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aj3003 · 8 months

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ED FILMS/SHOWS

MOVIES

★ little miss perfect ★

an overambitious high school freshman tries to control her life by controlling her weight.

➜ watch on soap2day

★ starving in suburbia ★

17-year-old Hannah joins a dangerous “thinspiration” online community where users treat anorexia as a lifestyle rather than a disorder.

➜ Watch on Vimeo

★ sharing the secret ★

beth turns to binging and purging as a way to control one aspect of her life, but her habits quickly spiral out of control and force her to seek treatment.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/hmujb3ndoo0

★ for the love of nancy★

follows the main character as she starts college, becomes more and more withdrawn, starts a regimented exercise routine, stops eating, and begins losing an unhealthy amount of weight.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/cgvxvq33swy

★ a secret between friends ★

when two teenage girls become fast friends and decide to diet together, things go from bad to worse, ultimately leading to the near death of one of the girls.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/vmf4cd1fxge

★ dying to dance ★

➜ a young woman succumbs to pressure at ballet school and develops anorexia nervosa.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/hi5ww4z-rx8

★ girl, interrupted★

based on writer susanna kaysen's account of her 18-month stay at a mental hospital in the late 1960s.

➜ Watch on Netflix

★ Kate's secret ★

a beautiful woman married to a successful lawyer and the perfect suburban mother who turns out to be a closeted bulimic.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/zpchtd3xw4q

★ the best little girl in the world ★

a young girl develops an eating disorder, alternately starving herself or throwing up food. her parents, angry and desperate, send her to a hospital. unfortunately, she befriends a patient who convinces her to hide her illness.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/oy7gj99pt_a

★ thirteen ★

an innocent seventh grader undergoes an abrupt personality change when she begins hanging out with a wild classmate

➜ Watch on Disney Plus

★ to the bone ★

ellen is an unruly 20-year-old anorexic girl who spent the better part of her teenage years being shepherded through various recovery programmes, only to find herself several pounds lighter every time.

➜ Watch on Netflix

TV SHOWS

★ Skins ★

lives of a group of teenagers in Bristol, England, are followed through two years of sixth form, with the story line of this critically acclaimed series delving into such controversial subjects as substance abuse, sexuality, teenage pregnancy, personality and eating disorders, and mental illness

➜ Watch on Stan

★ Red band society ★

a group of teenagers live together as patients at a hospital's pediatric ward and learn how to deal with their illnesses, the experiences that they have, and the people that they meet.

➜ Watch on Disney Plus

★ Insatiable ★

For years Patty was overweight, which caused her to be bullied, ignored and underestimated by the people around her. But she is now thin and seeking revenge against those who ever made her feel bad about herself through fat-shaming.

➜ Watch on Netflix

DOCUMENTRYS

★ Thin ★

this documentary follows four women receiving eating disorder treatment at the renfrew center in coconut creek, florida. while each woman has their own “final straw” that brought them to renfrew, they all suffer from eating disorders that profoundly affect their lives to the point of near-death, in some cases.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/gsqwhmesizq

★ Dana the 8-year-old anorexic ★

Little Dana became a walking skeleton after suffering from anorexia - at EIGHT. She told her distraught parents she would rather DIE than eat. And she even hid in a laundry basket at meal times to avoid having food.

➜ Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKSwPBUhCBo&list=PLfjwnsEd5VNYTtPpke17nY2AHRNNpcWIK&index=3

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aj3003 · 9 months

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Was forced to eat today, wanna die

#notprojustusingthetags #tw restriction #body ch3ck #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be weightless #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #ed bllog #ed vent #ana fast #tw ed vent #tw ed rant #ed meals #ed no sheeran #ed not sheeren

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aj3003 · 9 months

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What I ate today:

(not my picture)

- hard boiled egg with cucumber: 100 kcal (over-estimated)

(not my picture)

- toast with chocolate spread: 250 kcal (over-estimated)

total: 350 kcal

#notprojustusingthetags #tw restriction #body ch3ck #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be weightless #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #ed vent #ed bllog #ed meals #meal$p0 #low cal diet #low cal meal #4norex1c #4norexi4 #thinspø

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aj3003 · 10 months

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What I ate today

kcal: 400 (estimated)

#notprojustusingthetags #body ch3ck #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be weightless #low cal restriction #tw restriction #tw ana diary #ed vent #ed bllog #anorex14 #tw ana shit #thinspø #ana meal #mealsp0

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aj3003 · 10 months

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breaking my 36h fast with two of these

kcal: 244

#notprojustusingthetags #tw restriction #body ch3ck #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be weightless #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #ed vent #ed bllog

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aj3003 · 10 months

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OMAD

Tater tots (+ ketchup): 350 kcal

#body ch3ck #disordered eating thoughts #low cal restriction #ed bllog #tw ana diary #ana trigger #ed vent #notprojustusingthetags #th1n$po #mealsp0 #ed rant #th1nspø #tw restriction #4n0r3x14

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aj3003 · 10 months

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doing it for the girl who always gave piggy back rides and never got one

#tw ana shit #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #tw ana diary #i wanna be weightless #pro a4a #tw ed sheeran #food makes me sad #pro for myself

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aj3003 · 10 months

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the only constant in my life, a source of content I can always rely on… my ed… don’t ever leave me luv xo

#ed vent #th1n$po #mealsp0 #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #mealspø #m34lspo #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #body ch3ck #4norex1c

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aj3003 · 1 year

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I‘m freaking out I gained soooooooooo mich weight and I‘m too scared to weigh myself I dont know what to do. Also I just saw old pictures of myself at my lw and it just made everything so mich worse

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aj3003 · 1 year

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I‘m setting myself a calorie limit of 100kcal per day, I am aiming to go lower than that so that I can reach my ugw as soon as possible

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aj3003 · 1 year

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i love binging after restricting the whole week, yay!

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aj3003 · 2 years

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did anyones parents ever find out about their sh? And if so how did they react, i‘m trying to see something. it would be very nice if someone responded :)

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aj3003 · 2 years

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You think you’re doing well but little do you know, one hit and everything is back to how it used to be

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aj3003 · 2 years

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I’m so done with life. The easiest tasks feel like obstacles and I’m just pushing myself through life. I don’t even want this so why do I have to do it. I don’t want a diploma. I don’t want a relationship. I don’t want friendships. I DON’T WANT LIFE. Why can’t I just not exist??!?! Is that too much too ask?

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aj3003 · 2 years

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I miss my old account where people actually used to see my posts

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aj3003 · 2 years

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I‘m so done

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aj3003 · 2 years

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I need help!!!!

I‘ve been on a b/p cycle for quite some time now and I was wondering if anyone else had the same experience as me. No matter how hard I try I can‘t get myself to purge anymore. Does anyone know how to fix this? Thanks to anyone in advance!

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