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magmythedevil · 9 months

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Hi! So I've got a question, what are your opinions and thoughts on the YouTuber, "Vanitymoth" he's kinda a Murder Drones reviewer and has done a couple of content related to the series, I'm interested if you heard of him or see his contact and I wanted to know your thoughts, it looks like he'll also be reviewing EP 6 which is probably gonna be negative because that's just how he is unfortunately.

And that's honestly my main issue with him, now it's fine having opinions and being honest and not sugar coding anything, but it just feels like this dude is negative about almost everything he reviews (somebody even pointed that out in his comments+ community post and said that's just how he rolls) he isn't fun, funny and just not entertaining. And he's also kinda boring to listen to as well, imo and just not very fun to watch, he also made a horrible and trashfire review of Lackadaisy. It also feels like him and others are kinda turning on Murder Drones and are disliking it because of it's story direction...and it makes me wonder sometimes, is MD REALLY a bad show and not as good as we thought, and do fans just have their rose tinted glasses on and are only trying to see the positive side and ignore criticism? Do you believe the show is good, or is it going downhill like others have been saying? I'm still new to the show myself and wanted to know your thoughts on this, it kinda does feel sad people are turning on MD (people still wanna compare it to shows like HB, some have said it's going downhill and turning bad like that show) as I think it's still a unique and watchable show and it honestly deserves it's love and support, it's not perfect..but I still feel saddened it's being hated and torn apart now by some, especially by some toxic fans, fans on reddit and Vanitymoth himself. :(

Honestly that guy probally has a very biased opinion on the show at this point. It never feels like he gets satisfied with anything from the show anymore. (And i really feel like it has something to do with Nuzi )

And all the bad reviews i have been seeing can be resumed to a simple "Its not the same thing that used to be" or "this is not the direction i wanted" tbh

I guess they thought Liam was a edgy guy who only enjoys creepy and meta dark edgy stuff. They din't expect to the guy to be an actual writter lmfao

Am i saying this show is perfect? Ofc not. But all the reviews i have seen so far from the people who dont have any weird bias are saying this episode was one of the most greatest yet, im not a writter but i can totally agree with that, in the same way i agreed with them with how "home" really was one of the weakest/most confusing

I honestly don't think majority of these guys are giving genuine criticism, they just really weren't expecting to the show to go to such an emotinal direction.

If you ever see any blog or post with a person giving GENUINE criticism feel free to send it to me to talk about it! But for now i cant really take those guys seriously, they all sound so petty and childish

Even the comments of his community post are saying "if you dont think this episode was good idk what to tell you" lmfaool

Also, If they really think dead end was a weak episode they are INSANE these people are blind hello?????

#murder drones #ask

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all-thestories-aretrue · 2 years

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Just read your post about the stunning lack of Caleb/Nott/Yeza content out there and I get you friend!!! I am so wild about the whole dynamic going on between them. I'm on ep 62 right now and I am losing my mind over Beau asking Caleb if he's in love with Nott... Caleb standing quietly outside Nott's bedroom door... The longing, the complex feelings between the three of them... Idk where this was going I just!!! Am so glad I'm not alone with these feelings.

One of us! One of us! Yessss!!! I wish I had something eloquent to say about them but most of it is just incoherant screaming.

I went FERAL over that scene between Beau and Caleb. I think if she had asked if Caleb loved Nott it would have been an entirely different story. I still think he was just denying it though just a little bit. He loves her in all the ways its hard to be just in love with her, you know?

And Caleb standing outside her door. It still hurts my heart. I think about that at least 10 times a day. What was going through his mind? How exactly is he feeling? There are so many moments around all of that I would LOVE to talk to you about!!!

I still cannot believe that the entire fandom slept on them??? And Caleb and Nott in general??? It is mind boggling to me. They are individually and together some of the most interesting characters and dynamic in the nein imo. Im biased but hey. But there is so much POTENTIAL. The longing. The changing relationships and displacement. The healing and trauma. The co-dependency. Nott needing Caleb to change her back. Caleb relying on Nott early on.

And Yeza. Oh Yeza. The sweet halfling who is head over heels for Nott no matter form or her name. I can't with him!!! And I so wish we would get to see a conversation between him and Nott about Caleb and how everything is different. I don't think Nott would ever do that but it's nice to dream. But he has to know how close they are. And how does he feel about it? Is he jealous of Caleb? Does he feel bad for him? Is he understanding? I have questions!!!! In the end, I think he would do anything to make her happy, including inviting Caleb into their lives in whatever capacity she wanted.

Also ngl, I will sort of die on the hill that Nott's feelings toward Caleb are definitely changing, leaning more toward romance and the like than they were at the beginning of the campaign. I definitely won't spoil you. But like c'mon. And i have no idea how much what people said in the replies to that post actually happened, etc. But I hope Sam and Liam didn't drastically change anything about the story they wanted to tell because of people's reactions.

I also don't think its a coincidence that Nott's feelings are evolving as she rescues Yeza and reunites with him and Luc. I think Caleb and Yeza are beginning to represent much more to her than just her loves. They represent different ways of life, different values, different personalities. They have facets of her in both of them, and I think she's putting pressure on herself to choose. Neither Yeza nor Caleb seem too concerned about that or maybe aware of it? I just think there's meaning behind her shifting feelings and the fact she is being faced with this choice (as she sees it) now. Whether intentional on the part of Sam, no idea, and frankly, i don't really care lol.

But please always feel free to come scream at me about these two!! I'm always willing to listen!!! And I love hearing others thoughts about them!!!!

To sort of maybe hopefully quell this void in the fandom, I highly recommend you read this fic my lovely friend @gelatinouscute wrote for me. (If the link doesn't work, I can definitely message it to you). But it's very good!!!!

#critical role #cr2 #widobrave #mighty nein #the brenattos #caleb widogast #nott the brave #still dont have a tag for asks #but i meant what i said #im always interested in hearing others takes on them and whatnot #theres not enough nott and caleb and yeza content in this world #and it was not addressed in game enough #my first rare pair or ship or obsession or whatever #i have so much empathy for you who have rare pairs on the regular #this is NOT fun #also you didnt ask for an essay but you got one sorry

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burr-ell · 2 years

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with all that Emotion out of the way (laura taliesin and liam Obliterated me and im thankful), i...dont know how i feel about the cliff thing? on the one hand when they're all level 20 there's only so many ways to make things truly tense and threatening and it's not unrealistic for sylas to do that, there need to be stakes if you're gonna have a oneshot that isn't just RP and it's an interesting way to put these characters through their paces without many of the items they've come to rely on (and we saw some great creative spell use!).

on the other...maybe i'd feel different if vex hadn't died or if they weren't my faves, i'm fully aware that i'm biased, but it feels like vex (and by extension laura, a bit) really got stripped of a lot of agency, and i dont...know that i really vibe with that at all. it doesn't help that i knew what was coming, but it's just not fun to watch this turn into the death of a character the night before her wedding and she can barely do anything about it, esp with laura basically saying multiple times that she just wants to do something for like an hour. there's just a different vibe between this oneshot and the search for grog/bob; those were a lot more engaging and genuinely fun to watch even though i also knew what was coming there.

i mean obviously it's a moot point, it ended happily and this is a tight-knit group of friends who trust each other implicitly and there's a strong understanding of consent at the table. im not saying anyone's a horrible person for it; im sure if laura was genuinely upset about it she and matt talked about it later, and if she wasn't then who am i to put words in her mouth? it just felt kinda. Hmm. Ionno About That. like, whenever i rewatch this im for sure skipping all that.

