#what the fuck is a tew 2

[bruhvik]

why are they so cunty

#the evil within #ruben victoriano #ruvik #marcelo jimenez #psycho break #tew #horror game #tewedit #survival horror #dailygaming #videogameedit #mine #you mean a psycho fried this break? #what the fuck is a tew 2

[knightfcll]

nightcap

welt x reader, 1.6k

note: 🤪 im like not even caught up but i love this gilf tew much okay bye. My first reader fic on da blog, blease be nice 2 me <3

content notes: ❗️❗️🔞🔞🔞❗️❗️ explicit smut here, minors do NOT interact!!! Reader is gender neutral, no specific references to pronouns/body type/genitalia for reader, brief oral sex, penetrative sex, reader calls welt “mr yang” a lot 🥴

The Astral Express is quiet. You've finally returned after another long and difficult journey on another strange, new planet. Everyone else has retired to their own rooms for a well deserved rest, but you still wander the halls. Mr. Yang had stayed behind for this assignment and to say that you felt his absence was an understatement.

You had lasted all of five minutes in your own bed before throwing off the covers and deciding to seek him out. Without the exhaustion of adventure weighing him down, he's likely still awake, perhaps poring over a newspaper from your latest excursion. You make sure to bring one back for him if he's not there; he says it's so he can get a better idea of what effect the Stellaron's had on the planet, but you see how quickly he turns to the comic strips. You'll catch him doodling the characters later, sometimes changing their features, doing two and three different sketches that he thinks you won't see.

You're only half right. You find him almost exactly as you'd imagined when you slip into his room, except his brows are furrowed. He's tapping a pencil against the paper.

“Need any help, Mr. Yang?”

He looks at you briefly before returning to his crossword puzzle. "Evening. And yes."

You smile and saunter towards him, crawling onto the bed eagerly. He opens his arms without prompting, allowing you to settle into his lap with your back to his chest. He has most of it filled out already, with only the bottom left grid glaringly empty. Mr. Yang is one of the smartest people, which is why you like to tease him when he has to ask you for help with these things, but he's also the most mature, which accounts for the good natured chuckle you typically get in response.

"What's the clue?"

"Eight letters. 'Hot term for a recent admirer.'"

You make a show of scrunching up your face and delicately take the pencil from him. Your handwriting isn't quite as neat as his, but finds a certain charm in it.

Welt hums appreciatively. "'New flame.' I think you could be right."

You beam. "Bested by the newcomer, Mr. Yang. You'll have to ask me to explain strange things out in the wild next time we leave the Express."

He chuckles. He thinks it's cute when you try to tease him like this; you're all bark and no bite, really. You fold as soon as he gets his hands on you.

Like right now, as his fingers ghost over your thigh. You lean into it as much as you can, but he's so good at holding back. It's the sweet sting of having someone like Welt for a lover: a wealth of experience to keep you satisfied for hours on end, but the patience and precision needed to keep you just on edge until he thinks you're ready.

"Did you need something?" He says it so casually, like he doesn't know your skin is burning underneath him.

You turn your head to look at him. It's there again, that little bit of sharpness in his gaze that seems to go right through you. He's already thinking about all the ways he can unmake you.

"Just you," you say, waiting the precious few moments it takes for the spark to ignite.

Welt kisses you, softly at first. His hands roam over your thighs, just ghosting underneath your sleep shorts. You whine the third time he does it, unable to handle the loss of his touch. He pulls away.

“Patience.”

You pout. He notices everything. “I’m not impatient.”

He humphs in disbelief. “Don’t make a sound until I tell you to.”

Any other night, you might protest his rigidity. Be the brat he likes you to be, until you’re a sobbing mess in hands, begging him to just fuck you and stop teasing. Tonight, however, you’re inclined towards obedience. You hush up and wait the agonizing few moments that he waits, watching for any sign of defiance. Satisfied, he kisses you again, hungrier this time, sliding his tongue over yours. You hold back a moan when he digs his fingers into your thighs.

Welt pushes you down. He trails his lips down your body, over your chest, your sensitive nipples. He halts just below your belly button, kissing the skin lightly while he pulls down your shorts. You shiver once your exposed to the cool air.

Anticipation burns inside you when he pulls your leg up and over his shoulder. He slowly teases your entrance with his tongue, giving it slow, featherlight licks that he soon follows up with a finger.

“Mr. Yang,” you say, unable to resist calling out as he speeds up.

He doesn’t respond, choosing to punish you instead by letting up. He knows it’s agony, feeling his warm breath on you where you need him most.

It’s too much. You give up on obedience and let desperation take hold as you grab at welt’s shoulders and pull him in to kiss you. Your taste lingers on his tongue. “Mr. Yang, please…“

Welt palms at your ass. It’s a nice reminder that he’s far more affected by you than he typically comes off. Although his words are often measured and his tone even, the way he touches you is nothing short of ravenous.

“Tell me what you need, sweetheart.”

You’re on the brink of tears now. Your legs are locked around his hips, his fingers are rubbing and pinching your nipple. He knows, but he likes to make you say it. “Mr. Yang, please, please,”

He doesn’t budge. You reach for the drawstring on his pants yourself, but he grabs your hand and brings it to his mouth instead. “You can speak, can’t you? Use your words.”

You watch as he pulls your finger into his mouth, sucking on it lightly. He’ll keep going, ignoring your pleas while he toys with you long past the rising of the sun. He’s done it before.

You draw a shaky breath.

“Mr. Yang, I need you inside me.”

You wait for his response. He almost looks bored, that half-awake look he gets when he’s quizzing you on the values of each Aeon with hands roaming across your chest.

He kisses your palm. “Keep going.”

“Welt,” his given name falls from your lips, a strained whisper that sets Welt on edge, “please fuck me, I can’t take it anymore, please.“

Welt lets go of your hand. He disentangles himself from you fully, ignoring your desperate whines. You hear his pants fall to the floor and then he’s hovering over you again, sliding a hand under your shoulder.

“Turn around.”

You hear him, but you’re too distracted by the sight of his weeping cock to really pay attention. He sighs and gently lifts you, maneuvering you so you’re on your hands and knees with your back to him.

Tears of relief fall down your face when Welt drapes himself over your back. You feel him lining himself up with your entrance. You shudder when he finally enters you. His grip on your waist tightens. He lets his cock stay sheathed in you for an agonizing moment before he pulls out and starts to set a rhythm. The slow friction stirs something in Welt; he lets go of your waist and covers your hand with his own. He curses above you and moves in closer, his breath warm against the shell of your ear.

“I want to hear you. Please,” Welt gasps. It makes your heart skip.

You call out to him, moaning his name in a quiet voice that gets louder and louder as his thrusts quicken. Your words become more frantic, endless declarations of how much you need him interrupted by broken sobs of pleasure. Welt speaks your name, too, in between ragged breaths and the rapid stuttering of his hips, curses falling from his lips in a constant prayer.

“Mr. Yang,” you say, because you know how his breathing stops when you call him that, just like the first time it did when he had you on your knees in his bedroom, “Mr. Yang, I love you.”

Welt’s final thread of composure snaps. He hooks his arm around your throat and buried his face in your neck. His hips slap against you harder than before, but he still has the presence of mind to reach down and tease you one last time to put you over the edge. Waves of ecstasy roll through as you give one final, strangled shout.

Welt follows soon after, his thrusts becoming increasingly erratic until he buries himself to the hilt and groans deep into your skin. You both slump forward, breathing heavily. He kisses your neck sloppily before finally pulling out with a sigh. He pulls you once to get you to clean up, but you don’t budge, a telltale look of bliss on your face. He gives up and leaves you, returning with clean cloths to wipe you down. You watch him from the corner of your eye as he flips you onto your back and takes care of you.

“Thanks, Welt.”

He smiles softly, but doesn’t look at you, focused on his task. He climbs back into the bed once he’s done, flat on his back. You lean over and rest your head on his chest.

Exhaustion weighs you down suddenly. Even though you left the mission early to see Welt, the trip back to the express hadn’t been easy. It feels like you’ll drift off into sleep as soon as you close your eyes. So you do, but not before reaching up to kiss Welt just under his chin.

#welt yang x reader #welt x reader #hsr x reader #honkai star rail x reader #welt yang smut #honkai star rail smut #hsr smut #writing tag

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - I'm All Over the Place, and so are the shows

Organized, in each category, by ones I'm enjoying most at the top.

Nov 2023 Wk 5

Ongoing Series - Thai

Last Twilight (Fri YT) ep 4 of 12 - The Jasmine flirting thing was so darn cute, I can’t. I love these two so much. 

The Sign (Sat YT) ep 2 of 10 - Oh it’s great. Flirting. Fighting. Fate. Murder. Eventually we’ll add fucking. A trifffecta. I could do with a bit less training but whatever. And we have learned our boys are laboring under a geis. NO SINGING. Otherwise this ep was actually pretty flipping great. 

My Dear Gangster Oppa (Thurs iQIYI) ep 6 of 8 - Ooo kidnapping and the sides are suffering betrayal. Also Tew kills again. I like that they don’t shy away from the fact that he’s a killer and Guy was genuinely scared.  And then Tew had to break up with Guy to protect him in Noble Sacrifice (tm). How Cdrama of him. Rough ep all round. 

