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Hey, yall, so my little brother is going in for surgery, so I will be opening some donation based commissions. I will get prices and such out in the next few hours (hopefully)

Here is the gofundme my mother made for him

If you are able to donate or just reblog, I would appreciate it so much.

#please reblog #disability #raise funds #disabled artist #i kniw this is not my usual and then i have been gone for weeks #but please any and all help is useful.

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*shivers* I need to bite him.

*foaming at the mouth, blood shot eyes, sweating and views popping*

#les mis #les miserables #jean valjean #gay #i am so normal

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#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #trad art #javert #inspector javert #he is just a sopping wet cat #I did this instead of doing work

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Pov I rembered that water color is my favorite medium.

(A Lil cute piece because I feel like javert can not handle genuine happiness and just starts crying (I am projecting))

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #jean valjean #trad art #javert #inspector javert #jean and javert #gay #these gay old men make me wanna sob

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Omg look at what my partner made.

Cr: @mediocrecrime

( this mf saw my fuckin high Valjean drawing and knew exactly what he needed to do)

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #jean valjean #jean and javert #javert #i decided to be gay and this is my consequence

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Jvj after one bong rip

(Mr rn, also the Valjeanification process is happening to me, I am becoming nicer, want a kid, stole seventy seven tons of pure silver, and I am currently growing in a beard and at least half of the hair is white (I AM NOT OLD ENOUGH FOR THIS.))

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #jean valjean #digital art #my art #i did this instead of sleeping

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I feel like a back massage from jvj would cure me. I need his big meaty calloused hands to liquefy the muscles of my back.

#les mis #les miserables #gay #jean valjean #i was introduced to les mis at like 8 and from that day forward #i became wven more of a nuisance.

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I am getting hammered and I will be drawing Valvert, I will report back in the morning (or in like an hour)

#les mis #les miserables #gay #jean valjean #jean and javert #javert #lets get hammered

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Feeling sillay might arrest the mayor

("Put me down like the dog I am I can't do this anymore I WANNA TAKE IT BACK TO MY PLACE AND DO MORE THEN FREAK IT, I WONT TO LOVE IT, I WANT TO HASES IT"-Rochambeau (me) )

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #inspector javert #javert #trad art #chronically ill

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*flutters my eye lashes at you*

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #javert #inspector javert #trad art #chronically ill #i love drawing his stupid pug face

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I am back baby

#les mis #les miserables #les miserables fanart #javert #inspector javert #trad art #chronically ill artist #he is so bull dog core

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*does a horrible fuckin blinker*

Heugh- Did you know that javert can SEE in the DARK!!!

*passes out*

#les mis #les miserables #inspector javert #javert #my timbers are shivered #and my boots are shaking #i wanna smash faces with him fr #like horrible awful and painful to watch type of kiss #i want our teeth to clash #and i want us to be sneering at each other #-quote javert

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I am an ugly pug dog son Javert truther.

#les mis #les miserables #inspector javert #javert #I like exclusively men who looked like “they got their faces smashed with a frying pan”-quote my partner #i mean...he aint wrong #i am currently simping for javert and the dealer from buckshot roulette #look between the two of them and tell me with a straight face that i dont have a type #I FUCKIN DARE YOU

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A Wendy's manager saved my day ( I thought it was gonna be shit day) like Bishop Myriel saved Jean Valjean's soul

#les mis #les miserables #jean valjean #i realized my mom was just as bad as my dad was #when you realize you have both mommy and daddy issues #i should have known #my partners are literal a tall busty man that gives 50's house wife sometimes but like...a top and then there is the skinny pale twink that #that kinda looks like a crypdid trying reaaaaally hard to look like a person while also just being a pathetic alt man #I love them though #oh yeah #lore drop I am poly :]

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heartbreaking: local thing has to leave the house even though it is so tired and sleepy and full of joint pain

#as a disabled individual #this resonates with me. #like fuck I need to go do this thing but fuck do I hurt.

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Nobody was meant to perceive this!!

* There will be typos I have not slept in over 24 hours*

THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME SHIT POSTING ON MY DEAD LES MIS BLOG THAT I AM TRYING TO REVIVE (I had no faith I could actually do it) WHY ARE THERE PEOPLE HERE.

(I go on tumbler and I check my activity and I am just reminded of how much of a feral fuckin brain eating Amoeba les mis is in my hands. One thought about les mis divides Into two and so on and so forth to the point where I can't even function because I no longer have a brain and it is just a JPEG stock image of The Brick.) As pictured

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*grabbing javert with my bare fuckin hands and chomping down on him while I thrash my head wildly back and forth*

#les mis #les miserables #jean valjean #les miserables fanart #(kinda) #gay #melting #WHY ARE YOU HERE #WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY HOUSE! #i have been awake since six on the 13th. I am still awake #IN BETTER NEWS I GOT MY COPY OF THE BRICK OUT OF STORAGE AND I STARTED SHAKING LIKE A POOR VICTORIAN BOY WHO JAS NEVER SEEN A DOCTOR AND- #THUSLY SLOWLY SUCCUMBING TO TB #*coughs into my small bloody hanky pathetically*

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Conflicted. My dad was one of the worst people in my life. He was abusive and awful, he would hit me, call me names, yell at me, threaten me, give punishments that were close to torture...and yet, despite the pain he has wrought on my life, the damage he has done, the utter pain I will forever carry with me....I miss his so much, I miss play fighting with my dad. I miss his laugh and his voice, miss looking up at him and asking my Dada to pick me up, I miss getting slushies with him, I miss going to the beach in the summer. I miss when he would hug me, and I would naïvely feel so safe. God, I miss my dad so much, but I hate him with every fiber of my being, and I am furious that I endured what I did. So no, I don't think I can choose because unfortunately, in my case, at least, there never will be a black and white answer.

Because in the end, it took me hating him and leaving him and never talking to him or seeing him to miss the him I knew when I was a child who didn't understand what he was doing was wrong. I just loved my dad, and I wish I still could.

#it really dosnt help that i have had three fathers which have all been objectively awful #yeah i have daddy issues and i need an old man to hold me and sing to me if i ever wanna be happy #literally had to text my mom and ask her if she could send me a voice clip of her singing a song she used to sing me when i was a kid and #was sad #she did and i sobbed for like thrity minutes #parents mannnnn