#wallflower trying

[dominimoonbeam]

Don't Touch My Stuff

Doing that thing where I publish books again. <3

Don't Touch My Stuff is a steamy contemporary romances about neighbors falling in love with a healthy dose of external conflict, danger, and hurt comfort.

Smashwords.

Amazon.

<3

#<3 #own work #don't touch my stuff #contemporary romance #neighbors to everything #dominimoonbeam #clover down #wallflower trying #romance

[catboyglover]

my fave genre of characters: mirrorballs

#i’ve never been a natural #all i do is try try try #there’s more obviously but i’m too tired rn #they’re just like me fr #can you tell there’s a pattern in the characters i relate to #taylor swift #folklore #mirrorball #the perks of being a wallflower #charlie kelmeckis #fantastic mr fox #ash fox #wes anderson #dead poets society #todd anderson #heartstopper #tao xu #alice oseman #fleabag #phoebe waller bridge #friends #chandler bing

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Sometimes do you ever remember the soupçon of misogyny in the press during the early (and latter) days of Joever and want to bust kneecaps lmao

#with all the discourse on the dash the last few days #and lol the imminent anniversary in a few weeks 👀 #just remembering the undercurrent of #’ambitious woman dumped her poor boyfriend because she’s choosing her career over a family’ #(never mind that it’s pretty obvious she was the one who wanted the latter) #and the ‘personality differences’ being ‘she just wants to shamelessly chase the limelight’ #’while her wallflower boyfriend wants a Real Life in private’ #(unsaid: because her career is frivolous and superficial and his is honourable) #(never mind that he’s in a related industry) #let’s not get into distraught and slighted and trying to shift the narrative to her cheating #(especially since it’s likely it was… the opposite) #or the article after ttpd was announced about being disappointed she would choose to write about it #(the inference being that he was more honourable for not speaking) #or that unfounded twitter rumour which I believe the least of any of these #but if true was peddling the narrative that he wanted the family and was blindsided #(sometimes i think a certain actor’s eps are the same ones that work for the royal family lmao) #*reps #apparently i have a lot of feelings about this #and nowhere to put them lol #ANYWAY #fuck the patriarchy as the bard herself said

[corpusdiem-seizethedead]

Oscar Delancey: Goddamnit! How many of you freaks do I have to fight?

Davey: Oh, I’m the only one that matters. See, you messed with my partner. And now? I am going to FUCK you.

Oscar: 😟

Everyone: …

Race: 😏

Spot: Well this just got interesting…

Jack: *whispering urgently* It’s fuck you up, Dave.

Davey: Wait- what did I say?

#this would be just as hilarious with Jack because -you know- our lord and savior Jeremy Jordan #but jack would never mess up a swear #Davey absolutely would #he’s been practicing all morning he did his best #also for anyone who says Davey would never say that lemme tell you #Davey Jacobs would go absolutely feral #davey literally shocks the newsies repeatedly #david jacobs is not a blushing wallflower #does no one remember him trying to fight multiple cops (to protect jack) in the film #mess with Jack? #Davey jacobs is going to f*ck you #did he fucking stutter? #racetrack has Angel dust energy #incorrect hazbin hotel quotes #incorrect newsies #lucifer morningstar #davey jacobs #sassy davey is best davey #hazbin hotel adam #jack Kelly #charlie morningstar #racetrack higgins #angel dust #wait what did I say #newsies #newsies 1992 #newsies stage show #newsies movie #jack Kelly has Charlie Morningstar energy #Hazbin hotel

[ckret2]

I know you haven’t seen the show yet, but I am curious to what you think of other materials you might have seen for it? Like the trailer and so on. Because I wasn’t able to escape seeing Hazbin stuff even before I watched the show.

Nah, I'm not interested in squeezing out an analysis of the peripheral content I've seen around a show I'm deliberately not watching.

The reason I haven't watched the show yet is because I am trying to avoid re-hyperfixating on it while I'm active in another fandom.

If I'm sitting around putting deep thought into a show I've deliberately taken measures to avoid thinking deeply about, I've defeated the whole purpose of not watching the show.

#('Hey I know you're trying to avoid drinking but could you sniff the bouquet of this wine and tell me what you think?' No.) #snarky wallflower #ask

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

booklr, arise!! i am once again soliciting recs. specifically, i need your Best SFF/Generally-Speculative Books About Revenge (or at least with a Prominent Revenge Subplot). i will also accept Classics™, but they’re on thin ice.

preferably not YA (no shade to YA, but it’s not what i need Material for right now), preferably not a series--i’m looking for self-contained and actualized Revenge Stories. sci-fi or weird preferred to fantasy; magical realism also good. bonus points if it’s vaguely superpower related, more bonus points if it’s also queer.

hit me with your best recs, please!!

