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i know that i loved you but you loved me harder every time

cassandra (pre and post kristen) with ankarna for lizzy mcalpine’s “you forced me to”

i thought the song fit a tragic vibe like these two gods!! tragic yuri!!!

#OH. #YEAH THIS IS ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING #I’ve been thinking about them nonstop

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where the FUCK did my uber take me 😭

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i couldn't rest until i made something this is driving me insane. so what if i dismissed your success as because of your hardships instead of in spite of them

#this is so good. I can’t do this

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Figayda . (STANDING OVATION FROM CROWD

[ID: A Digital drawing of Fig Faeth and Ayda Auegfort. Fig faeth is a half-tiefling with red skin, an arrow pointed tail, red pointed ears, dark brown hair with purple streaks, tan horns, and facial hair. Fig wears a black shirt, black pants, a nose ring, and eyebrow piercings. Fig has her eyes shut as she smiles wide, pressing her face against Ayda's with her arms on each of her shoulders. Ayda is a half-Pheonix with dark skin, Multiple eyes with black sclera and red iris with two on her face wings and multiple on her back wings, small red and orange feathers that  cover her face and neck, tall fire-like hair, orange nails, bird-like feet, and red and orange wings that sprout from her back. Ayda is wearing a white long sleeved button-down shirt, a tan scarf drapped around her shoulders, and brown pants. Ayda is sitting down against Fig's legs. She brings a hand up to caress Fig's head as she nuzzles into her. Ayda is smiling and looking up at Fig as she does. The background is dark purple, with many brightly colored green stars and bright purple textures. /end ID]

#and I cry and I cry and I cry #I miss them #bring them home to me

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lucy, you're coming back to us too, right? to me?

#HEART WRENCHING.

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almost every story can be improved by having a bitchy evil teenage girl in it

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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best

#wow #I have no words. this is amazing and I cannot cope with how much I love it.

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thinking about sandra lynn and polyamory. her first experience exploring polyamory being enrapturing and enlightening until it was turned against her. being made to be the villain by an older man once him and his wife decided they were done with her.

this experience tainting her and making her believe polyamory could never be an option. that she would never be able to make it work in a healthy and happy way. her continuing to fracture her own life and relationships as a consequence of this.

sandra lynn meeting jawbone, someone who is openly and happily polyamorous but agreed to a monogamous relationship with her for her comfort and peace of mind. but her own feelings and identity hadn't gone away, her past still haunted her and she continued to make mistakes as a result of it.

sandra lynn and her penchant for impulsiveness mixed with her deep capability for love and affection. how different would her life had been if the dawns hadn't turned everyone she cared about against her. could she have felt safe in loving those she wanted to in life if her early experience hadn't gone so utterly wrong.

#she destroys me so bad. #Sandra Lynn faeth I just want you to be happy

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Ok here's an updated timeline of the Rat Grinders based on the new info we got this episode:

Freshman Year

On the first day of classes Kipperlily and the others meet and form their adventuring party. Kipperlily comes up with the name the High Five Heroes.

Kipperlily excels academically, but the High Five Heroes only go on easier adventures, presumably to ensure they will succeed rather than fail at something challenging.

Ruben is primarily an acoustic/soft rock musician.

Kipperlily begins to have childish rage and resentment towards Riz and the other Bad Kids, which start out petty but gradually grow in intensity over the next couple years.

Sophomore Year

An increase in hostility, one of the first meetings Kipperlily has this year is being jealous that Riz's dad was killed by Kalvaxus, that if a person has suffered immense magical hardship it is an unfair advantage in adventuring.

Kipperlily tries to find evidence of conspiracy with her parents and is enraged that they are boring.

A week after spring break the High Five Heroes go on their first quest to the mountains of chaos, chaperoned by Jace Stardiamond.

After this, the High Five Heroes seem to undergo a shift where their rage is amplified. Kipperlily's counselor files become much more venomous towards the Bad Kids, Ruben shifts to emo music, etc.

