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Bothering the beast

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—almost there—

"you have always waited. kept your patience as strong as your hope that everyday your husband, kento, would come home just as easily as he had breathed. you hung on to his very words, ones he'd whisper to you every time he'd slip past the doors—"ill be home soon."— oh how could he break a promise to you so soon?"

— nanami kento x gn! reader

—angst

—just a dump of sad words before i make a happier one for him. idk the exact month that shibuya happened bc i didnt watch, i couldnt do it. but just pretend it was near the end of the year if it wasnt.

— added note: i wrote this like months ago, idk why i never posted it, but im doing it now so you guys arent thirsty for new stuff.

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you knew it wouldn't be easy. knew that this home you and your husband had built from the ground up with love, trust, and understanding, would all crumble down the moment he left those doors and never came back.

but you trusted the God, Deity, or whatever high being was guiding you to keep your home from falling apart.

and everyday, you kissed your husband goodbye and watched him leave your home after whispering his promise to you—"ill be home soon."— you held onto it too strong.

you hoped that even with the countless hours of him being gone that eventually in the morning, you'd find his arms wrapped around yours as he took a well needed rest beside you.

had you asked for too much?

if you had, you would take everything else back. you only want your husband right here and now.

the only thing to greet you in the morning were missed calls and texts, miserably informing you of your husband's untimely passing.

that couldn't be it, hadn't you wished for his return? surely this was a sick prank they've all decided to pull on you.

you grabbed your phone and dialed the only man you wanted to hear answers from right now.

gojo picked up and greeted you reluctantly.

"where is he?" you whispered as sobs ripped through your mouth.

you weren't so delusional to think that nanami would be alive even after all those people telling you that he was gone, but you had to hope. you could hope just a little bit, couldn't you?

"he's.." gojo satoru could never forget that call. having to tell you, his dear friend's spouse, of his own death. how could he forget the way you cried and begged for him to take back everything he had said?

he could only imagine how painful it was for you.

but he could never truly understand the moment that everything you've hoped for all came crashing down on you.

how could you have been sleeping so soundly while your own husband had been fighting for his life?

how could you be so far away, not being able to even hear his final words?

how could he have slipped through your fingers in just the blink of an eye?

so many questions ran through your mind.

a month from then flew by you slowly. waking up felt heavy, as if the guilt of being alive ate at you from the inside.

it's november now. beside you were tickets that you felt you had no reason to use. what would it be for if the person you wanted to give it to could no longer enjoy the trip with you?

malaysia was waiting for kento, and he was so close to being there in person. malaysia was so close to seeing kento's smile as he danced around the beach side, and so were you.

#i write like a fissh #x reader #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk x reader #nanami kento #nanami kento x reader #nanami x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #kento nanami #jjk angst #jujutsu kaisen angst #nanami kento angst

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Israel went to Jenin today, in the West Bank, and kidnapped this 7 year old girl from her family. They do these things often but we rarely catch them on film [@/Carl0s_Vela on X.]:

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still absolutely cannot wrap my head around how ppl are not condemning the iof and calling for a permanent ceasefire even after the news broke out about hind. she was six years old. trapped inside a bombed car where five of her relatives are martyred. iof tanks laid siege on a six year old girl calling her mom for help. because she was scared and alone and starving. iof waited until the paramedics came to save hind and killed them all. remember hind. remember yousef. remember ahmed. death to israel. ceasefire now.

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Hey how's it going fishy! :D

Hi! its been very stressful bc of exams but im fine, thank you for asking! 🥹

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i know i havent written in a long while 🥹 but i have a lot of stuff to do in school but I swear I haven't forgotten abt this. I'll update after exams I promise 🙏!!

#i write like a fissh

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“If I am killed, write about me and tell the world about my dreams”

The martyr, Reem Mahmoud Abu Daya. Reem's greatest fear was not death itself, but rather being remembered only as a statistic after being killed in the Israeli aggression.

She often told her friend Mohammed, "If I am killed, write about me and tell the world about my dreams. Tell them that I had undergone LASIK surgery a few months ago and started seeing Gaza with my own two eyes.

Tell them that I want to buy a camera to capture the beauty of Gaza."