(an incomplete list of relevant things i have already read are below the cut!:)

- VICIOUS/VENGEFUL by Schwab (you see what i’m looking for, huh)

- THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO

- SIX OF CROWS/CROOKED KINGDOM by Bardugo

- THE LIES OF LOCKE LAMORA by Lynch

- THE PRINCESS BRIDE by Goldman

- RED RISING by Brown

please note: i am NOT interested in THE GIRL WITH THE DRAGON TATTOO et al. OR anything ~Steamy~, which is what Goodreads keeps giving me

thanks for reading this far, y’all!!

#text #personal #books #booklr #book recommendations #seeking recommendations #revenge #books about revenge #sff recommendations #sff recs #i have no idea how to tag this for visibility but please do reblog!! #also tagging as: #nano 2023 #wallflower #wf #why yes i am in fact beginning to marinate on a NaNo Profile thanks for noticing!!! #i have like. thirteen post-its and no plot yet lmao #i wanna try revenge because i haven't done that yet but i don't know what i'm doing #i will accept movie recs too but i'm really mostly here for books at the moment!!

[hershey-the-person]

#moodboard #idk im trying to ease back into reading again :) #and what is a better starting than tpobaw? #comfort books #tpobaw #pobaw #the perks of being a wallflower #charlie kelmeckis #he deserves the world #both the charlies iykwim

[goobygoobguy]

hello :)

⋆ my name is max but people online call me gooby guy which makes me giggle

⋆ i consider myself a professional funny guy (not really i'm not all that funny)

⋆ feel free to dm me because i'm not a very busy guy and i'll most likely respond

anyway here's some stuff idk:

⋆ favourite books:

perks of being a wallflower

- stephen chbosky

call me by your name

- andré aciman

solitaire

- alice oseman

they both die at the end

- adam silvera

defending jacob

- william landay

⋆ favourite movies:

the perks of being a wallflower

directed by stephen chbosky

a man called otto

directed by marc forster

arrival

directed by denis villeneuve

the amazing spider-man

directed by marc webb

scott pilgrim vs the world

directed by edgar wright

⋆ favourite shows:

boy meets world

created by michael jacobs and april kelly

fleabag

created by phoebe waller-bridge

new girl

created by elizabeth meriwether

it’s always sunny in philadelphia

created by rob mcelhenney

midnight gospel

created by duncan trussell and pendleton ward

bonus info/interests!!!

⋆ i on occasion play guitar like a manly man though one could not say i am any more than mediocre

⋆ ardent goya enjoyer

⋆ spider-man enthusiast

⋆ 1920-50's iazz and blues are my most beloved genres of music

⋆ apparently i am an INFP although i'm not quite sure what that means

⋆ i drink so much iced tea it's a problem (earl grey is my favourite)

⋆ my personal clothing style mainly consists of grandpa-core and like earth toned grungey whatever skater poser goodwill

⋆ i have two scott pilgrim vs the world posters, a sex bob-omb t-shirt and all of the graphic novels!!!

bonus controversial opinions of mine >:)

⋆ i'm more for body neutrality than body positivity

⋆ i am a satanist (spooky name for something not spooky at all)

⋆ public buses are fantastic

#i’m cool i swear #i’m trying to be mysterious but i’m just kind of a loser #i am michael holden in my mind palace #perks of being a wallflower #solitaire alice oseman #defending jacob #the amazing spider man #scott pilgrim #scott pilgram vs the world #midnight gospel #boy meets world #fleabag #guitar #francisco goya #spiderman #jazz #infp #iced tea #earl grey #sweaters #earth tones #goodwill #sex bob omb #body neutrality #satanism #public transportation #intro post #introduction

[flamedork]

i've got big plans for the lead up to s3 and i made a whole google sheet schedule, i was gonna try and keep it hush hush just in case it doesn't happen but man i'm so excited about the google sheet look at ittch

#polin #bridgerton #ignore the dates bc who knows when s3 will drop #also yes i do have all the screencaps picked out 😌 #i'm gonna try for 20 pieces #4 of them i've posted before #but i will be reposting them without shame #trash talk #watch a wallflower bloom

[notquitecharlie]

1/10/24

Dear friend,

its been three days of not being allowed to go to school, im gonna fall behind and even though i know that im stupid i have really good grades, i have the highest gpa in my grade, but it doesnt matter. i wasnt allowed to go to scouts either. im so lonely and i dont think im going to have a future, im not allowed to work so i wont be able to leave when im a young adult (but no longer a minor). im so trapped. i just want out.

the best way i can describe it is like all my life ive been swimming right? and there are these heavy metal chains keeping my ankles together but ive had the most minscule social life you can imagine and ive had hope and thats been a lifevest. but now my lifevest is gone and i dont know how much longer i can keep swimming, it would be so easy to stop.

love always,

m.

#diary #letters #perks of being a wallflower #real #teen #im sorry for this #i know sometimes i make happy posts and i try so hard to be that person and sometimes i really am but its so bad friend #its so bad

[dominimoonbeam]

So my partner said this thing to me last night that really hit home.

He said, "There's a shark in you."

And I was like, "What?"

