bottom right there and then. He wanted to be balls-deep in you once more. But he did love savouring the moment before… if his patience held out, he’d have a similar pleasure. He could feel you tightening around him. Your cunt begging for him to sheath himself fully in you once more. The noises you made, spurred this desire even further. You were white knuckling the desk, head thrown back slightly, mouth ajar; with sinful moans and whimpers leaving your mouth. He slid all the way in, quickly clutching your hips, savouring the moment. His hands moved to your ass, giving it a gentle slap before squeezing the flesh. He slowly slid out, leaving barely the tip in you, before slamming back in. His pace was slow but his thrusts hard and rough. Each one leaving you a quaking mess, wanting more and more of this man. A man you knew you shouldn’t be fucking. You gripped the desk. Trying to keep a hold of reality to some degree. Which was hard, since Kabal had started to pick the pace up. The sound of his skin meeting yours, drove your hand down to your clit. Trying to rub the sensitive nub. “Do you want to cum Princess?” He asked you, his voice a breathless chuckle. You nod and moan. Words not leaving your lips, the English vocabulary having escaped you. His fingers took the place of yours, circling your clit in time with his thrusts. Which were know ramming into you at such a speed and with such force. One hand had entangled itself in your hair. Knotting those fingers that were knuckle deep in your cunt a few moments ago, into your H/C locks and pulling at them slightly. With each tug, you moaned more, enticing him to go further. His thrusts were now sharp, deep and fast. Hitting the right spots. Making you crave that sweet release, chasing it and forgetting the consequences. Or even why you were here. You worked hard and deserved this. One night of pleasure. Kabal could feel himself teetering on the edge. He was going to cum. Hard and fast. Your cunt was far too tempting for him. He yanked your hair, making you forget the desk all together. Forcing you flat against his chest, one arm wrapping around your shoulders to keep you up. The other still attacking your clit as he fucked into you. Your legs spread for him, instinct taking over, knowing what he wanted. He chuckled before moaning. “Such as good Princess… Your cunt is so tight… tight enough to make me cum so easily.” Normally such vulgar words would have turned you off. But from him, they were complimentary, said in just the right tone and in such a husky way. You swore you were going to cum any moment. “Please… Please… I’m so close…” You begged. You had no idea why you were bitching, whining and begging, the man had never denied nor fully edged you. “Same babe, you keep this up and I’m going to have to cum all over you.” He whispered into your ear, nipping at your lobe before smiling against it. He wished he could have seen your face, but he didn’t have to, to know the face you were pulling. Your moans and your cunt tightening, and pulsating gave it away. He grinned smugly. With a few more well-timed circles, you were cumming. You bucked your hips back into him, your cunt tightening and pulling him deep into you. Your head threw back against him, knees feeling like jelly as your orgasm hit you hard. You moaned and bucked like a whore. He was tempted to clamp a hand over your mouth, less anyone hear and catch you… but those noises were too good to miss. Too good that once you quaked and shivered with the last remnants of your orgasm, he too felt his release taking over and threatening to spill out. “Lean over the desk for me Princess…” He whispered, before kissing and biting at your neck playfully. You nodded, leaning forward, wiggling your ass and hips for him as his cock pulled out. He stroked himself fast and hard, he could feel his release teetering on the edge. At the sight of your red cunt he lost it. Spilling himself out into his hands and onto your ass. Watching as it dripped down and coated your thighs. Covering the red hand marks, he’d left. He gave you one last slap before leaning over you, his soft cock brushing against you. Eliciting a small shudder from you. He kissed your back, slowly working his way up to your neck. “Fucking beautiful. Like a work of art…” He was tempted to ask for a photo, to remember you bye… but he figured that would be too much. He kissed your cheek before leaning back, taking some tissues from a nearby desk. He began to clean you both up. Gently humming and complimenting you on your body.
Once cleaned and re-dressed you both stood opposite each other. The room had increased in temperature, part of his release and yours had spilled onto the floor, staining the carpet and part of the desk. It wasn’t as awkward as you anticipated. It was more bittersweet. That had been the best fuck of your life. And there was no chance at it happening again. Kabal, looked equally as disappointed by the notion of never seeing you again. “You got the intel?” He asked, his tone low and husky. You nodded, tapping your short pocket. “Thanks again… for everything.” You stated. Kabal nodded and smiled before grabbing your hand and holding it for a moment. “Thanks for making tonight fun… and giving me a lap-dance. You better get going though, Kano will notice we’ve been gone… there’s an escape route by the fire-exit, the alarm broke so it won’t set off. Make sure you go left not right by the way. I’ll cover for your absence.” And with that, he let go of your hand and walked away. You paused, breath hitched, praying he looked back… to which he did. Why did life have to be so complex and unfair?
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Your night with Kabal had left you longing for more. You tapped away furiously on your laptop. You hadn’t felt like going into Work. Opting to decrypt the files at home. You didn’t fancy Coryn or Mellie prying into what had happened. All you could think of was him. His hands on your body, the words on his lips and the taste of him. You were a bit too smitten. You open the memory stick files and scan down them. A grin crept onto your face. Kabal had kept his word. The Black Dragons heist for the next few months. All planned and neatly displayed in front of you. It had bugged you, that he had not only let you into the Office but had given you the intel. But you figured, he knew your organisation was closing in on them, so he wanted a slice of the good life, giving himself warning to get out in ample time… A knock on the door made you jump. You weren’t expecting company and it put you on edge. It wasn’t out of the ordinary for your neighbours to pop by; bugging you to borrow sugar or to complain about the new neighbours who played their music loud. The usual apartment chit chat.  Closing your laptop, you straightened yourself up. You kept face around here. Nobody knew your true occupation. And that’s the way you liked it. Opening the door, you put on a smile, only to be met by Kabal, who in turn was smiling back at you. Leaning against the door frame, leaning in and glancing at your hallway. “Hey Y/N…” He cooed. You stiffen up, glancing around the corridor before pulling him in. Slamming the door shut behind you. “What are you doing here you ass?” You hiss at him. As much as you missed and craved him, you were not expecting him to turn up at your doorstep. Grinning. Kabal chuckled before peering into your bedroom. Eyeing up your décor. You sigh, circling around him and shutting the door, blocking his spying. “I’ve been thinking about our night together” He smirked before pressing you back against a wall. His hot breath ghosting as your face. “I’ve missed you… a lot. And I was wondering, if you fancy grabbing a bite to eat, maybe catching a movie?” He asked you, his eyes slightly wide, as if brimming with hope. You cock an eyebrow. “Oh, so this isn’t just some mid-day bootie call?” You asked him smiling. Kabal frowned and furrowed his brow. “It can be if you want… but I thought we kinda hit it off, you know, when I was Kabals-deep in you.” He joked, smiling, as if to numb the potential rejection. You smile and shake your head. “I’m game for the movies, on one condition.” He raised a brow and smiled. “And what’s that babe?” He asked, leaning in, in an attempt to press his lips to yours. You raise a finger, stopping him in his tracks. “Never say Kabals-deep to me again.” You giggled, Kabal kissed the tip of your finger, before nodding. “Whatever you want Princess.”
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Selenophile
note: so a bit ago I stumbled across a gif of Emily Rudd that someone made with red Alpha eyes. I filed that away to the back of my mind and, since I’ve been stuck on my Teen Wolf fic lately, I brought the idea of Mel being an alpha werewolf to the forefront and haven’t been able to get it out of my mind while at work so here it is. This is just a snippet to get the idea somewhere. I may write more later but, for the moment, this was fun to get out of my head. Just in case I wasn’t clear, this is an AU for my Teen Wolf fic series. Let me know what you think!
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                  selenophile (n.) - A person who is fond of the moon.
There wasn’t much that could shake up the status quo in Beacon Hills. In fact, everyone seemed to turn a blind eye to the common goings on in the small town. The disappearances, the homicides, the animal attacks. All a notorious part of it’s rustic charm. So when the news of a body being found in the woods of the Beacon Hills preserve began to be whispered one night in January, it went in one ear and out the other. Until the exact state of the body started to come to the forefront. A dead body is normal but half of a dead body? Stop the presses!
“What!?” Melanie Crowe’s outburst was quickly followed by a dribble of foam spilling over her bottom lip. Holding up a finger, she turned towards the sink and spat out a stream of bubbly toothpaste foam. It plopped into the otherwise pristine sink with a wet splat. She wiped the excess around her mouth with the back of her hand, smearing the residue on skin rather than the sea-shell covered towels hanging nearby. “Waddya mean they found half a body?”
“Exactly what I said, Hummingbird,” her father, Jean-Laurence, “Laurence” to everyone—he insisted his full name sounded a tad too stuffy; with a California backrop, Mel couldn’t help but agree—commented from the doorway. Even while leaning against the doorjamb, he took up a lot of space. Years of MMA training filled him out. While he looked like a solid mass to others, to Mel he was a giant teddy bear. “Out in the woods. Same place they found the deer.”
“Which deer?” Mel asked.
Laurence lips pulled back on one side, forming a smirk. “The one that can fly.”
“Dad!”
“The only deer that has any sort of importance. The one with the—” he poked his finger in the air and circled it, drawing an invisible spiral.
"Right. That one.” The only one that mattered. After all, it’s been a while since the symbol for vengeance had appeared anywhere in Beacon Hills, or so her father reported. And on a deer of all things. It had thrown her for a loop when the news first came to light. Why put it on a living animal, Mel had wondered at the time. It was Laura Hale who’d put the idea in her mind that, whoever made the mark, wanted them to know about it. Wanted a moving billboard.
A roaming mark of death.
Wait.
“Dad,” Mel asked, stretching the word far beyond it’s normal syllable usage, “what kind of animal tears a body in half?”
“The worst kind.”
Mel nodded slowly, tapping the end of her toothbrush against her chin for a moment before making a face. She, again, wiped off excess toothpaste and ran the head of the toothbrush under the water. Yes, of course. Because no normal animal would take the time to break a body in half. There weren’t wolves in California—proper wolves—to do it, coyotes tended to stay away from humans, and she’d never heard of a bear doing that much damage during their attacks. So it was all laid out for her, all made clear, just what sort of animal would do this.
“So we’re looking for a Wendigo, huh?” she asked, turning back towards her father. At his lifted eyebrow, she continued barely able to conceal her excitement. “See, I knew there were Wendigos in Beacon Hills! It all makes sense! Because why else would the body be found in halves?,” she rambled, gesturing wildly with her toothbrush as if it here a professor’s teaching pointer, “so they can get to the insides faster, duh! And...and, some of the robberies at the cemetery? Wendigos! Stealing jewelry and stuff has to be just a cover to get away with it. Like...the press would definitely be all over someone stealing kidneys or something and—”
“Mel!”
Her father’s curt tone stopped her all at once and silence settled in the small bathroom. She heard every tick-tick-tick of the of the clock on the wall. The kind with cat eyes and a tail that shifted with each second. It came with the house when they moved in years ago; she’d always meant to take it down and replace it but had never gotten around to it. It became like a touchstone, like a piece of normalcy and innocence that she could come back to every now and then when she needed a break from everything. When she needed to be transported back in time before she knew about the dark underbelly that ran just out of reach in Beacon Hills.
“Focus,” Laurence continued, his voice softening in a matter of seconds. “That’s not the kind of animal I’m talking about.”
“I know,” she conceded. She licked her mint-flavored lips and set her toothbrush aside. “I just don’t want you to be right.” Laurence unfolded himself and straightened in the doorway, studying her. She pressed her lips together and cleared her throat, ducking her head to get out of his line of vision. He had a way of being able to look right through her that she didn’t particularly like. Maybe it was the look of a previous leader. And maybe it was the look of a concerned father.
He stepped further into the room and reached out of her. He gently laid his hand on her head, slipping it down to her cheek where he ran his thumb against the soft curve. She turned her face into his palm, nuzzling the warmth beneath her skin. A weary sigh made her body sag and she looked up at him, sorrow filling her big, blue round eyes. “Because if you are...I have an idea of who it is. And...and I don’t want it to be her. I don’t. It...it can’t be her, Dad.”
“...You’ll never know if you don’t check.”
She let out a humorless laugh. “Aren’t parents supposed to keep their kids from sneaking out at night?”
“Only the normal ones.”
Mel nodded. Her lips briefly pressed into a line. It was her turn to check the deer anyway. That was the plan. Wait a couple of days and, if there was no new news, go out and check herself. Her phone had been silent for days but her mind had been loud in the interim. For her to go out in the woods and look for the spiral herself...that only meant there was a wrench in their plans. Or, in this case, a sword. “Tell Mom I’ll be back in two hours. Tops. If I‘m not, well...then I’ll need some backup.”
“You shouldn’t go by yourself.”
This time Mel laughed out loud. “Who said I was?” She turned to the sink where her cell phone sat, lying face up. She tapped the screen, illuminating a picture of Erica Reyes blowing a kiss to the camera. Her thick, black reading glasses and a few healing spots of acne on display. Erica hated the picture. Mel loved it. Beneath it numbers counted upwards as the seconds ticked by. “Can you sneak out past your mom, Eri?”
“I think I can,” Erica’s replied, her voice sounding small, far away, and tinny in the expanse of the bathroom. “If she finds out I can just tell her that I stopped by your place to get some clothes for the first day back.”