(now on another note, having seen it for myself i think the complaints i've read that 'vax took over vex's wedding and made it about himself' are overblown and frankly ridiculous. i thought it was a beautiful and genuinely moving moment and perfect closure and it took exactly the amount of time it needed. i can empathize with the sentiment behind it purely in light of all the time vex spent barely being able to do anything about her own death...but im also inclined to think her Moments against sylas make up for it a bit. gettim bb and drag his ugly ratty wife with him <3)

#also taliesin looks unfairly handsome and that covers a multitude of sins #we regret to inform you that The Heterosexual has entered the chat #i would like to say that vex has also gotten the killing blow on every other member of percy's list that he didn't <3 #and that everyone who's killed delilah has been a de rolo #we! stan!! the dice!!!#cr1 spoilers #critical role

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corneliastreetapartment · 2 years

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Feels like pt 4

Niall horan x Yn swift

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PT4 IS HERE, A LITTLE HEARTWARMING SCENE HERE! AND IM GONNA MAKE LOUIS AND Y/N BESTIES, THEY JUST HAVE MATCHING ENERGIES!

also she goes to college in london! Zendaya and tom holland here too!

Hope you like it!

In Today’s episode: “ I’m sad” “suffer in silence” “No I’m really sad, the type that”s worse than, my cat doesn’t like the scarf i knit her”

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Y/nofficial I might be considering being a professional cat sitter after college

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Taylorswift I leave you both alone for 1 day, ONE DAY and you dress up my child

Y/nofficial IM HER AUNT, I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO!

Selenagomez SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO ! @Taylorswift

Teddysphotos The real question is, how did you get her into a picture?

Y/nofficial Im covered in scratches, that’s how

Signofthestyles Lmfao I love her

Y/nfan02 omg i told you the cap would top it off!

Y/nofficial you were right!

Taylorswift @Y/nfan02 Molly don’t encourage her!

Ryanreynolds @Blakelively CAN WE CAN WE PLEASE?

Blakelively No

Ryanreynolds But just look at her!

Blakelively Fine😑

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The Lads

Public enemy - harry

mother hen - Liam

Zippy - zayn

Lola - louis

Gorgeous brunette- niall

God - y/n

Mother hen: Who changed the names?

Public Enemy: Guess who

God: Me bitch

Zippy: Does anyone else think that Y/n is a bit biased towards certain people

God: Nah i don’t see it

Public Enemy: of course Niall is happy isn’t he ?

Gorgeous brunette : Anything to stay in god’s good graces

Lola: HEY don’t make my new friend faint AGAIN

God: IM BACK IM BACK, Austin just put a bucket of water on me

God: LOU WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN LOCA?

Zippy: Am i the only one that finds this friendship highly disturbing and possibly causing the apocalypse?

Lola: Watching Smurfs

Lola : Because my kid won’t let me watch anything else.

God: Zip it, zippy !

Gorgeous brunette : I’m convinced that was the whole reason behind calling him zippy now

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Sugar and spice and everything Hideous

Bubbles- Austin

Blossom- Taylor

Buttercup- Y/n

Blossom: Im sad

Buttercup: suffer in silence

Blossom: No im really sad, the type that”s worse than, my cat doesn’t like the scarf i knit her

Bubbles: Y/n you gotta give in, they were trying to figure out a way to tell you

Blossom: Cmon Y/n there’s only a few days left till you start your semester in london I don’t want to say goodbye like this

Buttercup: You hid it from me

Buttercup: I’m your sister, and you hid it from me.

Blossom: ik you despised him when we broke up but i just cant live without him. I finally feel like I’m meant to be with someone for once. Like its a a love that is really something, Not just the idea of something.

Buttercup: I really love you, you know

Buttercup: Plus that is a really good line! you should add it in the new album tour somewhere!

Bubbles: Im not the one crying, your all freaks.

Buttercup: your.literally.crying.everyday.

Blossom: awww guys lets meet up tonight

Buttercup: You can invite harry, i know you think i’ll kill him but i’ll try to control my murderous tendencies, unless he starts singing sweet home Alabama, then nothing can save him

Blossom: I love you Y/n/n

Buttercup: I sometimes manage to tolerate you

Buttercup: Ew affection

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preciouslandmermaid · 3 years

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i probably wont be able to articulate all my thoughts here but im gonna try - because im still VERY behind on critical role but i still want to think/mull over the fjorjester / widojest discourse b/c here’s where im confused

Jester started doubting her feelings back in the Pirate/Avantika Arc - because she wasn’t seeing fjord the same or rather wasn’t seeing him as this “idolized” version in her head and therefore was doubting her romantic feelings overall. totally fine. we do that with crushes and laura talked about it in a Talks episode.

caleb / jester have a really beautiful, supportive friendship and that’s not to say that caleb and jester don’t have beautiful friendships with other members of the nein - but there’s something different about jester and caleb’s interactions. maybe it’s colored by the fact that we (viewers) know for a canon fact that caleb is completely in love with jester. but even if liam didn’t confirm it, caleb is pretty fcking obvious.

so - okay - looking at fjord and caleb as individuals --- here’s what I think:

fjord is uncomplicated. this isn’t to say he isn’t complex, or interesting, or doesn’t have depth or anything like that. i mean that his overall ambitions and goals are rather uncomplicated. we assume that when travel with the M9 ends, that he’ll just want to go and be a sailor again b/c he loves the ocean.

now, looking at caleb, the entire campaign he’s had his own ambitions and goals and they’ve been a lot. It took him - what - a 100 episodes to tell Jester about his past? i often think about what each character might do when the story ends and with Caleb? revenge for his family? change time itself? destroy the Cerberus academy? i’ve always read caleb as a character who has these larger-than-life ambitions mixed in with some doubt and loathing. now - i love widojest. i love it so much. i will still put on my clown makeup and say that its not over till its over. but part of me DOES wonder -- what does life look like for caleb post-M9?

yes, i think widojest could be a happily ever after (HEA) scenario, of course i do cuz im biased. HOWEVER. let me tell you something, i’ve read a lot of romance novels. do you want to know the formula to a romance novel?

