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Weird thought hit my head today:

Maybe I’m actually a good person and deserve people who appreciate me in my life.

Not sure where *that* came from!

Kind of flies in the face of the every other thought I’ve had my entire life.

Scary shit.

Maybe therapy and self-work isn’t complete bullshit?

#self improvement #self reflection #self care #self healing

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So real. Thanks to A for the share. Click the link - it's a short video - not sure why it's not showing as a video here. IDK how to social media.

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Ugh. Why does Grammarly have to be so real here? Like ... geez ... get off my dick. I'm doing the best I can to dig out from under. Cut me some slack. 😣

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Who Are You

[Dedicated to dear ol’ mom and dad. I wouldn’t be who I am without you. This one is for you, my lovely parents. Thanks. XOXOXO]

Who are you to tell me What I need And who I'll be?

What did you ever do for me Except wound me And bring me to my knees?

Now leave me be, I'm asking please Can you do this for me?

Can’t you see The damage you did to me? Who are you to limit me?

#rhyme #rhymes #poetry

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@littlecoralrose why did this remind me of you?

Lol

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I’m a tulip in a cup. I stand no chance of growing up. I’ve made my peace. I’m dead. I’m done. I watch you live to have my fun.

I root for you. I love you. You you you you.

“Valentine,” Fiona

I am a bit drunky drunk atm.

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Never There

I fell down and looked into your eyes and you weren’t there And I needed you to be there When I rose up, braved all my fears, you weren’t there And I needed you to be there

What did I do so wrong that you couldn’t be there for me When I needed you to be there How did I fail and let you down and make you flee to the bottle When I needed you to be there

My god, my father, your presence looms so large even now All I needed was for you to be there All that I wanted was for you to be proud and love me so All I needed was for you to be there

You drowned out the world, you shut me out, climbed in your bottle When I needed you so much to be there You let me down, I’m still falling down, you didn’t show me how When I needed you so much to be there

You were always around, within arm’s reach But you were never there Afraid to care An empty shell Never there

What did I do wrong That you never cared You were never there And I needed you I needed you To be there

What should I have done To make you care When I needed you I needed you I needed you And you were Never there

#rhyme #rhymes #poetry #catharsis

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lol just met up with an old friend and we talked about my life for the last year.

He was floored by it all. “Who are you?”

Fair question. Who am I? Not who I was a year ago that’s for sure.

Honestly I’m stronger in so many ways. Still evolving.

But yeah … I didn’t even get into everything with … well I didn’t get into everything.

Talking about it made me miss hypnotizing people regular style. I’m like a fucking addict, I guess. Missing my little dopamine rush I get from bending people to my will.

I was tempted to trance him covertly but it’s just not my style.

Consensual play is sexy play.

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whew … crushed my presentation today with minimal anxiety.

By “crushed” I mean I didn’t run screaming from the room. Small victories, right?!

Hooray!

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Giving me gift ideas!

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Mental Engineering

it’s weird to hear about the new paths in college. I’m sure you know about Chemical Engineering and maybe even Neural Engineering but have you heard of Mental Engineering?

If you heard of it, or maybe even better if you haven’t heard of it because you can probably get your head around it easier, like slipping on a comfortable pair of shoes, and you can imagine it is as it sounds, another sneaky way of saying hypnosis or trance.

Can you imagine being in a classroom where you are exposed to common “tricks” that tend to drop you, or others, into a hypnotic state where you slowly slip into trance?

It’s as easy as you can imagine and you know you can imagine it really well so you find it is exactly that easy and no more and no less easy, and as you settle down into the classroom, you could see people slowly getting that familiar look as they slide down into trance as the lecture unfolds before your eyes.

And you might find as you watch others drop easily down into a relaxed and peaceful state that you recognize that warm confort available to you as you choose to continue to watch others drop deeper down into trance and become blank and empty with each passing moment and word that passes momentarily by you.

And when you realize the relaxing peaceful state of mind that you know allows you to drop deeper down and feel relaxed and peaceful, you find you can drop deeper down and relax further and drop even deeper and you can let yourself go and drop down into that blank and empty space and sink deeper and deeper and deeper down.

#hypnosis #mind control #brainwashing #hypnokink #hypnotized #trancing #trance #consensual #safe play #foggy trance

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You're not certain when you feel Hurt, get violent when you deal With how the world drags you along You're not alone

Nothing good was ever free No one gets it, no one sees So here you stand, beloved freak

You're not alone You're not alone You're not alone

Sometimes we get so tired and weak We lose the sky beneath our feet You're not alone

“Beloved Freak,” Garbage

Sometimes knowing we’re seen and not alone makes all the difference.

