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HASSIDRISS F/W 2020 “Oblivion” COLLECTION

‘Lucid Dream’ dress

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Hassidriss 'Untitled Creation' 2024 Haute Couture Collection

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I'm growing into what I was "meant" to be doing and it feels so natural. But at the same time, it's the thing I was most afraid of.

I can't talk in front of other people. They're looking at me, it's so embarrassing. I can't do it good enough, they're laughing at me. I feel horrible. I will never say anything again, except when I'm hundret percent sure, that no one's going to judge me. I will start saying what I want to say, when nobody thinks I'm weird. Especially the people who have known me before, my friends and family, because they will judge me the most.

I knew all along, that I wanted to do something that is deeply and ONLY rooted in my heart. I know the feeling when something is pure and I know that it might take a long time. But I have no fear, that this won't work out. What comes from the heart is for the best and I don't want my wounded and arrogant and fearfull ego to get in the way. I want to evolve so that my ego can actually help me realize and materialize my heartfelt ideas and visions.

I want to take steps forward, that feel so big, that I cannot imagine what they will look like. I want to start sharing my ideas and maybe find people who are excited about those things too. I think this is worth, confronting my fears...

#ideas #growth #overcoming fear #creating #experimenting #love #liebe

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I recently realized that I suffer(ed) from religious trauma. I don't know where it's coming from, because I know that my family isn't very religious and I had nothing to do with it.

I am now realizing that I was in constant fear of failure because I knew that when I make a tiny mistake, that my world will fall apart and I will suffer. I am trying to not be overly dramatic but these are my thoughts and fears and I am very shocked. I feel like I was a member of a cult, who is beginning to realize that it's not true what this fear and paranoia tells me. Maybe this stems from another life that I have lived, that would make more sense to me.

I see now the conditions under which I have been living, I know now, why it wasn't easy and why the easiest thing for me was to doubt and fear myself. I am not dependent on some ideology, that requires for me to be brainwashed. I can see much more clearly now, but this will take a lot more time to come into the right order again...😅

How are you doing? ✨

#religion #brainwashing #deprogramming #dis-ease #truth #clarity #fear

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I love Matilda because it's a story about a child who sees injustice around her and gets mad about it and questions why things aren't fair, and instead of the ending being that she learns how the world works and that life isn't fair, she catapults one of the adults who abused her out of a building with her mind

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AOi MORIo

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No matter how many years you have spent ignoring your body, putting your body last, abusing or mistreating it, not eating well, not resting well, having bad sex with lames, or being unkind in your thoughts about your body, always remember that your body is resilient. Do not secretly blame or shame yourself for your past actions and feel like all hope is lost. Never forgetting that your body is one of the most resilient, divinely-created forces in the whole entire universe is a core principle of self-regeneration and cellular repair. No regret or guilt about anything is essential.--India Ame'ye, Author

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"To be truly radical is to make hope possible rather than despair convincing." Raymond Williams

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