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Just those “Little Things”

People close to me know how much I love mountains, sunsets and the sky when it turns different colours. It was one such day when state emergencies were being announced, lockdowns were happening and I stayed home doing nothing for more than 20 days now. I was cleaning my room and being a random hungry person I am, I decided to take a short break and have a sip of “Chai” which never turns out to come nice when I make it. But, to my surprise it was drinkable this time. I came up to the new room I was moving into of the same house I was staying all this while because I always knew this the view from this room is something I always wanted to wake up to. I had chai in my hand, biscuits to eat and my phone. I opened my phone camera and clicked a picture with the mug and the beautiful view from the window. You won’t believe both excitement and calmness happened to me at the same time. The beautiful shades of sky, mountains covered with snow(it snowed in spring) Yay!I immediately went on youtube to play my favourite telugu melodies and enjoyed sipping my chai. I decided to play the music on the CARVAAN mini and pen down my thoughts here after a very long time.

And, now I’m here writing my thoughts of how beautiful this day has become in my life. I kept staring at the view for more than 20 minutes with absolutely no thoughts of stress, anxiety or hardships. It made my mind so calm, relaxed and happy. I sometimes feel so happy about being where I’m today, doing what I’m doing and thankful for the people I’m surrounded by. It took me so long to get back to what I love and appreciate the things I see or feel. There have been days I felt stressed, depressed had anxiety attacks for reasons that no one would have even thought of. I enjoy my life now, I live the present and leave the future to future. Lately, I believe in “YOLO” because you just might not know when you’ll leave this world. I appreciate the little things in my life, love going for short drives with people I love, see my rommies play FIFA and yelling at eachother, baking and cooking something sweet, because why not?

God’s one action towards human beings can actually change a lot about them. Today has surely made me believe to appreciate those little things more and take sometime for yourself and enjoy it. Because “It’s your life” and while I write this last line of this chapter,I’m listening to a song that had this phrase- “Chinnadhi Zindagi”- Seheri Seheri song (Telugu)

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#qurantine #sky #snow #mountains #littlethings #kamloops #canada #british columbia #carvaan

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I told you that you won't...I can't because I can't uderstand it either.

Because I have all these feelings and I can't understand them. And if I don't catch my feelings I'll become more weak. Even

if you wat to do something and make me feel good about it you can't.

Confused of what it is? Wait, is it confusing at all? I don't think so. It's loneliness , fear of letting people go away, too many expectations and above all trusting them. It was always fear of losing people, losing someone close to your heart- losing someone whom you shared you enitre routine with. Sometimes it's obvious and sometimes it's not. Sometimes it breaks people seeing change, your own friend/partner/family changing. Change is surely a integral part of everyones life but not at the cost of breaking somones heart or leading them to end their life.

If you are going through this writing, go ahead and read till the end because someone needs you. You will soon know your responsibilities or may be know how to help your near and dear ones.

There's always a way to mend things, but do you wish to? If your answer is yes, then you should take the initiative of expressing your feelings, telling people you love them and letting them know how you feel about them. Because, by the time they realise and go back to express it's already late. You are gone. Gone forever. Broken. Broken forever and can never be fixed.

But,

If you know what's broken you can surely fix it. If you don't how will you? You can't always expect that one person to come forward and do everything possible for that relation. If it's named a relation it's because of two people. Fixing relations is a two way process. It needs two hearts which are one and thoughts which brings them together again. Go down your memory lane, think of the day you first had a beautiful conversation, the times you went out and had the ultimate fun.

If you want it, LOVE is above all. It neccessarily need not be a boyfriend/girlfriend thing, it can be BFF and family too. If you need them in your life and if they mattered to you at a point of time, this is the time you stand up for them and with them.

"Sometimes things just happen to you. They just happen. You can't help it. Until, you have someone supporting you"

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...Why do you love him? She asked

For all that he does every minute.

For the times he randomly gets up and does work.

For the times he asks if I had food even before he having.

For the times he gives the cute smile when I ask for a chocolate.

For the times he loves my drama but doesn’t admit.

For all those times when we sit idle facing each other but yet have the wonderful time.

She finally smiles and says for every time he tries to change my mood I love him.

