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And so the Mystery Begins….

Swinging through the city just right after the sunset was by far the best time to swing. Faint colors from the sun paint the grey sky and the city becomes alive with light. Miles enjoyed times like this, no active killing, shooting, or robbing, just him, the night air and his webs to keep him afloat. Downside- the sun setting means all the bad guys come out of hibernation and thus Mile’s job officially begins. as he begun to swing closer to the ground he approached a fairly dim portion of Brooklyn. A tingling sensation started at the crown of his head and travelled all over his body. Danger was near and he sensed it wafting in waves coming from a darkened alleyway. As he silently stuck to the side of the building he approached a heap of figures. Sharpening his eyes he identified three people, one on the ground back to the wall and two slightly bent over grabbing at the first person. He heard several grunts and didn’t think too much until he heard a faint cry.

“Please! Stop just take my wallet!”

a girl’s voice rang out and Miles imminently jumped to action. First starting with silently dropping to the concrete behind the two assailants.

“Come on fellows, two against one? That’s just plain dirty”

As the two of them turned to face the mask man he instantly shoots webs at the two of them covering their faces. He then swipes their legs out from under them to gain the higher ground. One suddenly rises and runs into him attempting a takedown. Miles crouches into a duck and roll suddenly, and with one arm supporting him on the concrete propels his legs to the assailant’s stomach. At the fate of the criminal in front of him the other man turns to scurry out of the dark alley way but is stopped when a web catches his foot and drags him back to the scene. As Miles finishes webbing the now passed out men his eyes drag over to the still slumped figure. He slowly approaches and crouches down to her level.

“Hey, are you good?”

The girl looks up, eyes wide as her face first scans miles then her surroundings. Mike’s senses read the fear wafting off of her in waves.

“Don’t worry it’s ok the bad guys are gone.”

Her eyes lock onto the whites of his mask.

“I’m good i’m fine, I just really need to get home”

Miles quickly stands and she follows, her

hands rubbing together frantically. Mile’s eyes trail to her now illuminated face. Her dark brown eyes now less wide, and the way her shoulders slightly shrink into her form. Something about her feels familiar, yet he cannot exactly place his fingers on it. Her hair is a striking blonde, one he swears he’s seen before. His eyes trail down to her shirt, or lack there of. Giant slashes mark the pink fabric, exposing immense amount of skin. Analyzing the damage his eyes snap to her bra strap, then to her bra, and his eyes following his head quickly snap directly upwards. He hadn’t failed to notice the dark blue bruising encompassing her skin.

“Do you have anything to umm, cover me?”

Mile’s gaze turned to her face, a deep blush across her cheeks and nose, eyes looking up to his. Miles did in fact not have anything for her other than his suit and…

“Yes just give me uno momento”

He mentally slapped himself as he turned around and begun to unzip his suit, just enough so he could fit his arms out of the t shirt he wore underneath and zip the suit back up again.

“Here, straight off the spider-man’s back.”

He gave her a grin although he knew she couldn’t see it. She took the shirt from his hands and stretched it over herself.

“I really have to get home now.”

silence followed the two, her statement hanging in the air. Although miles hated to offer he felt he had to for this girl.

“I can walk you there or swing you, pick your poison”

The girls eyes scanned his mask and the dark alley, even to the men wrapped in silk down the street.

“I guess swinging, I’m in a hurry”

Miles prepped a web and held an arm out to beckon her closer. Her shorter stature made it easy for Mile’s to propel both of them through the air.

“Where do you live, not in a weird way, in a since you need a swing home way.”

“Just drop me off at Mel’s Deli, if you know where it is.”

Mel’s deli was one Miles frequented after school for food or during late nights patrolling the city. He assumed she lived in one of the apartments above, but her unwillingness to say exactly which apartment made him less willing to ask. As he rounded a corner he kept his one arm hooked to her figure. She buried her face into his body, reluctant to look at the height. As they came to a stop in front of the store Miles lowered the two of them to the sidewalk.

“Here ya go, Spider-man Uber at your service”

The girl gave him a tight lipped smile, out of politeness perhaps. She went to open the doors of the deli but stalled.

“Thank you spiderman”

“Anytime”

As she disappeared inside the store he swung away blissfully unaware of the mistake he had made that fateful night.

And as Mile’s arrived to his dormitory room he took off his spider suit and remembered the shirt he’d given to the helpless girl, now if he could only remember exactly which shirt it was. He would punch himself if it was one he actually cared about. A shivering sensation crept through his body as he opened his phone and frantically began searching through photos during the day to find out. His eyes widen as he opened BeReal and found his smiling face back at him. Wearing a Brooklyn Vision’s Academy t shirt, one popularly worn by the student body. As all the senses began firing in his body, he realized the true gravity of his mistake.

#spiderman #miles molares #spiderverse rp #miles #Miles moralasxreader #superheores #marvel #fanfiction #tellmeifthisisgood

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TWEETS WHILE BEING FRIENDS WITH AVATAR CHARACTERS PART TWO (multiple !) part one

content — implied ao'nung x gn!reader. tsireya x lo'ak. posted due to popular demand and the fact that i like making them. yn, tsireya and kiri ultimate trip agenda is taking over my life :(((((((( ignore mistakes, im lazy

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Noone psychoanalyze me either agree or ignore

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WIP - Yandere König Headcanons

Okay guys, listen.

I've started working on the Yandere König Headcanons, but they're going to take me some time. As such, posts on here may become stagnant until these headcanons are complete.

Make sure to stay tuned for more updates, my Lovelies <3 !

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hes haunting every inch of my mind

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Title: A Haunting.

Pairing: Yandere!Bruce Wayne x Reader (DC).

Word Count: 1.2k.

TW: Implied Stalking, Nonconsensual Touching, and Obsessive Behavior.

It was following you again.

A flickering shadow, skirting along the edges of rooftops and the wired frames of fire escapes, constantly slipping in and out of the corner of your vision. You’d seen it last night, too, falling from your balcony when you finally managed to tear yourself away from your laptop, and the night before that, on your way to grab something from the only corner store that was still open by the time you could force yourself to leave your apartment. You thought you’d be able to make it home uninterrupted tonight, but you weren’t sure why. It wasn’t like Gotham had ever been a particularly kind place to the people who just wanted to survive.

You caught something shifting in your peripheral, but kept yourself from snapping in its direction. It was better not to pay attention, to keep your eyes down and your hood pulled up and focus on getting home, into the relative safe-space that was your shitty apartment in your shitty building in your shitty neighborhood. It was better to concentrate on cutting corners than the two, identical pinpricks burying themselves in the nape of your neck. It was better to breathe, to try to keep a hold on your own pulse rather than pay any attention to the steady, muted footsteps trailing behind you. It was better to—

You cut into a narrow alleyway, took a few steps, and immediately ran into a dead-end.

Fuck.

You took a wrong turn.

The footsteps were closer, now, on cement rather than hollow steel. You spun on your heels, pressing your back into the brick wall that’d smothered your escape route, but that only managed to make you feel smaller, more cornered as you tried to make out any features of the dark, looming shape slowly approaching you. You tried to remember which villains were active in this area, if there was a curfew that you’d chosen to ignore, but your thoughts went blank as the dim light flowing in from the main street caught on the silver of brass knuckles and serrated throwing knives, as a pitch-black cape slid off of a shoulder too stiff not to be armored, and…

You let out a breath of a laugh. “Oh my god,” You mumbled, shaking your head. Batman, as odd as it felt to refer to him as that, didn’t seem perturbed, only coming to a stop in front of you. “You scared the hell out of me, Batman, sir. I wouldn’t have been so freaked out if I knew it was you.”

“I… apologize for that.” You’d never heard him speak, before. His voice was raspier than you thought it’d be – a lot deeper, too. Compared to the other local vigilantes you’d run into (particularly, Nightwing’s hyper-cheeriness or Orphan’s total silence), it wasn’t completely unpleasant. “I didn’t—” He seemed to interrupt himself, to trip over his words. If you didn’t know better, you might’ve called him nervous. “I’ve seen you walking alone, before. I wanted to make sure you were safe.”

“Is anything safe in Gotham?” You laughed. He didn’t. Rubbing the back of your neck, you forced yourself to shut your mouth, swallow your humiliation, and go on in a way that wouldn't embarrass you in front of the city's greatest protector. “I know, I know, I shouldn’t do anything to add to your workload. My boss is sort of a sadist, though. Believe it or not, this was the earliest I could get out.”

He didn’t respond to that, not immediately. He scanned over you, instead, his eyes drifting from your face to your wrinkled post-shift hoodie and back again. He raised his hand, and you kept yourself from pulling away as gloved fingertips ghosted over your jaw. You’d almost forgotten about the small bandage plastered over your eye until he brushed against it – a result of a short-lived bar fight that’d gotten out of hand while you were behind the counter. It’d stopped bleeding in a few seconds, but better safe than sorry, right?

“Oh, that’s nothing you have to worry about.” You tried to smile, to shrug, but he was already cupping your face, tilting your head to the side with more force than he seemed to realize he was using. It was obviously a reflex; one he’d probably earned from years of protecting injured civilians. Your personal space, and the bruise his grip would leave on your jaw, were insignificant, in comparison. “Just a minor incident at work. It’s not a big deal, I promise.”