Mel’s smile only filled half her face. Unfortunately it was a sound excuse. Mrs. Reyes—whom Mel wondered should really be back to Ms. Martinez at this point—put her foot down about a lot of things regarding Erica but when it came to fashion she didn’t say a word. It was hard to find clothes that Erica liked and didn’t make her feel so defeated about her body and her condition. After many changing-room arguments, Mrs. Reyes finally took a step back on the fashion front. And, since half their clothes didn’t belong in the proper closets due to many sleepovers over the years, it wasn’t unusual for either to show up at one another’s houses looking for particular shirts, jeans, or shoes.
“I’ll bring some with me just in case she actually checks.”
“Oh, good, because I have been meaning to get that sweater back that I loaned you.”
“Which one?”
“That red polka dot one.”
“Aww, man, I liked that one.”
“Yeah, so do I. Which is why I want it back, Mellie.”
“But what about—” Mel stopped right away when she saw the way her father looked at her: hard stare, set jaw, furrowed brows. She cleared her throat. “Okay, I’m leaving now. Be there in a bit. Wear good shoes.” Mel ended the call with a tap to the screen.
“I should have known,” Laurence said with a shake of his head. She wasn’t sure if it was in amusement or reluctance. “I really should come with you.”
Mel lifted her hand and shook her head. “You need to stay with Mom.”
“You’ll be weaker on your own. If something comes up—”
“If something comes up they’ll think that it’s just two curious teenagers out past curfew,” Mel pointed out, sliding past her Dad to head back into her room.
“You’re giving hunters too much credit,” Laurence said. “They could be lying in wait.”
“They could be,” Mel agreed, grabbing a sweatshirt off her desk chair. “But I don’t think they’re looking for snooping teenagers. They have a code, don’t they?”
“If they decide to follow it,” Laurence pointed out. “You know that saying about waiting thirty minutes to swim after eating?”
Mel snorted. “Who follows that rule?”
“Exactly.”
“Well, in the event that something does happen...this is why I need you to stay with Mom. I can protect Eri. I’m not exactly defenseless.” She lifted her head and flashed her eyes to prove her point. They glowed ruby red for a few seconds and then faded a moment later. She shook her head at the rush of power that flashing her eyes sent through her and let out a slow breath, pushing it back down. She’d gotten in control of her alpha power surges in the past couple of years—going through two kinds of puberty at one time sucked—but every now and then the full moon could get the better of her.
“Neither am I.” Laurence flashed his gold eyes in response. “I’m just saying...” he hesitated, fiddling with his fingers, “I’m stronger with you here.”
“Awww,” Mel cooed, saccharine tones practically forming a puddle at her feet, “I love you too, Daddy-o.” She pulled the sweatshirt down over her head and smiled at the sequined picture of Pikachu’s face staring back at her. “Seriously though, I get it. I know it’s been hard for you to come to terms with not having your alpha powers anymore, especially now—”
“I’d give ‘em up for you again in a heartbeat,” he stated. She crossed the room and hugged him tight around the waist. He pressed a kiss to her forehead and ruffled her hair.
“But Dad”—she backed away, taking his hand and gave it a squeeze—”you’re going to have to let me be the Alpha at some point. Okay?”
He nodded; his adam’s apple bobbed when he swallowed. “Okay.” She slid out from his grip and had barely reached her open window, pushing aside her billowing curtains with a pair of Doc Martens curled in her fingers, when he spoke again. “If the hunters are back, we're going to need to start talking about you making your first Beta.”
Mel paused on the windowsill, one leg still in the room and the other dangling outside. “You’re my Beta.”
At that Laurence barked out a laugh. “I’m an Omega, remember? You didn’t bite me—thankfully. That’s not exactly a conversation i want to explain, in more ways than one.” He sobered up a second later. “Seriously though...I may not always be there. You’re going to have to think about it.”
“I will,” Mel said. She then tossed her shoes and a few clothes out the window. “After I figure out what’s going on with this body.”
“Be careful.”
She turned and flashed a wickedly fanged smile at him. “Where’s the fun in that?” she asked and then rolled out the window. Thankfully the drop wasn’t too far, not that it would hurt her. She always found a way to land on her feet.
Gathering up her things, she then hurried down the side of the yard and to the truck that sat in the driveway. Not officially hers—yet!—even if she did drive it a lot. She thanked anything that would listen for the body being discovered in the winter; it was the off season for her mother’s flower shop so she had wheels within reach at any given moment.
She dumped her clothes into the passenger seat, quickly pulling a pair of jeans over her sleep shorts which were then followed by her boots. And as she turned on the engine and prepared to back out of the driveway she opened her phone and checked her recent text messages. She highlighted the fourth name from the top, Laura Hale. Still nothing since the beginning of the month.
Grunting, Mel tossed the phone aside and backed out of the driveway. Either Laura Hale’s phone died and she hadn’t bothered to charge it or there were outside forces at play.
Either way, she was certain she’d get an answer in the woods. She just hoped it’d be in her favor. For all their sakes.
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The Bartender
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Pairing: Clyde Logan x Reader
Summary: You are a jewelry designer, you have your own brand. What happens when you leave New York to look for inspiration, you end up in a bar called Duck Tape where you meet with a certain Logan.
A/N: I know I haven’t been posting much lately. I got 2 jobs for the summer and they are taking up most of my time and energy, and I apologize for the lack of activity. This idea has been in my mind for the last month, and now I finally wrote it. If anyone wants a part 2 (because obviously this is not the end), write to my inbox, if many people writes, I will make this into a series! Also, this somewhat ignores the happenings of the movie. Hope you like it! Enjoy~
You started off in a poor family, you decided to come up from there and made your own life.
Being the head of a jewelry line was hard. You were a hard working woman. You had everything, well almost everything. You had money, cars, designer clothes and jewelry. What you were missing is love. Of course, you dated men before, but many of them turned out to be gold diggers and you broke up with them.
You started of your brand young, many doubted you, and they said you will fail, but you trusted your creativity and worked very hard, your company soon became a well-known one. People loved your ideas and products, and you couldn’t be more thankful. Fashion and jewelry was your passion since you were young, since you could draw, you remember you were always sketching up pendants or rings and later on you used those as a collection to honor your childhood. You didn’t let the fame and money get to your head, you always supported your family. You set up your base in New York and lived there for many, many years.
You loved your life in New York, but recently you felt like you ran out of inspiration. So, you decided to move to a new state,
West Virginia.
You moved into a nice little house. Since money was no problem to you, you found the perfect one easily and quickly got it furnished up, everything was done before you arrived. Luckily your great friend and assistant was taking care of things back at New York for you. You had been friends with her since childhood and now she was your right-hand.
When you walked to your new home, you knew, that at that place, you could find what you had been lacking, inspiration to work. You settled in that day, and after you were finally left alone, you went out to the balcony, you took a deep breath and said.
“A new start.”
***
You spent the next couple of days driving around and looking for things. It was so different from the big city. People were calmer and you quickly found out that they really liked to stare at luxurious sport cars. And luckily for you, no one seemed to recognize you.
But you couldn’t be happier, you liked this change and you needed it. You loved the clean air, your little backyard and the accent.
One day you found a salon, you decided to head in, you wanted to get your manicure done and maybe your hair as well.
“Hello.” you said as you walked in. You tried to look friendly, you needed to find some friends after all.
There was only one woman in the whole shop. She looked around your age, skinny and you could tell, she used to be one of the popular ones, back in school.
“Hi.” she said and smiled. “My name is Mellie Logan, how can I help you?” she was kind to you, which made you happy. During your few weeks of stay you met with many not-so-kind people.
“My name is (Y/N) (Y/L/N). It’s nice to meet you. I would like to get a manicure and maybe a little haircut if possible.” you said.
“Absolutely. Let’s start with your nails first.”
During the time that she was working on your manicure the two of you talked a lot. It was nice to finally talk with someone like this, and not just with your friends over the phone. She told you that she had two brothers and that she has a thing for cars. You too liked cars, but you didn’t know as many things about them as she did. You just liked them, because you felt like you achieved something, when you drove around your Ferrari.
“So, where are you from? It’s obvious that you are not from here.”Mellie asked.
“Well, originally I’m from (country/state/city) but I came here from New York. I needed change, you know?” she nodded.
“Well, your nails are done. Let’s move to the chair, so I can work on your hair.”
***
“Do you now any good bar around here? I’ve been looking around for one, but with no luck. I like to work in bars for some reason, if they are not that busy, I can find it a perfect place to work at.”
“I got’cha. Duck Tape. Just down the road. Say that Mellie sent you an they will give you a discount. It’s a lovely place. You will like it.”
“Really? Thank you. I will definitely check it out tonight.” You said with a smile, you looked at Mellie trough the mirror and for some unknown reason she had a mischievous smile on her face.
You had to admit, he did an amazing job, with both your hair and nails. You would have stayed but she got new customers, so you had to go.
***
“Laptop - check. Sketchbook – Check. Pencils – Check. Seems like I got everything.” You took your bags and headed for your car. You looked up the exact address of the bar and put it in your GPS. It guided you to the place and you parked your car.
You got out and headed for the entrance. Outside the bar, and the balcony was a man sitting and smoking. You greeted him and he smiled back at you.
You entered the place and it was exactly how Mellie described it. It wasn’t so busy- thank god – so you settled at the end of the bar. The bartender wasn’t there, maybe he or she was dealing with customers. You placed your laptop on the table and whipped out your pencils and sketchbook and you let your mind wander off. Suddenly a voice called out.
“What can I get ya’?” you looked up. Your eyes met with gorgeous deep brown ones. He had full lips and moles on his face, dark hair which framed his face perfectly. And that accent, it was so sexy.
“Oh….I’ll take a coke please.” you said nervously. The man nodded and went to get your drink.
“He likes ya’.” another voice called. You looked to your left and saw a man drinking a beer.
“E-excuse me?” you probably looked like an idiot. ‘What does he mean?’
“Clyde. The bartender. He likes you.”
“He doesn’t even know me…”
“I know him, he is my little brother. And I can tell when he likes a girl.” and he took a sip from his drink. You blushed. You looked back at the bartender. ‘Yeah, “little” brother.’
You were about to say something when Clyde came back with your drink. As soon as he poured it out, he left to clean off some tables.
“My name is Jimmy, by the way. He is my brother Clyde.” the man beside you said and he pointed at the bartender. “And who are ya’?”
“My name is (Y/N). Nice to meet you.” after the sudden shock you greeted the man and gave him a handshake. He looked nice and handsome, but not as handsome as Clyde.
“And what are ya’ doin’ here?” he asked. It must be very obvious that you came from somewhere else, since everyone noticed it.
“Oh, Mellie told me about this place when I went to get my hair done.” you said and drank from your coke.
“You know our sister? That’s good. And how are ya’ likin’ this place so far?” you knew he didn’t mean the bar but the state.
“I like it here. I came from New York. And so far, this is very different, but in a good way.” you chatted with Jimmy. He tried to flirt but he quickly noticed that he wasn’t your type so he stopped and held a friendly conversation with you.
“Oh so ya’ are a designer. That’s what ya’ve been drawin’. Can I see?” you handed him the book. Meanwhile you took a closer look at Clyde. He was very tall and looked fit, you noticed his prosthetic, but you knew better than to stare, he must feel insecure about it already.
Clyde caught your eyes and you smiled at him, he turned red and quickly looked away, it made you smile. You felt like you were back in high school.
“These are good.” Jimmy said and gave your book back.
“Thank you.”
Suddenly the door opened and three men came in. One of them looked so full of himself.
“How can I help?” Clyde asked. You watched what was happening.
“Guys! Look at this a one-armed bartender!” all of them let out loud laughs, it made you cringe.
“Actually, I miss my hand, not my whole arm.” said Clyde as he showed them his prosthetic.
“I’m sorry. The one-handed bartender.” the “leader” of the three assholes saw you. And came next to Jimmy and talked to you.
“And what does a beauty like you is doing here with these losers? Ditch them darling. We can show you how real men are.” and he winked at you, it gave you a shiver down your spine, and not the good kind. You could see that Jimmy was about to say something but you beat him to it.
“No, thanks. And I bet he is even more of a man than you’ll ever be.” you said as you pointed at Clyde. “One hand or not, believe me, he knows what a woman wants.” everyone froze at your response, they didn’t see this kind of sass coming from someone like you. After a few seconds of silence you spoke up again. “This is the part where you leave and never come back.” you said and drank from your beverage. All three left in defeat.
“Well, well, well. You are something Angel.” said Jimmy.
“I dealt with worse before. Also, I can’t let those assholes talk shit.” and you looked at Clyde.
“Thanks.” he said and came closer to you and Jimmy. “Your drinks are on me.”
“Oh, no. I didn’t do it for that! I don’t want you to get in trouble with the owner or anything.” you said, and it made Jimmy chuckle.
“Darlin’ I am the owner.” said Clyde.
“Oh.”
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2018 Upcoming Queer Fiction I’m Excited For!
This is my top nine for LGBTQA fiction featuring women that I’m most excited to read. All of these books sound like they have wonderful stories to tell, with a refreshing and unique mix of characters in each one. Lady drummers seem to be the theme of this year’s queer fiction, and let me tell you, I am here for it. Who didn’t spend their formative years staring longingly at the school band’s lone female drummer and feeling all sorts of feelings aflutter? Lesbihonest.
Below you’ll find titles, summaries and goodreads links to the above books. I really look forward to reading them, and to seeing what everyone else thinks of them too - this has already been such a great year for representation in literature, and that movement is growing day by day.
