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Birthday Present

Genre: slice of life, slight angst, mainly fluff, oneshot

Summary: you and Rin had been "separated" for a while, but you decide to send him a birthday message to break the months long silence and you find out that the feelings you thought had died had in fact just kept themselves hidden...

Heyheyhey sweethearts, guess who's back! I'm not even going to try to explain why I've been absent for literal ages (I'm kind of lazy lol), but I hope you guys will forgive me - here's a cute lil birthday fic because I cannot forget my favourite boy's 02/02... I hope you enjoy!

Also, in case you guys want a part 2... you know what to do;) It's gonna be all about that steamy romance...

it's been a while since you and your ex boyfriend hadn't talked - you never really did break up per se, but the distance between the two of you had been growing larger and colder, to the point where you easily could have considered yourself single

the hectic life the two of you were living: you, with your impossible degree, him, with his impossible training routine, prevented either of you from thinking things trough too much

the busy life was essentially leaving no space for any doubts, nostalgia or sadness to sink in - everything was simply taken at face value, accepted, never once dwelled upon

nevertheless, although Rin felt like a distant memory, he somehow seemed a permanent figure in your life; at the back of your head, you were convinced that, if you were to get in touch and hang out, nothing will have changed

We could always pick things up again when things get better - it doesn't seem like he's seeing anyone anyway, and it's been ages already... I'm sure that he doesn't want to look for someone else

things never did get better, yet you could not resist the urge to pick up the phone once the date 02/02 appeared on your calendar

I had completely forgotten that it's his birthday... I should definitely text him, it'd be rude if I didn't, right...? Or rather... would it be weird if I did?

hesitating, you opened the chat window and pasted the message you had been carefully crafting for the past 45 minutes: you had decided on "Happy birthday~ Hope u didn't work too hard today!"

That should do it, I don't want to seem too cold but also not too serious... Or is this going to look too desperate?

after a good 10 minutes of pasting and deleting, you eventually made up your mind, and pressed enter

Ugh, fuck this, I'm just being polite, what the hell am I being all nervous about anyway?

you tried to play it cool, yet you still turned off notifications from his chat - you were, for one reason or another, dreading his response

Y/n, get a goddamn grip... you scolded yourself, upon checking if he had seen your message for the 600th time

eventually, you grew tired of being anxious over such a "trivial" matter, and decided to occupy your time with work, then go straight to sleep, notifications off

He's probably celebrating, he's obviously not gonna be checking his messages when he's with his family, he barely sees them anyway...

after not so good a night's sleep, you wake up much too early - so much so that the sun was still not yet up

you sighed at the realisation that you instantly felt a knot in your stomach, and decided to get up right away to make some coffee and breakfast - clearly, the hunger was the one to blame for the racing pulse as well...

anyhow, you set off to make some breakfast (which you almost burn to ashes because you were constantly spacing out) and then decide to finally check your phone

Matsuoka Rin 1:20 "Thanks, this time I ac..."

Fuck, he replied already - damn you y/n for turning off notifications, now you actually have to open the chat to be able to see the whole message!! you facepalmed yourself, regretting your lack of foresight

Ah, whatever, you know what, not a big deal, I'll just open it and-

*buzz*

just as you plucked up the courage to tap on the chat, a new message immediately pops up

R: "How have you been lately? It's been a while"

typing...

R: "Ah, shit, that was kind of awkward, sorry for double texting 6h later lol"

AAAAH fuck my life, now I have to reply on the spot or it's gonna look weird; what kind of damn timing is this?!

Y: "Hahaha, no, no, not at all"

Y: "Yeah, it's really been a while"

Y: "Tbh not any different, uni is kinda killing me as per usual"

Y: "You?"

I couldn't have made this more stiff if I tried... tsk

typing...

R: "Been alright, trainings and all that"

R: "Thinking of whether I wanna go to grad or not for now"

What the hell do I respond to this? Do I just go like oh, I see.. Do I seem involved and keep the conversation going? I never should have texted him, this is pissi-

*buzz*

R: "Look, actually, I'd been meaning to text you today too"

R: "So I'll cut the crap"

Huh?

