#we lost points but i dont care

[abirddogmoment]

CKC finally confirmed today that Mav was the top rally brittany in 2022 😭

#dogblr #maverick #rally obedience #he finished his careeras the top 2023 brittany and the no.6 sporting dog in rally #but idk if he will hold onto that until the end of the year #im soooo pleased #what a legacy to leave behind #top three moments: no. 3 every time he made giant heart eyes at his fans in the middle of a run #no. 2 every perfect masters exercise because those are really hard #and no. 1 everytime he saw the toy distraction on course and chomped it then spit it out and kept running #he chomped four different toy distractors and never nq'ed those runs #we lost points but i dont care #hes such a cool dog #i am so happy he has this immortalized

[demonic-shadowlucifer]

im already tired of the 'man vs bear' debate. it went from actually meaningful discussion about sexual assault and how men need to do better to just purposefully ragebaiting incels and nothing of actual value. and that's not even getting into the fact that the discourse only focuses on survivors who are cis women, and less focus on trans survivors, enby survivors (and even male survivors for that matter). hell, transphobes have already started to invade the conversation. we need less rhetorical questions about abuse, and more actual uplifting of survivors and actual education about abuse (for all genders for that matter!)

the man vs bear topic has done nothing to help survivors, and i will die on this hill.

#probably gonna make enemies with this but i dont care #and this is coming from someone who was abused (by mainly men) #the man vs bear debate has already become a trend instead of a meaningful discussion and im tired of pretending its not #and for the love of god stop replying to the incels getting pissy about it. all you're doing is giving them the attention they crave #man vs bear #abuse survivor #tw sa mention #discourse #feminism #i had to filter out terms related to this on insta because it's all ragebait #also why the fuck do we have to rely on rhetorical questions to get people to care about violence towards women? #if anything that says a lot more about society in general #(and besides the correct answer is a secret third option: a rat. because a rat wont kill you OR assault you!) #watch as someone misinterprets this post and says that i'm “missing the point” and calls me a misogynist #trust me i know what the point is and the discussion has completely lost the point

[caffeinatedopossum]

I honestly don't think I was capable of fully understanding how dangerous restricting was until after I had been in recovery for like 8 months already. And I sadly really mean that. I worry about you guys :((

#i dont mean this in a condescending way i mean this in a i literally had brain damage from my ed way #if you dont care if you die or not thats one thing. but believe me when i tell you this: #your ed will not kill you fast. it will take 10+ years of physical and psychological torture. and yes i mean torture thats not exaggeratio #and if you decide in ten years that its not worth and you want to recover thats awesome of course #but theres a high likelihood of irreversible damage at that point #it doesnt take a lot to make your body sick #not nearly as much as i think you guys think #the things you're sacrificing are not under your control. you didnt choose to be sick and you do deserve to be helped #we all make it out one way or another #i just hope you guys make it out sooner than i did #because no one deserves that and i mean it. not even me #the things your ed can do to you arent even talked about. not in media not even in a lot of anorexia forums #not even by the doctors that treat them #after a few years of restricting even if you havent lost weight your body is damaged #your brain is damaged. a lot of the damage is reversible but some of it inevitably wont be #idk i know fear mongering isnt going to help any of you #i just get really mad that there arent better resources and treatments for us out there #i may be just one person but i mean this with all of my heart #i hope you find better days and health and carefree mornings and nights without the shroud of obsessive thoughts #and warmth and love and the mental clarity and strength to keep fighting #you all mean so much to me #and this blog will always be a safe space for people struggling with eds wether they want to recover or not #please take care of yourselves

[lacking-hydration]

that postal movie is so inconsistently ok

#i watched the last like. ten minutes of it cos i know most of the boobie is done by then its just like. blood n guns whatever #and like. i almost kinda get the vague impression of what they're trying to satirize #yknow? #and i still think the dude's monologue of just 'CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG' immediately being shot down is. im not gonna sit here and #cal it poignant but i GET it i think its funny and i think maybe you could argue theres something there about how arbitrarily willing human #are to just kill each other instead of trying to work things out #hence the ending #and i think maybe the stuff with the US nuking themselves to clense out the 'terrorists' would work better if they werent already like #literal villians in the film i feel like the satire is lost when you start punching down like that i think the whole point the movie was #'trying to make' about how nine eleven was jsut a tragedy and not some grand justification for our overseas .massacring. doesn't work so #well when you've also got to throw in a bunch of 'terrorists' as your set of bad guys. you know? #also i dont care chris coppola is really entertaining as richie i HATE THAT GUY #also i lost my mind when the IRS actually called him 'david clark' i was like OH SO THAT IS HIS ACTUAL NAME GET UP #postal dude and faith could have been fun if faith had been in the movie for more than two fucking scenes before. but WHATEVER #WE DONT HAVE TIME TO DEVELOP OUR CHARACTERS RELATIONSHIP WE NEED TO HAVE CUTAWAY VIOLENCE/BIGOTRY JOKE NUMBER 334835345 #consider the following

