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NOTICE !!
hello everyone, how are you doing? I hope you’re all doing well.
It’s been almost a year since I created this blog, and it’s also been several months since I last updated or posted anything on here. Real life and uni gave me a vibe check that was just a little too intense and I wasn’t in the right mental state to write or post anything. I also suffered from very severe writer’s block and just lost any and all motivation to write. It’s just been- a lot.
However, I’m doing much better and ready to write fics again. Unfortunately, I will not be continuing on this blog. I really want to start fresh and start on a clean slate.
I have moved blogs to @/suhnshinehaos !! Over there, I will be writing for nct and for svt. I already have a few works + an smau up so you won’t be taken to a completely blank blog. If you’re wondering why I’m only sharing this now, I wanted to make sure the blog was fully set up and functioning + I wanted to see if it’s something that I can manage given my mental state and schedule. Please take note that I go by a different alias / pseudonym on that blog.
No worries, I will not be deleting or deactivating this blog just in case anyone wants to (re)read all of my old works. got-svt will now be considered as an archive. This also means that any pending requests / series on here will be discontinued. I honestly just don’t have it in me to pick them up (but honestly, who knows?) and I sincerely hope you can understand.
that will be all haha
thank you to everyone who has ever read anything on here, it truly means a lot. onwards and upwards <3
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NOTICE !!
hello everyone, how are you doing? I hope you’re all doing well.
It’s been almost a year since I created this blog, and it’s also been several months since I last updated or posted anything on here. Real life and uni gave me a vibe check that was just a little too intense and I wasn’t in the right mental state to write or post anything. I also suffered from very severe writer’s block and just lost any and all motivation to write. It’s just been- a lot.
However, I’m doing much better and ready to write fics again. Unfortunately, I will not be continuing on this blog. I really want to start fresh and start on a clean slate.
I have moved blogs to @/suhnshinehaos !! Over there, I will be writing for nct and for svt. I already have a few works + an smau up so you won’t be taken to a completely blank blog. If you’re wondering why I’m only sharing this now, I wanted to make sure the blog was fully set up and functioning + I wanted to see if it’s something that I can manage given my mental state and schedule. Please take note that I go by a different alias / pseudonym on that blog.
No worries, I will not be deleting or deactivating this blog just in case anyone wants to (re)read all of my old works. got-svt will now be considered as an archive. This also means that any pending requests / series on here will be discontinued. I honestly just don’t have it in me to pick them up (but honestly, who knows?) and I sincerely hope you can understand.
that will be all haha
thank you to everyone who has ever read anything on here, it truly means a lot. onwards and upwards <3
- r
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NOTICE !!
hello everyone, how are you doing? I hope you’re all doing well.
It’s been almost a year since I created this blog, and it’s also been several months since I last updated or posted anything on here. Real life and uni gave me a vibe check that was just a little too intense and I wasn’t in the right mental state to write or post anything. I also suffered from very severe writer’s block and just lost any and all motivation to write. It’s just been- a lot.
However, I’m doing much better and ready to write fics again. Unfortunately, I will not be continuing on this blog. I really want to start fresh and start on a clean slate.
I have moved blogs to @/suhnshinehaos !! Over there, I will be writing for nct and for svt. I already have a few works + an smau up so you won’t be taken to a completely blank blog. If you’re wondering why I’m only sharing this now, I wanted to make sure the blog was fully set up and functioning + I wanted to see if it’s something that I can manage given my mental state and schedule. Please take note that I go by a different alias / pseudonym on that blog.