R: "Recently you keep popping up"

R: "But yesterday you even made an appearance in my dream"

R: "Which is weird, I never really dream people I know"

R: "But yeah, I guess what I'm tryna say is"

R: "I felt like talking to you"

What is he even saying... What the hell does this mean!!! What am I supposed to understand from this can you just be clearer for fuck's sake asdadjfhjkdsfhjk

you were pacing around the room, frustrated. You didn't even pay any mind to the fact that you were supposed to respond on the spot

Wait

you stop abruptly

What do I want to understand from this?

you stand there for a while, thousands of thoughts enveloping your mind and rushing in front of your eyes

at one point, your expression changed from one of frustration to one of serious determination

you quietly pick up the phone and start typing

Y: "Are you free to talk"

Y: "I mean, like, talk talk"

Y: "I think I realised sth, and I'd wanna talk about it properly"

you swallow loudly as you send that last message

Fuck it, I just have to go for it, otherwise it's gonna sit at the back of my head for ages and it's only gonna piss me off

R: "sure, when are u free"

R: "If u want, we could do later today, training is off this afternoon"

Y: "Works"

Y: "Do you mind if we do either of our places"

Y: "I don't wanna have this conv in public"

R: "yeah, no problem, I can come over to yours so you don't have to walk back when it's dark?"

Y: "Thanks, I'll see you at like 5 then?"

R: "yeah, see you then"

you dropped your phone on the bed, as if it were carrying the entire weight that was on your shoulders

you fell face down on the pillow, taking a while to process the developments

What the HELL is this

He's coming the fuck O V E R

What the hell was I thinking, what am I even gonna tell him? Hey, nice seeing you, actually, you know, I realised I'm still in love with you??

AS IF

Hey, Google, how do i fake a broken leg in less than-

Ah, fuck this nevermind nevermind

Whatever! I'll just do this and whatever happens happens

I'm going to get it over and done with - we talk, I get things off my chest, he tells me we should break it off for good so we can both move on, and I get him off my mind for good!

And I won't have to remember how I would wake up next to him, or how cute he was whenever I tickled him, or how he'd get serious and look me in the eye and tell me I'm the only one he's ever truly been in love with, and-

Wait - fuck

What... what is this

Nononono, y/n, this is not the time

Wipe your damn tears off your face or you are done for- you know that if you cry you never stop

every time you'd dry your tears and calm yourself down, your peace would be short lived, as new memories entered your mind

before you knew it, it was dangerously close to the time of the "reunion", and you still hadn't managed to stabilise your emotions fully

suddenly, the seriousness of the situation hits you: you become aware of what sort of conversation you are actually supposed to have, and its implications

Whether or not Rin stays in my life...weighs on this afternoon

before you had the time to internalise this newly acquired realisation, the intercom rang

Fuck, get it together y/n, you need to keep this nice and professional, there's no need for emotional outbursts

Just take a deep brea-

*di-ing*

your breath got stuck in your throat, had you really managed to pull it all together?

but there was really no time left for you to ponder this, or anything at all for that matter

you decided to give in to the adrenaline that had taken over you

Ok, this has to be done

you straighten up your face and open the door

"Hey, sorry, just realised the kitchen was in a bit of a mess haha... Come in!" you plastered on the most convincing fake smile you could muster up

"Hey, don't worry about it," he greeted you with a polite expression of his own. "Thanks"

"I have some tea if you want? Also.. um... orange juice? A coffee? Just let me know"

you didn't really know how the conversation would begin - would either of them have to initiate it right away? Did they have to make awkward small talk for a while and hope that a right time for a transition would come?

"Thanks, but I'm alright for now"

"Ah, sure, let me know if you change your mind," was the best response you could conjure up then

not really knowing what to do with yourself, you sat down on the chair opposite to him, and moved some of the books that were on the coffee table a bit more to the side

neither one of you said a word during this time

Maybe I should just ask him what's up or something? What do I even start off with?

