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#you havent seen nothin yet
yooniesim · 5 months
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I don't know who to believe anymore, both of you have been making wild assumptions, and you've taken it the farthest. Please sit and think about if this is worth the time and energy.
Don't worry anon- fortunately, facts speak for themselves! Won't be any wild assumptions or claims, just their own words/posts. I won't ask you to believe anything I say at face value. Cos anyone can lie on the internet, right? I'm not gonna do that. I'll just lay it out, all the screenshots- just as he did- and people can come to their own conclusions about what they think about it. I think that's about fair, right? That's exactly what he did, after all.
(Also, the fact that he said myself and the others triggered by his actions "claim" to be victims, and mocked me being in mourning for my father that died 8 days ago while comparing it to his eviction took out the last tiny bit of sympathy I had. Sorry! Here's an example of a screenshot of something actually fucking disgusting for you.)
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#asks#anonymous#ceci speaks#i mean#since they posted their own receipts#isnt it only fair that i post mine?#or am i supposed to be the bigger person after they mocked me for being in mourning and constantly posted about me for over a week?#and called me all the worst kinda shit and laughed in the face of all the people they triggered and called them crybabies?#and kept going and going all day today calling me all kinds of shit#nah i dont think so#ive taken it the farthest? oh baby#you havent seen nothin yet#for the record tho i never said lil bro was a predator and i dont consider him one#but since hes so irresponsible and seems to have no idea that the issue is not what he ships but how and where he posts it#and has continuously drug out this issue for days on end without having one single bit of remorse until he started getting backlash#theres enough red flags to be extremely concerning to not only me but several other survivors#NO i wouldnt trust my younger family members or minor friends around someone that consumes that content irresponsibly#and has no sense of self awareness or empathy at all#if hes hurt by that well that sucks for him#i dont buy the 'woe is me im just a poor widdle victim dat did nuffin wrong but get bullied' act#you had giant balls the entire last week and now suddenly i answered you youre crying and triggered#if i were meaner id call you a crybaby like you called the people you triggered#but instead i'll just call you a pathetic little worm#grow up#negative#tw csa mention
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ourlordapollo · 1 year
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I think im about to go Kristoph Krazy
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lonelyplanetfag · 5 months
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16, 26, 59, 63
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
rly fuckin Bad but im watching monster garage n theyre turning an impala into a zamboni so it could be worse. last ep was better tho cuz it had gators n they turned a bug into an airboat
26: What are you craving right now?
nothin i just had dinner n im fuckin Nauseous
59: Do you like the snow?
only ever seen it once but from what i remember yeah
63: Would you change your name?
yeah n i wanna change it 4 a lotta reasons i just havent found a new one yet
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wuntrum · 1 year
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Do you like Colin Furth’s Mr. Darcy?
i havent seen it yet to be honest O_O i know its supposedly more book accurate but i think i tried watching that one but stopped before even seeing him 🧍‍♂️ ill watch it somEday, its nothin to do with its quality, just me
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jackienautism · 10 months
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Charlie is so shitty to Erin - his fucking attitude to her in Abysmal - like treating her like she’s his fucking assistant when she’s not and there’s a decision later on where Erin can make a choice that kills him and people are like she is THE WORST and it’s like she’s bad for?? Having feelings about someone whose done shitty things to her and makes a choice that like when you play - it’s like you get why she would think the way she does - it’s like when Ashley snaps and closes the door on Chris kinda deal ya know ? I’m so sorry for ranting I fucking hate him and like people who hate Erin are his number 1 stans
OH SHIT is that so? i had literally no idea 😭😭 i havent seen anyone hate on either so that's very interesting to me.... but then again i havent rly engaged w/ the fandom having not played the game yet. but . yeah. yikes. the most i know about TDIM is that ? there's photography involved? i think? and there's a serial killer trying to kill their little group? but other than that.... i know Nothin
i had no idea that charlie was shitty to erin ): and it SUUUUCKS that of course the same thing happens to her that happened to ashley in terms of snapping... after you know... chris basically attempted to kill her Twice... i dont necessarily think abt those moments w/ ash and chris very much if im being honest but YEAH . i think she has every right to do what she did. plus, to me, its funny as hell. yeah its fucked up, but its hilarious. SO YEAH i had no idea theres a similar situation w/ erin and charlie. if charlie is as shitty to erin as you say he is, then YEAH i dont blame erin for potentially making a choice that gets him killed lmao. esp if he's been nothing but crappy to her. she has every right to be upset and also snap
its funny how i hear NOTHING abt the guys doing shitty things. actually no its not. like. all ive ever seen for this this game is that theyre a little fucked up found family. but is that really true? esp if charlie treats erin like shit? how does erin even view charlie? does she express disdain for him over how he treats her? or is she one of those ppl who like just let ppl walk all over her? bc shes just too Kind to actually stand up for herself and overall just avoids confrontation? IDK MAN!!!!! having thoughts right now
DONT APOLOGIZE!!!!!! i very much appreciate you telling me this, in fact, it gets me to want to play the game even more so i can not wait to see what happens in general
still know nothing abt erin but jamie and i shall be her number one defenders!!!!!!! and mark and kate too if they wanna join (i know nothing abt their dynamics)
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elaichoi · 10 months
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the v v v first time i saw ur acct was when u had the yeonjun prive alliance layout ^3^ those reincarnation aus made me saur emo T^T
i luv that for u agghh<3 not that there's anything wrong w it,but i find it most satisfying when ppl get into kpop from kpop-genre songs rather than western-sounding kpop songs lol my first kpop artists were b2st (highlight) and t-ara hehe
mhm yea mayybbe! i know 100% why i don't post them and its cos i used to be consistent w posting on both kpop & personal socmed accts but mental health happens and i kinda stopped bc numbers make me want 2 cry lmfao
except im slightly less mentally ill since that time now and yk i actually genuinely do rlly want to start all my socmed accts up again but im putting it off bc im a bit of a perfectionist and so im lazy to be doing all dat... all of nothin :D don't call the orderly i'm fine ^_^ /lh
2019-21? ah probably not then i'm pretty sure i was in and out of the school roster (pls tell me if i am oversharing/trauma dumping/crossing any boundaries bc i genuinely do not know i no longer have any social skills T_T /gen /srs)
hm i'm not sure tbh i only followed the one 😭😭 i haven't been on wattpad in a long ass time and i remember i tried seeing what wattpad was like nowadays and was v disappointed w the ads and paid stuff (i think i don't remember). booooo 👎👎
omg wait that's so cool aaaaah!!! i changed my user a lot so i honestly could not tell u bc i have goldfish memory ;__; i do remember i had a user like taempons(_) i think it had an underscore idk don't remember but i changed it (kinda wish i saved it ngl) and oh one i do remember was peachyjihoons (my wannaone phase lmao) but yeah im pretty sure my most recent user was some based on some tumblr shit like svnshine or something idfk 💀💀
u are already a talented writer save some for the rest of us 👺 /j if u could also draw u would be too powerful 👁️👄👁️
omg THAT WAS MY FIRST LAYOUT TOO!! this account isn't that old tbh i still haven't gotten the feel of writing smuts as of yet that's why i havent been much active on it BUT WAIT REINCARNATION AU?!? from my main???
