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there's this person, who once had been my very best friend, my sister. She was supportive of me, compliments me and all. But then I noticed a sudden shift with her. She felt...distant? Yea, distant. Ever since she had her lover, she rarely talks to us, rarely bonding with us. Kung kailan na nandiyan na siya, it irritates me when she would shift the topic sa kanya, as if she own the spotlight. Magsasalita ako, she would cut me off, saying 'btw, perfect ako sa exam ko' when clearly they're asking me my whereabouts since it's been a few weeks na hindi ako nag paparamdam. Nung sinabi ko lang na I ghosted someone, bigla na lang siyang magsasabi ng 'ang redflag mo talaga, dinaig mo pa si santa claus, ang dami ng list' you don't know how I kept up with that person's bs na I'd want to leave them, ghost them but no, it hurts. Hearing that from your best friend, it hurts. So I snapped at ger, but she edge me on, akala niya kasi nakikipagbiruan na ako and shits but fuck, nagagalit ako. Pero pag pinakita ko galit ko, ako na naman magmumukhang may kasalanan? Tapos siya yung tatakbuhan? Wow ha. You know what, I want to leave.

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Officially my rant page.

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please, stop.

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I want to erase the both of you, out of my life.

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it would be better if we just never met.

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i need to push them away. please go away, I don't need you

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ever had that feeling when you just wanted to lock yourself away, push everyone away, delete all your contacts and turn your location off or even just deactivating all of your socials because you just had enough of everyone and just wanted to fucking breathe from the continuous breaking down?

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I really fcking hate how you would bring one of my insecurities and sensitive topics when it comes on our fights.

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I wished I'd never met you.

#mammon angst

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am I hurt? yes. Am I even trying to fix anything? no? if no, then why wouldn't you? oh idk, because I'm tired to be the only one trying lmao.

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i hate how I'm the significant other yet i never knew what she was up to. Past or present, I should've known it by now. but no.

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sarcasm or not, it's unfair.

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SakuAtsu MasterList!! Part 1

Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of these stories and all of them are from the original owner/author. Just gonna drop some recommended books and au of sakuatsu ♡

bring back what once was mine by louravity

Rate: 10/10!!!! PROLLY 1000000/10. This story is probably my favorite of them all. Its basically a Tangled Au but with a twist and I just love the plot, the twist and all of the slow burn and Sakusa being Sakusa, a damn tsundere. But overall, this is my favorite reads♡

A Dance for the King by sporadic_obsession

Rate: 9/10. Basically this is a whole series containing an erotic belly dancer (atsumu) dancing for the King himself (Sakusa). Let me tell you, possessive Sakusa is a sexy Sakusa✋ also we must protect lovable baby Tsumu!!

Offerings from the soul by writerinbrooks

Rate: 8.5/10. Basically it's a kitsune au. I love how Sakusa will take care Atsumu in different aspects but some angst were there. Kinda have a backstory. I've read this series for a long time so like I kinda forgot the plot but I know that it was worth it to read <33

#miya atsumu #sakuatsu #sakusa kiyoomi #masterlist #fantasy #fanfic #sakuatsu fic #sakuatsu au #sakuatsu fluff #sakuatsu angst #slow burn #haikyuu!! #sakusa x atsumu #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu fantasy au

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Prolly gonna make a sakuatsu master list of the stories I've read and would recommend to some of ya

#sakuatsu #sakuatsu angst #sakusa kiyoomi #miya atsumu #sakuatsu fic #sakuatsu au #sakuatsu fluff #haikyuu!! #fanfic #masterlist

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once again, i offer sakuatsu fic recs

you would not believe how many sakuatsu fics i’ve read over quarantine. it is unreasonable. like it’s in the 100s. where did my time go, you ask? this. this is where. i have all-consuming sakuatsu brainrot. no excuses, only lots of fic recommendations. 

once again, all fics are from ao3. also, if you know the author’s blog, feel free to link it / tag them. also because my summaries are more like reviews, remember to check the tags!

fic rec masterlist

alright lads, here we go (again)!

