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so…long time no see, huh?

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phew okay. this topic is still pretty sensitive to me and my family, and i want everyone to know that this post has some transphobia in it so you’ve been warned !! tagging a few moots so hopefully they can hopefully help me on this: @sailorhyunjinz @hwajin @evqans

on friday may 9th, i got kicked out of my college by my headmaster for being transgender. he looked through my files, and went wayyy past the files of when i got my gender and name legally changed by the government. he invaded my privacy, and humiliated me in front of his office staff.

he had given me two options:

stop my transition process, start going by the name i was originally given, and start suing the mens restroom so that i was able to keep my spot in his college

get kicked out

obviously, i had chosen option number two. i was told i had at most 5 hours to practically move out of my dorm room that i’ve lived in ever since freshman year. i moved out in only 2.

my dorm mates want to desperately start a petition to get him fired and give me my position back, but that is honestly my last resort. i don’t want to go back. my husband, doesn’t want me to go back. it is now no longer a safe environment for me there. it’s dark, and it’s upsetting.

i’m not asking to be sent money or anything, i just want support and a bit of help in finding a new college in the denver, colorado area. i’m having so much trouble because some of them don’t want me there because i’m a mum and think that i wouldn’t dedicate my time there. which all in all is a shitty thing.

even if you can’t or are not willing to help me, please reblog and spread this. college was the only thing that kept me going, and not i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m stuck, i’m upset, and overall i just want to get back to the old lifestyle i had before all of this. anything you guys do will be a great help for me :))

#tw!transphobia #tw!homophobia

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ahhh hello everyone!! ugh it’s been so long since i’ve been on here it’s…it’s crazy.

i was logged out of everything that i used the same email on for some apparent reason, but recently i’ve learned that someone tried to hack my email, and google deleted my password but didn’t notify me in any way which is…annoying.

but a quick little update, i’m finally twenty-two!!! and smoll child just turned two on saturday! time flies so fast, and—spoiler alert—i cried today because i’m still so shocked that i’m a mum! super super crazy!

i would so love to write, but i have honestly no motivation for anything kpop 😫 i also moved to another account since this one doesn’t feel the same since i had to recover the email, make a different one, use it on here, blah blah blah. it’s just crazy and annoying. it’s linked to my sister in laws tumblr account, which is honestly really fun because all of the accounts she has are so adorable i can’t. BUT, i think if i reveal the account, it’ll be more like a personal blog that i’d write occasionally.

before i post this and start getting ready for bed, if any moots want my new discord, please don’t be afraid to ask!! i miss talking to all of you, and would love to catch up! much love, ezra

#!!!

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also new pronouns!! i go by she/they now :D

#k imma log out again- #see you soon…..?

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why is writing for harry potter so much fun🧍🏻

#also thank you sm for 100+ likes on hot cocoa kisses! #and for almost 100 on frozen touch??? like #old works barely got that many likes in months…

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frozen touch | y.j

pairing: yang jeongin x gn!reader

genre: FLUFF!! and a teeny tiny bit of angst

warnings: worried jeongin, hypothermia..? i think-

description: jeongin can’t help but worry once he realizes how much the cold has affected you

word count: 734

a/n: oh would you look at that, another collab piece for @hwajin's winterfalls!! tysm kathy for letting me be apart of this collab even though i entered pretty much last minute..it's been super fun! again, a huge thank you to @sailorhyunjinz and @seo--changbin for beta-reading this fic aswell! feedback is appreciated! it is snowing in this fic just incase anyone is confused!!

“I’m home!!” you call out into the house, taking off your shoes and putting your coat onto the rack before turning around, hearing noises coming from the kitchen. You quietly walk towards the kitchen, walking in and seeing Jeongin sitting on the floor, back leaned up against the cupboard with his eyes closed, headphones in. You sneak up on him, careful to not let your shadow give you away before touching his shoulder. He jumps, letting out a yelp in the process before opening his eyes in a rush.

You laugh out, head thrown back while he whines at you. Once you calm down you look up at him, seeing as he’s now standing up with a blank look on his face. “Not funny.” he mumbles, stepping towards you with his arms wide open. You smile at him before leaning into his touch, your arms wrapping around his waist while his wrap around your shoulders. You two stay like that for a while before pulling away, enough so that he could place a small kiss onto your nose.