Leah On The Offbeat by Becky Albertalli “When it comes to drumming, Leah Burke is usually on beat—but real life isn’t always so rhythmic. An anomaly in her friend group, she’s the only child of a young, single mom, and her life is decidedly less privileged. She loves to draw but is too self-conscious to show it. And even though her mom knows she’s bisexual, she hasn’t mustered the courage to tell her friends—not even her openly gay BFF, Simon. So Leah really doesn’t know what to do when her rock-solid friend group starts to fracture in unexpected ways. With prom and college on the horizon, tensions are running high. It’s hard for Leah to strike the right note while the people she loves are fighting—especially when she realizes she might love one of them more than she ever intended.”    
Out Of The Blue by Sophie Cameron “Ten days after Jaya Mackenzie’s mum dies, angels start falling from the sky. Smashing down to earth at extraordinary speeds, wings bent, faces contorted, not a single one has survived. Hysteria mounting with every Being that drops, Jaya’s father uproots the family to Edinburgh intent on catching one alive. But Jaya can’t stand this obsession and, struggling to make sense of her mother’s sudden death and her own role on that fateful day, she’s determined to stay out of it. When her best friend disappears and her father’s mania spirals, things hit rock bottom and it’s at that moment something extraordinary happens: An angel lands right at Jaya’s feet, and it’s alive. Finally she is forced to acknowledge just how significant these celestial beings are.”
Let’s Talk About Love by Claire Kann “Alice had her whole summer planned. Non-stop all-you-can-eat buffets while marathoning her favorite TV shows with the smallest dash of adulting--working at the library to pay her share of the rent. The only thing missing from her perfect plan? Her girlfriend (who ended things when Alice confessed she's asexual). Alice is done with dating--no thank you, do not pass go, stick a fork in her, done. But then Alice meets Takumi and she can’t stop thinking about him or the rom com-grade romance feels she did not ask for (uncertainty, butterflies, and swoons, oh my!). When her blissful summer takes an unexpected turn, and Takumi becomes her knight with a shiny library employee badge (close enough), Alice has to decide if she’s willing to risk their friendship for a love that might not be reciprocated—or understood.”  
Nothing Happened by Molly Booth “This modern-day retelling of Shakespeare’s Much Ado About Nothing takes place at the idyllic Camp Dogberry, where sisters Bee and Hana Leonato have grown up. Their parents own the place, and every summer they look forward to leading little campers in crafts, swimming in the lake, playing games of capture the flag and sproutball, and of course, the legendary counselor parties. This year, the camp drama isn’t just on the improv stage. Bee and longtime counselor Ben have a will-they-or-won’t-they romance that’s complicated by events that happened—or didn’t happen—last summer. Meanwhile, Hana is falling hard for the kind but insecure Claudia, putting them both in the crosshairs of resident troublemaker John, who spreads a vicious rumor that could tear them apart. As the counselors juggle their camp responsibilities with simmering drama that comes to a head at the Fourth of July sparkler party, they’ll have to swallow their pride and find the courage to untangle the truth, whether it leads to heartbreak or happily ever after.”
If I Tell You by Alicia Tuckerman “Seventeen-year-old Alex Summers lives with a secret and the constant fear someone will find out. But when a new family moves to town, they bring with them their teenage daughter Phoenix Stone. When Alex falls for Phoenix, there is no warning. In a small town with small minds, girls don’t go out with other girls, even if they want to. In fear there is bravery – you can either cling to the edge or have the courage to jump. But what do you do when you’re left spiralling through the freefall?”
Drum Roll, Please by Lisa Jenn Bigelow “Melly only joined the school band because her best friend, Olivia, begged her to. But to her surprise, quiet Melly loves playing the drums. It’s the only time she doesn’t feel like a mouse. Now, she and Olivia are about to spend the next two weeks at Camp Rockaway, jamming under the stars in the Michigan woods. But this summer brings big changes for Melly: her parents split up, her best friend ditches her, and Melly finds herself falling for a girl at camp named Adeline. To top it off, Melly's not sure she has what it takes to be a real rock 'n' roll drummer. Will she be able to make music from all the noise in her heart? “
The Brightsiders by Jen Wilde “As a rock star drummer in the hit band The Brightsiders, Emmy King’s life should be perfect. But there’s nothing the paparazzi love more than watching a celebrity crash and burn. When a night of partying lands Emmy in hospital and her girlfriend in jail, she’s branded the latest tabloid train wreck. Luckily, Emmy has her friends and bandmates, including the super-swoonworthy Alfie, to help her pick up the pieces of her life. She knows hooking up with a band member is exactly the kind of trouble she should be avoiding, and yet Emmy and Alfie Just. Keep. Kissing. Will the inevitable fallout turn her into a clickbait scandal (again)? Or will she find the strength to stand on her own?”
The Apocalypse of Elena Mendoza by Shaun David Hutchinson “Sixteen-year-old Elena Mendoza is the product of a virgin birth. This can be scientifically explained (it’s called parthenogenesis), but what can’t be explained is how Elena is able to heal Freddie, the girl she’s had a crush on for years, from a gunshot wound in a Starbucks parking lot. Or why the boy who shot Freddie, David Combs, disappeared from the same parking lot minutes later after getting sucked up into the clouds. What also can’t be explained are the talking girl on the front of a tampon box, or the reasons that David Combs shot Freddie in the first place. As more unbelievable things occur, and Elena continues to perform miracles, the only remaining explanation is the least logical of all—that the world is actually coming to an end, and Elena is possibly the only one who can do something about it. “
The Beauty That Remains by Ashley Woodfolk “Autumn always knew exactly who she was—a talented artist and a loyal friend. Shay was defined by two things: her bond with her twin sister, Sasha, and her love of music. And Logan always turned to writing love songs when his love life was a little less than perfect. But when tragedy strikes each of them, somehow music is no longer enough. Now Logan can’t stop watching vlogs of his dead ex-boyfriend. Shay is a music blogger struggling to keep it together. And Autumn sends messages that she knows can never be answered. Each of them wonders: How different would my life be if this hadn’t happened? And now that it has . . . what’s next?”
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spider-bih · 6 years
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Algebra II [Peter Parker]
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Traces Of You Series [P.4]
Pairing: Peter Parker x Female!Reader
Warnings: Cursing, implied sex (briefly mentioned by a side character), mentions of drug use (weed) (not condoning illegal drug use or romanticizing it), angst, shitty writing, etc
A/N: More editing. I half regret how descriptive I got on my OC lmfao.
Part 3, Masterlist, Part 5
"You are the most organized guy I've ever met in my life.", she said, looking over his old Algebra notes with surprise. He was more surprised than her though. He didn't think he'd have last years notes in his mess of a room and he didn't think he'd be able to make his notes seem organized and still make it here on time. He looked organized, but it reality, his room and notes were as hectic as his double life. Peter was just good at keeping up appearances- at least in this case.
"Oh- I'm-I'm not that organized."
"You have a highlighter color code."
"Alright maybe a little- I just.. got..bored." He cringed at how that sounded. Actual nerd.
Her brows furrowed, "Bored? How bored- I'd do anything before I color coded my notes- I barely even take notes, which explains a lot, I guess.."
He just sighed, "So uhm.. where exactly are you struggling?"
She looked over the notebooks he had sprawled along the small table in her apartments little dining room, eyes scanning the pages for a few moments. He just watched her, still wondering if all this was real. He was here, in her apartment, helping her with schoolwork. Three weeks ago, he didn't even know she was a she! Life was unfair- but it was also so weird. One minute, all he knew about his neighbors across the hall was that they constantly wore hoodies- the next, he knows one of them is a stunning girl his age, who needs help in Algebra. Wow-
"Alright, I'll tell you right now, I recognize absolutely none of this shit- except that the dates are from last year- do you even have Algebra II right now?"
He shook his head, "No, I take Advanced Calculus now."
"Calculus? I don't even want to imagine what that's like.."
"It's not that bad-"
"Yeah, for you maybe. Us regulars tend to hate math and usually suck at it."
Peter lets out a little laugh, "Really, it's not that bad. Look, let me show-"
"Parker. I only need help with Algebra II right now. I'm not taking Calculus next year- especially if I fail Algebra II because you wanted to show me Calculus."
He raised his hands in defense, "Alright! Alright. Strictly Algebra. Got it."
"Algebra II.", she corrected.
"Right. Algebra II.", he replied, moving to grab the first Algebra II notebook he'd used at the start of his Sophomore year. Thus starting the very long process.
"I hate this so much. Can't you just teach me enough to let me get a low C? I don't need an A. I'm just trying to pass, man.", she huffed, laying her head on her table.
Peter shook his head, "No. It'd be easier to just learn all you can so it's easier to-"
"I just want help on the things I'm being tested on, Parker."
"That won't help you in the long run and you know it.", he replied.
"It's not helping me now! It's just fueling my want to throw these damn books out my window!", she groaned into her table, hands balling into fists near her head.
So, Peter learned one thing about her by helping her with this. She was absolutely terrible at math- so much so she often confused even him. She kept mixing up problems with the wrong solutions and often got lost while she was solving said problems in the wrong manner. It had been hours and they'd barely gotten through much, if anything at all! The afternoon sun set long ago- and he knew he had to go soon, but by god, he didn't want to. This was frustrating, yes- but there was something about her. Something that made him want to stay- and no, it wasn't because he was seemingly enchanted by her. Yes, he found her to be stunning, but there was more to it than that. It was something he couldn't pinpoint. She was just different, but not in that cliché way. She just truly wasn't like any girl he'd ever met. She didn't go to his school, so she didn't know how much of a nerd he was or how low he was on the social ladder- if he was on it at all. She only knew him as a helpful neighbor- so far.
She was like a new start- a breath of fresh air.
She didn't know him as Penis Parker like everyone else did. Not as the guy Flash liked to torment or the huge loser that geeked out over Star Wars with his best friend. She only knew him as Peter from across the hall. Peter from Midtown. (Peter, the guy who color coded his notes when bored.) Peter Parker, her helpful and okay at Algebra neighbor. It was nice.
"If you throw them out the window, we'll never get through this, and then I'll forever be in debt to you for returning my mail.", he joked, hoping to earn himself a laugh or some sort of positive emotion from her.
She lifted her head to look at him, amusement flickering in her eyes, making him grin softly. Something. "My name is [Y/n]."
[Y/n]. "That's a pretty name..", he wasn't too sure how he didn't stutter through that- he'd just said her name was pretty. MJ would die if she'd heard- she'd give him such shit about it.. Ned too, probably..
She gave a small amused smile, “Thanks?”
Peter didn’t know what to respond to that with. Insist he did find it pretty? Make himself look and sound even more like some cli-
"So, brainiac, how are we gonna get through this? Either I'm really that bad at math, or you're an awful teacher. If both are true, we're screwed and you're stuck being in debt to me forever.", she said, pulling him from his thoughts.
"So I'm not Parker anymore? Bummer, I was getting used to that.", he shrugs, "I can just keep coming over to help you. Eventually I'll find some way of helping you learn this- I mean, if you want, you know. If-If you don't want me-"
"Sounds fine to me, Parker. I can't have you over everyday though. Sometimes my cousin has people over and they get really loud."
"You can come over to my place- if you want. My uh- my Aunt won't mind. It's usually quiet anyways..", he offered.
She stares at him for a moment, but for him it feels like forever. Was it too soon to make that kind of offer- "Okay.", she says. One word- something so simple, but his hearts so excited. "I'm not sure exactly what days he'll be having people over though.. so I'm not sure how we should plan for that."
"Well- uh- you can just text me.." Smooth, Peter. Nice job-
"Yeah. You can give me your number, I'll text you when I need to."
"O-Okay..", he responds, ripping a little piece of blank paper from one notebook he hadn't filled up entirely. He wrote down his number in pencil and slid it her way. Now he was wondering if she was going to give him hers or- his Spider-Sense was going off. Damn- someone was in danger. Now? Of all times?
"Uhm..", he begins, "I uh- I have to go. I have to go grab some things for my Aunt from the store and-"
She waved her hand, cutting him off, "You don't have to tell me your plans. You gotta go, then you gotta go. There's no need to explain anything to me. It was cool of you to even come by and try to help."
"R-Right.. well- you can keep the notes and stuff- you know, so you can go over them on your own if you want? I don't- I don't need them anymore."
She gives him a little half smile, "You just don't wanna clean up after yourself."
"Huh- no! No- I'll clean- I will, really quick-", he starts closing up the notebooks, but her hand grabs his wrist and he freezes instantly. His nerves are going haywire, and his Spider-Sense is not helping. For once, he hates his heightened senses. He hates how he can see, hear and feel everything about this moment. He absolutely loathes that he can feel her hand so intensely against his skin. How easily he can smell her sweet perfume and hear the soft beat of her heart. He especially loathes how this will be on his mind the entire night- or maybe even his entire life.
"You just said you had somewhere to be. I was only joking. Go wherever you need to go, Parker.", she tells him, tone softer than he's ever heard it thus far. Her hand drops his wrist and he finds himself missing her touch- stop being like this..
He just nods, "Yeah- yeah you're right. Thanks.. [Y/n]. Bye." Her name tastes weird on his tongue- but not in a bad way. He kind of likes how foreign it seems- is that weird?
There's something unreadable in her eyes, and it looks like she's fighting back a smile- but why would she- "See you around, Parker."