DUDE I LOVE B2ST!!!! and t-ara!!!!!!!! i really got into kpop slowly because i fell for kdrama at first (found replay in one of the kdrama edit lmao) so like my music journey has been very, very kpop ish. i think the global influence in most of kpop songs started to become mroe prominent during 2018?
bro i get you like the fear of starting the stuff you love because you feel like you won't be able to give it all and starting it and feeling it like you're gonna disappoint yourself. i hadn't started anything since like 2017 until recently because i was scared i was gonna stumble, or it won't be good ( well mostly that) or i won't be able to finish that. me and my bff still has this one project we started around like 2018 lmao we both still haven't finished it or picked it up bc we developed the idea sm and got so close to it that we fear writing it now.
not OVERSHARINH I WANNA KNOW!!! NO but like FR wattpad went through the biggest glow down IVE EVer seen like. it's legit LEGIT inhabitable. like at first you take away the newsfeed?!? like how am i gonna pine over other accounts now?!? and then everything became paid and shit like wtf is that?!
omg i wonder if I ever saw you on my explore page or tags bro fr this is so interesting my ig handle has always been one tbh it's @celestialsoo ( my intense love affair with kyungsoo era) like since the dawn of the day.
YOU LIE!!!!! i wish i could fr draw tho i want to draw my muses :///
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doctorhawke · 3 years
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judas trevelyan, bastard of my heart 
don't threaten me with a good time- panic! at the disco // voulez-vous- abba // well-measured vice- the correspondents // hard drive- griffinilla
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chanaihimaa · 3 years
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Layers || chanai himaa
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LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
Name: “Chanai Himaa. Who’s askin’?”
Eye Color: “Ruby red.”
Hair Style/Color: “Black and long. For the most part. Cut my bangs pretty short recently. Used t’be some variant of asymmetric haircut for a while. Curious t’see ‘bout it bein’ all one length.”
Height: “....Five fulm ‘n two ilms.“
Clothing Style: “So long as it comes in black I’m all in. My wardrobe style ‘s pretty fluid. Leather jackets ‘n’ heavy boots to the occasional dress. Doesn’t really matter. If I like it, I wear it. Simple.”
Best Physical Feature: “I don’t know... I’m stuck between sayin’ my hands or my eyes.”
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
Your Fears: “Vulnerability - any form of it, on my end. People that get too close. I don’t think ‘t’s them, specifically. I think... it’s the emotional compromise that comes with it, and the quiet fear that they would abandon me. My therapist says I have abandonment issues. ‘M startin’ t’see she might be right.”
Your Guilty Pleasure: “They say y’gotta be guilty to in the first place for it t’be considered a guilty pleasure. Ain’t no guilt felt ‘round these parts here. Next question.”
Your Biggest Pet Peeve: “Chatter boxes that don’t know personal space when I don’t know ‘em from a can o’paint. Also, bein’ underestimated.”
Your Ambition for the Future: “...To be better. ”
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
Your First Thoughts Waking Up: “Just a few more minutes...”
What You Think About the Most: “Wouldn’t you like t’know.”
What You Think About Before Bed: “Anyone ever tell y’a brownnosin’ isn’t cute? If you gotta ask... I think about Sia’s habit of leaving candles burnin’, ‘n’ how now I gotta get up from my comfy spot to check.”
You Think Your Best Quality Is: “Mmm... My wit ain’t too shabby.”
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
Single or Group Dates: “Single for somethin’ more personal. Other than that, group datin’s alright.”
To be Loved or Respected: “Respected. There is no love if we can’t respect each other, yeah? It goes hand in hand.”
Beauty or Brains: “Brains. Please. I do like lookin’ at beautiful things, but if you don’t have brains you ain’t gonna keep anyone else alive, mm? Beauty and brains is preferred.”
Dogs or Cats: “Cats. Although, I do like both. I just happen to love one a little more than the other.”
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Lie: “Come now. I’d love t’hear your guess on that one.”
Believe in Yourself: “Sometimes. Maybe. I don’t... I don’t know about a lot of things right now, let alone myself.”
Believe in Love: “I have seen it, once. Felt it. Cannot say it works out well for me most of the time, but I see it amongst others. T’s proof enough for me.”
Want Someone: a chuckle. “Gotta be more specific than that for me to go singin’ like a songbird admittin’ a thing like that. Guess you’ll never know.”
LAYER SIX: EVER?
Been on Stage: “Er... a couple o’times.”
Done Drugs: “...What. Gonna shop me in? Just admit you’re the feds ‘n’ stop pussyfootin’ ‘round, yeah’?”
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: “Not change, but... temporary masking t’get by? Aye. Haven’t we all?”
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
Favorite Color: “Red, black... white, ‘n’ gold.”
Favorite Animal: “Y’ever heard of a Lynx cat?”
Favorite Food: “Mmm... ‘nything sweet ‘n’ spicy, noodles, and beef.”
Favorite Game: “The ones that end in people forkin’ over their coin for losin’ after betting.”
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
Day Your Next Birthday Will Be: “Why? Thinkin’ bout gettin’ me somethin’?”
How Old Will You Be: “Twenty six.”
Age You Lost Your Virginity: “...Not somethin’ worth recallin’, I promise.”
Does Age Matter: “Doesn’t matter if we’re all adults under the umbrella to consent. Savy? Other than that, ‘t’s none of my godsdamn business.”
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
Best Personality: “My track record has proven I’ve a thing for disastrously cheeky bastards that get on my last nerve, yet are incredibly smart, flirtatious and damn good weeding their way in. I hate it.”