His own scrunches up while he licks his lips, pulling away and resting his hands on your waist. “Your nose is cold” he softly says, chuckling once you reach up to feel it. “It doesn’t feel cold to me” you hum, hand reaching up to brush a strand of hair behind his ear. He pulls away abruptly, hand leaving your waist to grab at your hand. His eyes widen before both of his hands grab yours and bring them up to his lips. “What are you doing?” you ask, laughing softly once you feel him blow hot air onto your hands.

“No wonder you can’t feel how cold your nose is, your hands are freezing!!” he complains, continuing to blow hot air on them while shuffling towards the sink. He turns the tap on, putting his hand underneath the water to feel the temp. “Oh come on, they can’t be that bad.” you deadpan, forcing away a smile when he looks towards you with a straight face. He pulls his hand away from the tap to get a flannel to dry his hands on. “Alright then, if they aren’t so cold put your hand in the water” he says, hand resting on his hip.

You do as told, waiting a bit before looking towards him. “Okay?” you say, eyebrow raising up when he looks at you. “How hot is that water, love?” he asks, smiling slightly once he sees the small blush crawling up your neck. “Um..it’s hardly warm. Why?” Once you respond his jaw drops open, causing your brows to furrow even more. All he does is bring his hand back up and close to your face, you look at his hand, seeing as its bright red. “That’s how hot the water is, and you’re telling me you can’t feel that?!”

You look towards the tap, and see how much steam is coming from the water. Your eyes widen slightly, putting the other hand under the water and feeling how warm it’s starting to get. “Hey, it’s okay! I can already feel how warm the water is!” you smile, looking towards him to see his shoulders tensed up and a small frown on his lips. His worried gaze meets your calm one, and his shoulders loosen a bit. He pushes the slightly damp flannel towards you, signaling to dry your hands off.

You start to do so as he shuts the tap off and leans against the counter, arms crossing over his chest. “Here, feel how warm my hands are now” you say, extending one hand towards him. He grabs your hand and places it against his cheek, his frown from earlier deepening even more. “They’re still cold.” he mumbles, placing a hand on your waist and pulling you closer to him. You both stand there for a while, one hand caressing his arm as his hand finds it’s way underneath your shirt, thumb softly rubbing against your warm skin.

His eyes open, looking towards you to see your red nose and cheeks, before sighing at the sight in front of him. “Warm shower?” you ask, head tilting slightly. He scans your face for a bit, before smiling at you and nodding his head. “Warm shower.” he says before pushing himself off of the counter, and leading you towards the washroom, hand in hand.

#winterfallscollab #yang jeongin x reader #jeongin x y/n #jeongin x reader #jeongin x you #stray kids x gender neutral reader #stray kids fanfic #stray kids #skz x you #skz x y/n #skz x reader #skz fanfic #jeongin fluff

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hot cocoa kisses | k.s

pairing: kim seungmin x gn!reader

genre: flufffff

warnings: seungmin being super cheesy, flustered reader

description: seungmin always finds a way to make you flustered

word count: 633

a/n: ahh here's the first fic for @hwajin's winterfalls collab! thank you to @sailorhyunjinz and @seo--changbin for beta-reading this fic! feedback is appreciated! the description sucks don’t mind that-

“Oh come on!! Just a few more minutes?”

After what feels like forever, you two finally come upon the little pop-up stand selling all kinds of Christmas sweets. Seungmin goes to order as you walk around, the sound of snow crunching underneath your boots and the soft hum of people talking being the only things heard. “Ya! Why’d you walk away?” Seungmin says after grabbing your hand, causing you to turn towards him. You shrug, smiling at him so hard that your cheeks burn from the cold.

He scoffs, turning around upon hearing his name being called. “You, stay here while I get our drinks.” he says before walking away towards the pop-up shop. He comes back not long after with a drink carrier and plastic bag in hand, a very small—but noticeable smile on his face. “What’s that?” you question, peering at the bag to try and see what's inside. He turns from your gaze, eyes squinting at you from over his shoulder. “You’ll see, only if you warm up your hands with this” he says, gesturing towards the cups in his hand.

