#yea my thoughts exactly….

[ryllen]

color coded affection

#thru my experience chronologically the blue one actually goes after the yellow one; but development wise it looks better like this prolly #this is harvest moon like hearts where the color changes as affection level goes higher #twisted wonderland #twst #sebek zigvolt #twst yuu #twst mc #fanart #yea i can't believe once i didn't put any speck of attention to him i am not even looking????? #but now i look intently at him and be like isn't he kinda handsome??????????? #OH nooooooo #how life steers itself to the unexpectedly funny road #yuu thought she is finally normal about him #but that's exactly where it starts #god i need to finish my homework

[cj-the-random-artist]

It occurred to me recently that almost all of my older Life Series art (think 3rd Life / Last Life) was more fantasy-leaning so I decided, for science, to try that more fantasy-leaning vibe for a Secret Life doodle. I also brought back the painterly leaning style because evidently I really like that for my more illustration based stuff. Also I used a different lineart brush which is an absolute vibe. AND I attempted a more color-based-storytelling-something-or-other which I've seen very well done recently especially in animation which I absolutely love. Basically I tried things with this one lol

Anyways. Random, very much spoiler free Secret Life doodle (it's literally not plot relevant at all it's just for the vibes lmao) of Gem and the Scotts that's less band inspired and more fantasy inspired and I'm kinda vibing with it. Enjoy :D

#secret life smp #secret life smp fanart #trafficblr #trafficblr fanart #smajor1995 #smajor1995 fanart #geminitay #geminitay fanart #impulsesv #impulsesv fanart #gem and the scotts #gem and the scotts fanart #they're all giving slightly different variations of semi-modern-fantasy and i don't know exactly what vibe it's giving but i LIKE IT #also designed gem a fancy schmancy sword because she is geminislay and she deserves a fancy schmancy sword #oh and their secrets are kept in those little tube scroll thingies cuz. ya gotta keep em somewhere and that's what i thought of evidently #so ye this was fun to make and i hope yall like this cuz i spent like 5 hours straight on it and after that long my eyes started hurting lo #also that 5 hours was just the coloring and shading today cuz i did a good chunk of this yesterday and that was probably like 3 hours too #but yea this was quite fun and it took a long time and i like it so enjoy

[lotus-pear]

okay, i know this sounds silly once i actually write it down, but i never thought people thought about holidays as more special than regular days? like i get it, there's celebration, but sometimes what it celebrates isn't what you're feeling at that moment. so what do you then? enjoy the same as everyone else anyways? i have a couple friends that are younger than me, mostly bc i kind of mentor them sometimes. earlier, i wished them a happy new year, and they asked why i didn't have much energy about it. i just didn't feel it. i told them that, and they said i just didn't get it. mostly with a tone of "you're being silly", like i'm purposefully trying to ruin their mood.

and here's the truth. this year's holidays have been quiet. no issues, no problems. it's been a peaceful time. but for that to happen, my parents and i just stayed at home, in our rooms. we exchanged presents on christmas morning, but we didn't make a special breakfast or force ourselves to take pictures. there wasn't a need to. we're with each other, we're at peace, but it's not very different from yesterday when i listened to them laugh from my room with some star wars show playing. or in the middle of august when we watched the spiderverse movie. they're okay, i'm okay, and in the turbulence of the year, i think that makes it nicer. it's like other days. quiet.

that said, it surprised me, how there's a need for the days to be special. like if i don't dance my way through new years, i'm doing it wrong. or that if i don't eat all my dinner in thanksgiving, i'm being ungreatful. it's strange, i think, how people mold these days into more importance. i guess for me, i've always thought i'll celebrate when i'll celebrate, and i'll quiet when i'll quiet. for me, i will laugh without tearing through the idea that it might not be the time. that i have homework or situations boiling over. i'll just laugh because i want to laugh, and that it's special because i'm letting it be.