Heroine meets Hero. There’s an internal/external conflict. Heroine leaves Hero or he leaves her - there’s always some kind of separation involved. during that separation, feelings are understood & grappled with often with a character (or both) realizing that they were *gasp* in love the whole time. Hero and Heroine both change, resolving conflicts, and eventually return together and get their happily ever after.

if I think of that formula, then it’s fair to assume that Caleb has unfinished business and still his own character growth to develop. he knows he loves jester and i hope someday he tells her - even if it’s not in a romantic sense - because jester deserves to hear “i love you” cuz she’s fucking amazing.

anyway.........i lost my train of thought. moral of the story - fjord is uncomplicated/i think his personal goals are less “world-shattering” as caleb’s. lol.

I have no clue where i went with this meta LMAO.

#widojest #this is NOT anti ship in ANYWAY #im just thinking my thoughts #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers

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brightokyolights · 4 years

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I just saw your tags on the "harry was oppressed" post. Might elaborate on that when you are not tired? How Zayn was oppressed? His relationship to ot4. Other celebrities? I love your thoughts!

*cracks knuckles* buckle your seat belts folks we’re in for a wild ride here lmao.

also for context *here* is the post this anon is referring to

I think to start off i should just make a little disclaimer, everything i am going to discuss will be based in my biases probably seeing as I am also a brown British Pakistani person who is Muslim. Zayn has been someone that especially when i was younger I looked up to and was very essential in my journey of learning to love and accept myself and my culture tbh. It’s cheesy as hell but it’s true and i think this is important to know before I go into this more because like I said i am definitely biased towards him. Another thing is that I’m just going to be discussing my personal opinions and also my memory is not very good so i will probably miss out a lot of other things that happened/could be discussed. please dont take this as anything more than just. my opinion.

A thing that really opened my eyes to racism and especially the racism in the 1d fandom was the day that zayn left. I dont think thats what the post above was about btw and ill go into that but i kind of just want to talk about this. The day he left was. a severe mess. Not only because it was obviously upsetting but because of all the bs that people were spouting about a situation that absolutely no one had any context on. the statement that was released on facebook gave us nothing. literally just stated that zayn was leaving the band and the accusations and hatred people were directing towards zayn when we didnt know what actually fucking happened (and still dont might i add) was disgusting. people accusing him of being selfish and how they hated him and why he had to ruin everything. Accusing him of using mental illness as an excuse and lying about it and so much more. i had unfollow more than half of the people i followed that day. it really opened my eyes to the fact that these were all thoughts and opinions people had underneath it all and zayn was fine as long as he was part of 1d and giving people what they wanted. which was essentially being the token in the group and once he wasnt providing that anymore? people turned and people turned fast.

i think its also important to point out the flip side of it and that was zayn stans saying that 1d were nothing without 1d etc. i want to talk about why this was different from ot4 stans hating zayn. of course it wasnt nice to see or hear EVERYONE arguing with each other. i hated it so much. but i think what people failed to realise was that when it comes to situations like this you need to look deeper and think about all the nuances of the situation. zayn stans being happy about zayn leaving the band and saying 1d was going to die i did not agree with. anyone who knew me then and knows me now knows that i am a 1d stan regardless (preferably ot5 but i supported 1d until the end even as a 4some) BUT these opinions were rooted in his mistreatment in the band and the racism he was having to face as a result of being in the band etc etc i apologise for not being a person who can better describe and explain this situation but hopefully you are getting the picture. when fans were hating on zayn. with no context with nothing. that was based on racism. point blank. the amount of tweets FROM 1D FANS talking about how he was leaving to join isis and how upset fans were gonna be vulnerable and join etc etc all this deplorable bs. and he had to deal with comments like that throughout his whole time with one direction and i imagine even now.

Another thing id like to talk about is who zayn stans at least from my point of view usually were. For me i remember when i first got into the fandom i actively made the decision that i didnt want zayn to be my favourite because i didnt want to be a stereotype and this was a point in my life when i still tried to shun and push my culture down because i was ashamed of it. it was only as i slowly saw that zayn was considered as cool and hot and everyone else liked him that i kind of understood that maybe. being brown was alright and it was something cool and that maybe i was cool. it sounds fucked up and honestly i dont even know if i want to be admitting this so adamantly but argh if it helps someone understand then maybe its worth it. (mortifying ordeal of being known eh?) anyways i noticed as i engaged more in fandom and looked for more diversity, more fans like me, majority of non white fans were also... zayn stans. and honestly it makes sense because we all tended to flock towards the closest diversity we could find it seems. im not saying that there werent white zayn stans and that the other boys didnt have non white stans but i just wanted to point out this trend. so when you also take this into account and the fact that on the day zayn left it was majorly... white stans who were criticizing zayn it puts it in perspective for you. majority of fans who still like and support zayn are also not white.

there is a lot more to do with fans but hopefully thats enough of an insight and you can understand the kind of vibes that were present during 1ds prime and what not only zayn had to go through but also as a result the racism we ended up having to deal with as well tbh.

now!!!... something i dont really like talking about lol so this will probably be short but the other boys. so as far as i can remember liams always been kind to zayn since hes left (no surprise there <3 also please correct me if im wrong), niall was kind of indifferent/didnt say anything really, and then there was louis and harry *awkward smile*. hahaha. from my memory i remember when asked about what the most difficult thing was about zayn leaving harry said ‘the paperwork’ which was *awkward smile* and he also kicked that monkey mask/pinata? i cant remember with naughty boys face on it and honestly im sure theres more but his overall reaction to zayn leaving was kind of not caring and maybe being slightly nasty which :) with louis there was the massive twitter fight which literally tears my soul in half so lets not go into that haha and honestly other things where it maybe seemed like he was upset with zayn leaving as well. honestly i am a bit in two minds about these reactions because at the end of the day we dont know what occurred behind the scenes and we probably never will as much as we can speculate or whatever. not to mention that this 10th anniversary it seems maybe everyones on good terms which, who knows really im going to try be optimistic. i think whats important to note about heir reactions is that we dont know anything about their situations but the problem was really how fans reacted tbh (btw i forgot to mention earlier this is about basically everything except for harry and the nb thing. that is inexcusable). the boys reactions were understandable but the problem is that fans of course vicariously are influenced by the boy they stan so when one of them acted a certain way of course that ended up reflecting in fandom and resulted in more racism etc.

another thing with zayn was that there were many files leaked with like promo or whatever basically describing what kind of role the boys would take on/ their image etc. and of course all the other boys got things like bubbly/funny/charming etc and zayns descriptors? moody, mysterious, dark horse etc etc like from the inception of 1d zayn has been victim to racist stereotypes being pushed on him. and i think this is where harry comes in because of course the image pushed onto him was also extremely harmful and i definitely dont think we should not talk about that but often you'll see that... thats all that is talked about because people are uncomfortable admitting racism and talking about it.

