dollyyan

[dollyyan]

just realized that i have an 175 followers gosh, hi guys ?

im not dead yet once again, even thought i hasnt posted in over a month, i have been stuck in somewhat of a depressive episode and school have been rough, i still dont have an beloved nor any friends which i must admit im not currently working towards getting because it feel pointless, but that for an another time. i hope everyone is doing alright :)

#not yan

[dollyyan]

hello i just found your page and im curious what does dollkin mean. ive been looking in different places and i cant find anything that wouldnt be too difficult to understand. sorry for bother and sorry if u explained it before (๑>◡<๑)

hi im sorry for the time it took me to respond i somewhat forgot about this tumblr but im fine with explaning what dollkin is, for me at least.

i personally think that i was a doll in a past live, because i have multiples more or less vivid memory of being one

that its all, dollkin is more or less a way for me to categorize my experience + what i am ( an 'human' that used to be a doll in her past life ) but that is only my way of seeing it

hope that answer your question if not i apologize

#ask stuff

[dollyyan]

oh it dont quite qualifies but i have somewhat of an obsession with jun han ( and gunil too ) from the band xdinary heroes so that is something i guess ? ( also no not the kind of weird obsession, like obsessive fan, i just kinda watch and look for everything related to them, and im just an really big fan )

havent made a post in a bit, im still somewhat alive, i just dont have truly anythings to post as i dont quite have a beloved anymore, but still, know that im alive :)

( also i plan on regoing on social media after the last fiasco, also for people that may not know but internet is my only way to truly communicate with others living being as its quite hard, nearly impossible for me in real life as i have a lot of struggle with socialisation to the point were i cannot go and talk to people )

#not yan

[dollyyan]

havent made a post in a bit, im still somewhat alive, i just dont have truly anythings to post as i dont quite have a beloved anymore, but still, know that im alive :)

( also i plan on regoing on social media after the last fiasco, also for people that may not know but internet is my only way to truly communicate with others living being as its quite hard, nearly impossible for me in real life as i have a lot of struggle with socialisation to the point were i cannot go and talk to people )

#not yan

[dollyyan]

welcome in the club user jahmya-dash

i just want someone to be obsessed with me as much as i am with them

#not yan #im sorry but i had to do it #its felt funny to say :)

[dollyyan]

i wish i had an beloved :(

i feel so ... empty without one, im just an pointless soul, an wandering one, with no goal, i feel useless

#irl yandere

[dollyyan]

gosh thanks for the 100 followers, even tho im not quite active, thanks <3

#not yan

[dollyyan]

once again i dont have to post, but thanks for the 70 followers, it's funny to see that many persons following me :)

#not yan

[dollyyan]

i feel so empty. emotionally mainly. which do not feel great i hate it.

#not yan #bpd vent #actually bpd

[dollyyan]

i just want love , attention and mutual obsession , is that too much to ask darling ?

#irl yandere #bpd yandere #obsessive yandere #yandere blog #yandere coping #obssesive #yandere thoughts #actually yandere #real yandere #yan 4 yan #yancore #yande.re #yandere community #yandere girl #yandere post #yandere text #yandere vent #yanderecore #yandere

[dollyyan]

Ik u identify as kinda both a boy and a girl but were u born a girl?

i dont identify as a boy nor a girl fyi , also no i dont want to disclose my agab like that , its also do not matter.

#ask stuff

[dollyyan]

#reb

[dollyyan]

i dont have much to post as i dont have an beloved and an headmate have been monopolising the front lately, regardless, thanks for the 55 followers ? is it weird to say thanks for a numbers of followers on a vent blog, im not sure :)

anyways i hope everyone is doing alright, feel free to talk with me ( thru pms and ask ) regardless of me not posting i will try my best to answer ! ^^

#not yan

[dollyyan]

kpop rp tumblr acc exist ? wow i just discovered an side of tumblr today, i dont know how to feel about that, its quite funny to be honest

#not yan

[dollyyan]

to be frank its an relief, im going to create a new account tho, as i do still want to make at least friends and that its my only way to

deleted my instagram account that was my only link with them, i dont remember their instagram user so no way of finding them again, im back to the start, with no friends nor obsession

[dollyyan]

deleted my instagram account that was my only link with them, i dont remember their instagram user so no way of finding them again, im back to the start, with no friends nor obsession

#actually yandere #irl yandere #bpd yandere #obsessive yandere #yandere coping #yandere blog #real yandere #yande.re #yandere community #yandere thoughts #yanderecore #yandere vent

[dollyyan]

god i feel so empty without an obsession its actually driving me crazy

#irl yandere #obsessive yandere #bpd yandere #yandere blog #yandere coping #obssesive #actually yandere #real yandere #yan 4 yan #yancore #yande.re #yandere community #yandere girl #yandere post #yandere text #yandere thoughts #yandere vent #yanderecore