"Hey, y/n?"

you looked up at him, surprised. The chain of thought that you had had was broken, a knot forming in your chest

"You finally looked at me," he smiled. But, for some reason, it seemed rather bitter. No- not bitter, but perhaps, self deprecating.

you swallowed again, nerves building up with every passing moment

"I understand it if you're mad at me for dropping this on you out of the blue but I-"

"I'm not mad!" you interrupted him, your voice strained

Rin's eyes widened slightly at your reaction, and your cheeks grew hot at the realisation

"I'm not-I'm not mad at all, ok? Why would I be? I was the one who reached out anyway" you cleared your throat and straightened your back

"I'm just kind of quiet because I don't really know what to say... I mean, it's been a while and this was so out of the blue and everything"

"You really haven't changed," he chuckled sweetly. "But, I'm the same, I guess" he sighed. "It doesn't even feel like it's been that long though, don't you think? It does and it does not at the same time" he pouted. Why on earth would he pout at a time like this? How were his reactions so natural? You were surprised at the familiarity of the whole scene. You had expected to either see a stranger, or have your heart completely wrecked by the overwhelming amalgamation of memories and feelings flooding you. Instead, all you see is the same focused eyes, charming smile and relaxed manner of a person you had fallen in love with and cherished with your entire being.

"How did this happen?" you found yourself blurting out, as the feelings you had been holding back subtly began making their way back into your heart.

"I mean- how did... How did we even get so... far from the other?" you chuckled nervously and added: "It's not like anything happened, right? I swear, only we could have ended up being such dumbasses, hahaha," you tried to play off the nerves that were beginning to get the best out of you.

God I sound so stupid, but if I don't joke around I'm fucked, I can't make a scene here

"Yeah... it really was dumb, wasn't it?" again, that self-deprecating smile. You felt your heart being squeezed painfully tight - if only I could hug him better... You caught yourself thinking despite yourself

*sigh*

your attention was yet again shifted to the man in front of you

"That's better; you know, I really don't like it when you aren't looking at me, I really can't tell what you're thinking," he pouted again, jokingly. Your heart did a double take, and you curled your hands into fists - why the hell is he being so adorable?

"Look, um... So, actually... I was really thinking about this and... I - I think I never fully realised how important this whole ... thing we had ... was for me," he confessed, rather awkwardly. "I guess it only hit me when I found my thoughts trailing back to you constantly... but every time, I just somehow took for granted that even if we're not talking now that things aren't really over, you know? It's stupid, I'm awa-"

"...too," you mumbled, shyly.

to this, Rin gave you a confused look

"Huh?"

"I said, I said that I felt like that too - the taking for granted part, it was the same for me... I thought I wasn't bothered that you weren't in my life anymore, but that wasn't the case at all... I wasn't really bothered because I never really actually thought I'd lost you"

The knot in your throat was making it more difficult for you to breathe, and only made you acutely aware of how hard you were attempting to contain your feelings

"But now..." your voice cracked. "I'm so relieved to see you, to talk to you and to feel so at ease in your presence... I don't..." you felt your resolve wavering. Maybe you did want to let your tears fall and open your heart entirely to him. The fear that had accumulated in the pit of your stomach was pushing you to do everything it took - you knew you couldn't be able to take it if he left again.

"I don't... want to lose you again..." you hardly enunciated, your voice strained, your eyes stuck to the floor.

Rin had been watching you in awe the entire time. He was unsure whether he should be confused, surprised, happy or annoyed, but his gaze on you held a certain tenderness, untouched by the plethora of emotions going through his head.

"Y/n, look at me," his serious tone almost made your heart stop. Feeling tears, your eyes darted in every other direction, trying to avert them from falling.

"If you'd looked at me, you'd have noticed that you and I are both in the same boat" he chuckled. "You're not the only one worked up over this. Seeing you today... and especially hearing what you had to say..." he stopped, trying to find his next words. "Sigh... God, I must have been insane to cast you aside like that- who does such a thing to someone who makes their heart do the things mine is doing right now?" His gaze took on an intense air.