holidays are excuses for others to let me cherish them. i've noticed that. some days i want to give a gift because i found something they like, and the response is "it's not my birthday" "it's not christmas" "you didn't have to, this was your idea". but i don't always get that. why do i need some outside force to let me know that it's a moment worth celebrating? i knew that it let me give more than normal, but i didn't know people actually thought it was supposed to be more special. i didn't know it was an actual expectation. so here i am, with a question held back previously by my teeth. think you're a thoughtful third party. might as well ask the question, since there's a button letting me. what's your take on holidays? are they more than other days? why? maybe you can shine light on why it's more special. or maybe you don't, and you just shrug at this observation. at the end of the day, i thought it nice to ask something like this to someone like you. artists see so much. makes me envy it sometimes.

and just in case they are more important than two days from now, happy new year.

i let this sit for a little bit bc i wanted to give a provocative and thoughtful opinion regarding the matter. i agree with what you stated previously, with holidays being used as outlets to channel a specific emotion that is normally disregarded. it ilks me at times to give someone a gift, only for them to respond “what’s the occasion?” must there be an occasion? could i not have simply thought about you in that moment, found something that reminded me of you, of our bond, and gifted it to you as a way to show i think of you outside the time we spend together? isn’t that what gift giving is about?? why must it be your birthday, or christmas, or some other holiday where it’s expected to give gifts to one another? holidays are just some other day in my opinion. they’ve been romanticized and commercialized, so much so that the joy of christmas in my childhood has completely lost its meaning and value. i wake up expecting to feel mirthful and eager, but really it’s just another winter morning, yk? it’s like the magic of the holidays has diminished over time. it doesn’t feel the same anymore.

#ngl this felt like a prompt id get in ap lit&lang💀 #this is exactly the type of prompt my teacher would give us 😭 #but uh yea suffice to say holidays are just some day yk? they’re just made to be special imo #rly thought provoking ask tho. i think it’s a good way to start off the new year thinking abt such things :) #lotus’s asks

[keeps-ache]

if you have 'default thoughts', which of these are closer to them ?

#just me hi #poll #okay yea didn't take me long lmafjvhfs #i bought a sody off my brother lol :333 #//i've found that one of my most usual default-thoughts are a sandwich for some reason #that or some place i can't remember exactly from when i was like. a toddler lol #or frogs and cats :3 #usually not together tho #and the frog has a little wizard hat :D #i haven't named it yet though. perhaps i am not worthy hbvhsf #//anyway okay i'm going i'm on the caffeine !!!!!!! :DD #woo YEA

[enden-k]

im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)

on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?

i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)

(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)

ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there

#i dont feel attraction to ppl irl mostly bc im just not comfortable around ppl #and the ones i am are my friends and theres obv no romantic attraction #so when i saw haitham and learned more and mroe of him and how he and i share so many traits and ideas and things it was #instant comfort and the feeling of being understood #that its like #if he was real i would seek out his warmth and presence instead of getting away frm it like with my ex partners when it was too much for me #knowing that he would understand me therefore knowing how to handle me without making me uncomfortable or upset #uhh so basically. he made me realize all i want is just someone who perfetly understands me and knows how to treat me #when to come close and when to give me space #perfectly knowing me and reading me #i cant speak and in the rare moments i am able to im often struggling to form my thoughts into sentences that make sense #so he would still understand and put together that garbled mess and know exactly what i mean #not misunderstanding and acusing me of things or tones i never said or used #ppl and things messed me up quite a bit in the past that im having trouble w lots of things unless im alone #only when im alone i feel truly comfortable and safe bc nothing can hurt or upset me but even then you kinda realize in some moments that #you actually want someone with you but it has to be smn you trust and who knows you inside out and all that #i dont have anyone like that and idk if i ever will but rn this character is jsut rotating in my head giving me these things i crave and #thats enough #sorry that was a lot of gay rambling there but yea idk if it sounds stupid or nah but my #mental health issues got way better and balanced ever since haitham so he really #grounds me and gives me strength and comfort to deal with things i would have be unable to do in the past year #bc even if i dont have smn who truly knows and understands me #inside me there is someone #reply #tags tbd #in case i get embarrassed LMFAO