He's nodding again, and then he's leaving her apartment. His thoughts are racing, his hearts pounding and his Spider-Senses are screaming at him now. He's still standing outside her door- and then he's rushing into his own apartment. He's still thinking about that moment while he suits up. He still feels her warm hand on his wrist while he's webbing some petty mugger up for the cops to find. The smell of her perfume still clings to his sweatshirt as he lays wide awake in his bedroom.
What the fuck is happening? What is this?
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The Captain’s Secret - p.66
“Past and Present Tense”
A/N: This chapter cover the events of episode 7, "Magic to Make the Sanest Man Go Mad." Also, revised a paragraph in chapter 61 – Ctrl-F "mutilated" for the new edition. I had already written that bit months ago, but it accidentally got punted into the prewritten section of this chapter and I just found it again. Just a little echo of a ghost from the past... (You may have already read the revised paragraph depending.)
Also, the fortune that is drawn in this chapter was 100% a random, "pick one and use it" draw that just happened to be unbelievably and unforgivably apropos to the theme. I was so shocked I forgot the sentence I was in the middle of writing when I opened it. Apparently, fate wants me to write this fanfic just as much as it wants Lorca to stay in command of his ship.
Finally, this is a long chapter. I considered splitting it, but there didn't seem a point where it made sense to. I give you an (overly) extended look into the antics of non-Michael Burnham characters during the episode.
Full Chapter List Part 1 - Objects in Motion << Part 65 - The Stars, Broken Part 67 - Einstein on the Beach >>
O'Malley came to the bridge, which was unusual, and Lorca spoke to him in the ready room again. The colonel was as high-strung and judgmental as ever. He crossed his arms as he stood across from Lorca and declined a fortune cookie.
"Am I to understand Admiral Cornwell's been taken by Klingons and we're not going to rescue her?"
"Those are not our orders," said Lorca smoothly.
"So, Cornwell ordered us to rescue you, and we did, and then our orders were not to rescue Sarek, but we did that anyway, and now our orders are not to rescue Cornwell and we're suddenly doing what Starfleet Command wants?"
Lorca crossed his arms and narrowed his eyes. This was much the same as Saru's objection, but Saru was not so fearless as to pose these objections in the form of an argument to Lorca directly. "We're here to win a war, not rescue every lost soul."
"Well you damn well could've fooled me as that's largely what we've been doing these past six months. You personally, might I add."
"I thought you didn't like Cornwell," pointed out Lorca.
"I don't, but that doesn't mean I want her tortured by Klingons."
"I was tortured by Klingons. It wasn't so bad."
O'Malley's mouth fell open and his arms uncrossed. "Gabriel!" For a moment, O'Malley sounded like Lorca's mother might have, had she been prone to chastising Lorca in the tone of a sixty-year-old British woman.
"Look," said Lorca, dropping the levity. "This is what Cornwell would have wanted. Following the rules and waiting for orders. She's spent most of the past six months telling me to do just that."
"You've picked an awfully convenient time to start doing what Cornwell wants."
Lorca stared. "Are we going to have a problem here, colonel?"
O'Malley exhaled and shook his head softly. "I'm just very disappointed in you, is all." He stood in silent consideration for a moment. "You know, I've mostly agreed with everything you've done up till now. Usually you do to the right thing, just in the wrong way, and for the first time I find you doing the wrong thing in the right way and I honestly don't know what to make of it. I don't like what it says about you as a person that you'd let one of your oldest friends suffer like this simply for the purposes of keeping your ship."
"She was my friend," said Lorca. "Past tense. And out of respect for that, we are following Starfleet's orders." Each of the last few words was said with pointed emphasis indicating Lorca had no interest in being further argued with on this subject.
"If you're going to be like this, then perhaps you'd better count me in the past tense as well."
They stared at each other, neither backing down. Then something occurred to Lorca and he scowled in disgust and looked away.
O'Malley squinted at him. "What's that look for?"
"What look?"
"That look on your face right now."
"I don't know, Mac, why don't you tell me what it looks like."
"If I knew that would I be asking?" They were going in circles.
Lorca broke the pattern. He clenched his jaw in anger directed mostly at himself. "I suppose now you're gonna take up Cornwell's cause." Worse, he had given O'Malley enough ammunition to do just that. His intent in the telling had been to make O'Malley see his side, take his side, and it had worked, but now Lorca was uncertain where O'Malley's loyalties lay: with his principles, or with Lorca himself.
O'Malley looked insulted. "What? I'm disappointed in you, I'm not going to betray you. I know how hard it was for you to tell me any of what you did. I'm certainly not going to use it against you. It'd destroy my reputation, for starters." O'Malley sighed. "Just give me some time, will you? I need to process this."
O'Malley left the ready room. Lorca took a fortune cookie and crushed it in his hand, eating the pieces and dropping the paper unread into the trash. He quietly put a hold on any and all outbound communications from O'Malley and Allan, just in case. In doing so, Lorca noticed Allan had not sent or received a single transmission in all his time on Discovery. Unusual.
As Culber was not permitted into Lab 26, he had to wait outside with Allan for Mischkelovitz to emerge. When she did, she looked at Culber with obvious suspicion as to what he was doing on her doorstep.
Culber managed to be as friendly, cheerful, and charming as anyone could be, especially given the adversarial stance Mischkelovitz had taken. "Dr. Mischkelovitz, I was wondering if you could help me with something?"
All that charm and she still looked at him like he had three heads and two of them were shooting fire at her. "Pel'tra kas-kotiin kelmatro sai-on," she said darkly.
Culber had no idea how to respond to that.
Standing behind her, Allan apparently did. "Melly," he said, "je kranna kos'bri-kaa. Se patro kii'kay'an?"
Mischkelovitz turned to him. "Je mohs ke'barato, se patriik maroten."
Allan replied, "Kesse na iil me trohs baraal. Pelta!" Then he smiled at Mischkelovitz.
With a scowl, Mischkelovitz said, "Fine, Lan! But only because you asked." She turned back to Culber. "What do you want?"
Her eyes lit up when she saw the design of the implant. "Ah!" she went. "This is terrible!"
They were standing in sickbay at Culber's workstation. As Stamets was now the computational interface of the spore drive, Culber was hoping to ease the difficulty of his husband's connection to the drive with an implant so that the dangerous, painful system they had recovered from the Glenn could be rendered obsolete, but the technology was slightly beyond Culber's expertise. "I was hoping you could help me refine it," said Culber. "Tweak the design a little?"
When Mischkelovitz looked at Culber this time, her eyes were alight with enthusiasm and there was absolutely no trace of anything negative in her expression or demeanor. "Absolutely! Let's do it." For all that she was standoffish and surly around people she had not accepted into her inner circle, once presented with something she liked, she was entirely won over, like a reluctant child bribed with a new toy.
Culber's initial design for the implant was entirely too big to be practical. They began by refining it in virtual form to reduce its size and complexity. There were several factors to consider. First, the needs of the spore drive itself, which Mischkelovitz seemed unusually familiar with. Second, the features Culber wanted the implant to have, for safety and in the event of a medical emergency. Third, the limits of the technology they could produce aboard Discovery on such short notice.
Mischkelovitz was quite happy and friendly when she had a task to focus on. She also seemed only halfway aware of Culber's presence, even though he was standing right next to her and working on the same project. She chattered away to herself, saying things like, "We have to beroute the riomatter relay through the transventral section in order to ensure uninterrupted frow legulation..."
"Sorry, what?" asked Culber, but Mischkelovitz seemed not to hear him and continued her rambling obliviously. Apparently her use of "we" did not refer to Culber.
"If we switch the configuration of the nanotubes, then we can responsively adjust the row flate to compensate for the constriction mechanically rather than computationally..."
At other times, she seemed overly aware of Culber.
"You're married to him, right?" she suddenly asked. Even though she did not specify Stamets, it was obvious who the implant was for and there was no one else she might be referring to.
"That's right," said Culber.
"Mm," went Mischkelovitz and lapsed into silence, her gaze darkening.
Culber studied her carefully. She was staring intently at a fixed point in space. She had to be thinking about her own deceased husband, which was probably not the healthiest or most productive thing for her to be thinking about in the moment. He decided to try to switch her mind to something that had been bothering him since their previous encounter, risky as it was. "I've noticed you and Captain Lorca seem to get along."
"He likes monsters," supplied Mischkelovitz.
Culber blinked. "You're not a monster."
"Tch," she went. "Of course I am. That's the moral of the story, isn't it? The real monster was Victor von Frankenstein?"
Culber considered Mischkelovitz. That was a truly sad way for her to describe herself, even if she had done things that might warrant usage of the word. "I can't begin to understand what you went through," he said sympathetically, "so I won't judge you for it." He had judged her already, but he was willing to put it aside for the sake of being kind. "I just want to make sure you don't get hurt. Captain Lorca is a... strong personality."
"I like that about him. Very much so."
"It's easy to get swept away by someone like that."
"Don't worry about me. I only go where I'm wanted. If the captain wants me, so be it."
Culber paused. The word choice seemed a little off. "You haven't... with the captain?" It would explain her comfort level with being manhandled by Lorca, her rush to defend him, and even the captain's kindness.
"What?"
"Forget I asked," said Culber, quickly shaking his head. "It's no business of mine who anyone sleeps with, so long as they do it safely." That might apply to Lorca more than most. The captain had something of a reputation in that regard.
"Do you mean have sex?" said Mischkelovitz, looking confused. "I would never compromise my work by wasting my time like that! Ever!"
She seemed genuinely repulsed by the idea. Culber was taken aback. "That isn't..."
Mischkelovitz suddenly brightened. "We can halve the size of the mower podules if we use the outflow return for the subsystems!" She began to make modifications in a flurry of excitement. Suddenly the implant design seemed neither inelegant nor oppressively bulky. It was perfect.
"Thank you," Culber told her. "I really appreciate your help with this."
"That was fun!" she exclaimed, then turned and ran out of sickbay.
It took a few minutes for the computer to finish the fabrication, but when it was done, Culber summoned Stamets to sickbay and presented him with the completed device. "What do you think?"
"What is it?" asked Stamets.
"This is what every astromycologist is going to wish they were wearing at your next conference," grinned Culber, and explained the implant's functions and features. Stamets was entirely impressed, both by the design and that Culber had done this for him.
The surgery was quick and easy. Mischkelovitz's design modifications took into account Stamets' anatomy perfectly, so even though it looked like a giant, painful thing inserted into Stamets' arm, it actually folded around the various blood vessels, muscles, and tendons perfectly. Stamets flexed his hand and smiled at it.
"You're the best," said Stamets.
Culber smiled. "I had a little help." And maybe, just maybe, he had gotten himself into Mischkelovitz's good graces in the process. Though, if the captain wasn't sleeping with Mischkelovitz, what exactly was he using her for?
The ship fell into a sort of quiet routine the next few days. Everything was going smoothly, if uneventfully, because to everyone's collective surprise, Lorca was presently adhering to the letter of Starfleet Command's desires. Routine spore drive jump tests at scheduled times. No presence at the front. Trying to find a way to duplicate spore drive control without violating augmentation laws.
It began to feel like O'Malley had been given more than enough time to process. Lorca called him to his ready room.
O'Malley refused. "Wanna try that again, colonel?" said Lorca, clearly implying their personal disagreement did not give O'Malley the right to deny a request from Discovery's captain.
"I literally can't. I gave Allan and Larsson leave to go to some disco party. There's no one else on the door."
Lorca started chuckling. Of course O'Malley would do something that pathetic. The party had been a concession to the fact they were presently doing nothing important. May as well let the crew kick back and relax a bit.
"So happy I can amuse," said O'Malley miserably. "Larsson fancies himself some sort of a dancer, and Allan... don't ask me, he's supposed to be asleep right now and apparently he'd rather do that, so I also get to cover part of his shift alone."
"You do not understand how to command," said Lorca, shaking his head.
"Well now, hang on a minute, I—"
The bridge cut in. "Captain, we are detecting an unidentified signal," said Saru.
"Yellow alert. This conversation isn't over, colonel."
"It hasn't even started," managed O'Malley before the ready room door opened and the comm channel cut off.
It turned out to be a gormagander—a space whale. Burnham was apparently some expert in the species, rattling off details of their biology and attributing their decreasing numbers in the galaxy not as a result of hunting but because they focused on feeding so single-mindedly they failed to find the time to mate. "That's as depressing a trait as I've ever heard," quipped Lorca before calling to the helmsman to plot a new course.
"Captain!" interrupted Burnham. "The gormagander is on the endangered species list. Protocol requires us to transfer it to a xenologic facility."
Great. Now not only were they not going to be participating in any battles, they were going to have to play chaperone to a space whale. Burnham seemed enthused for the task, at least. "Then have at it," Lorca told her, and she hurried off to the shuttle bay to oversee the creature's transport onto the ship.
Not five minutes later, it was aboard, and a frantic comm came from the shuttle bay:
"Intruder alert, shots fired," said Burnham breathlessly. "Need immediate assistance."
Tyler was at the security station. He put the security feeds on the main viewscreen. "Intruder's on deck six, sir!"
"I want him locked down!" ordered Lorca, watching as the helmeted assailant strode through Discovery's halls.
"We have him trapped, sir!" reported Tyler after a moment.
Lorca rose from the captain's chair and strode towards the viewscreen. "Whoever you are, drop your weapons. This ends now."
