kirbyiscrazy

[kirbyiscrazy]

the inaccuracy of my scale is going to be the death of me, until it is actually going to be the death of me

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #tw disordered thoughts #ana advice #ana buddie #4ana #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4n4t1ps #4n4tips #4nami4 #4namia #4narex1a #4nerex1a #4nor3xia #4norexia #4norexla #tw 4n4rexia #pro for me not for thee #pr04ana #pr04n4 #pr04nn4 #pr0ana diet #pr0anna

[kirbyiscrazy]

they will text me back when i am skinny, right? please?

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #tw disordered thoughts #ana advice #ana buddie #4ana #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4n4t1ps #4n4tips #4namia #4narex1a #4nor3xia #4norexla #tw 4n4rexia #pro for myself #dear ana #pro for only myself #pro for me not for thee #pro4ana #i will be small #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #i hate my body

[kirbyiscrazy]

omg i’m so fat i’m so fat i’m so fat i’m so fat

[kirbyiscrazy]

when i put the work in, studying and reading is so much more fulfilling than any food, i could have been SKINNY and SUCCESFUL all this time??!

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #tw disordered thoughts #ana advice #ana buddie #anadiet #ana0rex1a #anami4 #tw ana meme #4ana #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4narex1a #4nor3xia #4norexla #pro for me not for thee #pr04ana #pr04n4 #pr04nn4 #pr0ana diet #pr0anna #pro4ana #pro4n4 #pro4myself #tw ed but not sheeran

[kirbyiscrazy]

i am cutting out any and all chocolate for the entirety of april, wish me luck

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #tw disordered thoughts #ana advice #ana buddie #tw 3d vent #tw ana meme #tw thinspi #tw skipping meals #tw 3d shit #tw a4a #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction #4ana #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4narex1a #4nor3xia #4norexla #ana e mia #boy ana #pro for me not for thee #pr04ana #pr04n4

[kirbyiscrazy]

I want people to look at me and know I have a problem.

[kirbyiscrazy]

the only thing more frustrating than people telling me what to eat is people telling me when to eat, and the only thing more frustrating than people telling me when to eat is people telling me to eat.

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #tw disordered thoughts #ana advice #ana buddie #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #i will be small #i wish i was weightless #4ana #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4narex1a #4nor3xia #4norexla #ed behaviour tw #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw a4a #tw ana meme #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction #tw skipping meals #tw thinspi

[kirbyiscrazy]

minor inconvenience: *happens in my life*

me: oh well,

#an0rec1a #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #ana buddie #ana advice #tw disordered thoughts #i will reach my ugw #i will lose weight #i will be weightless #i will be a skeleton #ana e mia #light as a 🪶 #tw ana meme #tw a4a #boy ana #anorexies #light as a feather #ana0rex1a #anami4 #anadiet #anor3c1a #an4r3xia #an4rexia #a4a motivation #a4a diary #ed behaviour tw #tw 3d shit #tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #tw ed sheeran

[kirbyiscrazy]

when you tell your friend (who is incidentally a 17 year old boy) that you have been going the whole day on a muesli bar and two biscuits and he asks what is wrong with your metabolism and you just don't have the heart to tell him that you function like this almost all the time

#an0rec1a #anarex14 #ana meal #i wanna be tiny #i will be a skeleton #i wanna lose weight #i will lose weight #i will be weightless #ed behaviour tw #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be perfect #i will be small #i wish i was weightless #i just want to be thin #ana advice #ana buddie #boy ana #ana male #ana e mia #ana0rex1a #anadiet #tw ana meme #anami4 #tw ana trigger #tw skipping meals #tw disordered thoughts #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran

[kirbyiscrazy]

so, guess whose body went and started bleeding literal five hours after they posted this after pretending that their period doesn't exist for multiple months? (my body, for some reason)

i am very pleased but at the same time very upset about the fact that my period didn't stop in the times when i was fasting for days without end and stopped only this winter, when i was back to eating like a pig and almost went back to my hw. i hope it won't come back so much, and also that i will hit my lw again and maybe even hit my sibling's weight.

[kirbyiscrazy]

when you know that your comfort food is not worth the calories:

(yes i ate almost a whole durum last night and yes i am so ashamed of it [also my tummy hurts because of my period :'c])

#an0rec1a #ana meal #anarex14 #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #ed behaviour tw #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #i will be small #i wish i was weightless #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ana meme #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw ana trigger #tw disordered thoughts #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction #tw skipping meals #tw thinspi #ana advice #ana buddie #boy ana #ana male #ana0rex1a

[kirbyiscrazy]

1 note = 1 hour of my fast

#an0rec1a #ana meal #anarex14 #ed behaviour tw #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #ana buddie #ana advice #boy ana #ana male #ana e mia #ana0rex1a #tw ana meme #anami4 #tw ana trigger #an4r3xia #an4rexia #an4m1a #an4mia #tw thinspi #tw skipping meals #tw disordered thoughts #tw 3d vent #tw 3d shit #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran

[kirbyiscrazy]

to be honest, i get scared when i suspect ed in my friends not because i know the dangers of it and shit, but because i am scared that they will be better than me even in mental ilness and i couldn't possibly bear that.

#an0rec1a #ana meal #anarex14 #ed behaviour tw #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #orthorexx #i will be small #i wish i was weightless #ana e mia #ana advice #ana buddie #boy ana #ana male #anami4 #tw ana meme #tw ana trigger #tw skipping meals #tw thinspi #tw disordered thoughts #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran

[kirbyiscrazy]

i am very pleased but at the same time very upset about the fact that my period didn't stop in the times when i was fasting for days without end and stopped only this winter, when i was back to eating like a pig and almost went back to my hw. i hope it won't come back so much, and also that i will hit my lw again and maybe even hit my sibling's weight.

#ana meal #ana advice #an0rec1a #anarex14 #ed behaviour tw #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #ana buddie #boy ana #ana male #anami4 #tw ana meme #tw ana trigger #ana e mia #tw skipping meals #tw disordered thoughts #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction #tw thinspi #4ana #4norexla

[kirbyiscrazy]

bad grades? could be solved by being skinny.

bad love life? they would like you back if you were skinny.

bad relationships in general? they wouldn't mind you as much if you were skinny.

#an0rec1a #ana meal #anarex14 #ed behaviour tw #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i will lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #ana rant #ana advice #ana buddie #ana male #anami4 #boy ana #tw ana meme #tw ana trigger #ana e mia #tw skipping meals #tw thinspi #tw 3d shit #tw 3d vent #tw disordered thoughts #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction

[kirbyiscrazy]

"you have to eat, it's what keeps you alive!" uhm no, actually, what keeps me alive is just literature and pure spite.

#tw ana meme #tw skipping meals #ana meal #ana advice #ana buddie #orthorexx #ed disorder #boy ana #ed dairy #i will be a skeleton #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i will lose weight #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i will be weightless #i wanna ⭐️ve #i want to ⭐️ve #i will be small #anarex14 #ana rant #ana bllog #ana male #ana tricks #ana trigger #an0rec1a #4ana #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4norexla

[kirbyiscrazy]

growing up as the "food-loving", though "regular-sized", kid with an XS underweight sibling and an almond mom << anything else from my past

#tw thinspi #ed behaviour tw #m3ansp0 #anarex14 #tw disordered thoughts #ana rant #low cal restriction #an0rec1a #pro for me not for thee #malespii #i will be a skeleton #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna lose weight #i wanna ⭐️ve #i wanna be skinnier #i will reach my ugw #i will lose weight #i wish i was weightless #i will be weightless #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be perfect #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana meal #4ana #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4norexla