He held my face and looked me in the eyes and said, "There's something in you that when you're hurt or afraid, comes after you and starts ripping you apart. It's not right and you need to see it and realize it."

He's right. I do have a shark in me.

So, in case anyone else has a shark in them, this is for you. You do what you can and that's it. You're good. You don't owe that shark anymore blood.

#wallflower trying #dominimoonbeam has feelings #having feelings #don't feed the shark

[orcelito]

Me painting my nails all black at almost 5 am when I have to be up by 10 to work at 11

Thinking to myself, "Ah. I really am not doing okay."

#speculation nation #negative/ #i guess. #i keep wavering on whether im coping fine or not #im trying. trying to not linger too much. trying to just live my life and continue pursuing my interests #tricking myself that everything is okay. smiling and laughing and enjoying the little things #and then it's nearly 5 am and im remembering the time my uncle came into my bubble tea shop while i was working #a surprise visit. and i got to take his order & recommend him things. a nice little thing. #im remembering trips with him. him driving and me being a little wallflower. but my family expects this so it's okay #im remembering my birthday. this year. where i was free from school and so looking forward to the summer #and then like a week later i got the news that my uncle had cancer. and a week after that my cat died. #and i got through it. i worked on getting better. i was starting to get better. & then i got the call from my dad #that my uncle was in the hospital again. and a week and a half later he was dead. #and here i am now. nearly 3 weeks later. and what do i have to show for it? #with cassy i cried 14 times in one night. it felt like a stab in the chest. a horrible wound. one i still flinch from remembering. #with my uncle... i had time to prepare myself. i began grieving well before he died. so it wasnt such a horrible shock to my system #instead... it feels like ive been slowly bleeding out. a gaping wound that isnt closing no matter how much i desperately try to. #bc the fact of the matter is that this is family. my uncle. who ive known my entire life. & who i was pretty close to #at least compared to my aunts on my mom's side. ive always been closer to my family on my dad's side. #it's not going to go away so soon. i know this. and it doesnt help that ive been away from my family for so much of this. #the memorial is in a week. im hoping it will help to heal the wound. at least a little bit. #i hate living life feeling like i have a hole in my chest. i hate losing people i love. #animal death ment/ #death/ #regardless. my nails are black. and it's time to go to sleep.

[graveyardmouth]

its that time of the night

#and the year. #really makes me feel like summer especially middle school and before #completely isolated from all my friends panic attacks every time the sun went down hiding from my mom trying to block out screaming as #best i could staying up til dawn drinking dr pepper stealing my moms books listening to my dads cds stealing chocolate chips and eventually #wine from the kitchen puking in the bathroom reading the perks of being a wallflower goinf out for bike rides in the early morning walking #to the library and collapsing on the way home cause i hadnt eaten in 2 days walking past the church holding a knife in one hand #biking because i just knew there was somebody waiting to kill me dying my hair three times begging for escape from the monotony making #friends on twitter and discord in bad places getting attention from strangers for my relationship with a razor blade staying up all night #for the quiet because i needed to be alone because i couldnt sleep to feel something besides numbness getting yelled at for keeping my room #messy and crying thinking about people knowing i was eating finding a book that made me happy and knowing that once i finished it id #return to awful numbing boredom nothing could fix god ive typed a lot #sorry im feeling nostalgic about feeling bad and summer has always been one of many low points in the year for me #anyways ✌️ #dw about me im actually in a really good place mentally rn i just. am worried for how long itll last #and quite scared about getting taken off my antidepressants tbh #bug shut up #delete later #Youtube

[charlieisacastle]

i just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesnt try to sleep with someone even when they could have...i just need to know these people exist...

- charlie, the perks of being a wallflower

#so this is my life #and i want u to know that im both happy and sad #and im still trying to figure out how that could be #charlie kelmeckis #the perks of being a wallflower #perks of being a wallflower #charlie.txt

[pennylessthoughts]

#party #halloween #drinks #wallflower #Im literally just stoned #please quit trying to include me id rather have 1:1 conversations

[bracketsoffear]

Seriously guys please don't let Space Core lose to Balloony. Balloony is just a balloon with a face drawn on it. This better not turn into Wallflower vs Five again where someone wins just because their series is more popular. Also again: I love Carl and he probably has Avatar potential (Lonely?) but he's just...not Vast. He's not even flying that house for most of the movie, they're just towing it around a jungle. He's not the one trying to send a little boy plummeting to his doom, that's Muntz. The Vast is the sky AND the ocean. It contains multitudes, but Carl is not one of them. (I won't be mad if John Hunger loses to Jim, though. Jim at least has potential for Vastness, even if John I think is already Vast).

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#character propaganda #asks #Vast Poll #I usually try not to editorialize #but now that the Lonely Poll is over I gotta say I'm real salty about Wallflower #girl literally erased people's memories of her because she's too socially awkward #Five was alone for awhile #but that was forced upon him #he sought companionship from a mannequin #he didn't choose the Lonely #he just suffered it #Wallflower encountered the Lonely and dove in headfirst