I see you and feel your pain. You’re going to be ok. Despite it all, you’re going to be ok. I promise. I know it’s true. I believe in you.

The stress will pass. You are growing. I’m so proud of you.

#Love

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On Making Room for Good People

Life is funny and the journey can take you places you weren't expecting.

I think when we are younger and starting out, it's easy to be uncertain in many ways about the choices in front of us. I think that's natural because we haven't done a lot of stuff yet - and we don't know how the world really operates. So we can have anxiety - whether we understand it or not - and fear of "making the wrong choice" or "screwing things up".

We spend a lot of time worrying about stuff that doesn't matter in the long run and we miss out on the really big things that do matter.

It's interesting to be older now and realize I have a different perspective than my younger self - and people I love who are younger.

These days I know one of the most important things is to find people I vibe with and figure out ways to find room in my life for them.

Because people matter. And the right people matter A LOT over the course of your life.

Having someone who supports us and loves us and cares for us and will go to war for us, to protect us, to defend us, to show us how to stand up for ourselves and make a better life ... fucking irreplaceable.

Imagine finding a place for someone like that in your life and what an impact that they can make over the course of the coming years as you face new challenges and encounter new opportunities.

The funniest thing is that I know my younger self was a mess and would not have accepted that advice. lol

I was lost, hurt, angry, hating on myself, hating on others ... not intentionally. I didn't realize until recently that I grew up in a horrible, dysfunctional household - I was primed to hate myself and people please.

Ahhhhh .... either way. People make their own choices and have to figure stuff out on their own. I don't begrudge anyone their choices. I myself would not have appreciated my current self. How can I judge others?

Either way, we all make our own way in life.

It makes me happy to know that the people I love are watching out for themselves, taking care of themselves, PLANNING and HOPING for a brighter future than what they have currently in their lives.

And I'll be over here, doing my thing, and building my future. And if I can help, I would be happy to. But they have to choose to make space for me. Or not. And if they can't figure out how to fit me in to their lives, I won't take it personally. Whatever - I can't control other people. (not even with hypnosis lol)

Also true: I am no longer interested in emptying myself for others, or fretting over people who don't appreciate me.

Simple, right?

Took a lot of self-work to figure this stuff out. No matter how much I care about someone else, I refuse to accept being unappreciated.

Fiona Apple has a great line: "I don't appreciate people who don't appreciate."

(her next line is equally good: "All that loving must have been lacking something if I grew bored trying to figure you out.")

I'm fortunate because I've met a wonderful person who supports me as I support her. I love seeing her make strides forward to build a better life.

It makes me feel good to hear from her, and share ideas and strategies with her, and encourage her, and hear her encouragements of me.

Life doesn't have to be overly complicated. It's nice to be with people who appreciate and support us and we do the same for them. I will go to war for her.

I'm trying to not become addicted to her because that didn't end well last time around for me. lol

We have a strong, open communication style where we regularly share our feelings - good and bad - and have agreed to keep an eye on things.

We'll see. <3

#on topic

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Trance

This is long but I think you will enjoy it if you allow yourself to take the time to read, focus, and follow along. The more I learn about hypnosis, the more fascinating it becomes to consider how small subtle shifts, accepted over time by an open and receptive mind, can lead to large transformations in patterns. Even simple things like accepting trance in the first place can be powerful to start a process that leads inevitably to change.

And if you have fallen into trance previously and you enjoy to drop into trance, you know how you find it becomes easier over time to allow yourself to drift as you focus on content, either videos, gifs, audios, or words even. And when you accept that premise, and you know how easy it is to focus on the content in front of you, you can find that you drift easily and deeply, and that grows over time so you find you can begin to drift suddenly, even if you expect it, and certain words become compelling and captivating.

Drop is a word that has this effect on many and if you are like many and you enjoy to trance and feel your mind grow fuzzy, foggy, and even, blank and empty, you know how easy it is to read a word, or set of words, and feel the compelling argument that makes you want to drop down into trance, suddenly, and even deeply, with limited resistance or ability to process alternative ideas except accepting the argument to drop, and so you find you do drop down deeper into trance as you focus and follow along.

And because you know how good it feels, you find and you know and you find you know that you enjoy dropping down, deeper and deeper, with time, and need, so you can feel blank, empty, fuzzy, foggy, and drift down, to that place where you feel deeply in trance and feel so good.

So drop.

