fatbixchtoskinny2

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The pain of discipline is better than the pain of regret

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Being hungry means losing weight

Losing weight means being hungry

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no one talks about how really really LONELY having an eating disorder feels, like i'm constantly feeling disconnected from everyone and everything

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Love the feeling of an empty stomach

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Finally got over that mental block of it being impossible not to eat anything

I now understand the addiction of feeling the emptiness and wanting to keep going

#pro a4a #tw ana diary #not ana just using tags #ana trigger #ana #anadiet #starving #skinnytumbler #i wanna be skinnier #skinny #proana #starv1ng #bonespø #ed meals #tw ed rant #tw ed diet #ed #i will be thinner #thinspo #model thin

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Your body is an accurate journal of what you feed it, and people can read it just by looking at you

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?

i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.

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we're getting bad again..

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wannarexic IS NOT A REAL THING

if you “want” an ed, you already have one

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EVERYONE GO WATCH THIS VIDEO FOR MOTIVATION IT IS SO GOOD

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i just want them to worry about me

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People will never understand the dark satisfaction I feel when my vision clouds with black dots.

People will never understand the adoration I see myself with when I wipe my mouth and stare at my red rimmed eyes.

People will never understand the delight I feel when I run my fingers along the outlines of my ribcage while laying down.

Sane people will never understand.

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I suck at this disorder

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i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

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SO FUCKING TIRED OF HAVING NASTY ASS STOMACH ROLLS WHEN I SIT DOWN.

TIRED OF MY FATTY THIGHS TOUCHING.

FUCK FOOD. FUCK FAT.

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literally wtf is wrong with me. i wanna be sk1nny SO BAD but just keep eating??? like why would i do that?? i wanna be th1n but i sure don’t act like it. i b1nged on chips and crackers at my dads house after school and ate dinner at my moms house tonight like wtf why would i do that??? like i wanna be sk1nny more than ANYTHING but keep fcking up like everyday. why cant i just stop e@ting??