"Y/n, let's start again."

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i dont know if you check/answer asks but-

im seeing (and loving) all your rin matsuoka hcs and i was wondering if you're comfortable with me using them/keeping them in mind as i write a fanfic hes in?

Oh my god yes! Of course! I would be more than flattered, in fact :) I would love to check out your work, please do link me it once it’s done! <3

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I’m so sorry!!!! (basically, I’m coming back)

Hey guys!

I felt like I should take the time to write this, as this blog has been growing significantly despite my 9 month long inactivity :( I’m super sorry that I’ve kept all of you waiting, and I’ve seen some very sweet things in my inbox that just made me feel soooooooooo terrible that I haven’t been posting!!

Thing is, it was very difficult for me to get into the proper mental frame to write; a lot of things have happened, changed, and my schedule has become extremely hectic. But, since I’ll be having some time on my hands (next week) before exams next month, I plan to write some HCs for you guys as an apology.

I wish your messages were not anonymous so that I could reply to them personally :( But thank you nonetheless!

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I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.

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MASTERLIST

Headcanons

Rin’s favourite dates to take you on

Jealous! Rin 

Dad! Rin Matsuoka

Relationship headcanons  

Rin comforts you after a nightmare

Rin comforting his crying gf/ long-distance gf

Rin x quarantine

Rin texting his girlfriend 

Rin x reader masturbating to his clothes (Part 1 NSFW, Part 2 smut, Part 3 fluff)

Rin x self-harming reader (angst)

Rin’s weird secret obsessions (SFW)

Rin’s coping mechanisms for stress 

Oneshots

Insatiable (angsty fluff turned NSFW)

Found (soulmate!au, angst-ish, fluff)

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heyyyy i love yr blog, your rin hc’s are so lovely n you characterize him so perfectly!! would love ur take on what you think are rin’s favorite kinds of dates to take his s/o on :)

Thank you and I’m soooooooooooooo sorry for taking ages! I hope you’ll enjoy the HCs enough to forgive my extreeme delay. I’m a bit rusty, as I haven’t had time to write anything before my exams, but here you go! 

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Rin’s favourite dates to take you on

I want to start off by reminding you guys that our favourite shark is a hopeless, almost old-fashioned romantic, sentimental, borderline cheesy and extremely sensual and passionate gentleman 

planning intricate and cute dates would be one of his favourite activities, so expect many 

despite him absolutely loving not missing any detail and surprising you with how much thought he put into these dates

his favourites would clearly have to be the most classic, romantic ones, such as:

long walks at night, watching the sky and not even talking that much, just enjoying time spent together in the mystical light of night, taking in the atmosphere and appreciating the deep bond that the two of you have, your hand holding one another’s 

a particularly sweet and TM version of this would be a beach date, at dawn, when the sun isn’t too strong, but the water is still warm 

the sunset is just a bonus, he really just loves walking barefoot in the water with you. These times would also be great opportunities for his playful side to make its appearance 

he’d sometimes innocently kick some water towards you, careful not to splash too much on you

he’d also suddenly pick you up bridal style and tease that he’d drop you in the water if you didn’t give him a kiss

although he prefers taking you out on fancy restaurant dates, he’d occasionally wine and dine you at his place

only occasionally because he thinks his cooking is average and believes that you deserve to be treated to the best food 

he thinks you believe the best in general, so he goes to greater lengths than you’d imagine to spoil you 

he’d take you to the cutest and most chic cafes ever! sometimes he’d even surprise you with his coffee shop knowledge, even though he’s not one for desserts

also, I should mention that he’d pick you up from your place almost invariably and, sometimes, show up with a flower or something of the sort

shopping dates! 