No worries, I will not be deleting or deactivating this blog just in case anyone wants to (re)read all of my old works. got-svt will now be considered as an archive. This also means that any pending requests / series on here will be discontinued. I honestly just don’t have it in me to pick them up (but honestly, who knows?) and I sincerely hope you can understand.
that will be all haha
thank you to everyone who has ever read anything on here, it truly means a lot. onwards and upwards <3
- r
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love talk 💌 a svt social media au
series summary : yn has been running the twitter account cupidsarrows with her friends for a few years now, to massive success. because who wouldn’t flock to an account promising to listen to all of one’s heartaches with no judgements and promises to give relatively solid advice? but what happens when one of her advices doesn’t end well for someone and he starts running an advice account of his own just to spite her?
pairing : svt leader line x f!reader
genre/s : university au, slice of life, fluff, humor, angst
previous ❥• (not) trying to start drama
three : do not engage
next ❥• n/a
[ series masterlist ]
taglist : @banqtlattae @niikipuff @pooofthechicken @wooziujidoots @softforqiankun @seventeeneration @shuandaymoods @sweetsoonhan @http-mewchuu @euphorencia @anissanightyoung @w8nuzone @yoonzinow @sunflowergyeomie @cupofjae @serenadesvt @coca-cheola @ktzuki @levbug @winternight-wonwoo @daisyhwa @chuu-soulmate @ilovjaehyun @thanky0uverykamsa @shawkneecaps @un2-verse
taglist is open just send me an ask or reply to the masterlist ! <3
incoming text...from ren ! a lot of setting up for the next parts in this one ;)) sorry it’s a little late though:( anyways, thanks for reading and i hope you have a wonderful week ! <3
#got-svt 💌 love talk#seventeen social media au#seventeen smau#seventeen sm au#seventeen sm aus#svt social media au#svt smau#svt sm au#seventeen fanfic#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#seventeen x reader#seventeen texts#svt imagines#svt x reader#svt texts#svt scenarios#hoshi x reader#woozi x reader#seungcheol x reader
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Hi ren!!! I was previously @/minqyu but I changed my @ could u please add this url to the taglist instead if it's ok <33 tyty
hii!! oooh alright noted! thanks for telling me:))
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Ello can I please be added to the tag list for love talk please
hey! ofc you can! tysm for asking 🥺💘
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Ohmygod ren pls can u add me to ur new au's taglist too!!! I'm so excited for this one ahhh
Hiii yes i’ll add you!! tysm for asking 🥺💘
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I love your aus so much >.< literally one of my fav creators in the world!!!! I just caught up with Love Talk and holy shit it’s so fucking gooooooooood!
thanks so much for your hard work 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Can I be added to the taglist so I don’t miss an update <3 ?
AHHHHH omg you’re too kind 🥺 i’m so so glad that you like love talk so far, i’ll add you to the taglist! ty for asking 🥺💘
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Hi! Can I be added to the love talk taglist? 🥰
hi!! of course! ty for asking 🥰
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Hiii ren! Can I get added to the love talk list?🙈 I meant to read all at once when it's finished but I'd like to be added to the list just in case heheh thank you!
hiii omg of course i can add you !! tysm for asking 🥺💘
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love talk 💌 a svt social media au
series summary : yn has been running the twitter account cupidsarrows with her friends for a few years now, to massive success. because who wouldn’t flock to an account promising to listen to all of one’s heartaches with no judgements and promises to give relatively solid advice? but what happens when one of her advices doesn’t end well for someone and he starts running an advice account of his own just to spite her?