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ABOVE SUPERFICIAL.💫 Love comes to us in different sizes and shapes. And sometimes we meet someone who touches our heart so fast, so strong, so incredibly deep – that we feel we found a true soul mate. The connection is almost quick and very powerful- there is amazing chemistry, but also – we feel like we are connecting on so many levels, like we never connected with anyone else before: emotionally, intellectually, spiritually.. everything just clicks!!!Everything feels like magic and you think you hit the jackpot. Nothing can go wrong with this special connection. Until it does. All the usual road blocks. But surely, your think, what we have is so special – our love will prevail. Sometimes, it doesn't. A few months, sometimes a year but not forever is what everyone believe. (Random thoughts)

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The little Happiness💜 Everyday you learn something new. Isn’t it? I knew this from a long time but experienced it a little late. Who said money can’t buy happiness? We can! We got “HIM” home. The very thought of getting him was happiness. Those little eyes, little paws, short jumps and happy hugs it was all we needed. He became the source we talk more, we giggle more and be happy a little more. When the little one could do so much for us, we definitely have so much to give back. Happiness found in the little one. The little one is named COOKIE. 💜

#Bharathshashankcookiesravani. #Thelittlesquad. #Cookie

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To the two people who understand,believe and accept me how I am. Rajesh and Vivek I wanted to write something for you two from the time you two became close to me. I thought today would be the right day because three of us are at different cities connecting via this technology which is making every talk worthwhile. After my family and a two other friends,You two have made a impact and that positivity in me of who I can be. The first time I met Doraemon and heard him speak was the day I decided even if there are people who I will encounter after ages with so much success in life, he would definitely be the person who got that thought in me of changing for good. I keep saying it always you are my  guardian angel in  disguise. I am what I am because of those amazing inspiring words I always get to hear. I’d do anything to see you happy, and I’d definitely go and kill them in my dream whoever irritates you :P I don’t relate to you only on the basis of Rotaract,On a personal level You are definitely that person who can make a sad person smile for the rest of his life. I am very lucky to have found a friend in you. I’ll go on write pages to how much you mean to me!! And the Birthday Boy!! I keep telling you how important you are to me everyday and irritate you the most, you can actually say I took a chance on your birthday to actually tell Doraemon how I feel. You have got the traveling love back to me!! The best thing is the bond I share with both of you is beyond rotaract. But,I’ll never forget this organisation who got me these two wonderful people in my family. When I say Family,I mean it. I know I irritate and behave the most childish way sometimes, that’s because I consider you are my own people.Finally, Happy happy birthday Vivek from both of us!! I hope the bond of family is accepted and forever!! *You have signed the agreement* :P Tadaaaaa! <3 MERE DO ANMOL RATTAN <3 

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MY LITTLE ONE <3  This life I am blessed with wonderful siblings, I have three amazing ones who are always by my side. My elder sister and elder brother who can make me happy, irritate and do whatever they want to. These two are always there when my mood moves like a pendulum. But this post is for that one special person who has come into my life just a small time back.  The person I adore, I love and will always do for the rest of my life.  Dearest big little brother, (You know what i mean) :P  You still might have not know the real me for whatever reasons but, for me you are amazing and  I am lucky to have you. How amazing it is to have a best friend and brother from the same family. “Thammudu” I always wanted a elder brother and a younger brother, basically wanted to be a elder sister for someone, we have got so close in a short span of time and i feel so happy to be a part of your life.  Every gesture he does is amazing. When he comes down running behind you and ask for pictures, when he catches your hand to walk along like a gentlemen, all those jokes and cuteness. He is just beyond amazing. His love for food and fitness is crazy. I will always cherish the moment where he comes to me and slowly gives me a chocolate which I love the most. His smile and happiness is what everyone could ask for.  A BROTHER LIKE THIS- Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a super hero.  Loads of love <3  Di :* 

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My WORLD. My world is a glorious accident, a turbulent land. My world cannot fit into four pages. My world is experienced in a life so minuscule, so short, yet so colossal. My world is the only place where I can be myself. I want to tell you about the experiences, the words, the opaque tears, the semi-transparent smiles, the folds on my hands. But I can’t. I want to take all my deepest fears and struggles and pour them onto this page. But I can’t. My universe can be made denser by describing a place I visited. The home of my elders,Where I can only see barriers.I dropped down at a place where the smell of mud felt awesome,the nature felt lovely and everything else became out of words.  Not my long time friend.Not my cheesey guy.Not my sibling. The bond of friendship goes beyond when I see you smile like a small kid and dance like a little puppy.It stops for a second-The Heart, when this little treasure world is being taken away from the locker.Held for seconds.Minutes.hours when you ignore,when you move away.Neither can I smile nor cry when everything stands still. Every girl dreams of diamonds as their biggest treasure, but for tis is MY WORLD.