For Him (Thurs iQIYI) ep 1 of 10 - It’s not exactly good, but it’s better than I was expecting, and I tend to cut pulps a lot of slack out the gate. The plot is more interesting, Him is a sweetie (I like that in a seme) and our uke has both game and pluck. He’s a femme bitch, I LOVE that in a boy + we never get it femme in the lead. The acting is not great, sound all over the place, but there are no terrible sound effects, the soundtrack is okay, and our high heat came with a side of BJ + condoms, and no one has sung (yet), so I think I like it. It’s giving me Big Dragon vibes.

Linguistic moment: 

Him used Him/ter for pronouns & ha. Very flirty. Nail used rao back a little bit of a challenge. (No pom and didn’t use his own name either.) Gauntlet thrown. Our baby ends up with rao/kao but I don’t think that’ll stick. Him is getting Phi out of him if it's the last thing he does.

Bake Me Please (Mon Gaga) ep 2 of 6 - The characters’ shared backstory is no surprise but I do like this show. Those little private smiles as they find family. Those lingering gazes as they find romance. Lovely. Also Shin wants to marry into Peach's family so bad, I’m reminded of Laurie in Little Women. All that said, it’s never the top of my list to watch for some reason. 

Cooking Crush (Sun YT) 1 of 12 - How could I have forgotten how stunning Off is? Meanwhile… I love Gun’s character, he's so cute. But this show is a bit too comedic for me. I wish GMMTV were taking this script seriously. Sorry Neo et al I’m not sold on the sides. In general? I don’t love it. I don’t hate it either. In other news, I think I'll go make toast.

Pit Babe (Fri iQIYI) ep 3 of 14 - I love the sides and unholy amount and in general it was fine this week probably because I decided to do a trash watch.

Twins the series (Fri GaGa) ep 5 of 10 - I’m getting fatigued. Also holy random sex Batman. Where did these extra sides come from? I’m confused. Tonal pingpong going on, and not just in the shower.  

Middleman’s Love (Fri YT & iQIYI ep 4 of 8 - Finally a direct confession Jade can’t avoid. Will things get a bit more serious?

Absolute Zero (Weds iQIYI) ep 10 of 12 - I don’t know why I watch this show, the acting is great, but it just makes me cry.

Playboyy (Thurs Gaga) 3 of 14 eps - What a bonkers thing this is. Very kinky and also just odd. I do keep thinking about the pinks with it. Similarly, there doesn’t seem much glue holding this thing together, dried cum of course but not glue. And despite what some kinksters say, the one cannot replace the other.

My Universe (Sun iQIYI) Fake Love ep 15 of 24 - This is a weird installment. Too stalker and random blackmail for me. But not as bad as abuse and death, I guess? 

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

A Breeze of Love (Korea iQIYI) eps 7-8fin - Not much of a love triangle in the end (you just found out he is actually gay and broken hearted = an opportunity not a tragedy). Meanwhile I like that the high school break up was just mr insomniac's fault. He got jealous and angry and petty. No miscommunication just an asshole kid. I did find this show a little slow, even though it was your standard length KBL. Odd that. They are very cute boyfriends tho. 

All in all:

Tsundere insomniac grump reunited with his sunshine jock ex (human sleeping pill) who now hates him. Basketball is also involved. While the simplicity of a reunion plot makes this more cohesive than most KBLs, it is a tad stiff and slow, never managing to lift itself out of "pretty and pretty enjoyable" - I liked it but I don’t think I’m going to remember much about it. 8/10

VIP Only (Taiwan Fri Gaga) ep 3 of 10 - It has the feel of a one act, with such a limited cast and location, which reminds me of KBL. Still watching these two quietly fall in love and process affection through their own art forms is sweet. This is a very soft gentle show. 

Sahara-sensei to Toki-kun (Japan Fri Gaga) - Toki, a delinquent but pure-hearted kid falls in love with his handsome phys-ed teacher, Sahara. This is very much my trope but very manga campy, which I don’t love. I’m quite torn. Toki is an idiot but a lovable one. But do I like it?

It's Airing But...

The Whisperer (Sun ????) 10 eps - Thai horror BL that ALSO involves cheating (what joy is mine). He has dimples (My Ride) but I don't think even dimples can motivate me to watch. You can tell me how this goes if you can find it.

SHADOW (Thai Gaga) 14 eps - I'm not wild about Thai horror (or horror at all) even one featuring Singto and Fluke. I'm holding off. If told it's good, I'll binge.

7 Days Before Valentine (Weds WeTV) 10 eps - Giving me Luminous Solution vibes, so I'm waiting to binge if told it's safe.

Beyond The Star (Weds iQIYI) 8 eps - House of Stars meets Boyband. I was NOT impressed with ep 1. Waiting to be told if I should bother.

What Did You Eat Yesterday Season 2 AKA Kinou Nani Tabeta? Season 2 (Japan Gaga) 10 eps - I find this series more fun to binge, so I'm waiting until it completes its run.

In case you missed it

One Room Angel (Japan Gaga) finished. Adaptation of Harada’s manga (which I did not like) about a clerk who (nearly) dies and ends up cohabitating with an angel. I was warned that the ending would not work for me so I decided not to bother.

My Biker BL short movie from Wayu supposedly premiered Nov 27 on their YouTube Channel for Members to watch. I couldn't find anything further. The MDL description makes me think it's not for me so I bother.

Next Week Looks Like This

Short list of the December offerings.

12/9 Cherry Magic (Thai remake) YouTube 10 eps

12/9 Behind the Shadows (Korea movie) ??

12/14 Dear Kitakyushu (Thai/Japan movie) ??

12/23 Dead Friend Forever (Thai horror) iQIYI

Original 2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED). With the end of the year upon us I'll do an "announced for 2023 but never happened list" soon.

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

I love these dudes so much, and make no mistake they def dudes. On point banter, my dudes. (Sign)

Yes they are cute but so far that's all this show has going for it. (Middleman's Love)

I'm a simple human, I just like seeing Off kneeing. (Cooking Crush)

(Last week)

#this week in bl #bl updates #A Breeze of Love reviewed #bl review #a breeze of love #korean bl #Last Twilight #Thai BL #My Dear Gangster Oppa #for him the series #gmmtv #cooking crush #offgun #off jumpol #Pit Babe the series #middleman's love #the sign the series

[fentibeauty]

F&MU (18+)

riri williams x black!fem reader

summary: when constant arguing turns into a heated time in the sheets.

— angst, sexual frustration, profanity, sexual actions

★・・・・・・ ・・・・・・ ・・・・・・・・・・・ ★

“shut up talking to me y/n, forreal. you pissing me off” riri fumed as she pulled up to their house. once the car was in park, riri looked to y/n with nothing but anger and annoyance in her eye.

the couple have been arguing for the past 2 days, there’s no complete conclusion on why they were arguing.

they just were.

“i don’t give a fuck about you being pissed off riana, i don’t. you been pissing me off all day.” riri let out a big breath and took the key out the ignition. she opened the door and walked towards the house, “ian do shit to your ass all day. you been picking petty fights with me just to piss me off.” she opened the door and let you in before coming in herself, slamming the door.

“what do you want y/n, hm? you been staring shit since yesterday.”

“aint shit wrong with me-”

in reality, y/n was sexually frustrated, very. she decided to take that frustration onto riri.

she continued to build riri up so when riri couldn’t take anymore she would take it out all on her.

she thought it was a great plan.

“bullshit.” riri interrupted, you been testing me since yesterday, and i keep letting you say whatever the fuck you want to me.

“because you pussy.”

riri immediately dropped the keys on the table and cornered y/n into the wall. she leaned her forehead onto y/n’s and took another big breath before speaking.

“listen, i don’t know what the fuck your problem is but you need to end this shit fast. i’m getting sick and tired of your smart ass mouth.

riri really wanted to pop y/n in her mouth like a mother would do everytime a smart remark would come out.

“i don’t have a problem.” y/n squirmed horny and frustrated. “why you doing allat moving, ma?” riri smirked, finally catching onto what all the fuss was about.

“i hate you.” you gave in.

you were now on all fours (barely) without your face pressed into the pillow as riri fucked you. there were tears rolling down your eyes, your moans were now whimpers as your 3rd orgasm was approaching.

“you still hate me, ma?” riri grunts, her body was glistening in sweet as she was giving herself a workout. “all you had to do was tell me what you wanted baby, instead you wanted to piss me off. now this is what you get.”

riri wrapped her arm around y/n’s stomach and pulled her up to where her back wad pressed against riri’s front.

riri’s thrusts became deep and spaced out that caused y/n’s gspot to be hit everytime. many tears still rolled down her face as her whimpers became more louder and vulnerable.

“you love me baby? tell me you love me”

nothing but a troubled whine left your mouth as you tried to gather a sentence for riri. you were too fucked out to think.

“tell me you love me, y/n. i’m not stopping until you say it.” riri’s hand traveled to your puffy and overstimulated clit and began rubbing it at a slow but effective pace.

“i l-love you, riri” you cry and riri smiled. “tell me you’re sorry.” she added on. “so s-sorry.” you whimpered as you were right at your peak.