[yo9urt]

its crazy how being in a union will remind you that the people above you do not care for you as a person at all and only care about money

#mine #not going to give a lot of details because idk the rules but my bargaining committee is pushing for a lot of things including ADEI training #and the school (in a liberal city...with a liberal reputation...claiming to care about this kind of thing...) literally point blank said no #to that #also they dont want to give student employees bereavement leave they think we can/should just use sick time #also most egregiously i lost my job because the school is underfunded and admin literally does not gaf #like ... ok................ i gave you tuition and my parents also gave you tuition and ive been here for 4 years working my ass off #for this degree and contributing to the learning of everyone on campus via my job and even my work as a student #and you are just going to treat me like dirt on your shoe .... Ok. I See How It Is. #if i ever went to a bargaining meeting i would attack the lawyer with a big stick until he gets a TBI #-_-

[lecliss]

Wait while I'm here lemme say something that's been on my mind for like 2 weeks at least. So, Yahiko was alive when Obito first came to Ame and talked to Nagato. The canonical ages of Obito and Nagato in shippuden are 31 and 35 respectively. So the ame orphans are all 4 years older than Obito. Considering Yahiko died at 15, the oldest Obito could be when meeting Nagato is..... 11. When did Obito have his death scare and meet Madara before leaving for Ame??? When he was 13. Sooooo... unless I somehow got something wrong, and please correct me if I did, Kishimoto is once again a hack fraud.

#also related. if i remember the math correctly. obi is 15 when he attacked the village with kurama #and not that i think thats incorrect timeline wise. cuz it is right. i just think its REALLY funny that thats a 15yo. he pointed a kunai at #a baby and i couldnt take it seriously anymore years ago when i figured that out #like the concept of the masked man in general is SO funny CUZ THATS A FUCKING TEENAGER LMAOOOO #i think by the time of the massacre hes a young adult tho but im talking about the time period prior to that #LIKE PROPER TIMELINE WISE WHEN OBI MEETS THE ORPHANS HE SHOULD BE LIKE 14 IF HIS BIRTHDAY OCCURED DURING THOSE 6 MONTHS WITH MADA OR WHILE #HE WAS TRAVELLING. SO LIKE. AGAIN. THATS A TEENAGER. AND NOT A PARTICULARLY OLD ONE EITHER MIND YOU #like goddamn just everything about obi even despite all the trauma and horrors is just. so. goofy. #hes a fucking joke to me but like in a good way. hes starting to become like jeje to me where i can only make fun of every little thing #about him. i mean. look at who he was as a kid. how babey he still technically is when he starts doing villain shit #THE FUCKING TOBI THING WHICH I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT. I DONT FUCKING CARE THAT ITS BEEN OVER A DECADE SINCE WE LOST THE TOBI PERSONA. #I DONT CARE. I WILL NEVER BE OVER NOT GETTING ANSWERS ON WHAT THE FUCK HE WAS THINKING DOING THAT SHIT #WHY DID HE FUCKING ACT LIKE THAT???? AND YOU EXPECT ME TO TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY???? WHEN SENPAI IS RIGHT THERE????? #i cant fucking do this. hes a fucking joke (affectionate) i love him so much he breaks my heart. the poor fucking loser #personal

[voigtvir]

me + giving my ocs traditional serbocroatian folk attire... match made in heaven

#txt #i dont care what universe its in #theyre still getting elements #idk where in serbia we were from bc lots of lost history #but ik we were from dalmatia at one point #so general serbocroat

[piplupod]

me when i realize that pretty much everything in my life has actually only gotten worse since i graduated highschool, and all the times i was told things would get better were absolutely false !!!!!!

