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I’m gonna try and catch up on some posts I missed now

[iovehemmings]

I haven’t been online in so long but I’ve been in such a bad mood and upset, and I just remembered this blog made me really happy especially all the accounts I was friends with on here too so

#5sos #5sos moodboard #5sos smut #5sos aesthetics #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #5sos aesthetic #ashton irwin moodboard #calum hood #kinky moodboard

[iovehemmings]

Imprinted II-- c.h

continuation of this blurb

Not requested but i needed more alpha!Calum

word count: 1114

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Calum carries you to his bedroom tossing you onto the bed easily and he hovers over you, arms and legs caging you in. You can smell his musk and his scent and it drives you crazy. You drag his mouth to yours thrusting your hips to meet his. You tug on his plump bottom lip as he drags his kiss away and down to your neck.

“Wanna see how loud you can be little Beta,” he rumbles. His lips and tongue are hot as they cascade down your body, leaving a wet burn as he goes lower and lower and you rise up on your elbows watching him. “It is Lupercalia after all, let me hear your cry.”

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#@talkfastromance4 #fuck this is so hot omg

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because of you (boxer!luke au)

Summary: cleaning luke’s wounds after a fight leads to sex in the shower... and on the bed

Warnings: dom!luke, a bit of a pain kink, overstimulation, spanking, choking, oral sex, fingering, dirty talking, size kink, subspace and lil bit of sweet aftercare. (18+)

requested by anon, this wasn’t meant to turn into smut but i couldn’t stop myself also this turned out longer than expected

“do you think you’ll ever quit?”

your voice was quiet as you glanced up at luke before returning your attention to the cuts on his knuckles that were still bleeding, stood in between his knees while he sat on the counter of your shared kitchen

he let out a deep breath and bent down to kiss the top of your head, whispering “you know i only do it to take care of you.”

“and you know i don’t need you to,” you looked at him sadly “i hate seeing you hurt, no matter how hot i think you are when you’re beating a guy to the ground.”

luke laughed, shaking his head and leaning against the cabinet on the wall, “i don’t deserve you.”

you pulled his hand to your face, pressing a kiss to his palm before leaning your cheek into it

“i don’t wanna get blood in your hair, pretty girl.” he spoke softly, brushing his fingertips across your cheek, you playfully rolled your eyes and pulled his hand away, grabbing a bottle of rubbing alcohol and getting some on a cloth

“this is gonna sting.” you mumbled, looking up at him and holding his hand in yours, he leaned his head back against the cabinets and shut his eyes

you gently pat the cloth against the busted skin, luke sucking air through his teeth and flinching away “fuck, that fucking hurts.”

“i know but you don’t want an infection do you?”

he silently shook his head, his eyes clenched together until you were finished cleaning his hands

“all done, now just go shower and i’ll wrap them for you.” you gave your boyfriend a small smile, him responding by grabbing your face and leaning down to kiss you passionately

he carefully slid off the counter, not letting his lips leave yours before lifting you up and putting you where he had been, stepping between your knees and squeezing your hips

you pulled away, your voice coming out as a breathless whisper as you ran your hands down his shoulders, frowning “you need to get cleaned up, you’re gonna hurt your hands more or start bleeding again.”

he ignored you, his lips on yours again, tongue teasing your own and fingers digging into your soft skin once again, the pain of it only making luke want you more

“feels good when it’s because of you.” he breathed, parting your lips just long enough to speak before returning to them again and pulling you off the edge of the counter, your legs still wrapped around his waist as he held you up and walked you towards the bathroom, having to push you against several walls to kiss you harder in the process

luke sat you on the sink of the ensuite and quickly pulled his shirt off, followed by yours before his lips were on your neck, breathing hard against your skin, licking and sucking your sweet spot as you began tugging his sweatpants down, the rest of your clothes soon following till he finally stepped away to start the shower, fully aware that he needed to wash off the blood and sweat before taking things any further with you

he stepped in the shower first, you following behind and watching as he quickly washed off, the water dripping down his already bruised back was a sight that had you squeezing your thighs together, desperate for him

as soon as he was clean he turned back towards you, already pulling you in closer, his hard cock pressed against your stomach and you softly kissed across his chest, slowly sliding your hand down his abdomen

you sucked at his skin, leaving behind hickeys and continuing to go lower till you were on your knees, looking up at him and taking his cock in your hand