When i mentioned other celebrities my point was basically just that while ive only talked about zayn in one direction this... is so present among any and every fandom. 5sos, Little Mix, Fifth Harmony... any fandom you can think of, i promise you it is there. racism in fandom is a real thing and a big problem and honestly this is why i always say representation is so important. and when i say that i mean everywhere!!! because if I didnt seek out non white fans to follow then maybe i would’ve had a completely different perspective on all of this.

The thing is also that a lot of this is just stuff that we’ve been able to get our hands on and also fan analysis and theories etc. there is probably so much more to talk bout or go into or stuff we’ll never even know about. I’ve kind of had to make peace with the fact that with celebrities you just really don’t actually know anything about them.

I think i’ll end this here if there’s any more questions you have about anything feel free to ask! and again this is all just my opinion but hopefully i’ve been able to help answer you <3 have a nice day and i hope youre hydrated!!!

#ask #anon #1d #zayn #long post #i also have links to posts for proof of how zayn was treated on the last day if youd like but i thought id simplify #and just talk about what i though #there really is so much more that can be said

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everydayanth · 5 years

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The Liam Neeson Thing...

Okay guys, this is gonna get complex and personal right quick. But it’s been bothering me and I’m working on posting more without thinking about it for two weeks until nobody cares anymore.

So here goes.

Context matters. Context is important and it can be complicated, but it freakin’ matters.

In my opinion, Liam Neeson’s flaw was that he thought a rapist would be the kind of person to also attack him.

Here’s the thing guys, if you’ve never heard someone you love confess to you that they have been irrevocably hurt by a person, you need to take a step back for a minute.

That moment, talking about it, it’s extremely vulnerable, so this is a bit hard for me, but in a moment of chaos and torment, a person you love and care deeply for is breaking apart in front of you and there isn’t a damned thing you can do about it. There’s not a damn thing you can do but hold them and cry with them and hurt for them and try to help and figure out the right thing to say.

And when they’re tucked safe in bed and you’re researching what you can do for them or laying awake thinking about what you could possibly say, the amount of guilt and hurt and anger hits you in the chest, it fills you so wholly that you just need to find a way to let it out. It’s a dangerous rage, it’s immature and unhealthy and so so so painful.

We don’t talk about emotions in America. We just don’t. So of course we want to put this emotion into a context we discuss, and idea we understand.

But it’s not an -ism, it’s an emotion.

If you don’t think when my sister told me about our cousin assaulting her that I didn’t wander around my ghetto ass neighborhood waiting for some big white guy to try to hurt me, well, you’d be wrong. Our brain makes patterns, my cousin didn’t live in our city, but I knew he was a big white guy with a shitty pencil beard, my brain classified that as a pattern. Every time I talked to a big white guy, I had to check myself, yeah. But when my brain registered a human who looked like my cousin, my heart rate ran up and I would will them to attack me. I wanted to fight because I didn’t know what else to do with all that pain, all that helpless emotion. But I could wander around places where someone was bound to get hurt anyway and invite the fight to me.

Neeson was wandering around areas inviting a fight. INVITING, not instigating. It is a common reaction of revenge and feeling hurt, and we’re shoving this idea into something familiar - outrage, racism, etc., anything so we don’t have to actually talk about emotions.

He was looking for a “black bastard,” poor choice of words, I agree, but he was hoping that guy, the one who hurt his friend, would challenge him, and it would just happen to be the same guy and he could get his anger out. It’s not healthy, but if they man who hurt his friend had been white and he’d wandered around lower class white neighborhoods inviting a fight, would it have been racism?

This had an opportunity to be a conversation about what the fuck you do around a friend who confesses they were raped and hurt to you. After all the #MeToo (or in the midst of it), how do you be a friend to your loved ones who feel ready to confess to you? What do you do to manage that amount of disgust you feel at the world, that rage and hate and hurt and horror that there’s not a single damn thing you can do?

This could have been a conversation about grief and friendship and growth and complex emotions. But we made it about the race of a rapist instead.

That’s how much we don’t want to talk about feelings.

We would focus on a man talking for the first time about the anger of helplessness in the face of a friend’s pain and come out in outrage.

Here’s the reality guys, racism is forming a series of patterns based on skin color that aren’t true. They can be based off stereotypes or influenced by false representation in sensational news. Racism is NOT fighting your brain’s reality in order to form a more balanced understanding of the world. I was assaulted by a bunch of black kids at a playground when I was 14, it was terrifying and it’s a long and complex story but the short of it is very simple: I lived in a black neighborhood and this was not my only experience with black kids. I went to school with middle class black kids and I hung out with other black kids, this was NOT my only experience, and therefore, my brain was capable of nixing the pattern before it was created. Black kids weren’t dangerous, those kids were just assholes.

Racism is if Neeson went to those places and started fights. I can’t know whether he did or not, but it’s if he went around and accused every black man of being a rapist, in his head or otherwise. I didn’t have a lot of experience with big white guys, so it took me much longer not to feel nervous around them than it did to write off my brain’s pattern about the black kids. Emotions and how our brains work are important details for us to know, and it’s the real reason diversity matters, it keeps our patterns in context. Neeson coming out of the situation horrified at himself shows growth of emotion, the dismissal of the pattern, recognizing that it is false without acting on it, understanding the power of agency is an illusion because he would never find that particular man.

Comparing this to the policing issues isn’t the same, because of their place in society, their home culture society, and the results of their opinions. A police officer has a responsibility to the public to understand their emotions and their racial biases, an actor is responsible for displaying emotion. We can’t hold these people to the same accountability, that would be ridiculous, for a police officer, emotions need to be stable and understood and should involve a LOT more psychology training. For an actor... they entertain us with their emotions. They need to be self aware and reflective in order to project our experiences in stories. We still expect race car drivers to follow the speed limits and we understand that doctors have to call in sick sometimes, the world isn’t fair and occupation doesn’t dismiss personal biases or professional demeanor, but context matters. A doctor calling in sick after handling small pox in a lab requires observation and questions, an actor talking about rage and looking for a fight when he was younger and confessing horror at that version of himself while promoting a film about revenge kind of seems like part of the job, of doing the job well.

And it’s not racist because it was not instigated by the color of skin as perceived by an individual to be less or more - he was inviting a fight with a black man on the word of his friend. That was wrong, and so was me doing it with large white men (also because I am not that large of a white woman, so that wasn’t going to end well for me), but he even said in a follow up interview that they could have killed him. The interviewer says she thinks of the innocent black man that could have been killed and Neeson responds “Or he could have killed me.” BUT HE WASN’T INSTIGATING FIGHTS, he was INVITING them! He wasn’t looking for an innocent man, he was waiting for someone to try to hurt him so he could release the extreme emotions. These are different. These are SO different.