one of the most fun kinds of date he’d take you on would be shopping together for clothes 

picking clothes for each other, seeing his face light up when he sees you coming out of the fitting room, in that gorgeous outfit you pieced together

choosing matching clothes/accessories as a joke, but low-key both of you loving the cheesiness

drives around town would also be a personal favourite of his

just the two of you, your favorite music and your own space as you watch the city lights

he has special spots around town where he likes to take you, where the stars are the clearest and where the city seems far away

you’d stay there for hours on end, laughing and exchanging music

sometimes, you’d stop at a supermarket or you’d get takeaway and have a small feast in his car 

these are only some, most common of the dates

many of them would actually be so well planned out and so creative

always surprising you with something new

city breaks, museum dates, going to the library together, going to onsens etc etc

don’t even get me started on the presents!

anyway, even the time you spend at his apartment feels like a date, as he’s always got something in mind, you never just come over and wonder what to do besides Netflix and chill and cuddling

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This is soooo sweet!! Thanks for tagging me ❤

Imagine one of the Free boys teaching you to swim

swimming lessons

just some swim time with our favourite shark boy

dt to @matsuokaparadise bc you're the biggest rin stan i know.

His hands gripped your waist,letting out a light laugh when you splashed water into his face indignantly.The red locks fell into his eyes,Rin trying his best to brush them back but you yelled,nails digging into his shoulders nervously.The dark swirls seemed hostile,sucking you down effortlessly.You simply couldn't stay afloat.

"No,don't let go!I will cry right here right now if you dare,"You threatened shakily,familiar body racking sobs overtaking you."I will cry,I swear to all gods Matsuoka Rin."

Rin's lips pulled up into a tiny smirk,cheekiness rolling off him like the drops off his back.His fingers loosened slightly around you,"Maybe we should go to the adult's pool now?"

"I will roundhouse kick your ass,don't you dare,"More terrified wails were emitted,dying whale sounds filled the empty hall when Rin pulled fully away from you.You were sinking,quivering in the 2M pool,"We are already in the adult's pool!"

"I was kidding."A large hand reached out to grab your upper arms before you descend,Rin's face painted with gleeful amusement."You have to relax."He commanded,"And you absolutely cannot keep clinging to me like a koala,it's not gonna help."

Rin guided you to the side of the pool,placing your palms onto the metal bars that ran by the side."Hold on to these,"He nudged your stomach upwards,"Now try to float."

The pool was deep,but it was to be expected of the elite powerhouse.They used this for competitive swimming,not training up beginners like you.But Rin insisted on teaching you,ranting about how a human should always learn basic survival skills--including swimming.What he never expected was a whole lot of kicking and screaming,you going feral on him before he manages to dump you in the swimming pool.And maybe with a side of blackmailing thrown in.

You kept drifting downwards along with the pull of the liquid,but having Rin next to you was comforting.You knew he wouldn't let anything happen to you,you knew him long enough to put an ample amount of trust in him.And those sturdy bars were definitely easing as well.

"Perhaps one day you'll show me a sight I've never seen before."Rin commented slyly,giving you a coy wink when dark red blushed over your cheeks.

"Stop using your weird quotes on me,Matsuoka!"

[matsuokaparadise]

Hi I’m a new free! writing blog! If it’s ok with u then can I get a shout out¿ :)

I'm really bad at sos, so I'll just answer this publicly if you dont mind ❤ I'm really happy to see new Free! writers, as they're quite rare these days. Keep up the good work and good luck!

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How were ur exams?! Make sure u treat urself with some good food lol

Thank you so much for asking 😭 you're the sweetest!! They went amazing! I got all A*s!! I'm so sorry for being away for so long but I've been so exhausted after exams that all I could do is veg out on the couch for days lol. I'll be back super soon with your requests though ❤❤

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is there any free! writers that are still actively writing about them that you know?

