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idontknowmyownmind · 23 hours

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If past (og)Team Leader Kim Roksu meets Cale(now), he'll slap some sense into Cale

KRS: What the fuck are you doing?!

Cale: I'm- Listen, I want to be a slacker!

KRS: Fighting gods to be a slacker?!! Are you hearing yourself right now??! What are these rumours I'm hearing about you!??

Cale: These are exaggerations!

KRS speechless at this point: God, what the hell... Stop fucking around😭😭

#kim roksoo #kim rok soo #tcf

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idontknowmyownmind · 23 hours

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You know that one hsr video where Acheron and Black Swan dancing?

Yeah, make it og!Cale with [WS/Adin/Clopeh/Reddika]

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #rokcale #it's in rokcale romantic au btw #but they're not official yet #the others beg to differ #cale got unsupervised for one second and now they found him in the arms of their enemy (literally)#it's not regressor him because i think it'll be more funny lol #just oblivious cale flirting with their enemy #he is not stupid but just painfully dense #and in his defense he doesn't know how their enemy looks like!!

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idontknowmyownmind · 24 hours

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RokCale brother AU:

KRS reincarnated as Cale's younger brother and because his first life is more fucked up than canon, he become unhinged in an obsessive way toward Cale, codependency and attachment issue at best

Cale is older by 5 years than Roksu and he basically Roksu's primary caretaker since their mother's death

Roksu is a sly and manipulative kid, always monopolize his hyung's time and attention

He doesn't like to share and want to keep his brother for himself, even from their family

Roksu resent Deruth who 'hurt' Cale, although not openly show it

He harbor ill feeling toward Basen and Violan who made Cale 'sacrifice' himself

But Roksu never trully hurt them, just make their life a 'little bit' difficult because he doesn't want to make his hyung sad or upset for seeing them 'hurt'

Ron is the only one who is aware of Roksu's darker side because he always with the brothers

Let's say that Roksu 'threatened' him to keep quiet

Roksu never let people get to close with Cale nor he let his hyung attached to someone other than him

It's subtle but Roksu always isolating Cale from other people whose not him

People know Roksu as a silent but good and obedient kid while they see Cale as the unruly brother

In a way, Roksu also adding fuel to rumor regarding Cale so no one ever approach him to take him away

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #kim rok soo #au #trash of the count's family #rokcale #sibling au #unhinged roksu #obsessive roksu #he is attached to his hyung #idk #i just want some dark roksu once in a while #like #truly dark without a speck of white #in the end roksu might just run away with his hyung #guilt tripping him into staying and he know damn well he will succeed because cale loves him #manipulating their relationship and cale can't do anything because he love his brother so much #adding some drama with ogalcale but roksu orchestrated a play where alberu is the bad guy

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idontknowmyownmind · 2 days

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Found a post about how *we* make our OC and I can't help but agree, because:

1. I always, sometimes without meaning to, make them ridiculously op

2. Love recklessly and unconditionally

3. But at the same time they are so coldhearted and unhygienic

4. Know it all and can do it all

5. Picking up stray kids here and there (I can't not include any kids in my stories/imagination)

#mi post #it's always like this #and idk why #it's just happen #heh..

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idontknowmyownmind · 10 days

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I hate it when I got an idea and then I got distracted for ONE second and it's gone...

#mi post #I HATE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS #like #WHYYYYY #i just got an idea about ogcale but now it's goonnnee #😭😭😭😭#i just started to write but before i write a single word i got side tracked and now i don't remember a single shit of it #me and my memory #i just 😭😭😭😭

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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I love when people write OG Cale and he has the world’s biggest old man vibe to him, I love that. Need him to say “back in my day” and “kids these days” , it’s just so funny… even funnier when he does this stuff on purpose. Just to annoy people a little bit.

Like imagine him talking to Kim Roksoo and he’s just like

“Wow, you’re totally crazy. Young people these days…. *sigh* I really don’t understand”

“You are four years older than me, you bastard.”

Annoying old man OG Cale and annoying older brother OG Cale are my favorite OG Cale hcs, I love when he’s like this, it’s just so funny, there’s no other reason I just think it’s hilarious.

#trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #og!cale henituse

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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Crack idea here: LCF modern AU with magic where og!Cale accidentally gains a swordmaster aura after way too many hours of playing beat saber.

Cale: *intensely playing the same game for 74th time this (new) year*

Cale's body: *starts exuding glowing mist*

Cale:

Hans, who just opened the door: Excuse me, young mas— Hhh...

Hans: Madam Violan!!!

