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Moar baby Uchiha brothers <3

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Whoever draws Itachi with glasses in official arts did nothing wrong

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post war sakura ⚔️

#pretty

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My baby 🥹💕

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good night

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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Tbh I was really worried going into season 4 because my mom has watched very little anime (just naruto and snk so far and obviously we’re not even done with snk) and I thought she might not be able to follow very well. But she surprisingly did better than I thought she would. I watch reaction videos online and I’ve seen several who were confused watching the start of season 4 as well but my mom at least knew what was going on so I’d say it wasn’t bad at all. I was expecting a lot worse because the first time we watched naruto I had to explain so many things to her lol I explained the whole thing anyway and asked her questions just in case but she did get most of it on her own. The only time she was really confused was when I paused and then asked her at the end of episode 3 who the guy next to falco was. What was really funny was she immediately noticed he had green eyes but she didn’t know who he was 😂 I asked her several questions and even repeated the flashback scene with Reiner as the last resort but she still didn’t get it 😅 she was thinking really hard but she had absolutely no idea lmao and I did a bad thing because I couldn’t resist...I spoiled it for her and told her it was eren. I know a lot of people get it right away anyway and I know it gets formally revealed literally in the next episode but I really shouldn’t have. It would’ve been so much better had I just waited a bit more. I imagine she would’ve exclaimed “huh??????” but now I’ll never know. Oh well. But she was surprised enough and she asked, how come his leg didn’t regenerate? She said she didn’t consider that it could’ve been eren because the guy’s leg was missing

And then another funny thing was when porco was like, you’re kidding, can’t you see I’m a titan? These guys are just humans yet they’re coming to kill me? These guys, they’re the devils of paradis! Or something like that and my mom kind of smirked/chuckled and said well yeah they’ve been fighting titans for how long now that’s literally part of what the survey corps does and they’re very good at it 😂 I had the same reaction the first time I watched it lol literally what was he expecting tho

And then this might be my imagination or maybe what I saw was really what happened but I think she took a deep breath when gabi and falco were screaming for Reiner to help them. I think she had a bit of a grimace on her face but I’m not sure because I was sitting a bit behind her. I’ll have to ask her about this

And when floch wanted to throw gabi and falco overboard and jean couldn’t accept it she said yeah because it’s just going to be a never ending cycle. I’m so glad my mom isn’t one of those people who believe they should’ve been killed right there or that they should’ve been thrown overboard. I’m not mad at those people but I find it so exhausting reading their comments and I can’t imagine how tiring it would’ve been had my mom been like, yeah throw them overboard they deserve it after everything they’ve done or whatever...these are literal children tho...I never liked gabi, like even before she shot sasha I never liked her and even disliked her actually because of her personality and falco I had no feelings for at the time, but I understood that for the majority of the eldians in Marley they simply had no choice but to be the way they were. Through instinct. For survival. No matter how smart you think they are and no matter what they’ve experienced, a child is a child. Your brain isn’t even fully developed until your late 20s and the last part that finishes development is the prefrontal cortex which is in charge of making good decisions. No matter what kind of knowledge or experience you think you have, an underdeveloped brain is still an underdeveloped brain. That’s why so many young people make mistakes that they end up regretting later on. And the brainwashing is another can of worms and the reason why a lot of them don’t change their minds even throughout adulthood. Not to mention gabi and falco just witnessed the survey corps killing the people they knew and trampling all over their homeland. Do I think that gabi and falco were in the right? Just to be clear, no. Absolutely not. Especially not gabi. Falco was a lot more perceptive. Just because I empathize with certain characters does not mean I agree with their ideals or actions. The whole situation was ugly for everyone involved, not just for the people of paradis. But that’s also just my take on it. Maybe I’m wrong. Anyway I’m just relieved my mom shares my sentiment

Also I was hoping I’d hear more about Sasha’s death but all I got from my mom was, “so they’re going to kill sasha here?” Like pretty much that was all. She didn’t cry or anything but she was a bit upset I think when the blood wouldn’t stop and she shook her head and said it was hopeless. I still don’t know what she really thinks of sasha though and I’ll ask her for her opinion very soon

#shingeki no kyojin #eren jaeger #reiner braun #falco grice #porco galliard #gabi braun #floch forster #jean kirschtein #sasha braus

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#I really like their vibe #monster allergy #Ezekiel Zick #Elena potato

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#baccano! #molsa martillo #Firo Prochainezo

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#w.i.t.c.h. #will vandom #irma lair #taranee cook #cornelia hale #hay lin #Tom lair #Anna lair #Christopher lair #they’re so cute fr

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#shingeki no kyojin #reiner braun #connie springer #sasha braus #annie leonhart #mikasa ackerman #bertholdt hoover #jean kirschtein

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#durarara!! #orihara izaya #kishitani shinra #nakura

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I forgot to write about this but an update is that after finishing season 3 my mom’s favorite characters are now eren mikasa and Erwin. Initially she only said eren and mikasa still but with some more prompting she said she also liked erwin. I’m still waiting for her to realize that she also likes Levi and hange lmao