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SakuAtsu MasterList (WIP)

All the SakuAtsu fics I’ve recommended up to 02/13/2022! To count how many there are, control f “//“ (without the “ ofc, but with a space at the end) and it’ll tell you :) (from my count, there should be around 162 but that doesn’t account for each individual fic in a series!)

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I'm FINALLY doing my Sakuatsu fic rec MASTERLIST

I love finding these so i've wanted to do this for such a long time.

Without further ado, here we go: (there will be NO smut -mostly- so its ALL FLUFF AND CRACK AND AMAZINGNESS)

SOCIAL MEDIA CONCEPTS

I adore the premise of social media in fics, so these are my ABSOLUTE favorite ones

The MSBY Black Jackals Take a Lie Detector Test by sifuhotman

i THINK this is my favorite sakuatsu fic ever. like. ever

i've read this so. many. times. And im in LOVE with the concept bc i LOVE the try guys and the build up is SO GOOD and there is so much TENSION and hinata and bokuto are little shi*s. THE CONCEPT OF A LIE DETECTOR IS JUST GREAT OK?? IT JUST IS

MSBY4's Lockdown Survival Guide by minthalo

THIS MOTHERFRIKING FIC OMGKSDHGKLA. idk what it was laced with but you cant. put. it. down

It's SO GOOD, it's based on tiktok and the #sakuatsu stuff is AMAZING dfjskhf only they would realize they love each other bc of HASHTAGS

AND ITS ALSO SUPER FUNNY

MSBY's Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi Take a Friendship Test by msbypr

AjSDBAJFASÑK THIS motherfriking FIC. omg. ITS SO GOOOD

ITS BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS, and the amount of LOVE they have for each other??? and the TENSION??? ITS AMAZING

Miya Atsumu & Sakusa Kiyoomi Answer the Web's Most Searched Questions by sifuhotman

"SOCIAL MEDIA INTERVIEW AND PRIVATE CONFessoon YASSSSSS"

that's literally what I wrote as a bookmark. It's amazing

Famous V-League Players Make Fools of Themselves on Twitter dot com by crone_zone

my bookmark after i read it was "This is the closest thing to reblogging a fic I could think of 🤍 HILARIOUS" and i STAND. BY . THAT. YOU SHOULD READ THIS FIC. its a crack fic and its SO WELL DONE I LITERALLY LOLed OK??? I LAUGH OUT LOUDED

Channel JACKAL by Aka_aKa_akA

It's literally a video series made fanfic about the jackals being dumb and awesome and lovely and sakuatsu bc yea everyone loves sakuatsu so just enjoy the ride

its a kinda? slow burn. long but WORTH IT

a posteriori by SugarHighs

hsksafhkla competitive atsumu ftw

Subtle Inarizaki Crushes by sifuhotman

ok so, this one is a second part? or first part? of 2 fics. One is Subtle Inarizaki Dating which is SUNAOSA and sakuatsu in the background, but this is SAKUATSU with sunaosa in the background. It's really good, you should definitely read both

in the light by Ann1215

HEAR ME OUT OK???? Sakusa as a SUGAR DADDY???? and atsumu being all cute and hot and collegy???? OGAKGAHLDSKJFH i love this and its a FAKE DATING au so yea its perfect dont judge just read

re: chat by aalphard

Do emails count as social media???? who knows

anyways, this fic is SO FUNNY and i LOVE atsumu so yeah, its reading into his conversations with his brother gushing about sakusa

10/10

Dress to Impress by matchumu

Sakusa just malfunctioning because of a picture of atsumu is GOLD

i keep a window for you, it's always open by volchitsae

I'll just say this is social media bc SAKUSA is a YOUTUBER <3<3 love it. Never understood the title tho hehe

People Will Say We're in Love by tirralirra

yea remember THAT author i said i wouldn't put another fic of? well...

so THIS ONE is so cute bc people ship sakuatsu on twitter and they try to deny it. as IF they werent like in love

SIMPLY VERY GOOD ONES

Again, until it's perfect by fairycake

It's SUCH A GOOD FIC bc the concept of them perfecting a quick is SO COOL and the love story progression is SO AMAZING and yeah, AND THE PINING???? 10/10. I wish I'd read this one sooner

