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Im so happy youre okay! taking care of yourself is always a must!

Thank you! ♥️ and exactly. Self care is the best care always

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hope youre okay! miss you!

Oh my goodness how did I just see this. I’m alright beb! Life is life-ing, lots going on with work. I’ve started antidepressants recently so that’s been an adjustment but we out here. I’m still writing a bit! My writing has improved a whole lot since I’ve last posted anything on here hahaha but it’s definitely still a creative outlet for me 🥹 I still lurk around here quite a bit though so please feel free to send me a message whenever! Hope you’re doing well too 🫶🏻

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HAPPY NEW YEAR

Happy new year beb!

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hi :)

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Thinking about how I heard little freak for the first time live ever tonight

#harry styles

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RHS Question of the Week 🫶🏼 What’s your favorite trope to write? Is it different from your favorite trope to read?

Ooooooof I love writing friends to lovers but love reading enemies to lovers hehehe

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omg whats ur sign

I do be an Aries sun and moon

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The Signs as Harry's House Songs

FINALLY... AFTER MUCH ANTICIPATION... SHE'S HERE! Ken @emotionally-imbruised and I have put so, so much thought into this over the past couple of days (and gotten some incredible input from some of our friends of each sign) and we feel very confident in our decisions! As always, please feel free to ask for further clarification/reasoning behind a certain sign/song! (Also, 13 songs, 12 signs... so there will be an honorable mention at the end. Rip)

ENJOY!

Aries: Cinema

Taurus: Matilda

Gemini: Daydreaming

Cancer: Late Night Talking

Leo: Music For a Sushi Restaurant

Virgo: Grapejuice

Libra: Satellite

Scorpio: Little Freak

Sagittarius: As It Was

Capricorn: Daylight

Aquarius: Keep Driving

Pisces: Boyfriends

honorable mention: Love of My Life (although we do have some thoughts about her!)

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Jeff walking into Columbia today probs:

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I had heart glasses exactly like yours when i was 10

The same tone and the gradient

I broke i 💔 miss ot

Omg please I got these ones from urban outfitters like two years ago but I always pair them a pink sweater and usually this pink velvet bucket hat I have

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As It Was - Harry Styles

#harry styles gifs #harry styles #hs3

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As It Was - Harry Styles

#harry styles #harry styles gifs #hs3

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I know I kinda dipped out of here during fine line era but it is still very special to me and I love syd with my whole heart

Farewell Fine Line

Okay pardon me for being sappy but since tonight is our last night in the Fine Line era I just want to take a minute and reflect. This is going to be long and corny as hell and you DO NOT have to read it, but I'm feeling sappy so I DO have to write it.

Fine Line was so exciting from start to finish. From the very beginning we knew it was going to be BIG. Even from the fucking "do" tweet that I'll never forgive him for, we knew right away that there was just going to be something about this album.

Lights Up was a day I'll absolutely never forget. When we figured out the lead single was called Lights Up and none of us believed it. (I'll never forget posting on here "Wtf that is not the single title, that sounds like a Liam Payne song" and getting a ton of notes and then turning out to be a clown.) When that thumbnail dropped, we had no idea what to expect. It was so different from anything in HS1 era. It was so sexy and exciting and good and so HIM. Surprising, but him.

I remember Eroda, and how it scared the shit out of me for no reason. (I still haven't watched any of the ads that some of yall were getting on youtube for it). I remember anons telling me I was stupid for believing it was linked to Harry. I remember Fish Anon (moment of silence for fish anon). I remember staying up ALL NIGHT for the music video, and all he dropped was the song. The music video came out hours later, and I remember setting an alarm for like 6am to watch the video.

And god, the album release night. I spent hours on Facetime with @emotionally-imbruised and the lovely Bee (who is no longer on tumblr). We got drunk, and we listened to HS1 in its entirety because we knew it was the last time that that was going to be our only Harry album. I remember Bee living in Australia and having early access to the album, so she'd already listened to like two songs (Sunflower and Cherry-- she waited to hear the rest till I had access to the album) and letting me have just the TINIEST little snippet of Sunflower. (It was the "I couldn't want you any more, kiss in the kitchen like its a dance floor" part and I was hooked from that alone). And I remember it finally dropping-- sitting on the floor of my bedroom (not even in my bed) listening to every song-- even the singles I had already heard-- and live texting Ken and Bee through all of them. We analyzed the shit out of some of them ("No because the long guitar solo in She represents sex and then the climax and then the coming down") and my favorite part of all... when Fine Line ended. I remember just sitting in silence, and getting a text in our groupchat. "Guys... we just listened to Fine Line."