For whatever reason, that didn’t seem to satisfy him. “You should be more careful. A dive bar with a reputation like that isn’t a good place to spend your time.”

…huh.

You were starting to think he might’ve been better as a shadow.

“I don’t remember—”

“You should move, too.” You were really, really starting to prefer his shadow. “Your neighbor, three doors to the left – you know he’s wanted for arson in another city, don’t you? It’s dangerous for you to be so close to such an unstable person.”

It occurred to you, for possibly the first time since he’d initially shown himself, that you were in a dark alley, in the middle of the night, totally unarmed and totally trapped by a man who seemed to know you better than you knew him. You tried to remind yourself that it wasn’t just any man – it was Batman, but that name brought you less reassurance than it had, a few minutes ago.

“Uh, Batman, sir,” You started, suddenly struggling just to spit something out. “I… I really think I should be getting home.”

If you didn’t know better, you would’ve said he was smiling. “Of course. I’ll take you back to your apartment.” And then, after a short pause. “To make sure you don’t get hurt, again.”

His hand dropped from your cheek to your wrist. He began to pull you forward, but you dug your heels into the cement, jerking yourself out of his hold. His reaction was immediate, instinctual – a sharpened glare, a deepened scowl, only fazed by your clumsy attempts to stumble around him, to back towards the main road without letting your stiff grin falter. “I’m alright, I—” You cut yourself off, biting down on the side of your tongue. “I just don’t think that’d be such a good idea.”

He took a step towards you. You took one back. “So, you don’t want a superhero escort?”

“It’s late, and I—”

“You’re willingly putting yourself in danger.” You spared a glance over your shoulder. “You asking me to let you put yourself in harm’s—”

“Please.” You shrunk into yourself, shutting your eyes. “Please, sir, I just want to go home.”

You felt his gaze burning into you, for a few seconds.

But, when you found the courage to open your eyes again, he was gone.

His absence might’ve been more comforting, if you hadn’t still been able to see that little, flickering shadow in the corner of your eye.

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Show Me How You Sin

pairing: Priest!Matt x AFAB!Virgin!Reader

words: 3.5k

warnings: 18+ MDNI!!! umm haha everything? blasphemy, heavy desecration of religion, virgin reader, oral (f receiving), guided masturbation, soft!dom/sub dynamics, overstimulation, reader is in 20’s

synopsis: Father Matthew leads you through your confession and first orgasm

A/N: haha hey! don’t read this is sacrilegious themes offend you!

REBLOGS/COMMENTS/FEEDBACK/LIKES ARE VERY MUCH WELCOMED HEHE

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he has to know how good he looks, right?

honey, he’s blind.

your mother gives you a quick side eye partnered with a smirk as you mumble to each other from the pew, relishing in the sight in front of you.

black garments cling to Father Murdock’s body in just the right way as he preaches about something you’ve probably heard many times before. your focus is purely on the way his hands rest against the wooden pulpit, veins visible under the dim light, and you can’t help the way your thoughts wander.

his fingers tap into the wood as he emphasizes some point, …your Heavenly Father will also forgive you, practically teasing you to imagine the way they would feel against the inside of your thigh, pressing into the soft flesh as your dress rides up with his touch.

the vasculature of his hands becomes more prominent as he grips onto the pulpit, and you have to swallow away the question of what his hands would look like wrapped around your throat while your lips release sweet moans.

your cheeks flush as you watch the way his tongue darts from the corner of his mouth and wets his lip, the voice catching in your throat as you swear you saw him smirk. you could’ve sworn he caught you; the way you crossed your legs and clenched your thighs together to relieve some of the ache from your core, the way your bottom lip was lodged between your teeth to stifle any moan that threatened to slip, the way your own fingers grabbed onto your sides as you crossed your arms around your body to hold yourself together.

don’t be ridiculous, he’s blind.

a sea of bodies rises from the pews, indicating the end of service. you deflate like a balloon, comfortable disappearing into the crowd and looking forward to relieving your… stress… in the comfort of your own bedroom.

you know it’s wrong, he’s a priest! I have hid thy promise in my heart, that I might not sin against thee. he’s MY priest… but it feels so good to reach that sweet spot when you rub your clothed cunt against the pillow in just the right way, unknowing of what happens after the buildup, wishing it was some part of the man who lead your prayers to help you discover what comes next.

your cheeks burn from embarrassment as you stand, only to find remnants of your arousal and sweat on the pew below.

“Hi.” The voice catches you off guard, causing you to trip over the aisle carpet.

“Careful, there.” His smile is charming as two large hands catch your falling body, the touch lingering on your waist for a second too long.

“S-sorry, Father.” It’s barely a whisper, but he catches your apology, clearly noting the way your heartbeat thunders in your chest.

He can tell you’re blushing by the way your cheeks and ears grow warmer, your skin already slightly damp from the debauchery he had very much noticed before.

His ear turns towards your parents ever so slightly, noticing the quiet laugh your mother is trying to hush- she must be embarrassed or- nervous?

“No need to apologize. I just wanted to see how you all were doing? It’s rare I get a moment to talk to everyone around here!” His smile is radiant as he addresses your family, your breath faltering as he moves his hand to the small of your back.

“Good! We’re all great! Home from college from now,” your mother winks at you, “just enjoying all the ways the Lord has been blessing us!” She’s overly excited as she relishes in the priest’s attention.

“Amen to that.”

Electricity flows from Father Matthew’s fingertips as he lightly grazes the seam of your dress. Your vision seems to blur at the foreign touch, only to be spewed on by the throbbing ache from between your thighs. The conversation is incoherent, your only train of thought telling your body to relax. breathe in, breathe out.

“I’m glad to hear it, it was nice speaking with you!” You take his words as your cue to leave but are halted as your parents take a few steps away.

“Actually,” the way he says your name nearly stops your heart entirely. “I was wondering if you’d be interested in confession?” His lip is upturned in a seasoned smile, one you had recognized before.

“I- um,”

“There’s no pressure, of course. I could just always use the extra practice. Not many people come around anymore, if you can believe that!” You swear you could see the crinkles form around his eye through the red glasses, and you sigh as his hand finally leaves your back.

“Sure. I’m, uh, definitely guilty of that.” As quickly as you relaxed at the absence of his touch, another part of you craved it.

He senses your hesitation, his attuned ears catching the way you crane your neck to scout your parents, only to hide a smile as he can hear your hands flap, shooing away your parents.

“You first,” he motions towards the confessional, vacant gaze trained towards your figure, disappearing into the confines of secrecy.

The wooden bench chills the backside of your thighs as you sit. The silhouette of your priest altered through the grated partition causes your heartbeat to quicken, and you’re suddenly on trial for your sins.

“Bless me, Father Murdock, for I have sinned…” He catches the shakiness in your voice, and the mention of his name causes him to shift his legs in his private section.

“It’s been…” You have to think of how long you had been away at college to remember the last time you’d repeated the phrase. “Four months since my last confession.”

“I’m glad you’re here now.”

“Thank you, Father Murdock-”

“Matthew. You can call me Matthew, if you’d like.” Your cheeks flush at the invitation and he notices, of course he does. Father Matthew… If only he knew how many times that name left your lips in the privacy of your bedroom.

“I, um… I have been struggling lately, Father Matthew.” The weighted confession leaves your mouth causing the crotch of his pants to grow tighter in unholy temptation.

“I have these feelings,” you clear your throat.

“Feelings?”

“Yes. Feelings that sometimes, well,” You’re unsure of how much you’re willing to tell. Granted, the guilt had been eating you alive, but a part of you enjoyed it- enjoyed it the way you enjoyed the feel of him pressing into your back.

“Sometimes they actually turn physical and…” he can tell you’re nervous by the way your cheeks warm and you cross your legs, clenching your thighs together in the process.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed or nervous, God honors your honesty, and so do I.” His voice is calm, almost too calm, and eases you into your repentance.

“When do these feelings typically happen?“ he already knew the answer; it was as if he was baiting you, perhaps he was.

He could sense the way you purposefully rubbed your clothed core against the pews while the congregation stood- the hymns hiding the breathy moans that left your lips when you barely rocked forward. He felt the way your lips threatened to wrap around his finger when he placed the bread on your tongue, his attuned ears catching the shakiness of your prayer. He could smell your arousal through the wooden partition as you contemplated your answer.

“They happen often, Father. And I don’t understand them. I’m ashamed, I think.”

“Shame is a heavy burden, but the burden Christ gives us is-“

“Light.” you speak at the same time.

“Exactly. Good girl” Matt catches the breath that becomes lodged in your throat, your pulse beating rapidly as you brush the hair from your face, exposing the delicate skin of your neck. He wants nothing more than to press his lips to the spot behind your ear, helping you to create pretty sounds.

“Tell me, what makes you ashamed of these feelings?” You’re caught off guard at his sultry tone.

“They happen when I do unholy things” Your confession falls on sensitive ears.

“Can you be more specific?”