pairing : svt leader line x f!reader
genre/s : university au, slice of life, fluff, humor, angst
previous ❥• local man rediscovers love
two : (not) trying to start drama
next ❥• do not engage
[ series masterlist ]
taglist : @banqtlattae @niikipuff @pooofthechicken @wooziujidoots @softforqiankun @seventeeneration @shuandaymoods @magicalhannie @http-mewchuu @euphorencia @anissanightyoung @w8nuzone @yoonzinow @sunflowergyeomie @cupofjae @serenadesvt @coca-cheola @ktzuki @levbug
taglist is open just send me an ask or reply to the masterlist ! <3
incoming text...from ren ! jihoon do be making some points though hmmm...yes i am stressing yn out in the first two chapters ;-; anyways, it’s uni hell szn for me and i definitely procrastinated again? do i regret it? not really, mostly because this was an interesting part to make ;) anyways, hope everyone has a great week ahead ! <3
#got-svt 💌 love talk#seventeen social media au#seventeen sm au#seventeen smau#svt social media au#svt smau#svt sm au#seventeen fanfic#svt fanfic#seventeen texts#svt texts#seventeen x reader#svt x reader#seventeen imagines#svt imagines#seungcheol x reader#woozi x reader#hoshi x reader
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signs
order up ! large americano at 75% sweetness, a slice of strawberry shortcake, and a slice of cherry pie with mingyu for anon <3
order notes : mingyu x reader, angst, fluff, a first date, brief mentions of other members, cameo from eunwoo bec i watched true beauty and was in need of another 97 liner, and a very nervous mingyu, he just wants everything to go well smh
look, something’s written on your cup... hi ! for transparency’s sake this is an edited version of something that i posted a while back that i deleted. so if you are the anon who requested this but couldn’t find it, here it is now !
summary : all mingyu wanted was to go on one nice date with you, was that too much to ask? well, according to the universe, it was.
word count : ~2.8k
The first sign was he woke up a little too late, technically it wasn’t even a sign, considering that it was entirely his fault anyway. Mingyu had spent all of the previous night preparing for your date with him — making little sandwiches, cutting up some fruit, baking cookies to be put in little plastic containers. After hearing that you hadn’t been to the park in quite a while, never really having a reason to go, he decided that a picnic wasn’t too bad of an idea for a first date.
Mingyu had wanted to ask you out for the longest time, being friends with him ever since both of you knew how to talk. It was easy, your friendship with him. Neither of you ever felt like you had to put up some sort of front, or have walls up incredibly high. He asked you out in the most casual of ways too, like it wasn’t that big of a deal. You couldn’t tell but on the inside, he was freaking out — that came with not knowing how you’d react and the possibility of rejection.
“Are you free tomorrow?” Mingyu asked, unable to meet your eyes.
You nodded, slightly confused at his inability to match your gaze.
“Okay, I was thinking we can go to the park tomorrow since you told me you haven’t been there in a while. Maybe we could go on a picnic?” He spoke as if he didn’t start preparing for this days ago, looking up fun things to do while on a picnic or a park — picking wildflowers together was high up on the list of things he wanted to do with you.
“Oh, sure! I’ll text Wonwoo and the others to see if they want to join us—”
“No!” Mingyu exclaimed, a little too loud and a little too quickly, a hand in front of you like he was about to physically stop you from doing something. “I was thinking that it could be just the two of us, you know?”
He hoped you would pick up on it, the implication from the nervous tone in his voice, how when he finally gazed up at you with softness in his yes. He was asking you out, on a date. Mingyu wished that you could tell. Unfortunately for him, you didn’t.
You shrugged your shoulders before giving him a smile, “Sure! We’ll meet there at around 10?”
And he couldn’t tell that you didn’t pick up on it either.
Mingyu woke up groggy that morning, his phone on the bedside table, calling out to him with the sound of a text notification.
[Y/N]: where are you? I’m already here >:(
His eyes widened, falling off his bed in shock once he realized it was already five minutes past 10 am. Mingyu took a shower, put on his clothes, grabbed everything he needed, and sped past the door in twenty minutes. This was not how he planned it out in his head. Mingyu was supposed to surprise you at your place, a bouquet of your favorite flowers in hand. No matter, he still had the rest of the day to sweep you off your feet and ask you to be his.
The sun shone brightly that morning, but it was neither hot nor humid. It was actually the perfect to be outside, with multiple white clouds littering the pale blue sky, a soft breeze blowing through the blades of grass, children running around playing tag — their laughter filling the air. Mingyu smiled, determined that today was going to be perfect
His eyes scanned around the are for any sight of your familiar figure, eyes lighting up when he finally spots you. Mingyu makes his way over, the nervousness that slowly started to creep up on him becoming amplified once he realizes that you were talking to someone else.