#accidental swordmaster og!cale AU #crack fic idea #og!cale henituse #og cale who gets genuinely surprised for the third time on his life #because he has so much potential he accidentally developed an aura #most people don't get one even if they train on purpose for decades #but he got it after a few years of seriously playing a game #and there are witnesses #now he can't pretend he doesn't have one

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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You guys ever think about how funny it is that the whole reason why Cale did not have try at all to impersonate the original Cale, was because no one actually knew anything about him, despite the fact that everybody knew about him? On an international scale, even??

Cale: (doing an absolutely terrible job at being trash) Everybody else: That doesn't sound right, but I don't know enough about Cale Henituse to dispute it

#trash of the count's family #lout of the count's family #cale henituse #og!cale henituse #kim rok soo

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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Just imagine an "eerie" ogCale in a way he stare long enough and give off this aura of knowing something more than he let on

Smile knowingly or just him throwing remarks that suspiciously always led to something

Just... him being all-knowing without meaning too

Like, he know more but everything he got is actually purely coincidences and not something he actively seeking

He is just so unluckily lucky and luckily unlucky

#og!cale henituse

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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About the soul-swap partners:

I love that neither of them decided to stick to their given roles. In either universe, really.

You’ll get what I mean.

Cale, who was Kim Rok Soo, does not keep up the image of trash. He calls himself trash, he is called trash. He does not keep his reputation. Not the alcoholism, and he doesn’t throw bottles at gangsters. No, he takes care of the underworld and other nobles in his own way (ie, recruitment or utter destruction). He does not have his old reputation in this world either. He’s not known as this cold leader who doesn’t care when someone dies, he’s known as a brilliant young man who cares way too much. He’s known as an idiot who would rather pass out from exhaustion a week later than leave things to fester for one minute.

And then there’s Kim Rok Soo, who was Cale Henituse once upon an apocalypse. (First the fuq of all, nobody knew jac squat about him in the first place, and being the son of his mother probably made him something of an automatic anomaly. I assume just being a Thames makes you kinda weird. But anyway!) He lived as trash, an alcoholic who threw too many bottles back and then at the wall. Then he lived through 20 years of a losing war. And he got tired. Tired enough to listen to a voice in his head in his last moments, to switch worlds and bodies with some stranger. And he chose the motto that reflects the sentiments of his soul swap partner to a T: let’s live peacefullly.

And he smiles now, as Kim Rok Soo. He sits back in his office chair, with an easygoing attitude. He’s not the trash that would only shout; he is sly, and he knows how to use his status to properly put punks in their place. He’s the team leader who refuses to be mistreated by anyone. He will not be used, he would rather do his work as he needs to. He isn’t a lowlife with no responsibilities in the wake of a war he would be just about useless in; he has a niece he has to go home to. He drinks casually, not too much. And he smiles in a way that’s too bright for the cold Kim Rok Soo. He’s too happy now to be called cold-blooded. It’s like there’s a fire in his eyes that had been lost ages ago. Something that was rekindled when he had someone to go home to.

Despite changing their own lives so much, they wound up being nearly the same as one another and that drives me a little insane.

And let's not forget the best part. One famous line they have in common in every world:

“Should I flip everything over?”

Another thing: I think Cale's gonna start resembling Kim Rok Soo. As in, he'll start relaxing a bit as the work goes on, he'll learn to rest as he goes (as in actually rest) and delegate work properly. He won't brush past comments like he used to, he will look a person in the eye and go 'I can just leave this world and leave you to your fate' which I would love to see, honestly. I feel like their individual capacity to be petty increases with age, and that's probably one of my favorite things about these characters. So them finding new ways to piss off people who don't like them could just be made into its own series and I would sell my soul for it.

#lout of the count’s family #trash of the count's family #cale henituse #kim rok soo #og!cale henituse

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idontknowmyownmind · 11 days

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If I had a nickel for everytime I dreamed that Lily was kidnapped and Og!Cale ran looking out for her, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird it happened twice.

In the first one, Lily got kidnapped in the Capital and og!Cale instantly started running around, doing detective work but also really in panic. At some point he figured out who could have a hint on Lily's kidnapper, but the person in question was in the castle dungeons. So he went and straight entered in a room where Alberu was having a meeting with other nobles, not caring at all who was there, and asked him to sign a permission.

Og!Cale: *opens the door* Your Highness, sign this! *Slams form on the table*

Alberu, who wasn't expecting a random noble to crash his office: ...

The nobles: *shoked in victorian era* ...

Alberu: how did you got here?

Og!Cale: I flew through the third floor entry. It has my mom's name on it. More important, I'm in a hurry. So could you sign it already?

Alberu, confused as fuck because 'wdym by third floor entry? That's just a window': *reads the paper* permission to visit the dungeons? Why do—

Og!Cale, too worried to even keep his trash act and also practically a mind reader (not really): My sister was kidnapped and that guy may know where she could be. As I said, I'm in a hurry.