“Unholy things like…” You don’t even realize your eyes are closed as your fingers caress your thighs, your lower lip hiding a moan as your fingertips brush the hem of your cotton panties. What are you doing?

“Like what you’re doing right now?” Matt noticed the way your concentration had adjusted, and he could sense the pad of your fingertips rub against the thicker seam- your breath falters and your body tenses as you’re caught. His cock throbs in the confinement of his pants.

“None of us are without sin. But I am interested in something.” His voice is raspy.

“Why don’t you show me how you sin?” you feel faint but gasp audibly at his proposal, your core throbbing at the thought.

“Father… I don’t… I”

“Your heavenly father has already forgiven you. May I?” He leans his head closer to the partition, eager to sense your response. You whimper at the thought of pleasuring yourself, fully confessing and at the mercy of the priest, and your fingers brush against your warm cunt, causing you to whisper a moan as you graze the bundle of nerves.

“That’s it, so obedient.” he clears his throat. “Do that again for me.”

The pad of your fingertips press into your clit and your eyes flutter shut.

“Good girl,” He notes the way you moan at the praise. “Tell me, how do you feel?”

“I feel, I feel dirty.” You do. You really, really do. But you also feel really, really good.

“Dirty is an interesting word to use… tell me where your hands are.”

“They’re on my thighs, Father.” He waits for a moment as he listens for the sound of your soft skin being kneaded, but he finds something else entirely.

“Angel, lying defeats the purpose of confession. Where are your hands?” It’s condescending and almost threatening, and you realize where you’re sitting and who you’re talking to.

It’s wrong. You know it’s wrong. He knows it’s wrong. But neither of you are willing to stop.

“They’re on my… my…”

“Your pussy?” He growls as he finally palms his hard length while imagining your innocent body responding to his games.

“Yes.” You’re fully clothed but feel naked- exposed.

“Good girl. There’s no shame in pleasure. After all, God created it. Are your thighs spread open?” He knew the answer. He could practically taste the way you coated the booth.

“Yes.”

“I want to ask you something, is that alright?“

“Yes.”

“Have you ever tasted yourself before?” Your stomach lurches at the thought.

“No.”

“Such a shame.” You swear you hear him tsk in disapproval. “Would you like to?”

“Y-yes.”

The curtain of your booth is pulled away quickly, equally catching you off guard. You hadn’t even heard him remove himself from his side, and you certainly weren’t expecting to see the flushed face of your priest as your legs were spread wide open for anyone to see. Truthfully, though, you didn’t care if anyone saw. You were unable to form any other thought, fully surrendering to the desires of your flesh, whatever that meant.

It’s silent for a moment as he stands in front of you, his head turning to perceive your already wrecked state. Heavy breaths fill the small space as anticipation grows. Your back sinks against the hardwood, causing your thighs to spread even further, your clothed pussy peeking out from under your dress in silent invitation. Matt accepts gladly, wishing he could watch the way your eyes grew in size as he lowered himself in front of you.

His hands, the ones you had fantasized about so many times before, shakily greet your calves, the fingers gently teasing against the skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake. He smirks at the way you moan at the minimal touch, only then wondering how much you had been denying yourself.

“Angel,” his lips press into the inside of your knee. “Have you sinned like this before? With another person?”

You shake your head in response, and Matt can tell the answer by the way your arousal seeps from your panties, but you quickly correct yourself.

“N-no Father Matthew.”

“Such a good girl.” He places another kiss on the opposite knee.

“Oh, Christ!” You exhale as his hands travel further towards your core, his fingers dancing against your thighs, kisses littering wherever he touches. He smiles at your reactions.

Teeth lightly nip at the delicate flesh, and he inhales deeply as his nose practically nudges against where you crave him the most. He sighs into you, his warm breath against your sobbing pussy causing you to moan.

“So responsive,” his thumb traces the inside seam of your white cotton underwear, threatening to please you. “May I?” He faces you, desperately trying to find your eyes.

“Yes.” You whisper, giving permission to something you’re not even sure he’s asking.

The heel of your foot, the hardness of a pew, the softness of a pillow, the texture of a stuffed animal was nothing compared to the way Matt’s thumb caressed your throbbing clit through your panties. You jolted, nearly hitting your head, at the unfamiliar sensation.

“Oh!” His fingers grabbed onto the plump flesh of your thighs just as they held onto the pew, his thumb rubbing gentle circles into your bundle of nerves.

“F-father,” You call for him, failing to catch the amusement plastered on his face.

“Hm? How does this feel, sweetheart? You can’t form words to express how you were feeling.

“Good. S-so good. Thank you.” He moans at your gratitude, his member throbbing consequently. His fingers hook into the elastic, patience leaving his body as he desperately needs to taste you.

“Angel, let me make you feel good.” He pleads with a kiss to your panty-cladded cunt. An open mouth moan against your core causes you to reach for him as he denies himself the pleasure of lapping up your taste. “Please, will you let me make you feel good?”

You aren’t sure how it can feel much better than this, but you oblige with ease.

“Please, Father Matthew. Please make me feel good.”

Your underwear fall to your ankles with haste, the air against your wet pussy causing you to shiver. Matt shivers as your arousal floods the tiny space, taunting him to devour you.

“Sweetheart, you tell me if you’d like me to stop, okay?” His fingers find your hand and wrap around your wrist as you give your silent consent.

His warm breath greets you first as you sharply inhale, this will be fun, and he teases you with the flat of his tongue pressing against the entirety of your pussy.

“H-help.” Had he heard you correctly?

“Help? Is everything okay? Would you like me to stop?” His brows furrowed in concern and he loosened his grip.

“No!” You practically shout, the echo hurting his ear slightly. “No! Please. I just… I’ve never felt this and I…” You’re embarrassed to admit you aren’t sure how to feel.

“Relax, angel. I promise I’m going to take care of you, ” He places a small kiss on your thighs. “In your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore,” he quotes scripture before placing his lips to your clit. You relax into the feeling, unsure of whether it was the familiarity of the words or the satiation of your flesh.

The tip of his tongue runs through your wet folds, sucking lightly to taste every drop, before flicking and circling against your swollen clit. Your moans cause his cock to throb against his thigh as he relishes in your sweetness.

“Fuck,” The profanities surprise you as they’re murmured from below. “Taste so fuckin’ delicious, sweetheart.” Your cheeks flush at the compliment.

“So fuckin’ sweet, just like an angel. My little angel,” His lips wrap around your sensitive bundle of nerves and he sucks lightly, the sound of spit audible to anyone who could pass by. He’s surprised by the way you respond and throw your hands against his head before quickly pulling back in regret.

“It’s okay,” he coos from below. “You can touch me.” You burn with temptation at his invitation and sink back into the wooden frame at an awkward angle, your fingers gently caressing the side of his head.

“Oh, Father.” You attempt to stifle your moan by catching part of your dress in your mouth, but he stops you before it passes your lips.

“Don’t be shy, kitten.” An outreached hand reaches to cup your face, his heart softening at the way you nuzzle into his touch. “There’s nothing wrong with seeking pleasure. Do you need me to help you?” you nod your head against his palm and he grabs your thighs, pulling you closer against him

“There you go, such a good girl. Just like that.” Your head falls back as he laps up your arousal from your leaking hole and places kitten licks against your clit, your moans falling freely.

“God,” you whimper, “that feels so good. I-I like that.”

He continues his ministrations, applying a steady pressure to your sensitive clit as your fingers grip into his hair and your hips lightly rut into him. He growls against your movements, and a wet spot grows visible against his trousers.

“That's it princess,” He moans into you. “Show me what you like. Show me how you like it.” you adjust your hips and lightly grind against his tongue. His grip onto you tightens, surely leaving bruises in return, as he encourages you to grow confident in your motions.

“Please please please” unsure of what you’re asking for as your thrusts grow quicker and more erratic. Matt mumbles a prayer and hums against your clit, causing you to force his face to press into you even more.

“Do that again, please.” you beg for more of the new sensations, his hums vibrating against your most sensitive area. He obliges with haste, silently praying and eager for a taste of your release.

An unfamiliar sensation bubbles within as your priest devours your pleasure. If the idea of the holiest man you knew moaning against your virgin cunt wasn’t enough to bring you to an orgasm, the sounds of your slick and his drool mixing and coating your clit was enough to do so.

“Father, what’s happening?” Your eyes attempt to open, but your lashes flutter at the pleasure. Your chest heaves as Matt brings you to the edge of your first orgasm.

“Just as the Father has washed you from iniquity, let this feeling wash over you, angel.” You’re sure you’ve reached Heaven. Your entire body tenses as you cling onto Matt, holding him against your clit as your orgasm washes over you in waves.

“Oh fuck! Oh Christ!” The muscles in your thighs tremble as they involuntarily close around the priest’s head; he moans as the sweetness of your taste and smell floods his senses. Your body shakes with pleasure and your abs contract with each wash of euphoria.

Your arousal drips from you like honey from a honeycomb, and Matt collects it with the tip of his tongue and spreads it over your clit before sucking gently, causing you to jolt from overstimulation.

“Ouch!” You flinch, “It hurts, Father.”

