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✨My name is Taylor and I was born in 1989 ✨

http://taylor.lnk.to/1989TaylorsVersion

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Watching Kendrick Lamar create and record his verses on the Bad Blood remix was one of the most inspiring experiences of my life. I still look back on this collaboration with so much pride and gratitude, for the ways Kendrick elevated the song and the way he treats everyone around him. Every time the crowds on The Eras Tour would chant his line ‘you forgive, you forget, but you never let it… go!’, I smiled. The reality that Kendrick would go back in and re-record Bad Blood so that I could reclaim and own this work I’m so proud of is surreal and bewildering to me. I’m overjoyed to say that the Bad Blood Remix (featuring Kendrick Lamar) is available everywhere on the 1989 Deluxe Edition. 🫶🩵 http://taylor.lnk.to/1989TaylorsVersion

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I think you should keep going

I think you should stop

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Effie Trinket + Sass

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“Ain’t nobody scared of you, bitch boy”

- @harrywavycurly about Billy Loomis

#😂😂😂 #killing me with her commentary

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One thing I love about living with @harrywavycurly is that I get all of the deets of her stories before everyone else 😂

#reading ya’lls responses is so much fun #cause I have much knowledge #evil laugh

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Seven out of Ten: One night stand Eddie Munson Smut

TW: smut minors DNI, p in v, unprotected sex(don’t be like them okay? Wrap your shit), cursing

A/N: I haven’t ever written smut before in my life so be gentle please? Also this is the origin story of Eddie and Reader from It was Just One Night that you can find here✨

“You’re really pretty.” You try not to laugh as Eddie stares down at you, his glossy eyes roaming over your features as your arms wrap around his neck. “Holy fuck.” He mumbles as his eyes make their way down to your bare chest, your shirt and bra somewhere in the front seat of his van that’s currently parked outside the Hideout where the two of you had just met a few hours ago.

“You’re drunk.” You tease as you lightly pull on the hair at the back of his neck making his eyes close and a low moan escape his lips. When he opens his eyes Eddie can’t help himself as he leans down and presses his lips to the side of your neck right at the spot below your ear causing you to let out a gasp when you feel his mouth begin sucking and lightly nipping at your sensitive skin.

“I’m not that drunk.” He whispers in your ear before placing one last wet kiss to your neck. “Much better.” He smiles as he pulls back so he can admire his handy work, a few bright red spots all on the side of your neck that you know by tomorrow will be full on purple and red hickeys.

“Asshole.” You snap but Eddie knows you’re not actually upset by the way you fight back a smile as you look up at him. “I’m enjoying all this but,” you wrap your bare legs around him in an attempt to pull him closer to you making him almost collapse on top of you. “I really need you to fuck me.” Eddie doesn’t need to be told twice and before you can even catch your breath from the sudden added weight his lips are on yours.

You can feel how hard he is as he shifts above you while you deepen the kiss and allow his tongue full access to your mouth. Eddie moans into your mouth when he can feel just how wet you are for him as the tip of his cock meets your entrance. He pulls away from the kiss so he can look you in your eyes, he gives you a smug smile when he sees your cheeks are a light shade of pink and your lips are swollen.

“You sure you want to do this?” All you can do is nod your head as your grip on the back of his head tightens. “Words sweetheart.” He leans down and places a kiss to the tip of your nose making you giggle. “Need to hear you say it.” You let out a shaky breath as you look up at him.

“Yes I want to do this.” Your voice is soft and Eddie just smiles as he leans down and kisses you on the lips. Right as his lips make contact with yours you feel him push himself all the way inside you making you let out a moan as your legs try to pull him closer in a desperate attempt to get him deeper.

“Fuck.” Eddie is still for a moment when he pulls away and rests his forehead on your shoulder. “Jesus you feel so good.” He begins to thrust into you soft and slow making you squirm a bit because at this moment you need something a little different. You pull his hair just enough so his head lifts off your shoulder and he can look at you.

“Harder.” You moan and Eddie just nods as his thrusts start to be a little harder, you unwrap one of your legs from around him and bend your knee so your foot in on the floor of his van allowing for him to reach deeper with every thrust.

“Holy shit.” He grunts as his movements begin to quicken making you moan as your hands dig into his back. “How’s that baby?” He mumbles against your neck.

“Oh fuck.” You feel the tip of Eddie’s cock hit you at just the right spot with each thrust. “Just like that…oh god.” Eddie continues to pound into you harder and he knows by the way your eyes are closing and your nails are digging into his back that you’re close.

“You like when I pound into you like this huh?” You just nod as Eddie’s thrusts start to get sloppier, you feel your release building as Eddie’s lips cover your chest in sloppy open mouthed kisses. “Fuck you feel amazing.” He groans as his forehead rests on your shoulder.

“I’m,” You close your eyes as you feel your back arch and your hands find their way back into getting tangled in Eddie’s hair. “I’m close.” Eddie takes that as an invitation to thrust into as hard as he can and it only takes a few times before he feels you clench around him and his name escapes your lips in a loud moan.