“so pretty down there.” he bit his lip and you smiled before slowly swirling your tongue around his tip before taking him in your mouth, his hands moving to hold your hair out of your face and guiding himself further down your throat

your throat contracted around him while you gagged, making him groan as tears form in your eyes “such a good girl for me, making me feel so good.”

you sucked his cock for several more minutes till he was pulling you back up to him and kissing you, one hand gripping your throat as he pushed you against the tile wall before completely picking you up, his hands that tightly gripped the back of your thighs and the wall being the only thing holding you up

you felt his tip rubbing against you, grinding down on your clit and making you moan, your pussy throbbing to feel him inside

“please fuck me, luke. i need you.”

luke smirked at your pleading voice, teasing your entrance only to slide his length between your ass cheeks, his teeth dug into his bottom lip

he came closer to you and sunk his teeth into your neck, making you whimper before moving closer to your ear, “beg for it.”

he was grinding against your ass as he leaned back just enough to look at you, a desperate look on your face

“please, luke. i want you to fuck me so hard, need your cock deep inside me. i’ll do anything just please!”

he smirked and switched off so that his shaft was now rubbing your slit “keep going, tell me what you want me to do to you.”

your mouth dropped open slightly at the feeling of his tip slowly dragging across your clit

“want you to fuck me against this wall, turn me around and press my cheek against it so i can’t move, use me however you want, please i need to feel-!” you let out a loud whine when he cut you off, roughly enterting you and already fucking you at a fast pace, biting down on his lip and watching his cock move in and out of you, your body bouncing with every thrust

he held you up and fucked you in that position until his arms got tired, that’s when he carefully let you down before spinning you and pressing your cheek to the cold tile wall, making you bend over and arch your back for him

one of his hands stayed on the side of your head to keep you still while the other trailed down your spine to your ass, where he removed it before spanking you, listening to you yelp at the sudden, semi unexpected pain, three more following until finally he was pressing into you again, both of you moaning in sync

the wet slapping sounds of his skin on yours and the feeling of him reaching so deep inside of you was all you could focus on, he was pounding into you so mercilessly that you were seeing stars, the steam in the shower not helping your lightheadedness

luke reached his hand in front of you, rubbing circles on your clit at the same pace that he fucked you, your loud, high pitched moans and whines echoing throughout the bathroom as you felt your orgasm beginning to wash over you

“gonna cum!” you cried

this only sped him up, both his hands moving to hold tightly to your hips and pull you back against him with every thrust, you were nearly screaming as you came all over his cock, luke giving you a few more slow but deep thrusts before pulling out and getting on his knees behind you

“i can’t..” you whimpered, feeling him spread apart your cheeks with both hands before licking a stripe from your pussy to your ass, making you shudder while trying to hold yourself up

“i know you’ve got more for me.” he spoke before spreading your pussy further and giving you several long, teasing licks, until finally you felt him suck and flick his tongue on your clit

he moaned into you at the taste of your arousal on his tongue, keeping you close and pulling back every so often to breathe before burying his face right back between your shaky legs, his fingers digging into your skin in the best ways

he ate you till you came on his tongue, and even then he took his time to stop, forcing you to keep your legs opened for him till you could barely stand up any longer, then finally he stood back up and held you close to him, shutting off the shower and helping you out, wrapping you in a towel then leading you into the bedroom

luke pushed you down on the bed and climbed over you, holding himself up by his arms and looking down at you, you were in a daze as your eyes scanned over his broad shoulders, the muscles in his arms, just his size in comparison to yours had your heart racing once again. you loved how big he was, and he used it to his advantage.

you were convinced he could hear your thoughts as he pinned both of your wrists over your head

“like feeling helpless, little girl?”

you could only nod in response, subconsciously pressing your thighs together, something luke had also noticed

“you wanting more already, baby?” he patronized with a smirk on his face, you stayed quiet and he moved so that both of your wrists were held down by one hand giving him access to touch you with the other, slowly trailing it down your collarbones, over one of your breasts and down the center of your abdomen until he reached just above your clit

“spread your legs.”

his voice was husky and you could smell your arousal on his lips, making you want nothing more than to kiss him, but you only did as you were told

his fingers teased your clit before he retracted his hand and gave the sensitive area a harsh slap, making you wince and clench you’re jaw, his fingers touching you slowly once again until he repeated his actions