“If we are to share his glory, we must also share his suffering.” He recites the verse into your sopping cunt with a last lick, savoring your first sin. You’re surprised as he reaches for your face and brings you forward, your lips pressing into one another with a gentle kiss.

You moan into him, embarrassed that you’re enjoying the simple intimacy and the taste of you. He returns the pleasantry, his tongue tracing your swollen bottom lip before breathing into you a final time; his heart mirrors you at the slight ache.

His lips trail kisses from your face to your neck, stopping at your core while his fingers dip between your folds for good measure, before disappearing behind his lips. He continues his trail of kisses down the length of your legs before pulling your panties in their proper position.

Your legs groan as you finally stand at your full height and marvel at the sight below you. The priest's robes had been abandoned long ago, and he looked oddly human as he knelt below you. Your hand reaches towards him, reaching to hold his face, and he leans into your tender touch. He places an intimate kiss on your palm before standing, awkwardly adjusting the erection in his pants.

“I, um, I can-” He smiles at your offer.

“No, you don’t have to. It’s okay, angel. You did enough today.” You blush at his words, wishing you could run from the impending separation.

You’re surprised as he places a kiss to your forehead before running his hands against your figure, straightening the hem of your dress with precision and a kind smile, the sheen of your arousal still evident on his lip. You return the favor by gingerly adjusting the red tinted glasses and brushing a piece of his hair from his forehead. Your thumb rubs against his lips before disappearing into your mouth.

“Will I see you next Sunday?” He breaks the tender moment.

“Yes, Father.”

“Good girl.”

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warnings; NSFW! dark!priest matt, sex in a church, oral (fem!receiving) Matt is a priest! but also daredevil, use of his enhanced hearing, overstimulation, degrading, praising, slight breeding kink. i think that's it but if i missed anything??? (not proofread)

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Matt wasn’t content with his life. He thought as a catholic man—as a priest no less, he would feel a sense of blissfulness. He was helping others, doing good for the world which he always wanted to do.  But he didn’t feel good. All he really felt was a constant loop of anger or despair. His life was on repetitive cycle one where he got through just to get to the end of each day.

Wake up, shower, eat breakfast, brush teeth, get dressed, leave to spend all day in the church doing sermons, administer the seven sacraments, and taking confessions.  It would distract him enough throughout the day.

That same anger and despair are what drove Matt to go out every night, dealing with the criminal injustice Hell’s Kitchen had offered. It wasn’t right, he knew this— but he couldn’t stop himself. It was the only time he felt good. When he was doing god’s work in the form of a devil.

He would confess his sins to Father Lantom and take his penance. But it never stopped him. It never stopped him from beating the criminals to a pulp and listening to people who needed help. But lately, his emotions were heightened. He was angrier and number causing him to beat the criminals more violently. He had to stop himself countless times and took the past few nights off, scared of what he was capable of.

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Shall I Worship Thee?

Father Paul Hill x Female!Reader (Midnight Mass)

Summary: A confession leads to worship.

Word count: 2,251

Warnings:  Mature readers only 18+ - minors do not interact! Priest kink, praise kink (maybe?), cunnilingus, p in v sex, sacrilege, blasphemy, sex in a church. 

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The wood squeaks as you take your seat, piercing through a certain claustrophobic quality of this booth. Whether it’s the tiny quarters or the countless secrets exposed within, you don’t know, but you take a deep breath, waiting for the priest to invite you to confess.

Oh, the things he will hear.

“Go on, friend.”

Soft, soothing, smooth, the priest’s voice wraps around you with those three simple words. It drapes over your skin like your favorite blanket.

“Forgive me, Father,” you begin, “for I have sinned. It has been three weeks since my last confession.”

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Hear hear! I recently (two nights ago) re-watched Midnight Mass (no, I don't have a life outside work, I collect meme and buy books I don't have time to read) so yesterday night, instead of: finish the WIP I should have ended a month ago / sleep / read a real book / sleep / call a friend / sleep...you get it, I pulled a late night fic session. This monster is the result. I'm not responsible for the incomprehensible parts and typos, my Hamish-rotten brain is.

I hope you'll enjoy:

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Characters: Father Paul (M) / Reader (F)

Tags: minors away! / vampirism / self-harm / Father Paul is a tall menace / Bev is Bev / catholicism f*ucked me up / blasphemous use of religious formulas / blood thirst / the greatest shag you could ever have on a Thursday night in very curious circumstances with a sexy vampire priest / oh yes obviously smut / it means sex / dirty dirty sex

Premise:

You are a parishioner at the time Riley has not been turned yet, but John has, and between his first death and Millie's forced restart_exe he was neck deep in a delusional fantasy, and progressively more unhinged. Joe Collins's death was an act of God, but had to remain an isolated call. Bev arranged a list of loyal disciples that would willingly "offer themselves" for a mysterious purpose. Meanwhile John is hearing the voice of the angel clearer and louder and it is more and more difficult to STOP himself from snap at Sturge, or even Bev, and quench his thirst, quiet the pull from his stomach that turns everything hot and red. The voice that compels him to devour and rip apart, becoming one thing with the light.

If only there was something equally fulfilling...

When Bev asked you to "offer a service to God" the answer was yes, of course, anything for the parish. True, the miracles on Crockett Island were astonishing and the islanders' mood was the beast it had been in years. People smile again and the atmosphere is electrifying. Work is flowing in and you think you can pay the last tranche of debts soon and move to the mainland. But right now, you would do anything to help (and maybe get closer) the charismatic priest who caused so much turmoil among the churchgoers.

His sermons moved you to tears, but the rumble of his voice and his tremendous energy pinned you to the bench at every mass, and the contrast with the gentle, sweet man you meet outside church puzzles you. His ghost follows you home and stays with you at your work desk. You see his pitch black eyes staring at you at communion, when you kneel at his feet and the vision of him pulling your hair back and sliding a thumb in your parted lips murmuring "body of Christ" blurs, and then you rise up on wobbly legs, heat pulsing almost painfully between your legs.

And now you are in the same room with Beverly Keane, and Father Paul, as you know him, and Bev is telling you of the sacrifice of the Lamb and Isaac and how the Almighty would never hurt the true believer for no reason. All you understand is that you have to do it on yourself, and Father Paul is somehow involved. You're sitting in front of each other, you in plain shirt and a short pleated skirt, a rare exception to your usual slacks, Father Paul in skinny jeans that clashed with the white collar on black buttoned up shirt. Like he was wearing the clothes of two different people, or he left the house in a rush before he could decide if today he was Father, late for a parish meeting, or Paul, going on a date.

Bev explains to you that it's just a cut, on the arm or maybe the thigh, eying disapprovingly your naked knees. Against your best intentions, you blush at the thought. Father Paul seems to notice, but his gaze doesn't move from Bev who wants your reassurance about absolute discretion on this encounter.

"I won't tell a soul. So" you look at Father Paul, who is still avoiding eye contact "Can you tell me what and how exactly this is going to happen?"

He is quick to deliver an answer, while stretching his back on the chair. Distracted by the sway of his hips you struggle to focus on words (but for real, those jeans are way too stretch, no surprise he has to spread his legs like that) but you're brought back to reality by the seriousness of his tone.

"You will cut yourself, I suggest the forearm to begin with (your eyes involuntary dart to his slender thighs) something small, please don't severe a finger" He says the last words with a hint of worry that you perceive a bit paternalistic.

A Father all in all.

"And then? You'll collect my...blood or I let it flow or.."

"It will be collected and you will be medicated, Bev will take care of the whole operation. The pain will be minimal and the loss risible. And thank you. God bless your gift."

He sits up and puts a hand on your shoulder and you would never tell anyone but there's a sudden shift in Father Paul's posture, like he's preparing to get closer to you, almost leaning on you, but the voice of Bev captures your attention once again. The woman has the uncanny talent of make you want to curse under breath just to see her stiffen.

"Actually Father, I need to find Sturge before mass starts tonight, he seems to be crossing a rough patch of faith, and my presence is essential. I was going to call Dolly to assist but...you were quite insisting on calling her here tonight and I had no time, the errands on my shoulders are multiplying - not that I'm complaining Father, but with you indisposed it's my responsibility to carry on the parish. I will call for her now, if you excuse me."

"No, I will do it."

"Mons... Father, I don't think it's a good idea. I'm sure Dolly won't mind to help."

" Dolly is too excitable, she almost fainted last time we...asked her contribution. X/You here will follow my instructions and I will help with the medication."

Bev standed still, eyes darting from him to you with apprehension and a hit of annoyance "Are you sure you don't want me to come back then, it will just take a few..."

"It will be fine Bev, my necessities have been taken care of this morning, X/You will be home before dusk, we don't want to bother her more than it's necessary. You can go. Please."

Necessities?

Anyways, hearing his voice dropping two octaves while basically kicking Bev Keane out was enough to make you say yes to whatever was happening there. As long as he kept smiling at you like that.

"Very well, I'll see you in the rectory then. X/You. Father."

The clang of the door echoed loud in the empty hall. Father Paul was standing in front of you (how did he move so fast?) offering you a surgeon knife by the blade, a brass goblet in the other hand.

Not something you expect from a regular Thursday night.