You curtly nod, hand reaching out to grab one of the festive cups from the carrier. After a little bit of awkward fumbling and looking around crazily for a bench, you two sit down with Seungmin pressed to your side tightly. “Extra whipped cream?” you ask, turning towards Seungmin seeing him nod his head. You take a drink, letting the taste of warm chocolate flood your tastebuds. Both of you sipping the hot cocoa in silence, along with the occasional hum of delight. After throwing away both cups, Seungmin comes back to the bench, bringing out the bag from his pocket.

He looks up at you, trying — but failing miserably — to hide his laughter. “What is it?” you ask, cheeks reddening slightly from nervousness, “You-you have whipped cream on your lip” he giggles, covering his mouth with his gloved hand. You roll your eyes, going to take off your gloves before he stops you. “Hey what are you doing? It’s freezing out here, let me help.” he says, a smirk covering his lips. He leans in slowly, watching as your eyes widen and cheeks grow even redder. You open your mouth to speak, but stop yourself once his lips meet yours. Eyes fluttering closed, your hands find the back of his neck the same time as his touch your waist. He pulls you impossibly closer, your body pushed against his even more than before. The kiss doesn’t last long before he pulls away, hands staying on your waist as yours move to his cheeks.

“Did..did you get it?” you ask, voice barely above a whisper as his eyes flit over your whole face. He nods, eyes crinkling as he smiles. “Yeah, I did” he says, going to pull away before your hands stop him. “Wait..you have some on your lips now” you say, eyes going from his lips to his eyes. “Is that so?” he asks, head tilting to the side, smirking once you slowly nod your head in response. “Well then Y/N,” he pauses, looking away before his eyes connect with yours once more. “I guess you’ll just have to get it off then, huh?” he asks, giving you no time to respond before leaning in once more.

#winterfallscollab #kim seungmin x reader #seungmin x reader #seungmin x y/n #seungmin fluff #stray kids #stray kids fanfic #skz x reader #skz x y/n #skz x you #collab piece

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spotify users!!! tell me the fourth song in your second daily mix playlist... mine is bbyong by saturday hehehe

#as burning hill by mitski #… #i can explain-

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°•*⁀➷ currently working on: nothing! request something :)

┊heya! my inbox is always open to talk if needed! hope you enjoy this account and the works that are published here! all asks sent by me will be under my main blog @joonszn┊

#navi!

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•࿐๑ *:･masterlist.

all of the works on here, and my other blog are completely written by me. these are purely fictional, and have nothing to do with the members and their real life. i write these things because i enjoy doing it, and i hope you do to :) requests are open!

f - fluff, a - angst, su - suggstive, c - crack/comedy, m - my favorite

.ೃ࿔*:･ headcanons/reactions .ೃ࿔*:･

*·˚ none yet!

.ೃ࿔*:･ drabbles/fics .ೃ࿔*:･

*°࿐ bang chan.

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ lee know.

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ seo changbin.

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ hwang hyunjin.

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ han jisung

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ lee felix

*·˚ none yet!

*°࿐ kim seungmin

*·˚ hot cocoa kisses | f

*°࿐ yang jeongin

*·˚ frozen touch | f, m

#stray kids #stray kids masterlist #stray kids x gender neutral reader #stray kids fanfic #bang chan x reader #lee know x reader #seo changbin x reader #hwang hyunjin x reader #han jisung x reader #lee felix x reader #kim seungmin x reader #yang jeongin x reader #skz #skz fanfic

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•࿐๑ *:･request guidelines.

please read through these carefully as to make sure your fic gets written. i have the right to deny any request i get.

*･῾ .* request DONT'S

- any type of smut

- extreme descriptions of blood, wounds, gore

- pedophilia/necrophilia

- incest (even if it's step brother/sister i won't do it)

- eating d!sorders, sh, abuse, all of it

- fics tied to a specific race

*･῾ .* request MAYBE'S

- BRIEF descriptions of blood or wounds

- male!reader. this is only in the maybe since i've never written for a male reader before, and i try to stay as inclusive as i possibly can. though if you request this, it'll come out slower than usual so i could do research to make it as good as possible!