“i forgive you baby.”

those words were all y/n needed to know before her juices began to leak from her pussy and squirt all over riri and the sheets.

“all of that attitude just became you wanted to be fucked is craazy.” riri said once she caught her breath.

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just a little something so y’all know that im back fr 🥲 my acc is fr dead and it’s my fawlttt.

send requests tew y’all if ya see this

@pvnks0ul @s0lam33y

okay byeeee

#riri williams #riri williams x black reader #riri x black!reader #riri x you #riri smut

[loveinhawkins]

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 ao3 (Complete)

Eddie has a telephone voice, which Dustin finds absolutely hysterical. As the pizza place answers, his whole register switches into something a little smoother, over-pronouncing each word, and Dustin watches him with undisguised glee.

Eddie must read his thoughts because while their order is repeated back to him, he blushes, covers the receiver and mouths, “Oh, fuck off.”

When he hangs up, he playfully cuffs Dustin on the back of the head. “Do you mind? I was putting on the performance of a lifetime there.”

“What performance?” comes Steve’s voice, and Dustin turns to see him leaning against the counter, Tews following at his heels.

“That I’m a polite young man, of course,” Eddie says with a toothy smile.

Steve whistles, all faux impressed. “The Academy will be in touch, man.” He dodges Eddie’s attempt to trip him up, smirking—then yawns a bit into his palm. “Henderson, your cat’s like a sleeping pill or something.”

Dustin scoops up Tews, rocks him until he wriggles out of his arms. “Why can’t you be cute like that with me? You just claw at all my clothes, you little shit.”

“Dustin!” Eddie gasps, “don’t use such language around the baby.”

“Yeah, dude,” Steve snickers. “Don’t wanna offend Mr Polite Young Man’s delicate sensibilities.”

Eddie whacks him with the take-out menu.

Their back-and-forth hardly stops all throughout dinner. Eddie makes it look easy, Dustin thinks: how he delivers each quip so there’s never a lingering silence, yet still spaces them out so that Steve has more time to retort back.

And because Eddie keeps talking engagingly, Steve clears his plate without seeming to realise it; and Dustin feels himself calm at the sight of his eyes gradually brightening.

It’s not the only sight he takes note of.

Eddie is sitting close to Steve, their shoulders touching—and whenever he wants the box of pizza passed to him, or more soda, he just taps Steve’s arm in question, all while carrying on the conversation. Maybe before, Dustin wouldn’t think anything of it, but now he considers how Eddie had sat on the couch with Steve, his hand in his hair, how he’s been there for him the whole day; and a silent little lightbulb goes off in Dustin’s brain.

Because it goes both ways.

The girls Steve has dated wouldn’t do this—have never done this, at least as far as Dustin can tell, remembering flashes of dates he’d seen on the rare occasions Steve wasn’t driving him places, at the cinema or diner, or…

He gets the feeling that Steve has always been subtly holding some parts of himself back with them. He doesn’t do that with Eddie. He lets him in.  Dustin watches as Eddie tidies the counter, gently nudging Steve out of the way with his hip. It’s like finally solving a puzzle: now Dustin knows which way to look, he can’t believe how he didn’t notice it before.

Instead of saying anything, he busies himself with finding fresh blankets for Steve. As he shakes them out, it occurs to him that this is kind of what Steve must do for him every time he stays over—the difference being that he’s over often enough to have a set of pyjamas waiting for him in the guest room. Steve even ironed them once, which Dustin had teased him relentlessly for, but secretly found it… nice.

As it nears 10pm, Steve suddenly jolts from where he’s sitting on the couch, dislodging Tews from his lap again.

“Sorry, baby,” Steve says distractedly, gives Tews an apologetic pat. Dustin notices the little pinch of stress around his eyes again, and doesn’t mention the fact that Eddie’s already got him calling his cat ‘baby’, too.

“What’s up?” Eddie says. He’s lounging on the floor, has a few of Dustin’s comics spread out in front of him.

“I told Robin I was gonna pick her up, I forgot. Shit, she’ll be closing soon.”

“On it,” Eddie says, almost singsong. In one move, he leaps to his feet and retrieves the keys to his van. “Back quicker than you can say—”

“Jack Robinson,” Dustin finishes; Eddie says it a lot, probably picked it up from his uncle.

Eddie winks at him, turns to Steve and gives a dimpled little smile before leaving.

Steve looks off into the distance, still frowning.

After making sure Tews has safely moved over to his food bowl, Dustin jumps onto the couch, blankets and all.

“Oof,” Steve huffs, “you trying to crush me?” But though he acts like he’s going to shove Dustin off, he never once does.

They poke at each other, complaining about bony elbows and freezing feet. As Dustin adjusts the blankets, he shifts so that Steve’s the one on the inside of the couch. Steve has never mentioned anything, but Dustin’s suspected for a little while that he likes to sleep with his back against a surface; probably makes him feel less exposed.

Now that Eddie isn’t here, Dustin can’t stop his mind from wandering back to Steve, sitting alone in the junkyard. To the thought of him waking up in an empty house, terrified out of his mind.

“You know you can… like, stay over whenever, right?” Dustin says.

Steve has said pretty much the same to him, but Dustin knows there’s a bit of a difference: that maybe Steve finds it easier to offer than take something for himself.

He feels Steve shrug next to him.

“Uh, you sure? Don’t wanna cramp your style, little man.” His voice goes into his parody of a middle-aged suburban dad, and Dustin has a sudden clarity about what his aim is: to make Dustin scoff and roll his eyes at him, and forget about the offer.

But he doesn’t take the bait.

He leans briefly into Steve’s shoulder and says, “You know I’d be fine with it, right? Like, Mike and Nancy, they hang out all the time even if they don’t act like it, just barge into each other’s rooms. Same thing with Lucas and Erica. Like, sure, they annoy each other sometimes, but that kinda comes with the deal.”

“Oh,” Steve says softly, and Dustin glances to the side; he doesn’t know what it is that he’s said, but Steve looks deeply touched. “Thanks, Dustin. Really. Thanks.” Dustin takes a deep breath. Gathers his courage. “I get them, too.”

“Huh?”

Dustin sighs, turns a little into Steve’s side. “Nightmares,” he mumbles.

“Oh,” Steve says again, and he wraps an arm around Dustin. “Oh, bud, I’m sorry. You… you wanna talk about it?”

Dustin pauses. Nods.

Steve squeezes his shoulders. “I know what happened with… with Eddie was awful, man, it’s my fault you went through all that shit alone—”

“No,” Dustin interrupts, because making Steve feel guilty isn’t remotely his aim. “They’re not… they’re not only about Eddie.” He closes his eyes; he’s not told this to anyone. “Sometimes they’re about you. Losing you.”

Silence.

“Sometimes the bats get you, too. Or…” And it’s stupid that what he says next makes him falter—compared to the previous dreams, it’s hardly anything, no blood or gore, but…

“Or you’re—I can see you, and I-I can’t tell which one of us is in The Upside Down, but you… you can’t hear me.”

“Hey.” Steve gently prods Dustin in the cheek, holds his gaze. “I’d always hear you. You never have to doubt that, got it? I’ll always come find you.”

Dustin nods again—for a moment, doesn’t trust himself to speak. He wiggles a little closer, sniffs.

Steve pulls him into a proper hug. “I’m sorry, I just—fuck, I get so scared sometimes, Dustin. I don’t—” He swallows. “I know I don’t say it, but, God, I love you so damn much. I don’t want a-anything to happen to you.”

Dustin returns the hug. Pulls back and makes sure Steve is looking him in the eye when he says, deadpan, “Steve. I hate to break it to you, but so much has happened to me.”

Steve snorts. “You know what I—ugh, you’re the worst.”

Dustin pauses. “But if something ever did happen,” he says carefully, tries to measure his tone to show he doesn’t mean anything Upside Down-related, not anymore, “then we’d be okay, in the end, I swear. You’ve got me, I’ve got you, right?”

Steve exhales. Nods a little jerkily. “Right.”

And what the hell, Dustin figures he might as well say it now—it’s too important to just remain an unsaid, sort of mutually understood thing.

“Steve? I love you, too.”

It takes a second, and then Dustin feels Steve start to shake. This time, the tears aren’t hidden; he just… lets them be.

“Aw, goddamn it,” Steve laughs wetly, “why’d you have to go and say that?”

“You started it,” Dustin says.

“Shut up,” Steve says, lips trembling a bit as he smiles.

Dustin gives him time, just waits in the quiet until Steve’s breathing comes out steady again.

“J,” Steve says eventually.

“Jaws,” Dustin says.

“Oh, boo. Predictable, Henderson.”

“V.”

“…Damn it, all I can think of is Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf?”

“That doesn’t start with V, dumbass.”

Steve lets out a long yawn, like it’s crept up on him. “I know, butthead.”

They go on like that, throwing out letters and movie titles like it’s a tennis match. Gradually, it takes longer and longer for Steve to reply, his voice growing mumbly until it trails off entirely; and Dustin feels him go slack and heavy with sleep.

He looks up at the ceiling, hears the front door softly open and close. Tews is in the hallway, greeting Eddie with a more vocal miaow, and Dustin laughs quietly as he hears Eddie croon, “Oh, baby, hello, aren’t you just the best, huh?”