"I'll keep this underneath your arm, close to the skin. We'll count till 100 and then you'll press this gauze on the cut. I'll tie a knot on with a bandage and then you'll go home." He stops and looks straight at you, arms crossed on his chest. He shines another boyish smile and a rush of blood pulls to your core, giving you heart-flutters. He must have noticed the sudden reddening of your cheeks because he steps closer, towering over you, an alarmed expression on his face. "You don't have to be scared, it will be quick and almost painless. Trust me."

Embarrassed at your own bodily reaction, you mentally thank God for making Father Paul think you are suddenly freaking out. Although you are, a little.

"I know I promised to not make a word of this but I need to know it. Who is this for? Is it you? Has it something to do with your stomach bug and your fainting? Are you ill?"

He's so close you can smell his lavander soap and a musky scent underneath, and curiously, he seems to be doing the same with you. His voice becomes a murmur, so low you can feel it reverberating in your chest.

"There are many things I need to explain, X/You, to you, to the parishioners, and all will be revealed in God's time. All the mysteries we have been confided in, the Lord's blessings and the marvelous things coming soon on this island. Yes, I've been ill and I'm still...recovering. In my prayers I ask God to cast his light on me and he answered me with such strenght and clarity I can only obey his wish. He shows me who to enter in communion with, to share his light with, and I follow his commandments."

You're both standing now, his hands are hanging loose, the goblet strangled in one hand while he delivers the most absurd monologue you've ever heard. His words make no sense but the vulnerability he's showing is drawing you closer to him.

"What do you mean for enter in communion?"

He shuffles on his feet, visibly indecisive before shrugging off a thought.

"Eat and drink these, cause it is my blood and my flesh, offered in sacrifice to you. Transubstantiation. I enter more in contact with God the more I let him operate through me."

The realization pours on you, freezing you on the spot

"You're drinking their blood?" The question is so absurd you can't believe your own voice. Father Paul widens his eyes in a pleading expression, the face of innocence.

"I saw you, at mass." What the?...

You involuntary blush, again. You just heard him confessing something too crazy to be true, a telepathic priest is going to be the final straw. Did he notice your gaze lingering too long on his thick mane, or how you seemed always the last to leave church, so that you could savory the thrill of being alone with him, even if for few moments, in the dim lit hall?

"The people that are offering their help, giving me...nourishment, they all look like you do."

"Concerned and frankly confused?"

"Hopeful". A short intake of breath, then Father Paul closes the gap between you two and you are almost knocked off by the quiet strenght he exudes. The man in front of you has decided to abandon all his previous masks and open up to you. He's demanding, no, pretending all your attention and you can't refuse. Large hands land on your shoulders and almost cover your collarbone.

"You come to church almost every day, and each time you go home restored, the word of God soothing your pains and worries. I see the light of faith shining brighter, your steps lighter. I know your story, X/You, it hasn't been easy to come back here after so many years, weaving the strings of your life in a tolerable shape. Always kind, always looking for a hint of hope. I see that. Your heart can't lie, not even now. You don't have to be lonely anymore"

You can hear you own heartbeats muting your thoughts, and it's with incredible difficulty that you stop your traitor body from lean closer and dwell in Father Paul's embrace, but somehow you resist.

"Sounds a lot like a hunter who studies a prey before asking them to cross the street blindfolded."

Father Paul lets you go all at once and you curse yourself for missing the warmth of his palms on your arms but you stand and watch him sitting back on the chair. His expression is indecipherable, but the energy in the room is long from faded. What is worse, you don't want to get out of there either, whatever is happening, his focus on you is intoxicating. The mention of your lack of close friends on the island stings though, and you wonder if he's aware of your "other" loneliness, although as a priest he already heard your confession.

Your secrets.

Sure, you didn't adventure into details, but c'mon, he could be crazy but he can read a room.

"There's a theory that some animals are more willing to face the unknown for the benefit of the rest of the pack. They trust their intuition. There could be a monster on the other side of the valley or the Elysian Fields, they can only hope and pray to their god. What is your gut telling you? Complete honesty, X/You, I am being honest, right now, with you."

"Is it true? You're really convinced God has a plan for all of us, and you are, what, his executioner?"

"I'm just a humble missionary"

"You seem quite confident for a man who didn't dare to look me in the eye when you meet me outside of church"

His eyes sparkle mischievously, palms up in sign of surrender.

"It was not my intention to offend you, but you should know how overwhelming your energy is. Since my...dizzy spell I became quite sensitive about other people's presence. You, young lady, could fill a room with the strenght of your emotions. I see you sitting in the same pew day after day and I know you want to believe. I see your desire. I see all of your desires. I know this is so much all at once but I ask you to open up and listen. Open yourself up to hope, have courage. Or you will sit on that bench all your life waiting for someone to decide for you"

It's the quietest your internal fire alarms have been since Bev left the room, and you take a deep breath before walking the short distance that divides you from Father Paul, invading the space between his parted legs and looking down on him, a curious feeling of empowerment filling you to the troath. Ready or not, here you come.

"If it's so hard to be in my company, explain why you have invited ME here, when you have avoided to be alone with me for more than few minutes. Well, apart from confession."

"Apart from confession." He smiles, locking your eyes without showing willingness to move from a frankly awkward position. Your knees are grazing his thighs, sending sparks down deep to your core. You feel yourself losing power in that stare, and for a moment you accept to believe the frankly batshit crazy story you've been told.

"If it's true I want to see it. You need my blood? Show me it is true and maybe I'll believe"

"You want proof? Put your finger in my chest, see the sign of the nails in my hands? We really do not have to go that way"

"From what you've told me you are the one who is gonna stick his teeth in my wrist. Why wasting any nourishment when you can drink from the tap?"

You see his eyes darkening, and wonder if the promised land is, in fact, a schoolbus that's gonna crush your stupid rabbit head.

"I don't want to hurt you"

You grab the blade on the chair behind you, and before you have time to think again you sink it into your arm just above the wrist and pull, praying you have not signed your death certificate. The blood is darker that you expected, and immediately starts to drip on the linoleum.

"C'mon Father, drink".

He's on you in a second, locking you arm with both hands, and the the look he gives you is one of pure amazement, and you did not know what to expect except pain, but the mouth on your cut is almost reverent, and the sound of his tongue lapping and sucking your bloody wrist is so obscene that you hear yourself moan, shocked by the sudden intimacy and the (not painful, not exactly) motion of suction, alternate by the swallowing sounds. You run your hand through Paul's curls, mimicking the rythm of his lapping. Your arousals scares you for its intensity, and your knees decide you had enough for the day and give up. Paul is immediately holding you while you slump on the ground without breaking contact with your skin. His long legs keep up your torso, and you don't protest when a large hand wraps around your naked thigh, your skirt lifted up your waist. Everything is indecent in the picture you're in. The unnatural feeding is simultaneous to the seductive way his fingers slide up under the hem of your skirt, grazing the silky fabric of your underwear. You shove your hips against the hand pinning you down (oh how many times you have imagined him stepping down the altar and doing this), begging for pressure.

It's grotesque. And it's the most erotic thing that has ever happened to you.

A loud pop and a low groan come from the place where Paul's head is, and you shiver when you feel his tongue lapping your sore arm, cleaning the wounds as a mother cat would do with her kitten.

"Don't stop. I...can take more."

Father Paul ignores your embarrassing plea, and retrieves a handkerchief that he clumsily knots around your wrist. His shoulders are tense, hair tousled, eyes dark as night-sky, gleaming gold in the fluorescent light.

He's himself and something else. He's the gorgeous man who you first saw in a golden chasuble, and he's also a wild animal caught in the moonlight. A part of him that clearly wants to devour you. You clench at the thought.

"This should be enough to stop the bleeding. It will heal soon, you'll see."

His mouth is smeared with your blood and you have to represse the urge to lick it off him.

"Thank you for letting me show you. Are you still scared?"

It's only then that he regains consciousness of his hand still browsing over the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, but when he does, he doesn't move it. Your head is light, you skin burning with want. This is madness, and you're Alice all the way through the mirror. You put your hand on his and guide it over your sex, which ached at the light pressure. The sharp intake of breath is followed by a shifting on the spot, like he is trying to find a more comfortable position.

"So you were never afraid then. You heard His voice too, although the message may differ."

Still cradling between his legs, you run your hands to his shoulders and wrap them behind his neck, fingers digging in the luscious mane.

"I think you owe me a more complete explanation, but before that, I need you to hear this." You pull yourself closer, murmuring in his ear "I'm not afraid of you, Father. In fact, I think you haven't finished feeding yet".

With those words you are signing a contract that you don't know if you will ever be able to fulfill, but before the bus stomps you, or you find the promised land, if the World is crazier than to you have ever thought, there's still one thing you want. And you're not letting it go.

The man you learned to call Father Paul, who just drank your blood and can hear your heartbeat, pulls you against his chest, groaning in the crook of your neck, and for a moment you think he's gonna rip you apart, but then he gently lays your shivering body down and covers you head to toe with his. The strength with which you're manhandled makes you hold your breath in anticipation, and when he rips open your shirt and hums at the sight of your exposed flesh you're not so sure anymore of how this story will end. You remember something, and surprise yourself with an embarrassing confession:

"One night, not long ago, I was walking home and I couldn't stop my feet from heading towards church. I stand there hours summoning the courage to knock at your door."

