#ugh. Ough. AUGH.

[sarellathesphinx]

Hey did you guys know Reeve is the one who had to tell Elmyra and Marlene that Aerith died in the original game. I think about this constantly

#I’ve never truly Reeveposted here but if I did it would just be posts like this #cait tells you this if you speak to him in the Highwind. he says Elmyra and Marlene both cried their eyes out #the idea of Reeve who has been spying on the gang but has come to really care about them despite his hesitance and misgivings #watching aerith die #and knowing that with Tseng out of commission and the Turks handling stuff for Rufus. no one is going to think about telling Elmyra. #and he already has her and Marlene under surveillance. and it’s the worst fucking thing in the world but someone has to tell her #ugh. Ough. AUGH. #reeve a guy caught between his ideals and the rock they’ve been ground underneath having to go tell this woman that her daughter is dead. #and he’s so fucking sorry about it. #and there’s nothing anyone can do to fix it #and if Elmyra throws something at him or yells at him it’s no less than he deserves but honestly. #considering aerith could tell when elmyra’s husband died #I think she probably already said goodbye to her mom. and reeve’s news is just confirmation #and that’s somehow even worse #ugh. #text #reeve tuesti #ff7 #I’m tagging these for my purposes so uh sorry if this is in the main tags

[compacflt]

So one of the things that made me cry (and laugh) the most, when reading the whole series was in Debriefing when Ice has surgery and Mav kisses him on the forehead, then Ice types out “I am cured” with like no punctuation. (Because of course Ice is the punctuation man 99% of the time.)

One, Ice is actually so fucking funny with the “I am cured.” Like no one would believe how funny he actually is. (And I headcanon that Mav knows this, of course, but almost no one else believes him. Which drives him up the wall.) Two, that exchange was so simple but so loving??? Foaming at the mouth here. Especially after those crazy 30 years. So my question is, what are Ice and Mav’s kisses of choice? Forehead, cheek, regular ol’ lips, the world is their secretly sappy oyster.

I haven’t read that chapter of debriefing since fucking last October! Whoa! not sure how i feel about it .

regular ol’ on the lips :) it means something more than all the rest, it’s romantic in a way none of the others are (which is why it’s so dangerous)

okay yes re: ice being funny yes. wait wait wait let me find it in my doc hold on

here!

#Let this post make up for no wip Wednesday #augh ough #don’t like thinking about it #ice’s/val’s cancer is my ‘i don’t want to talk about it’ #PLEASE don’t talk to me about how ice Will probably die before mav i simply do not want to discuss it i simply won’t think about it just #like ugh don’t ugh ough it is so painful sometimes i just. Like. i fucking hate old people ngl like this is so awful #regarding this post specifically: #this is Christmas 2014 #i feel like: why Ice fell in love with maverick is pretty easy and obvious #why maverick fell in love with ice is pure selfishness #no one else ever gets to see the real ice #as my cyclone said about mav—‘You’re the only one of us who knows anything of him at all’ #and he feels lucky beyond belief for that but he is also not interested at all in sharing #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #top gun #icemav #asks #edts notes

[encouragink]

veganism discourse on this site drives me fucking nuts, people are so incredibly willing to uncritically believe anything that justifies consuming animal products. I saw someone in the notes in one of these posts go "ugh I cant believe vegans say that in the dairy industry male calves get slaughtered. That's not true for small family farms!" Like okay?? Does the dairy industry mainly consist of small family farms then??