This conversation can go back to what it could have been. Race of the rapist aside, what do you do when a person you love confides in you that they have been hurt and scared and they are breaking apart in front of you? How do you process your emotions and heartbreak? What can you do or say? How can you feel like you’re helping? Is that selfish? Why do we need to feel like we’re helping? How do you manage your own trauma so you don’t loop theirs in with yours? How do you self reflect so that you stop your brain forming false patterns when you’re filled with so much hurt and pain? How do you not become a villain of the world, hating everyone for always telling you you are helpless? How do you find control in yourself when you’re imploding and be responsible and mature with emotions? How do you talk about it in a society that wants to be angry? How do you not hate them for focusing on your reaction to a rapist rather than being angry with an individual for being an asshole and RAPING your friend?

How do we return to a conversation about emotions and how, unchecked, they can lead to pain and anger and rage, and eventually, if we don’t have a moment of clarity and rationality, if we are not balanced in the world, they can become biases that develop into ignorance and racism? How do we focus on context so that we don’t become arrogant and disconnected, classists by nature because we interact with such a small and similar world? How do we connect and talk about the human experience when society turns away from us in favor of what is familiar? How do we have a logical discussion about emotion when we can’t even talk about meaning and intent? How do we accuse someone of racism when, had the rapist been white, the conversation might have focused on the context of emotion and pain and hurt and the process of healing - it was the outraged audience that pointed at the race as important, as the meaningful factor, how do we look at that hypocrisy and not feel utterly defeated?

How do we scream at the world that we need help, we all need help, without crucifying ourselves? I have no idea, this post is terrifying and I have no idea what to expect. Maybe nothing would be good? To return to not a single note or like or comment, to be unheard and dismissed and navigated around might be good because I want to talk about this reality but it. Is. Terrifying.

And maybe it’s all a projection. Maybe I’m the racist and I want to defend someone I relate to. But it feels more right that we as a society don’t talk about emotions, we lock them up like these secret things we’re terrified other people will discover. I’m working on vulnerability lately, and what better place to talk about all the shit that’s ever happened to me than the freakin’ internet! I’m just a person and from my experiences, I think I understand what Neeson meant. But that could equally be a self-aggrandizing reality that doesn’t exist. Perhaps he’s just a racist, a professional actor with a successful career who took this exact moment to reveal his true colors, what a sneaky man!

But more probably, the logic says, he’s a professional actor with a successful career who took this moment to discuss the emotions he’s had to reflect on and relive for the past year or so in order to play a role in a film that he hopes will entertain and reflect something of the human experience. He more probably took the moment to discuss a human experience and we did not listen because it’s more popular not to listen or because we could not relate or because we just want to be angry and sometimes pulling weeds is so exhausting we raze the whole garden instead. We did not talk about the moment he was horrified with himself because we don’t want to talk about growth or greys, we want the world to stabilize so we can see the bad guys clearly.

We really ought to know by now that there are no clear bad guys.

And we know Neeson likes to play in those lines. What is good? What is bad? They aren’t a duality, they are a false dichotomy, created by whatever world you grew up in, whatever experiences you had, whatever your society or culture told you, whatever education you discovered, and whatever philosophy you’ve come to believe. But in a moment of vulnerable confession, in all that grey reality, your friend tells you about a bad guy and they become singularly bad. They don’t exist beyond that. And that’s what is horrifying. That you stop seeing humanity as grey and suddenly it becomes good or bad, that’s the scary part about revenge and inviting fights, it encourages a black-and-white view of the world that says the rapist is ONLY bad and your friend is ONLY good.

A bit ironic that, in trying to talk about that tunnel-vision-rage, Neeson found himself the target of it.

It’s raw, that anger. It’s part of all the hurt that has happened to you and then you couldn’t even protect your friend or family. Why did you go through all that pain if you couldn’t grow enough to save them? That guilt is a liar, you didn’t hurt them, the asshole did, and you need that to be true or else you were also the cause of all your own pain as well. So you look for the assholes because then at least you could be useful, you could protect them from one asshole by taking the hit. We need to talk about that kind of hurt, about sacrificing the self for revenge because you can’t find worth anymore. We need to talk about existential nihilism that hides inside outrage because you can’t find meaning anymore. We need to talk about emotions and how to talk about them so we can be better friends, better people, so when we look for guidance on talking to friends about their hurt, we find advice on how to not be overwhelmed by rage and guilt and disgust and anger and violence.

That’s the conversation we could have had. That’s the world we could have started to create. But outrage culture is racist and racism gets attention and we all just want to be heard because we don’t know how to talk about our emotions. Interesting how it keeps going around like that.

#anthropology #psychology #racism #emotion #outrage #friendship #discussion #rage #rape #culture #society #loneliness #growth #discovery #Liam neeson

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iamvegorott · 6 years

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A New Virus Chapter 19

Bully

Uninstall after uninstall.

Kill after kill.

More and more lives were ended by Annalise’s hands. By the gun, she stole from Dark’s office almost nightly for two weeks.

She’s been taught too well by the Ipliers and Septiceyes.

“Did you drink coffee this mornin’ or somethin’?” Keith, a casual friend of Annalise, asked at the beginning of the school day at Annalise’s locker.

“Why you ask?” Annalise asked, looking at Keith. He was small for his age, he was actually a year older than Annalise, but no one would know unless they asked. Keith always wore his sandy blonde hair in a little mohawk and had dozens of flannel shirts he would wear unbuttoned with a plain t-shirt and jeans.

“You’re like, literally buzzin’.” Keith said. Annalise looked at her hand and saw that it was shaking. She had done three uninstalls very early this morning, the energy must not have worn off yet.

“Red Bull.” Annalise lied with a laugh.

“Are you and Sweet-Tea still fighting’?” Keith asked in a softer voice. Annalise just stared into her locker. “I’ll take that as a yes.” Keith let out a long sigh. “Honey, you need to talk with Tiana.”

“How do I talk with someone who won’t even look at me?” Annalise asked, finally getting her lock undone. She swung open the door and huffed.

“You don’t have to look at someone to talk with ‘em.” Keith said, watching as Annalise took books out of her bag and put in different ones.

“It’s more than that, Keith.” Annalise sighed.

“You’ve been friends your whole life. How could one little argument ruin that?” Keith crossed his arms as he asked.

“It’s more than that.” Annalise repeated.

“As a gay southerner, I know all about tussles between friends and a simple talk always fixes things.” Keith stated. Annalise found herself looking Keith in the eyes, hazel, a very light hazel, they could be mistaken for orange in certain lighting. No one said anything about it. Everyone thought they were cool. No one thought he was a monster. But...he never killed anyone, has he?

“I-” Annalise stopped when her phone began to buzz. “I’ll talk with you later, I have to take this.”

“Don’t forget what I said.” Keith stated before walking off, leaving Annalise alone.