When he enters the living room, Eddie spots that Steve’s fallen asleep immediately. His expression softens, and then he smiles, looks at Dustin and says, “You’re gonna get a crick in your neck if you keep laying all stiff like that.”

“Was worried I’d wake him up.”

“Nah, you won’t. Here, I’ll help.”

And Eddie very carefully manages to tilt Steve further against the back of the couch, giving Dustin just enough room to move away from the embrace so he can stretch out properly.

Eddie is about to head back to his spot on the floor, where he’s placed a sleeping bag from the van, when Steve makes a tiny, vague noise of distress.

Dustin and Eddie both freeze.

“M’gotta…” Steve sighs, face twitching. His eyes remain closed. “Car keys, where… they need… have to…”

“Shh. Hey, Steve, you’re okay.” Eddie reaches across, strokes Steve’s hair. “You’re… you’re just dreaming, sweetheart.”

“Hmm?”

“That’s it, go back to sleep. You’re at Dustin’s remember? Everyone’s safe.”

“Dustin,” Steve echoes faintly. “Safe��”

Eddie waits until Steve has settled back into a deep, hopefully dreamless sleep, then draws back his hand.

Dustin turns, watches him unzip the sleeping bag and lie down.

“Do you love him?” he asks.

Eddie stares up at him. Then: “Yeah,” he says simply.

“Good,” Dustin says.

Eddie’s mouth parts slightly. He blinks. “That’s it?” he whispers.

Dustin blinks back at him. “I mean, yeah? Should I… um, have said something else?”

Eddie exhales a laugh, smiles. “No, you’re good. That was… great.”

A moment of comfortable silence.

“Hey, Dustin.” Eddie lowers his voice further, even though Steve’s out for the count. “He, uh. He doesn’t know, okay? Not… not yet.”

“I kinda think he does, though,” Dustin says, then pulls back the blanket so he can raise one hand in acknowledgment. “But, like, I’m not gonna tell him. Swear on my mom.”

Eddie laughs again, and he somehow makes it sound thoughtful. “We’ll get there, man.”

And Dustin knows Eddie isn’t just referring to him and Steve, dancing around the beginning of something great.

Dustin thinks of Steve waking up and checking the news for car wrecks. Of the nightmares, shared between them all.

We’ll get there.

“You can come round whenever, too, obviously,” Dustin says. “Like, we could make it a thing? Saturdays or something, mom won’t mind. All three of us.”

Eddie’s expression goes soft again, his eyes overly bright. It kind of reminds Dustin of how his mom sometimes looks at him on the first day of school, or Christmas morning.

“What?”

Eddie smiles. “Nothing.” He sighs, closing his eyes. “Just… wish more people were as kind as you, Dustin Henderson.”

Dustin looks down at him, pride and affection welling in his chest. He can feel Steve’s light snores ruffling his hair, and he shuts his eyes, knows that two of the people he loves most in the world are on either side of him.

We’ll be okay. We’ll get there.

#dustin henderson fic #steve and dustin #steddie with dustin’s pov #steddie ficlet #steddie fic #steddie #dustin henderson #steve harrington #eddie munson #eddie and dustin #steve x eddie #pre steddie #henderfam

[lutawolf]

My Dear Gangster Oppa Commentary Ep 2

This episode will be much or of a reactionary commentary than a synopsis, cause I'm playing around with how I prefer to write things.

Anyway, Episode 2 starts off where the episode 1 ended. Guy in his drunken sleepiness had pulled Tew to him. Tew finds himself waking up in that position. I admit to feeling gooey inside. Clingy Guy and unsure Tew are adorable.

When Tew tries to remove himself from the octopus, he finds himself dragged back. Where he lays for just a minute, indicating to us that he is reluctant to leave the position. I think this confuses him.

I mean, look at that face. It has confusion written all over it. With a touch of want.

Thanks to the gangster storyline, we now know that Tew is a boss. So no low lever gangster. The conflict is that some thugs are being sent to try and find Tew because he beat up a rich daddy's son for getting handsy with one of his employees. Unlike Tew, she was not appreciative of the groping, valid.

Wahl is freaking because he doesn't know where Guy is. I've seen a few people say this red flags him, but I'm withholding judgment at this time. I am just as possessive of my friends and if I didn't know they were safe, I'd freak too.

When Guy wakes up, there is no longer a big guy on top of him. And all indications point to him not even knowing he slept with the big guy. He is confused about where he even is until Tew walks into the room to clue him in. We learn that Tew carried Guy!

You know, completely normal behavior for a gangster. Tew is super friendly this morning. There are smiles and he even makes Guy hangover food. I think the cuddle time really had an effect on Tew, who was likely touch starved.

If Tew wasn't already a goner, having Guy feed him broke the camel's back.

👀 Tew asks Guy if he likes whales because he mentioned them in his sleep. Oh, no Guy! Don't bring up Wahl. But inner dialogue says Tew isn't scared off. Awkward moment where Guy sees Tew's back scars, but then we are in the vehicle and heading home.

You guys, this face says it all. My boy is all in. Guy don't know what he has gotten himself into. The way we see Wahl watching Guy and Tew as they talk does give creep vibes. Wahl giving third degree does scream possessive, but again, I'm withholding judgment because third degree is common in close friendships. We want to know everything.

Guy explains that Wahl wouldn't know his friend because he's an online gaming friend. I find it interesting that Guy is asking Wahl if he is okay with Guy being friends with Tew. Then Wahl says, "Of Course Not!" like a petulant child. This feels very double standards to me. Okay, but then he explains that he was worried sick about Guy, which is valid. And he has some valid points as to why getting drunk and staying with a stranger is dangerous. While I respect that Guy is trying to set some boundaries between them, so he can have his own life. A friend isn't really a friend if they aren't concerned about your well-being. Even if you are grown.

Then to Tew driving and thinking about Guy. Oh yeah, he is smitten. But he has to put that aside to get back to gangster business.

Wahl and Guy are back to being friendly and Wahl invites Guy to each with him. Dude, Wahl, I've been trying to give you the benefit of the doubt, but right after inviting Guy, you're busy. He has to fit your schedule. Not cool.

More troupe gangster shit. I'm gonna be honest. The gangsters are laughable. Especially permed hair, dude.

Guy really doesn't want to go to Wahl's, but he goes. And the gf is there. They are being so cute it makes me want to gag, but thankfully his guild start contacting him. Then he reaches out to Tew to once again try to tempt him into meeting up with all them. Guy is being clearly flirtatious and Tew is eating it up. Then Wahl interrupts and is clearly jealous of this gaming friend. Ugh, all the signs point to Wahl going to look at Guy's phone. Not fucking cool.

The smile Guy gives when Tew agrees to meet. Too cute.

Now we meet the gamer gang.

They are hysterical and I already love them. Coconuts, the bunch of them. The way Guy is describing Tew, awwww. The way Guy adjusts his clothes to make sure they are laying right when he sees Tew. Yeah, boy is feeling Tew as well.

The look they both give muffin when she offers for Tew to sit next to her. 🤣🤣🤣

The accident hand touch troupe.

She is me. Furthermore, once she notices, she calls Muffin out on her flirting. I really like her. And now the whole table knows about Guy being drunk, hahaha. Oh no, your drinking again, Guy. Just say no. 🤣🤣🤣 Around the six drink, you can see Tew getting concerned. He even tells him to slow down or he'll end up like last time.

Me again. 🤣🤣🤣

Tew was right. I feel like we are meeting an awful lot of troupes in just one episode.

It should feel cheesy but oddly enough, doesn't. It's coming off too natural to be cheesy, if you know what I mean.

I snort laughed when Guy offers to demonstrate that he can in fact stand up straight. The way Tew backs away with a nod is so "yeah, go ahead dumbass, I'd like to see this."

See, I told you. Wahl looked at Guy's phone. Otherwise, how else did he know that Guy would be there. Did he really just ask him why he was that drunk? Bitch, no. A bestie's job is simply to help out, not be unsupportive and ask why. I know he also didn't accuse Tew of doing this to Guy. There is an instant change to Tew's face. He does not like Wahl.

Look! It's males in the wild having a pissing contest!

And once again, they end on an element of suspense. I'm excited about the next episode!!! Hope you guys enjoyed this 💜💜💜

#luta talks my dear gangster oppa #my dear gangster oppa #coconuts mafia

[chrollohearttags]

girl u r just TEW GUUD at what u do,, i just had 2 say it🖤 would you mind conjuring up another lil Eren or Gojo smut w,, like a thick lightskin reader? i hope its not too much trouble🧍🏽‍♀️thanks 4 the fb mama<3

thank you sm doll! 🥺😭🖤 I rlly preciates it. And I’m so glad you requested this bc I love writing for this man sm and thank you sm for your patience! I know this took me forever to get out!