Best Eye Color: “I like ‘em all.”
Best Hair Color: “Makes no difference t’me. So long as t’s fuckin’ clean.”
Best thing to do with a Partner: “...Sitting alone in a space that makes y’feel like the while world is quiet ‘n’ asleep save for the two of you, sharin’ deep conversation over cigarettes and ale. Or how th’world shrinks into nothin’ but a pinhole dot ‘n’ nothin’ matters except for that brush of a knee against yours or when they look at you and seem to understand before they kiss you. Or you, them. Doesn’t matter. Makes things feel not as bad, even if it is. I think that’s one of the best things that comes with a partner.”
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I love: “My cat, Midnight.”
I feel: “Alright. For the most part”
I hide: “What can’t be said.”
I miss: “Him.”
I wish: “...to keep pushin’ forward, one day at a time.”
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Tagged by: @unatobajhiri​ thank you, friend!  Tagging: open tag. I’m not sure how many of you already done this, so if you havent feel free to do it and tag me so I can see, too
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riskreyes · 4 years
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frybo/s1e5 + cat fingers/s1e6
and now for the episodes we all pretend don’t exist
frybo
FRYBO??? OH NO
okay but are the gem shards... shattered gems..........
me zoning out in class like
everybody gangsta till the pants start walking
"that's UNUSUAL" steven u havent seen nothin yet
so i feel like frybo was one of the most traumatic things in his childhood
poor peedee :((
idk why but this episode has chowder vibes, maybe it's the food theme??
i'm traumatized just looking at this
THE NOISES FRYBO’S FEET ARE MAKING
i feel ya peedee
steven's being launched into orbit
them daddy issues hoo boy
STEVEN'S GALOSHES ARE SO CUTE
THIS IS A KID'S SHOW!!!!!!! WHY DOES HE HAVE FUCKING VEINS????
HOW DID THIS GET PAST THE CENSORS???
the cheese/mash potato vomit...
AAAAAA A BUTTCRACK JOKE?
steven why are you still naked
cat fingers
WHY ARE BOTH OF THE CURSED EPISODES PAIRED WITH EACH OTHER
greg being uncomfortable with the shapeshifting
PEARL being uncomfortable with the shapeshifting :(((
he wants to be a huge lion omg,,, wig
I'M GLAD THEY LEARNED TO ANIMATE BETTER CATS
god lars you asshat
PEEDEE JUST GOT SHOVED ASIDE
body horror
god this show sure was Something
STEVEN BABYYYYYYY
"I'M A MONSTER" YOOOOOOOO
how was this allowed??????
aw the puns i love steven
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ixiablogs · 4 years
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A special night (f2f)
Ixia arrives in a space on the surface, looking around with a smile. He was here with Spade and Brio some time ago... its still pretty as ever.
- Speaking of Spade, the sometimes a skeleton, most of the time a cat monster rears his fluffy face when he sees Ixia. He gives him a grin. 
"hey, bout time you showed up!"
- Ixia smiled sheepishly, putting away the device that let him come here to begin with. 
 "oh, leave me alone im still getting used to working this thing... so, uh, where'd you wanna go again?"
- Spade grins and gestures for Ixia to follow him as he turns and starts walking through this quaint, almost fantasy style town. He leads them to a bar, a little bit busy at this time of night, but not too crowded. 
 "i came back to this line when we hung out and found this place and man, their drinks are super good. they also got food if you dont wanna get trashed."
- Ixia blinks in surprise, humming for a bit as he thinks it over. Last time he got drunk with someone... oh but, no, he has a way to get home and a place thats safe to get back to. It'll be fine. 
"i! think i could use a few drinks, honestly, neheh..."
- Spade's expressions softens a little bit and he nods. 
 "yeah, i totally get that. c'mon." 
 He leads them inside and takes a look around before heading to one of the booths closer to the bar, taking a seat on one end and watching Ixia sit opposite of him. There's two little drink menus on the table they can look through at their leisure. 
 "so... how you been doin? im sorry i kinda.. suck at talkin to ya.”
- "oh, no its okay. im not much better either, hehh...." 
 He picks up one of the menus, flipping through it. 
 "uhm, well... i've been doing okay! i think.. i think ever since i left my home, i've been doing better. it is... weird adjusting though, eheh. the longer im away from home, the more i realize that.... i forgot how to be a person. i forgot how to talk to people.... after all, when you re-live the same week or so over and over and over it... it messes up your head...." 
 Wow, he hasnt even had any drinks yet. Feeling extra vulnerable today he guesses...
- Blink blink. Yeah that! Kinda came outta left field, but Spade's not gonna judge. He just listens and nods along, letting out a little sigh. 
 "i know it aint so easy but you really should just loosen up... i mean, aint no one gonna bite you if you just. talk to them, or just talk online and see who might wanna talk back. you'll be okay though yeah? i think you'll be okay."
-- Ixia blinks at the other, giving him a sheepish grin. 
 "eheh, yeah, i guess you're right...."
-- They exchange meaningless small talk for the next.. however long. They browse and order drinks, Spade talking about which are his favorite, Ixia admiring all the different colors and there were some that glowed?? Wowie.
-- "you knowwwww..." 
Ixia's speech is finally starting to loosen as he finishes his current drink, twirling the glass around. "i rreally like this place.... and not like, just the bar! nyeheh.... this like, town, its so... cute an pretty an nice.... wasp showed me one line, an... an sure it was nice but... mmn.. i might ask pippap about building me a house here...."
-- Spade's ears twitch up curiously. 
 "ooh yeah? sounds pretty nice t'me, and hey, you do whatever's gonna make ya happiest right?" He smiles, warm and friendly.
-- Oh,, he doesnt know why, but It feels like his soul's fluttering a little.
 "mmneheh, yeah! yeah i guess thats true.... i'll hafta do some looking around myself though, i havent seen much of this place actually, an i think it'd be nice..."
-- He chuckles a little, tail idly swishing about. 
 "well hey, maybe sometime when we aint so sloshed, we can go 'splorin round the place. scope out somewhere you might want a house... what kinda house you thinkin of anyhow?"
-- "what, kind? uh... ohh, i guess i havent thought of it much... some kinda, big spacious... cute... oh! oh i'd love to have a nice garden all around... mmm... a big living room, with a fire place.... and a nice kitchen so i can try making my own meals, neheh...." 