[topaztimes]

Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time... #Still more time... #Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough? #It certainly is now #Alright start: #I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state / #/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not / #/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I / #/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my / #/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with / #/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

[doeeyeddyke]

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#having a. being queer brown Muslim thoughts. moment. #I stopped using the word butch for myself bc no one will accept it and just carefully use dyke instead bc dyke can be used more generally b #like I get the criticism of the evasion of depicting masculine women/lesbians in media and stuff #like that tweet with some girl in a leather jacket and it's captioned smth about how this is the max butch level ppl can handle etc etc I s #ik what masculine women look like ik what butches look like and ik how the world shies away from it #I'm not a woman i'm nonbinary and I'm not 100% masculine but i definitely identify with masculinity to a certain extent etc if that makes s #but like. idk. my relationship with masculinity is weird and part of it has to do with my difficulty seeing myself in white/American butche #they are so gorgeous and I'm so elated always to see very masculine women and queer ppl etc but just. look. I'm never going to dress or loo #like i don't think I even want to look exactly like all the masculine androgynous butch women lesbians queer ppl etc i've met some things I #but I was perfectly content with saying I was masculine or butch in my burqa except not anymore bc i'm considered particularly feminine for #idk there's lots of thoughts and feelings that I can't all get out it just sucks how I always have to be careful with what I call myself #bc I “can't” be certain things or I run the risk of facing antagonism by virtue of being hijabi and not the american kind of masculine #ppl are weird enough when they think i'm an ally and then I say I'm gay and that's like “oh....” #and any more than that is worse or just outright rejected bc it's not right or I'm using the wrong words bc i'm not looking or doing it rig #idk if any of this is coherent but yea. yea idk. it sucks.

[tracle0]

Next - here Previous - here First - here

#crow comic #art #artist #artist on tumblr #original comic #original art #I'd like to add a note here explaining the panel with just the flag of England #from that I mean to. Discuss how the influx of Christianity twisted England especially into being power hungry and corrupt #something something monarchy as a power of the church. something something beating the celts out of their home #I can't remember exactly what my thoughts were but I'm 99% sure it was along those lines. Hence the. Flag of England #st. georges flag??? I want to say??? Lemmie check #yea st georges flag cool #anyway. #current update is I might not be able to go to uni after all :)))))) #oh actually this links to this comic #I made this during a college course I did that basically let you get a level 3 or level 4 in art media and design #this comic had no end input into it but I did make it as part of my final major project. Should have been graded - was not due to COVID #(I made it in 2020) #I got a level 4 which is the same as the first year of uni in the UK. Cool! Cost me nothing to attend #however now I'm applying for a student loan I'm. Not able to get one. Because I already have a foundation/year 1 qualification #and the student finance body won't give you a grant for re-doing a foundation year #is what I can understand from what I've found out #I need to call someone up about it but everywhere is shut until tuesday so. Wait until Tuesday I guess??? #sigh

[darkdragon768]

Hey, it's me!

(was about time that I do a ref for my fursona)

#woo dragons art be upon you #my art #art #fursona #furry #dragon #i probably made him like maybe a decade ago? #so this could kinda be anniversary art? #let me look something up #hm not exactly #the earliest drawing I could find from him was feb. 24th 2016 #guess you could take that as a birthdate #but he has looked quite different back then #I've decided to give him more fluff cuz I once thought 'if I want a fursuit of him. he needs to become more fluffy!' #originally he had some blade like tail #a some sorta tube thing on the cheeks where you could see radioactive fluid flowing through it #like blood through veins #but yea #now he's just a lil adorable dragon who just wanna have fun #yet has to deal with so many world and self problems #he kinda looks different in every perspective here #inconsistent art style goes strong

[petvles]

ichigo telling masaya her name is Mew Ichigo 2 seconds after he called her ichigo and went "sorry i tought you were someone else" and he just goes oh okay my mans are u fucking stupid

#tokyo mew mew new #tmmn spoilers #i thought at least she'd just say yo im here to help #or do the catchphrase or something but nah #straight up outed herself and he just went yea that makes sense #this hero with the same name as my not girlfriend who looks almost exactly like my not girlfriend is definitely not my not girlfriend #sad that we wont get the bacteria episode tho that was one of the first episodes i saw of tmm as a kid

[jestroer]

Mumscarian?

