bluuxhalcyon

[bluuxhalcyon]

I carry my sins inside of me. That no one else can see. They hold me down like an anchor. They drown me out at sea.

#EXPRESS YOURSELF ( .self-promo. ) #promoting

[bluuxhalcyon]

The sea speaks more honestly to those willing to drown…  ind. & prv. fandomless oc. written by ayana. ©

#EXPRESS YOURSELF ( .self-promo. ) #I'LL BE ON THIS BLOG FROM HERE ON OUT! #come follow me if you want to interact with this version of Bluu! :D #fandomless rp #fantasy rp #multimuse rp #indiesofcolor

[bluuxhalcyon]

Just want to let everyone know that this blog will be on hiatus until further notice. From here on out, I'll be interacting with muses on @bluuxriising . Give me a follow if you want and we can plot!

#ooc #pinned

[bluuxhalcyon]

SHOUT OUT TO @blueletterss​ FOR HELPING ME LINK GOOGLE DOCS TO MY HEADER DESCRIPTION! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ;w;

#A THIN LINE BETWEEN FANTASY AND REALITY ( .ooc post. ) #ooc post #cuz I was legit screaming #but it's all good now

[bluuxhalcyon]

—— SHE HAS A SOUL AS VAST AND DEEP AS THE SEA ! !                                                                  

#EXPRESS YOURSELF ( .self-promo. ) #self-promo #fandomless oc #fandomless rp #I SOLD MY SOUL TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN! #no I didn't but I spent a whole day making this blog #black rp

[bluuxhalcyon]

I’m half-way done with this new rp blog but I legit have no idea how to link my About/Rules page from Google Docs to the header description. Does anyone know how??

#A THIN LINE BETWEEN FANTASY AND REALITY ( .ooc post. ) #ooc post #I noticed that people are using google docs now #or carrd #and they link it on their hover description header #you just hover on it and click the link in the description #how the hell do y'all do that??

[bluuxhalcyon]

She glanced at him, FRIGHTENED. Eskel was SMILING. She saw that he was HUMAN after all, that he had an entirely human face, DEFORMED by a long, UGLY, semi-circular SCAR running from the corner of his mouth across the length of his cheek up to the ear.            “Since you’re here, welcome to KAER MORHEN,” he said. “What do they call you?”

#COME ONE COME ALL ( .promoting. ) #promoting #I LOVE YOUR PORTRAYAL OF ESKEL SO DAMN MUCH!

[bluuxhalcyon]

That Davy Jones song is giving me some severe Bluu vibes. Not in a romantic way, but there’s a sense of yearning and longing. Without the romantic undertones, I feel like the song fits her perfectly. Bluu is powerful and uncontained. A primal goddess stored away in the body of a young girl...waiting for the moment she can go back home.

#A THIN LINE BETWEEN FANTASY AND REALITY ( .ooc post. ) #ooc post #Bluu singing the song quietly while staring out into the sea #humming softly #she doesn't know where she heard this song #naturally she can sing the song perfectly #omg I wish there was a davy jones rp account #bluu would look up to him #listen to him play the organ

[bluuxhalcyon]

#( .Bluu & Tessa. ) #WHAT MESSAGE ARE YOU SENDING TO HER TESSA??

[bluuxhalcyon]

[cyberpawn] “that was a brave thing you did today.”

With her small hand cradled in V’s much larger one, Bluu took the time to study Night City’s teeming throb of bodies, its light-and-noise show enveloping her, showering her in neon light as it always did, into its lively, unsleeping bosom of endless distraction. Ground cars crept through clogged streets, shuttling passengers uptown and downtown. Streets overflowed with pedestrian traffic. Ads on every billboard pitching for goods and services someone like V might be inclined to purchase on a whim at this hour in this part of Night City.

“Would you like to come over?” A neon blue woman barely dressed wearing a pair of pink high heels, blew V a kiss from a doorway. Letters appeared on the wall above her, superimposing themselves in the same color as the woman’s skin. BRAINDANCE FUN OR IN THE FLESH. WHATEVER YOU WANT. HOWEVER YOU WANT IT ! ! Bluu wondered what they meant.