 He gets this whistful look on his face as he thinks more about it, losing himself in his thoughts.
-- Spade idly sips at his drink as he watches and listens, a warm feeling in his chest, along with a pained one. 
 "...god, i forgot how cute you could be...." 
 A beat, then a blink. His face flushes red. Shit shit he didnt meant to...
-- Ixia pauses for a second too before giggling, covering his face with one of his hands. 
 "pffnyehheh heh... oh, stop it...."
-- Oh, it was. Well received? His face relaxes, and he goes back to smiling loosely. 
 "hehh, what? its true.... you've always had such a cute face, such a cute laugh...." 
 He idly slides a hand across the table, facing upwards as if to ask for a hand in return. 
 "those are some of the things i really like about you...."
-- Ixia's face flushes more, and his soul flutters harder. Seeing the hand offered to him, he.. hesitates for a moment before placing his own hand on top, both moving in almost sync so their fingers can lace together. He casts his gaze downwards, his expression dropping a little.
 "..dont you mean 'liked'....?"
-- Spade looks Ixia in the eyes, his expression relaxed, but also.. serious. 
 "no," He squeezes Ixia's bony hand. "i mean what i said."
-- His chest tightens and he squeezes Spade's hand back in turn. 
 "but i... im not the same person to you, right?... not anymore...."
-- Spade shrugs a little bit. 
 "i mean, sure, if you wanna get all technical. you're younger, went through less shit, and you even look a little different, but...." 
 He tries to think for a moment, looking at Ixia through half focused eyes, pupils razor thin almost. 
 "that dont mean nothin to me... if you wanna change yer name, change yer whole life, i'd fall for ya again and again, regardless."
-- That look itself is enough to send shivers up his spine, and the words... almost enough to tear his soul apart. Especially when he thinks back to everything Wasp's told him in regard to... to his situation. But those last words... its like Spade kicked open the flood gates, cause he cant hold back his tears.
-- Spade releases Ixia's hand only to come around to his booth and sit next to him, embracing him and holding him tight. 
 "its okay.... just let it all out."
-- Ixia hiccups as he tries to hold back his sobs but when Spade sits next to him and wraps those arms around him he just cant help but bury his face against his chest and just cry. So much pent up emotion finally gets to be released... all his confusion, all his pain, all his doubts. After a few minutes of this, Ixia finds himself feeling a little lighter than when they came in. He sniffles, still as close to Spade as he can possibly be, his head tucked against his chest. 
 "w.. will.. will y-you st.. stay with me?...."
-- Spade nuzzles the top of that skull, a low purr rumbling in his chest and throat. 
 "if you want me to, then yea. i will."
-- Ixia sniffles and nods a little, nuzzling against Spade's chest (and also wiping some of those tears away in the process). When he feels relaxed enough to pull away he lets out a shaky sigh, rubbing at his face. 
 "i... i really am sorry it.. its just been so hard and you, you just... treat me like, well, me an thats... thats all i wanted.... thats all i want...."
-- Spade watches him intently, his tail lightly thumping against the booth. When Ixia finishes talking he reaches out and holds one of his hands again, lacing their fingers together, rubbing his thumb idly against the other’s hand. 
 "its okay... you're okay." He offers him a little smile. "whatsay we get a few more rounds in before we head out. you look like you need em."
-- Ixia sniffles and blushes as Spade laces their fingers together again, managing a little smile in return. 
 "y.. yeah, okay... sounds good to me...." 
 And they do just that, Spade staying next to Ixia all the while as they go through more drinks and even more small talk, but this time... this time, the closeness makes it all the more special. Thats what Ixia thinks at least.
They spend hours together before finally they part ways, both of them knowing their goodbyes wont last for very long. Not now, not after that night. 
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budugaapologist · 5 years
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as someone that can wiggle their ears, their nose, move their nostrils independently, and really fuck with my eyebrows i really wanna know if any of the assassins can also do this. like "oh kassandra you're so beautiful" "you havent seen nothin yet" and then she proceeds to move her nose rapidly
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ua-miruko · 5 years
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[8/19]
ua-miruko
ey... we all need to talk... hmu when yall are available
@ua-todoroki​
?
ua-kaibara
I'm open now
ua-miruko
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aiight
[Miruko literally just sends a .zip file of the case files she was handed by the Commission]
all the fuckery was caused by a villain. case is being worked on but figured it's something we should discuss
ua-kaibara
I'm.. Somehow unsurprised
ua-miruko
yeah lmao
that's what we said
ua-mar
....... I understand
It’s almost unsurprising if anything at this point is infiltrated by a villain 😔 
What are the odds something like that would happen........and we took the bait
ua-miruko
yeah
it's fucking frustrating
ua-mar
It’s not just frustrating. It’s......overwhelmingly irritating
Oh! Sensei! Is Inasa doing alright?😔 Haven’t heard much from him....
ua-miruko
idk
lot goin on...
gonna see if i can check on him today
fucker rly messed him up, i heard...
ua-mar
I see. Send my wishes of speedy recovery😔.
ua-miruko
i will. soon as its safe to, i'll let yall know so you can visit if you want
ua-mar
.......Sensei, I just wanted to say that I apologize for the shameful display that happened during all of it.  I didn’t put up a fight to save the others, nor did I help accomplish anything for the sake of surviving as a group. To be your intern, was.....a mistake. I can’t accept your training if I proved to fail you in the end 😔
ua-miruko
oi oi oi.... what the fuck is all this all of a sudden? did i ever say you failed me?
you puttin words in my mouth? 😡
ua-mar
....? I didn’t fail you?
ua-miruko
of course you didn't!! wtf
ua-mar
I......ok 😶. I also apologize if I made the intention to put words in your mouth, I promise to never give you that connection ever again.
But.....I promise on never letting you down Sensei! Even if I break all bones, I’ll always be loyal in your service
ua-miruko
try to avoid breakin your bones tho lol
you can't do shit if you're broken... got it? fuck... i ain't askin you to sacrifice it all for fuckin anyone
if you can handle it, do it!!! if you can't, fuckin back off and let someone else do it, alright?
we'll work on getting you stronger
cuz i get what you're feelin
sucks... not gettin to just bash away whatever gets you down sucks it sucks being weak
so i'mma get you to the point where you can be half as strong as me!!! 💪 😤 NO DITCHIN MY TRAINING 😡 tryna make me chase after you lol s2g
ua-mar
Half as you!!?😱 Are you really sure??
ua-miruko
... maybe 1/4!!!
ua-mar
.....DEAL!