#i am going fucking insane. this is so stupid #i had a social life. i had friends. i had a job i could keep up with outside of school. i had a solid routine and schedule. #i had insurance. i didnt have to worry about money. i didnt have to buy groceries. i didnt have to cook every day. #i had enjoyable group activities. i had ppl telling me i was doing a good job. i had AUTHORITY FIGURES telling me i was doing a good job!!!! #i had a place to go to be away from home every weekday!! i had hope for the future still to some extent (not a lot but more than i do now)! #I DONT HAVE ANYYYY OF THAT NOW. I do have friends but not in-person!!! zero social life except hospital out-patient bullshit!!! #anyways the highschool is doing one of my fav musicals that i came THIS CLOSE to doing my grad year #but the vote was indecisive so they did some bullshit that nobody was happy with lmfao #i fucking petitioned hard. lobbied HARD. to get us to do that musical. i worked so hard to get everyone on board #but everyone was just waffling about it. and then we ended up w smth that nobody was happy with #AND NOW THIS YEAR. THEYRE DOING THAT FUCKING MUSICAL. THAT HURTS. LIKE A LOT. A LOT A LOT. #like to the point where i have now genuinely cried after hearing that theyre doing it #that was my one fucking chance in highschool to be part of a musical i actually cared about and enjoyed and i lost it #i had watched my brothers be in these fun musicals when they were in school but for my three years I got NOTHINGGG #it hurts so fucking bad. i had been looking forward to that ever since we moved to this town. and then i got fucking nothing. #and now that im out of there and realizing how my life is absolutely fucked and i have to kill myself then they finally do it. #gallons of salt in the big fat gaping wound. insane. #genuinely feeling kind of shocked. how the hell do things line up so perfectly to hurt me this badly so often fjfkfl #maybe im just fucking pathetic and overly emotional idk victim complex or smth awful #i just kind of want to be done like right now. but i have to wait at least a month before i call it quits so i dont wreck this time of year #for my family for the rest of their lives lmfao #my siblings and dad dont deserve that. my mother probably does but whatever #im tired!!! im fucking exhausted!!! this sucks so incredibly badly!!! #suicide tw

[little-ajax-56793]

I love being stubborn about random historical interpretations. The American Revolution lasted from the Stamp Act Congress in 1765 to the Treaty of Ghent in 1814. (Treaty of Ghent and not the War of 1812 because fuck Andrew Jackson specifically.) Change my mind. You can't. Anyway the scariest thing about being trans is that I'm going from girl who likes history (sexy) to guy who likes history (red flag)

#mercury mumbles #does that mean we kinda lost bc war of 1812 was a shit show? little bit ngl #but like #presidents washington though madison were all revolutionarys #washington and madison were veterans of the amrev actually #(madison was a colonel but he never saw actual combat just drilled) #majority of major political events from 1781 (yorktown) to 1815 (new orleans) werent expanding on anything they were ESTABLISHING #judicial review powers of exec branch necessary and proper clause etc #and then war of 1812 marks the us's first time defending their sovereignty and truly establishing that britian cant fuck around #and that find out would actually happen #but we did get fucking crushed we lost 1812 BIGTIME they burned down the fucking capital #but the treaty of ghent is the first time england treated america as like. actually seperate. #and then the presidents after madison arent known for being founders anymore. #monroe is a protege of jefferson (honestly i could extend the end point of amrev to monroe doctrine). jqadams is adams son #a jackson was a rev war vet but whats he known for? battle of new orleans! (the war was already over tho. useless and fuck a jackson) #yeah. nerd time. #anyway my apush teacher liked my embargo of 1807 shirt #oh no i just realized that one of my tags up there contains amr/v and its gonna get caught in those tags (censored for hope it wont) #i dont care enough to change it honestly woe amrev fandom my hot takes be upon ye

[vaugarde]

manifesting that sage isn’t gonna be as disappointing as infinite

#i mean. not like i was part of the forces hype either but his powers did look really interesting #and even if he did end up as another lab rat character itd have been fun and maybe interesting to see him interact w shadow #but no. hes got a really boring motivation and his powers dont make any sense and his backstory sucks #''w-w-well actually!! his backstory is that he lost his squad bc its implied shadow killed them in his story and thats tragic!!'' #cool. wish they actually did anything about that beyond one line bc as is it seems likehe only cares that shadow called him a pussy #and in the comics they protest against being signed up on eggmans army and he justignores them and makes them do it anyways #so if anything its his own damn fault they're dead (if they're even dead? wiki implies they are so ig we'll go with that) #which- if thats what theyre going for- they again didnt do a good job of bc again theyfocus on shadows WORDS. not his ACTIONS #which makes me not feel all that bad for him since he seems more pissed about his pride than anything #also oh nooooo the squad we saw in one comic that didnt do much and weren't referenced in the main story at all... how tragic #also it just makes me more annoyed about shadows character in this game like him just coldly murdering these people #feels really out of character for him at this point. but his character type is just ''ha ha iam violent i hurt people'' so whatever ig #echoed voice #idk i dont like anything about him in the game. hes really boring as a character and i dont feel bad for him at all