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having eren as a roommate was a very interesting experience. On one hand, he was a lot of fun to be around. Always making you laugh, cracking jokes with (and on) one another and just being an all around great time.

but he also never knew when to quit. He was a tease, a natural flirt who didn’t make it easy for you to resist him. Regardless, the two of you got along really well.

one day however, that friendly banter quickly turned into something more and things could never be the same from then on.

it was late and you had just come back from clubbing and bar hopping with your friends. You were a little tipsy but not completely belligerent or anything..he was at home, which wasn’t out of the ordinary.

more than likely gaming or watching some movies because despite outwardly appearances, he was a bit of a loner and really liked his quiet time. Well, when you came back, he was no where to be found.

normally, he was on the couch with his PlayStation hooked to the TV or shouting about a basketball game but it was completely silent. You’d call out to see if he were even home because he’d usually tell you if he wasn’t going to be there.

and with it being this late, he’d never leave you here by yourself.

“Eren! I’m home.”

that’s when you’d hear some faint groaning coming from the back, where your bedrooms were. You didn’t know if he had hurt himself or if something worse happened so you rushed in his room, only to be met with an interesting scene.

his face flushed completely pale seeing you stand in his doorway and you were equally stunned! He had been jerking off because he hadn’t expected you back so soon but was he wrong.

there was no way to explain or even try to absolve the situation..caught red handed. Lucky for him, you were in quite the mood yourself and still a bit buzzed from your outing.

seeing that large, erect dick squeezed tightly in his palm..with seeping strings of cum was incredibly sexy.

so like the good friend and roommate you were, you decided to help remedy his little problem. The two of you ended up fucking for hours that night and it was the best sex you had ever had!

since then, you couldn’t get enough of each other and when the opportunity presented itself, you’d take advantage. Just like tonight..

you were in the kitchen, grabbing a late night snack before you ventured off to bed for the evening. A satin bonnet covering your hair, a cropped shirt and shorts that barely covered your ass.

bending down, you’d rummage through the fridge when you’d feel something pressing against your backside. Two hands straddling your hips and gently caressing them as they tugged you.

snickering, you’d turn around and look up to see a bare chested, freshly showered Eren standing behind you. His lips curled into a smile and it was obvious what type time he was on.

“Um, excuse me, sir..”

“You’re excused, ma’am.”

rolling your eyes, you’d lean back up and see him in nothing but a towel. Those chiseled abs and tattooed arms were looking quite appealing at the moment..more so than any piece of food.

soon, that insatiable appetite was craving something else. “What you wanttt?”

but playing coy didn’t work too well on him. He knew you wanted him equally as much, otherwise you wouldn’t have been grinding against his pelvis when you backed up.

smacking his lips, Eren reached for your hand and pulled you closer. “Like you don’t know, quit playing with me and come here.”

just like that, you were face to face, cradled in his arms. The way he stared at you made your knees buckle but he held you close before taking a finger underneath your chin and pulling you into a kiss. “I think I might need a reminder..”

naturally, you were just as smitten and the two of you’d waste no time making it known. Soon, lips and tongues clashed in a heated moment of passion. Hands roamed all over each other’s bodies, exploring every inch until articles of clothing began to disappear.

curling each of his index fingers, he’d take them underneath those puffy nipples and flick them until you were shuddering. He’d watch the reaction with a smirk, loving how easily you wilted at his touch.

“Y’know..I’ve been thinking about fucking the shit out of you all day… ‘need that fucking pussy so bad, baby.”

he’d admit freely with his lips barely grazing the side of your neck. When he was around, there was no stopping this boy! He would turn into the world’s biggest slut for you and the feeling was likewise.

the words that so casually spilled from his mouth garnered a twitching sensation between your thighs, knowing that you wouldn’t be able to withstand this teasing much longer.

luckily, it wasn’t in his plans to make you hold out because he needed it too. With his tongue still ingrained to your neck, Eren suckled on it in hopes to leave a mark on that honey gold complexion. You were perfect in every aspect and he wanted to appreciate that.

“You know it’s yours, baby. Come get it.”

with that, he began moving his hands lower until he reached that sweet, sought after center. He didn’t know what or where he wanted to start first: seeing that heavy ass jiggle made him want to bend you over but that pretty pussy was also calling his name and he wanted to slide his tongue all across it.

instead though, he took one look at that beautiful face and decided what to do…

peeling that towel from his waist, that thick cock sprang forth and your eyes gleamed in excitement. Pointing down, he’d lick his lips and signal for you to do your thing.

that thing you done that always drove him crazy..

he loved when you sucked his dick because you were so sloppy and nasty about it. As if you didn’t care about anything other than pleasing him.

sinking to your feet, you’d bend your knees into a squatting position so that the thick print of your pussy lips shone through the white material of your shorts. The thin line of that slick made him grow harder.

“Come eat this fucking dick up instead, baby..put it in your mouth.” his voice already crumbling into a tremble as you grazed your fingertips over his sensitive tip. Your tongue stuck out and flicked it a couple times.

that had him gripping the counter and letting out cute little moans. You decided not to tease him any further and slid him between your jaws; halfway to the hilt.

creating a bobbing motion around it, you’d go back and forth, covering it in strings of saliva while sucking him off. Even cradling his sensitive, full balls in your palms and massaging them.

even wrapping those acrylic decorated fingers around his shaft and pump him through your palm.

meanwhile, he had to stop himself from bucking his hips too fast and full on fucking your throat too soon..although the sensation was tempting.

tossing his head back, Eren placed his large hand atop yours and tried to stifle those inevitable moans of his from coming out. But that was what you wanted from him more than anything..they sounded so cute and sexy when he became vulnerable.

“Mmmph…fuck (y/n)..feels so good, goddamn..”

that was all you needed to hear; his voice wailing into a higher pitch from the movements. He didn’t know how much longer he could withstand the feeling because it had no business feeling like this!

it was enough that you were devouring him whole with it dripping down your chest so casually but when you’d grasp his hips and began thrusting him into the back of your throat, he nearly lost his mind.

if that was what you wanted, he’d make it happen.

“Stick that fucking tongue out, baby..I got you.” and once you did, he’d start full fledge face fucking (y/n). With that guiding hand lying on your head, he’d push your head how he saw fit; using your mouth as his personal cock sleeve.

needless to say, he was addicted to this feeling. And just for his viewing pleasure as well, you’d start massaging yourself through the thin material of those shorts. It was a dripping mess by this point; soaked and aching to be fucked.

but he couldn’t bare to bring himself to pull out of your mouth. Although, the offer was enticing and you didn’t help matters any, glaring at him so innocently through those brown eyes and fluttery lash extensions.

“I see you touching yourself, beautiful..playing with that pussy..d-don’t worry, I’ll take care of you in just a minute.”

however, a minute came a lot sooner than you’d expect and reluctantly, he’d retract and let that seeping mixture spill along with it. He didn’t want to cum too quickly and you had him teetering on the edge of it.

for a moment, trying to catch his breath..he’d stand back and observe the beautiful mess.

“Damn..look at you..so fucking pretty.” that would bring a smile to your face and he’d lean down to kiss you before ushering you to your feet.

he may have held back then but no chance he’d pull out of that fat, warm little pussy..you were about to be filled with all his nut.

placing you against the countertop, he’d finally remove that shirt and those shorts, rendering you completely nude as well as the articles of clothing fell alongside his towel.

that thick ass jiggling as you got into position. He couldn’t help but to lace it with a couple slaps and suck his teeth. Eren had always had an affinity for thicker women. It was something about being in between thighs that swallowed him or having to grip with both hands when he gave backshots.

and of course, the warmth of that fat pussy. The way it creamed for him..it was so perfect.

so naturally, when he met you, you were everything he could’ve ever hoped for.

wrapping his arms around your stomach, he’d tilt your head up and make your eyes connect as he eased in. His initial thrust made both of you tense up but he held it together to gather his bearings.

the pace started out slowly, just enough for both of you to get acquainted but once that was done, he didn’t stop and started pounding that tight little pussy with all he had.

you were a sopping mess with only a couple pumps in and he hadn’t even hit his stride yet! But as you began to cream and slather his cock in those beautiful mixtures, he sped up.

he’d keep your head reigned back so he could watch your eyes roll back as that big length reached your sensitive spot.

“Ooh, you fucking me so good, Eren! Oh my gosh!..”!

crying out as your fingernails dug into the countertop. That revelation brought a smile to his face because all hr wanted was to please you. “This pussy is so good, baby I can’t help myself..”

it’d be a lie if he said he could handle it but he’d give it a try for sure. Burying that dick further in between your clamping folds, he’d thrust further and even hoist your right leg so he could go deeper.

watching as those full, heavy balls clashed with your sticky, swollen clit. Both of you were completely riddled with ecstasy and bliss as your bodies melded into one.

the noises of smacking skin and loud groans filled that kitchen and the entire apartment at the moment.

he’d shift so that he was able to kiss you yet again. Tongues dancing and swirling around one another’s in that blissful moment. He had damn near surpassed your aching spot and began to fill the lower half of your stomach.

that’s when your mouth suddenly fell agape and he’d laugh at your expression. “You look surprised, baby. ‘Told you I’d put it in your guts one day…you’re taking this dick so good too..”

he was buried to the hilt; all nine inches of that throbbing member filling your stretched hole and it felt incredible. You couldn’t help but to beg him for more..to fill you until you broke.