“What part of not calling me during these hours do you not fucking understand?” Annalise said harshly into the phone when she answered it, her voice a hiss. “Listen to me, you thick-headed cock. You are not to call me at this time or at the times you were given. The kind of business that I partake in is to not be discussed where I am during those hours. Do I make myself clear?” The person on the phone let out a weak ‘yes, ma’am’. “Good. Goodbye.” Annalise hung up her phone, grabbed her backpack and slammed her locker shut and walked away, not seeing her classmate Kara standing nearby, having heard the entire phone conversation.

x~x~x

“Tiana, please answer your phone. I need to talk with you.” Annalise said as she walked to her locker, the other students moving around her so they could get out of the school since the day was finally done. “Please, I…” Annalise’s jaw dropped and she hung up her phone when she saw a note taped to her locker.

‘Slut’

Annalise went up to the paper, not believing what she was seeing. Her? A slut? What could she have done to make others believe that? She wasn’t. She knew she wasn’t. There was an important event that had to take place in order for her to even be classified as one.

“Aybelline?” Keith’s silly nickname couldn’t phase through Annalise’s thoughts. “What in the name of hell is that?” Keith gasped when he saw the note.

“Who...who the hell did this!?” Annalise screamed, the crowd of students freezing. “Who the hell put this note on my locker!?”

“Maybe you shouldn’t-”

“Who’s the dumbass who did this!?” Annalise cut off Keith and waved the paper.

“You know it’s true.” A girl said from the crowd.

“Come out and say that to my face!” Annalise crumpled up the note and threw it to the ground.

“Or what? You’ll spread your legs since that’s all you know what to do?” Another student said with a laugh. Annalise’s eye twitched, her blood boiling. The students were all clueless to the glitching in her iris’ and the orange pixels forming on her back.

“Just admit you’re fucked-up.” A third student called.

“Of course she’s fucked-up. She has two dads.” A student named Trevor scoffed. Everyone went silent as Annalise stiffened and dropped her bag. They watched as her hands clenched and she harshly turned towards Trevor. Annalise walked over to the boy, eyes hard with a glare. “What are you going to do, hit me?” Trevor asked in a mocking tone.

“My father taught me that violence is only for those that are worth it and your worth is literally nothing.” Trevor opened his mouth to respond, but Annalise kept going. “You insult others based on your own biased views on how the world should work while you do not even fit the mold you expect other men to fill. Your strength is that of an infant, barely able to keep your own head up, so you stare at your feet while you walk because you know your existence is nothing more than a shameful accident. Your intelligence is comparable to a squirrel wanting to get his nut, a nut that is being shared with his best friend since Pamela is currently making out with Liam on the second-floor bathroom.” Annalise pointed up. “I suggest you never, ever insult my family ever again or my tolerance for my father’s teaching will become null.” Annalise spun on her heel and began walking away, picking her bag up and was about to swing it onto her shoulder when Kara spoke.

“You pissed off the prostitute, Trevor.” She teased.

“Prostitute?” Keith let out a laugh. “Annalise? A prostitute? Y’all are really a bunch of dumb fucks ain’t ya?” There was a strong tension in the air as Annalise began to laugh as well, a lot louder and stronger than Keith’s.

“I could fucking buy you.” Annalise said through gritted teeth, facing Kara. “I could buy everyone in the fucking school three times and not even blink.”

“Y-You get that money from laying on your back.” Kara tried to sound confident, but Annalise towering over her made her voice weak.

“You’ll be laying on your back six-feet under if you don’t shut your fucking mouth.”

“Having two dads did fuck you up!”

“Is everything alright here?” A teacher asked. Annalise blinked a few times, tears suddenly forming in her eyes. She put her hands over her face and began to sob. “What’s happening?”

“Annalise as threatening me!” Kara exclaimed.

“She looks so threatening through her tears.” The teacher scoffed and saw the crumpled up note. “What’s this?” The paper was smoothed out and he read the word. “Who wrote this?”

“Mr. Yolen, she-”

“Who wrote this?” Mr. Yolen asked again, voice stern.

“I did.” Kara admitted softly.

“Powell, Landon, the principal’s office. Now.” Mr. Yolen stated.

“Yes, sir.” Kara muttered while Annalise sniffed and grabbed her bag, both her and Kara went to the office.

They sat in silence in the room, waiting for their parents to appear to discuss what had happened.

“What happened?” Dark said with a harsh growl when he and Anti entered the office, seeing the tears on Annalise’s face as she sat in one of the chairs in front of the principal's desk. Kara sat on the other one, her parents had already arrived.

“You’re freak of a daughter threatened me!” Kara yelled.

“I suggest watching what you call my daughter.” Dark said with a harsh glare while Anti crouched beside Annalise and had her whisper in his ear.

“Don’t threaten my daughter!” Kara’s father snapped.

“I am not threatening. I am simply making a suggestion. Telling her to make a wise decision since her parents lack the ability to teach her how to.”

“Enough.” The principal huffed, she adjusted her glasses. “We take bullying and threats very seriously in this school and…” The principal cleared her throat loudly when she saw that Anti was whispering to Dark. “I would appreciate if you took this seriously. Your daughter is being accused of giving a death threat.”

“I want her expelled.” Kara’s mother stated.

“Are you aware of the fact that your child accused of mine of being a prostitute?” Anti stated back.

“And that she is also discriminating against my child for the fact she was raised by two fathers. That is a lawsuit in the waiting.” Dark shifted his glare from Kara’s mother to the principal. “If you even have the thought of punishing my child for being the obvious victim, I hope your school has some damn great lawyers.”

“You’re all dismissed.” The principal turned around and waved her hand.

“You are not-”

“I said dismissed!” Kara’s father clenched his jaw after being interrupted.

“You’re dismissed.” Anti giggled and took Annalise’s bag, laughing some more as he and Dark walked out. Annalise stepped out as well, she sniffed once and dried her face, a large grin on her face as she saw Kara walking towards her, her parents still in the office. Kara yelped when Annalise grabbed her shirt and threw her against the wall, Dark and Anti too busy talking to each other to notice.

“I am no prostitute. I’m a killer. I get paid millions of dollars to kill and destroy people. And I do it without a blink of the eye. I love doing it. Every kill is a thrill to me. If you ever talk bad about me or my friends, you’ll be next on my list. Free. Of. Charge.” Annalise lightly slapped Kara’s face before walking away.

“We’re not going to homeschool her.” Dark was saying when Annalise reached them.

“What?” Annalise asked.

“Your dad is suggesting to homeschool you so you don’t have to deal with bullies.” Dark explained.

“Oh, trust me.” Annalise chuckled. “We’re not going to have to worry about that anymore.” She glanced over her shoulder as she walked out with her dads, smiling as she watched Kara fall to her knees, coughing and gagging on some orange pixels.

Her point was made.

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kenjkats · 7 years

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Ok today’s salt: plot things that don’t make sense just to balance out LI screentime.

Ok short rant over here because this is becoming a pattern. And to preface, I perfectly like Eva and Grayson as characters, this isn’t a preference thing.