[ghoul-haunted]

watching the seahawks play has me gnawing on furniture. who cares about the lock-smith qb rivalry, I want to see eason on the field, those throws were beautiful if only rECIEVERS WOULD ACTUALLY HOLD ONTO THE BALL

#honestly i want 2 quarterbacks. i do not care if this is not how it works. i want 2. smith and eason. idc about lock #like i dont even care that we lost by one point put eason on the field more i am BEGGING you

[straylaughs]

if you ever think something's impossible think again because i just spent the last 3 weeks in a house with 3 other ppl who all got covid and somehow managed to get by without getting sick once

#i have no idea what my odds were but they sure as hell weren't high #but in all seriousness the past few weeks have taken the biggest physical and mental toll on me #i think it hit me the hardest once my sister tested positive #because up until that point my parents were the only ones who were sick #but then a week later she was positive and i kinda lost any hope that i would be fine #and geniunely i still have no idea how i managed #i ended up having to sleep in the basement since i share a room w my sister #and i think i washed and rubbed my hands to the point of no return #like for real i couldn't even move em at one point #im still forever thankful we were atleast all fully vaccinated w booster shots too #because even then i was suprised at just how sick everyone got #i woke up the day after my sister got sick and just went to the kitchen and cried for a while #because i geniunely didn't think i could take care of everyone while keeping myself safe #the sleep i got was absolutely nonexistent #and even though its been at least a week since everyone's tested negative consistently #i dont think the paranoia i have around getting sick will be gone anytime soon #on a seperate and maybe more selfish note #it does kinda suck that i lost a majority of my last summer before uni to covid #considering we all had plans and stuff we wanted/needed to do during july #but i guess i'll kinda just have to figure out how to do everything this month #getting prepared for uni is terrifying stressful and yet somehow exciting #even though im not moving or anything theres still so much i gotta do #i also really want to make the most out of the summer i have left #which includes drawing again.. seeing as this month is probably the last chance i'll get for a REALLY long time

[everlastingblossom]

that reminds me. why was tj written like that and why did the fandom just feed into it

#desperately need someone to explain to adminbrite and a good amount of the fandom that autism doesn't make you mentally three years old #look i'd understand if they used like. amnestics instead like the foundation typically does #at the very VERY least say that he's not actually like that and just pretends to be innocent and clueless for whatever reason #which seems to have been what adminbrite was going at but suddenly switched halfway #then switched back or whatever #i guess the fact that the literal r slur was used could have been forgiven due to the fact that the article was written in goddamn 2008 but #why is it still that way. #adminbrite had several years to change the phrasing of that sentence yet they just. didn't. like why #i've lost hope of a rewrite at this point but i just want to know why the fandom still characterises him Like That #i really dont care about the 'foundation is cold not cruel' part because if you look you can see that the foundation can most definitely be #pretty cruel and doesn't hesitate to put subjects through pain especially with humanoid scps like tj #and i dont expect him to be a sudden exception for whatever reason #i think a good example of the foundation's cruelty could be 054 wtf were they thinking #but regardless the horrific amounts of ableism in adminbrite's writing especially when it comes to tj is something the fandom should not #have let happen #also why is he permanently 16. can we let him age to like. 20 or at the VERY least 18-19 #not even going to talk about that thing with sarah because it really just made no fucking sense #the way he's characterised in the fandom especially very hhhhhhhhhh because this guy actually has the ability to stop mikell's arguing #just by looking at him but unfortunately despite the fact that we should've let him be a character with his own ideas #just by looking at him but unfortunately despite the fact that we should've let him be a character with his own ideas agency etc #for some reason the fandom just. went along with whatever is going on in canon which saddens me because he deserved better than whatever #ableist bs adminbrite wrote #remember when meri's writing was also really '??????? wtf' but we ignored it and made her cooler until she got a rewrite? #yeah. we should really do that again with tj. except he is most probably not getting a rewrite but still #like i said he has the potential to be a cool character with his own agency its just that most people in the fandom dont put it to use #but anyway #tldr: there is a lot wrong with tj's writing and we should never have went along with it #i know theres a good few people who fortunately don't portray him in whatever way adminbrite tried to but still i come across Horrifically #Ableist depictions quite often #and by that i mean like. pretty frequently

[bleuberrygliscor]

its like...really interesting to see how other people are reacting to this case. it feels like theres two whole different worlds here and i have no clue whats happening outside the fuckin court room. Someone brought alpacas????

