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made eye contact w two lowki cute guys before i left this is so fun

#im just a girl #shit post #thoughts #crushes #i love pretending like they actually care n are still thinking abt it like.. #delusional

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why do i feed off of male attention

#a guy dmed me! #like four messages after i sent one #questionable but i thibk its fun n i havent talked to a guy in a while... #im gonna play along #im just a girl #shit post #thoughts #sorry #crushes

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need a bf who'll take pics of me bc im always the ones taking pics of everyone else ☹️

#shit post #thoughts #crushes #SIGHHH

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i just think buying flowers is so cute..

#wanna buy someone flowers #and want someone to buy flowers for me #shit post #crushes #thoughts #UGHHHH #thinking abt that mid guy that got picked up in a porsche like...

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i just think taking and editing pics of urself like ur a hot instagram influencer is self love actually

#loterally used to have a dead acc n thats what i did w it #shit post #needs start again now that theres the close friends posting like

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oh to have a bf who i could make plans to hangout with when we have a day off school or smt like wtf

#i wanna kms #i want a bf so bad sorry #its bad. #bc this week of school is all wonky like #two days no school #and then one day fun activities bc testing for everyone else lkke #where my bf to hang w DAMN #shit post #thoughts #crushes #im going thru it so bad please

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wish he was my bf so i could rant and gossip abt shit bc he knows the same ppl bit not enough that he would tell yk

#or if we were at least friends #SIGH #also the urge to dm this guy bc like we only have one moot n he goes to a dif school #so like how much does it actually matter likee.. #shit post #thoughts #crushes

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um ok 2 new crushes

but. theyre like. j fine ppl i wouldnt date them yk

1. this kid in my hort class. hes like not even tall but hes just fine like 🤤 idek but he was carrying like a bag of soil n his sleeves were rolled up (this sounds rly dumb) but like. damn. his face is pretty too. not like super amazing but hes j. n we were popcorn reading wtv n his voice sounded so like. silly but in a hot way idk. hes j cool n chill n also like smart n good at the class so.

2. i was volunteering at this boathouse n this guy that worked there was lowki fine. like sunglasses n hat so i couldnt rly judge his whole face or hair which makes it easier for him. but he was like tall and small waist big shoulders. not extremely but enough like n he was wearing like an athletic kinda shirt yk so it was thinner and yeah. he was a lil goofy tho but not in a horrible way

#shit post #thoughts #crushes #this is what happens when i havent seen my actual crush the whole week #ok but lowki. i just have daddy issues. #ngl #anyways... #i wrote too much for ppl i dont even like like that 😟 #uh just a little analysis yk!

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my friend sent an old vid of like the thing on tiktok where u tap the screen n it gives u a letter n it was all the letters of the guys we liked n i fully expected to see the first letter of his name n completely forgot i liked another dude then n it was his initial...

#like that was so weird #forgot i liked him #that was.. a time #shit post #thoughts #crushes #i want him yawn nnn #havent even seen him but i want him wth #ik hes nice n shit like i want thag pleaseeeee

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WHY IS HE SO FINE IN MY MIND HELP I WANT HIMM

#shit post #thoughts #crushes

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why does that shadw of blue gray look so good on ppl like

#him!!! #shit post #crushes #thoughts #friend was yelling omg when he was behind us.. 😨😟

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was smiling while watching a funny vid my friend sent me n i went to play my music again n its this song n my face dropped

#its not even funny #sorry i associate this song w my crush sm #n it makes me deprrssed lol! #shit post #thoughts #crushes #Spotify

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i was listening to frank ocean bc im tryna find new good songs bc my music taste is so bland LMFAO but i was listening to sweet life n the covers orange n wtf n i was like hm ok n i look over to the girl next to me n on her lockscreen is the same cover bro. n i couldnt see but it couldve been the same song too

#like it was crazy #too coincidental #shit post

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wanna listen to music in his car

#found out he drives #😖 #why cant i live my life without obsessing over a boy #shit post #thoughts #crushes

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listening to my friend n her bfs playlist like hmmm

#is this manifesting #was doing a lil spotify stalk n i had to #🤭🤭 #shit post #thoughts #crushes #manifesting a boy thanks!

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miss the person i was over summer

#like the big tshirts n shorts #n now i have to wear hoodies n pants like #wtf #i like the cold tho.. #but summer #shit post

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liking women is so helpful bc ik what i think makes a girl hot n therefore i will become that like

#buff arms holy fuck #shit post #idk