Hi! I'm following a gazillion Free! fanfiction blogs but nothing pops up from them anymore. I haven't been looking for new ones though, since I write fanfiction already, but I'm sure that if you dig through the tags at most recent you'll find someone. Sorry that I couldn't be of much help ❤

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Yoooo

Hi guys! I thought I should ask you about your preferences on the type of content I post, so I made a tiny poll. I’m mostly curious whether you prefer headcanons or oneshots, so please, please, vote on this poll: https://www.strawpoll.me/20045818 . Thank you!! Have a great day and keep posted because I’m working on some requests atm ❤

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Insatiable (Rin x reader)

Genre: Angsty fluff turned NSFW, 70% of this is very romantic and passionate smut

Summary: Very steamy times with Rin after he finds you crying alone on the couch because you missed him.

I went all out with this, I hope you have the patience to go through it and excuse the awkward style at the beginning (that part was literally written in 2018).

Rin had been away for about one month now and it was a little much for you to handle. You were used to him leaving from time to time, but it was the first time he’d left for more than two weeks and the effect it had on you was rather clear. You didn’t want to pester him with countless messages, but you wanted to talk to him so badly that it was nearly impossible to limit yourself to just a few every day. He was so busy training that you couldn’t even video call. This made you hopelessly lonely and you couldn’t help but look like a little lost puppy all day. 

You’d been moping around for quite a while and your apartment looked like an absolute mess.

I’ve barely even left my bed...Why does it look as though I’ve been robbed? you asked yourself, confused, as you proceeded to throw away the garbage and clear the mugs and plates that were scattered around. Afterwards, you went to pick up the clothes that had been carelessly thrown everywhere and put them back in their place. Huh, what’s this doing here... you thought as you picked up a black t-shirt. Smells so nice... For God’s sake, come back already will you! you said as you threw it to the side, only to pick it up again and squeeze it to your chest. Stupid... 

2:00 AM. You’d been tossing and turning for hours now- you just couldn’t get Rin out of your head. You knew you couldn’t message him now, not after you kept up so well. He must be training now...Must be working so hard... You could just see him: the way his muscles flex as he swims, the way he takes off his cap and smirks at you, hair dripping wet. You were missing him too much. You got up and grabbed his t-shirt, then went to lie back down on the sofa. The smell of his cologne along with the usual hint of chlorine aroused so many feelings to the point that you were simply overwhelmed. At that point there was nothing more that you could do besides cry, hugging the t-shirt as tightly as you could, hoping that maybe you could feel at least a little bit closer to him. Your tears stopped only when you fell asleep.

“Y/n?” a soft voice whispered gently. You were somewhere between sleeping and awake- it all felt like a strange hallucination. 

“Y/n, are you awake?” this time the whisper felt closer to you. You tried opening your eyes but you were barely able to, the light was too strong and your eyes felt too sore. You could barely make out a figure at the other end of the sofa. After blinking a few times, you started to recognise more and more of his features: the maroon hair, the muscular body... Rin. You stood up suddenly and looked at him for a few seconds as if to make sure that you’re not still dreaming. Then, without hesitation, you threw yourself on him, hugging him as though you were afraid he’d escape you. You couldn’t even speak, you couldn’t even look at him. You closed your eyes and squeezed him as tightly as you could. 

“I didn’t know you’d miss me that much, babe” he chuckled lightly as he stroked your hair. “Hey, look at me” he whispered.

You hesitated a little because you had gotten teary eyed again, but when you eventually did, Rin’s expression turned into one of worry.

“Y/n... Your eyes are so swollen... Why are you crying?” he asked softly, his expression visibly growing more and more concerned. He then glanced at the spot where you had been sleeping and his eyes widened in surprise.

“Isn’t that my t-shirt? Babe, don’t tell me... You’ve been crying all night... because you missed me?” He looked at you so dearly, so lovingly that you felt like your heart would burst. His expression, however, still showed signs of concern. Seeing him worry for you so much and look at you as though you had stars in your eyes were too much for you to handle. You couldn’t even answer his question and burst into tears again, looking down as not to let Rin see you cry. His hands reached for your face, cupping it gently as if it were about to break. 