Oh! Sensei, I hope this isn’t too far back, but were you okay back then? You seemed a little jumpy and red?🤔 If you needed water, I could’ve fetched it for you 😼! Dehydration is no joke!
ua-miruko
..... ?!?!????!!?!!
fuck you mean lmfao.... i don't GET jumpy
ua-mar
but you’re a bunny Ahaaa 😅 my apologies, I just never seen you like that before
Was it too hot in there? 🤔
ua-miruko
😡 😡 ...
ua-mar
......... 😅 😅 ahhhh nevermind then . I was worried about you.
ua-miruko
lmao
nahhh nothin to be worried about
i was like one of the only people NOT flippin my goddamn shit all over the place
ua-mar
Hmm! Absolutely true! You’re strong in all sorts of ways!!
I’m going to be 1/4th strong just like you 😤 💪 💪 💪 !
ua-miruko
you BETTER!!!
ua-mar
I WILL SENSEI 😤 . IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP JUST YET 
😼 😼
ua-miruko
DAMN RIGHT
ua-todoroki
Hm.
ua-miruko
???
ua-todoroki
Idk.
I'd rather just forget about all this.
ua-mar
Ahh. Todoroki! Are you planning on visiting Inasa in the hospital? I can accompany you if want?
ua-todoroki
I can do it by myself.
ua-mar
Oh. Ahaaaa yeah! I understand! Some people need their space. Got it 👍
I wonder if Kaibara is okay as well 😔......
ua-miruko
yeah he's a quiet one
ua-mar
Ah! Sensei! 😻 Well you know what they always say, watch out for the quiet ones 😉!
ua-todoroki
:/...
ua-miruko
....can you speak up, kid....
ua-todoroki
Everyone keeps telling me that I did well.
I didn't.
I was just being a coward.
ua-miruko
oi.....what's making you think a thing like that, tho????
shit was impossible, it was supposed to be
ua-mar
So you’re saying it was inevitable? That our fates were to be doomed? ......the villains sabotaging it too is.....
...........ahhh😅 nevermind! I’m just a little tired 😓
ua-miruko
listen, if you're gonna say something, i want you to stick to it...dont be taking shit back the next second
yeah. villains try and make shit impossible. that's the point of 'em, that's all they ever wanna accomplish
our job...is not to let them...
...
sometimes they win tho
and when they win, you cant be sitting around bashing yourself. .
you gotta just get up and move on!! keep fuckin fighting them back til you kick through whatever BULLSHIT they managed
ua-mar
.........okay I understand 😔
Villains are inevitable but getting treated as a punching bag isn’t 😤
Miruko Sensei........I know things aren’t exactly in high spirits right now, but thank you, for everything.....
ua-miruko
havent done much that rly deserves gratitude lol....
but no prob
i gotta start doin better too so... 😤😤😤
ua-mar
You do deserve gratitude ☺️! You’re our Sensei! A respected hero in the Top 10!
You’re a strong person in a multitude of ways! Anyone that says otherwise will catch these hands (ง'̀-'́)ง
ua-todoroki
Even if it was impossible I wish I had done more. Confirmed it, at least.
ua-mar
Todoroki.....😔
I think Miruko Sensei wouldn’t like it if we kept on bashing ourselves 😔
ua-mar
We can build ourselves back up again as a team ☺️!
ua-miruko
.....yeah. haha
ua-mar
Sensei, I know Inasa is still in the hospital at the moment, so we’re not complete as a full team, but are we still going to be sticking to our training routines or will we be doing patrol duties?
ua-miruko
nah...i can handle patrols fine on my own
stick to training... we should resume em in a few days, yeah
ua-mar
Understood! We’ll commence with training!
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wigglingpandaboi · 5 years
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Me: I wanna watch a movie Brain: Cool, heres a whole selection of Movies that are brand new and you havent watched yet and- what are you doing? Me: *Slowly inching towards the movie I've seen 10 times already* Nothin
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0nlywateristheriver · 5 years
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My Second Wife
Link to story with original pictures: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1O9-fjebl_2IBrzJxBdK0zVDJ04gQLD7zc6BzmBJLzDw/edit?usp=sharing 
@doctor-of-fair-play
My Second Wife
@onlywateristheriver
After over a thousand years married to the woman, the Doctor had gotten the knack of pinpointing about where River was along her timeline, without the aid of their diaries. They had to have been married by now - she looked older than she had that day. As of yet, however, River didn’t seem to know her which, despite being a bit offensive, also offered the opportunity for a bit of fun…
“D’you know?“ the Doctor couldn’t help but have the corner of her mouth twitch into a smile just barely contained. River had pulled this on her once, though now she realized that River might have been talking about her. Timelines. “You remind me of m’second wife. Well, second proper wife… there were a few others just for the fun and the party. The resemblance, s’uncanny. Course, her hair’s a bit curlier, and she has this nasty habit of carrying ‘round weapons. Once shot m’hat! Very rude. Never carry ‘round weapons, makes you look weak,“ she paced around River, tapping a finger against her holster, “Naughty, naughty. And… this is the silly bit. She’s an archaeologist. Can you imagine it? Time travelin’ archaeologist. That’s cheatin’! Don’t you think that’s cheatin’?”
onlywateristheriver
River’s eyes narrowed as the woman in front of her went on about weapons and hats and archaeology. “I’ll have you know, archaeology is the best way to find some of the most precious things that would have otherwise been lost to time. I was lost when I went to university and becoming an archaeologist helped me to find the best thing in my life. Led me to it again and again. And saved my life and the life of those I love more than once, so don’t you go on about weakness and silliness and cheating.” River tutted.
doctor-of-fair-play
The best thing in my life. Did she mean…? The Doctor stood a little straighter, a curl of guilt moving inside her. She’d never really stopped to think, stopped to consider… Anthropology she could understand, she was a bit of an anthropologist herself, but archaeology? Climbing about in the dust, going through old scraps of papers and wisps of lives long since ended when all of it was there, within reach, when one was to just step past the barrier of time. Alive and real.
