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A Short Story: The Breakup
She was at the verge of taking her life. She couldn’t live in the world where she lost him. He was everything to him. Their love was so poetic that her friends were feeling jealous of her. Their love was a dream come true to her.
No one expected that he would die so soon. They both went to Goa for their 1st Anniversary celebrations that’s when a car hit their bike and they both hit a tree. Both fell unconscious and when she woke up, her friend was their crying so hard. She said they couldn’t save him because he lost so much blood.
She wasn’t able to bear the loss and she thought its her fault because the trip was her plan. She was inconsolable for a month that she never stepped out her apartment.
She took this decision to take her life as she wanted to be with him. She planned to hang herself, cut herself with knife but she never had the courage. Finally she decided to consume poison.
In a min, she took the poison and said “I Love U so much”. She fell down and after an hour, her friend saw her unconscious. She called the ambulance and they reached the hospital.
The stretcher carrying her was being pulled to ICU. A doctor came running to check what was happening. Even though she couldn’t open her eyes completely, through her half eyes she saw the surrounding and the doctor.
The min, the doctor and she saw each other, she died immediately and the doctor started to cry so hard that no one understood why. The friend who came along with her stood their shocked, seeing the doctor.
It’s the doctor whom she thought she lost in the road trip during their 1st anniversary. She didn’t know that he cheated on her making a fake death. Now that she will never know why he did so..
- The End
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Depression - It’s a feeling where a person looses his or her control over sadness. It’s a deep feeling where a person circulates the bad moments or memories again and again which makes them loose, the current scenario of their life. They get this void feeling and rejected feeling where they don’t know how to over come it nor how to handle it when they are a lost soul.
When a person has depression they take hasty decisions and sometimes have suicidal thoughts. Having such thoughts are vulnerable and dangerous that is why, a depressed person might have to meet a therapist. A therapist might help the depressed person over come his/her sad feelings and help them rejoice their moments and life too.
When do you think you have depression. Is that a genetic disease or something? The answer is NO. Having depression is created by a human being themselves when they try to hide their emotions, hide their feelings etc.
So it’s simple isn’t it be open so that you won’t be depressed. Wrong. Just because someone is open, shares everything with their friends and knows how to tackle an issue, doesn’t mean he/she cannot be depressed.
It’s a feeling where you become sad or upset over a moment, person or situation or what ever. Sometimes you might open up sharing what’s tingling your heart and sometimes, you don’t like sharing it.
When the “don’t” part comes up and when more of those emotions are piled up, you end up depressed. Now thinking what could be the solution and how to handle depression.
Well, I’m not a therapist but I can share my experience on depression and how I over came and how am I today.
I’m a short tempered person and stil I’m. I expect a lot from my loved ones and when it doesn’t happen, i end up being depressed. For longer time, I myself didn’t know that I was depressed but after some time when I discovered that I was this person I’m changing into which I never wanted too, that is when I realised, I was depressed.
I did undergo a therapist but it wasn’t helpful that much because the ideas my therapist gave me to change was making me feel more depressed. One fine day, I said enough is enough and I need to change myself and be normal. I started spending more time enjoying my moments, was carefree (do what ever I felt doing), I even went for a trekking and I did yoga and all these made me feel that I should give some Me Time where I don’t give a damn about what others think, what others say instead i should do few things to recharge my battery.
Indeed that helped me. After I started to turn to who I was earlier, few clouds that hid my eyes made clear vision and I started to focus on the purpose of my life.
I’m not saying what ever I did would help another person come out of depression. I’m just saying, be open, give some Me Time and yes there will be a way to destroy the depression rather than dying!
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Today being Father’s Day, I wanted to write this up so badly. My mom has been the world to me not only who played the role of being a Mother but also played the role of being a Father, whenever I missed my dad. My mom is also my dad but that doesn’t mean I don’t have a father. My dad is still there but he was so busy at work or he was not happy that I was born or may be he is not open type, I really don’t know. But all through my life, my mom was always there as a mother and a father. She cared for me when it needed and she scolded me when it needed, she spoke like a friend at times too.
I can’t begin to imagine the world without her. We have loads and loads of fighting, I scold her, she scolds me, we both cry for silly fights and so on. But never once she gave up on me nor I gave up on her. She means the world to me. By saying that my mom was all to me doesn’t mean my father is less. He was subtle. He always maintained that distance with me and the distance, he didn’t know got so big now, we both don’t know what to do about it.
My dad is very open minded. He is short tempered, social activist, helping minded and so on, but not for once he cared to look into my life on what I needed and when I needed him.
I don’t blame him because his father was like that too. But my mom she was there when i needed my family. Being only daughter is both a boon and a bane. You always feel lonely, you won’t have a person you could play with and the happy part is that there isn’t sharing of anything. Anything and everything; they bought was for me and only for me. 😬😬
Every year I celebrate my Mother’s Day and Father’s Day and both being the same person, it’s so special to me. My dad too knows that my first preference is my mom and he kind of accepted it.
Now that I have a son, I would never make him feel void when he needs his father. He has got a dad who would never make him feel lonely when his son needs him and I’m happy that I have got a husband who cares and understands.
