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I haven't posted in a while, but I promise. I still hate myself.

#anxiety #depression

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I've always loved the dark, but tonight will swallow me if I let it.

#fear #anxiety #depression #self destruction

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Every single time I breathe I hate that stupid fucking wheeze,

every single time I blink, I couldn't care less what I fucking think,

I wish my eyes would be sewn shut,

because about me, who'd give a fuck?

I'm sick of saying how I feel,

an annoying whining bitch that doesn't know how to deal.

I can't be bothered with another rhyme,

so I'll just fuck off and die

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #self depreciating humor #self destruction #depression

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Dear anxiety...

I'm sorry I'm not what you want from me,

a clean demolition, a loud demonstration,

but Im a quiet poison that only brings devistation,

My laughter is infectious and the room falls silent,

every word I speak is backed by hateful violence,

I'm hated, I must be, it's what the voices scream,

I'm afraid, and I never ever would want to know me,

so to my anxiety, It must seem like I'm tough,

but i promise you truly, I'll never be enough...

Just for fun. Let’s all write a poem about anxiety. 

Start with, Dear anxiety…

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I'll be honest with everyone, once I'm actually okay

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #thoughts #depression #self destruction #death

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I haven't quite worked out yet that if I don't want to be hated, I should be a better person

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #self depreciating humor #sorry #self destruction #depression #death #hate

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Contradictory to its name, emptiness is heavily pushing on my chest. Even if I welcome the change that I need, I'll always know that it's not me that deserves happiness but the mask I use to please others. Oh well, I'm so over me anyway

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I don't want to be me... please... I'm just so over it

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #self destruction #depression #death

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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

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Ironic, nothingness is so overwhelming.

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #heartbreak

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maybe I feel like nothing because I am

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It's getting harder to act okay,

when everyone knows I'm not.

There's not enough time in the day,

but for head, there's way too much.

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #heartbreak

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The Express, Lock Haven, Pennsylvania, January 25, 1951

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I'm really trying...

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #anonymous #thoughts

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"what if I we're to lie, tell you everything is fine? EVERY FUCKING DAY, I GET CLOSER TO THE GRAVE" - Popular Monster // Falling in Reverse

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I have to stop my head from screaming,

I have to keep my heart from failing,

I have to stop my head from dreaming,

these nightmares just keep my soul from healing.

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #heartbreak #feelings #thoughts #depression #self destruction

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I scream at the mirror "I'm better than you!"

"you're just a burden and you only bring hell,

I've talked to the devil and he hates you as well"

he replies to my taunt as he steps through the mirror,

I'm beside of myself as I face my fear,

he's grabbing my throat, and pushing me back,

but it's nothing, I'm better and stronger than that,

But my light starts to darken and my sight starts to fade,

I'll always be worthless, I'm weak and afraid.

#anxious #i'm sad #sad thoughts #fuckup #mental health #poetry #poem #dyadic #duality