- hybri!au. i've never been a big fan of reading hybrid aus, but over the past few weeks someone has been sending me links to some and it seems fun to write it :)

- alcohol/drinking. now, i love my alcohol, but i've never written anything to do with it. i'm open to writing about it, but nothing with underage drinking, driving while drunk, any sort of thing

- drugs. no hardcore drugs, only things like nic or marijuana

*･῾ .* request DO'S

- if i didn't mention it above, then i'll write it! though if you request something that isn't on here but i realize that i'm not comfortable with writing things with the topic, then i'll turn down your request.

#request guidelines!

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⁂ 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 - 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⁂

keep reading to participate!

ఌ︎ .. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮!!

hi!! soooo this is a little special i decided to do for reaching 2k followers!!! honestly i can't quite believe it, that's such a big number that it,xs almost scary jfjwkfjne BUT THANK YOUUUU to everyone who keeps interacting with me, this blog and my writings!! aaaand special thank you to all the wonderful mutuals and friends on here that make writing and sticking around super fun hehe, i love all of you a LOT <3

ఌ︎ .. 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐛 - 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭

ok now to the actual collab jcnwjfje SO. the closer rules and details are listed below, but basically- almost any writer who wants to participate in this project is free to do so!! i planned to do this thing kinda wintery since it is the middle of winter jfjsjfnsb, but it is perfectly fine if there's no season mentioned in your fic, meaning the fic itself doesn't have to revolve around winter and the season itself is not required to be the main thing!! i just figured a theme would be kinda nice hehe.

ఌ︎ .. 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬

now to the rules, please please PLEASE read them all and carefully to avoid any miscommunication!!

any genre is allowed, from smut to fluff to angst to horror, whatever you can imagine

in relation to the previous rule, you have to be 18+!!! even if you were to write a sfw fic, the fact that there very likely will be smut written in this collab, having minors participating would overstep a boundary!!!!

also in relation to the first rule, please keep nsfw works legal and safe!! kinkier and heavier stuff in general is allowed, but if you are unsure of anything you plan please let me know beforehand!!

the minimum for words you can write is 500, please add the "read more" future if you write more than that! the maximum of words is literally the roof, if you wanna write a 25k+ word fic GO FOR IT

i'll say it again, your fic does not have to be a winter fic per say! i'll simply list tropes that fit the season in my opinion jfjejdje but if you don't really feel the vibe or hate winter then that's totally fine!!

the deadline to write/ post your fic i planned would be on february 28th since winter kinda ends- with february?? but the date can still be altered if needed!!

ఌ︎ .. 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐞

please read this very carefully as well!!

if you want to participate, send me a dm, and ask, or reblog this post with the tag #winterfalls!

please let me know if you want to participate until december 20th!! requests to particiapte after this date will not be accepted anymore!!

please dm me the trope and the member you would like to write for until december 20th as well!!

in general, you can choose and write for whatever member and whatever trope you want, i will let you know if the certain combination was chosen already, or if one member was picked too often though, so you can reconsider! (for better understanding, i won't set a limit of only 8 people participating in this collab to fit stray kids, so some members will obviously be written about more than once!)

i will create a groupchat here on tumblr if i can figure out how to kfmsmfnns to keep the project a bit more organized, if you don't want to be added to it though please let me know!!

ఌ︎ .. (𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐲) 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬

you are free to use your own tropes/ scenarios if you like, those are only examples!

sharing one bed

seeing the first snow together

building snowmen

sharing a kiss/ fucking on new year's eve

trapped in a snow storm (together 👀 alone 👀)

keeping each other warm

skiing trip/ winter vacation in general

making snowangels

(spicy) present buying/ unpacking

decorating together

baking cookies

sex by the fire (🎶 at night 🎶) did i already make this joke once maybe

anything fantasy!! eg. vampires and werewolfes, snowprinces/ss, jack frost type of things!!

and obv simple classics like: (you can combine these with the previous tropes!!)

enemies to lovers

friends to lovers

exes to lovers

fwb

soulmate au

break up

idol au

slice of life

etc. etc.!!

that's basically it!! i hope the one or other writer is ready to participate, i'd really really appreciate it!! and if you have any questions regarding participating (or anything really) don't be shy to dm me!!

- 𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐲 <3

#winterfalls! #ew this blog is so ugly oh my- #(to clarify it’s my blog that’s ugly not yours kathy..yours is gorgeous just like you ;) )