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how do you enjoy music anymore.

"Oh my favorite cavetown song is boys will be bugs" and then they go all "Oh so you're a POSER??? NAME 3 SONGS. You don't even LIKE HIS MUSIC!!"

"Oh my favorite cavetown song is pigeon" and they go all "SO YOURE FAKING LIKING A LESSER POPULAR SONG?? nobody likes that song I bet you just LOOKED at his UNPOPULAR MUSIC!"

FUCK OFF LET ME LISTEN TO WHAT I WANT TO OH MY GOD HOW DO I WIN

#it drives me insane #name 5 songs!! name 5 deodorants why dont you #cavetown #ranting

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Fuck it

10 notes and I drink water everyday

20 notes and I eat 3 meals a day even if it means being late for school in the morning

50 notes and I take on of those gender test things to see if I’m non-binary

100 notes and I try and get at least 6 hours of sleep a night

200 notes and I start writing the fic again

500 notes and I’ll eat less unhealthy food

2000 notes and I’ll ask go on a walk every day

5000 notes and I’ll read homestuck

10,000 notes and I’ll start learning how to draw

15,000 notes and I’ll ask my mum if I can go to therapy (please no)

20,000 and I’ll ask my crush out (please no again)

Only three reblogs per person pls

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cwiobur gets to hold ctommy and kiss he lil head and Idon't. Im het3 making salads life so cruel. So unfait!.

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ctommy my shining star they could never make me hate you

#some people in this fandom disgust me #ctommy #dsmp #/rp

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school kills artists. my #1 example, mitski getting a grade C for LIQUID SMOOTH.

art is so incredibly subjective, her getting that low of a grade for a song so genuinely soul-crushingly beautiful because she didn't fully perfect the fuckigng rubric is so SHIT 💔.

art/music teachers giving grades based on their own personal taste is going to be the death of me i swear

#mitski #school kills artists #mitski lush album #liquid smooth

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quick redraw of this post

#i love this so much actually #the scars are so fucking sick #ctommy

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canon is dead I rule the world. dsmp you are MINE

dsmpblrs ocs shared between the 5 (five) singular people that inhabit this fandom

I'm taking the chance to just talk about my personal dsmp au that is basically canon if you don't think about it

I don't think we as a community wrote enough about demon ctommy. he was always my favorite it just gives him this evil vibe that I think is sooo funny and I always see it in ctommy art but never in literally any fic. and that's fine but imp or whatever-he-is-Tommy will always be real in my heart. in my head he used to be a bird hybrid, but when he died for what was supposed to be the final time they took his fucking wings and gave him cunty demon horns and tail. Death made him emo. for the sake of this narrative his wings used to be white too. Pair this with religious ctommy and you get peak

ctubbo. I think about him a lot. I think personally he wears armor under his coat. You'd think it start to get hot under there, and it does. his solution is to just Never leave the Arctic.

At some point he started developing resting bitch face, because it used to just be resting (autistic face of neutrality) but now he kind of just looks tired all the time. Not like Tommy's rbf where he looks like he's kinda pissed and has a headache 24/7. but at least they're semi matching now. bff's!!! (?) I can't write too much about ctubbo because my cutbbo is like 20 billion contradictions stacked on itself. he's not as simple as my ctommy.

He doesn't wear the red bandana anymore but he can't tell you why and he's not insecure about the scar on his face but he's not proud of it either. I FORGOT TO DRAW CRANBOO AND HIS WEDDING RINGS IM AN ANTI WHAT THE HELLL okay ignoring that blunder, their wedding rings are meant to be on their horns 💔 you can't fucking see cranboos singular (1) horn because it's out of frame, they're too tall.

SPEAKONG OF CRANBOO!!!! snakes in his hair because Hahhaa hattte eye contact????? Medusa???? get it guys get it do you guys get jut

The snakes talk to him. Take that as you will. He's a chronic suit wearer and will literally not wear anything else unless it's under or over the suit. he would like to never try anything new ever he needs this constant in his life or everything will fall apart and the world will end. He knows how to kit up and wear armor but just as a joke he wears random bits of armor in places he literally needs it least. as a fashion statement. Tommy doesn't wear any armor usually bcz who gaf he's not doing that shit

in my perfect world the egg plot in dsmp actually got used better and becsme more than a background plot. it could've been everything. anyway my dsmp au is egg war las Nevadas craziness and I'm right goodnight

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heres art i did for my ctommy designs reference photo!! bc the old one wasnt totally accurate soo yes

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What really sucks about the dsmp content, particularly how fandom reliant the actual content was for both animatics and vods and recaps and art and things, is moments like right now. Fans and artists are obviously very upset about finding out many of the creators were shit people.

So they delete or unlist all the content they made for it(which they have the right to do).

In any other media, when you find out someone involved with it was awful or something else problematic about it, the media itself still exists and begins to exist outside the behavior of those involved in it. You can still go back and consume the media as a whole and relive either that time period or story without having to think about the people involved with it. I can watch Glee without thinking about how many bad people were in the cast. I can watch a movie without worrying about how the director or producer was outed for being scum.

But the DSMP? It's just gone. It becomes lost media. The vods slowly disappear. The animations that inspired things in the canon (and fanon) become unlisted.The fan arts that gave silly scenes emotional resonance disappear. It becomes nearly impossible to piece together everything that was part of the story experience.

It just makes me sad. Like, I still enjoyed the story. I still enjoyed the characters. But losing so many of the things the fandom created makes it clear you'll never be able to relive it again.

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HOW HAS IT ALREADY BEEN A YEAR SINCE THE LAST TIME THIS WAS A THING.

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do you guys like my kande cospkay (I stole it from my partner I don't know anything about her other than her mom is dead and she's depressed)

#kanade #pjsk #cosplay #help i dong even

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what if. it/its ctommy.

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this post grabbed my heart and repetitively stomped on it

“So what was it like?”

“Void. It was... dark. It was all dark.”

#dsmp fanart #tommyinnit fanart #crying #screaming #sobbing #throwing up even

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id like to share this absolute work of art my acquaintance made for me as an apology i love it very much

#ctommy #dream smp #dsmp #dsmpblr #c!tommy #mcyt

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Happy c!Tommy death anniversary btw

three years :)

#SCREAMING

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help me settle a debate,

( It's coca cola thanks :/ )

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I love this image so fuckifjg much I'm

#eueueueue #sisyphus