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violet parr; is different okay?

#violet parr #the incredibles #invisigirl #syndrome #synlet #willet #animated #movies #pixar #aesthetic #picspam #purple aesthetic #introvert #superhero #superheroes #incredibles #kids #kids movies #mine #my edits #photo #photos

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💙💜💛❤️

Futuristic Four in real life

#futuristic four #modern four #meet the robinsons #big hero 6 #bolt #the incredibles #Wilbur Robinson #hiro hamada #violet parr #penny forrester #willet #penniro

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The perfectionist who was never even close to being in the first place.

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is it too melodramatic to think of yourself as an unattractive person incapable of being loved?

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You'd expect me to do something fun on the last days of my 18th year. But I have. I slept; and will sleep again now. 😅💕 goodnight 😘 —18 yr old best

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If only I had been a bit more beautiful and a little less more.

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To the things that I thought would make me happy.

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For the times I forgot; external beauty fades.

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To the things I lost that I thought I needed.

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It's 12 AM

Go to sleep.

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I've been left with my thoughts again.

Do i really need to do it?

Get thin.

To actually look good? To feel good about myself. To feel pretty.

Am i not worth anything if not normally sized? Gosh.

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I don't think my friends would get my snaps even if i had sent them. I feel like my snaps are my personal photo diary entries. 😊💕

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Too much brought by 2 tweets and 7 photos. Ended up staring up at the sky, so i took a picture just so I can keep time still somehow. I don't want to leave this place where i could feel so much of a single feeling. But i think it's ending my mind is racing off somewhere my heart could not bare to chase. And attention my inner self could never handle is creeping in and i think i can no longer hold it out. This current state of mine, the one my photos usually tries to keep i realize, is the only thing keeping me safe from myself. Sorry, I just needed to post this somewhere safe.

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If I'd get to ask you a question, I'd like to know.. Does this bother you? Like it does me. is all this attention shaking the feeling of not liking any of these? is it weirding you out how this might feel unnaturally natural? is what you and i dont have in common actually be something we might actually do share.

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My header is so "blue neighborhood"-y. Maybe just because Troye Sivan is 💙💙💙

#blue neighborhood

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Merry Christmas! 🎄Shake Up Christmas. Yay. 🎉 Want to post in soundcloud but di ko pa memorize haha this will do for now haha. 💁🏻