“fuck!”

he let out a dry chuckle and trailed his hand back up your body, reaching your neck and wrapping his fingers tightly around it before pressing a soft kiss to your forehead

he looked at you, his eyes soft in contrast to the grip he held around your throat, his lip stayed pulled between his teeth as he admired you, his stare lingering on your lips before returning to your eyes

“i love you, pretty girl.”

he loosened his grip long enough for you to whimper and return a soft “i love you more, luke.” but returned to squeezing the sides of your neck

his free hand slipped between your legs, two fingers already entering you and his thumb on your clit, you gasped, feeling him release your throat enough for you to get more air before gripping it even tighter than before

luke sped his fingers up, listening to the sounds of them pumping in and out of your soaked core, mirroring the way your mouth stayed open in an ‘o’ shape and your eyebrows furrowed, mocking you in a way he knew you loved

“mm, you’re so fucking wet baby, who caused that?”

he released your throat and ducked down to wrap his lips around your nipple the hand that occupied your neck now grabbing at your boobs

“you, luke!” you cried out, he’d moved his hand so that he was curling his fingers inside of you, dragging them down your walls and thrusting them in even harder, his knuckles digging into your skin each time, most likely to leave behind bruises

he’d managed to drop to his knees off the side of the bed, pulling you to the edge and pushing his fingers in once again, but this time adding his tongue to the mix, his lips wrapping around your clit and harshly sucking

he removed his fingers and wrapped both arms around your thighs, holding you against him and eating your pussy, your hands going straight to hold his still damp hair out of his face

you threw your head back when he flicked his tongue perfectly on your clit, a loud moan leaving your lips and your hips bucking against his face as your third orgasm of the night washed over you, his tongue sending you to bliss as your body attempted to jerk away from him, but he didn’t let up at all this time, instead slipping his fingers inside of you once again

you felt tears stream down your face as you gasped and pulled at the sheets, your strength no where near enough to get away from him, your pussy was so sensitive and overstimulated already but he gave no mercy as his fingertips curled inside of you and his tongue flicked harder, making you cum once again, this time squirting around his fingers and screaming out

he pulled them out and moved lower to dip his tongue inside of you, digging his fingers into your thighs and giving you one last long lick before finally pulling away, gasping for air and wiping his chin off with the back of his hand

you were whimpering, pulling your knees to your chest and holding your thighs together, your entire body shaking and your head buzzing

luke carefully helped you under the blankets, ignoring the mess you’d made for the time being and wrapping his arms around you, you’d dropped deep into subspace and were barely coherent, quietly crying into his chest

“shh, baby. i’ve got you.” he whispered, pushing your hair away from your face and softly rubbing his hand up and down your back, his touch causing you to flinch

“do you not want to be touched? i can go run you a bath?” his voice was soft and caring as he tilted your head to look up at him, your eyes hooded and sleepy, you only tucked your head into his neck and moved in closer, luke taking that as your way of telling him to stay

he felt your tears on his neck and frowned, holding you tighter as you sniffled, finally starting to come back

“you didn’t cum.” you mumble into his neck after several minutes, your voice rough from screaming for him

“i’ll be okay, baby. i wanted to make you feel good.” he whispered into your hair, kissing the top of your head

you were half asleep, but there was no way you weren’t gonna let luke cum after the night he’d had, and especially after you’d gotten off four times already

you slid your shaky hand down his stomach and ever so softly over his cock, your movements slow and gentle

“you need to rest baby, i tired you out.”

you hummed and shook your head, weakly pulling him to turn towards you, wrapping your soft fingers around his cock and pumping it painfully slow

luke watched your hand, letting out a deep breath as you gently kissed his neck, whispering “closer.”

he knew what you meant and pressed his body against yours, guiding his cock between your thighs that were still slick with your arousal, rocking his hips against yours steadily, sure not to move too fast or to put too much pressure on your already oversensitive pussy

you whimpered and softly pushed your hips to his, making his tip brush your swollen clit

“i don’t think you can take another round baby.” luke whispered, his hand stopping you from grinding down on him again

“need you.”

hearing those words was all it took for luke to gently lift your leg over his waist and slip inside, still wet enough for him to easily bottom out

you moaned softly against his neck, holding tightly to his shoulder as he slowly pulled in and out of you, stretching you open once again

