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This is my first attempt at a blog…PERIOD. DO NOT CRITICIZE ME FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL ERRORS PRESENT IN MY POSTS. I am someone who lives on a roller coaster. The GIFs above are about as accurate as I can imagine in my current state of mind.

For anyone who understands #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder (#BPD) , this mental health disorder is right up there in ranking with Antisocial Personality Disorder (e.g., #AntisocialPersonalityDisorder; #Anti-Social-Personality-Disorder). BPD is an absolute nightmare on the body, both physically and mentally.

Close your eyes and let your brain take you to your childhood. Note: I sincerely hope your childhood includes thoughts and/or memories of the imaginary I am about to describe. Imagine the excitement that you experienced when you thought about, or went, to a park with rides. The atmosphere was exciting and scary! What was the one ride that you relate to you the most? Was it the haunted house? Was it the roller coaster? Now, what are the commonalities between the two? Was it excitement? Was it scary? Was it the feeling of unknown danger or emotions?

Ponder on the questions that I asked. I will elaborate further in my next post. I hope you will placate me with answers or questions based on the information I shared. This disorder is not easy to understand to those who do not have the diagnosis, or those that have not known a person with the disorder.

Until then, think hard and deep about your thoughts and emotions on a visit to a place with rides designed for those willing to accept a challenge.

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #mental #roller coaster #this is insanity #psychosis #fucked up #life #crazy #abandoned