"I know, I heard you. Your heart drum the most fascinating melody. You didn't knock though."

"I knocked once and then I ran. I hoped you would think is was just a bird."

"I was curious to see what you'd do. What did you want?"

"I...wanted to see you. Alone. I didn't know if it was the mentor that I needed, or the man"

"And if I had answered it?" Dexterous fingers exploring your body, opening zippers and removing every barrier to your skin.

"After opening the door and let me in, I'd have shut the door behind and followed you. I'd bring you near the desk. You'd leant back on it while I kneeled and worked your trousers open. I'd look up at you lick my lips and you'd let me take you in my mouth."

Pants and bra are the last items to go, leaving you at the mercy of Paul, who is stroking you like a soft, delicate pet. When you move your hands to touch yourself, desperate for contact, he twists your arms under your back, and keeps you in that constraining position while he discards his own clothes and you're both finally naked.

"I'd run my tongue up and down and swallow every inch of you until you are a mess and beg in my name."

"I can say it now, X/You. And beside, that is not how I intend to fill you up, deepening our communion."

You arch your back, trying to establish more satisfying contact. You feel his muscles tensing, thrusting his whole body against yours as he pushes your legs apart and grabs the back of your thighs, aligning himself to your entrance. The head of his cock finds your throbbing cunt, wet by unhinged thoughts that keep shaping in your mind.

Of all the things you want to do to him.

Of all the things you pray he does to you.

Paul lifts his head to the ceiling, eye closed, unmoving, trembling.

"Forgive me Lord for I am going to follow your commands which are ineffable and as you teach me every day revealing your great and mysterious plan. For if I am going to sin is to surrender to - oh my god - your greatest purpose and through communion getting closer to you. Amen"

The curse that followed would have been hilarious if it was not that Paul had started to meticulously stretch you open, each thrust a bit deeper, until his cock is shoved in till the groin. The pleasure is so exquisite you start sobbing.

Only then Paul puts his mouth on yours in a soft kiss, and you can taste copper on his tongue. His golden, mesmerizing eyes are fixed in yours, but they are not asking for permission.

"Amen" is all you say, and it begins.

He starts fucking you ruthlessly, chasing friction. You shift lower down on the floor and he takes the hint, pushing your legs up using the new angle to sink all the way in, fingers marking your ass in the same way a lion uses his claws to claim his mate. He's already close, and so are you, but you don't want this to be over yet. You couldn't overpower him in your wildest dream, his body weight enough to crush you if he wasn't careful, and you are realising the chasuble hid a rock-solid body, muscle tensing the glistening skin. He suddenly slows down the rythm, letting your legs down, limp and useless, and slides an arm under your back, pressing your clit in a maddeningly slow, deepening hips swaying.

"Since we're in this together, let's take our time, uh?" His kisses are long and sensual now, and you don't even notice anymore the rusty lingering taste "I can feel your desire, your blood pressure rising, the sensitive peripheral nerves flooded with electricity. Every part of you reacts to my touch, it's delightful. Your need is so strong I can smell it."

Pleasure and frustration take you over in waves, sending sparks to your mounting peak.

"What does it smell like?"

"Iron. Pheromones. Something sweeter from your cunt, like ripe cherries. The salt on your skin evaporating on mine. Your desire is sticky, I won't get it off me for weeks"

"I hope so. My blood is inside you, now I want you to make me forget about it and fuck me like it's my last wish. And like it's the only thing you need right now."

The look he gives you turns you even more delirious, making you clench hard around his length. One hand busy caressing your troath, Paul uses the other to sustain your arching back and finally fuck you thoroughly, each thrust hitting an exquisite spot that is making you see stars under your shut lids.

"It's a good thing I didn't answer that night, X/You." You dwell in the sound of his voice, so gentle and menacing at the same time, like a distant rumble announcing a storm "You most certainly would have had what you were looking for but..."

You groan at the thought, and you pull Paul's fingers to your mouth, sucking his index and feeling the heat pooling in your sex when he moans.

"But I'm not sure I would have been able to control myself. You see, even now, with you like this, begging me to make you come, full, satiated, all I want is to bite you again. Feed again." He stops and closes his eyes, hard, fast thrusts hitting your spot.

"Paul" he opens his eyes and the glimmer gives you an involuntary shiver "If you can control yourself, and you have shown me you can, then do it. Bite me."

He stops moving altogether, one hand cupping your neck

"It is a sin... indulging in...I will not stop. I could not stop."

"Feel my heart" you bring his hand on your breast, cupping his face with the other. "I'm not afraid, Paul. I want it. I want you."

With a swift move he lifts you up and makes you sit on him, impaling you deeper than before but letting you room for movement. You immediately start grinding on his cock, finally feeling the pressure getting ready to be released. Murmuring something that sounded like a prayer, Paul makes a fist of your matted hair, exposing the gentle curve of your neck.

"Paul -oh god - I am going to finish soon if you keep...oh"

The bite is more painful than the cut, but somehow you know he hasn't sunk deep. The obscene sucking sound is accompanied by Paul's arms pressing you closer, bringing both of you over the brim and back for a few hot-white minutes.

When you come back to your senses, Paul is delicately mending your neck, expression oscillating between exhaustion and gratitude.

He kisses you. And you think you're crying but it's him, murmuring soft-spoken in your ear secrets and prayers.

The only part you can grasp of this litany sounds like "Here, here, my beautiful sin."

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Little Lady, Big Guns

hope you like chapter/part 4 :)

Bzzz, bzzzz. 

A pounding headache had reached the forefront of my head, nearly blinding me from the small rays of sunshine peaking through the blinds. My whole body seemed to slightly ache but most of the pain was concentrated on my lower back and…butt? As I went to massage the tense muscles my hand was met with a film of plastic. My instincts screamed and I jumped out of bed immodestly shoving my pajama pants to my ankles and eyeing the plastic area. There in small but bold ink just below my hip read “Gun Girl of 141” with a small poorly drawn clipart of a pistol. A deep laugh emerged from my throat as tears began rolling down my cheeks from laughing so hard. This was definitely one for the books. My room was messier than I remember leaving it and my small clock on the desk read 11:42. Shit, even though it was technically a weekend I still had to get something productive done. I slipped into a blue dress with small white flower designs and fixed your self up before heading out the door. 

After sending my final email I finally got the chance to sit back and breath. The day wasn’t stressful however there had been a lack of large army men to lighten your hangover. And so I withdrew from my office and made my way to Price’s office hoping for a new assignment. Price however wasn’t in his usual chair and so you went to the next possible place, the meeting room. It was there that well all of 141 resided. 

“Vera thank the lord, I was loosing braincells with these knuckle heads. I’ve got a task for you” 

Price’s voice had alerted the guys who stood seemingly also hungover. Soap stood with a stupid toothy grin, he had to have known about my tattoo discovery this morning. I gave Price and nod and squirmed my way between soap and ghost, sitting on the conference table and swinging my legs. 

“we need customized gear and weapons for a mountain of a man think you could do that?”

I raised my hand in a small salute, giving a mock serious expression.

“Sir yes sir, but please inform me why this guy cant fit into standard issued clothes?”

Soap nudged Ghost and gave him a sly grin which ghost only ignored, however I could see his eyes scanning me through my peripheral. 

“Well here he comes in”

My eyes drifted to the entrance of the room where a very very tall bulky figure ducked to walk underneath the doorway. As he came into the light the first thing that caught my eye was the absolute unit this guy was, completely massive in height and muscle. He had a large once white but now slight grey cloth snippers hood draped across his face. Two eye holes had been cutout however he had eye black smeared around his eyes. His eyes shifted all over the room. I let out a breathy “gawd damn” under my breath but apparently it was loud enough to warrant a gaze from Ghost. His eyes seemed to sharpen and he returned his gaze to the man, his jaw tense with annoyance. The huge man held his hand out and waved to both Soap and Ghost and then his eyes settled on me. He approached further and held out his hand to mine, and I let my small hand slip to his much larger hand and broke the silence. 

“My name is Vera, I’ll be your designer.” 

“I am König, thank you for helping me.”

I used his hand to pull myself up off the table and craned my head to look up at him, he seemed miles away. My mouth pulled into a wide smile and from miles away König’s eyes had widened. 

“You’re all seeing this right? I’m 5’1 on a good day and König  you are?” “Around 182 centimeters or um..6 foot 10?”

His heavily thickened accent made my smile widen as I gestured to the two of us to the rest of the group. 

“Finally Price a challenge! König you and me will get along just fine.”

His eyes seemed to reflect happiness although I really couldn’t tell under his sniper hood, the masked men are the hardest to read. 

“Thank you team, y’all are dismissed.” 

I started to turn to walk out the door but Soap stopped me short waving a small cell phone in front of my face. The screen illuminated a picture of me, splayed on a tattoo artist’s chair my pants pulled down slightly to expose skin to the tattoo artist who sat concentrated. My face was twisted in a Cheshire Cat grin and I held up a small peace sign. I snatched the phone from Soap’s hand to get a closer look. 