“I’m so sorry, y/n... I’m so sorry for hurting you like this. Thank you so much for being so good to me, you’re so, so good to me all the time but I can never seem to pay you back...” he said and wrapped his arms around you, tightening his hold and then loosening it again quickly for fear that he might hurt you. You could feel his heart beating and his chest rising and lowering again. He held you like this for a while, both of you sitting in silence, until you noticed that his breaths had become irregular. You opened your eyes and turned them to him. He was crying too. 

“Rin... It’s okay. You did absolutely nothing wrong. You always make sure to spend as much time with me as you can and you make each moment unforgettable, you do so much for me even though you’re exhausted from training so hard and I don’t have words to express how grateful I am to you. You’re better a boyfriend than I could have ever fantasied. I just... I really can’t seem to get enough of you... I try so hard to hold myself back since I know that if I'd start telling you how much I miss you you'd feel bad and I don't want to do that! I don't want to get in your way, I don't want to be needy- I want to help you achieve your dream, Rin! Although it hurts like hell...I'll endure it all for you... so please forget what happened today."

He'd been staring at you speechlessly as you were speaking. When you were finished, you looked down again and clenched your fists, but he took your face into his hands, this time a little more roughly, and lifted it. He took a good look at you and then kissed you. His kiss was both gentle and rough, both sweet and sexy- it was like like he couldn't decide whether he wanted to kiss you lovingly or whether he needed you right there and then. However, you had already decided that you couldn't wait any longer, so, without hesitation, you slid your tongue into his mouth and kissed him passionately. He was a bit taken aback but he responded equally as excitedly, biting your lower lip softly. You made out like this for quite some time- you wanted to make up for what you'd missed-and after a while you'd unconsciously started to grind your hips over him. He responded eagerly, smirking and placing his hands over your butt, squeezing it lightly. You then decided you'd had enough and went on to push him onto the sofa, your hands making their way underneath his shirt. That was Rin’s cue to take it off, which he understood instantly and he wasted no time acting upon it. Then, in an almost rough movement, he rose his upper body, and gripped your legs tightly as he lifted you from the sofa, his lips not leaving yours for an instant. No words were said- more like, there wasn’t a need for words at this point where you knew you wanted each other so badly, so much so that only actions could have conveyed the feeling properly. 

Before you knew it, you were underneath him, your hands roaming desperately from his back to his hair as his teeth were pressing into the skin of your neck. His movements, as sensual and passionate as they were, were traced with the roughness that comes with the desperation to feel one’s beloved. Feeling the warmth of his breath close to your ear, and hearing its fluctuations as his lips caressed you more and more lustfully with each kiss almost brought tears to your eyes. You were more than elated- this was pure bliss, and you were only just getting started. His mouth made his way down to your breasts quickly, with his tongue drawing a single line from your jaw. You could see all too clearly how he was gazing at you, that tantalising look and the smirk on his face as you were already quivering under him only made you more sensitive to his touch. The moment his skilled fingers tugged at your nipple, while the other one was being tended to by his soft, wet mouth, you let out an unrestrained moan which only momentarily took Rin by surprise. He smirked in satisfaction and teased your breast with his teeth, in just the way he knew for certain would drive you crazy. 

His action, however, didn’t trigger the expected reaction. Indeed, you were on edge, so much so that you couldn’t bear this any longer. The hand that you had been running through his hair now pulled it gently-your signal that he should just get up already. His look was one of slight confusion, but it was quickly replaced by one of pure desire when you grabbed his shoulders and pressed your mouth against his almost violently. You pushed him on his back and straddled his hips, naturally grinding on him as you covered his neck in bites and kisses. His hands made their way, once again, to your butt, this time squeezing it in such a way that you could swear you’d be bruised. The feeling of him getting hard under you was unbearably arousing. Your hands travelled up and down his sculpted body, which was a godly view in itself, but now that it was being caressed by the rays of the morning sun, you doubted whether he really wasn’t a god. Your lips met his again, one of your hands cupping his cheek, the other slipping lower and lower from his neck down to his lower abdomen. You took your time feeling the work of art that was his body before, finally, brushing against his crotch. You left him no time to react and abruptly broke the kiss, only to move closer to where your hand was. You wasted no time and pulled his sweatpants lower, and went on to caress his hardness adoringly, your hand still separated by the thin fabric of his boxers. The eye contact was electric. As he had raised his upper body and was leaning on his elbows, you were looking up at him, and the fact that he was gazing at you from a superior position made him appear even more godlike. You loved it when you felt that he was in control and dominated you.