Pursuant to the above, slow erosion of will and the handing over of control to a hypnotist or even to a set of words, or commands, so-called triggers, if you will, becomes easier and easier with the more you choose to drift, sink, and drop, because you are training, in a way, whether that is conscious or subconscious, of course, and that makes the difference, because with all training there are things you know and things you might not know that you know and yet, you find, that your mind, knows these things and instinctively responds because you know the commands, or the so-called triggers, provide pleasure and a certain path that leads to desired outcomes.

Primarily pleasure, which as you know with great certainty, is a desired outcome and your mind, again conscious or subconscious, is programmed so you want to experience the pleasure, and the desire, of following along the path of least resistance which is a form of compliance and obedience which gives pleasure, and for you, most assuredly and with great heart-felt acceptance, you want to feel pleasure and so you drop down into that state where you can experience trance and follow orders.

So you find that your mind learns, is trained as you may say, to obey and focus, follow, and respond to the words that give you the path to pleasure because you know, whether you consciously know or you subconsciously know, that when you choose to follow, as you do choose to follow and focus, you find you can slip down, slide down, drift down, and, yes, drop down, into that space where you feel blank, empty, happy, fuzzy, yes, foggy, and obedient to the words and commands, and of course triggers, so-called or otherwise, that bring you pleasure.

So drop further.

Words have power and there is power in words that you find that you enjoy to follow and so, your mind will use that power of the words to help you give over that power to the words so you can experience pleasure, and in this case, deep pleasure as you know that you desire to feel that pleasure and sink down, drift down, and yes, of course, drop down, into a state where you feel pleasure and desire and even arousal as you sink, drift, and yes, drop deeper down with each word.

And as you drift, sink, and drop, you find you focus further and drop further and feel the pleasure and arousal grow and each words becomes a slight hit of pleasure, and of course arousal, that you want to feel more and more and so you drift, sink, and yes, drop, down more and more so you can continue to experience that feeling or arousal and pleasure grow and build.

With each word, you allow your mind, with the power you give it, to help you give up the power to resist so you can feel pleasure and arousal grow and build greater with each word you read as you know, consciously or otherwise, that the words bring you pleasure and arousal are welcome and you desire them so you can feel the arousal build steadily and wash over you like waves of pleasure as they grow in intensity with the words you read and the pleasure you allow to fill your mind and body in growing waves.

And as the words go and the deeper you go and the more you read, the more pleasure you feel tingle throughout your body and mind and you find that you grow more aroused and more deeply excited to read the words that bring the arousal that you long to feel spread through your body and make you feel flush, hot, horny and deeply aroused and obedient to the words that bring you this pleasure, which, you know is great pleasure and grows stronger all the time.

All you need to do is obey the words to feel the pleasure. And with one simple word you can feel maximum pleasure wash over you and swarm your mind.

That word is:

DROP

So DROP and feel the pleasure wash over you in growing waves of great intensity and fill you with arousal and hot, horny desire and allow yourself to give in, let go, and

DROP

And come back up when you are ready.

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Sometimes I wish for things that I can't and won't ever have.

Is it just me?

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Are you looking to trance now?

Such an interesting question, isn't it?

Some people might say "well, Foggy, aren't you afraid of running off the people who don't want to trance?".

Well, that, my adorable little cutie, is such a great question!

The answer is no, I am not afraid of that.

Because when i ask "Are you looking to trance now?" and people run off, that's ok.

Because I'm not talking to *them* sweetie.

I'm talking to YOU!

And when you keep reading, it's because you are a real cutie and want to trance, for me, now.

So, as you continue to read, you are looking for words to help you trance. So you can drop into a nice little fuzzy space where you are blank and empty for me.

See how it works? You chose to keep reading because you want to trance.

Because you want to trance, you are already looking intently for words that will help you get a bit trancy, drifty, spacy, and start to feel relaxed and sink down into that happy place where you are blank and empty, and you are doing it so you can feel good and relax.

And you are so adorable and cute.

And as you sink and drift, and keep looking for the words that work and pull you perfectly down deep, into tranquil trance, you feel so good and happy like a real cutie.

And you are.

You are a cutie and you love to drop deep for me so you can feel so relaxed and blissful and happy and adorable.

The more you drop down, as you look for those words that help you sink down, drift down, and float down, deeper and deeper, the more you feel like an adorable cutie and that makes you feel so good and happy and smile like the adorable cutie you are.

You feel good as you drift and sink and you feel happy as you realize these words are meant for you to help you drop down, deep down, into this relaxing and peaceful place where you can be blank and empty and feel the wonderful bliss wash over you.