The first thing he noticed was how big your smile was as you talked to this person, stretching across your face and crinkling your eyes. Did you ever smile this much around him? You stood a few feet away from the man, but you were very clearly comfortable around him — lightly pushing his shoulder as you laughed, peering up at him through your eye lashes. You finally notice him walking to you, waving your hand and beckoning him to move quicker.
“Hey Gyu!” You grinned, greeting him like you always did, a quick one armed side-hug.
“Hi, Yn.” Mingyu attempted a smile, but it felt a little restrained, gesturing to the person you were just talking to, “Who’s this?”
“Oh! This is Eunwoo, we dated a while ago but it never really worked out.” You shrugged, waving it off like it wasn’t that big of a deal. “You were taking so long and I happened to run into him so we were just catching up a bit.”
“I see..” He trailed off, holding a hand out for Eunwoo to shake. He had known you for years now, and yet he had never heard you mention an Eunwoo to him before. “Nice to meet you, man.”
“Likewise.” Eunwoo replied, shaking Mingyu’s hand before turning to face you. “I won’t keep you too long. My number’s still the same, we should meet up for coffee sometime.”
Mingyu couldn’t help but furrow his brows at the sight of you enthusiastically accepting Eunwoo’s invitation. The little tug on his heartstrings was hard to ignore as he watched you give a quick hug goodbye to your ex-boyfriend — a very attractive ex-boyfriend for that matter. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go, why did he have to wake up so late? If he had been there on time, you wouldn’t have been able to catch up with him for as long as you did. If he had stuck to his original plan of picking you up, you probably wouldn’t have seen him at all.
Kim Mingyu wasn’t the jealous type, but in that moment, he couldn’t help but feel exactly that. Especially when he had been pining after for you for so long now, he didn’t want it to come crashing down just because of one person.
“You’re pouting.” You commented, quickly noticing how uncharacteristically quiet he had become. The two of you walked side by side, hands ever so slightly brushing against one another. You hoped that the warm weather would be enough of an excuse for the red flush that made its way to your cheeks.
Mingyu shook his head, he didn’t mean to have you worrying for him. “Don’t worry about it.”
His reply made you even more skeptical, should there be something you’re meant to be worrying about? But you decided to drop the question, maybe it truly wasn’t that big of a deal.
You and Mingyu found a spot in a less crowded area of the park, you no longer the heard the sound of children screaming or their exhausted parents calling out over them. Instead the melodious sounds of birds tweeting up at the sky filled your ears, a delicate wind blew between the two of you, and the sun’s glare becoming much softer as it finally became covered by the clouds.
He takes out a blue picnic blanket and lays it flat on the ground, smoothing out imaginary creases in the process. You hold a hand out to him, wordlessly letting him know that you’d like to set the picnic up with him. Mingyu hands you the picnic basket, and you spent the next couple of minutes in silence as you tried to make everything look almost picture perfect. The silence was far from uncomfortable, manifested by the small smiles and the growing blushes on both of your faces. There was something rather domestic about the activity, handing him different containers of food, deciding together where everything should be placed.
“Did you make these yourself?” You asked once both of you finally settled down, gesturing to the wide array of food that lay in front of you.
Mingyu smiled, a hand on the back of his neck as he suddenly became ever so slightly bashful, “Yeah. I hope you like it.”
You take a bite of one of the chocolate chip cookies, something in you decided to tease him a little, making a face of slight disgust as you swallowed. His heart sank, a look of disappointment clearly covering his face. He spent all night making those, weren’t they up to your standard?
Panic washes over you as you saw a frown overtake his once smiling face, “I’m kidding! They’re good.”