“M’sorry. I was just havin’ a bit of fun.” The Doctor pulled up a chair, leaning in a bit closer to her wife, “S’really important to you, isn’t it? S’not just a way of… Why though? When you can step out in the world, amongst the living, why limit yourself to fragments? S’a vortex manipulator, isn’t it?” the question didn’t sound very convincing, she barely even glanced down at it. “You could go back, see it all for yourself. Nothin’s really lost.”
onlywateristheriver
“I didn’t have this from the beginning. I was left on my own with nothing. I had to find my own way with nothing but my own will and determination. All I knew was that there was someone I needed to find. Someone who could be anywhere, anywhen. I was as weak as a kitten and as knowledgable as a newborn. But I grew up fast and I used what I had around me. Archaeology was the best way to find what I needed. It’s served me well.”
River leaned back in her chair and looked the woman up and down. “Why am I telling you any of this anyway?”
doctor-of-fair-play
“Just have one of those faces, people can’t help but talk when I’m around. Sometimes. Honestly, I’ve not the knack for it I used to.” It was probably the height. Or the breasts. The Doctor leaned forward, elbows on the table, and twirled her straw around the emptying glass.“And, I mean, m'also your husband and I’ve been dropping hints all night. So there’s that. Really, River, you’re usually quicker on the uptake. How many people d'you think have a time travelin’ archaeologist for a wife?”
onlywateristheriver
River stared for a good minute or two at the woman in front of her. It was the eyes that finally convinced her. “I never thought I’d see you again.” Slowly she smiled. “And I certainly never came across this in my research. How long has it been for you?”
doctor-of-fair-play
The Doctor waited for some reaction from River, trying to read the expressions that passed over her face. Eventually, River smiled and a smile brightened the Doctor’s face too. “Y’know me, m’like a bad penny.” Her smile wavered, the unwelcome memory of their last goodbye pressing into her mind. “Been a while on my end, haven’t seen you since a bit before I last regenerated - don’t think you’re there quite yet. M’two thousand and something if that’s any help?”
onlywateristheriver
“Two thousand? It has been a while then. For me as well. I haven’t seen you in probably a hundred years, maybe a hundred and fifty?” She tried to hide the sadness that always surfaced when she realized how long the Doctor had left her alone. She knew they couldn’t spend all of their time together, that was dangerous. But she still missed him, ‘her’ she corrected, terribly when they were apart.
“I’m glad you found a way to go on. I know you were worried that you were at the end.”
doctor-of-fair-play
“S’not what I was worried about. But you know me, never liked endings.“ She let out a slow breath, hands stuffed in her pockets, and looked inside the cafe. The light of the grimy fixtures shone a warm gold, and the clink of dishes and silverware, the murmur of voices could be distantly heard. It would be better to laugh, better to pretend they weren’t both moving towards a goodbye, than to stand out here in the rain speaking of things that couldn’t be changed. “Come have dinner with us. I think you’ll like them, m’friends. And there’s a lot of catchin’ up we have to do, you and me. All the bits we missed.“
onlywateristheriver
River took a deep breath and put on a smile she didn’t really feel. “Okay. Lead the way.”
doctor-of-fair-play
Slipping a hand into hers, the Doctor led her back into the cafe. The chill of the rainy evening faded as the door closed behind them, though the Doctor’s hair was dripping and her shirt was tight to her skin, sticking and cold. She gladly slipped back into the booth, as it was near to the faux fireplace in the corner which gave off a very real glow of warmth from glowing plastic logs. Humans, they couldn’t just stick a space heater in the corner. Very few races were so focused on the ‘atmosphere’ of a place.
“We got you both another round of hot chocolates,“ Graham said, holding one out to each of them. The Doctor took hers gratefully, wrapping icy fingers around the warmth of the mug. “I’m amazed you’re not half froze, standing out there.“
“So is one of you going to explain?“ Ryan asked. “I didn’t take you for the married sort, Doctor.”
Yaz gave him a nudge under the table with her foot - the Doctor knew this because she missed Ryan and caught the Doctor’s shin instead. “What he means is, we thought you’d have been around, River? We were just saying, we’re a bit surprised we haven’t met you before, that’s all.”
onlywateristheriver
So, they were going to hold hands then. They’d never actually done the couple-thing before. Not with anyone they actually knew personally outside of her parents and not even then, as her dad had always been a bit overprotective for the brief moments they’d had as dad and daughter. River found that she liked it very much. She didn’t release her wife’s hand even when the older man held out the hot chocolate for her. “Thank you.”
She turned to the girl. “Well, the Doctor and I have had such an interesting history, always meeting out of order. Has she told you about any of it?”
doctor-of-fair-play
No. The answer was ‘no’. She’d not said a word. So many names she never let past her lips, because it hurt too much, because she didn’t want to scare her new friends by letting on how many had been lost while she’d carried on. The Doctor, such a survivor. Always living while those she loved… Perhaps the tension showed - a tightness in her neck, an expression on her face - because Yaz seemed to understand and saved her. “I think we scared the Doctor off talking about personal things when she let on she was two thousand and we threatened her with two thousand birthday parties.”
A small look of confusion touched against Ryan’s face, for she’d once mentioned her age in passing but there had been no talk of parties, but he caught on after a moment, “Right yeah.“
“Love a good party, me,“ the Doctor said, feeling able to take a breath, “but so many candles. Don’t really want to be blamed for another fire - Rome was bad enough.” She took a sip of her hot chocolate. “Why don’t you tell them ‘bout the Byzantium, dear? That was a good one. This one decided the best was t’drop by the TARDIS would be to fling herself out another ship’s hatch.”
0nlywateristheriver
“Two thousand birthday parties? I don’t even think she’s ever had even one.” River nudged the Doctor with her shoulder. “Dad and I tried to throw him a surprise birthday party once. Mum was supposed to keep him occupied for a couple of hours. They didn’t come back for two days! He never could quite explain why, but I think Mum had let it slip somehow what we’d been planning.” River’s eyes got misty for a moment.
She gathered herself back together. “The Byzantium. Right. You were so young then.” She smiled at the Doctor then winked at Yaz. “He looked about twelve years old, and so easy to get all flustered. Particularly when I landed right on top of him when he pulled me into the TARDIS.”
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eccentriccowboy · 6 years
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Couples are annoying. It’s what they do best.
Synopsis: Luke and you are in a healthy, loving, relationship that devote their time to annoying others.
Warnings: Just that kind of “perfect relationship” stuff that’s borderline cringey but also makes you want to shed tears bc you want a relationship like that. And swearing.
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^not my gif. thanks gif person. 