#shingeki no kyojin #unfortunately I forgot to ask her for an update immediately after season 2 oh well

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有时生活还真是比戏剧还要戏剧。有些人可能会觉得电视剧里的台词很无聊，但这些都不仅在电视里才能看到，现实生活中常常也会有。每个人都有私心，而且每个人也无法控制自己最初的一些心理与想法。因为人本来就不是完美的。一般人能控制的，就是自己的行为。你有那种想法不代表你也得去做啊。这世界还是有个黑白的。对就是对，错就是错。例如欢乐颂里的那种情况，男的已离过两次婚，女的没谈过恋爱也不怎么会交朋友。此男每次谈恋爱都会找刚毕业不久的女孩，而开始谈恋爱不久后就会提出结婚。主要是因为自己的母亲得了神经病需要有人来照顾，但他又不愿意请保姆。女的清醒了他也突然无法接受。科学的来讲，人类的大脑正常要等到差不多30岁左右才会停止生长发育，而大脑最后还在生长的就是负责思考问题的那部分。如果夫妻俩都是20几岁的人，又或者是一个接近30岁跟一个才刚进入30几不久的一起的，那没关系，因为那多多少少是公平的，也就是说至少在这点上，俩人之间的关系是平等的。你个40几岁的盼着20几岁的人你到底想干什么？不管她曾经经历过什么，不管她认为自己有多聪明有多成熟，一个20几岁的女孩根本不可能跟一个40几岁的男人在同一个思维的道路上。人总要面对事实。你敢做出来的事，就要大大方方的承认自己有做过。而且也不要说，结婚就是最大的“真诚”。我呸。真心对你好的人，不管结不结婚，都会对你好，而且对你好，是真心为了你好，不为别的。

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My mom just finished watching episode 18 of season 3 earlier and I’m very satisfied with the result and with our discussion. When I asked her if she would revive erwin or armin she didn’t even hesitate and said Erwin. Thank the heavens. Because if she had said armin, I would’ve had to question myself and then subsequently my life again. I already went through so much of that the first time I watched the series and while I’m not completely averse to second guessing myself I’m also not really looking forward to doing it all over again because it is so exhausting.

I’ve already made several posts about this before but I honestly cannot relate to people who swear by Levi’s decision. Can I understand it, yes, most definitely, but I have never felt and will never feel the same way. There was that one time when hange said something like Erwin only ever made one mistake in his life and that was making her the next commander, my immediate thought was the one mistake erwin made was entrusting Levi with the injection. No doubt erwin isn’t perfect and as a human being he’s made many mistakes in his life for sure, but I’m specifically referring to what hange said. If I had to think of just one major thing that he did wrong, it wouldn’t be making hange commander or anything else. The injection was his biggest mistake. And by the way hange is a great commander, and I’d take her over armin any time any place. Heck I’d take jean as commander over armin any time any place.

This has become redundant but the first time I watched the series I kept myself hopeful. I wanted to be proven wrong so badly. Maybe armin was the right choice after all, maybe there was no right choice, maybe it would become the right choice eventually, maybe maybe maybe. I held onto that hope all the way to the end. Unfortunately I now know for certain that I’m never going to get over Erwin’s death. I’m not going to go so far as to say armin becoming the next commander after hange didn’t hold any weight, but said weight was really next to nothing. Virtually nonexistent. Completely negligible. If anyone Jean should’ve been the next in line and this is the hill I will die on.

Do I hate armin? Just for the record, no. Absolutely not. I’ve said this time and time again but he was my favorite character during the first half of season 1 and I still liked him even after finishing the series. Do I find him becoming the next commander completely unacceptable? Also no. He probably would’ve never been as effective of a commander as erwin, or hange, or pyxis, or even jean, but he definitely would’ve done his best and I believe eventually he would’ve done a decent job. My problem is really more with the process and not as much the result. How did we get to him being handed the seat? Largely through Erwin’s and hange’s deaths. Frankly their deaths were so senseless I don’t think I’ll ever recover. And the whole erwin/armin parallel drawn from time to time? Imo that was the worst thing about this. Armin is not erwin, and vice versa. Stop this stupid propaganda. Did I not feel sorry for armin? Of course I did. It wasn’t his fault his friends were being stupid, nor was it his fault that Levi made the wrong decision. It was a crappy situation to say the least and he didn’t deserve to go through any of that. When he nearly threw up after hearing about what had happened, I felt sorry for him. When floch was going on and on and on right in front of him about how erwin should’ve been saved instead, I felt sorry for him. When he was going through his breakdowns dealing with mikasa and the rumbling, I felt sorry for him. Armin had to go through so much crap because of plot armor and he deserved better. But this still doesn’t change the fact that erwin was the right choice.

#shingeki no kyojin #erwin smith #armin arlert #hange zoe #dot pyxis #levi ackerman #jean kirschtein

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