#theres so many stupid takes on here augh ough #saw someone else go #ugh can you believe vegans are asking us to switch to a plant based diet #when so much of the rain forest is cut down for agriculture? we should be eating less plants!! #like. come on. what do you think animals eat?? #also much of the rainforest is being cut down for cattle too?? #rant #personal

[microcomets]

Are you still working on a book?

yes!!!! my current word count is 133k

#man taking poison damage ough augh ugh ough sound #anonymous #asks

[vampirerite]

when you write the three page semi-complete oc outline but go to the design phase and hit a wall so hard all your bones crunch

#skeletxt #augh.....ough......ugh....... #<- me taking poison damage

[wajb]

here’s tbe thing it’s like i don’t want to do this i am thinking like a child i am speaking to no one spinning words out like dirt in the morning im a corpse draft my emails to the corporation ‘you’re saving my life every day god bless you’. and there’s no way out for cowards suicide is embarrassing the whole town at your door “come back david we need you”. i just needed more money more time more love all my desires are so poorly drawn out. okay.

#agh! ugh! augh! ogh! ough! egh! eugh! oegh! aegh! #csh

[bigyikes97]

> in a bad mood > irritatedly ate muffin in dark without looking > tasted weird > turned on lights > ~mold~

#mold #woes #oof #fail #brb gotta cry #tasting mold for the next 15 min #augh ugh ough

[thedeepweb]

you see the thing with vampires is that so much modern media its about this poor eternally tortured, fuckable soul is sad in some way and how inmortality plays against them, but once you get over the fuckability of the vampire they tend to be pretty meek, pretty pathetic. you're no more than a parasite with some notoriously easy to exploit weaknesses. if they aren't a metaphor then there just isn't enough material for a vampire. meanwhile the werewolf is the werewolf

#trying to think of a lame werewolf and the lamest system was the hp one bc it was like ugh ough i turn into an animal against my will #when i should be turning into an animal by my own will ough augh also im ugly

[starsapphire]

just thought about bruce and jason. might lose my mind

#AGH AUGH AOUGH UAGH AOGH OUGH UGH #p

[heirofnepeta]

augh ough urgh i think i should go to the fucking doctor the gut pain from b4 keeps coming back D:

#feels like someone is squeezing my gut right around the intestine area #ugh #ow #urgh #augh #ough

[beeelderly]

i need to hang out so bad.

#i will b doing book club with week ... #5 extra hours this week that i didn't ask for . pay me more #ugh ough augh #2 much phonecall mines i am made to resd articles and talk about them

[thinkingnot]

me after sports: i am in immeasurable amount of pain

#augh #ough #ugh #everything i cough my torso shake in pain ahhhhhhhhhhh #why does you gotta literally rip to get ripped #not getting ripped fr tho it would break me bones me thinks #personal

[memequeen92]

man every once in a while i reread breaking you apart and get such a visceral urge to rewrite it if only because the first two chapters feel so awkward at certain points and it makes me cringe

but also like. the rest of the story doesn't bug me much, just the two first chapters.

but I also feel like it would be weird to go back and just make big changes to them after all this time??

fuck man, it's so easy to tell I was having a manic episode while writing the first two chapters of that fic...

#AUGH #genuinely debilitating how much certain points of the first two chapters hurt me #but also like. the original has 12k hits and i dont like just. deleting or completely changing things #ive only ever deleted ONE fic and it was because it was heavily influenced by an audiomaker #who eventually did some shit that made me uncomfortable with keeping it up #ough. it would take a while to rewrite that fucker too bc like hell I'm gonna just copy/paste the rest of the fic and call it done #id have to revisit the later chapters too and do some restructuring maybe. #ugh its so tempting i hate the first two chapters so much #also i guess the chapters with the lunch box kind of suck too honestly... they really drag on unnecessarily... #im gonna smack myself with a newspaper i already started a rewrite of deceptive calling and i have like 3 things in progress #i do not have the TIME to be rewriting another fic!!! #...but the temptation. my god. the temptation.

[conop-8888]

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hungover and I'm gonna make it everybody's problem

#ough ugh augh ow

[yisanged]

i was planning on spending today trying to paint my new header but i forgor it was thursday so i have to go to my bass lesson

#ough. augh. ugh. it's fine. i'll just do it later. ggggggghhh

[white-collar-cannibal]

DONE

#AUGH #ough #oaugouagh #ugh #god i hate finals