The helmet came off with a round of hearty laughter, revealing a familiar bearded, grinning face. "Did you miss me as much as I missed you?"
"Mudd," said Lorca, almost spitting the name.
"Did you really think that you could leave me to rot in a Klingon prison and not suffer any repercussions!" said Mudd, voice rising as he spoke, hand shaking in anger towards the security monitor. "As soon as I find what's so special about your ship, I'm gonna sell it to the Klingons. Do you hear me, captain?"
"I don't see this ending with you taking my ship," said Lorca, entirely unimpressed.
"Not this time, but I have all the data I need for the next, so, I will see you later. Or, rather, earlier."
Mudd triggered a device in his hand. The corridor flashed with light and Lorca had to close his eyes a moment. When he opened them, the viewscreen was static. "Mr. Saru!"
"Sensors read an amicium and yurium compound explosion," said Saru.
"Hull breach on deck six," said Ash. "Five, four, now three—we can't contain it, captain!"
Lorca felt his heart drop as Discovery was torn apart around him. The last thing he saw was bright yellow-white flames coming towards him.
Reset.
It was a space whale. Burnham was pleased for it, Lorca was completely annoyed at the prospect of playing chaperone, and he sent Burnham off to handle the situation.
From the belly of the beast itself, Harry Mudd waited and looked over the files from Discovery he had stolen before the reset. He had stripped out all the important stuff—access codes, schematics, crew assignments and the project directory—and he had a lot of data to go through. Luckily, he also had all the time in the world. As the transporter light shimmered around him, he decided to start this little adventure off with a bold gesture. "Computer," he said as the shimmer faded and the gormagander appeared in the shuttle bay with Mudd still inside it, giving Mudd access to the ship's command overrides from his hiding place. "Site to site transport. One to the captain's ready room."
The shimmer of the transporter began again, this time plucking Mudd from the gormagander's digestive tract with the precision of the finest surgeon and depositing him in the ready room.
The lights were dim. A concession to Lorca's damaged eyesight, of course. Mudd snorted at the conceited weakness of the self-imposed impairment. He also frowned at the sight of the standing desk. He had been hoping for a chance to put his feet up while he reviewed Discovery's files, but instead the room was as aggravating as the captain himself.
There was a wooden bowl on the desk filled with fortune cookies. Mudd took one. It read, There is a prospect of a thrilling time ahead of you. Mudd's face lit up. "Well now, isn't that just what the captain ordered."
Perfectly aware Lorca was just on the other side of the door attending to matters on the bridge, Mudd decided to stay for a while and munch on cookies as he went over Discovery's project list and schematics. He noted with great interest a laboratory completely shielded from transport. That had to contain a pretty good secret. He also took a glance over the many luminaries that called Discovery their home. Quite an assemblage of minds Lorca had gotten himself. Some genuine surprises in there, too. Emellia Mischkelovitz, for example. Dr. Frankenstein in the flesh. Mudd whistled in appreciation. If nothing else, he had to respect the captain's cojones. Almost as big as his own.
Four meters away, Lorca finished relaying the details of Discovery's newest "assignment" to Starfleet Command and decided to pick up the conversation with O'Malley. "Mr. Saru," he said as he rose from the captain's chair and headed to the ready room, the intonation of Saru's name sufficient to convey the transfer of command over to the first officer.
The ready room doors opened and Lorca found himself staring at Harry Mudd standing next to a bowl's worth of fortunes and cookie crumbs scattered across the desk.
"Why, hello, captain!" said Mudd blithely, raising his disruptor.
"Mudd," scowled Lorca. "What the hell are you doing on my ship!"
"Your ready room is awful! No chairs? Really?" Mudd shot Lorca. He watched with immense satisfaction as the captain disintegrated into a flurry of dust, leaving a singed smell on the air. Tyler appeared in the doorway, phaser drawn, but too late.
Reset.
This time, Mudd beamed from the gormagander's stomach to the corridor outside Lab 26. A pale, freckled man was guarding the door and raised his rifle in Mudd's direction as the transporter finished with the beam-in. "Identify yourself!"
"Harcourt Fenton Mudd," said Mudd. "I've been sent to review this experiment." He said it with the sort of glib confidence that usually made people think twice and accept a statement as potentially truthful.
"Absolutely not," said the freckled man. "Hands up. Computer, alert the bridge. We have an intruder."
Once again, Mudd found himself face to face with Lorca. "Mudd! What the hell are you doing on my ship?"
"A better question is, what the hell are you doing on your ship?" asked Mudd gleefully. "Computer, transport Captain Lorca to preset coordinates."
He beamed Lorca into space. The door guard clocked him on the back of the head with his rifle, knocking Mudd out, but it mattered not.
Reset.
Mudd beamed from the gormagander's stomach to the next section of corridor over from Lab 26 and fired his disruptor the moment the freckled man was in view, vaporizing him.
The door did not open. "Computer," said Mudd, "command override."
"This door can only be overridden by Colonel O'Malley's command module," the computer intoned flatly. This made no sense. Mudd had gotten himself the highest command authority, above even the captain, but the captain could not open this door?
"Who the hell is Colonel O'Malley?" asked Mudd aloud, checking the crew files. A freckled face stared back at him. "Well, damn it," said Mudd. He spent a few minutes on a halfhearted attempt to blast open the door to no avail.
"Hey! What are you doing!?" came a deep, booming voice. A pair of officers coming down the hallway had discovered him. They were a mismatched set, one a giant hulking blonde and the other a thinner, dark-haired man. They both had leis around their necks and were holding drinks. Neither was armed.
"What does it look like?" asked Mudd, firing at them. Then he made his way to the bridge. May as well have a little fun if no other progress was going to be made this time around.
"Mudd," scowled Lorca. "What are you doing on my ship!"
"Whatever I want!" exclaimed Mudd gleefully, shooting Lorca on a non-vaporizing kill setting and watching the captain stagger to the floor and collapse, dead.
Reset.
Mudd set his disruptor to kill without vaporizing and tried again. The freckled Colonel O'Malley fell to the ground in a heap and Mudd began to search him, locating the door control module. He clicked it.
Nothing happened. He clicked it again and again. No reaction. "Computer!" he shouted, really getting annoyed now. "Why won't the door open!"
"The outer door was automatically sealed when biosign termination occurred at..."
"Oh, come on!" screamed Mudd, and kicked the lifeless corpse of O'Malley until a mismatched pair of officers with leis around their necks happened upon him.
He came face to face with Lorca again. "Mudd!" scowled Lorca. "What the hell are you doing on my ship?"
"This," said Mudd, and activated the ship's self-destruct sequence on a ten-second timer. He laughed as he watched Lorca scramble to override it without success and listened as the captain screamed in useless fury as a yellow-white explosion engulfed them.
Reset.
It was a space whale. Burnham was pleased for it, Lorca was completely annoyed at the prospect of playing chaperone, and he sent Burnham off to handle the situation.
Not ten minutes later, the gormagander was aboard, and soon after a message beeped on the command console at Lorca's arm. He glanced down. It was from Lab 26. He tapped it.
It read simply "TINRUEDR" with no signature attached, but Lorca didn't need an ident to recognize Lalana's typing, because she had a habit of hitting three to four letters at once with her epithelial filaments, jumbling them all together. TINRUEDR? His eyes widened. "Red alert!" he barked, launching himself from the captain's chair to a very confused bridge. "Tyler, with me!"
The ship's site to site transport did not respond to them. They were locked out of the ship's commands. The turbolift was also not responding. "Down the turbolift shaft," ordered Lorca. Thankfully, down was a much quicker trip than up. Lorca slid down the access ladder at an almost breakneck pace and he and Tyler burst out onto level nine with phasers at the ready.
He found O'Malley laying in a pool of blood in the corridor and checked for a pulse. It was weak, but still there. He grabbed O'Malley. "Computer, emer—" The words died on his lips. No emergency transport. They were locked out.
O'Malley groaned slightly, eyes half-opening. "Gabe," he managed, only the first syllable.
Lorca stared at O'Malley. He was so pale even his freckles seemed to be disappearing. "Tyler! Get someone from medical down here." The only other option was try to carry O'Malley up the turbolift shaft, but with the loss of blood, he needed to be stabilized first. Tyler rushed off to fetch a doctor.
O'Malley's hand weakly reached up and grabbed Lorca's collar. "Listen," whispered O'Malley. "He locked the outer door, but there's a secret way in. Bottom left panel." This was a gross violation of the lab's security procedures, but Lorca could lecture O'Malley about it later.
Lorca carefully lowered O'Malley back down and went to the indicated panel, prying it off with his fingernails. There was a passage behind it too narrow for Lorca. "How am I supposed to," Lorca began, turning to look back at O'Malley only to find O'Malley was crawling over. Lorca darted back to O'Malley's side. "Stop moving!"
O'Malley clutched his hand to his wound. The main attack had been a knife wound directed just below the body armor and up towards the gut to ensure a slow, lingering death. "I'm fine. Look, this is just dinner at my house. Help me in there. I'll open the door from the inside."
There was enough blood on the floor to bathe in, but every minute out here was a minute Mudd was in there with Lalana and Mischkelovitz unsupervised. Lorca dragged O'Malley over to the passageway, helped him squirm inside it, and watched as he disappeared into the darkness. Then he did the thing he hated most: he waited.
The outer door opened after a minute. O'Malley was slumped against the wall, a dark red smear of blood behind him. Lorca stepped into the outer chamber and crouched down to check his pulse.
"Tell Melly... just as much."
"Tell her yourself," said Lorca. O'Malley's pulse was so weak Lorca could not find it.
O'Malley smiled faintly. "Guess... your secret's safe... with me." He closed his eyes and slumped forward. A message popped up on the internal door controls: BIOLOCK PROTOCOL ACTIVE. The outer door slid shut. The display updated: EXTERNAL ACCESS PROHIBITED.
Lorca straightened and readied his phaser. Thankfully, he was already inside. He hit the command to open the internal door.
The intruder in the lab heard the door and reacted by grabbing Mischkelovitz and pulling her in front of him. "Captain! How good of you to join us," said a familiarly taunting voice.
"Mudd," sneered Lorca, face contorting with rage. "What the hell are you doing on my ship!"
Mudd was standing with one hand tightly around Mischkelovitz's neck. Lalana was just off to the side, hands knocking rapidly together in alarm. Mischkelovitz was much smaller than Mudd and made a poor human shield, but between her and Lalana, Mudd had made the better choice in terms of coverage. Mischkelovitz looked at Lorca with terror in her eyes. "Gabe!" she squealed. Her usage of the short form was not something she had ever done directly before. Lorca knew from watching her on the security feeds it was how she referred to him when she was alone.
Mudd grinned, disruptor hovering at Mischkelovitz's ear. "First-name basis! Well then, Gabe, looks like I've found a few of your secrets this time! Never thought I'd get to see your lului. It's much better than the one in that Markalian zoo."
The distance wasn't tremendous, and the lights burned his eyes, but Lorca felt he could make the shot. He aimed his phaser.
In response, Mudd pulled Mischkelovitz more tightly against him and turned his disruptor towards the captain.
Both shots went off at the same time, but neither hit their mark. A blue shape appeared in the air between them, propelled from the side, intercepting both blasts and absorbing the shot that might have taken Mudd's life and would certainly have taken Lorca's. Lorca had one fleeting glimpse of green eyes looking at him and then she was gone, disintegrated into wisps of dust that burned away into nothing and left a singed smell on the air.
The shock lasted but a moment as both men realized their kill shots had failed to eliminate their opponent and took action.
Mudd fired again, but his shot went too high as Lorca ducked into a charge, screaming with a fury that told Mudd he had made an enormous mistake. With absolutely no concern for Mischkelovitz, Lorca barreled into Mudd and his hostage, slamming them both to the ground, the brunt of the impact cracking a number of Mischkelovitz's ribs. Straddling both Mudd and Mischkelovitz, Lorca pinned Mudd's weapon with one hand and pummeled the butt of his phaser against Mudd's face with such force it shattered Mudd's nose. He brought it down again, rage filling his ears, totally oblivious to Mudd's pained yell and Mischkelovitz's terrified, raspy scream as she struggled to breathe beneath his weight. There was a faint crunch as Mudd's orbital bone fractured.
Lorca dropped his phaser but did not cease his onslaught, continuing to batter Mudd with his bare fist. The fracture deepened, the face pulped, and still he continued, the cracking sounds coming as much from his own fist as Mudd's skull bones.
He finally heard Mischkelovitz crying and stopped, rolling off of her and Mudd. His breath heaved in his chest. Mischkelovitz squirmed weakly and whimpered in pain. Lorca's right hand was a uselessly twisted mess, but he managed to get his arms under Mischkelovitz and lift her up.
He stepped over O'Malley's body in the outer chamber. He was careful to keep Mischkelovitz's face against his chest so she would not see what had happened. As if losing a husband and sibling already weren't enough, she had now lost the one person who probably loved her more than anyone else in the universe.
Lorca hushed her softly. "Shh, I got you." He understood what it felt like to lose everyone and everything. Now he understood it twice over. He could still see that last flash of Lalana's bright green eyes in his mind. He triggered the external door with the internal system override.
Tyler, Culber, Larsson, and Allan were in the corridor. Culber gasped and quickly went into action, scanning with his tricorder for injuries. He scanned O'Malley, too, but the life sign was already long gone. Allan and Larsson looked ridiculous in their leis, drinks in hand. Allan also looked absolutely distraught. "This isn't happening!" Allan exclaimed. "How is this happening? This isn't supposed to happen!" He looked to Larsson as if he expected the Swede to somehow know.
