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“If I should die and leave you here a while, Be not like others sore undone, Who keep long vigil by the silent dust. For my sake turn again to life and smile, Nerving thy heart and trembling hand to do Something to comfort other hearts than thine. Complete these dear unfinished tasks of mine And I perchance may therein comfort you.”

— Mary Lee Hall (via thanatophobia-thoughts)

#i will try to think of your death this way #i will complete tasks of kindness hoe you would have #i will hike places how you would have #i will carry you in the things i do

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I cannot let go. This is my great flaw, i grip every thing i love with both hands and sink my teeth in for good measure.

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You have me melting on a silver platter

God, you could wreck me - not just wreck - shatter

I'd still be there, trying to pick up the shards

Looking back, I didn't think I'd be falling so hard

Alarms in my head, blaring, "Danger! Danger!"

I look away from the lines on your finger

Forgetting about the ring missing on my own

To think I'd throw it all away to have you on my thrown

Only in my dreams are we one plus one

So I take a fraction of you - it's better than none

#affair poem #affair poetry #forbidden love #poem #poetry

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Oh no, I'm falling.

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Fffffuck. Tonight was... mmmm.

#that thing is HUGE #i was kinda scared tbh #i needed to take frequent breaks #and i couldnt take the whole thing 😩 #HuuuuUUGE #and the guys obsessed with giving oral #and he has an amazing mind to boot #bro #i want to see him more VERY often

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Tired of being strong when I just need my Pussy eaten

#tonight 😌

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Literally can not stop thinking about him.

#that voice #that touch #the souuunndddss when we make out #mmm yes #i wish i could see him like right now

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Bro I used to think age gaps like the one me and the man I'm fooling around with were super disturbing. Being the one actively in the situation really puts things into perspective

However it may just be rose colored glasses from the novelty and excitement making me ignore red flags, because I literally see none... BUT anyways I am far too intrigued to back out. I literally will not back out. It feels too good to back out. I am going to continue actively and hungrily pursuing this lol

#it's a v large age gap #like...30 years #see looking at it typed out frazzles my brain because i wanna be like ew but he is so hot #and I dont find him ew and i love that hes into me #idk #this is so interesting #age gap #age gap relationship

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When he just got done playing with you with his hands and puts his hand up to his face to inhale your scent and he moans... ahfhlalafhjd

#this man is gonna get me addicted #and we haven't even fckd yet #im so intrigued to see what i will experience with him #unf #just...unf #age gap #age gap relationship #fuck

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I met someone through work. He's literally twice my age, but ffffffuuuuck, he makes me tingly. I gave him a gift before he got let go today, a cute mug that reminded me of him, and he told me feelings were mutual, stating he was feeling bold due to knowing he was losing his job. I got so flustered, I wanted to jump him right then and there.

He had me call him after my own shift, and we made plans. I see him Thursday.

I have never crushed on a man any more than 4 years my senior. Let alone played around with one. Curious about what to expect... 🤤

#mmmmm #he's a silver fox

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I wish I could send this to you

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Yi Lei, Mother

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Euripides, tr. by Anne Carson, Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides

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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not by Robert Fowler // “Tennis Court” by Lorde

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#I would tell you I love you #my Daytertot

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#I will and I do #my Daytertot