tw: anorexia, bulimia, eating disorder related material. About Me: asherbean.carrd.co hey, my name's asher n this is my sideblog. i'm a 16 year old enby struggling with an undiagnosed eating disorder n this is where i come to vent n support others as well. this blog is basically going to be my journal (: SW: 117 lbs CW: 105 lbs LW: 104.8 lbs GW: 100 lbs UGW: 95 lbs
do you ever feel conflicted when forced to eat what everyone else at family dinner is eating so they don’t notice anything suspicious? like do i eat a tiny bit cos it wont matter? do i just eat as much as i want n throw it up afterwards?? what do i do? i feel bad when i throw up someone else’s food that they put effort into but i always go with the second option.