“you feel so good, so warm… and wet.” he breathed, his voice barely a whisper

his movements were soft and gentle, never picking up his speed, steadily moving in and out of you at a slow pace that made you feel so close to him

luke felt your nails dig into his shoulder just as you clenched around his cock and it pushed him over the edge, breathing out “fuck, y/n, baby.”

after several more thrusts your name spilled from his lips again along with small moans as he came deep inside of you, slowly riding out his orgasm before pulling out of you

“i love you.” you spoke softly

he held you to his chest as he came down, his deep breaths slowing till they were back to normal “i love you so much.”

“you’re bleeding.” you mumbled, eyeing the red smeared on his knuckles

“fuck.” he groaned, forcing himself to sit up in bed before turning to you, “come with me so we can get you cleaned up too.”

“will you carry me?” you pout

“of course, baby girl.”

once you and luke were all cleaned up and in pajamas he changed the sheets before tucking you in, leaving you for a moment to grab your favorite snacks and a hot tea, returning with petunia following close behind him

he got under the covers and petunia took her spot at the end of the bed, you couldn’t help but smile at luke as he passed you your mug

“you’re so good to me.”

“it’s what you deserve, now eat so we can get some rest.” he responded, passing you the snacks and taking a sip from his own mug

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hope u guys liked this, i really enjoyed writing it 💗 feedback is greatly appreciated

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#@lukeisbaby #this was so hot and then so wholesome omg #BOXER LUKE IS EVERYTHING #WOW #OVERSTIM WITH LUKE THANK U

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hi bbs i’m doing commissions!!! i can do customs or if you want one of the boys i’ll do it for cheaper cus i just genuinely enjoy drawing them hehe 🥺 message me if u wanna support me/my art 💗💗

[iovehemmings]

werewolf calum and us meeting him for the first time at lets say this party and we're like so intrigued by this guy because gosh darn it he's eyes are pure fantasy and he takes us home? (aka we get banged)

(lowkey want to make this into a fic omg i got carried away)

it’s a mixture of imprinting, a/b/o (slightly?) and yes a little bit from sabrina. it’s a clusterfuck but I think it makes sense….? idk let me know. this might just be chaotic and horrible.

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You’ve heard rumors about the big bad wolf named Calum Hood. You’ve heard how hard and cold his stare is, that his jawline is sharp as glass and he towers over nearly everybody around him, minus the males in his pack. 

You’re from a neighboring pack,and have heard about the notorious Calum Hood for most of your adult life. Usually from the females in your pack that have tried and failed repeatedly to get into his good graces. 

It’s the first eve of Lupercalia, a celebration of sexual awakenings and the warding off of infertility. This is your first time attending one with your pack, and the whole time your members have talked nothing of Calum Hood. You’ve heard so much about him you don’t even want to lay eyes on the man. 

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#@talkfastromance4 #FUCK THIS WAS SO HOT

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if you can afford to get the album on iTunes in the uk please do, they’re nearly number one and this is the last day to do it. its all really cheap atm 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

#5sos #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #calum hood #michael clifford #5sos moodboard #5sos smut #5sos aesthetics #5sos aesthetic #ashton irwin moodboard #kinky moodboard

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sorry I haven’t been active, I’m gonna try and write more. my mental health has been bad but I think it’ll be good for me to do something creative like writing, and you guys always cheer me up. if you have any requests or prompts feel free to fill my inbox too.

#5sos #5sos smut #5sos moodboard #5sos aesthetics #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #5sos aesthetic #ashton irwin moodboard #calum hood #kinky moodboard #arden talks #michael clifford #5sos fic #5sos blurbs #inbox prompt #inbox is always open

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I would love to write something for this so if anyone has any ideas or requests, leave me an inbox please!

Attention 5SOS fans/writers!

As some of you may know, for the past two years I have been working on a fan project titled DisabledSOS, which is aimed at supporting and spreading awareness about 5SOS fans with disabilities, chronic illnesses, and other health conditions. We’ve done everything from tour projects to giving the boys a huge book of fan stories. Knowing that I’ve helped people feel not so alone with this really reminds me exactly why I do it. The support keeps me motivated, which is why I often post about it on here with the hope that it can reach fans who might find a safe place within it.