The woman continued to call out to V, crooking a provocative finger at them, her outstretched hand flickering as smoke passed through the holo, ruining the illusion. They walked on, passing by wares and narcotics one block. Ramen and kimchi the next. In the near distance, enormous ads flashed across building facades. Bluu kept close to V’s side, watching her step and trying not to walk into any leftover trash left out on the sidewalk. It was at this moment that V finally spoke. “That was a brave thing you did today.”

Bluu couldn’t help the feeling of pride that welled in her chest, and she smiled up at them. “I stopped that guy from picking your pockets! Of course, I was brave!”

@cyberpawn

#IT'S A CITY OF DREAMS ( .cyberpunk 2077 verse. ) #FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD MERC ( .cyberpawn. ) #made it as close to PG as I could #honestly I can see V covering Bluu's eyes so she won't see anything gross #V tries so hard

[bluuxhalcyon]

I’ve got a Cyberpunk 2077 au verse for Bluu, and I’m gonna’ be honest with y’all...there will be SOME suggestive content, but it will be seen through Bluu’s eyes and kept to a minimum. Like many children, she is innocent and doesn’t quite understand the gross inappropriate ads displayed in Night City. However, she’s not a stranger to witnessing violence or hearing gunfire in the middle of the night.

She also has some street smarts and knows all the gangs and their threat levels by heart, so she’s not naïve to the inner workings of Night City. She lives in Megabuilding H10 with her mother, who works late nights dancing and entertaining corpo men, so she’s always left to her own devices. Bluu is a minor NPC with no major impact on the storyline and can be interacted with. She represents the small beams of innocence in the city and wishes to see a proper beach someday. 

#A THIN LINE BETWEEN FANTASY AND REALITY ( .ooc post. ) #ooc post #IT'S A CITY OF DREAMS ( .cyberpunk 2077 verse. )

[bluuxhalcyon]

the salty af munday meme

Because, like it or not, we're not all balls of sunshine all the time. We can be pure salt when we want to be.

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

♚ How many people don't like you?

⚜ How many people do you not like?

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

☼ How long do you stay mad?

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn't have?

☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn't have been?

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

☣ Have you ever rp'd with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

♨ Have you ever made a public call out post?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you?

✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

❦ Has someone been jealous of you?

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

❣ How salty are you feeling right now?

#JACK IN THE BOX ( .meme. ) #ask meme

[bluuxhalcyon]

post - trauma sentence starters  blood, death mention.

“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.” 

“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”

“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

“that was a brave thing you did today.” 

“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”   

“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”

“need some space?”

“you should lay down.”

“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.” 

“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”

“we can talk through the door.” 

“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”

“you almost died.” 

“i brought you a blanket.”

“you’re home. you’re safe.” 

“i’m worried about you.”

“is everything okay?”

“tell me how to make it better.”

“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”

“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.” 

“you’re in the hospital.” 

“think you can make it to the bathroom?”

“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”

#JACK IN THE BOX ( .meme. ) #meme #whump and bluu :(

[bluuxhalcyon]

😫 = How does your muse handle a family member being stressed out? What about sick?

Bluu is definitely the moody type, but she doesn’t let that dictate how she reacts when her family drives her crazy. Sure, it might bother her, but she also knows that her family puts up with a lot of her moodiness, so she can put up with theirs...right?

When they start poking fun at her or going off on some annoying tangent that she has to listen to, Bluu is most likely going to just suck it up until they're done. Hey, it could be worse, right?

As for sickness, Bluu will take time out of her day to make them feel better and spoil them with canned soup and stories from her little bookshelf.

@ivakir

#sometimes...it really sucks being the good kid #and not wanting to be a burden to the adults in your life #so you just bottle up your emotions and go with the flow #I was that kid and in a way...bluu is that kid too #children should NEVER have to put up with the shit their family piles on them #it's wrong and selfish #your child is not your personal counselor or your emotional punching bag #/rant over

[bluuxhalcyon]

#EVERYTHING THAT RISES ( .musings. ) #musings

[bluuxhalcyon]

#JUST BEYOND THE SEA ( .scenery. ) #scenery

[bluuxhalcyon]

#JUST BEYOND THE SEA ( .scenery. ) #scenery