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Your Eyes

Your eyes are scarred, same as mine.

By memories of pain left behind.

Thoughts of brokenness from a different time.

Your eyes are scarred, same as mine.

Your eyes are lonesome, same as me.

Your visions of what can no longer be.

They show in your gaze, not hard to see.

Your eyes are lonesome, same as me.

Your eyes are telling, this much we share.

Tales with endings we could not bare.

We think we hide them well in the smile we wear.

Your eyes are telling, that much we share.

Your eyes they smile, when my way you look.

Your gaze sees past my words and reads my life book.

And the loneliness, your eyes, from me they took.

Your eyes they smile, when my way you look.

Your eyes they make me feel at home.

No longer a wander, no longer a roam.

I feel my soul feeling less alone.

In your eyes my dear, I feel we are home.

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It is so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

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Instructions Unclear: Broken hearted even when I should be happy.

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I don't think I ever realized...

It never occurred to me how much my life revolved around you. It never crossed my mind that I was dependent on the happiness you made me feel. Like a person addicted to drugs or alcohol. I didn't know that it was a problem. I didn't know that the only way I could function was by taking my daily dose of your company, until my prescription ran out. Till you cut me off. "I'm not addicted" I tell myself. I make myself believe it. That I can be happy without a dose.... withdrawal is a bitch... and nothing is strong enough to get my fix.

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Silence

The world around us is so loud, constantly changing and moving.

Some could find comfort in the quiet moments. Find them Soothing.

Others become anxious, unsure why things have stopped without reason.

So quickly they'd change it back to the sound, as quick as a single season.

Yet neither or these two responses I've mentioned, is I.

I do not find the silence frightening nor do I feel a high.

I find it numbing to the emotions, feeling it remind me of better times

Moments where expressing my thoughts didn't need to be in rhymes.

The silence takes me to the sound of those raindrops hitting the ground.

Amazing how quiet it was then, but the memories make it a deafening sound.

I'm tired of saying I miss those days, though it still is true.

I just wish this numbing silence would finally let me forget you.

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It is so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

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“I miss you but I’m not going to say anything because you don’t care enough.”

— (via love-diaries)

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I've never given up on you. Never. And letting you go... that I've tried.... and no matter what. Everything comes back to you.

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Aha. Hahaha. Ahahahahaha. I physically cannot feel anything but numb from reading this and knowing how true it is for me. Like. I'm not sure how to be. Whatever it is. It ain't good

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That's all of us.... funny how that works out huh

YOU SMILE, BUT YOU WANNA CRY. YOU TALK, BUT YOU WANNA BE QUIET. YOU PRETEND LIKE YOU’RE HAPPY, BUT YOU AREN’T

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10.9.15

12 Stages of Grief  Aries: denial Taurus: isolation Gemini: numbness Cancer: nausea  Leo: screaming Virgo: breaking shit Libra: sobbing Scorpio: bargaining  Sagittarius: going through old photos Capricorn: losing faith Aquarius: depression Pisces: bad art project

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….. damn, these look painfully accurate. #Gemini

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Where are you Today?

Are you close? Or really far away?

Are you happy? Or is it one of your bad days?

Are you caught in the rain? Or basking in the sun's rays?

Is it finally quiet? Or will the voices still not go away?

Are you on the run? With another like me, begging you to stay?

Can you answer me this one thing? Where are you today?

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Multiverse

There is a universe out there. Where you still call me yours. Where our love never ended and our lives are happy together. And I'm enraged that I had to be born in this universe where that is not the case. Then. I realized there is universe out there where you and I never met. And then I'm grateful for being able to be in your presence at all

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I'm not ok.

I'm just. I'm not ok you guys. It's so hard for me to admit that. It's so hard for me to know that I have relapsed. That the scars are no longer healing, but instead, are fresh from just a few days ago. It's hard getting out of bed when it feels like the world is grey, without any color at all. Ive tried everything to fix it. Hobbies, drugs, booze, parties, books, writing, drawing, screaming, dancing....Nothing. I'll smile for a while. I'll distract myself, but at the end of the day. I'm just. I'm not ok.

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