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what am I supposed to add?

i always love thinking about Kaiser Ken

Like This kid ego was so boosted and he was so isolated mentally from other kids his age. He found the Digital World and took it on as some obsur video game. He didnt have any real friends so it’s not like he would have found out about its inaccessibility  to others. So to him it was just this weird singlplayer game he used to escape the everyday world and the traumas left behind by his brothers death and the pressure of being a child genius.  So he’s playing this game and he’s here to just have funa nd vent and yall suckers must have played games like Plague Inc or have killed your sims before. It’s just a game. So of course he takes the oppirtunity  to just let himself indulg in some fantasy of having control. of course he plays up being the villain. have you seen this kid?? He’s a fuckin theatre kid larper hamming it up he’s just having fun.

Then he sees other kids for the first time and for a bit he assumes theyre some npc’s the game has created to thwart him and act as “good guys” for him to squash. Its just fun. Then he sees them irl and realises theyre actually other players! So of course this is infinitly more fun. He thinks theyre lame for not having even tried to customize their  avatars. The glasses girl may look like a disaster but at least she tried to dress up her avatar. Bit confused how they got into his game. Maybe theres servers and i just havent figured out how to access others servers?  But he doesn’t really mind. It’s his game theyre playing in so he has control.

so he keeps hamming it up as the villain. Goes through this whole identity reveal. Then he realises how the other kids look visibly upset. theyre actually angery with him. They must be sore losers. Taking this game too seriously. he laughs it off. Keeps having fun. This is his  game. If they dont like it they dont have to play. Hes not gonna stop having fun and he may as well teach those noobs some lessons. So he toys with them.  He continues to be the villain. And the more fun he’s having in the game the more the pressure of the real world grade on him. it weighs on him and he wants to scream and yell and hit. 

He wants to get away

So he runs away to the digital world. This video has become his safe haven. It’s the only thing making him happy anymore. he wants to fall into that avatar he’s created. Then he gets hit in the fight with takeru. He barely if ever has gotten hit. It hurts. This is a game it shouldnt hurt this much. And he whips Tk and it a moment for him to realise if it could hurt him too.

Then the darkness is everywhere. he’s desperate and this safe haven isnt safe anymore. He’s losing it. he’s getting sloppy. Barely able to keep the character up. he wants to pause the game. But he cant go home. He doesnt want to go home.

They defeat him. And he loses Wormmon. Wormmon meant something. He might have just been an npc. and Ken might have liked kicking him around. But who doesnt like fucking around with their favs. Who hasnt found a fav in a game or a show and thought about angst. Wormmon always being there, as stupid as it was to rely on some game character, meant a lot to him. and now he’s gone… just like Sam.

He wants to reset. 

It isnt fun anymore. He wants to reset the game and start over. he wants to kick the other kids off his server so he can play singleplayer again. maybe he s the sore loser now but he doesnt care, This was the only thing that mattered to him.

He can’t reset. this is real. This is a real place with real people and he wasnt just playing a chaarcter, He really was the bad guy. 

How do you make up for that?

#character psychology #character psyche eval #digimon #digimon adventure 02 #digimon kaiser #ichijouji ken #wormmon

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This is IT! What I didn’t have the words to express! Unexpected slow burn enemies to friends to lovers FTW

Don’t give me one-sided unrequited love, give me two-sided unwanted love. Both sides are deeply in love with the other and both sides are like ‘fuck, really?? them??? really?’

#pride and prejudice #taiyama #narusasu

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If there is a single author who can honestly say this is not them... yeah, no

Me reading fic: LET THEM BE HAPPY

Me writing fic: They shall have five minutes … five minutes of being happy with no problems. Then … *evil laughter* THEN.

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This is how you stumble upon divine illumination. Just. So. TRUE

“Fan fiction is a way of the culture repairing the damage done in a system where contemporary myths are owned by corporations instead of by the folk.”

— Henry Jenkins (Director of media studies at MIT)

LOVE THIS.

(via flootzavut)

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😢

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Y te oigo desde lejos, pero tu voz no me toca

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I just found this going over my camera’s SD! Didn’t even remember it 😱 . #latergram #sanpedrodeatacama #atacamadesert #atacama #cloudwatching #skyscape https://www.instagram.com/p/Bto8BLRhE5h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xhk5ie46mgd8

#latergram #sanpedrodeatacama #atacamadesert #atacama #cloudwatching #skyscape

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In #panoramamode after my late discovery! Get ready for more #latergrams! . . . #panorama #latergram #sanpedrodeatacama #atacamadesert #travelchile https://www.instagram.com/p/Bto13zahBew/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uuwluqvf6com

#panoramamode #latergrams #panorama #latergram #sanpedrodeatacama #atacamadesert #travelchile

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The storm before the calm . . . #seascape #waterscape #seasidephotography #stormywaters #travelchile (at Pichidangui) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtCJ_M3Bbqi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yk6dy1grefh9

#seascape #waterscape #seasidephotography #stormywaters #travelchile

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~*La Vie en Rose*~ No filter. Why filter? When the colour is so stark and bright 💖 . . . #macro #flowerphotography #travelchile #blooms #blossoms #desertflora (at Pichidangui) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs_Qr6_heVd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=185q9tk05ytd4

#macro #flowerphotography #travelchile #blooms #blossoms #desertflora

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I fell in love with the colours #seaside #sea #seascape #turquoise #skyblue #crashingwaves (at Pichidangui) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs9S0rLBvP_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fptzax2clp3c

#seaside #sea #seascape #turquoise #skyblue #crashingwaves

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Holidays 🤩 The sound of the waves is soo relaxing. I could’ve just sat there all day ❣️ . . . #holidays #vacations #pichidangui #travelchile #lovechile #beach #sea #waterscape (at Pichidangui) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs8sj_3Bb8h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lyg3zt2d384h

#holidays #vacations #pichidangui #travelchile #lovechile #beach #sea #waterscape

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My first delve into mass event photography beyond a snapshot 😱 At the national finals of the #FIRSTLEGOleague (indulging in the latergram -as usual- from Saturday) . . . #b&w #blackandwhite #bnwphotography #firstlegoleague2018 #fllchile2018 #intoorbit #robotics #ev3 #sparktalents #latergram (at Saint John's School) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrOqVxrhgkD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7bx23mns5q63

#firstlegoleague #b #blackandwhite #bnwphotography #firstlegoleague2018 #fllchile2018 #intoorbit #robotics #ev3 #sparktalents #latergram

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There’s latergram, and then there’s latergram. This was the Christmas decor at Costanera Center last year xD . . . #latergram #latergramoflarergrams #costaneracenter #santiagodechile #providencia #xmas #christmas #holidayseason https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpp2dPNh0lm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dokchh2lr55j

#latergram #latergramoflarergrams #costaneracenter #santiagodechile #providencia #xmas #christmas #holidayseason

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#urbanphotography once again! #santiagochile is very inspiring 🤩 . . . #weekendgetaway #travelchile #blackandwhite #filterdays #latergram (at Providencia, Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpPzisZhOrR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tiva7zk96ftf

#urbanphotography #santiagochile #weekendgetaway #travelchile #blackandwhite #filterdays #latergram

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#urbanphotography once again! #santiagochile is very inspiring 🤩 . . . #weekendgetaway #travelchile #blackandwhite #filterdays #latergram (at Providencia, Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpPzisZhOrR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tiva7zk96ftf

#urbanphotography #santiagochile #weekendgetaway #travelchile #blackandwhite #filterdays #latergram