Tyler noticed the bloody tangle of Lorca's hand limply dangling alongside Mischkelovitz's arm. "Let me take her, sir," he offered.
"She's my responsibility," said Lorca. He owed O'Malley that, at least.
The timer on Mudd's device maxed out. They were enveloped by a yellow-white explosion.
Reset.
Lab 26 was full of secrets, but not the one Mudd was after. At least Mischkelovitz had turned out to be a useful source of information in the minutes before Lorca's arrival. "It's not us!" she had squealed at him. "We're trying bloak creaks! Bloak creaks—bloak—cloak breaks! You want the mushrooms!" Finally, Mudd understood where he needed to go.
Engineering test bay alpha. On paper, mushroom spore propulsion sounded like a bad joke, but apparently it was a viable technology. Armed with this information, Mudd began his assault on engineering. He had full control of the computer and made short work of the staff in there. Unfortunately, he was unable to ascertain exactly how the drive functioned.
Something was missing, he realized. If he was going to sell this ship to the Klingons, he had to figure out what.
This time, he beamed onto the bridge, took out the crew there first, and then came last for Lorca in his ready room. Perfect timing, really. But then, it always was.
Reset.
Stamets was having a very weird day.
One moment, he was in quarters dismissing Culber's ongoing concerns about his personality changes as being silly, because he felt good, relaxed, better than ever. The next, they were enveloped by a yellow-white explosion and then he was walking down the corridor with Culber away from sickbay again.
"Hang on a sec," he said. "Weren't we just here a minute ago?"
Culber looked at him like he might be crazy, which was a look he was getting used to these days.
Stamets dismissed it the first time. Some sort of bad déjà vu.
Then it happened again. And again.
Stamets tried to alert Burnham and Tyler. "It all starts with a gormagander!" he managed.
It was a space whale. "Oh, for crying out loud," said Lorca. "Cancel yellow alert."
"Sir, scans show the gormagander's bio readings to be highly unstable," reported Saru, and informed Lorca that they were required under the Endangered Species Act to transport it somewhere.
Both Burnham and Tyler suddenly objected. Burnham looked like she had seen a ghost. Lorca stared at the two of them, wondering what was going on. "Let's beam this thing into the shuttle bay and drop it off at the nearest sanctuary soon as we can," said Lorca.
"Captain, I would like to run point on this, sir," said Burnham.
"I don't give a damn," Lorca said, shaking his head at her. "I just want it done." The sooner they got this little detour over and done with, the sooner they could get back to doing something, anything of actual use in the war. Even if that something was just scheduled spore drive tests.
"I request security oversight of the operation," said Tyler.
"I still don't give a damn," said Lorca, and sent them on their way.
A few minutes later, the computer suddenly initiated a black alert. Lorca had not issued any such command. "Computer, show me engineering!"
"Denied," said the computer.
He ordered Tyler to engineering and began to elicit solutions from the bridge crew. "There is nothing we can do, captain. We are locked out of our systems," reported Saru. "We only have nonessential systems."
"Screw the systems, get all security personnel to the lab any way possible," said Lorca. "Through the Jeffreys tubes. Airiam, get me any useful systems control you can manage. I'll take environmental, lights, anything."
"Warning, critical systems overload in 20 seconds," said the computer.
Twenty seconds was not enough time to do anything. Lorca felt a chill at the utter familiarity of this whole situation. It was the Buran all over again.
"Warning, drive overload," said the computer.
"Somebody give me something!" he screamed at the bridge, not wanting this to be the way it ended, not after everything. He looked helplessly at his crew. He had failed them entirely.
Explosion and reset.
It just kept happening over and over. Stamets was trapped in a time loop and no one on the ship but him knew it. It was some quirk of the quantum nature of the mycelial network he was now genetically connected to.
He figured a little bit more out each time. There was an intruder on the ship who arrived hiding in the belly of a gormagander. The intruder had control of the ship's computer. Every single time, people died. Different people different times.
He tried to explain it to Lorca on the fourth reset. The first attempt went about as well as could be expected.
"Captain, we're caught in a temporal loop!" he declared as he entered the bridge.
Lorca pressed the controls on the arm of his chair. "Dr. Culber. Lieutenant Stamets seems to have gotten loose on my bridge. See if you can't come up here and corral him?"
"No, listen to me!" exclaimed Stamets, but Lorca did not.
The fifth reset, the intruder did something different, and Lorca was not even on the bridge when Stamets got there. The sixth reset, things were back to normal and Stamets spoke Lorca's words as Lorca said them: "Lieutenant Stamets seems to have gotten loose on my bridge—" at this point Lorca stopped talking and just stared, so Stamets finished the sentence for him "—see if you can't come up here and corral him."
They were locked out of the main computer functions, but Lorca managed to open a shipwide comm and Mudd was all too happy to answer and stare Lorca directly in the face.
"We meet again, captain," said Mudd. "And again, and again..." He chuckled in amusement.
"Mudd! What the hell are you doing on my ship," scowled Lorca.
"Really, captain, this time you've managed to surprise me! How did you find out I was here?"
Stamets suddenly got the sinking feeling that enlisting Lorca's aid was too obvious and would tip Mudd off as to his awareness of the time loop.
In the end, Lorca antagonized Mudd, Mudd activated the ship's self-destruct in retaliation, and they all blew up again.
Stamets tried Tyler. Tyler was trusted by the captain and could advise discretion, but the problem was, Tyler did not trust Stamets. Fair enough. As much time as Stamets spent trying to get to know him in the time loop, for Tyler, it was always the first time they had ever really spoken. Tilly was also a bust; she was at the party and a little too drunk to take him seriously.
Stamets turned his attention to Burnham. He managed to convince her after a few tries, but they were almost out of time in the currently ongoing loop. "Tell me a secret," he prompted her. "Something that will immediately prove to you we've had this conversation. Something you've never admitted to anyone. I promise it'll be safe with me."
She believed him, so she told him her secret.
Explosion and reset.
Lorca sat in the captain's chair. "Is the fish safely on board yet?" he asked.
"Technically, it's not a fish," said Saru, "it's..."
Lorca shot Saru a look. Saru obligingly shut up. Then Culber requested Lorca in sickbay urgently to discuss Lieutenant Stamets. Lorca stepped into the turbolift with a gnawing feeling of worry in his stomach. "Sickbay, direct."
The turbolift started, then stopped. "Destination canceled," the computer informed him. The doors at the rear of the turbolift opened and Lorca turned to see one of his officers crumple to the ground with a knife in his back.
"Heavy," said a familiar, bearded man holding a disruptor.
"Mudd!" exclaimed Lorca and ordered a red alert. The computer did not respond to him. "What the hell are you doing on my ship?"
"You ask me that question every single time," said Mudd. "You know that, don't you? Of course you don't." Mudd fired a shot past Lorca's arm in a demonstration of his seriousness and ordered Lorca to move. "I really can't take it from the top all over for you again, Lorca. The message from the doctor was not real, I just wanted some alone time with you. There's an area of the ship I can't access and I'm hoping you're hiding your secrets to the spore drive—"
"I don't know what you're talking about, Mudd," said Lorca, immediately thinking of Lab 26, "but if you think I'm gonna help you in any way at all, you're crazier than I remember."
"There really are so many ways to blow up this ship, it's almost a design flaw," said Mudd. "Computer! Access self-destruct program."
A chill rushed across Lorca. This was entirely familiar to him. It felt like he was on the Buran all over again. "Stop," he said. "We'll go wherever you want."
"Then get a move on," said Mudd, giving his disruptor a little shake to indicate Lorca should get a move on.
Lorca realized they were not heading towards Lab 26. On the one hand, he was relieved because that meant everything there was safe. On the other, he would really have liked the support of O'Malley's rifle and independent security protocols right now.
Instead, Mudd dropped every hapless crewman unfortunate enough to cross paths with them. At least there were fewer people in the halls than usual. A significant portion of the crew were attending that party.
"You know, I've had a lot of fun so far on Discovery. Found out so many of your secrets. Even had a go at your lului!"
Lorca realized Mudd had already accessed Lab 26. "Mudd," he growled, jaw clenching and teeth hissing.
"Don't worry, captain, that was ages ago! Haven't bothered with them at all this time around. She and that darling little Dr. Frankenstein are snug as bugs right now. I can change that, of course, if you don't cooperate, Gabe."
They arrived outside of Lorca's study. Mudd needed Lorca to provide the personal passcode for entry. Once inside, Mudd found not the secrets of the spore drive he was so desperately searching for, but a lovely collection of weapons from across the cosmos instead. He began to rummage through the guns on offer, looking for one to try.
"Do you know how many times I've had the pleasure of taking your life, Lorca?" sneered Mudd. "Fifty-three! But who's counting. And it never gets old." Mudd checked his wrist. "Oh, drat, we're almost out of time. I'll figure out how that little drive of yours works sooner or later. I've got all the time in the world." And he shot Lorca and watched him vaporize into little flecks of burning particles.
Reset.
"Has that fish beamed aboard safely yet?"
"Well, technically it's not a fish—"
Lorca gave Saru a look. Saru obligingly shut up. "Where the hell are Burnham and Tyler?" asked Lorca. He had called them to the bridge five minutes ago.
Then music began to play. Sweeping, orchestral, triumphant. Wagner.
"Mr. Saru!"
"I don't understand, sir, I'm locked out of the ship's controls."
Lorca hit the panel on his chair. "Computer." Nothing. "Computer, respond!"
The turbolift doors opened. "Let me see what I can do!" announced a familiar, taunting voice. "Computer, reduce volume so we can have a normal, adult conversation."
"Yes, Captain Mudd," said the computer.
Lorca rose from his chair. "Captain Mudd!" he exclaimed, incredulous.
Mudd shrugged at him. "I never thought I would say this, but I'm actually tired of gloating. In any case, this is very much my ship. Your ship? Very much not at all."
Lorca started towards Mudd, because no one—not Mudd, not Cornwell, not anyone—was allowed to take Discovery from him. "All right, show's over, Mudd. Back to whatever little hole you crawled out of—"
"To the brig!" said Mudd, and Lorca vanished in the glimmer of the transporter.
Burnham, Tyler, and Stamets arrived on the bridge. Armed with Burnham's secret, Stamets had managed to enlist both her and Tyler, because while Tyler did not trust Stamets, he trusted Burnham.
Mudd vaporized Tyler in a burst of weaponized antimatter as reward for their efforts. Burnham watched in horror as Tyler vanished before her eyes.
Mudd was hitting the limits of his patience. He was at the point where destroying Discovery was seeming just as palatable an option as selling it to the Klingons. "How do I start that engine, hm? I will disintegrate every single one of you in a screaming fit of agony one at a time. Starting with you!" Mudd started towards Saru.
"Stop!" shouted Stamets. "I can't watch you kill any more people." He pulled up the sleeve of his uniform tunic, revealing the implant that allowed him to interface with the spore drive. "It needs me to work."
Mudd laughed with glee. He finally had everything he needed. "Delicious. Shall we to the engine room?"
There was no one in the brig. No one had been recently locked up, so no one was needed there on duty. Lorca tried to override the controls from inside with no luck. The computer remained unresponsive. He pounded his fists on the forcefield, knowing it would have no effect, but needing some physical outlet to his anger.
He turned his attention to the small console in the wall. It was entirely rudimentary, locked out of most ship systems, but it was his only option. It had the capacity to order food, bring out the cot from the wall, provide a moment's privacy for using the toilet, and not much else. At least, it wasn't supposed to have anything else.
Lorca blinked at the words "BRIG CHESS" in the list of available commands and touched it.
"ENTER NAME" prompted the display, offering him an old-school keyboard and four spaces to fill. Lorca was five letters, so he entered LORC. It then prompted him to set a password, this time a 4-digit numerical code. He entered 1031, Discovery's registry number.
The screen split into two halves. The left half was a leaderboard with names on it. ROVE, M.B., NATE, MISH, LLNA, SARU, AIRM, PAUL, SILY, and more. Each name had a score attached.
The right side showed who was online and listed only one player at present, MISH. Lorca had a good guess who that was. He touched the name. It then prompted him to select from a variety of chess formats including Vulcan. He selected Classic. "REQUEST SENT" appeared and then a chat room popped up.
MISH: Captain? LORC: in brig LORC: ship taken LORC: send mac MISH: Okay he's on his way by the way Lalana says there is a halo of stars everywhere.
Lorca stared at that.
LORC: what MISH: I think she is describing some sort of particle field aberration. I'm not certain what. I'm working to figure it out.
Probably it was related to however Mudd had gotten control of the ship.
O'Malley arrived and tried to lower the forcefield to no avail. "Sorry, captain, I'm totally locked out."
"Try shooting it," growled Lorca.
"That only works in movies!"
"Well if you have a better idea!" Lorca exclaimed.
"I might. Let's call John. If anyone can get control of the systems, it's him."
"Groves?" Lorca found that assertion faintly ridiculous. Groves could get control of a ship that its own captain had been locked out of?
"As he's very fond of pointing out, he could have walked out of that brig any time he wanted to. He simply chose not to. He's probably the best systems hacker you'll ever meet."
A long time ago, Mischkelovitz had said John Groves could be useful in unexpected ways. It seemed the time had finally come for Groves to fulfill that mandate and serve a purpose.
