We look at the lighted sky
As if it was just the two of us
Also I TikTok now lol
i just wanna love my body.
i’m fat, and i found out that i have this stretch marks in my thighs, hips and legs. i don’t how how it got there, or when did it show up, but i began hating myself more.
there’s this song by julia michaels titled “body”. the lyrics resonated me that it’s like it was written for me. the moment that i heard this song, i figures out that i really hate myself.
i don’t wear shorts sleeves, not because i don’t like showing a little bit of skin, but because i have this rashes like pimples all over my back and shoulders. i don’t like wearing crop tops, because i don’t have a thin waistline. i like wearing me hair down, because i have chubby cheeks, and it makes me look less fat. i wear oversized hoodies, and long sleeves, because it makes me look thin.
i just wanna love my body. i wanna make it feel like it’s incredible, too. but how do i do that? how can i possibly love this disgusting body?
is this why i wanted to be validated by strangers? is this why i am incapable of loving someone? because i am afraid that they might not love my body?
fuck. i need to die.
— thoughts i can share with the internet but not with my friends #7
Sometimes I just want to have sex multiple times, or all day.
Hi I’m happy and in love.
maybe i’m the one that keeps fucking up my own relationships.
One for the money, two for the show
I love you honey,
I’m ready, I’m ready to go
What if we like went to a greenhouse and picked out cute little plants for Each other , and it was a date!!! 🥺👉🏻👈🏻🥺
Just. In the mood of sweetness and caring. And knowing you’re loved.
I know that my phrases are crude, I write them with too much love, and that love makes up for their faults, but too much love is bad for the work.
Clarice Lispector, tr. Stefan Tobler, from Água Viva