“Fuck fuck fuck.” He stutters as his own release comes quickly after yours making his eyes close and his body go still before he gives you one last thrust. “Holy fucking shit.” He pants as he rolls off of you and lands next to you on top of his pile of clothes.

“I’d give that a solid seven out of ten.” You joke as you sit up and grab his shirt off the floor by your feet so you can put it on.

“Seven? Baby that was at least an eight.” He argues as he tosses you your shorts while he slides his boxers on.

“It would’ve been an eight if my foot wouldn’t have landed on an empty pack of smokes while in the middle of it.” Eddie looks over and sure enough there’s an empty pack of camels sitting right under your foot.

“So what you’re saying is next time make sure the van is clean before we have sex in the back of it and that’ll get me up to an eight out of ten?” You laugh as you pull your shorts on and reach across him to grab your shoes.

“Next time?” You raise an eyebrow at him before you reach into the front seat and grab your purse. “Who said anything about a next time?” Eddie just watches as you get your stuff together all while he’s just sitting there in his boxers. “It was fun…I’ll call you.” Your voice is sweet as you lean over and kiss his lips smiling as you pull away. “Thanks Eddie.” Is all you say before you turn and as gracefully as possible exit the back of his van.

“You’re welcome.” He states as you give him a little wave before you close the door. “Seven out of ten isn’t bad.” He mumbles as he finds his jeans and tries to put them on the best he can before climbing into the drivers seat of the van. “I wonder if she’ll actually call me.” He thinks to himself as he begins his short drive home.

#Sarah wrote smut and my life is different now 😂

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Ok, final thoughts on Speak Now (Taylor’s Version)

This album was my favorite before reputation came out. It has retained top 2 since then.

This version is perfect. Are they things that are different? YES. But it feels like 32 year old Taylor is just going back and helping 19 year old Taylor out. Just holding her up while she’s down. And I love that.

I’m proud of Taylor for doing this with her records. Proud to have been a fan since the beginning, but just in general, because it means I get experiences like this. A second time to experience Speak Now for the first time.

Just so happy to be here.

Thank you Taylor

#speak now taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version #sntv #taylor swift #Ciara Speaks #and now she will go back to silence lol

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Last Kiss

Will 100% hurt every inch of my feelings

The music alone makes me sad

The piano is…less? Aggressive on this version? Like slightly softer?

Aaaaaaaaaaaway

The way she said how to be something you miss and just talked the end of it HURT

BRIDGE HURTS

SO I’LL WATCH YOUR LIFE IN PICTURES LIKE I USED TO WATCH YOU SLEEP AND I FEEL YOU FORGET ME LIKE I USED TO FEEL YOU BREATHE

WHY TAYLOR

I miss the shaky, sad breaths

Long Live

As a swiftie who has been here since debut, I’m so happy we all get to experience 32 year old Taylor singing this to us

It’s gonna make me cry 5 SECONDS IN

I’M CRYING WTF TAYLOR

Taylor owes all of us so much therapy

THE END OF A DECADE BUT THE START OF AN AGE

And we HELD THEM UP FOR OUR TOOOOWN

This not being on the Eras Tour set list is a CRIME, lock her up for that

Promise me this

That you’ll stand by me forever

But if god forbid fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye WHY AM I SOBBING

PLEASE TELL EM MY NAME

I had the time of my life…with YOOOOOOU

I’m (not) fine

Ours

This song will never not be cute

People throw rocks at things that shine ✨

The bridge on this one is great, but girl…their doubt was kind of reasonable here lol

Papa Swift made ALL the snide remarks guaranteed on this one 😂

Superman

Who is this Superman?

Is he in the room with us?

Also, is the music different? Like more drums?

Young Taylor really putting Older Taylor through it vocally on this one lol

Lois Lane energy

#speak now taylor’s version #speak now taylor swift #taylor swift #sntv #last kiss #long live #ours #superman #Ciara Speaks

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Better Than Revenge

Oooh I’m nervous about this one

Seen some stuff online today and I’m like did she change it? I understand if she did, but I’ll miss the original

Still great on the intro

She sounds MADDER on this one

The talking parts I love it

HERE IT COMES

She did change it

He was a moth to the flame, she was holding the matches

The lyrics on Spotify are wrong lol

Listen, I get it, but I will miss the mattress line cause it was fucking funny, but that’s not here anymore and I respect it

Oooh her vocal runs

Innocent

K**** didn’t deserve this. Piece of s***

I will say, I equate this song with my brother just cause he’s had a lot of issues in his life, so hearing her sing it now makes me happy with how far he’s come

Bridge still slaps

The slight change in the music is interesting. Not sure if I love it yet

Haunted

High expectations this song is KILLER

UGH GOES HARD

Her voice is PERFECTION here

I KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooow I JUST KNOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOOOOW

Very impressed cause this song is actually hard to sing lol

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

#taylor swift #speak now taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version #sntv #better than revenge #innocent #haunted #Ciara Speaks

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Story of us

One of my faves, so I’m excited

Also four books as the Spotify background and Story of us is second is that the re-records that including this one?

