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average gay couple

based on this one image because it's so funny to me

#AZIRAPHALE'S FACE LMAOOO #art #q

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Summary:

Aziraphale comes back wrong. Crowley tries his damnedest to figure out what happened, until he doesn't.

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omg here it is FINALLY i know i said it would take 3 years but i lied i guess. i'm so excited to write and complete this actually. i got the idea when i first got into ethel and listened to preacher's daughter on repeat 300 times in a row so that should give you some idea as to what this fic will be like

that being said please mind the tags + don't like don't read ok love y'all any support is appreciated <3

#a final reblog before the final update!!!! which is still tba!!! but y'all should read it anyway!!!!!!! #it is definitely something #good omens fic rec #q

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SILLY THEM SILLY EHEHE 💖✨

#this is SO ADORABLEEEEEEE #this style is everything #art #q

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! <33 random ask for u: if you had all the time in the world what's the longest fic idea you would write?

What an awesome question! Thank you!

I feel like I wouldn't even know where to begin with a longfic. Though things keep doubling or tripling in length! (Dropping one later today that was supposed to be short and sweet and like 3-5k, and is 9k... Oops.)

I'm more likely to keep adding stories to my Body Heart and Soul post-canon AU, which is great because they have eternity, or at least until the heat death of the universe. It's a fun sandbox for me to play in, and I don't have to worry too much about the individual stories connecting in a plot way.

I do really love all the achingly slow burn AUs, and also detailed historical stories, so some sort of historical AU could be fun to try if I had all the time in the world. Probably something middle ages, and involving a nunnery.

#another fic to add to the evergrowing list!! #also oh my god if i lived forever a historical au would be so fun to keep up with #have a good day todayy #good omens #to read

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notes! app! fics!!!

went through my notes app and found some paragraphs and fic ideas i wrote and promptly forgot about so here are some of them for fun!! i fixed the many many spelling errors because most of these were written half-asleep lmao but i probably missed some

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13th october 2023

i really got out of bed and said Hey what if they argued in 1941? then wrote this down and never thought about it again

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5th november 2023

this is actually aziraphale's pov of my fic blood in my eyes. i think i was debating posting a second chapter but i guess i forgot

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26th november 2023

i was going somewhere with this

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26th february 2024

deleted scene from transitional heart taxidermy! well not deleted scene i wanted to include this in a chapter i haven't published yet but decided not to. also there's something about me and having to include at least one sad flashback in every single fic i write

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5th april 2024

sunflower fingerprints bonus

#fearandhatred #fearandfics #i found some for six of crows and community too omg this is so fun #sometimes scrolling through your notes app is more entertaining than social media #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale

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yeah sorry i can't watch this show you recommended right now because i'm kinda watching breaking bad. and after that i'm watching better call saul and then el camino and then the three web series and five short films and after that the two adaptations. yeah but i'll put it on the list

#fearandhatred #i am very excited for better call saul he's my favourite character rn #breaking bad

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found this in my notes app. this is so fucking funny actually i can't even remember if this was a dream or if i thought of this awake

#fearandhatred #leanne's dream blog #i completely forgot about this lmfaooo my notes app is a gold mine #i have so many good omens fic ideas and paragraphs and deleted scenes from my published fics #good omens #crowley

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Lizzy McAlpine - an ego thing

#oh ouch + gorgeous #art

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I really can't go long without drawing them...❤️‍🩹

#GORGEOUSSSSSS #i love the fits omg #art

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can i just say ☝️😀 i'm actually very proud of via dolorosa (my fic Not the actual processional route in jerusalem) which is quite surprising because i usually equate time i spent on project to quality of project. which is why i didn't vibe with sunflower fingerprints that much even after the initial good feedback because for some reason i was rushing myself to put it out?? and so i think it could have been better

but with via dolorosa even though i wrote it in two hours idk it felt like i had a vision and i dumped it exactly as i wanted + more out on the page. maybe it's because it was an idea based on a prompt and not my own original idea per se which made writing it easier and less pressurising lol but 👍 idk where i was going with this but point is i like it a lot good job me

#fearandhatred #fic: via dolorosa #<- NEW TAG! #i didn't even fully edit it before publishing it lmfao i went back and noticed so many errors in the beginning flashback #could it also be better? probably! #but it was good! #like god said that one time #good omens #good omens fic

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i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

#my friendship bracelets from the eras tour #body lotion from. from uhhhhhhhhhh officine universelle buly #leftover cough syrup #3 books i have not read #hedwig and the angry inch bluray #pottery bowl i made with jewelry and hairties in it #multivitamin bottle #the books are penenka ella minnow pea and people we meet on vacation. with the bluray on top #but i'm currently temporarily in my brother's room while mine is being renovated so #misc

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Read, read, read. Read everything -- trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master. Read! You'll absorb it. Then write. If it's good, you'll find out. If it's not, throw it out of the window.

— William Faulkner.

#misc

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I draw, I draw but I forget to post 😶‍🌫️

#OH!!!!! OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #art

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little girl was pestering her mom while she was on the phone and the mom turned to the kid and just said "bruh" and it silenced her immediately

#me as a mom #misc

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listened to loml in the car and had such a visceral image of a good omens edit. what the hell do you mean when your impressionist paintings of heaven turned out to be fakes. well you took me to hell too. i felt a hole like this never before and ever since. if you know it in one glimpse it's legendary. what we thought was for all time was momentary. i wish i could unrecall how we almost had it all. what a valiant roar, what a bland goodbye, the coward claimed he was a lion, i'm combing through the braids of lies: "i'll never leave" "never mind" HELLO??????? OUR FIELD OF DREAMS ENGULFED IN FIRE, YOUR ARSON'S MATCH, YOUR SOMBER EYES, AND I'LL SEE IT UNTIL I DIE. YOU'RE THE LOSS OF MY LIFE

#fearandhatred #this is the whole song #i was like hey this one line sounds like them #and then the next line punched me in the face #and then the next one and the next one And the next one and #good omens #taylor swift

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It just kills me when writers create franchises where like 95% of the speaking roles are male, then get morally offended that all of the popular ships are gay. It’s like, what did they expect?

#I HAVE BEEN SAYING THIS (to myself) FOR SO LONG #i have a whole essay typed up in my notes about this #like yes there is gay fetishism. bl for example #but why so many ships are predominantly mlm it's because there are more male characters AND they are more well fleshed out #like THINK. it's right there #i love this post #misc

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“the arts and sciences are completely separate fields that should be pitted against each other” the overlap of the arts and sciences make up our entire perceivable reality they r fucking on the couch

#and social sciences merge both science and art! they can be considered either #which is so true because science cannot drive itself. eg if you let only the biomedical model drive healthcare systems you are cooked lmao #anyway yeah economics is the real enemy