emilysdarkness

[emilysdarkness]

I don't even know what to say to express what I'm feeling rn. Elizabeth Judd. Sounds very normal. Not all that common. Quite possibly could have gotten my Grandma to listen to Hamilton with me if I'd known.

#am I feeling grief? #regret? #a missed opportunity? #a general sadness? #we'll never know #all i know is it feels bad

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Why is sleeping most of the night but not all suddenly less valid than sleeping most but not all of the day? I mean what are we? Neuro-typical heterosexuals?

#like if i'm mainly quiet during the night-time and can't quite leave then surely I'm doing the best I can without going insane #even for an introvert

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I feel awake and I haven't in a while. Is this what neuro-typical people feel like? Is music the answer

#//alcohol #//negative #i fell broken in general but good right now

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Reminder: No one has to validate tou when you've done wrong

#for future reference #for ne

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I just was not ready for this week

#it's okay #i'll do better next week

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me : * gets high on classical music *

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No one pays [Randall] any attention, so he sees everything. And he knows his fate and mine are more closely linked than he’d care to admit. So he reports it all back to me.

#bullshit #black sails #john silver #ooop wrong blog

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No one pays [Randall] any attention, so he sees everything. And he knows his fate and mine are more closely linked than he’d care to admit. So he reports it all back to me.

#black sails #bullshit #but a key gif set #john silver

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Look I just want to know how anyone feels about me all the time and the only way I can do that is through annoying messages.

#i'm sorry everyone #but pls answer the anxiety got me

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nothing sucks so much as time difference

#it is absolutely not anyones fault at all #but it makes everything harder

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spotted on twitter

Do you know why we don’t pay the water bill in a haunted house?

Because the water ghost will pay 

(pronounce this out loud)

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Me to me: bitch get a hold of yourself

#seriously #be chill

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When you realise your bdsm awakening was Joseph and the Technicolour Dreamcoat

#i remember my reaction to this when I did this in school and wow #also our Joseph was played by a woman so... #wow #i'm having a whole realisation #nsfw

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I don't wanna but since this is supposed to be a log, my months long streak without a panic attack is at an end

#tw: panic attack

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am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me