Mingyu lets out a breath, the disappointment slowly disappearing as the two of you settled into an easy conversation, though that was never really difficult for the two of you. You and him have been friends for about a few years now, but he didn’t really know when exactly he started to see you as something more. He just knew that he did. This much was clear to him when he catches himself staring at you for a little too long, definitely longer than what would be considered normal. There was just something about you that enchanted him, whether it was you laughing over some silly joke he made, frowning as you become disappointed in the latest episode of a show you were watching, face illuminated by the light of a tv screen. You could be reading him your grocery list and he’d still think it was the most interesting thing in the world.
The extent of his feelings terrified him the first time he realized they were there in the first place. Mingyu wasn’t meant to feel that way for you, one of his closest friends. But he did, and the thought of you possibly not feeling the same way terrified him even more.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” You asked, head tilted to the side, “Do I have something on my face?”
Mingyu shook his head quickly, he didn’t mean to stare again.
You felt a sharp sting on your ankle, wincing as you immediately yelped from the pain, “Ouch!”
“What’s wrong?” Mingyu asked, eyes alight with concern.
You shook your head in response, thinking it was just a lone ant deciding to inconvenience you. That thought was quickly dismissed when you felt another equally sharp sting near that same area.
“Oh no…” You trailed off, looking a few meters to the side of your picnic blanket, “Mingyu…”
“Oh!” He exclaimed, following your gaze to the trail of ants that were quickly making their way to the two of you. Great, was nature against him too?
The both of you immediately got up, covering containers, placing them in the basket, and folding up the picnic blanket before the rest of the ants could step their tiny little feet onto the blanket and into the food. As you walked to find a new spot to continue the rest of your date, Mingyu couldn’t help but feel a little bit discouraged. Three things had gone wrong in the span of a few hours, was this just the universe warning him that the two of you will never work out? Maybe telling him to back off early before he gets his heart broken.
In the distance, a low rumble breaks through what would’ve been the perfect day out, followed by a sharp crackle piercing through the air. The sky once a brilliant blue was suddenly covered in heavy, stormy clouds. The park that once basked in the sun’s golden glow became shrouded in gray, people seemed to know what was about to happen as they hurriedly packed their things and go home.
It started out a small droplets, like little kisses on your skin that almost felt like nothing. They were small, and they fell ever so slowly. For a brief moment, Mingyu thought that this was going to be over quick. Then suddenly, the sky weeped, loud and heavy as it drenched the entirety of the park in rain.
Okay, nature was definitely against him now.
Mingyu stopped walking, was there even a point to moving forward? Everything was ruined. The food should be inedible at this point, you and him were soaked and freezing, and it’s not like you could have a picnic on muddy park soil. At this point, the universe had sent him so many signs, he’d feel like a fool if he didn’t listen now. But still, he wished things had happened the way it did in his head. He let out a frustrated groan, tears nearly pricking the corners of his eyes.
“Are you okay?” You asked, a gentle hand on his shoulder. Mingyu was very clearly distressed, but you failed to see why. It’s nature, it’s not something you or him could control. Things like this happen and you should be spending your energy trying to find a place to shelter yourselves from the rain. You grab onto his arm, trying to pull him away, “Come on, let’s find a place that can cover us.”
“No! I’m not okay, Yn…” He trailed off, agitation seeping into each and every one of his words. He shrugs off his arm, much to your surprise. Usually, he’d let you cling onto him for as long as you liked. “I just wanted today to be perfect.”
You furrowed your brows, slightly confused at his irritation, “Why does it matter if today is perfect or not?”
Mingyu sighed, he was getting cold now. He wanted nothing more to be wrapped up in a blanket and have you in his arms. But he knew the chances of the happening now are essentially slim to none. The day was already ruined, and there’s nothing he could do to even remotely salvage it. “I just…”
You gestured for him to continue, waiting patiently as he tried to find the words to say.
“I wanted to give you the perfect date…” He spoke, looking down at his feet.
“Wait, this was a date?” You didn’t mean to sound surprised, you just genuinely were. Voice raising octaves and eyebrows shot up, talking too quickly to catch most of the words, “Like a date-date? I thought we were just hanging out! All you asked me yesterday was whether or not I was free!”