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When will you understand you’re mine! He said, a cold stare full of fury directed towards her,”I’m not yours! You don’t own me!” She cried,as she backed up to the wall. 

There would always be that one person whom you are possessive about or in simple terms cannot see anyone else taking your place. When we love our best friend truly, madly we are ought to become possessive about them. It’s a human trait which we have inherited,it is not a crime nor is it something to be ashamed of, if you are possessive for your close ones. But just like every other thing in this world, excess of anything is bad. Is that possessiveness making you build a bridge between you two?However you will never be satisfied by the answers they give you in order to solve the issues between you. If you don’t find the daily routine happening anymore you should sit back and calm your mind.Someones better has come and made the change happen. The same person whom you cannot see sad or cry will shed tears front of you and it doesn’t make a major difference for you. You cry and cry until your mascara goes away and won’t let them know. You smile back and act as if nothing has ever happened. You write down notes of what is your heart telling and make sure no one reads it. Why? Because the thought of he/she will never understand you back again of how important you are to them will never hit their heart. You are seriously missing out on the major part and later ask why are you changing? I have no answer to give-Go back and think.  At the end whatever it will be, no one can ever see that person with anyone else or being ignored.  Yours sadly, IMISSYOU.

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Fake friends are like shadows: always near you at your brightest moments, but nowhere to be seen at your darkest hour True friends are like stars, you don't always see them but they are always there.     -- Habeeb Akande What better than a quote about trust,honesty and betrayal.We all have a wonderful life with good friends and bad friends all around.We trust everyone, smile along with everyone and have the best moments with those friends. But,what happens when those friends whom you think are everything to you break your trust,ignore you and betray you?None of us have an answer. They are many people out there who sit down at one corner thinking and seeing their own friends enjoying and counting you out of everything. What do they have to do? Once upon a time you all laughed together,celebrated together and now you are nothing to them? WOW!This is something no one can ever expect from their own friends.  Never break the trust of your own friends. We understand there must have been misunderstandings and small fights somewhere down the corner,but ignoring and counting them out is not the solution.It is very difficut for that one person who always get’s everyone together being ignored. When you name someone as your best friend doing justice to that also matters. Not every friend is treated as your family, once treated don’t fake it. Calling you down for a party, or get-togethers is not what matters, what matters is count your friendship, value it, respect it.  Finally, Whatever the relation is without trust,honesty and sincere commitment nothing will work and when these ingredients aren’t present there is no use of staying in such a relation.   

#fake friends #honest #trust

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DREAMS <3 

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I find myself and my friends the best because we are in love with food! Oh yes, We loooooveeee Food. If you ask me my favourites I would jump and say FOOD is one among many. I love food, I breathe food wow food is just amazing. I started loving food from the time this happened,Go on and read- “ I saw a girl wearing a purple dress and looked very beautiful” Now I don’t know why my brain and heart started fighting my heart said you should go ask her where did she get the dress from and my brain said you should put on weight to look as beautiful or more beautiful than her in that dress. For a change I went with my brain and started to write food charts for myself- What shall i eat at this time and what after this? :o OMG! I have so many papers filled with various food items and different timings on it. *Alarm*- Time to eat salad with cheese,Yummy I love cheese and butter a lot!  Thanks to my brain who made a wise thought for the very first time and guess what, from that day i fell in love with food. I understand you must be thinking what?You love food?Do you even eat? Every person i meet ask me the regular question- “Do you even eat or you only take in air and live”?  Duh!I do eat, what can i do with the process of my life? I eat a lot and lot, what i do when i am bored is eat and click pictures :P I’m writing this blog and eating as well, popcorn is my all time fav with cheese <3  People who love to eat are the best people, be with them you might try increasing some weight and you can also decrease your weight by just giving your food to them :P they will happily eat! My love for food is just beyond anything. I might surely survive without a partner but not without food.  Food be my valentine for life :D Love food and i bet it will never hurt you unless you eat good food :P  Lastly, Thank you to the girl and my brain who made me meet my new love <3 

#food #loveforfood