Now that's, my lovely anon, is something i may be a little bit insane about. I can't even tell you why, really. I just. Fucking love that ship so much. I do not even remember what exactly what got me into it. Was it some kinda fic? art? Did i get to it myself? We will never know. But what i know is that mumscarian is in my top ever ships for sure, just, makes me go !!!! It's the vibes man. It't the trio ever. Three rapscalions, pranksters, guys ever. They just work together so well. They share two braincells. They appreciate each other so much. Also i've been a bit too insane over Mumscar on it's own as well so(who needs Grumbo and Scarian am i right). Nothing in this answer has any meaning but i want you to know that those three do something to my very soul and have been on it for a while, real glad it becomes more popular lately, real treat for me in particular, can we also please not make it just grumbo + scarian please please please mumscar, come on-

#ye #yea #idk #i just love it #there isnt much reason i can exactly express #i love answering questions but i cannot express my thoughts so we get what we get boys #ship mumscarian #hermitshipping #mumscarian #ask reply

[thedeadthree]

ORIGINAL CHARACTER FLAVORS

tagged by the darlings @chuckhansen, @multiverse-of-themind, @yennas, @leviiackrman, @blackreaches, @florbelles, @belorage, @adelaidedrubman, and @dihardys to take this loveliest uquiz for the loves! ty so much! (and saw @risingsh0t do this as well!)

TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @queennymeria, @marivenah, @aartyom, @swordcoasts, @celticwoman, @inkrys, @rosebarsoap, @jackiesarch, @shellibisshe, @confidentandgood, @jacobseed and you!

HOT SAUCE

They're the kind of person who can be kinda appetizing as a sort of add-on to other meals, but is generally too much for their own good. Whether it comes down to some kind of overconfidence, self-pity, their lone-wolf nature, or their want for attention, it's always something that makes them seem not too bad at first but can become grating as time goes on without proper development. Can also be the kind of "problematic fav" where they're a character who you know is an issue but you love them for their strengths anyway. Also could be the type who you use to contrast against someone who actually gets that aforementioned character development.

GRAPEFRUIT

Probably they are crucial and healthy for the plot, but lets face it; you'll never find an angstier SOB anywhere else. World weary, spiteful, and perhaps even sadistic, their main goal is to make sure that everyone will taste the sourness that pervades every aspect of their own pathetic lives

GARLIC

Everyone's favorite who lightens up almost every situation they touch. While they might not be the most "interesting" character, as to say, the story wouldn't be the same without them. They are what it means to be baby and don't deserve a single bad thing that comes their way. Of course, that makes them the perfect target for angst. Go figure.

MINT

Somewhat of a controversial type, with both their fans and their haters. They can have a bit of a sweet side with some prodding, but can be rather strong and off putting for most people's tastes. Don't let anyone else's opinion get in the way of how you see them; after all, there are worse characters to get obsessed with.

PUMPKIN PIE SPICE

A blend of all sorts of things that all point to one clear direction; a direction that only you know where it's headed. In other words, they're oddly specific, and well suited to be in whatever situation you have them in but pretty much nowhere else. Maybe they'll only resonate with you and truly nobody else understands them, or maybe they're just that type of person who scratches that itch where nobody else does.