“Hey babe, have you seen my phone?” Luke called out to you, searching through the dressing room.
“No, honey,” you look up from your seat on the couch to your boyfriend. “Have you checked your bag yet, darling?”
Luke shuffled through his backpack, once, then twice, before saying, “Yea, it wasn’t in there, baby.”
“You sure? I’m sure I saw it there earlier. Did you check the front pocket, dear?”
Before Luke could answer, there was an audible groan from the corner of the room. Michael covers his face with his hands, his head thrown back as he grumbles.
“Can you two cut it out?” he asks, obviously annoyed.
“What is it?” you ask, confused as to what you had done.
“The pet names. Oh my god, I can’t deal with it any more, you two are so annoying,” Michael complains.
“What do you mean?” Luke questions defensively.
“I mean that if I hear one more ‘babe’ or ‘dear’ I’m gonna murder both of you,” Michael exclaims.
“I didn’t think we did it that often,” you say, scratching your head and trying to recall the many times you used a nickname for Luke. You guess you just got into the habit of it and didn’t notice.
“Oh, trust me. You do,” Michael sighs.
“Is it really that bad?” you asked.
“Trust me. It is.” Michael says, clearly becoming more and more done with this conversation.
“Do you really have to murder us if we do it?” You asked quietly.
“Trust me. I do.”
“Hey, can you pass me my phone charger, uh, Luke?” You questioned, catching on and stopping yourself from calling him ‘honey’.
“Here it is, babe,” he tossed the cord across from the desk he was seated at in the hotel room to you.
“Don’t do that,” you muttered.
“Do what, dear?” 
“That. Dear. Michael got mad at us. He thinks we’re annoying,” you stated simply, even though part of it pulled on your heart in a weird way you couldn’t explain.
“So? It’s not like he can control our lives,” Luke shrugged, surprised you were taking what his friend had said so to heart.
“But if we do it he’ll apparently murder both of us in an alley,” you repeated what Michael had threatened you and Luke with.
Luke laughed at your seriousness, “Well he never said in an alley,” he pointed out, standing up to sit on the bed with you. “And either way, when did we start giving a shit about what Michael asks us to do?”
“I dunno. I just don’t wanna upset anyone,” you say indifferently, even though this hurt a lot more than it should. “Or get murdered,” you added, trying to lighten the mood.
Luke laughed, before saying, “you’re not upsetting anyone, babe. It’s just Michael being a dick, who knows why.”
“But still if he doesn’t like it” you persisted.
“If he doesn’t like it then fuck him. He can’t weigh in on our relationship. No one can,” Luke argues firmly.
Finally it clicks for you both, why this hurts more than it should. What Michael said is just a softer version of the comments you would read on your Instagram posts with Luke, or vice versa. The constant nagging and insults from outsiders, people who aren’t even in the relationship, yet believe they know what’s best for both of you. 
Luke and you have made an effort to ignore what people have said, but sometimes it’s hard to. But you two love each other too much to listen to them, and that’s what’s important.
“And if he thinks that was bad, I think we gotta show him just how annoying we can be,” Luke states.
It was an hour before their next show, and Luke was waiting for you to enter the dressing room. You guys had devised a plan, okay, it wasn’t a plan, but it surely was a form of vengeance.
Once you entered, Luke immediately yelled “HEY THERE,” he paused for dramatic effect, “PUMPKIN.”
You held back your giggles before replying “Hi,” a pause to emphasize your next words “Honeybums,”
Michael, who had previously been trying to take a nap calmly had opened his eyes to the ruckus being made.  
“Whatcha doin’, sugarkins?” Luke questioned, coming up with the grossest, most extra pet name he could. 
“Nothin much, how bout you, my sweet cinnamon bun?” you asked, cringing at your own words, topping Luke’s pet name. You reached over to squeeze his cheeks to continue with this over-the-top acting.
Michael closed his eyes again, trying to stay calm during this interaction.
“Oh, just thinking of you; my other half, my true love, my soul mate, my heart’s desire,” Luke went on, stifling a laugh as he observed Michael’s slow descent into madness. Michael had turned around on the couch, covering his ears with his pillow, although it did nothing to block out what you said next.
“Have I ever told you, you, my kindred spirit,” a loud laugh escaped Luke’s mouth at your words, “are the Romeo to my Juliet?”
Luke cleaned up his act, stopping himself from laughing more, before continuing what you had been saying.
“The Sherlock to my Watson?”
“The lightning to my thunder?” 
“The salt to my pepper?”
“The peanut butter to my jelly?”
The list continued, Michael becoming more and more aggravated with each one. 
“Oh, my sweet prince, you mean so much more to me that that,” you said, dramatically reaching to stroke his cheek, looking into his eyes before completely losing it.
Luke’s head fell back, his chest rising and falling quickly as he roared cries of laughter. You fell onto the couch next to him, your feet giving out under you as your whole body was swept up with so much emotion.
Michael had reached the limit, no longer being able to take all of this crappy acting and yelling coming from you two. He stood up quickly before yelling out the dressing room door, “CALUM! GRAB THE KNIFE!”