Reem Mahmoud Abu Daya is not just a number; she will be remembered. Reem, along with her family, was martyred in an Israeli airstrike on January 7, 2024.

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Heyya fishy (can I call you that :>?) How's the request going?

hello 😭 omg yes its okay to call me that. but also apologies fjekdjs havent had time to do the request yet because of school, ill try to do it little by little tho dw 🫡

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—dads of the year—

"your dad hasn't been around the house for a while and neither were you really able to talk to him much. you were already used to the distance, and so in the midst of a quiet house, you snuck off at night to meet someone without a clue to the little surprise you'll have when you get home."

—gn!reader x Dad!Barou Shoei and Dad!Itoshi Rin

—this is for the last request I got xsjsiwjd im sorry its so late :<

—high chance that theyre ooc, and also this is as best as I can do in terms of making it funny 🤧

barou shoei:

— i dont think barou breathed at all when he heard your little sister yell from the balcony thinking something bad happened, and then seeing you outside kissing a guy on a motorcycle like??

— imagine coming home, wanting to rest and see your kids again then find one of them missing having snuck out and then when they do come home they have a boy with them and kissing them???

— instead of barging out the door like how you'd imagine, he just waits for you to get inside, with his arms crossed, literally standing right in front of the door and glaring at the guy behind you before he drove away.

— and youre obviously a little scared because one, you snuck out and got home at what, almost midnight? two, your dad is home and from his facial expressions definitely saw you kissing someone. and three your dad is unreadable. absolutely cannot even tell what he's thinking about.

— "who was that?" barou asks, he hasn't even let you step foot into the house and still has you in front of the door after you've already taken your shoes off.

— "uhm.." you're nervous, you know your dad has never really raised his voice at you, nor has he had a tendency to be mean. but in this situation, all odds are against you and honestly you're ready for the moment your dad just decides to ground you for life.

— "I don't mind you having a boyfriend, but the least you can do is stay home at a time like this." he deadpans, just absolutely diminishes whatever torturous punishment you had in mind (the punishment was just getting grounded if worse comes to worst)

— "Yeah! and you didnt even get us anything!!" yells your siblings who copied your dad's own stance, just less intimidating.

— you grin and pull out a large paper bag inside of your bag and immediately they grab it and run off to the kitchen excitedly.

— "i hope you know i'm not mad." barou, true to your experience, didn't raise his voice. in fact, it's the softest you've ever heard it coming from your father who's looks say otherwise.

— "sorry i didn't tell you. you've just been.. kind of hard to talk to these days." he knows you meant the way he left the country more often than before. he sighs and pats your back, leading you to where your siblings are with a hand on your back.

— "hey, i'm happy as long as this guy makes your life even better." he smiles at you "and im sorry too, i'll try to be more in touch and in reach for you guys."

— "but im not kidding. this guy does something to you, im taking him out of the country and im not letting him get back."

itoshi rin:

— i dont think rin would leave his children while he's in another country but for the sake of the story he did, and because he did leave you, the oldest, with your siblings he'd have put a lot of trust in you to be responsible and mature and yk big sibling-like.

— when he gets home and you're gone, he's not exactly furious, but he is a bit disappointed but at the same time he kind of understood that to some degree you're still a teenager going through your slightly rebellious stage so he kind of calms down because he trusts that even if you snuck out you still have your head on you to lock every door and window.

— anyways

— he's happy when he hears you outside the house because that meant you were safe and sound

— but what's that? another voice is talking to you. a man??? and a motorcycle is outside the house???

— he doesn't let it show but the aura he lets out around your siblings is their signal to kind of just... shut up

— bc i imagine rin being very soft and quiet as a dad to all of you, but the moment he's not happy about something it tends to be obvious with his aura

— so the moment you open the door, rin is just standing there as well but his face is like .. blank?? and he's just staring behind you too at the guy that took you home.

— obviously you're surprised bc you didnt know your dad came home early, and you don't know if he noticed you and the boy kiss.

— and then his head snaps to you and he's like "next time introduce me to him" in a really calm voice??

— he has a lot of trust for you, but he still expects you to tell him things.

— you're like "you're not mad that I didn't tell you?"