“Tell me, sweetheart. Does it feel good? Do you like when I stuff you with this dick?”

muttering the rhetorical question in your ear as he kissed down your shoulder blade and soothed you with his gentle touch. Despite the single tear drifting down your cheek, he knew the answer.

“It feels so fucking good, daddy..yes!”

his cock would twitch inside of you at the use of the name; doing nothing more than to boost his ego and the way you said it made him weak. He wasn’t going to last much longer anyways.

so he sped up his thrusts and began pumping you to his hearts content. But it was when you began to meet said thrusts with bouncing from those heavy ass cheeks, he damn near lost it.

for a moment, he’d move his hands back and watch you take him instead. “Yeah, bounce on that dick, baby. Fuck me back, fuck daddy back..”

gritting his teeth, Eren met your round cheeks with heavy handed slaps yet again and they stung so you knew he was close to busting right now. It was so hard and erect inside of you and before long, you’d feel his fingertips brushing your clit.

you’d start gasping, feeling your knees buckle from the sensation. “Come..come for me, right now.” The tone of his voice was so serious. He needed you to clamp down so he could pour every ounce of that warm nut into your womb.

with that, your eyes would drift to the back of your skull; falling completely silent before releasing a loud cry and a stream of splashing squirt all over the floor. He didn’t care about the mess or what it looked like, he just needed to feel it.

“Oh!—God, I’m coming, daddy! I’m coming so hard!”

“That’s right, baby. Let it out..squirt all over this dick.”

he was proud of the mess he helped produce, watching as you writhed underneath him. But that wasn’t the end. Because the grand finish would come when you felt his fingers claw into the fleshy portion of your hips and a warmth fill your stomach.

“G—AHH! FUCK!” the loud groan and scream echoing throughout the house as he pumped every bit of his seed into that needy body. Thank goodness for the pill because there wasn’t a chance you could’ve ever made him pull out.

instead, you’d encourage him. “That’s right, nut in your pussy. Fill me up.”

when he finished, only a tiny string of semen followed and he’d watch as that gooey cream spilled from between your legs. He was proud of his work!

cupping your face again, your tongues met in post climatic bliss yet again and this time, you were both wearing wide smiles. “How was that for a midnight snack?”

making you giggle at the silly question as you brushed his cheek with your thumb and tucked a piece of hair behind his ear.

“Perfect. As always.”

#black fem reader #black fanfic writer #black reader smut #black fanfiction #anime #smut fanfiction #fanfic #wattpad #aot x black reader #black reader #eren fanfiction #eren x black reader #eren x black y/n #eren imagines #eren smut #attack on titan smut #thickwomen #plus size reader #attack on titan #aot fanfiction

[silverraes]

Top 5 confessions

asjgjksgda I'm sorry it took me a while to get to this, I was trying to finish like a dozen things at once lmao. but this is a good question and it definitely took me some time to answer this

so here it finally is, my top 5 confession scenes:

1) "what do you think having a boyfriend is like?" - "like this, perhaps" (Moonlight Chicken)

I wouldn't be me if I didn't immediately bring up HeartLiming for this question. I just love how naturally everything between these two developed, no big drama, no big miscommunication, they both knew they liked each other and there was no need for a big dramatic confession scene. this was the perfect way to have these two end up as official boyfriends and I loved everything about it

2) First confessing to "Zee" surrounded by trash (Twins)

these two are so fucking dumb (affectionate) and this just fit them perfectly. also First actually expressing the way he felt the second he figured out what those feelings were was very sexy of him and I wish more characters would do it.

3) Tew's beach confession (My Dear Gangster Oppa)

once again: communication! we love to see it. Tew figured out what was going on between them and just told Guy straight up "you like me and I like you" right when Guy needed to hear it, no overly prolonged will-they-won't-they drama

4) the "let's be boyfriends" scene (Pit Babe)

okay so this wasn't exactly a confession but I'm still counting it as one. at this point they both already knew they were whipped for each other and Babe actually decided to do sth about it, good for him.

also this scene showed perfectly just how babygirl Babe is. taking your not-yet-boyfriend out on a date so you can ask him out underneath the stars at your favorite spot that you've never taken any of your other fuck buddies to? I knew our boy was a romantic at heart

also the whiplash of the immediate mpreg confirmation follow-up was unparalleled

5) "let me win you over" (Hidden Agenda)

okay so usually I'm not a huge fan of the whole "I'll prove to you that you like me too" thing but in this one it was actually executed pretty well? Zo was already kinda figuring out that he liked Joke but struggling to accept his feelings and Joke reacted to that by making it clear that he liked Zo too, thus reassuring him that those feelings were perfectly fine to have

say about this show what you will, the chemistry between these two was definitely chemistrying

Ask me my top 5 anything of BL!

#in conclusion i'm a sucker for communication #there were probably more confession scenes that i loved but these were the first five that came to mind #moonlight chicken #twins the series #my dear gangster oppa #pit babe the series #hidden agenda #ask game

[negrowhat]

Hello Lovely,

This message is here to request that you share, overshare, word-vomit, Ted Talk™, or pontificate about any subject you feel particular feelings or emotions about. It can be a current interest, something you are curious about, a show/book/music group you're really into, or just overall general knowledge you feel like sharing.

So please share with me something that you find interesting, and I hope you have an amazingly wonderful day.

💜🌻

Hello Lovely! Right now I'm just really vibing with the series I'm watching right now. I took a little break from BLs for like idk 2 or 3 months and idk as soon as November hit we were gifted some really good end of the year series. Series I genuinely feel excited to watch. We're getting back actors we haven't seen for awhile. Billy, Pavel, Nut, and Kaownah??? OFFGUN ARE BACK TOO! I haven't seen them in awhile and I'm super excited to see them on my TV again.

I've been waiting all year to get some decent action plots and now I have three series. Gangster Oppa has been such a treat. Meen is doing the gangster role well. Love to see Tew actually rough people up and have people cower in fear around him and then he turns into this big sweet softie for Guy. Sad he's quitting the life but whatever makes Guy happy. Also I love Guy, he's the cutest and sweetest boy and I want to protect him forever.

Pit Babe, I still don't quite know what's going on but gotdamn Pavel as Babe is epic. That character was made for Pavel, he lives that life anyway. 90% of his pics he's leather clad, smirking, and straddling a motorcycle. Also the bottom discourse has been wild to see, Pavel is really fucking with people's preconceived checklist of what a top should look like. Meanwhile I'm just enjoying Babe be the world's sluttiest Alpha speed racer. Also IDK if Way is going to be good or bad in the end, but I'm just loving seeing Nut Supanut's face on my screen.

The Sign just started and I'm already obsessed. Saint has produced another banger, but I wasn't worried he did give us SCOY and GAP. The Sign has a bigger budget and they went all out with the production. I've missed Billy terribly and that man is so foine and he is the king of sex appeal. Alot of people felt like there was too much combat in the beginning but I ate it up. I loved all the action. I'm excited for the fantasy aspect. We have some soulmates happenings going on. Babe is new and I'm loving him as Tharn. He's quite pretty with great brows and a lovely beauty mark. He and Billy have great chemistry and I just know they're gonna have us by the neck the whole time.

Cooking Crush started today and I'm just excited to see OffGun have a more comedic series this time around. Off is so good at comedy and I'm glad his character seems to be doing the chasing for once. It's going to be very light-hearted...until the script flips and they have us SOBBING! It's only a matter of time, they have the range and none of OffGun's series stay light for long.

#my dear gangster oppa #pit babe #pit babe the series #the sign #the sign the series #cooking crush

[trinitywc]

Just finished Chapter 2 of TEW, and it's already fantastic. There's so much detail and feeling in every scene, I feel like I'm there with Pinefrost and the other survivors, and I love how you describe parts of the debris in a way that's confusing to Pinefrost but us readers know what it is-the 'circle of shining, smooth rock that looked like it had been pressed into the ground by some great force' being a manhole, the 'curled fronds of rusty-brown branches that protruded from hunks of porous looking stone' being rebar in concrete, I absolutely love details like that in stories.

TGL is one of the best Warriors-related stories I've ever read, and I'm so excited to read more!

Thank you so much!!

i really struggled the descriptions tbh- not only is the aftermath of (nuclear) bombing absolutely horrific and indescribable in just sheer 'what the fuck is this', but she is also a cat, coming at it from a forest and seeing only rock/tree/roots and seeing (im so glad u picked it up!!!) a manhole and rebar and other things. also im sobbing at "survivors" still

Spoiler-ish: what was fun was changing her vocab and understanding of the Twolegplace/city as the story went on, with a Thunderpath becoming a road or street, nest becoming house/home, etc etc; also becoz i think the wc words are kinda silly but also reflecting her changing perspective and identity as a (Creek)Clan cat

#i had to reply instantly im so excited and so happy you like it!!! #asks #the endless winter #warrior cats oc #warrior cats ocs

[dwaekki-bee]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WTF

What the actual fuck

Okay so I liked how the episode started, people were making sense and everything was okay (besides y'know Kenji)

Tew telling the Scooby gang to go home was the right thing to do like yes it is dangerous.

Tew and Tul fighting Kenji's men... Kinda hot ngl.