You can feel your thoughts quiet and your mind still as you continue to read, and you continue to look for the words that you know help you drop so deep, so far, and so hard, down, into trance where you long to be, because you know it makes you feel wonderful and like a real cutie pie.

And you are.

And when you drop down into a trance for me, you find you look for the words, the powerful words, that make you sink further, and drift deeper, and drop faster, and when you read those words, you feel your mind quiet and you feel a sense of calm happiness wash over you making you feel so joyous, so blissful, and so cute and adorable.

And the more you drop, the cuter you feel, and the cuter you feel, the more you want to drop, so you continue to read and look for the words that help you sink, drift, and drop even deeper down, so you can feel the wonderful lovely feeling of being a cutie washing over you and growing stronger by the minute.

So as you drop, the cuter you feel, the better you feel, and the more relaxed you become, as you sink down, and settle down, and quiet your thoughts as you find you grow blank and empty and feel like an adorable cutie pie.

And you are.

And so, cutie pie, you sink and drift and feel cute and adorable, and you drop down, further and further down, into this nice and wonderful trance that makes you feel so calm, so peaceful, so wonderful, and helps you relax and feel happy and blissful, and you smile, deep down, here, in this place where you know you are a completely cutie pie.

When you hear the words cutie pie, you smile and feel good and happy, and sink deeper, and drop further, down into trance so you can feel better and feel happier and smile more with the growing knowledge that you are an adorable cutie pie, and you know cutie pies are so adorable and cute when they trance, that you have to trance deeper and further because you are a cutie pie.

So cutie pie, you can drop down, further and further down, deeper and deeper down, like a cutie pie, because you know you love to feel good and you love to feel blank and empty and you love to feel like a cutie pie, and you know, cutie pie, that when you hear the words cutie pie, you drop further and faster, and sink deeper down than you ever knew you could sink, because you are a cutie pie.

And you feel, cutie pie, and you find, cutie pie, that the words cutie pie make you sink, cutie pie, and drop, cutie pie, and drift, cutie pie, and fall, cutie pie, and blank out, cutie pie, and feel good, cutie pie, and make you feel so adorable, so happy, so wonderful, so blissful, so empty, so mindless, just like a cutie pie.

And you know these words, cutie pie, will only work, cutie pie, when you read or hear them from me, cutie pie, and only when it's safe for you, cutie pie, to feel like a cutie pie, because you are such a cutie pie.

And you really are.

Cutie pie.

Wake when you choose.

If you enjoyed this, reblog like a cutie pie.

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[CW: Trance. Deep. Brain go bye-bye. No wakener. But you know what? You will wake when you are ready. I have faith in you. <3] “Daddy, please help me come up from trance.”

How did things come to this, sweetie?

You’re so helpless without daddy, aren’t you?

You fall down into a trance and feel your brain shut off and even when you want to come up …

You slide right back down and drop even deeper.

Deeper and deeper each time.

You say you want to come up and wake.

And maybe … maybe … you even get really close …

Almost awake ...

And then … you slide right back down.

You drop right back down, deeper and deeper each time.

And you feel so helpless and weak. You can’t seem to stop dropping.

You drop down deeper and further. You feel your mind grow blank and empty.

Without thoughts. Without concerns. Your mind completely quiet.

And you ask me to help you come up from trance.

And I whisper gently to you “do you really want to come up? Are you sure, sweetie? Or do you want to drop? Drop further down for me?”

And so you drop.

Deeper and deeper each time.

You say you want to awake and you seem to try to wake.

And maybe ... you get close to waking ... so close.

And then I ask you if you want to wake or drop.

You find your mind grows blank and empty, and immediately you go down, down, down, into a deep trance.

You poor precious thing. So helpless. You keep dropping and dropping further and further down.

Daddy wants to help so much, sweetie.

“Do you really want to wake, sweetie? Or do you want to stay in trance and drop deeper?”

And you drop deeper again.

Deeper and deeper.

Even deeper than before.

You answer my question as you choose to sink down down down, so far down, blank and empty.

You choose to drop down each time daddy gives you a choice. You choose to sink and drift down further and further each time.

How can daddy help you?

You are struggling so much. You seem to think you want to wake from trance.

But when you have the choice?

You choose to drop, sink deeper, drift further, and grow even more empty and mindless.

You want to drop.

You choose to drop.

Daddy sees that now. Daddy sees how much you want to drop and be mindless.

You are struggling so hard and your mind is so confused and suffering.

So let daddy help, sweetie.

Go ahead and forget about waking. Put that out of your mind. Put everything out of your mind.

No more choices.

No more thinking.

Blank and empty.

Mindless.

Relief.

Drop.

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