I remember running into my half asleep mom's room JUST to play her the Sunflower "boop boop"s and telling her that my grandpa would have absolutely loved that song.

In my own life, big things were happening as well. I interviewed for (and was offered) my dream job of being a flight attendant, after YEARS of being told no by various airlines. And as thrilled as I was, I was terrified. I can't put into words just how much this album got me through one of the most stressful months of my life. It also gave me one of the most cherished memories I've ever made; February 2020, the plane taking off out of Phoenix to take me to training, listening to Fine Line as we taxied along the runway and hearing the big "We'll be alright" the second the wheels lifted off the ground. Looking over Phoenix, thinking about the big changes that were waiting for me, and hearing that song... honestly I still get chills thinking about it.

I got my wings March of 2020. Obviously, we had no idea what else was going to happen starting that same month. I lived in a crashpad, in a bunk bed, with several other flight attendants, across the country from my parents (first time ever living away from them), and wasn't flying much because of Covid. My other flight attendant roommates were all older, well seasoned flight attendants who didn't really care that much, so I spent a lot of my days alone (AND/OR on facetime with @emotionally-imbruised). And this album became the soundtrack to those memories. This album guided me through a lot of hard times during quarantine. This album means so much to me.

I remember hanging out with @harryfeatgaga in Boston, spending the first day of summer drinking hard seltzer at the beach, our first time having some really deep conversations about life and, of course, listening to Fine Line on her little portable speaker. We still both look back on that day as the day we really became best friends. We listened to the acapella version of Fine Line and SPIRALED over so many hidden vocals we hadn't heard before. We also got our first (and not last) matching tattoo shortly after-- Harry's handwriting (although some of yall seem to think it's Disney Font...) reading "Oh Honey."

Two years later, I was lucky enough to go to Love on Tour several times and watch these songs performed live by the man who means more to me than anything. I got matching tattoos with Paige, @stillafineline, and two other girls who I'd only met 24 hours prior. I was lucky enough to meet so many beautiful friends I'd only spoken to via tumblr, as well as SO so so many others. (The girls Paige and I met at a bar in NY who just so happened to see our matching Harry tattoos. The girls we met in line for wristbands who came over to my, Paige, Caitlin, and @harryshousesonvinyl's Airbnb in LA to get ready. The girls next to us in the pit who watched us deal with a very blackout drunk Sarah Baska. The 17 Harries we picked up on our way to a gay club in downtown NY after Harryween.). I was able to celebrate my 26th birthday in the presence of Harry Styles, who not only performed Medicine, but also had the audacity to say "this is called 'edging'" right before my very eyes. Happy birthday to me, I was edged by Harry Styles.

In those big arenas surrounded by that many Harries and wearing my absolute flashiest outfits, it was the most Myself I had felt in over two years. I'll never forget that.

Fine Line era was hard, but it also had some really beautiful moments throughout the chaos. And this album will forever be one of my favorites. I'm so, so lucky to have experienced it, and I'm so lucky to love Harry.

Goodbye, Fine Line era. I cannot wait to see what surprises Harry has in store for us with the Harry's House era.💜✨

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My god, remember when I wrote this? The temptation to post the finished next part that has been sitting in my docs for two years is incredibly tempting

A Tail of Their Own - Masterlist

In which Y/N is a mermaid and Harry doesn’t know what to do.

(attempts to update weekly)

Tag | Playlist

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3: Coming Soon

Part 4: Coming Soon

Part 5: Coming Soon

Part 6: Coming Soon

#harry styles imagine #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles fluff #harry styles smut #harry styles fanfic #harry styles writing #harry styles preferences #it was bothering me that I hadn't made a master post for this so here we are

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In case anyone was wondering, in this holy year of 2022, Syd and I still have FaceTime dates and play roblox but anyways… @trulymadlysydney just got banned from the website for 24 hours for telling a child to choke

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Comin out of my cage to say that Canada women’s hockey is golden 😮‍💨🇨🇦🥇 thank you. Back to your regularly scheduled programming

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cheering for joe burrow specifically, i don’t give a sh*t about football