I know they’re removing Kenji to balance out the LI exposure, but come on it’s weird and doesn’t make sense. We teamed up with him and he’s been left out intentionally on things? Like, no matter if he’s loud or whatever, an extra set of hands should have been on alert in case shit went down yknow? And last chapter he goes home after the dinner instead of going with you to the clocktower WHERE HE SHOULD BE HELPING. Storywise, it’s ridiculous.

NGL of course a part of this is me just wanting to see him cause he’s my LI BUT, it goes both ways. If in the future, Eva gets some clearly lame excuse to sit out just so Kenji and/or Grayson get to have more screen time, it’s not fair.

I’m sorry, but it’s a HERO story. So from here on out, Kenji and Eva should be involved a lot. Anytime they’re at the clocktower. Anytime they’re fighting criminals, or else the whole recruiting, we’re a team thing is pointless??? It’s similar to the Liam issue in a way. That he’s just more plot relevant so you see him the most.

Point is there just could’ve been a better way to balance without sacrificing a character’s relevance to plot. This isn’t a “LESS EVA AND MORE KENJI CAUSE IM A KENJI HEAUX” thing. It’s a: give the spotlight character the spotlight, balance things out, without sacrificing story sense please. Kenji could’ve been in on it, helped, but then when it was time to talk to her, it was just MC and Eva, giving her the spotlight, cause we flew away and left them behind or she wouldn’t talk if Dax, Poppy, and Kenji were around. But leaving Kenji out completely? hE’S suPP0sEd t0 bE My tEaaMAtE????

I’ll let it slide, cause it took an entire half season just to see her this much and know her name and I REALLY LOVED HER? But ugh please. The whole romance thing should not be taken into consideration when writing plot. If their presence makes sense, then they should be there. This applies to all characters and books, not just Kenji because I’m biased lol. Remove the flirty parts, I don’t care, but it makes me cringe that a story would be sacrificed for the fairness and balance of romance. Especially in a book that is supposed to be adventure centered and not romance.

Also yes I’m bitter we didn’t even get to flirt or dance with Kenji wtf lol

#i missed my mans ok #but fine minuet was frickin cool so ok #minuet #kenji katsaros #grayson prescott #choices hero #playchoices #screens

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Im so done with all these damn interviews. The questions they are asking BTS are so irrelevant and so repetitive like cmon ya’ll can do better but honestly these people don’t care. I have thought about it and the people interviewing bts booked so quick because they know they would get so many views

Yes the interviews have gotten quite repetitive and irrelevant very quickly. There have been a few questions here and there I liked (I think w/ Mario Lopez he asked bts about holidays in Korea?) but I’d really like to hear more about their choreography, song production, UNICEF campaign, maybe about how they come from a smaller company and their struggles over the years? These interviews make me question how many of them actually have a degree in journalism & communications (or something very similar).

And maybe I’m totally biased but we really need a Liam McEwan interview with the boys again. He’s going to the AMAS I think so maybe they’ll reunite for a tiny interview? 🤞🏻🤞🏻

#ask #answered #my lovely mutuals 💖#evyiscute #bts

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im just wondering but why do u only stan white characters??? in arrow, spn, tvd, teen wolf u go ham for the whites o_0

first off i don’t owe anyone anything, much less justify myself but i want to discuss this because tumblr is a messy place and little sanity won’t hurt

You know i really don’t pay attention to race, gender or orientation when i watch tv? i’m watching tv to have fun not turn into a wannabe sjw or use sjw arguments to force everyone else to like characters they don’t or better yet? fake liking them

that said, all I care about is the story and character development, i don’t like ALL white character some i even hate like elijah mikaelson, peter hale, theo, savitar was annoying af, elena gilbert, kate argent (omg that’s the worst) gerard argent, shall i continue? it’ll take me forever and trust me, ii have more white characters I dislike than poc ones, so the point is invalid

it’s not my fault the tv industry is mostly with white people, that’s why we need representation, it’s all about proportion, i’ll give a little example, there are 100 white characters, 15 poc, if i happen to like 20 white characters ad 5 poc does that make me racist? No because there isn’t as many poc characters as there are white ones it’s not fan’s fault it’s the industry itself

also let’s add in that poc are in much less episodes and seasons than white ones, the writers neglect them, let me tell you, i’d trade the twins, theo, gerard, peter hale, even liam and hayden if it meant i’d have a full season of braeden and kira back, they had more potential, were more interesting, badass and fun to watch in the little time they had than all of the ones i mentioned had in seasons

it’s not my fault poc characters aren’t given good material some times (like some white characters) or are neglected by the writers

and fans instead of wanting better for them (side eyeing iris and james) they act like they’re pure perfection who don’t need improving and anyone pointing it out is attacked for being “racist” which makes it only worse for the character who can have amazing potential

every single character needs criticism, we all criticize white characters to no end, but if we do poc we’re racist or biased? you’re being more harmful and creating more conflict, if someone insults a poc character, over their race and hate them for it THAT’S RACISM, and i saw that and it’s disgusting, target those people instead of the ones who genuinely care about the show and want what’s best or are just enjoying other characters in their little corner

i’m sorry how is it racist to point out that on s1 james had nothing but being kara’s love interest and also lucy’s ? it’s true, while yeah the break up was sh/t the guardian storyline made me love him and see the potential in him

i loved iris on s1, back when her work as a reporter was actually there and she wasn’t just a half of westall/en, if i dare point it out i’m the racist one? sure

since we’re here, let me fix the misconception, you said “i only like white characters”

but how about nyssa? she’s my 2nd favorite after laurel, mc kenna was so amazing back on 1 that’s a character i miss, diggle was awesome on s1-2 ish till the WRITERS reduced him to being an olicity prop,

I love bonnie, lucas had potential, lucy bennet too, but again WRITERS chose not to explore them

i love kira (who and arden deserved so much better) and braeden (oh that woman is so badass i can’t), BOYD !!!!! i was so sad for boyd he didn’t deserve to die like that !!!! i wanted so much more of him, more interactions especially with derek, i wanted more !!!

trashnatural? that sh*/hole is mostly white straight guys and only worships the winchesters so ? whatever little representation we had I sure as hell enjoyed it (do you even follow me? the only character i don’t like on spn is post s5 dean)

lucifer? that’s a show with good rep, that a perfect show, maze is my favrorite, she’s badass af, in all episodes, had big character development, tied good friendships with pretty much everyone, that’s a character to love, and i think personally she’s the best character of the late 2010′s new shows hands down

amenediel is good too, ella is fun af (even tho she isn’t there as much) but point is, when a character is

so there your point is completely invalidated

if you actually knew me, I’m algerian, kabyle and my people fought and died to have our identity recognized and our language to be allowed to be spoken publicly (i mean conferences, tv radio ect), some people weren’t allowed to name their kids amazigh names like massinissa, aghiles, tawes, feta, ect… so i know damn fucking well about how important racism, discrimination is it’s really insulting to me to be accused of such things just because of fictional characters

here educate yourself

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Berber_Spring

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Spring_(Algeria)

to finish this off, i see people as people, I see characters for their personality, i don’t see them as labels, i didn’t love derek hale and castiel because “white guy” but because over the course of 5 and 8 seasons (almost a decade) respectively, they had amazing stories, amazing characteristics, always saving people and rarely get credit for anything

i think tumblr should stop obsessing so much over lables and solely judge characters over their personality and actions and DEMAND WRITERS to treat AND WRITE them better and longer

