itsudemohitori

[itsudemohitori]

I feel like dying ...

#deadinside #heartless #no feelings #unhuman

[itsudemohitori]

For how much longer ?

[itsudemohitori]

#tsubaki chou lonely planet #mangacap #shoujo #cute #lonely

[itsudemohitori]

I feel like i'm on the verge of death

My body is totally empty of any form of life

I'm dead ...

#deadinside #sick and tired #so tireeed

[itsudemohitori]

I'm tired of everything

There's nothing i want to do

#sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #sad thoughts

[itsudemohitori]

Mercy dear death

#death and dying #darkwave #depressing life

[itsudemohitori]

I'm so tired that i want to give up on everything now

I need a rest ...

#Spotify

[itsudemohitori]

me to myself: relax

also me to myself: i cannot 

[itsudemohitori]

Miyazaki teaches us that learning is a lifelong metamorphosis; a continuous act of trying, failing, growing, becoming, and searching for moving castles.

[itsudemohitori]

I'm so tired of life i just want to die how hard is that

[itsudemohitori]

For how long will you haunt my mind

Leave me alone

[itsudemohitori]

I spent a whole night scrolling the last three months conversations and how blinded i was i was treated like shit how did i bare with all of it stupid ignorant me

But here i am today thinking about him the hole way to tunis and it's sickening

May god help me with these burdening feelings

[itsudemohitori]

It has been a hell of a weak i should get myself together enough grieving people are having way much bigger troubles than this

Wake up ! life didnt stop yet

[itsudemohitori]

Why am i feeling this way again

I miss him so much...

[itsudemohitori]

He just took his guitar turned his back said bye so coldly and with the most arrogant attitude went away

A 30-year-old man acting this way i wonder what he wants to prove he's disturbed

So these were his true color i'm so glad and relieved i made this decision it should have happened the first time i asked for it

[itsudemohitori]

And the bitterness is unexpectedly growing

I hope that time can really heal this

[itsudemohitori]

I'm just nothing to him