I wish all the father’s and mom’s who plays the role of father, A very happy Father’s Day!! A piece of advise would be, neither pamper your kids nor distance them from you. No kids would want money more than their parents spending quality time with them. Family is important and the first letter stands for Father who supports the family!!
So balance out your family life that no one in your family misses each other. Family comes first and family is everything.
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I created this Tumblr account to vent out my overwhelming thoughts and those feelings which kills me. As it seems we cannot be true or be open to their faces and if you do so, you are a characterless women. Uffff, these nonsense rules and stuff. What’s wrong in being open! It’s like you either like it or you don’t and you say it out loud.
Introvert - A person who loves being alone, who loves drama less life, who likes to be quiet, who likes to b open and don’t give way for shits!! 🤣🤣🤣 This doesn’t mean they don’t like enjoying or going out with people etc etc, it’s like they have their limit and once that limit or time ends, they wanted to go back to their world which they have created for their own!! 😃😃
And being a introvert is something people should be happy about. Because they don’t won’t waste their time nor your time and just being quiet would make them happy. Introverts loves being open as they say anything and everything loud if they like it or not which is the ultimate point I talked about. So I’m an introvert.. I love being an introvert!!😍😍
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So you lose yourself when your fate decides what you should be, what you will become and everything. It’s like gaming. The environment is prefixed, people who play opponent is the computer (let’s say the opponent is god), you just have to ctrl, how you play, choose your weapons. The opponent (God) will put you in rough and tough situations, you just have to find a way to get out of it and win the game . Sometimes you lose and sometimes you win. When you loose, you lose your life in game and another life appears in the game. There is of limit of lives, you get to play and post which the game ends. But remember after few hours, weeks even months when you come back, your life will be charged full so that to play again.
Why I talk about game here, human lives are so similar to these games. The environment (caste, status, where you live, how you live) are all preset where you cannot change, you may change a bit but you cannot erase the base. The environment also includes people, sometimes in a game, you get to have a assistant who can play with you, sometimes it’s changeable and sometimes not. The opponent (God) is irreplaceable and you cannot choose your opponent. You have to proceed with the game and with that opponent no matter what.
You have full ctrol over the game and how you play it and win it, similarly you have full ctrl over your life on how you are gonna proceed it but you don’t have ctrl over how your opponent’s gonna attack or what weapons (behaviours, characters) he/she will be carrying to attack you. Even though, the opponent might take the first step, the further steps you will take will decide how the opponent is gonna react.
Similarly when your life is walking among the storm, think it’s a game and decide your steps. God will walk with you and put you in tough situations however, you get to decide if you want to win or lose in the game. The lives given to you are temporary and when you loose, don’t lose hope, your life will be refilled.
Now here I’m not talking abt the One life we have and if we are dead like in the game, it isn’t gonna come back etc etc.. The lives can be the situations and for that you will get plenty of refillings.
Choose your step wiser and make the attack because your step decides whether your opponent (God) is going to save you and lose himself or kill you and win. Choose your weapons wisely and use when it has to be used so that you don’t kill yourself on the go.
As in the first sentence, don’t give up becoz your fate is diff, it’s up to you to decide how further you’re gonna step forward and how you wanted to play!!
Play using your guts and keep winning
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Kudhko pyaar karo, kudmein vishwaas karo, Kudhko doondo!! Kyunki iss duniya mein sirf kudhko haasil karana nah mumkeen hai!!
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One shoulder is what we expect, to cry, to smile, to rest, to share those happy and sad moments, to talk about crazy things, to share about life, to just love!! That one shoulder is what most women expect from men!! That one shoulder is what women expect to lie in for the rest of their life!! We don’t want money or status or gold rings or bouquets or candle night dinners!! We want one shoulder to lie, to talk, to love and to lust!! Life will happen on its way!!
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Alonliness
She got married to the guy hoping he would love her the way she dreamt off!
The first night after a long and busy wedding. They decided not to make love considering they will be tired..
She was siting in the room waiting for him, he came and started making love even before she could say anything.
Along with the night, she went dark thinking the start of her life ahead being alone!!
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Bump in the mind!!
Being weak doesn’t only mean physically but also the mental state. Being mentally weak is that your decision-making power hits a bump. It can either stay long or sometimes it can go in a flash. When our mind becomes weak, we become sensitive. We cry, get angry, get hyper, get anxious and get sad. Our mind and heart are two poles which never attracts each other and surprisingly, they don’t love each other as well. When we get disturbed because of other’s actions or our own actions, our mind and heart start to kick both of its asses just to conclude with a decision. Interestingly when both are getting kicked, we tend to get hurt and that is an emotion. The emotion which we feel might make you either weak or strong. So when in the weak stage, handling heart and mind is like walking on a glass door where we need to be careful while walking similarly convincing your heart and mind together should be handled with care only because either one gets hit, we will suffer tremendously.
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Lost Soul
Everyday the world wakes up hoping another day and night to move on, I wake up hoping this should be my last day.. That feeling itches your soul and it makes you get lost in the storm full of confusions and depressions!!
You can get a remedy for the all the wounds that has a visible mark, but there is no such remedy invented to cure your itching soul. The only medicine to that is pure love!
Some get lucky and some get unlucky and that’s the twist god has planned to ctrl human beings..
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