#only if you want to! <3 #oc: adda de trastamara #oc: ademarta cel tradat #oc: judicael rogarvia #oc: priya selesnick #oc: lioslaith mac ruaidhrí #akjndxka SCREAMING @ lio oh my god her sense of direction is so bad not even UQUIZ could tell her where shes going sajknxjk #PRIYA GOT MINT THE WAY I KNEWW I WAS CHOOSING HER FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING RIGHT like.... it fits! #'there are worse characters to be obsessed with' actually all these things are exactly why i adore her so..! yea! #interesting is EXACTLY who jude is uquiz EXCUSE ME..! if all goes well jude will return to the kingdom a gold dragon hehe :) #'world weary spiteful and sometimes even sadistic' THE WAY THIS QUIZ CALLED OUT MAR MAR KSJNAXAK IT KNOWS #(i mean YOU try being the scion of the blood emperor banished bc u were blamed for ur moms death) #(AND NOW..! ur a possessed oracle with ur deceased and VENGEFUL moms ghost living in ur mind along with demon lords -> #and other ancestors of yours posessing your body giving you prophecies like.. YOU TRY :') shes going through it!) #(zoy is still a wotr character but i thought up of some new plot canons for her so now her old canon is mar mars!) #(just yall wait though if u thought mar mars canon is angsty..... zoy ends up the swarm who walks sjknxujkna) #what do u mean adda is a problematic fav shes never done wrong ever..! we support womens wrongs here! #leg.txt #leg.tagged

[syntax-stonefly]

there’s a lot of stressful things about moving house for the first time but i think the weirdest part is finding art from when i was 10

#moth mumbles #it’s like hey! here’s your angsty fancomic about duck life. here’s your warrior cats ocs. here’s your letter asking herobrine to help you #get with your crush #here’s your (weirdly well-thought-out) concept for an online game where you play as a dragon. here’s your diary that you stuck to for #exactly a week #it’s a funny feeling #like fuck dude yea. that’s just how being 10 is i guess #sidenote i was a lot meaner to my ocs as a kid #like ‘yea she got abandoned as a child and then exiled for nooo reason and everyone’s so so mean to her’ #‘yea this one accidentally killed her best friend and has been on the run her whole life’ #but also i was onto something with those old dragon/monster designs #i always did. this thing where i only wanted to make creatures that i could physically roleplay with ease (so y’know. tetrapods) #like me and my friends would pretend to be httyd dragons #and i would exclusively play as a deadly nadder #anyways yea #feelin emotions today 👍

[guideaus]

Noo I love reading your Trigun thoughts cause I think you’re right about a lot of weird choices. I’ll try to get my words straight but I need to reread the whole ending (especially after the Overhaul finishes) because dark horse translations weird at times <3

We have all these supporting characters at the end that tell Vash that theyre there to fight with him, that they believe in his values, that hes the only one who can stop Knives. None of them are telling Vash what he needs to hear. He isn’t forgiving himself and moving forward because he thinks he deserves it, that he did his best and can move forward, but because it’s necessary to save people. And even though he decides to save Knives in the end from the earth ships… that still isnt a decision to save himself. And then he goes into recovery for months where no one would have helped him, and his brother fucked off without a word while he was asleep so no closure on THAT mess. and Vash is still to blame for things that arent his fault and surrounded by people who claim to love him but dont know him at all besides the plant feather memory thing? I dont know where I was going with this but the ending makes me sad.

I guess we could read Vash continuing on and donning his mantle at the end as a kind of self acceptance… that he was able to move past it at all. But that would make most of his turmoil over killing legato and all the people that died from Knive’s crusade off page. If Wolfwood had lived, had forgiven himself for what he felt he had to do to survive, maybe he would have been there for Vash after Vash killed Legato to set him straight. I don’t think Wolfwood living would have cheapened the story in any way—but I dont know -v- god I just want one person Vash is close to to understand him and help him accept himself. Anyways sorry for sending so much jdjfj, dont feel like u have to respond to this. I just like reading analysis from folks who dont feel like the ending was perfect/ that things couldn’t have gone any other way.