I think we’re gonna get a video for this one idk why

This song will never go out of style

TWIST 👏🏻 OF 👏🏻 FATE 👏🏻 WHEN IT ALL 👏🏻 BROKE 👏🏻 DOWN 👏🏻

NEXT CHAPTER

SILENCE QUITE THIS LOOOOOOOUD!!!!!

Damn her VOICE

The end ugh

I will say the next chapter and the end aren’t quite as sassy in this version

Never Grow Up

This WILL make me cry guaranteed. It always has and always will

It hurts to think of her singing this 13 years later like in the best and worst ways

Definitely wish I could go back 13 years and tell 18 year old me a lot of things

THE MOM AND DAD LINES

I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone 😭

TAYLOR WHY

Enchanted

This is already amazing seeing it live at the Eras Tour, but like FINALLY a recorded version

Her voice just lends itself to the strength of the lyrics

The please part honestly held more power to hurt in the original, sorry Tay

#taylor swift #speak now taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version #sntv #story of us #never grow up #enchanted #Ciara Speaks

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Speak Now

Ready for the feminism to leave my body

This seems like it would be even more fun to sing 13 years later lol

SNOTTY FAMILY I STILL LOVE IT

The drums feel more aggressive in the chorus, is it just me?

The bridge sounded more timid in the original and I liked that, so missing that a bit

The giggle!!!!!!!! Kicking my feet she is precious

Dear John

Guaranteed John Mayer deceased 7/7/2023

I know mom said we had to be nice to him, but I’m just gonna state facts

The way this song mimicked his guitar style will never not give me life

Andrea always being everyone’s voice of reason. I just know she could fix all of my problems

Cheap songwriting where, John????? Legit show me. I’ll fight this man

Oooh she’s harder on the bridge here, love that

I’M SHINING LIKE FIREWORKS OVER YOUR SAD EMPTY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHH

The power in her voice

The girl in the dress wrote. You . A. Song

Mean

Idk if her voice really fits this sound anymore, but I can appreciate it

The way she said “you cain’t lead me down that road” LOL

The end of this bridge is forever going to be one of the best things she’s ever written

ALL YOU ARE IS MEAN

AND A LIAR

AND PATHETIC

AND ALONE IN LIFE

AND MEAN AND MEAN AND MEAN AND MEAN

#speak now taylor’s version #speak now taylor swift #taylor swift #sntv #speak now #dear john #mean #Ciara Speaks

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Alright, gonna start from the beginning and do like 3 songs per post. All the songs will be tagged

So, of course, we start with Mine

Her voice is already so mature, I live

Just a hint of country, not like the original lol

The strength in her voice now just improves her amazing writing

All I’ve ever wanted someone to say to me is “we’ll never make your parent’s mistakes”

the little differences were great. She’s just outdone herself

Sparks Fly

Legit can’t get over how strong her voice is

AND LEAD ME UP THE STAIRCASE

Firework said the same way yessssssss

You can take the girl out of Tennessee lol

Back to December

I hope Taylor Lautner is being loved wherever he is at this exact moment. He deserves it

Ooh the runs here are perfection with the maturity in her voice

Anyone ever think that Taylor Lautner is living the “forever the name on my lips” life with his wife? Love that for them

The bridge goes harder now

#speak now taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version #sntv #Taylor swift #mine #sparks fly #back to december #Ciara Speaks

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Timeless

The Spotify video being her after secret songs is making me nervous idk why lol

Ooh going back to the country roots

This is debut coded

It’s so INVISIBLE STRING I’M GONNA CRY

This is precious

This also kind of feels like it’s for the fans just as much as it could be for a lover

STORY OF US BOOK imagery

As someone who really believes in the whole like soulmates thing, this resonates

1944, 1958, 1500s, a few short years ago, 1944 again

This gives me Mary’s Song, which is my fave debut song, so I love it

#speak now taylor’s version #speak now taylor swift #taylor swift #sntv #Ciara Speaks #timeless

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I have been this girl. Hoping for him to say “I love you” when it’ll never happen

HOW COULD I NOT SEE THE SIGNS

PLAYER

The best of intentions? Get so fucked, my guy

Lyrically, I think this is a little rep coded, but musically, it’s giving Red. Just me?

yes give us the vocalizations at the end girl

The chorus tone change at the end sounds just like another song I can’t place it

THE LAKES. That’s it. With my calamitous love

#speak now taylor’s version #speak now taylor swift #sntv #taylor swift #foolish one #Ciara Speaks

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Foolish One

It’s giving “you’re an idiot”, but I could be wrong

WOW it came at me quickly

TALK MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN?

Count your days, John

You had this girl blocking out the REASONABLE voices in her head

Yes, talk about all of the masking you did girl

DELICATE??????

This is why Speak Now and rep are my fave albums. They’re so coded for each other

#speak now taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version #sntv #taylor swift #foolish one #Ciara Speaks

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What promises did you not keep Taylor?

I WOULD JUST LET YOU DOWN is me to my mom

This is just reputation before reputation

NEVER WANTED YOU TO HATE ME WITH THE LITTLE VOICE BREAK KILL ME

Piano outro is perfect

#speak now taylor’s version #speak now taylor swift #sntv #taylor swift #castles crumbling #Ciara Speaks