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not Xavier coming home on mudae but refusing to come home in l&ds

#love and deepspace #marriage of convenience #zachary de arno #shen xinghui #mudae #mudae bot #discord chat

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I'm at a point where nothing or no one is enough to motivate me to become something more. And the worst part is, I'm disappointed in myself.

#I just stared at ateez for a solid 10 minutes and felt myself caving into a shell

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Is it really not okay to not do anything? to not want to be anything?

Unacknowledged childhood wounds steal our dreams and passions, and then as we mature it leaves us bereft of what once fueled our souls. Hopeless, despondent, content with being nothing, not wanting to be anything.

Or am I making excuses for myself out of laziness because I don't want to do anything but be on my phone??

Everything is so confusing. I don't know whether I'm right or wrong, whether I'm okay or not okay

#qoutes #aspirations #despondent #trauma mention #☼☽⋆｡raie rambles “🕊️”

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I quit l&ds. 70 pulls and I get zayne gentle twilight card. Fuck u game

#love and deepspace

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I see all reblogs, comments, and notes. And I appreciate them so much that I just want to kidnap you all and put you in my pocket.

#i'm working on fics but I keep going back to rewrite them a hundred times over #soon ❤️ #love and deepspace #ateez #genshin impact #☼☽⋆｡raie rambles “🕊️”

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don't u just love yunho duality

And he looks fuckable in both. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. He can't seriously be real and not mine. Because that two things just don't fit in a sentence.

I want yunho, okay. I seriously want him. I want to love him. I want to ravish him. I want to spoil him. I want to devour him. I want to run my hands through his hair and whisper sweet everything's into his ear, just like I want to run my hands across his shoulders and down his arms and kiss his throat. I want to tenderly stroke his cheeks while simultaneously kissing the other! It's so infuriating how much I want him.

Don't get me started on his hands, I want to grab them, hold them, play with them, compare our hand sizes, trace over his veins with my finger, kiss his knuckles. But on the other hand I also want to ride them, want them in me, want to suck them, want to choke on them. HE GIVES ME SO MUCH MIXED FEELINGS, HONESTLY. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT?? Yunho the type of boyfriend to be everything! Maybe I'm delusional which I certainly am, but he'd be so imperfectly perfect. Every dynamic is possible! The relationship would be such a damn dream that no one would believe he's real, or that being in a relationship with him is actually a reality. AND I HAVE YET TO EVEN BEGIN- one of my recent posts was of straddling his waist. You can't tell me you don't think about that all the time because his waist is damn slutty. Yunho + dancer = Stamina✨ and stamina + you = 🧑‍🦽 BECAUSE HEAVENS, I AM SERIOUSLY BURYING MYSELF DEEPER INTO MY SELF DUG GRAVE.

#I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING OF HIS DUALITY BUT THAT'S BETTER LEFT FOR A MORE DETAILED DESCRIPTION IN MY FIC #₊⊹ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖⭒✮ abyss inbox 📩 #⁀🕸🜙˚ raie's ; moots #₊⊹ @kittyyeo ⊹₊ #ateez #ateez hard thoughts #ateez hard hours #ateez smut #yunho smut #jeong yunho smut

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Know who I'm currently obsessing over? Plave, zb1 gunwook & hanbin. And bnd

#plave #zb1 #bnd

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baby girl i saw your reply and i promise i’ll respond but just wanna drop this here for ya :’) https://www.instagram.com/p/C5sZdJJJyev/?igsh=dGtkcDJudHR4OWhu

you’re welcome c:

I FORGOT TO REPLY. I thought I did my bad. Also take ur time! I really don't mind, I'm a little late too as u can tell🤭

LINK | choi san the man you are good lord. and the way he admitted to knowing what it does to us and then still going ahead and doing it?? Unfair game SIR. I'll take u on

#it can be overwhelming to reply I know #₊⊹ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖⭒✮ abyss inbox 📩 #⁀🕸🜙˚ raie's ; moots #₊⊹ @princ3ss world⊹₊

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STRADDLING JEONG YUNHO Waist 🗣️

#KILL ME NOW #BECAUSE #HAT ON #CLOTHES ON #GLOVES ON #RIDE IT #WOOF WOOF #ateez #ateez smut #yunho smut #jeong yunho smut #ateez hard thoughts #ateez hard hours

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BARELY is right. Because how did this guerrilla stage go even harder than their first??

"Barely survived ateez at coachella week 2" badge

#I WAS LITERALLY KNOCKING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL OKAY #even as I have bad hunger pains because i'm starving and my guts twisting and whatnot #BUT SERIOUSLY #I was tempted to wake the household ip #ateez coachella #ateez

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Did I forget to mention San's arms? No. Lemme just remind you again. SAN'S ARMS

#he ain't playing with those guns and neither are the stylists #ateez #ateez coachella

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‼️ MAKE SOME NOISE ‼️ BREAK THAT WALL ‼️

#san's button didn't last long #seonghwa was seriously badazzled #yeosang shirt tho 🤡 #and yunhos waist??? #ateez #ateez coachella #chellateez

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This choreo is so addicting fuvk

#ateez #ateez coachella #I'M SPAMMING I'M SORRY #i cant get over this #SAN HAVE ARMS FOR DAYS

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did we just get a close up and super zoomed in oh lord have mercy

#ateez #ateez coachella #ateez wooyoung #ateez yeosang #ateez san #chellateez #jung wooyoung

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ATEEZ COACHELLA. again. LET'S GO

#ateez #ateez coachella #Woof woooooof

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Progress so far 🫣 / I plan to change the mouth tmwr

#love and deepspace #rafayel

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The way I already said Alhaitham before even reading the last bit 🙊

and if i said Alhaitham

#alhaitham #genshin impact