— "is there a reason I have to be?" he glares at you and you shake your head no quickly.

— "then im not mad, but I expect you to tell me these things whether im out of the country or not, and ill do the same too. now go to the living room, i have gifts." he gives a small smile and you feel relief wash over you as your siblings get to the pile of gifts first.

#i write like a fissh #blue lock #blue lock x reader #blue lock x gender neutral reader #bllk x reader #bllk #x reader

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Found in Gaza...

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Hiya! How r u? I'm just checking on how the request is going :)

hi!! ive been good 🤧 uhm ill be very real i already know what i wanna write for your request but i havent watched up to the part where shidou gets introduced... so uh... i swear itll be out by holidays but shidou is a pain in the ass bc idk who he is but he looks like he'll bite my head off thats it im so sorry 😭😭😭

#i write like a fissh

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The painting held by the protesters is "Guernica" by Pablo Picasso. It was painted in response to an event during the Spanish Civil War in 1937 where the small Basque town was bombed extensively by Nazi German and Italian forces. 1,645 people were killed and a further 889 were injured. The town was defenseless and held no military gain or strategic value to either opposing forces.

A thousand died defenceless at the hands of an unnecessary military raid. This is a war crime condemned by thousands across the globe.

Tens of thousands more are dying today in Palestine due to Israeli "defences", yet the Western world refuses to condemn them for the same war crime, and dozens more at a much more severe rate.

Guernica communicates the same message today as an anti-war painting, however it is not a conflict if one side has the weapons and the other has their prayers.

Israel is not and never will be the victim.

Israel is an Apartheid Terrorist state.

A four day ceasefire will never be enough if Palestinians are given freedom only to be carpet bombed and buried again. They are grouping the masses to wipe them out more efficiently.

It does not stop at a ceasefire. Palestine must be liberated.

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The last woman... absolutely heartbreaking💔. Where is the outcry now, where is the UN now? Why is the world silent when something horrible like this happens to the muslim /arab world ? I will never forgive them for being silent. Now I at least know they are all full of shit and no one actually cares about human life.

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seeing Palestinian men having to expose their own stories of surviving sexual abuse to combat the flood of atrocity propaganda painting Palestinian men as barbaric sexual abusers should make every white western “feminist” ashamed of themselves but I know the suffering of Palestinians has never moved them

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Alright! By the way quick question. I sometimes like angst but what I need to know is how far can angst go for you? I have a limit too but I just wanna know your limit. Like I can take topics with bullying and things like that.

Can I request headcanons (Genre: Pure crack, fluff) with Dad! Barou Shouei, Dad! Shidou Ryuusei and Dad! Rin Itoshi x Son or GN! Awkward/Stoic Reader who starts becoming distant since dad went out of the country. So one day, dad takes a visit back to Japan to see his family (1 oldest son (Reader), 1 middle daughter, 1 baby boy. A lover is optional). The night dad gets back, Reader doesn't get home till a little after 11:30pm. To be nosey, the fam all seperate to different parts of the house to spy on Reader, who's getting off a motorcycle. On the motorcycle sat another guy. They chat for a little, laughing a bit. Their conversation turns more sentimental before suddenly other guy pulls Reader into a kiss. And of course, middle daughter takes this opportunity to yell at them from the balcony. Reader still doesn't know their dad just saw them kiss a boy yet so... Do what you want just be funny bout it lol.

heads up that this might take a while to come out 😓 unfortunately school got hectic and my holiday break isn't until next next week, but when i have the time i will be working on this, i promise. the next post will definitely be the story !!

abt the angst thing, im okay with most stuff i would say. if its bullying in like a graphic, extreme way i wouldnt write and i would definitely want to avoid anything that has to do with having prejudice? ik that in a way yeah its part of the story and its like obviously fake, but i won't be able to stomach having to make a fictional character just to be an extreme bully, or a racist or homophobic or anything along those lines.

feel free to give me your most heart wrenching, gut scrambling angst abt a character dying, someone saying the most hurtful shit or having an affair or anything like that. but anything with prejudice, i would just like to avoid even if its made up for the plot.

i hope that made sense, and in a way made it clear to what i would not write cjskjd. ty for asking too btw !! very much appreciated.