The COVID-19 situation affects my community greatly. Those who have compromised immune systems from certain conditions have a much, much greater risk of contracting and potentially dying from the virus. It is very, very scary, which is why I’m holding a special online event through my project to provide everyone with a bit of a distraction, as well as a reminder that they matter just as much as anyone else, pandemic or not. 

Another reason why I wanted to do this event was because it has been nearly four years since the original #disabledsos hashtag trended on Twitter, and since we do not know the verdict on the upcoming tour just yet, I want to do something that can keep our project active and the movement alive. My wish is that we can get the hashtag trending once again to remind fans that we still exist. To encourage fans to always treat disabled fans with kindness, especially during times like these.

My team and I were discussing ideas of activities we want to do on #DisabledSOS Day (which we have determined as Saturday 4th April), and I came up with the idea of encouraging more disability-inclusive writing here on Tumblr to spread even more awareness. I’m hoping that this post will come across some writers who are willing to branch out and assist me in making this day very special for myself and probably many other disabled 5SOS fans.

Any work that is done during this event/for this cause will be posted and promoted on our social media platforms so that those who are interested in reading can, and that both sides can get some exposure.

If this is something you may be interested in doing, please reach out to me. It doesn’t matter how much you know about disabilities; even some people getting involved somehow will mean the world to me. A few small little blurbs or just a post about the project is more than enough. 

Even if you aren’t a writer, a reblog would be much appreciated. <3

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Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is you middle name? 2. How old are you? 3. When is your birthday? 4. What is your zodiac sign? 5. What is your favorite color? 6. What’s your lucky number? 7. Do you have any pets? 8. Where are you from? 9. How tall are you? 10. What shoe size are you? 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 12. What was your last dream about? 13. What talents do you have? 14. Are you psychic in any way? 15. Favorite song? 16. Favorite movie? 17. Who would be your ideal partner? 18. Do you want children? 19. Do you want a church wedding? 20. Are you religious? 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? 24. Baths or showers? 25. What color socks are you wearing? 26. Have you ever been famous? 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? 28. What type of music do you like? 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 31. What position do you usually sleep in? 32. How big is your house? 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? 34. Have you ever fired a gun? 35. Have you ever tried archery? 36. Favorite clean word? 37. Favorite swear word? 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 39. Do you have any scars? 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? 41. Are you a good liar? 42. Are you a good judge of character? 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? 44. Do you have a strong accent? 45. What is your favorite accent? 46. What is your personality type? 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? 48. Can you curl your tongue? 49. Are you an innie or an outie? 50. Left or right handed? 51. Are you scared of spiders? 52. Favorite food? 53. Favorite foreign food? 54. Are you a clean or messy person? 55. Most used phrased? 56. Most used word? 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 58. Do you have much of an ego? 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? 60. Do you talk to yourself? 61. Do you sing to yourself? 62. Are you a good singer? 63. Biggest Fear? 64. Are you a gossip? 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? 66. Do you like long or short hair? 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? 68. Favorite school subject? 69. Extrovert or Introvert? 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? 71. What makes you nervous? 72. Are you scared of the dark? 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? 74. Are you ticklish? 75. Have you ever started a rumor? 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? 77. Have you ever drank underage? 78. Have you ever done drugs? 79. Who was your first real crush? 80. How many piercings do you have? 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ 82. How fast can you type? 83. How fast can you run? 84. What color is your hair? 85. What color is your eyes? 86. What are you allergic to? 87. Do you keep a journal? 88. What do your parents do? 89. Do you like your age? 90. What makes you angry? 91. Do you like your own name? 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? 94. What are you strengths? 95. What are your weaknesses? 96. How did you get your name? 97. Were your ancestors royalty? 98. Do you have any scars? 99. Color of your bedspread? 100. Color of your room?

[iovehemmings]

u guys kno the little noise that michael’s car made after wildflower during carpool karabloke? ok so my family has a tesla and i want u all to know that that’s the proximity speeding warning bell. michael was going so hard to wildflower that he almost crashed the car. he really is one of us. king behavior

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Ashton didn’t have to go that hard on the drums in Red Desert but he did and I’m never gonna be over it

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*slamming fists on the table* WHERE?! IS?! THE?! PISS?! PLAY?! BLURB?! I’m totally teasing you, just curious:)

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Something new-- c.h blurb

Did someone say nipple kink? Read and find out ;)

1,000 words exploring this, @cakesunflower​ I hope this tickles your tastebuds.

donate to my ko-fi here :)

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You were snuggled up with Duke in the other room watching Calum be on the Amazon Twitch stream to discuss the new album. It was mainly the four of them catching up and goofing off with each other which you know was very well needed. This self-isolation has been taking its toll on the band of brothers more than any of them thought it would.

