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me in the morning reading my silly little newspaper (opening tumblr and myproana blog), drinking my silly little coffee (black), breathing in the day (wishing i wasn’t alive)

#tw ana #an0rexia #an0r3x1a #bul1m14 #ed not sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #eating disorder #tw eating disorder

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im curious about something

when you guys purge after a meal, how do you know when you’ve purged the entire meal? do you just.. purge until you cant? 

help plz. i need to get rid of this meal but i dont want to overdo it. 

#eating disorder #disordered eating thoughts #an0rexia #bul1m14 #tw ana #tw purge #purg3 #ed not sheeran #help

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went on a date with somebody after mustering up the courage.

felt super pretty and everything, was really happy abt it.

we were talking about bagels and i told him about a bagel shop i like.

he said to me “wow you’re eating nothing but carbs, huh” and looked at my stomach.

shocker i didn’t wanna kiss him afterwards.

#tw an0rexia #tw ed #tw ana #ana ed #an0rex1a

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had the horrifying realization that my family and friend’s family are about to see me at my highest weight when i go home for christmas.

this is so embarrassing. time to go insane

#tw ana #an4 #tw an0rexia #an0r3x1a

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seeing my mom in a month quick how do you lose 50 lbs in one month?

#an0rex1a #tw an0rexia #tw ana #tw ed #4na #ana ed #tw ana ed #ed #an0r3x1a #tw eating disorder #ed not sheeran

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guys i found spider georg he’s my roommate

#jaundice

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my roommate is on to me red alert he said in a cute funny “calling me out” way how i go through phases where i don’t eat and i think he’s on to me for real this is the end oh god

#an0rex1a #tw an0rexia #tw ana #tw ed #4na #ana ed #tw ana ed #ed #an0r3x1a #tw eating disorder #ed not sheeran

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the weekends are nice because i can hang out with my roommate and not stress about work

but they suck because we always have dinner or even lunch together and he can’t know i’m restricting

any dinner tips???

#tw ana #an0rex1a #ana ed #tw an0rexia #tw ed #tw ana ed #4na #an0r3x1a

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just dance said i burned 155 calories but my calorie tracker app said i actually burned 578. which is a huge difference.

idk who to trust tho

gonna go with the 155 just in case.

#tw ana #ana ed #tw an0rexia #an0rex1a #tw ana ed #tw ed

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if digital footprints weren't a thing I'd start a gofundme for a treadmill I swear to god (its $300 but it folds up and you can hide store it)

#4na #tw #tw ed #tw eating disorder #an0rex1a #tw an0rexia #eating disorder #ed #ed not sheeran

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just found out my sad-day-meal is 1500 calories. 1500!! no wonder I hate my body!! and its a smaller meal too, I would get it only when I've had the worst day, but jesus christ on a low carb cracker!!!!!

#4na #tw ana #tw food #tw eating disorder #tw ed #ed #an0rex1a #tw an0rexia

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i see lists of safe foods everywhere but i don’t see pickles on them. they’re filling and 0 cal, what’s the problem?

(((other than the sodium)))

#tw ana #ana ed #tw an0rexia #an0rex1a #tw ana ed #tw ed #4na #an0r3x1a

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if your sw or cw is 200+ and ur doing this plz lmk because there are so many people starting lower than my gw and I need to know I'm not the only one here lol plz

#cry for help #4na #an0rexia #tw eating disorder #tw ed #tw 4na #an0rex1a #start weight #current weight #goal weight #plz #give a follow or message

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my baggie oversized jeans are too tight. i’m back baby.

#tw ana #ana ed #tw ana ed #tw an0rexia #an0r3x1a #an0rex1a #an4

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quick my brothers wedding (aka first time i’m seeing most of my family in a decade/seeing my brother in two years/parents in one year) is next week i need to lose 100 lbs fast

#ana ed #tw ana #tw ed #tw an0rexia #an0rex1a