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" Enkidu. Enkidu. Gilgamesh called out: Help me. They do not know you As I know you. "

#persona 5 royal #p5r #ren amamiya #2/2 #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #happy goro euthanasia day

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boyf... boiyfe dn.... boyfriens...

edit 4/8 i forgoT that yusuke had this dance outfit and now they're ALL starry

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #ren amamiya #ryuji sakamoto #goro akechi #yusuke kitagawa #yes. all of them #goros hoodie was a gift from ren btw #akeshu #pegoryu #shukita #ryugoro #akekita #ryukita

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Ren returns to his hometown, Morgana meets the family (upon first impression, he's decided he hates them!) and Maruki helps out one last time. After forwarding some official looking medical documents that declares Morgana an emotional support animal, Ren's parents allow the cat to stay. Their step Mother gives Ren a hard time about the whole situation, but their Dad doesn't actually seem to mind all that much.

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #p5 apotelesma #ren amamiya #p5 morgana #takuto maruki #hiroto amamiya #haname amamiya #uh #emotional abuse #the amamiya's A+ parenting #local semi-absent father is not immune to Kittum Charms

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Renren... from Tism Creecher to Depression Era

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #ren amamiya #p5 apotelesma #i got too tired to draw more but they get better i promise #babby ren rly was a creature... #also hes had that starry hoodie since he was in middle school #it isnt as oversized as it once was but its still a comfort item

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it's been really nice coming onto this blog again and seeing others enjoying my art seeing comments in the tags.

i think it might actually be helping me to just open MS-freaking-Paint and doodle simple, silly things. a lot of the time these days ill open sai and start trying to draw but then ill get frustrated or straight up bored in the middle of it and stop.

it really sucks. idk where the artist who used to be able to draw little comics or full body, fully rendered pieces went... the audhd burnout never really seems to end. bitches got no healthcare but need to get back on their meds (its me im bitches.)

i tend to put a lot of pressure on myself for things to be perfect and i dont even really realize im doing it. like, girl, why you got performance anxiety so bad? why does everything you put online have to be neat and perfect why cant it just be good enough?

theres a lot i draw that i just never show cause it just isnt to my standards... last year was a terrible art year for me. its not like i wasnt drawing, or that im not satisfied with at least of some of what i did but.

man.

maybe one of the reasons creating has gotten harder is cause i havent been sharing as much as i used to? perhaps not... but regardless, i think i want to change that this year...

and to all the new followers... hi. thank u. i love u

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more "joker's journal doodles" since yall are loving the other post! ❤️

ann taking ren shopping

ren trying to win makoto a crane prize

ren gardening with haru

morgana nuzzling the side of rens face

ryuji and ren going running

ren and yusuke at the planetarium

goro after ren helped disguise him

sumire doing a little hop to high five ren

ren and futaba lighting fireworks

#a lot of his doodles are in red pen!! #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #ren amamiya #ryuji sakamoto #ann takamaki #p5 morgana #makoto niijima #haru okumura #yusuke kitagawa #goro akechi #sumire yoshizawa #futaba sakura

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joker can canonically draw... so i just imagine him drawing cute little illustrations all the time to accompany their journal entries...

(1/23) heres some more!

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #ryuji sakamoto #goro akechi #p5 morgana #p5r #making these little doodles as if im doing it in character has weirdly helped my frustration with drawing lately #so i might do more #i also need more examples of what jokers art is like #i know ive seen some examples before. a lil drawing of the monabus #and the pt logo on the chalkboard at shujin

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*hits your emotional support cat with the mascot beam*

#persona 5 #p5 #p5r #morgana p5 #p5 morgana #p5 apotelesma #an attempt was made #at making apotelesma morgana look more mascot-like #w/ the biggo head and eyes and chibi body #i still did change the proportions but im v happy with this

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You count the seconds until you can see the sun again. You lose count. You start to count again. You start to count again.

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Shadow Ren & Cygnus Abyss

#p5 apotelesma #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #P5R #P5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu

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Phantom Thieves resident Baby Cat

#when there was a fucking typo #love that i notice that after the fact #my favorite

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childhood friends au is so important to me

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #p5 apotelesma #p5 #p5r #goro looks precious here and yes he is but this is also a kid who bites people #a kid who bodied someone on the playground who called ren a freak #and cackled like a hyena when they cried and he tried to kick sand in their mouth.

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ren, 3 years old: =I somebody: blink motherfucker

ren, 7 years old: :| somebody: why does this first grader have resting bitch face

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #p5 apotelesma #p5 #p5r #ren really was the creepy quiet kid who just Stared at everyone #and when they got older adults would accuse them of glaring at them or #frowning or having an attitude. being rude. and ren was like ????? #they still deal with this by the time p5 happens. clearly. #bc they literally mask their eyes and their expressions with glasses

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ren: anyway, watch me do a sick move with the horsey. goro: amamiya, do you need to talk to someone??? ren: (little horse noise) goro: Ren,,.. (for fucks sake...)

+ Alternate verison

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #p5 apotelesma #p5 #p5r #goro vc: oh he’s a little fuckt up actually... #ren actually undiagnosed dpdr in apotelesma though #(it impacts him 300% more significantly post royal and boy oh boy i wonder why)

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mia has the power... of TWO HANDS!!1!

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #goro akechi #ryuji sakamoto #akira kurusu #shuake #pegoryu #p5 apotelesma #miaou vc: firefly my bruhloved... and my treasured feather

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And look what's become of you without your stars.

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #p5 #p5r #p5 apotelesma #Apotelesma AU

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And you don’t want to let go.

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #goro akechi #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #(vibes) #p5 apotelesma #Apotelesma AU