Now here's where I'm starting to get frustrated. Guy got kidnapped and had a knife held to his neck and he was almost shot. I would think he would at least cry once. I would. Like I know that the show obviously rushed it and it was too fast for us to really worry about Guy but still. He just seemed wayyy too calm about all that. And him going back to school? Huh? Why?

Wahl coming out of practically no where to cling onto Guy again like nothing happened and acting as if he's okay with Tew is suspicious and I don't like it. I need his dumb ass to fuck right off with that bullshit.

Ah I almost forgot Tul telling Boss to leave his and Tew's lives was so real and I'm behind him 100%. And I know that they might be endgame but as of right now they're not and I think that Tul deserves better. And he's hurt, it wouldn't make sense for Tul to open up his arms for Boss after all that.

Nami breaking up with Wahl. Like yes Queen. I still don't like you but good on you.

Now Tew breaking up with Guy...

I hate it because why. This trope is so stupid and yes I get it it's dangerous but it's obvious Tew still care's for Guy and Kenji's not gonna care that he broke up with him he is insane.

And then fucking Wahl showing up at the aquarium and the end shot of them leaning in made me so angry. Like fuck off because 1. Guy most likely doesn't know that Nami broke up with Wahl and 2. Wahl probably doesn't know that Tew broke up with Guy. I can excuse Guy at least a little bit because he had, or probably still has if the song that plays when Guy is walking through the aquarium is anything to go off of, a crush on Wahl and bby's hurting.

Also the Kenji lore. Omg. Like what did Tew do to you to make you hate him this much my insane baby.

I honestly think I like Kenji a lil too much but sue me he's one of my favorite characters

#my dear gangster oppa #i had some things to say #fuck Wahl #fuck Boss #fuck everyone #except Guy and Tul #they're my babies #kenji too #but for different reasons

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - It's weird where I am right now, Okay?

Organized, in each category, by ones I'm enjoying most at the top. However, I've put quite a few on hold for travel reasons.

Oct 2023 Wk 4

Only a few screen shots for you this week, my hotel wifi is actually THAT bad.

Ongoing Series - Thai

My Dear Gangster Oppa (Thurs iQIYI) 1 of 8 - Classic unlucky in love failed crush on straight bestie = both v queer and v emo yaoi. I gotta say I like these actors way better in this than their previous series, and maybe that’s because Tew is more like Tul and I just like Meen better when he’s… erm… mean. All of which is to say, this is off to a wonderful start and I am about to lose my very sleep deprived little mind... ready for a ABL ecstasy rant?

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN.

"I play support because that way everyone is happy to see me show up," might be the single best moment of characterization BL has EVER seen.

Look here, in the grand cornucopia of BL universes this is my metaverse. It's pulp... but relatively high production. It has an established pair that I know I like... but who were given crap before. It's a tidy little script, it's not gonna run too long, and it's ALL the archetypes and tropes I love but rarely see. It's Japan's style otaku plus Korea's style gangster, Thailand's style friendship group, and it arrived out of NOWHERE. It's Korea's IP & money, Thailand's talent, and China's streaming service.

Do we know what the hell is going on?

No we do not.

Do we care when it's this much fun?

No we do not.

(In this I speak for everyone... no, EVERYONE.)

This show I why I got into BL.

Don't bother me with trifles. Me and My Dear Gangster Oppa are sailing off into the infinite pixilated sunset together, thank you very much.

Dangerous Romance (Fri YT) ep 11 of 12 - I managed to watch most of it on low rez before YT "discovered" I was in Asia and therefore could not be allowed to watch Asian shows. (AKA my VPN failed me.) But it seemed like a good ep.

My Universe (Sun iQIYI) Lucky Love ep 10 of 24 - I enjoyed this 2 part installment, it’s a bit of a sad sack recovery SAGA, but the acting is genuine, the couple believable, and the story felt particularly queer to me. 7/10 but close to an 8. It was really quite charming.

However: Next week looks not good on many levels - it's horror and I spotted guitar. Which is even more horrific. 

Absolute Zero (Thai Weds iQIYI) ep 5 of 12 - do temporal paradoxes exist in Thailand? That is the question. I gotta say Tor (Ongsa) is carrying this show and is doing a really great job, it's just the story itself doesn't resonate with me. Ugh it's so sad.

Is it, indeed, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

We only on ep 5 and had a full story arc already, there is A LOT more to go.

Venus in the Sky (Tues iQIYI) 9 of 10 eps - the fact that in losing Sky Venus also lost his surrogate family explains his resulting bitterness a little bit more. I wish we had gotten this back story much earlier. Still stupid pulp made me cry, which of course means it's back in my good books. This story is slow as fuck, but I'm going on a rollercoaster with it.

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Kiseki: Dear to Me (Taiwan Tues Viki & iQIYI) ep 11 of 13(?) - I love them, okay? All of them. This is a great sappy classic Taiwanese BL and it is my baby and you can’t take it away from me. MINE. 

You Are Mine (Taiwan Fri Viki) eps 8 of 10 - oh noes it got sad, I thought they would at least would have had drunken sex before the drama. Sigh. Still the kissing was good, as it should be from Taiwan.

If It’s With You AKA Even If I Fall In Love With You AKA Kimi to nara Koi wo Shite Mite mo’ (Japan Gaga) ep 4 of 5 - Amane is so brave. About being gay. Being out. Confessing. Its admirable if scary. Otherwise this ep was pretty slow. 

Bump Up Business (Korea Gaga) 3-4 of 8 - how do I feel about this show? Conflicted. Are OnlyOneOf doing a great job? Yes, actually. Am I enjoying it? No, not really. Is this anyone's fault? I don't think so.

The little linguistic negotiation was cute tho. And we seem to have gotten idols kissing in a BL both in the same group, so that glass ceiling dildo has finally been broken.

NineMill are unexpectedly good, also KB plays a great evil ex. Of the 3, I think only Nine is good enough to go into acting permanently (but he's not tall enough). Still, all hail OnlyOneOf... kings of the "gay concept." You boys make me v nervous but as couple-branding goes, you just out branded Thailand. Mad props baibies. Legit never thought I'd see the day.

Trust Korea to be in it to win it.

Mr Cinderella 2 (Vietnam Sat YT) ep 6 of ? - i pretty much just forgot to watch this.

It's Airing But...

I Feel You Linger in the Air (Fri grey) ep 8 of 12 - I will try to watch and do a series review in November but... not sure I will be able to. Fingers crossed.

Love in Translation (Sat iQIYI) ep 8fin - completed but I couldn't catch the last ep, my final thoughts in Nov.

Only Friends (Sat YT) ep 12 fin - completed, but see afore mentioned YT issues. I'll review it in Nov. I anticipate better internet soon.

What Did You Eat Yesterday Season 2 AKA Kinou Nani Tabeta? Season 2 (Japan Fri Gaga) ep 1 of 10 - I find this series more fun to binge, so I'm waiting until it completes its run.

I Cannot Reach You AKA I Can't Reach You AKA Kimi ni wa Todokanai (Japan Tues Netflix-Japan & ????) - in classic JBL fashion, I Cannot Reach You could not be reached. 

Can I Buy Your Love From A Vending Machine? AKA Sono Koi, Jihanki de Kaemasu ka? (Japan cinema release in-country only) - This one is a movie from Japan so in customary fashion who tf knows when (or if) it will get international distribution. Salaryman Ayumu Koiwai just can't tear his eyes away from the strong, muscular man as he checks on the stocks of the vending machine in his office.

One Room Angel (Japan Gaga) - adaptation of Harada’s manga of the same name (which I did not like) about a convenience store clerk who's stabbed, nearly dies, and returns home to find an angel waiting for him. With only 5 eps and a good chance this won’t end happy, I'm gonna wait and let you tell me how it goes.

Next Week Looks Like This

Upcoming October BL

10/31 SHADOW (Thai Gaga) 1 of 14 - this is a horror BL featuring ghosts and other paranormal elements in a high school setting. I'm not wild about Thai horror (or horror at all). It features Singto (who did paranormal BL He's Coming to Me) opposite Fluke N (who's done a couple horror's before). Also Fiat. Dan suffers from sleep paralysis, and in his dreams he sees a shadow that suffocates him. It gets worse when he transfers schools.

Upcoming November BL

11/3 Twins the series (Thailand ????) 1 of 10

11/17 Pit Babe (Thai) - Pavel my love!

11/19 Bake Me Please (OhmFluke but not, Thailand)

11/22 7 Days Before Valentine (Thailand) - horroresk

11/25 The Sign (Thailand) - horroresk

11/30 For Him the series (Thailand) - high heat

VIP Only (Taiwan) - may be delayed/canceled

Cooking Crush (OffGun, Thailand) - may be delayed, there some kinda gossip/rumor/shade happening at GMMTV

Wuju Bakery AKA Space Bakery (Korea) - this one may be DOA

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED).

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

My Universe - I just enjoyed the angle of this kiss shot.

Uh huh. Sure, honey. (Bump Up Buisness)

COULD THIS EXPLAIN THE SNUFFLE KISS?!!!!

