aloisapologist

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genuine request for song recs for a cielois playlist

#current songs: hold me tight or don’t (fob) from Eden (hozier) fences (paramore) bodys (csh) daylight (tswift) #which . if you cannot tell. is a vibe of cielois that is a bit specific to My Own Fanfic #but obv I’m not gonna crowdsource songs that remind people of a fic I wrote #so I am taking general suggestions #and in case anyone is interested #outside of a cielois context my favorite Alois songs are supermodel (sza) #and the love club (lorde) #honestly hold me tight or don’t really is just waeood from ciels pov #cielois #alois trancy #black butler

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black butler isn’t a good enough manga to justify the insane levels of cunt servage provided on every page

#so what the yana toboso is incapable of writing good character development #she could design really good outfits #this is specifically about grelle and mme red btw #but remains true throughout all #black butler

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new york city is like. you walk into a storefront bakery and they have 4 identical busts of ciel blackbutler on their mantle

#??? #me and casey asked if we could buy one and they said no :(( #there were also a few Superman and wonder woman action figures but for real that was it #black butler #ciel phantomhive

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HAPPY WESTON ARC ANNOUNCEMENT EVERYBODY. ciel gets to say a new word on xbox live

#WIN ! #homophobic Ciel moments <3 #no for real I remember. like 8 years ago or w/e seeing the panel that was just ciel confused #saying ‘fag?’ #and losing my mind #panes of all time

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They grow up so fast... Ciel short king for life.

#MY FRIENDS !!!! #THREE ! OF ! THEM ‘ #this is soooo to me #fav

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alois voice: my bed of lies has more pillows than yours

#Alois Trancy is just like me (will say literally anything)

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happy pride to two terrible gay people (/affectionate)

fun labeled version, closeup, and ID under cut!!

{ID: Image one: a color sketch of Ciel and Alois, early/mid 20s, both facing forward and looking down at a map Ciel is holding. Ciel has pale, olive-toned skin, moles, an eyepatch over one eye and dark navy hair. He's wearing a blue shirt that reads "Gay Business Major", a choker with the letter A on it, and wide-legged navy pants. Alois is about half a foot taller than Ciel, which an arm slung around Ciel's shoulder. He has pinkish skin, freckles, pink eye makeup. He's wearing a purple feather boa, a pink shirt reading "Better a Faggot than a Fascist", a tan skirt with three pride flag pins: trans flag, genderfluid flag, and the gay men flag.

Image two: the same image but labeled: Ciel's choker is labeled "His choker, the A is from Alois", his shirt is labeled "Gift from Lizzie, his only 'gay shirt'", and the map is labeled "City map (he is planning a route". Alois' fan is labeled "Corporate Pride Merch", the boa is labeled "on loan from Finny", and the pins are labeled "he loves gender. They have more gender than she can count"

Image three: the same image but zoomed in on Alois and Ciel's faces. END ID}

#i continue forgetting to check which eye the eyepatch is on. so uh. if its wrong no its not #alois is so any/all pronouns to me. just wait till she learns about neo pronouns. #im actually do like this !! they are so special 2 me #my art #black butler #ciel phantomhive #cielois #alois trancy

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modern cielois pride sketch I may never finish, be upon ye

#alois got him the shirt #I’m really into drawing characters to look nothing like they’re canon appearance #they’re like 20 in this #which is my excuse #woah alois your artist let you be transfem AND genderfluid AND a gay man?? #f slur #just in case #can you tell I’m still not sure how to draw ciel #black butler #alois trancy #cielois #ciel phantomhive

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important question.

#i know EXACTLY how modern alois dresses. EXACTLY. but ciel evades me #want to know what the public consensus is #ciel phantomhive #black butler #cielois

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one day im gonna inflict my modern-day tiktok star alois au on y’all and it will be ALL I talk about for weeks

#to be clear. the tiktok is a symptom of a problem #I’ve been rotating it so much #he’s NOT doing well #I have like. plot twists planned and everything #black butler #alois trancy #cielois

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sorry that this is so baldroy finn and mey taking ciel out shopping. to me.

#he doesn’t WANT to go to dsw for more shoes. #he will CONSIDER going into hot topic if everyone understands it’s the only store for smart and clever people in the mall #ideally alois is also there. contributing to ciel sticking out like an extremely brooding thumb #ciel phantomhive #black butler

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emo son has a car ride with his American not-dad. audio on.

(based on something @aloisbeloved said, and also a reference to a joke by @hateweasel

#okay but this is canon. to me #obsessed w this #this might as well been catered specifically to me for how it aligns exactly w my black butler worldview

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alois fans after constructing the most painful, gut-wrenching, heart-breaking, genuine character-study fic about this boy like he's some classic character and not a silly little guy from a shitty OVA anime aired 13 years ago who had maybe 3 episodes of screen time

gonna tag some people (there are definitely absolutely many more but it is late so I may not get everyone, just know if you're in his tag I've probably found you and also I love you)

@aloisapologist @aloistranny @arachnidsm @indigoipsum @hateweasel @sneebnationalism @eemoo1o @insomnia-productions @anawkwardlady

#REAL !!! alois fandom you are the world to me forever and ever #I feel like I more run up to the room #slip a bound manuscript chock full of thoughts on a character from a show I haven’t watched in 8 years #and scurry off #but I literally always the best time #y’all are so smart and talented and also off your gd rockers /affectionate

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will be spreading my “ciel had a crush on soma” agenda in the next chap of waeood (worst named fic). I’m literally right about this.

#baby’s first gay crush #haven’t decided yet if I think soma literally NEVER noticed or if he clocked it immediately #was very flattered #and then resolved to never mention. to spare Ciel’s pride #also yes I do write my ideas in the comments of the doc. yes it is hell for formatting #also haven’t touched bb in ages so fully have no idea what’s going on w soma nowadays #is he still around?? did the kinda dicey race thing make yana drop him? #or does he get to still hang out. I loved that guy. #anyway in theory this is getting written so in theory it will be real #black butler #alois trancy #cielois #ciel phantomhive #soma asman kadar #kuroshitsuji

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sometimes i say things on twitter and then make a little graph about it

#to be clear my Alois fic is all foe fiction #not towards him towards the actual show

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Alois voice “we can’t spoon anymore because I keep going into a disassociated state and wrapping my arms around ciel in such a strong vice grip he cannot move and it’s really awkward the following morning. so we instead are anti-spooning, which means we lie back to back and I rip apart a pillow with my hands and it’s working great 😁”

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finn can do no wrong, not because he doesnt commit atrocities but because wrongs dont count if its him😊

teehee

#CANON TO *ME* #Ciel and finny become bffs