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gusto ko lang talaga maghibi habo ko na talaga pero dae pwede. tano bayaaaaa?

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Sometimes you get to the point where you start to ask, “Was I truly kind or was it all just to be accepted? Was I truly caring and loving or was it all just to be wanted? Was I truly I or was it all computed and indoctrinated? Was I truly happy or was it all to be? Was I? Was I?….”

#a piece of me #again #quote #poetry #poem #question #reality #you #london #artists on tumblr

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occasional posts from users

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What if the only way out is not to come back

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I’m just wondering that will my thought of not fighting for my life if I get held hostage would ever change if I came across something or someone worth fighting for. But isn’t it sad that even by then, I still don’t find myself worthy to fight for?

#question

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“I am happy if you want me to be BUT I don’t know how to be so sincerely .”

- sincerely yours

#quote #quoteoftheday

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Is it bad that I prefer to stay in my dreams than reality? I just love how I can control things there whereas here it’s just too much, it’s overwhelming.

#quote

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We Breathe It In

There is a deficit in metaphors that could capture The movement that gives the earth stature Like the shapes we trace between the sand The relief of a quick escape from land The puddles that glisten under the street lights The sparkles painting the road at midnight The warmth we keep under our sleeves The final dance of autumn leaves The accidental harmony of a hundred footfalls The chatter resonating from stall to stall The first snowflake that graced our skies The puff of smoke as we breathe and sigh The clouds that turn into elephants and cake The squeals of children running by the lake The bud that yawns before the warmth and drizzle The barks that ensue from a practiced whistle There's so much movement, so much air And we breathe it in, with or without care.

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love it <3

"Locked In"

Steer away, There is nothing to view here, In the shadows of my own reflection, I seek the depths of my soul's sphere.

I seek to view myself, Beyond the masks and disguise, To unravel the layers unseen, And meet the truth that lies.

I seek to find what is undiscoverable, In the labyrinth of my mind's maze, To unearth the treasures hidden, In the silence of self's haze.

I seek to find an unknown individual, A mirror to my innermost core, To glimpse the echoes of my essence, In the eyes of another, to explore.

Maybe they can help me find, What I've yearned to view, In the unity of shared journeys, I discover myself anew.

(This is some bullshit I made up I am here to stalk only <3)

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observation

Footsteps, each pair is unique to its own. Each owner has their own thing in their mind. Yet everyone has the same desire. A desire to find, something that will make them feel something other than the same old thing. Same old thing – anguish, despair, and pain. Desire to find hope, happiness and being content. So simple yet so hard to acquire. Even the wisest can’t have such finalities all at once. If you did, are you free to die? An everlasting question of mine.

#artists on tumblr #poem #london #rants

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Stagnance (made-up word)

Stagnance (made-up noun) is a state of being unable to move forward or backwards. Not even fragrance helps you look back on the past, and not even gaslighting can help you better yourself. No matter your effort, you can’t seem to do anything.

Even staring at the blankness of your positionality, does not bring any significance – stagnance.

Even simply waiting for something to come and evolve in the back of your mind is all in stagnance.

So you are forced and driven to delusion and make-believes, albeit go and do the play pretend

〰️such stagnance.

#artists on tumblr #sudden thoughts #words #spilled thoughts #rants

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For You.

You were worried about me these past eternity

But what an irony that it was you who ran to A&E

Now I can't help but worry about you and only you

I have shit to do, but nothing compares to you

My mind is here while my consciousness is there

I feel so guilty that I can't be with you physically

#ode #to #you #poem #poetry #rants

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Heart to heart: unfiltered

Reality is sinking in

And it is not so pretty

I need to stand out

But want to fit in

Juxtaposition and irony

Conflicted and contemplating

From what is told to me

To what I truly aspire to be

What is my novelty

For this world to treat me kindly?

What can you get from me

When I already gave my everything?

Tried my best to convince myself

That I am different thus no need to compare

But the world just left me in despair

As it only showed how average and lesser I am from the rest

I just lived in a bubble

Where everything is given, always protected

Now I don’t even know how to work to get something that is truly mine

Nor how to defend without needing to rely

I was loved too much and was showed love differently

Now I am too kind and gives too much love

To the point there is none left for myself

And it makes me envy all the trees I see

As the trees have something to give despite being taken advantage by others

As the trees sees their value which I lost sight of my own

How ironic I appreciate and see the value of others even the trees

Yet, I could never see my own.

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I just want to feel happiness. Is that too much to ask?

#reality #poem #quote #qu

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My dream was so long and so realistic. Everything was so vivid and clear that it was so scary that I did not want to wake up. I think I slept more than 12 hours and I had to wake up hastily when I realised I was just dreaming and not real life.

#dream #vivid dreams #rants #reality

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i want to coin a phrase that's the opposite of writer's block. call it the muse's fire hydrant. thirty thousand story ideas are being beamed directly into your brain and if you don't write them all at once you will die.

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“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care