Alberu: That's terrible. *About to sign it* Is there any other way I can help?

Random noble: Excuse me?! Your Highness, this is not according to the protocol. I had to wait for months after my solicitude was sent to have this meeting. Why does he get a special treatment?!

Og!Cale, without paying an eye: Aren't you that Viscount that keeps wasting big sums on gifts for a mistress? *To Alberu* I guess he's asking money "for his territory". I bet he spent all his budget and is trying to hide it from his wife.

The noble: *pales* That— you— Your Highness, I can explain *faints*

Alberu: *sighs* I'll have someone investigate it. *Signs the form* Is there anything else I need to know?

Og!Cale, already exiting the room with the permission at hand: *tilts head* I've heard that people had been dissapearing in the Southwest region. *Narrows eyes* Huh. It's near the Gyerre territory now that I think about it.

Og!Cale: Anyways, goodbye. *Leaves*

Alberu, absentmindedly: So that's what father meant when he said redheads are "a crazy force of nature that could destroy a little country without force".

Antonio, who happened to be in the meeting: *silently having an existential crisis*

It turned out that the culprit was Og!Cale's past teacher (yes, that guy) who was working with traffickers. He wanted to see whether Og!Cale would resolve his "little game" or he would "lose" (have Lily sold before someone finds them). He also kinda hates her because "he lost his student by her fault" (no, it wasn't her fault. He's just crazy).

Og!Cale found out where Lily was being held and he, along with a pair of knights, went for her. All of them had a fun time beating the creepy bastard.

Then Og!Cale walked to their house carrying Lily on his arms.

In the second one, a monster-like creature broke into Lily's room, took her and flew away. Og!Cale was sitting on his bedroom's window and saw his little sister being taken away by a blurr of mass. He jumped out of the window to follow, of course. Then the knights saw a thing flying over their heads and the young master speedruning after it.

Og!Cale: Come back here!

Hillsman: Young master Cale?!

Og!Cale: What are you doing?! Stop that thing! It has Lily!

Knights: Ah! *Start chasing the thing too*

I don't know what happened next because I woke up.

#og!cale henituse #alver crossman

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idontknowmyownmind · 17 days

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Suddenly have a thought that anyone who is exposed to ogCale will marginally act crazier and shamelessly.

While with lcfCale they also did that, but it's muted and more of an undertone.

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So, for some reason I got an image in my brain

Some scene I imagine to happen in Acquaint Fate by Unlucky_Cactus verse

That universe is definately crazier in a way everyone act unhigine both subtly and openly

So, I just imagine that they go as far as drugging Cale, sedating him, so he just... safe..

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #trash of the count's family #very suddenly thought about iy #you get me?#that's just how his vibe for me is #ogcale is sure something

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idontknowmyownmind · 18 days

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I'm the type who will not put much mind in any theory or analyze on a character or event in the series I'm currently obsesses with.

Sure I read them, but it only for fun and more 'insight' but I will not really care.

Then I'll proceed to just use my imagination to think of anything I like to happen in the series with the character I'm obsesses with, even though it doesn't make sense or just 'impossible' to happen.

I mean, who care? Definately not me.

I did that because it's fun and entertaint me, why would I care about those who don't?

If I share them then I appreciate them who enjoy it like me and respect them who just ignore it when they don't like it and absolutely despise those who don't like it but still waste time to 'let me know'.

#mi post #just a thought #omg i just encounter one annoying 'fan' in a certain fandom #i ignore them because i don't want to waste my time on a nobody #but still #their comment really pissed me off

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idontknowmyownmind · 23 days

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AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA THEY DELETED THE FIC AND ACCOUNT LMAOOO 🤣🤣🤣

Lmaoo, I just got a gift fic in Ao3 out of nowhere and it made me so confused.

Apparently it's from that one Dazai's toxic fan and Chuuya's haters (I'm not just assuming, it's so clear from the way they worded that).

He/she decided to made that fic just because he/she does't like that one fic/series of Chuuya-centric fic where he prioritize him more and Dazai is the one who suffer from the consequenses of his action.

The fics are not even bashing Dazai, it made him the 'bad guy' because the story is made that way and it's very normal in fanfiction world!! In that world you can even make the greenest flag character to be the blackest one!

And I read the author note in the series and he/she said that someone told him/her to k-word him/herself because he/she write the series and I think that gifter is that person lmaoo

And I became their target maybe because I commented in the first story of the fic like this(?):

I guest the gifter is really doesn't have half a brain or maybe not even have any!!

What so difficult to just click back rather than doing something so awful to others who don't even care about you and your toxic opinion??

I respect your taste and preferences and I will not dwell on our differences because that just a waste of time for me.

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idontknowmyownmind · 24 days