Oh, thank you, I appreciate your ask! And yeah, I could definitely do with a reread of trigun, too, lol. And don't apologize for sending me a message, i like reading what you write, i liked your one post abt elendira, too :)

I agree a lot with what you said about vash near the end of the manga. It'd be very out of character if he suddenly just said "fuck it, you all can die." after everything that's happened (that'd also play into what knvies wants), so of course he goes to try and single-handedly stop knives (and legato), even if it's all pushing himself to exhaustion, but he also kind of isn't really included himself in those he wants to save. I've thought before about if someone had to die in trigun, if vash would fit, and I don't think it would, because he had been suffering throughout the whole thing and a sacrificial moment wouldn't have done him justice considering he already has little regard for himself, and is trying so hard for everyone else.

The series after he's imprisoned has a moment where the human characters are fending for themselves, and pushing to help vash, but it's in kind of weird way... like it is understandable only wolfwood could have saved him, but i think there could've been a longer break after that arc, and then also later after vash fights legato. livio, milly, and meryl (and others i don't really remember lol... i think) help defend themselves, but then i don't think anyone really is literally helping vash after his fight? like they do wait for him to regain consciousness, lol, but he kinda gets a never-ending queue of things he needs to do, and only he can do it. i think there being some alternative to how the problems then get solved could have made it a bit better, lol. idk how i'd change knives' end actions, though, lol.

But yeah, vash is spirited away and isolated again with family #3 or whatever, then is basically thrust into basically the same situation as the start of the story, except he's now got a dead brother, and people from an entirely different planet also are blaming him... his guilt, self-loathing, etc., were not resolved, but this time he's lost all his inhuman abilities after defending these people that want him dead. i think nightow tried for that kind of cliché (?), nostalgic, "its just like the beginning!" thing, and milly/meryl were comedy relief, but being sentimental would've been more impactful. the fucking earth ppl being like "vash BAD" and then gunsmoke's people (especially meryl, milly, livio, etc.,) automatically defending him would've been nice to see instead of both gunsmoke and earth being like "lets fucking get that mf" with milly and meryl making light of it on the side, lol. like trigun ends w vash running into the sunset, and it's portrayed as a pretty/final thing, instead of recognizing that him originally doing that wasn't a good thing, he was alone, and being hunted, and blah blah

#ask #sorry i ended that w blah blah fdsjhfdshj #and i am a HUGE 'wolfwood lives' fan lol #i think someone recently said smth like it was necessary but i couldnt disagree more #i made a post abt it but idk it could still be in my drafts. idk FHJDFS #but yeah i dont exactly think the end was bad (i guess compared to other things ive thought were BAD) but it just kind of... #didnt really resolve things in the end #like maybe nightow couldve got a hiatus to think things over. idk if it was like being pushed to finish/he wanted it over with or something #and yea this site makes me feel like suuuch a hater tho criticizing anything dshjsfdjhd #like i promise i still like it as a whole... thats why i wanna talk abt it unprompted...

[amethyst-halo]

i have this lil self indulgent au where instead of getting dropped in a ravine brashstar takes shadowsight to the twolegplace where velvet finds him and he’s kinda stuck in her house for a bit and they are friends and she helps him find his way home after he’s healed

#i simply think they would be friends #dunno why exactly i thought this up one day but it lives in my brain rent free #sketch speaks #warrior cats #yea sure the tag can have this one ajdjskf

[dykekakashi]

i like this girl sm like we get along on pretty much every level i just wish so badly that she didn’t smoke lol. i may have to just cut this one off before it goes anywhere 

#like i thought i could be chill abt it but there are exactly 3 things i can be chill about in my life and this #is simply not one of them #she told me she smokes 'sometimes' but um no every time we have gone out she smokes lol ....... #if you smoke every day then that is not 'sometimes' ......... #like it wouldn't bug me but the other day i got back home and i smelled my hair and it smelled like smoke and i just </3 #yea i can't