While Lorca languished in the brig and Stamets stalled Mudd in the engineering lab, Burnham continued working to figure out how Mudd was engineering the time loop. Understanding that could bring an end to all of this.
Mudd was not the only thing that had been hiding in the gormagander. An entire ship, linked to the device on Mudd's arm, served as the basis of the time loop power.
Burnham had a plan. There was one secret of Lorca's that Mudd had yet to unravel: her. She was something the Klingons would pay a lot to get, perhaps even more than Discovery itself. She approached Mudd in the ready room, revealed herself, and tantalized Mudd with the prospect of selling her for even more riches.
"Why are you telling me this?" asked Mudd. "What's in it for you?"
"Lieutenant Tyler," said Burnham.
"Lieutenant Tyler is dead," said Mudd.
"Not for long," said Burnham, and used one of the weaponized antimatter modules to disintegrate herself before Mudd's eyes.
The Klingons were hailing. "Damn it!" exclaimed Mudd. He wanted everything. Especially now that he knew exactly how much everything on this ship was worth.
In the brig, Groves released Lorca and opened his mouth to gloat about the sudden reversal of their fortunes, but his triumph was short-lived.
Reset.
Stamets, Burnham, and Tyler approached Lorca. After so many loops, there was no time. They had to get everything right. It was unlikely they would get another chance.
When Mudd arrived on the bridge, Lorca did not even turn to look at the turbolift doors as he said, "Captain Mudd."
"What's this?" asked Mudd, finding all of them ready and waiting.
Lorca stood up. "Your chair," he offered, stepping aside.
They told Mudd he had won. That after so many loops, Stamets had concluded Mudd was unbeatable, and now Mudd had everything he wanted.
"So, Harcourt Fenton Mudd, the USS Discovery is yours." Even knowing it was a falsehood, it still galled Lorca to say the words.
"As am I," said Burnham.
Mudd laughed. "Don't try to con a con man!"
"I'm not," said Lorca. "I'm negotiating with a businessman. My offer is simple. The lives of my crew in exchange for... Burnham, the ship, and Stamets."
"Why would a Federation captain do that?" asked Mudd.
"I will not have a repeat of the Buran." This, at least, was not a falsehood. He extended Mudd his hand. "Your word, Mudd."
Mudd took his time, considered the hand being offered, and finally smiled. "Well, I've never been one to look a gift captain in the mouth!" He shook Lorca's hand with enthusiasm. Lorca looked and felt crushed by the exchange. He hated this. He hated this so much.
Now that Mudd had everything he wanted, he let the temporal loop expire. The time crystal on his arm disintegrated. From here on out, everything was going to be permanent. No more do-overs.
"Captain Mudd, we are being hailed by the Klingons," reported the computer.
Lorca looked at Burnham. If any of them died now, it would be for good, forever. He did not want any of them to die.
Mudd took Burnham and Stamets down to the transporter room to meet the Klingons. "Not you, old man," Mudd said to Lorca. "Lorca, I'm gonna really miss killing you. Adieu, mon capitan!"
Lorca stood on the bridge as the door closed. "Mr. Saru," he said, and returned to the captain's chair. "Bring up the security feeds. Mr. Tyler, let's get you in position." Lorca did not smile, because there was still a risk and Burnham and Stamets were both down there with Mudd and a disruptor, but he was beginning to feel more himself now that the situation was coming back under his control.
Tyler beamed to an adjacent corridor to ambush Mudd. Lorca watched as Stamets and Burnham distracted Mudd and disarmed him. And then, the kicker: when Mudd had thought he was signaling the Klingons, he instead had signaled other parties interested in obtaining not Discovery but Mudd himself.
"Turns out, you can con a con man," said Burnham, and as he watched and listened from the bridge, Lorca smiled. Attagirl, Michael.
"The stars are gone now," Lalana said to Mischkelovitz. "Whatever was happening has ended."
Mischkelovitz stared at the readouts in the lab. Despite her best efforts and her suspicions, she had been unable to figure out exactly what Lalana was seeing, she only knew that Lalana was seeing something.
"Can you tell me all the other times you've seen these stars?" asked Mischkelovitz.
"Of course. The first time was when I met Captain Lorca on the Triton. They were lingering around him like a halo. The second time was when I came aboard Discovery. They were outside the lab, just in front of it. The third time was when we were in null time. They were diffuse that time, different, dimmer."
"And you think they lead you to where you're supposed to be?" This had been Lalana's assertion when the stars had shown up again thirty minutes earlier.
"I can think of no other explanation, except this time, they were everywhere, so bright and sparkling, and now suddenly they are gone."
Mischkelovitz chewed her lip. She did not think the "star halo" was what Lalana thought it was. Mischkelovitz did not believe in fate. "I need something," said Mischkelovitz. "And I need you to answer me honestly. That's not the thing I need, but I need you do this, too."
"I will answer what I am able," said Lalana, which was no promise at all.
Mischkelovitz knew better than to speak the words where the security monitors would overhear. She twitched her finger at Lalana and they moved into Lalana's quarters. Mischkelovitz locked the door behind them, turned towards Lalana, and said with sudden strength and clarity, "You're a part of Section 31, aren't you?"
Lalana tilted her head to the side. "I do not even know what that is. Why would you say such a thing?"
"We were working for them, and they have Rischka's mesearch, and I need that research and the quantum accelerator and scanner we developed. Can you get those things for me?"
Lalana straightened, her tail against the floor for balance. "I will steal it if I have to. How did you know I was with Section 31?"
"Because," grinned Mischkelovitz, her eyes crazily wide and somehow more uneven than usual, "you always lie." In Mischkelovitz's experience, that was the one thing you could always count on Section 31 to do. They had lied when they promised things to her and Milosz about their research. They had lied when they took the research away after he died.
Lalana clicked her tongue in happy mirth. "You are only the second human to have noticed that!"
O'Malley and Lorca finally resumed their discussion in Lorca's ready room.
"Look, Gabriel, it's all well and good, you locking me out of the communications systems, but I would really like to call my wife, and frankly, if it comes out that I didn't report anything because you prevented me, that's going to reflect rather badly. So knock it off."
Lorca frowned. "I can't let you send that report, Mac."
"Don't you want to know what it says?" O'Malley tossed his padd onto Lorca's desk.
It was the worst report Lorca had ever read. It mentioned an incident had occurred involving a weapon in the captain's quarters, but that the witness was unable to provide an official statement, investigation was presently stalled and inconclusive, and factors were at play that might have compromised both parties regarding the incident. There was no mention of what these factors were, what the accusation was, or even the fact the unnamed witness was an admiral who had been captured by Klingons. At the bottom the report said Preliminary investigation inconclusive.
"So now our asses are covered," said O'Malley. "My ass, anyway. If Cornwell ever turns up, I was unable to proceed owing to her absence, and if you get your wish, the poor woman will end up murdered and this will never go any further."
Lorca chewed his lip. He could hear it in O'Malley's tone, but just in case, he looked up at O'Malley's face. It was grim and very displeased. "Don't even think about thanking me," said O'Malley. "I officially owe you no favors. And for the record, Cornwell's right. You do need help. It just so happens we still need you. I feel sick for my part in this, do you understand that? I'm absolutely gutted. I don't know how you can live with yourself."
Lorca's mouth tugged into a frown. He could live with it because he still had Discovery and everyone on it, but he could tell this was eating O'Malley up. "Listen," he began.
"No, you listen! You're better than this. Every time you do some awful thing to someone, you always manage to make up for it somehow, so you have to do that now. You have to make this count. I don't care what it is, just give me something that matters. Just—something!" O'Malley's lip trembled and his nose scrunched up. He clasped his hand to his face. His voice cracked as he said, "God, I hate you! You have to do better, Gabriel, please."
Lorca considered O'Malley. For all that O'Malley was pathetic, he had also gone out of his way to protect Lorca despite the personal toll it was taking. "All right, Mac," said Lorca. "I'll find a way to make this count." He would single-handedly kill every last Klingon if that's what it took.
O'Malley's hand fell away, revealing a pain as deep as any Lorca had ever seen. "It's not that easy." O'Malley sighed, shook his head, and looked away. Then he said in a small voice, "Computer. Site to site transport. Personal quarters."
Lorca had a fairly good idea O'Malley had done that so no one would see him cry. He stared at the empty air where O'Malley had been standing. The ship seemed suddenly a little lonelier.
Part 67
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tag time
mel tagged me in a lot thanks bro
aye aye aye thanks to he homegirl @starlightjeongin ily so much melly and you’re an angel <333 eskgetit!!!
also,,, there are like,,,, 4 tags in this so uhhhhh have fun
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i dont have a name for this tag
1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better
> so um if you read this you are tagged now congrats <
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.
APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces
PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts
EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone
RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend
RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year
alphabet tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better
> i dont know/remember enough blogs to tag im sorry <
A: age? > 15!!! <
B: birthplace? > californiaaaa <
C: current time? > 4:43 pm <
D: drink you had last? > water bc its good for you <
E: easiest person to talk to? > my irl homie @realmzenith , the most fantastic perosn i have ever met on this site and of whom my soul burns with affection for @starlightjeongin , and my rad friends in my got7 amino groupchat - selena, haru, apple, and emi :) <
F: favorite song? > oh boy i dont have a favorite favorite song bro i guess the first things i can think of is either danzon no. 2 by arturo marquez, martini blue by dpr live, and home run by got7 <
G: grossest memory? > asdf uhh when i went hiking with my pathfinder club and we went through a “long-cut” and went off the trail and we had to walk up this super long river, and then to get out of the river to land we had to walk through these riverbed plants and this gray mud stuff and i had to put on my socks and sneakers and it was disgusting <
H: hogwarts house? > i say that im a hufflepuff, lately i got placed in ravenclaw but i dont agree <
I: in love? > in love with the fact that im old enough to be a little free, in love with my kpop faves, in love with all of my friends who tell me they appreciate me, in love with the idea of being productive, in love with music and daydreaming <
J: jealous of people? > tbh i catch myself being jealous of other people’s artistic abilities, but i turn that into a need to become better/daydream about myself being that good so uhh???? yeah <
K: killed someone? > i was playing overwatch with a friend late last night and one of our comp matches there were these two dudes who played tank, one in particular imma call CTL who was rude to me and the whole team (my mic doesnt work so i couldn’t talk back but he was still a bing bond :( ), a few rounds after we left that one we got placed against the two mean tanks, and me, a mercy main with crappy aim, 1v1ed CTL who was playing mccree and i was HAPPY. we lost but binch i teabagged the heck out of his douchy body <
L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? > walk by again im staring at you either way <
M: middle name? > danielle!! <
N: number of siblings? > i have a younger sister!! <
O: one wish? > tbh to be better at what i want to be better at, like someone please give me like a stat 100 potion or something <
P: person you called last? > last person i called was my friend mikey of whom i was playing overwatch with lmao <
R: reasons to smile? > music!!! art!!! alan menken said that there will be a musical production of hercules in the future!! <
S: song you sang last? > the finale of newsies bc my sister left it playing on the tv as i ate nine (9) quesedillas
T: time you woke up? > techinally 6:30 am bc my dog was scratching my door, then 9, then 11 am <
U: underwear color? > mint blue and gray <
V: vacation destination? > i think i would love to go to the places in europe where composers lived, that or i would love to visit every place my internet friends live :D <
W: worst habit? > probably sleeping until noon, forgetting to do important responsibility things, reading a text message/email and then not responding bc i forgot about reading it
X: x-rays? > i got an x-ray on my right arm when i fractured it in kindergarten, some on my stomach when i ate like three whole mangoes with the skin on them, and some of my teeth before i got my braces <
Y: your favorite food? > thai food, stuff from panera bread, or pretty much warm foods with rice <
Z: zodiac sign? > im a virgo!!! <
✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨
Rules for this are:
Have fun with it!
Tag some of your mutuals
1) Favourite colours:
> green or purple!!! or like whatever im feeling lmao but those are my first choices <
2) Favourite song at the moment:
> asdkfjas;ldfkjsdlkfj bro i cant choose okay im going to shuffle my fav songs playlist adn put the first thing that comes up: damdadi by golden child
3) Last book you read:
> i think its my history textbook lmao finals are this week for me <
4) Last TV show you watched:
> my friend’s younger sister showed me clips from Stranger Things but i never have watch it before, i also watched a few dramas at a friend’s house but idk the names of them lmao
5) Last movie you watched:
> oh golly uhhh i think its enemies in-laws on netflix <
6) If you have a pet whats their name?:
> i have a doggo(?) named tucker <
7) If you have siblings how many?
> i have one younger sister!1! <
8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:
> i think resting, getting up to date with my million notifications, just scrolling through the internet, or writing <
9) Best tumblr friends:
> on tumblr i have the amazing wonderful fantastic showstopping gravity-defying dabtastical @starlightjeongin aka mel aka melly aka melmel aka infant aka like the coolest and raddest person i have ever meet 
10) Favourite thing about yourself:
> idk if this is hard to explain but sometimes i do things people dont expect, like i was using my friend’s neighbor’s airsoft gun and like they were surprised that i have pretty good aim and that just makes me feel really good yknow <
11) Favourite memory:
> back in april 2017, during my band’s new york tour, in our hotel when i asked my friend what she was watching (it was got7′s m/v hard carry)
12) 3 weird habits:
> i turn on all of my nightlights in a specific order, when its dark in my room i like to dance to music and watch myself in the mirror, i tend to randomly scream i think <
13) What would you call your style?:
> i like to wear large clothes, even though im like a medium small bc ahaha i have slight body dysphoria, i also like to wear button-ups from the men’s section that have weird designs, suspenders, and i guess things that make me feel aesthetic and free < 
14) Odd talent:
> i can clap with one hand and me fingers bend weirdly <
15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:
> i have a big ol friend crush on my dear friend mel and a lot on the gr8 ppl of the aroha fandom <
the stray kids tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.
