Trigger warning: mental health and sui ideation
The worst thing about ADHD, for me, has to be the rejection sensitive dysphoria. Mine has been going overtime and really leading me down a dark road that is always hard to come back from. I don't think I want to come back from this road this time though. It's tiring and I'm tired of fighting.
Why can't people just let me love Toki the way I want to love him? I have so much trauma surrounding my relationships with men and I'm so scared of them.
Toki isn't real so he's *safe*. He can never hurt me and it makes me *happy* to imagine his and Syng's domestic life in their family home on Mordland, raising their kids and growing old together. I'm not hurting anyone by imagining that, but apparently others disagree.
Nobody cares why the fuck am I even typing this out I guess for me and some kind of proof that I existed and I don't want Syng disappearing she loves Toki so much and is so good to and for him but pure love doesn't matter if it stands in the way of a ship and I hope everyone is really happy and really proud of themselves give yourselves a pat on the back everyone I'm just a cishet so I don't matter it's ok it's ok it's ok
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Ok but if Toki is a Virgo I would be so happy bc bruhh me too
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These days I finally got to watch Metalocalypse and well, now there's going a brainroot Lol Here's a Toki!
I will draw the other boys on these days! ... Hopefully
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I’ve only been a Mtl fan for one month but if anything happened to Toki I’d kill everyone and then myself xoxo
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Metalocalypse Goobers (featuring toki and me teehee)
Also murderface and Skwisgaar goobs
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Preview of both sides of my Toki daki!! There were some shipment delays I hope he comes home soon 🥺💜
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I drew him on my bestie's ipad
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