“Soap that is a sick photo here König look.”

I shoved the phone into his hand and for a second he blanked out. Perhaps from being drawn into a conversation so abruptly , however he still brought the phone to his eye line. And when he did his eyes immediately  shot to the ceiling as his eyes widened.

 “That is a very cool photo” 

Was all he said as he handed the phone back his eyes still adverted away. It was comical the way König was, standing rigid above all of us. I gave the phone back to Soap with a grin on my face.

“Please send that to me, thats priceless. But me and König should probably go start on designing, See y’all at lunch.” 

As I began to walk away I noticed heavy footsteps behind me, but for every step I took theirs were doubled. And soon König was walking right next to me. Let’s see where this goes.

“and that is 35 inches across, let me just get here real quick” 

I had been taking König’s measurements for about an hour and still had a few more to go. His large body meant large measurements which would explain why my largest gun appeared like a rifle in his hands. He had started to warm up to me, his body growing less and less rigid. I stepped down from my step stool and looked at my page of measurements, there was only a couple left thankfully. 

“König these last few measurements are gonna be awkward if you acknowledge it, best thing to do is to ignore me.”

His eyes twisted with slight confusion and his shoulders raised slightly. 

“Whatever you need to do Vera”

I nodded and got down onto my knees and took my thin measuring tape, first wrapping it around his waist, and moving down to wrap it around the largest part of his thighs. 

“Tell me König what’s your favorite animal?”

König’s gaze had remained forward facing but he still leaned his head slightly down. 

“Well to look at perhaps a peacock but to pet I love cats”

His voice was soft and low almost as if he was afraid to speak too loud. I moved my measuring tape to measure the length from the front seam of his crotch to the waistband of his backside. I kept talking in hopes to release any tension or awkwardness. 

“You know there’s this old Russian cartoon called Маша и медведь, or Masha and the bear.” 

I finished my measurements and gestured to myself then him.

“Masha ergo the bear.”

I gave him a wild smile to invite friendliness and thankfully he let out a deep giggle that made his eyes shut. 

“Zat is a good one, that is our uh pet names.”

I’m pretty sure he meant nicknames but I didn’t correct him, might as well let him have it. 

“Okay and we’re done with measurements finally, lastly do you have any preference in style or color?”

His eyes darted slightly to his covered arms and then they locked to mine. 

“I would prefer long sleeves and dark colors.”

I didn’t pry why but instead nodded and scribbled down notes, setting my notebook down on my desk. I brushed my hands off and grabbed my intercom. 

“What do you say we get lunch with the other guys?”

König nodded and waited for me to exit the room first before following me down the hall. 

“I fear Ghost does not like me all that much.”

I meant to wonder it out loud but instead let it come out. König’s head peered down at me and he his eyes shifted slightly. 

“Ghost just needs time to warm up to people, especially new people.”

“What was he like when you first met him?”

“He would never admit it but I think he was intimidated, thought I might replace him as the mysterious masked man. But that was not the case and we are friends now, i hope”

I gave a hum in my throat and pulled down my dress slightly before we walked into the cafeteria, no free show today. Although the lunch line was practically empty the cafeteria was filled to the brim with every liutendent and private on the base. König stood next to me scanning the crowd, his height gave him a large advantage on spotting the table first. Konig placed a large hand on my shoulder and gently guided me to the table that was conveniently in the middle of the cafeteria. As we approached the group they seemed to quiet down at König and I’s presence for whatever reason. It seemed that the short steel table only had one seat left, next to Ghost. And his gaze was focused on König or rather König’s hand on my shoulder. I had started to eye Konig but he had already gestured for me to sit. 

“König come on you can take the sea-“ 

“Please Vera you have been on your feet all day.” 

And yes he was right and my feet had started to ache, oh god might as well. I took the seat next to Ghost and König stood near the front of the table, setting down his tray but picking up his plate.  The tattoo has started to burn slightly making me squirm in my seat.

“Something bothering you?”

It was Ghost who had asked not anybody else.

“Yeah my tattoo from last night hurts like a mother, I don’t remember getting it how drunk was I?” Soap and Gaz shared a look and a grin at each other from across the table.

“You were trying to fist fight all of us because we tried to get you into the car and at one point you swung missed and fell straight on your face”

I let out a laugh and so did the rest of the group even König let out a chuckle. 

“So that’s why my face hurts, go figure.”

i started eating my food but felt a set of eyes on me, I turned up to König  but he was preoccupied with his own plate. Instead i shifted to my right to meet face to face with Ghost. His eyes were softer than usual and they scanned my face, i was waiting for him to say something but he didn’t. 

“Do I have something on my face?”

His features softened even more but he just chuckled and shook his head letting out a breathy. 

“No”

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion, the enigma that is Ghost continues to get more eccentric. If only he could take off that stupid mask and show his emotions, maybe then I would relate to him. I sighed and pushed some of my food around, my appetite seemingly disappearing. I took my packaged muffin and gave it a once over not my cup of tea, I looked up to König who had just finished his plate. 

“Hey медведь, want my muffin?”

He peered down at me and took the muffin from my hand, his hand slightly brushing mine.  

“Danke Masha”

“пожалуйста” 

I gave him a smile and turned to the rest of the table who had grown eerily silent yet again. The eyes of Soap, Gaz, Graves and even Ghost bore slightly into my own. 

“You’re Russian?”

It was Soap who had spoke, his face twisted slightly into a face between confusion and slight anger. My confidence wavered upon seeing his emotion.

“Polish but I speak the language”

It seemed like a large breath of relief and the tension was gone in an instant. 

“Thank god” 

It was Graves who spoke from his end of the table going back to shoving soup into his mouth.

“And if I was Russian? Would you guys resent me?” While the rest of the room was booming with conversation our table grew silent yet again, the ego of these guys. 

“Just because you had a bad expierence with one person doesn’t define the group.” 

Its not that I was mad at them ,more disappointed that they judged so quickly. I get it they had to fight off Russians, but that doesn’t mean they can hate a whole nationality for it. 

“She’s right”

Ghosts deep voice penetrated the silence, and thank god it did I had to get back to work.

“Thanks Ghost, shit I gotta get back, catch ya later team.”

I stood up taking my tray and exited from the side, brushing past König slightly. But before I could walk away his hand caught my arm, and pulled my attention to him. He cocked his head to the side slightly as if asking me “are you ok?” I gave him a smile and nodded, and he released my arm. 

At the table 

As they watched her walk away Konig turned back to the group, nobody could see the slight blush across his cheeks under his mask. 

“König swear to god you’re gonna be the one to cuff her, lucky bastard.”

Gaz had begun to violent poke his food while talking to the whole group. 

“Cuff her?”

Konig’s accent had warranted an eye roll from Ghost who suddenly got up and carried his tray.

“Ghost is jealous, he can’t stand the fact that you’re taller than him. lets hope for your sake Vera likes tall men.”

All the guys except Konig let out a stifled laugh at that and they all went back to their meals and individual conversations. 

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Little Lady, Big Guns

part 3 :) (guys should i add a little konig x reader? 😝)

I smoothed down the fabric of my straight legged pants and adjusted the strap of my one shoulder top. Pants for me were almost unbearable most of the time, i refused to wear them for anything other than partying. Getting drunk in pants meant nothing could uh. 

slip out. not to be crude 

a slight rapping on my quarters door gave me a small burst of electricity down my spine, It was time. I opened the door to a casually dressed, Ghost?

“Come in, Just give me one second.” I left the door agape while shuffling to the makeup organizer on my desk. trying desperate to find my signature perfume scent. 

“do you know what’s going to happen tonight?”

The deep accented voice caught me off guard, I realized I had never heard Ghost spoke until now. It brought a small smile to my face.

“What get drunk and swallow a live fish or perhaps have to sing embarrassing karaoke?”

Ghost’s eyes locked to mine and his large frame, decorated with a tight fitted t shirt seemed to straighten up a little. 

“They’re going to get you blackout, Mazur. Close to alcohol poisoning” 

By the seldom look on his face I knew he wasn’t kidding. But who hasn’t got blackout drunk before?

“Please call me Vera, and I know how to handle myself. But thank you for giving me the heads up.”

The intense eye contact gave my words importance and he nodded then gestured to the door. I took the hint and walked my way into the hall. 

“This has to be a joke”

My arms were squished to my side and my legs forced together, by the two massive men sitting in the Jeep on both sides of me. Ghost and Soap the iconic duo decided the best spot for me would be right between them. 

“Sorry darling but you’re the smallest one here and only Graves can drive his precious Jeep.”

Sitting next to ghost made me realize just what an absolute unit this man was. This guy could definitely throw some weight around. 

maybe he could throw my weight around 

The jeep made a tight left that caused me to bump slightly into the man himself, his eyes flickered down to me. I gave him a sheepish smile and maybe if he didn’t wear that damn mask I would’ve been able to see his full reaction. 

“And it’s right up here, you guys ready?”