At some point after this Ivy and Oisin propose changing the name to the Rat Grinders. Kipperlily opposes this and Lucy is on her side, but Ruben votes against her because it makes her upset and Mary Ann also votes against her but doesn't explain her reasoning.

A piece of paperwork is submitted for Lucy to change her god, but another piece of paperwork is filed afterwards rescinding that application, presumably by Lucy herself changing her mind.

Towards the end of the year, after grades are finalized but before classes are over thus avoiding the pass/fail penalty, Lucy dies in the far haven woods near Aguefort. Presumably, she could have been resurrected in service of this unnamed rage god, but chose not to. She "stuck to her guns".

Kipperlily's rage towards the Bad Kids has transitioned from childish to venomous, she "hates them".

Junior Year

At some point between the end of Sophomore year and the beginning of Junior year, the Rat Grinders specifically request Buddy Dawn join their party as a cleric.

At 8:01 am, the first day of classes, Kipperlily goes to Ashgrove to dig up the rogue teacher's grave, thus forcing her to reveal herself and granting Kipperlily a pass for all her rogue classes for the year. Presumably she was aware of the rogue teacher's grave beforehand (information only available in Arthur Aguefort's office) but waited until the start of Junior year so she could pass all her classes for the year.

Kipperlily announces her bid to run for student council president, with a platform based on equity, equanimity, and fairness.

Kipperlily asks Jawbone about the creation of Yes! and the events of prompocalypse

Her counselor notes become extremely enraged, with her straight up wanting to kill Kristin and being angry that she can't get to her thanks to Fig's protection.

Ruben performs presumably some kind of ritual at the Frosty Fair Folk festival, with the other Rat Grinders conspicuously absent. Simultaneously, Yolanda Badgood falls dead in the same place where Lucy Frostblade died, after Yolanda had been made aware of Lucy's change in god and was investigating it. Yolanda also refuses to be resurrected in service of the rage god.

Kipperlily and Oisin get caught trying to sabotage the Bad Kids' Last Stand exam, and Kipperlily kills Buddy.

Now the Rat Grinders are scheduled for another trip to the Mountains of Chaos and are on complete lockdown, hiding all of them from Adaine's divination magic.

#HOLDING THIS SO TIGHTLY

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Holding onto your Archdevil friend’s hand because she is a self-contained radiator!!!

Closup below

#digitigrade Fig but you cant see her fun goat legs #she has leg warmers too :( #also everything Adaine is wearing belongs to sandra lynn #they didn’t have time to buy her anything but worlds best ranger Sandra Lynn has emergency winter clothes #been thinking about them bad lately #I think they should’ve held the elven counsel at gun point #but dance battle is pretty badass too #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fh #fantasy high fanart #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #vaguely #adaine abernant #adaine o'shaughnessey #fig faeth #figeroth faeth #adaine fantasy high #fig fantasy high #undescribed #not described #my art

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I told ya I’d have more Adaine and Gorgug friendship :) These two just warm my heart and I can’t stop drawing them!!! Every Fantasy High drawing I’ve done has actually been a redraw of an old drawing from before Junior Year was announced and it has been a blast to redo them :)

Anyways, I headcanon that Adaine actually hangs out at the Thistlespring tree a lot, especially back during Freshman year. Wilma and Digby are always so delighted to have her over :p Gorgug and Adaine movie nights are very real in my head.

#this is the best ever in the world

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I guess egg on my face for wanting something.

#god damn. #this is SO good.

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my favorite heroic high schoolers <3

#YES OH MY GOD #THE SEVEN #MY SEVEN #THE SEVEN OF ALL TIME!!!

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i have not stopped thinking about this moment for a week

#I haven’t recovered from this. #I won’t.

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UPDATE: Even More Vegetables for Rafah Camps!

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figs <3

#OH MY GOD??? #THE FIG EVER

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“What do you want, Kipperlilly?”

CAFETERIA SHOWDOWN! from fhjy ep 14!

#!!!!!!! #the composition of this is so good oh my god