#rem rants #i keep seeing posts and its like...are we all consuming the same 9+ hours of court??? surely not.... #im not interested in top 15 moments of snarky kisses at the jury or whatever. i block them and move on. #i dont think its weird that this case is being so advertised. its...a major defamation case #which are really hard to win. like super hard. and it brings alot of shit into question. like A LOT. #i have to block out so many people because like #idc about your commentary because its biased. like its truly biased... #you cant bring up outside stuff that isnt relevant to this case. i dont care if amber had ponies #and i dont care about the carribiean movies. didnt watch them. not the point right now. #like if youre scrambling to find fault in him and ignoring all fault in her. then youre biased and i need you to stop. #also if youre just lining up to wave at him and bringing live animals to court???why???? yall are so weird about this. #please stop it. please treat this fuckin case with respect im so damn tired. #like this shit is actually really serious. and i feel like were lost in the damn weeds. #he's not a fuckin uwu smol bean. he fucked up. and neither is she. she also fucked up. this is not a case of who fucked up worse. #this is a case of 'did amber lie about the extent of the abuse and cause lasting damage to johnny's career knowingly and with intent #to harm' thats it. and if the answer is yes. then its yes. and if its no then its no. period. this has nothing to do with uwu who is the #most unproblematic fave and im sick of it being framed that way by. again #people who arent slogging through endless video depositions. #can we get a real s/o to the fuckin jury though. imagine 2 months with 0 internet and 0 tv. #like theres no way you can get away from this without someone curating a playlist for you with no ads #they should be compensated more lol .thats gotta be fuckin rough. #also 'what if any' has been added to my personal vocabulary and i cant help it lol

[so0ppa]

WHY DO I HAVE ALL MY REVELATIONS AFTER MIDNIGHT I CAN'T CONTACT A PSYCHIATHERAWHATEVERPIST AT THIS HOUR

#at some point just talking to myself and being introspective to a worrying degree isnt enough anymore and actually might be actively harmful #i realise now. but also i dont trust anyone but myself so its this really cool and awesome double edged blade we got here /sarcastic (sigh) #sometimes i feel like id rather kms than truly open up to somebody #what the fuck is wrong with mw #well no i know what's wrong with me anytime im genuine and very passionate and truly myself and a crybaby it seems like i push others away #they dont like me as much anymore. its always fucking happened and i cant. fucking. shit fuck. AGHHHHGGGGH #IM GONNA GIVE MYSELF MEMORY LOSS AT THOS POINT I DONT CARE ANYMORE #but when im an asshole when i shield myself when cant see beyounf the walls of my prison anymore because theyre so thick . #ill have lost myself but at least shes still there. please.. #deleting when i wake up if you read this all pretend you didnt #critxt

[no-i-will-not-shut-up]

im gonna go ahead and say it if your death game arc isnt about how the character(s) navigate such an environment it might as well just be a random brawl on the streets

#this is about jjk #i have so little patience for this series but damn it i wanna see how it ends #to me its on the same level as bleach #which i never finished cause it got on my nerves so much #i hear gojo is out of his box or smth? he better do something interesting #ok back to whining about the jjk death game arc #who the fuck cares about the points #might as well be about shiny stones or smth #any mcguffin would do #why a death game #the only one who gamed at all was that scorpion girl who tried to sceme a little but no one told her its a meathead manga #which isnt wrong #but how on earth do you make a death game boring #why are we following that guy who died in the begining of the series who cares #itadoris fight had something going on but it lost it as soon as his opponent surrendered #omgggg girl pls why #oh thats a sad backstory guess the other 20 people i killed all lead a happy life #why are you so surprised that a possessed guy feels guilty about the actions hes taken while under possession??? #to the point of surrender?? #you dont even know him??? #shouldnt he be having that convo with his friends #im soooo mad #im hate-reading at this point