I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions! Here we go:
1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?
> lmao i learned about them when it was rumored that jyp was going to have a new boy group, and i followed the updates until the announcement of the webseries/release of hellevator. i didnt want more ppl to remember on my plate until december 30ish when i finally gave in to mel so here i am <
2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? 
> im actually going to watch it right after i finish this tag post lmao ive never watched it before but i think ive seen clips??? when the boys were vlogging themselves packing idk if thats part of the webseries but thats cute <
3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?
> I DONT HAVE ONE OKAY I DONT WANT TO TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT YET IM SCARED i legit like,,, dont know a whole lot about each member but i know their names but,,,,,, i think,,,,, before i start truly getting into them myself,,,, is probably seungmin,,,,, i think,,,,,,,, maybe,,,, whoops i just remembered woojin existed uhhhHHHH idk <
4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?
> (im listening to ailee’s i will go to you like the first snow rn and im so emo while doing this tag) i love all of them!!!! probs chan or changbin or jeongin bc they are so sweet!!! <
5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? 
> idk the team compositions of stray kids so i will get back to you on that one until i watch the series lmao <
6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids?
> of course hellevator lmao <
7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? 
> FRICK actually i dont know bc melly showed me vids of them performing live but i dont know what the song was :( <
8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?
> legit only have listened to hellevator and grrr so um ill say grrr?? <
9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?
> SUSPENSE!!! idk if that ‘s hard to explain but like something with a story in the background, maybe like a spy concept with a nice orchestration i think they can do it <
10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?
> ahhh!!! i dont know they all too too well but i would love to tell them that i feel that they are different from any other kpop group i have ever seen, bc they all seem genuinely happy and they are like the coolest bros and their friendship with each other is something that i could only dream of!! also ive heard that their songs have rad lyrics and they work super hard so i look up to them for that!!!1!!! <
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What are some of your greatest dreams? What do you want now? And what do you want later?
That my love, is a loaded question, but one that I absolutely love and this answer will probably reblogged multiple times throughout the day simply because I really love the answers.
All my emotions and crap are beneath the cut so I don’t clog up anyones dash.
Okay, my greatest dreams... wow.
I don’t know why, but recently I have been so involved in my writing and it’s driving me insane, one thing I want, I have always wanted, is to be worthy of even just one fangirl.
I have fangirled over many things in my time, the first thing I ever remember actually being obsessed with was Hannah Montanna, then it was Big Time Rush, then I loved a show called Lab Rats, then in between was something that I can’t remember, I think 5 Seconds Of Summer, and now it’s Supernatural.
In that I have fangirled over fangirls, people who write amazing fanfictions for them, I absolutely die for it.
One thing I always have said to myself is, you know you’re good when people write fanfiction about your fanfiction, there was one story on another site I used to use that was just incredible, and not only myself but quite a few other girls actually wrote fanfictions, I would actually adore that.
I know some people may not be fond of that idea, but with my character from You’re Not Alone for example, her name was originally Hali, and when I thought of her I was in the middle of season three, and so in my story, that’s when she met them, I have actually had dreams where Hali is a real character and I would go online and read fanfiction about her and Dean, her and Cas, her and Sam, Charlie and others, just people who love Hali as much as I do, and those dreams would make me wake up feeling so happy, but also sort of sad because I knew that would never be a thing.
I don’t know about some people, but I think I speak for a lot of writers when I say one thing I have always wanted is to see what I’ve written in real life. I wrote a novel a while back that’s just sitting and collecting dust, it’s craptastic, but I was always really proud of it, and I would sometimes and will sometimes read it and imagine that people like it so well that it’s turned into a movie or something. I mean, I can see it, which is why I write it, but to actually watch my story come to life is an incredible thing.
That brings me to fan art, I actually... I really adore the idea of fan art. I can’t tell you how many times I have written something, a scene, where I could see it being a poster or something, like for my upcoming story Something Called Perfect, or for a story I’m still working on, one instance with this unnamed story is where the main character is nervous and so she just leans against the wall by a door, too afraid to enter the room full of people, or when it comes to Something Called Perfect, I adore Mellie, and I feel like I don’t do her justice, Mellie is incredible and I do believe she deserves fan art, in one scene I have her chilling on a couch next to her best friend Jared, dressed in her pjs with a stuffed bear and eating pizza, I would love to see that.
It’s one of those times where I really wish I could draw, I recently met someone who is fantastic at it, her drawings are the cutest and sweetest things, and to have become her friend is mind blowing to me, because she’s so crazy talented and I know I could never be like that, I just can’t draw to save my life. (If you’re reading this Eileen, you da best.)
I actually considered having a challenge where I wanted someone to make me a fan art, whether it be a drawing, aesthetic or whatever, and I would write a fic about it, or a chapter of one of my series, but I chose not to because I was afraid it would make me look selfish.
There are still so many instances in my fics where I wish I could draw a pic for it, in You’re Not Alone, reader character in the second chapter, leaning up against the brick wall and crying, her head in her knees, her attacking Dean in a hug.
I’m not really sure, and I kind of feel bad for talking about it, it’s just a dream of mine, to create something fangirl worthy, fanart worthy, I think we would all love that.
My dreams for the long run... damn.
I’ve always wanted to go to culinary school, I would love it so much, but I was homeschooled through high school and most of my life, so I don’t qualify for any scholarships, and loans just flat out sound scary to me, so college is probably just never going to happen for me.
I’m a simple girl, my dream is to marry a man who will love me, who will do dumb little surprises for me, something I’ve always said was how, my mother is amazing at little surprises like that. One day I’ll be like, “I’m craving a kit kat.” And then the next day she goes to the store and she brings me home a kit kat, that would be awesome. I would love a guy who would do little things like that for me, who would just know me and find the little ways to make me smile.
Someone who would know when to hug me, and when to give me space, I know that seems like a lot to expect, but I’m going to be completely straight with you...
The only time I don’t want to be hugged is if I just lost someone, honestly unless I’m incredibly upset, all the hugs guys, all the damn hugs.
One of my dreams is to meet my two best friends Katy and Amanda some day, that would be the best. I would make them hate me in two seconds flat but... then I’d go home and they’d love me again, lol.
I wanna be a mom, I wanna be a wife, I wanna be a cook, I wanna actually have a bakery or be a baker of some sort. Like I said, I’m simple, olden timey I guess, all I want is a home, a loving husband, and children. I want that connection, that bond, I want to know I have someone to go to, I hate feeling lonely.
So anon, those are my dreams. You got yourself in trouble here, this is certainly long, but you did ask.
If anyone who reads this is with me, drop me an ask, remind me that I’m not alone.
Knowing there are people out there who get you, it’s the best feeling in the world.
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Girl Across The Hall [Peter Parker]
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Traces Of You Series [P.3]
Pairing: Peter Parker x Female!Reader
Warnings: Cursing, implied sex (briefly mentioned by a side character), mentions of drug use (weed) (not condoning illegal drug use or romanticizing it), angst, shitty writing, etc
A/N: Lots of editing done. Hard to be descriptive yet still mostly inclusive yikes
Part 2, Masterlist, Part 4 
Her hair, he noticed that first. Then came her bright eyes, shaking him to his core with just a glance. Everything else came in all at once. The noticeable scar on her chin and fading bruises on her jaw. The way some strands of hair strayed out of her messy hairstyle and brushed against the skin of her face. He noticed everything- but he noticed her unamused and tired look last. She was still waiting on a response, and it looked like she wasn't about to wait any longer. Slowly, the door began to close, but before she could do so, he reacted- horribly.
"Mail!", he blurted out, the only word his brain allowed to slip from him.
"Mail?", she repeated questioningly, raising an eyebrow at him.
"Uh- our uhm- your mail- it was in my mail thing and- yeah. It- it has my apartment number- I think? I didn't look- I mean I did, otherwise I wouldn't know to go here. I just- my name isn't Tito..", he said, words coming out in a stuttering mess. Would that ever go away? Ugh..
"Oh! Yeah, you don't look like a Tito- well, not my Tito.", she replied absent-mindedly, taking the letter from his shaking hands without sparing him a second glance. Without missing a beat, she begins to tear it open, making him raise an eyebrow now. Can she do that?
"There anything else?", she asks, "You seem concerned."
She's not even looking at him, how does she-"Uh- no I just- I mean I'm not sure you should be opening your boyfriends mail- but that's none of my business anyway! Just- sorry.."
She lets out a loud laugh and he questions why his heart seems to race even more. He doesn't even know her- "Gross. He's my cousin, and you're right, it is none of your business- but I won't be mean to you. You were nice enough to bring this here. Back at my old place, anyone else would've tossed it or opened it for themselves. So thanks. Bye." With that said, she shut the door, leaving Peter to curse himself in his head.
Nice going, Peter.
Days after that little interaction, and she was still the only thing on his mind. Who was she? Did she go to his school? Was she even his age? Why were his social skills so shitty? Why couldn't he work up the nerve to go across the hall, knock on the door, and attempt to strike a conversation? Ugh- it seemed his curiosity grew tenfold. At least he wasn't so concerned anymore. She seemed to not want anything to do with him- and he wondered if that was really such a good thing. It had to be a good thing- she wasn't some deranged criminal wanting to end his life- well, Spider-Man's life (which was basically the same thing). However, was it such a good thing that she wanted nothing to do with Peter? He wasn't sure- he knew it was selfish of him to think so though. Why should she want anything to do with him? She didn't know him and he didn't know her.
He groaned to himself as he struggled to pour his focus back into his homework. This was unfair on so many levels. Here he was, thinking about some girl across the hall, while he wasn't even the tiniest little blip on her radar. Life was sure as hell unfair. He hoped he'd get over it soon- and some days afterwards, he felt like his hope was coming true. He was starting to forget some of her features. He was able to focus on his AP English homework, and he wasn't thinking of her or questioning her existence every waking minute. He was good, he was okay- and then someone was knocking on the front door of his and his Aunt's apartment. She wasn't home yet, so she couldn't answer the door. He was left with the task, and once he opened to door, he found himself thrown off once again. There was the girl from across the hall- messy hair and all. In her hand, she held two letters.
"I guess the mail got messed with again- only this time it's yours. I assume you're not May Parker though? I'm definitely not.", she spoke without missing a beat, looking at him in amusement. He found that he liked this better than the bothered look she had the other day.
"O-Oh. Heh- yeah I'm not uh- not May..", he replied, taking the letters.
"I figured. It looks urgent. Might wanna give it to your girlfriend as soon as you can."
"She's not- May is my Aunt."
The girl nodded, "I thought so, just thought I'd mess with you. You know, since you assumed my cousin was my boyfriend- and for assuming I was even that old."
"Right..", he said, internally screaming at himself to say something else.
"Peter's a nice name, by the way. I usually don't look at other peoples mail, but that college logo just caught my eye and your name did afterwards."
"Oh- thanks.." She liked his name-
"So, you're a college student?"
"No- I uhm- I'm still a Junior in High School. Midtown. You?", he asked, heart racing at the knowledge that she was starting a conversation with him.
"Oh- Midtown Science High? So you're one of those academically gifted people? Cool- and nah. I'm a Junior too, I go to that one school in Brooklyn. Just a regular student.", she replied.
Bummer- "Oh- well, makes sense- I mean, because I haven't seen you at my school- cause I though that I would have.."
She gives a little half smile, and again his hearts racing (christ, calm down, would you?), "True. So uh.. are you.. are you good with math by any chance? Just basic Algebra II.."
He blinks. Once. Twice- is he dreaming? "Uhm- yeah. I uh- I'm pretty go-okay, at Algebra.. why-why do you ask?"
She shrugs, "I'm very desperate to pick up my grade so I don't fail this semester? I'd rather die than ask anyone at my school for help. You go to Midtown and you have colleges mailing you as a Junior. Guess its a safe bet to say you're pretty smart and would be willing to help a stranger since she returned your mail to you."
Peter nods slowly, "Uhm- okay? I can help tutor-"
"I don't like saying tutor. It makes me feel stupid- I mean, I am with math, but yeah. No need to have it rubbed in my face. Can you maybe come by later? I have some errands to run."
"Today?" Was this really happening? It seemed so cliché and unreal-
"Yeah. Around five? I mean, if not, that's fine. I get it. It's kinda weird-"
"No no! I uh- yeah- I can- I can come. Around five."
She gives him a full smile this time and he's melting, "Cool. See you then.", she starts turning-
"Wait!", she stops, looking at him with a raised eyebrow, "I- I didn't get your name.."
She looks amused again, "Come by around five, Parker."
That's all she tells him before leaving. Yet again, he's mentally cursing himself- but he's not as mad this time. She doesn't seem as uninterested- then again, she just told him she's only desperate to fix her grade. Maybe all she wants is some help and nothing more- they'll be strangers again.
He really didn't want that to happen.
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