(Last week)

#this week in bl #My Dear Gangster Oppa #may be the greatest thing ever to happen to me #My Universe: Lucky Love #My Universe the series #TulHin #Meen Nichakoon #thai bl #Venus in the Sky #Bump Up Buisness #Korean BL #OnlyOneOf #japanese bl #taiwanese bl #upcoming bl 2023 #november bl #Kiseki: Dear to Me

[mikuni14]

My Dear Gangster Oppa Ep 4 ok, the series lost me in this episode. First of all, it was just plain boring in all the scenes where Tew is not present. The plot became chaotic, boring and incomprehensible. I honestly have no idea what's going on with Guy, who is acting like he's just plain stupid. He and Wahl behave irrationally and their actions and decisions appear out of nowhere, without logical justification. And unfortunately, it's contagious and affects Tew, who suddenly starts doing very stupid things, that will get him killed 😑😐 Besides, I can't stand it when a movie/series does something that requires the characters to inform the viewer what they think, feel, what they do, because we can't tell from what the movie/series shows. And My Dear Gangster Oppa does this: Tew and Guy have to say how they feel because there is literally no way to tell from their behavior. For example, so far I have never once had the impression that Guy is in love with Tew, in love enough to kiss him after that rushed confession. Tew had to say that, inform me and him about that 😃 For me Guy is still interested in Wahl (as far as anything can be read from Guy's behavior, about whom I know only what he will say about himself, because apart from that he is just dumb in a very unattractive way). The ending of the previous episode gave hope for a great scene. Unfortunately, the tense, exciting scene ended in the most idiotic way, with Tew's full confession about his life (!) Guy being dragged into his dangerous world (!!) and the extremely stupid behavior of Guy, who was offended at Tew for not immediately confessing his dark secret to him. You know, what every person does when they meet someone. "Oh hey, nice to meet you, I'm Tew, your friendly neighborhood criminal who works for the gang, let's be close friends!" What the actual FUCK Guy!!! Your problem is that people don't meet your high standards of friendship and.. and... shabu restaurant????😑😐 Tew turns out to be the most interesting and consistent character so far, I enjoy watching Meen and I will continue this series for him. But apart from that, I don't buy this increasingly stupid story, and the main couple simply can't sell me the romance.

Middleman's Love Ep 2 I didn't watch it, honestly I don't even want to, I lost interest after the first episode.

Twins Ep 3 I have a similar situation as with Gangster Oppa. I enjoyed this series at the beginning, but this episode lost momentum, it was also boring, many scenes were literal repetitions of previous ones, for example I don't know how many times the scenes and conversations about Sprite's highly interesting evening training sessions were repeated for the last 2 ep. Also it's been 3 episodes and there's not even a hint of romance in sight. Literally "shitty" ending of the episode was just the icing on the cake 💩

Last Twilight The only series this week that kept the good level and my interest 😉 Mhok and Day still behave logically and according to their experiences. I especially liked the scene with a panicked Mhok rushing into Day's room - it was very understandable behavior after what happened to him with his sister. I like Mhok, how selfless he can be and how he removes himself from the center of events in which he participates, how he doesn't make things about himself. Even after being fired, he doesn't feel sorry for himself or blame Day, he just wants to understand the situation, the other person, and improve himself. He's like Im HanTae from Sing My Crush and a few other characters I like from BL series 🥰 I will always have a soft spot for selfless people.🥰

#my dear gangster oppa #twins the series #last twilight #thai bl #bl drama

[1eos]

march 7th truly needs a fully fleshed out story arc and everything, a 5-star form of her tew!!! truly the xianzhou arc felt so badly paced bc of all the exposition nd lore for dan heng but it all lead to a whole bunch of nothin..... could've spent that time with the more interesting characters like jing yuan, fu xuan, yukong, idk the list goes on

i need 50 in depth march 7th back story quests right fucking now with a different little outfit to go with each one like what the fuck does dan heng but stand there? the trailblazer has more character and they literally do not speak. xianzhou arc is literally so full of cool shit but every section with dan heng as the lead is soooooo boring like the trail blazer is already the blank silent protag that had their memory wiped and THUSLY is the viewpoint of the audience so why the sections with dan heng? we just walk around talking to infinitely more interesting characters as he says 'im not dan feng' and in the flash backs dan feng looks boring as hell too like wtf.

got me running around with this boring ass green man while blade is begging for jingliu to try and kill him and it's so interesting but we only get snippets presented in the most boring way 😭😭😭😭😭 i literally roll my eyes whenever i take a xianzhou quest and i see that the focus is dan heng. even as a broody man lover (blade baby ilu prostate orgasms can fix mara >.<) im not compelled by dan heng. he has no other side to him like he literally does nothing im sick of looking at him all the goddamn time like everyone else is so much more fun. i LOVED the quest with yanqing and jingliu bc he was nawt feeling her shit and there was PERSONALITY. yukongs companion quest was fucking amazingggggggg like i felt EMOTIONS. why the hell did we see bailu for 2 minutes in the arc but we got like 60 of dan heng following behind that blonde bitch thinking he shouldn't but still walking? dan heng is a walking piece of cardboard that would not shut up abt his past just for it to mean nothing like throw his ass in prison see if i gaf

THE FOCUS SHOULD BE ON MARCH 7TH

#actually i think to play into the multiple forms #the trailblazer should've just been super ancient with a bunch of past lives and old acquaintances #instead of having us focus on this boring ass bitch that's not even interested in his past #like why the fuck do i care #dan heng isn't even a tsundere like what the fuck am i supposed to care about im seriously asking #the more i play the more i hate him for being in the goddamn way

[sapphire-weapon]

Omg no per your last ask, the amount of copium has me crying. I saw that tweet too, and the one from someone else reminding people "Capcom has said multiple times that Ada and Leon are in love and Leon and Claire are just friends, stand up" and 1) I dunno where Claire entered the picture here because what I saw was about him flirting with Jill but I guess Cl*eon is the first ship they jump to attack but 2) I feel like if they have to say that [if they actually did] and you need to rely on their word that Ada and Leon are in love, something is deeply wrong with their security in their ship actually being in love. If that's not a judgment you can make yourself from just playing the games and you need to be reassured by the company that they're in love, something is deeply wrong here. The portrayal of them being in love is either the hammer that missed the nail or they're not in love and it's more a trauma connection.

To anyone who legitimately believes that Leon and Ada are in love: I would like to know where one could obtain a drug that would make one so delusional.

Even in the OG story where the ship is canon and has been canon for 25 years, that ship is not about love.

This is something that I've never understood about Aeon shippers. I don't understand how you ship Leon and Ada and then get upset when conflict is introduced into the relationship. Isn't that literally the point of Leon and Ada? Conflict ships are great and fun and I love them (/gestures wildly to Joseph/Kidman in TEW)! And that's what Leon and Ada are!

But every Aeon shipper I've ever known headcanons a happily ever after for them with fucking kids and shit like I DON'T GET IT I LITERALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT SEEMS ANTITHETICAL TO THE ENTIRE NATURE OF THE FUCKING SHIP

[lankoshine]

Recently passed Evil Within both parts. Great games! The first came with its horror, intricate plot and characters. Sebastian in first game is good! Just a chic touching character! But as wonderfull as he was in the first part, he was so... fucked up in the second. What, and most importantly, why did they do it to him? How did he turn from a hardened wolf into a abandoned dog ? Why did he change his appearance and character so much! I fucking hate it when creators did this to characters (Hello Skygay and Leon Kennedi from "Vendetta")! Especially when it's not for the best! This is the third time I've been made to spit on character changes. And Sebastian version 2.0 hurts me a lot with his behavior in the second game. I like him because he's still Sebastian and I can't hate him. But at the same time, I convince myself that this is not the same as it was in the first part. Absolutely not him. This is just a stranger with memories of Seb, who was stuffed into STEM under the guise of Sebastian and inspired him to be Sebastian. It's easier for me to perceive all this garbage that's going on in TEW 2. All this "suffering from scratch". All his "daring" attacks on everyone, angry fits. All these "it's my fault" ... For what? To develop pink snot and an empty drama out of nothing and I will have to run away crying into a pillow from Seb's universal suffering? In the first part, he fucking brutal iron man "took and did", and did not wind his snot on his fist. It's just that if you put these two characters from both parts side by side, there will simply be a wild difference! That's why Lily said that daddy died, that's why Myra didn't want to give Lily to him and turned into a creepy monster. Because she did not want to give the child to someone who was not clear, albeit slightly similar to her husband in appearance and having his memories. Because the real Seb from the first part is actually dead. And this is some unfamiliar Nonseb with an inferiority complex. (((

If suddenly the creators decide to release the third part, then please, it’s better not to make Sebastian in the game at all. Than distort all his charisma. Just really, Sebastian in the second game is too much drama and downtrodden. And yes, I also don't like his voice acting. I read on Evil Wiki that, on the contrary, the character was made cool, humane, touching, otherwise in the first part he was dry and wooden. So it's better to be dry and wooden than a wet rag, idiots! He's a f... detective, but he doesn't act like that at all in the second game. If in the first part he acts deliberately and tough, even when the situation is simply hopeless. Then in the second, all these ridiculous dialogues of his with himself look like an inferiority complex and complete uncertainty in their actions.

I'm sorry, but I really feel bad for the character.

#the Evil Within #the Evil within 2 #sebastian castellanos #TEW #TEW2