“Just please get me out of these two boulders” 

The car doors all opened up and as the two men leapt out I followed suite. Towards the small bar with a wrap around porch. It looked homely enough for a small town bar. The boys were the first to enter, and following I was hit by the atmosphere. Loud music, a couple of pool tables here and there, and framed photos lining almost every inch of every wall. A long sleek wooden bar top was well decorated with lots of men and only a few other women. The three bartenders each had matching old style uniforms and were working diligently through the crowd of drinkers. Further back down a few stairs a small dance floor was semi crowded with people, most of them swaying their hips to the music. 

“This place is exactly my kind of establishment.”

I grinned at Soap who shared a cheeky smile, and continued past him to an empty section of the bar. Where I was greeted by a particularly good looking bartender. 

“What can I get for you sweetheart?”

He flashed me a toothy smirk with his arms splayed over the counter. Just as I was about to order Graves interrupted. 

“She’s new to the base so get her the newbie special” 

The man chuckled and shot me a flirty wink.

“Five shots for the new little lady.”

here we go

The first shot of cinnamon vodka slid down my throat easily, and a warm sensation filled my stomach. The next four went down easily as well, and soon a small crowd of people began to gather round. Considering my high alcohol tolerance this could go on a little wild. 

“How are you feeling?”

Ghost leaned lazily against the bar, his voice hit my ears amongst the buzz and it took me by surprise. 

“Y’all honestly thought 5 shots would get me shit faced? Nice try.”

Soap came from behind me and placed a lazy large arm across my shoulder, giving me slight nudge. 

“This is only the beginning Vera”

Ghost’s eyes flickered from my face to Soap’s arm, then shifted to the bar, solemnly drinking his whiskey. A whistle from an incoming bartender drew all of our attention.

“three shots of our most premium vodka, Балкан” (balkan) 

The bartender set down a row of three tiny shot glasses, and I went to grab one when Ghost reached out and stopped my hand. His large hand covered most of mine, prohibiting me from taking the drink. 

“This the real shit Vera, you have to be careful.”

His eyes bore into mine, almost uncomfortably. But his words along with the 5 shots ignited some rebellion in me. Why’d did he care if I got shitfaced so much? I’m a grown woman, leave me alone attractive ghost man. With a playful smirk on my lips I used my free hand to slip a shot down my throat, all while making direct eye contact with Ghost. His and my eyes did not waver for one second. The burning down my throat slightly unsettled me. but only slightly. A loud cheering from the crowd met my ears, and I threw my arms up in celebration. The liquid confidence soared through my body as I began to feel the warmth in my stomach spread through my body. It was  like watching a movie of someone else’s life, my words were not mine but they came from my mouth. Two shots later and my feet carried me to the dance floor. Unfamiliar faces danced wildly around me, but the booming music seemed to flood away all my suspicion. It seems that everyone had dubbed me “Gun Girl” after Soap telling everyone I was an expert guns master. People had given me drinks most of which I placed down. But now I had a particularly tasty margarita in my left hand. A familiar mohawk entered in my vision

and soon Soap was leaning close to me. 

“Vera we still have one last stop, come on babes.”

He led me off the dance floor and back to the bar where Ghost and Graves still sat on barstools. 

“Ghost, Graves last stop, the place next door?” 

Graves stood and stretched his arms and shoulders, finishing off his drink. Ghost however still sat with a drink in hand, and his mask rolled just above his lips. I could see his sharp jawline as it flexed back and forth in annoyance. Why did Ghost come tonight if he was going to sit and pout?

His eyes suddenly locked to mine and Soap let out a booming laugh. 

“Damn Straight Vera, Ghosts a little debbie downer”

Had I said that out loud, shit. His eyes flickered with an unrecognizable emotion, sadness? anger? I couldn’t interpret it. A small wave of guilt glided over me but was quickly replaced with the euphoria of mmmm alcohol. I bit my cheek slightly as the four of us all shuffled out out the door and into the cool air. Soap and Graves led the way with Ghost staggering far behind, as we walked the few yards to the next small establishment connected to the bar. Opening the door, inside was a young man standing at a small booth twirling a pencil through his fingers. 

“Welcome to Lionel’s tattoos what can I get for you today?”

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Little Lady, Big Guns.

here is chapter/part 2, hope you guys enjoy :)

As I sat in my cozy office decorated with various small portraits and nick knacks, continued to set out the base modeling on a piece of sketch paper for my newest invention. Throwable tasers. A small sketch of balls equipped with two metal prongs jutting out of one vertices. The slightly weighted metal prongs allowed for the taser to imbed itself into the skin of the victim.  This device would be perfect for far scale attacks, I know director Price would be pleased to see my work. To be truthful weapons weren’t my first interest for a career, it all started in a small gun shop off the coast of San Diego. 

Stumbling into the shop was like walking into a small cave, the walls covered in band posters, the slight smell of gunpowder. It was all unfamiliar but nonetheless comforting. An Old man with young eyes sat on a barstool chair behind the counter and his eyebrow quirked up slightly at the sight of me. 

“Can I help you ma’am?”

I held his gaze and let my eyes draw slightly to the right, to the large handheld gun case next to him. 

“I just moved into an apartment alone and I need a gun for safety.”

It was that simple sentence that launched into a full 30 month journey, first with buying, then the training lessons, the cleaning, hanging out at the store day by day. Mr.Wilcox and I had became extremely  close, with his extensive knowledge and my willing to learn we made a good team. It was when that April a call from a local hospital caught my phone. Mr. Wilcox was caught with a nasty case of stage 4 prostate cancer. Apparently he had known for a while, and simply wished to find a suitable heir to pass his beloved shop onto. It was that hot, humid day in April that I sat by his bedside, clutching keys he had pressed into my palm.

“Mr.Wilcox I have to ask one question, why didn’t you tell me?”

His eyes, glazed over and slightly cloudy still sparkled with a twinge of life.

“ If I had told you that I was going to die, you would’ve acted towards me with unconscious entitlement. And that would’ve blinded your true character. I trusted you with my life and now beyond that I trust you with my shop. Thank you Vera, I think its time.”

And as he closed his eyes peacefully I did the same, the only sound being the slow decline of the heartbeat monitor. 

A small wet spot appeared on my sketch and I swiped away at the sudden tears. I didn’t even register the small knocking coming from the doorframe, the tall frame of Soap. 

“Are you..are you okay?”

His gentle voice caught me a tiny bit off guard, but I needed to deflect his attention. 

“Yeah I was just you know, chopping onions so the tears.”

He gave me a small perplexed look but a small smirk accompanied it. 

“Well me and the boys were wondering if you wanted to come with us to lunch, we like to give newbies the rundown.” I stood and quickly swept up by drawings into my drawer, turning the lock and placing the small key into my back pocket. My outfit of choice today was another patterned skirt with instead a fitted long sleeve black turtleneck. My glasses had slightly slidden down my nose and I adjusted them accordingly before walking up to Soap with a smile. 

“I just have to warn yah, some of these guys haven’t so much as seen a woman in a while. And unfortunately they’ll see you as fresh meat.”

I gave him a tight lipped smile, I appreciated the warning but however I trusted myself. 

“Thanks Soap, but don’t you worry I can carry my own. Let’s go, I’m starving.”

The grayish lump that they called mashed potatoes and the slight orange burnt piece of meat they called beef steak did little to ignite my appetite. As I followed through behind Soap in the lunch line I got a view of the lunch room. Large metal tables situated row by row, each with a group of men seated. And each group of men seemed to have many sets of eyes, all of which were gazing directly at me. While Soap lead the way to my table it seemed very conversation that I passed had stopped, and each head turned my way. I sat down at the table next to Soap and across from Gaz and Ghost, and ghost still worn that damn mask. 

“Can this even be classified as food?”

I moved around the mash on my plate trying to find it somewhat appealing.

“Well it’s high in calories and resembles some sort of lump, So it’s good enough for us”

i let out a small giggle and reached forward for my coffee, straight black just how i like it. Being on this base for only a couple weeks didn’t give me enough time to fully discover it, and i might’ve heard in passing about a local bar.

“Well being a newbie I don’t get told everything but I might’ve heard through the grapevine that there’s a local bar around here? Do y’all know anything about that?”

the playful hint of my voice drew a slight smirk from Soap, who shot a half lidded glance to Ghost.

“Vera you have just trespassed into a dangerous land.”

His ominous answer only peaked my interest more.

“Come one Soap, let up. I’m a big girl I can take it”

He let out a small laugh and leaned forward, as did the others. Inviting me into an inner circle meeting. 

“Listen for newbies they do a certain, uh. Welcoming ritual of sorts. If you can handle yourself then we’ll swing by after lights out and take you . Just be warned it could get embarrassing.”

“I’m in, this is gonna be fun.”

A buzzing from the phone in my pocket brought my attention to an incoming call, from Director Prince. 

“Sorry boys, business calls.”

I collected my half eaten food and coffee while holding my phone between my shoulder and cheek. Walking away from the group.

at the table

“They’re gonna go hard on her.”

“Let’s just hope she isn’t a lightweight.”

Ghost’s jaw clicked with annoyance. He didn’t want you to get black out drunk in front of a group of eager men. It made his stomach churn and his heart burn. He figured showing chivalry, the one trait most of these men didn’t have…. perhaps she’d take notice. 

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