Mingyu’s shoulder’s slumped. He didn’t have to ask you to repeat himself, he heard you clearly despite how hard the rain currently came down, the beating of his own heart deafening him. In a way, he was thankful for the rain; at least you wouldn’t be able to tell if a few tears escaped his eyes. “I’m sorry, I just thought…yeah, no. I should have expected this.”
Guilt immediately flooded your senses, he must’ve read your shock as a rejection of his feelings. You didn’t mean to sound so startled at him thinking the entire day as a date, you just couldn’t believe the possibility that he felt the same way you did for him. “Mingyu.”
You were sure if he had heard you, his gaze still on the ground. You called out to him again, this time your voice much louder and sterner, hoping that it would get his attention. “Gyu.”
“What is it, Yn?” He looked up to find you making your way towards him, a small pout forming on your lips. Mingyu sighed, “You don’t have to do this. I’ll be fine.”
“I like you.” You spoke, just as you were about a few feet away from him, looking into his eyes to make sure he knew that you meant it — that you were being completely serious.
His world stopped. Suddenly, it seemed like the earlier events of the day never happened. He never woke up late, you hadn’t gotten the chance to catch-up with your ex-boyfriend, ants never tried to show up uninvited to your picnic, rain never poured down on the two of you. All these things he thought were signs from the universe, never occurred. There was only you and him, and you liked him back.
“Oooooh you wanna kiss me so bad.” You teased, attempting to snap him out of his trance.
Mingyu didn’t mean to stare at you again, speechless. He just couldn’t believe that this was real just yet. But your words, how you looked at him with a smile — expectant, like you were challenging him to do something, to make a move — finally made him realize just how real this was. “And what if I do?”
You blinked back, not expecting that bold of a response. Still, you took a single step forward, further closing the already small distance between the two of you. “I’d let you.”
Without another word, he moves a hand to your chin, gently tilting your face up so his lips could meet yours in a kiss.
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#seventeen imagines#seventeen fanfic#seventeen x reader#seventeen oneshot#mingyu x reader#mingyu imagines#mingyu fanfic#mingyu oneshot#ca completed order
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guess who finally started making pt 2 of love talk (and outlining the next ten or so chapters)
#ren rambles#ahahah procrastinating studying for midterms whooo#anyways new update tonight or early tomorrow#or the reverse??#timezones idk??
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also, sorry if that ask was really random hhh it's just that you seem like a really awesome and kind human being, and i also felt like i should explain myself for not being able to interact with the posts i'm being tagged in (if that makes sense?) ahhh anyway, i hope you have a lovely day/night !! -@banqtlattae
ah you’re too sweet, it’s honestly fine! please don’t worry about it! hope you have a lovely day/night as well <33
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hello, ren !! i dropped by a couple of days ago to ask to be on the tag list for hello, ren !! i dropped by a couple of days ago to ask to be on the tag list for love talk, and am so excited to read the upcoming chapters ^^ (the first chapter is so good omg i'm so ready for the next couple :) ) i just thought i'd come by to tell you that :DD. i'm kind of on a semi hiatus, so thank you for keeping on the tag list ! it'll remind me to read them when i come back haha -@banqtlattae
aaaa not a problem !! i’m glad you liked the first chapter :)) i hope you rest well during your semi hiatus and remember to take care of yourself, alright? 😚💘
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also please remember to take care of yourselves and i hope you have a great day or night! <3
right back at you anon !!! <33
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ren, you are an amazing writer. i just finished rs and i want to thank you and your mind for sharing this masterpiece with us! I WAS CHEERING FOR WONU BUT ALL OF THEIR ENDINGS WERE SO SATISFYING. once again, thank you! omw to read the rest of your mlist now that i have time <3
wait omg you’re too kind !! 🥺 IM SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKE RADIO STAR AAAA thank you for reading and dropping this by, it honestly means so much !! 💕
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