It was so nice to see them interact together. While you were being fond over their relationship, a certain question piqued your interest when Michael asked Calum if his most recent chest tattoo hurt his nipples. 

Your smile only grew the more into the conversation of Calum possibly having a secret nipple kink. Ashton hooted in laughter and Michael was suffering from second hand embarrassment by squealing behind his hands. 

Your eyes were on Calum though because he sure seemed to be contemplating this question. Knowing him and being with him for quite some time, you could see the gears in his brain grinding as he looked down. His eyes got wider.

“I don’t have a thing for…” he shook his head and his eyebrows furrowed, “I–”

“Are you just making clarification there?” Michael chortles while your boyfriend continues to blush and continues to say this instance can do what it wants.

You made sure to bookmark this moment for a later time.

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#@talkfastromance4 #WOW THIS WAS HOT

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caught in between || poly!lashton

idk how many more sexual scenarios i can push, but i am loving on the character and relationship development. @kindahoping4forever​ cheered your girl on as she always does.

Ash comes home from work early one day, neither you or Luke were expecting him. You just knew he’d been tired a lot and there had been a lot of late nights at the office and him coming in and collapsing in bed with you and Luke. You can only remember one night he spent in his own bed since the three of you had the incredibly intimate night, and that was only because he had zero energy to join you. 

You’d made note and made sure anything you and Luke wanted to do was done before he got home. He seemed to need to be with the two of you, re-energized by the closeness, at least enough to get through another crazy day. 

But he was in high spirits. He grins at you, calls for Luke and collapses with you on the couch. Luke looks confused when he walks in, handing you a sandwich wrapped in a napkin and a bottle of water and sits on the other side of Ash, taking a bite of his own sandwich.

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#I LOVE POLY!LASHTON #@cal puddies #THIS WAS SO CUTE BUT SO HOT

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umm could you write blurb when reader and luke gets into a fight and reader has a panic attack and luke reaction? love your writing btw and thank you for taking your time to write for us 💖

you had barely left the house for two weeks

your depression and anxiety had been so bad and luke had tried everything he could to help you, getting you out of bed each day, cooking for you, any little things he could do that could maybe bring you the smallest bit of happiness or relaxation

he had missed interviews, rehearsals, practices and outings, all to stay home and take care of you, which naturally had been bringing him down too

you had decided to get up and get yourself a drink, going down the stairs only to freeze when you hear your name mentioned on a phone call

“i can’t help it, man. y/n refuses to do anything and i feel like i’m slowly going fucking crazy in this house. nothing i do is helping her.”

you sat on the stairs, wrapping your arms around yourself and listening to the conversation

“i don’t know how much more i can take of this, i fucking hate feeling like this but what am i supposed to do when i’m being pushed away and every effort i make is ignored.”

you felt tears prick at your eyes when you stood up and walked to the kitchen, refusing to look at luke as you made yourself a glass of water

“i have to go, michael.”

you heard luke sit his phone down, before clearing his throat “how much of that did you hear?”

you faced him, looking at him with tears already falling down your cheeks, your voice barely above a whisper “too much, i guess.”

he ran his fingers through his hair, letting out a deep breath “baby-“

“no, luke. it’s fine, you don’t need to take care of me and you don’t need to worry about me. i’ve dealt with this shit on my own before and i can do it again. i don’t need a fucking babysitter.”

“but you do! i have to take care of you because you refuse to do it yourself, y/n!” he raised his voice, his hands pulling at his hair before dropping to his sides “on the rare occasion that i do leave the house for a few hours, you won’t fucking eat, you won’t even get out of the bed or take your medication!”

your hands were shaking when you whimpered, “please don’t yell.”