Too Unwise to Woo Peaceably by tirralirra

THIS.FRIKING.FIC omggggg THE CONCEPT??? amazing. THE PLOT??? hilarious. THE CHARACTERS??? wonderful

ITS LIKE OMG AJKJKLAJKL EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED AND MORE. LIKE SHAKESPEARE???? AND HAIKYUU???? SAY LESS

as you can see, i like this author sO.MUCH

ATSU101: how to fall in love with your fake boyfriend by solyn

OK SO THIS ONE DOES HAVE SMUT (((kinda tho they make out)))) but hear me out ok? i branched out for a good reason. ITS LIKE ZERO ANGST. minous a THOUSAND angst. all fluff. IDIOTS TO LOVERS which they are, your honor. and at this point it's a classic in the fandom just read it ok? just enjoy loving atsumu even MORE than you ever thought you could bc, as i said, he is the man of everyone's dreams. thank you and goodnight

If you're ever sad just read this fic. plz.

Matchmade by tirralirra

OMG THIS ONE IS SO ADORABLE like best friends sakuatsu is like the best thing EVER to me and this is the CUTEST friends (idiots) to lovers

Love Me, Love My Dog by tirralirra

this is the last one from this author i promise

IAHSDGKL SAKUSA BEING A DOG DAD???? and atsumu falling for him?? the progression is so cute?? and healthy?? and natural?? im in lov

ink blossoms by entrechat

WHO doesn't love a good flower / tattoo shop AU amirite?????? and its very VERY good

The Dos and Don’ts of Loving Sakusa Kiyoomi by liliapocalypse

THIS is AMAZING and the TENSIONNN and the PININGGGG MAJKDFAKLNF. Everyone just wants to make sakusa smile :) and atsumu pisses him off, so yea he's not winning that competition

Sakusa Kiyoomi's Matchmaking Questionnaire by soylatte17

Its SO CUUUUTE <3 i lov this. sakusa is a matchmaker and atsumu is his client, basically. CaN yOu gUeSs whAt could PoSsIbLy hApPeN????

i’ll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) by liliapocalypse

the slight touching cuteness is too much i cant even

touch me (i want you to) by melstar

PRACTICE TOUCHING??? say LESS

its really really really really really really -and yeah i typed really all those times instead of ctrl-v ing it bc im an idiot - cute

COLLEGE AU

Mostly college Aus, just the ones that focus on that bc there are many college AUs that are important bc of other stuff

don't think too much (i only fell when i gave up) by w0ndrlnd

I didnt knOw i needed a SMART ATSUMU fic until this one. LIkE its ACADEMIC RIVALSSS BUT DONE SO WELL??? HOWWWW

the perfect college AU where atsumu is the man of everyone's dreams. I read this twice... in a row

the posterior probability by izayas

JHSJDH i lOVE this one and its another SMART atsumu and i LIVE. FOR THAT

on the basis of instant noodles by auvelli

Let's say it's enemies to lovers. and its COLLEGE and its pining and crushing and using a microwave so what else can you even ask for at this poing

A Second Truth by tumbleweedfarm

This IS a college AU but like KYIOOMI BEING A SINGLE DAD?? AND ATSUMU FALLING AND BEING THERE FOR HIM??????

?????????? IM CRYING????

three roses and a smile by strawberrycitrus

I meann.... its a college AU but they're both professors. and enemies to lovers. its SUCH A COOL PLOT, like really, trust me, it IS

SHORT ONES:

love and all the wrong answers by tirralirra

This one is SO CUTE and sakusa is SO.DUMB i love it so much

ROAD RAGE by mcbeefy

THIS ONE'S JUST HILARIOUS SAFJKHAKF plz read it it's a great crack fic

Current Predicament by fandomverse

You know when you read sth and you thing hOW did someone come up with this?? well, this concept is AMAZING and the EXECUTION TOO, *chef's kiss*

How to Acquire a Romantic Partner Using Reverse Psychology: a How-To-Guide by Sakusa by awkwardedgeworth

This one is very short, but like.... it's about them COMPRESSION SLEVES... yeah... just read it

pick me by ely_su

A good read, very cute ending

if you want even MORE, here you have ALL my Ao3 bookmarks with comments on them bc yeah