#fandom #racism in fandom #you are blaming the fans when it's mostly the writers

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Tumblr said so. And in some pics i saw it kind of greenish, but it wasnt really clear. JAJAJAJA. Yes, you may be a bit biased, but it did suit him. Aha. I liked the whole look; the jacket, the jewellery (?) in it and the nail polish. Same, i love him wearing what he wants. He has great taste, i must say. Nop, i havent watched Maestro de la Costura (i dont watch TV) but i saw the pic you posted. Does that counts? I love your mom😂😍 She is so invested

JAJAJAJAJA. Yes, maybe starting with the first one would be a good idea. But, im not in the right to say anything bcs i too have started a saga without reading the first book quite times🤷 Yes yes. If you havent started it yet, wait until next year. Bcs waiting a whole year for it to be released is quite annoying. That way you can enjoy it all in one go. (2)

Yes. Im clingy, but only with a few people. Family and old friends. It takes a lot of time for me to feel comfortable touching people, but when i do, theres no way im stopping. Oh yes. I understand you, my sister is not a fan of touching, and she stands so still and rigid when somebody does that. But you see, you have the cats to give you love, i dont so, i need to resort to human contact😂🤷 [im really sorry to hear about your cousin :(, i hope you are fine ] (3)

JAJAJAJAJA. The things you tell about Honey always make me laugh. How is he even real? He is indeed a mommy cat. (Also, Liam the Cat, im watching you. Do not steal Honey’s food. He needs to grow up). (4. Im betting on you, inbox. Dont eat this one too)

Tattos of cats? Doesnt sound that bad. But i see your point. No, i dont have any. Same reasons. I dont like pain, and they are too permanent. I cant make my mind about what i would like to get tattoo and i dont want to regret it later. Maybe someday i’ll find something so meaningful i wont be scared of changing my mind later and not finding it important enough. (5)

——————————————————————————————————YAAAAYYYY!!!! I GOT ALL YOUR ASKS!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉 (thanks Tumblr for the delivery 😒)Yeah, I got to see some pics were you could say it’s green, but it looks as if it was black reflecting the light and that’s why it seems green. Idk. It looked good on with whether blank or green, jajajaja. And, yeah,I liked the whole look with the pink jacket and the nails and all that, but it reminded me a “torero”,jajajajaja, and I can’t not watch the similarities, 😅.I don’t watch tv that much either, and I was totally a coincidence that we caught the final that day, bc my mom has only watched the reposts on Saturday or Sunday (she doesn’t even know the day they passed it…). But I went a little crazy over the coat,jajaja. And yes, my mom is very invested with the boys. And very patient with me!!! Because I tell her all the gossip in the fandom, and she doesn’t have any idea of what I’m talking about but I only tell her: you just trust me in what I’m saying… 😝 and she’s like: kook, whatever you say. She used to buy me every merch item she’d find when she went shopping, but I told her to please stop. stop giving money to Simon c*well 🤣🤣🤣🤣. And she was like ok ok whatever… jajajaja. (I recently found a packet of 1D clinex…🙄🙄 hiding in one of my drawers, so…). She even told me around mid February to please start playing Harry’s album in the car again, to remember the songs before the concert. And the other day told me the same about Niall’s album, lol. Lol, if there was an award for Most Supportive (and patient) Mom of a 1D fan, it would have to go to her!!!

Lol, I started watching Stranger Things at chapter 7 on Netflix by mistake, jajajajja and I only realized when the next chapter was about to start and I read “Chapter 8”, and I rolled my eyes at myself so much, that I got a headache… 🙄🙄. Is the next season of GoT the last one?? I can remember what my friend has told me. But I’m so bad at waiting for a new season, I prefer to watch the whole thing at once, and then forget it,jajaja. I’ve been disappointed so many times with tv shows, that I don’t trust them anymore, jajaja.

Oh, yes I have my cats so give my love, and to cuddle (and I would change for anything, lol (tell me I don’t sound like a crazy cat lady??)) The only humans I’m clingy with are the cousins I’ve seen “to be born” (the younger than me, not that I went to see my aunts giving birth 😱). Those are the only ones I feel comfortable enough to cuddle and kiss (till they’re old enough to send to eat shit anyway, jajjaja).

My stories about Honey make you laugh??? If you lived with him, it would be another song, jajaja (I love him). He’s so mischievous. If he isn’t sleeping, he’s being naughty, jajaja. There was one time when I thought he was dying (bc that’s my first thought always) or sick or something, bc he would left his food untouched every time I tried to feed him. And I was about to call the vet to get him checked. But then, one day my father found a box we have in the basement full with homemade chorizo open. And it has some bags empty of chorizo and the plastic was scratched. Do you see what the way this is going? YES! Honey had opened the box someway and he had been eating chorizo wrought our knowledge. That’s why he gave me his food to me. HE GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT!!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. And the thing is that those day he was eating that, when he came to sleep on me, I could smell something like chorizo in his paws, BUT HOW COULD I EVER IMAGINE THAT?!?! Jajajajaa. We had to change the box to another place more than once, because he kept finding it!!! He’s so smart 😻😻. My dad wanted to kill him, but… 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Now, we always joke about it all the time. I, from time to time, smell his paws 🐾 just in case he has found it again. Ayyyyy, this cat… I could be talking about them for hours. I have their paws framed in the living room. And I pic of them. If you come to my home, you can see pics of my sister wedding, my sister’s trip to Paris, some of my cousins, my granny and uncle who already passed, and beside all of that a pic of my cats, jajajajja.

Totally agree about tats. In my family there aren’t so many tats. Like I think only five (bc we are a lot) of my cousins had tattoos, and one of my uncles and that’s that. My mom just yesterday saw someone with a lot of tats and she was horrified, lmao. I’m like Louis: first I didn’t like tattoos; then I started likiing them on other people; and next I guess, will be getting the first,jejje.

Now that you talk about Louis…😜 I MISS HIM!!!! WHERE IS HIM?!!??! WHERE IS HIS ALBUM???? 😭😭😭😭😭 🤣🤣🤣🤣, as you can see I “estoy como una chota de la cabeza!!!!!”😱😅

Quoting my dear Harru: “hope you don’t run from me”. I have so much fun talking to you!!! 😝😝😝 Byeeeee!!

#anon #if I start asking you every time we talk about if you’re mad/bored of me every day please ignore m #me*#I’m that kind of people who always think people are mad at me and I don’t stop doing things till they stop talking to me for good 😩😩😩#so you just ignore me please #and thank you!!

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