“you obviously won’t fucking listen if i don’t, y/n! you have to fucking do something about this i can’t keep dropping all of my responsibilities to take care of my girlfriend who doesn’t even want to get better, it’s fucking with the band and with my own mental health!”

by the time he was finished ranting he was in tears and you were trying to stop yourself from having a panic attack, pinching your shaking hand and trying your hardest to steady your breathing

he noticed your silence and the signs, rushing to wrap his arms around you as you sobbed into his shirt, already hyperventilating and shaking uncontrollably

“just get away from me!” you yelled at him, but he only held you tighter “leave me the fuck alone, you don’t want me anymore so just let me go!”

“that’s not true and you know that!”

you tried to get out of his grasp and he pulled you to the floor, sitting you on his lap and keeping you held tightly against him, tears still falling down his cheeks as you still tried to fight him off

“just let go of me!” you yelled, him only yelling right back at you, the both of you crying harder

“stop fighting me and let me fucking help you!”

you pushed at him one last time before giving up, letting him hold your head to his chest and rock you back and forth

“i’m here baby, and i’m not going anywhere. i just want you to get better because it kills me to see you like this.” his voice softened once you relaxed under his touch “i’m going to do anything i can to get you better, you just have to let me.”

you continued crying into his chest, your fingers pulling on the fabric of his shirt

“shh, listen to my breathing and my heartbeat, try to match it for me okay? please baby girl. we gotta get you calm.”

luke ran his fingers up and down your back softly as you tried your hardest to do as he said, your ear pressed to his chest with your eyes closed

“i love you so fucking much, y/n. everything is going to be okay, i promise you. i’m gonna be here for you through everything, that’s what you do for people you love and i’m sorry for making you feel any different, baby.. you can get through this, just please don’t push me away anymore, that’s all i’m asking.”

by the time he was finished talking you were nearly asleep, feeling his fingers comb through your hair slowly and softly until you passed out, on his lap with your head against his chest, luke leaning back against the cabinets slowly to not wake you up

“you’re gonna get better, baby. i promise.”

[iovehemmings]

luke being stressed from writing and refusing to go to bed so u just crawl between his legs and de stress him if u know what i mean

god i wish that were me. here’s a visual bcs it ruined me

it was nearly 3am, you sat on the couch across from luke as he tried to write a song, he’d been at the piano for nearly 4 hours working on a melody that he couldn’t seem to get right (it sounded amazing, it just wasn’t what he wanted)

he was tired, stressed and overworked and all you wanted was to convince him to go to bed with you, so you had an idea.

you sauntered over to him, standing behind him and rubbing his shoulders

“are you almost ready for bed?”

he shrugged and kept his focus on the piano, making you sigh before playing with his hair, pulling it out of his face and tugging on it just slightly enough for him to feel it before gently trailing your fingers down his neck and inside the top of his shirt

“babe..” he groaned, feeling your fingers brush against his nipples before you removed your hands completely

you leaned down, getting close to his ear and whispering “are you sure?” before softly biting the lobe

he bit his lip “i really want to finish this.”

you pulled away and shrugged “scoot back.” before stepping in front of him and dropping to your knees

he watched you tug at his shorts before lifting his butt just enough for you to release his length, taking it in your hand and looking up at him innocently

“what do you think you’re doing, baby girl?” he smirked, blue eyes on yours

“wanna help you relax, daddy. you’re tense.”

you noticed the small bit of pre cum on his tip, swiping your thumb over it before putting it in your mouth and sucking, luke hummed at the sight

you slowly licked the head of his dick, sucking it ever so slightly and keeping eye contact with him before taking him further in your mouth, feeling his right hand hold your hair out of your face while his left hand gripped the top of the piano

“fuck, so pretty.” he groaned, throwing his head back with his mouth slightly opened

you took him further down your throat, slightly gagging as you bobbed your head on him, moaning when you hear his soft whimpers and feel him pull on your hair

pulling away, you spit on his shaft and jerked him off at a fast pace, watching his reactions before adding your mouth

“feels fucking amazing, such a good girl.”

you knew he was getting close when he pulled your hair harder and forced himself further down your throat, biting his lip and groaning, his knuckles turning white from his grip on the piano

“gonna cum, baby.” he moaned, letting you move at your own pace again before spilling down your throat, heavily breathing and squeezing his eyes shut

you continued sucking him off until you felt his legs twitch, helping him ride his high out before pulling away and swallowing the salty substance, looking up at him and innocently wiping the spit off of your mouth

“can we please go to bed now, daddy?”