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human-notbeing-blog · 5 years
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[Unedited: same as when written,, ] Seeking out search out for that heavnly realm That unseen That unknown That unseen, yet ever-present Everlasting , Lasting after last thing stuck in this circle Cypher rewind the minors Flow from the water Life from the evil in backwards Hit my duality with some shit Not to fight But to bea a mothafucka and let the helix twist and split The sky's the direction Relax Nothing to worry on being worthy The gift and the 8 above my head Is that love That love That otha water born creation Money for grabs all that cool , but I found myself circling this earth That realm Like thats all what of where im at And thats all im going to Crab walk across the park Paranoud cause theyre making a noise Cave to myself, no entry things and sinister dreams Avail a circle with nothing cause it aint open Finally find what time to understand What is And what the fuck isnt Drink from a different river , The golden halo Head so far from , inner isnt Splitting my own atoms Nah none more of that Control of Earthly habits To achieve more of the Earth? Give up all that shit to recieve it all In the ending Cause on that alpha shiy I wouldnt be shit Wouldnt be shit Wouldnt exist So what makes me think 3 snakes Instead of 2 Wanting more So more on repeat But I wasnt the mothafucka that brought me into this world and I'm that brotherfucker that tried to bring myself out of it 6times On count on repeat dracula Breathing ivacuated Incasipated Cant write or speak as fast as these thoughts What is this Something I dont know Something I dont want Now its unfamiliar Yet its been the same face ive been starin at for 4 years straight Straight jacket eight ball kickin a window in Made of a million pieces All decieved in decease Come to rest at best at peace Mothafucka I need more than these Days of dark sand In my hand Recieve it all in the downfall My own downfall, where I draw the bottom, where I let go of it all Jump into the loop That halo realm beyond you Beyond everything as purpose cant be nothing , only on something on this direction, thesw worries, this stance of endeavor Going out the same way I came in , hoping to be Starring into its gold to see Beginning where it starts, of that (The things he put , the fire , the heat, the elements , the alchemy) That pure shit of what I was really lookin for Molly hit my temple damn pure Take enough until you find that answrr im talking about The enptiness Took another 3 and some to look up after from the aftermath of that empty hands earthly trends going in circles around Finding the answer keeping that shit for me Thats the key So I thiught so i think therefore i am To everything to udneratand On my own my shit my own Have evrrything Entreprise to stay alive Keepin me breathin maybe But it created the things of this life outta fear Circled more for a vulture such as me Eat ate Kill to mistake Forgive never forget Holding onto something That ill never forget Cause thats where I was stancing when I wanted to ge5 ahead And its been there every since Past particle living listening more ceaseless than my tweakin car livin days Throwin seeds like atta fat bitch from a weddin for fun Cause I got nothin but this gun And somethin for my head now . maybe Mothafucka just tryna spread Like the one million of the sperm That made a brothalova like you And if i aint the same lava pour over me Cause ive been a mothafucka since the pompeii days Before prehistoric before the sage Yeah twitchclenchin fool Thats what im really looking for Thats what ive really been searching for Thats what time is To me alreast My dude , my dawg In that trust that it rains In the name of myself . in the name of going the distance in a consistence A direction thats directed by your realm heavenly . only . of . possibility . doors i dont know . havent heard . havent seen . Release that fuckin devil . that sin . Keep me in your bed . finally in between . Floating from it Like the polarity i want most . why twist my own helix like my nips This I want living more Like this I want this gold given . spread gifted . lifted . nothing to repeat of self as its no longer a race Its an assembly to stack up the lift up more Induldge in your beauty Damn youre a fuckin beauty No paranoia Wont annoy yah No more breathing heevin heavy worrying about my mindset steady no more . Somwthing of yours Nothibg of mine thats im used to Adjusted to control perfect Rash on my foreskin tryna craft a flow Something theyd appreciate Ill get it once I let get off all of it All of that All of caring Hit the bottom so i hit the heavens Yeah . mothalova . peace man fuzz . something thats worth to keep consistent Thats worth to live Cause ill only appreciate what i find when im not really that into lookin at how it would be to get and what leprocauhn bitch inside look like Heaven point of vision seeing down Like i got my 12 from 6 complete Kundalini a devil on my way up No fear on me days these slut please Find my worries on consewuences on that river you tryna find me dead Twisted my nips for hours too long . no food no sleep . Hit that g spot . my g spot . her g cavity never felt gravity till now spot sweet . From faith . from wanting it more . to making it that vision . that layer overall . overees of me make my ovaries overeasy please . Dont worry about how keep that outco e consistent As its something thats His. And I know at Any time Any Time At Any I can have it Just bathe in the things he placed here Just like you Dont gotta worry gotta bitch bout nothin Cause I know deep down From that beginning Innocent as its ever been . infant freedom set free . gave me a taste . For this plane earthly . Placed maybe for the grow i dunno Not suppose to 2 sheets 2 weeks deep tryna figure that out Edge of insanity brink of death 9pm park bench Found it Found it as its been in that The very thing ive been blocking off Thats been missing Ive been on my own mission Make that shit happen Now harder faster Fuck myself in the ass in that order That pattern that pace Ste face when in asking for more Mothafuck . ive been here to explore As ive ever been And its been the same shit 24 Cause ive been wanying what im having what im doing on the 7 Slip me the drug hidden . cause im fuckin spittin out this poison . shit. This is it . The mother the father the son and your holy spirit . hope to be within me . As you once were always were in my youth . always have been . waiting for me to see what the path is . standing at the end . like a true parent that i wish i could say i had . that i have . accept them . as human as me . as i am . Human being lookin for nothing but the all you are Fuck all the answers I wanna wake to you in the morning time Reborn spirits of me something i never planned to be . Dont give a shit if im gum on a seat stumbled As long as im living a life granted from yours . Life given from your purpose Passed given handed off Fuck . im getting off Quit to sput but quicker to spill off Pretend im something nothing but a ghost Hope for you to see Something bigger better be better be than i be So I can be Fuckdickdogshit Walkin head down Grown from the devil Because I never knew my 6 to grew To grow from Motherfuck this airplane semi lsedupsychedalic automatic trip to drift off to space outer and its that shit Simulation White box nothing blinded by appeal Fuck a bitch , we all know it aint real But big dick sexy camel golden shine waxed as the bills to be Blood on his teeth Cause mothafucka thats the test Thats the faith i gotta have Not in but against Fuckin bitch thats the test . Thats the test . Thats the test . Fucking wake up before I do . Before I fuckin did . Dont be dead as I ever was . Or you know the next best man to be unseen . yet on the surface, only on the surface , as it stops at to co-exis-be. Respect and love you cause we just met my b . Smell some heaven on this earth from endowed doused in the middle thing The middle man named grace Hit my face on some ecstacy Better than All those reasons All those reasons Ive ever been Cause its the consistent . Its in it . and its that . Gifted as tourettes already lifted . Part of rhe ground . part of the earth . part of the test . alwats knew . Break into the sky . last peace . Hear this shit before i die . Please . cause im you in another life somehow . And all this sound . all this drought . all these clouds . Knowing . wanting . breathing . living . existing . to the shining light Wanting more Seems to be absolute right? No wrong . not fooling me. I know that shit . thats i want . get off my back. I know my realty . nothing else dont . as angle makes my own . me too . 2 of me . Some of them . want something . want something to be to be something . Could be Only could be Look at the want of more . the fear of its piece . Thats what it was. Always was . Carefully step my friend . I kmow youre not paving this path for paun . At all . simple to breathe but deeper to feel defeated Dont wait for these days of my broken . hopeless . homeless . paranoia . going nowhere. to see it . 8:13pm - 8:37pm - 9:03pm 05-06-2019
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