The moment you removed his boxers and stroked him, his eyes lit up and one of his hands sweetly caressed your face. You didn’t break eye contact as you started licking-you didn’t want to miss a single one of his reactions. You had missed him so much that you rid yourself of any embarrassment, as your only thought was to feel him properly. When you finally took him in your mouth his self-satisfied expression broke when he closed his eyes and parted his lips in a sharp inhale. His answer spurred you on greatly to take him deeper than you usually would. Although it was only slightly, your action did not go unnoticed by Rin, who shot you such an intensely lustful, but endearing look that you thought your heart could stop at any given moment. You grew more eager by the second and that was made clear by your increasingly fast movements. Rin’s breath grew in intensity and his lewd expression literally made you want to suck him dry. You plan was cut short, however, by your lover’s rugged, slightly hoarse voice, as he broke the silence.

Fuck, baby, you’re so good to me, his breathy voice made you tremble. He then cupped your face with one hand, in the most gentle way he had touched you that night. You raised your head, slightly confused at the discrepancy between his words and his actions. His arms pulled you up, so that you hovered over him for a moment before he pushed you into the bed again. He placed a painfully long and erotic kiss right under your earlobe and jaw. Then, you felt his breath move to your ear.

Don’t think I didn’t miss you too, his voice was low and fuelled your desire even more. He then licked the conch of your ear painfully slowly.

I want nothing more than to pleasure my precious princess right now

The peck he planted tenderly on you cheek contrasted starkly his erotic purr against your ear. He overtook all of your senses with a deep kiss on your lips, your tongues frantically dancing together. The hand he had cupped your cheek was now tracing the side of your body, all the way to your thigh where it stopped and pressed its fingers strongly into your flesh. You parted your legs instinctively and pressed his hand into the mattress. He smirked at your eagerness and tugged lightly at your bottom lip with his teeth. His hand then slithered from underneath your thigh to your hipbone, stopped for a moment and then made his way to your inner thigh. The anticipation you had built up was unbearable-you wanted nothing more in that very moment than to feel him inside of you. You squeezed his hand with your thighs, a reaction that made him smile again.

Y/n, believe me, I want you so much... But I want to make you feel better than I ever have. I want to start making up for making you cry, now.

His words, albeit sweet and gentle, did not lose any of their salaciousness. He had listened to your unspoken plea and moved his hand to your lower abdomen, pulling your shorts all the way to your knees. He slowly started rubbing your wetness through your underwear, which elicited a moan from you against his mouth as you strengthened your grip on his hair. A trail of kisses caressed you from your lips to your ear.

Baby, how am I supposed to control myself when you’re like this? You’re really giving me such a hard time... he whispered tantalisingly as he nibbled on your ear.

Then, he suddenly tugged at your panties so strongly that they almost tore and brought his face close to your lower abdomen. He placed sloppy kisses on your skin as he was rubbing your clit skilfully. Before moving any lower, he bit your inner thigh knowingly, eager for your reaction. You drew a sharp breath and flinched in pleasure. You were too happy and immersed in him that your mind was completely blank, your hedonistic side having completely conquered you. 

The moment you felt his warm, wet tongue on your clit, you bit desperately at your bottom lip and arched your upper body. He wasted no time and started moving his tongue in expertly fashion, his fingers entering you soon after. You covered your face with your arm, the pleasure too much for you to handle. This didn’t go down well with Rin, who impatiently removed your arm from your face with his free one. 

You’re really so mean to me, y/n. I’ve missed that cute face of yours so much, but you still won’t let me see it? he purred against your thigh, placing languid kisses on it between words. 

I just...want you so much, I don’t know what to do with myself, Rin... these were the first words you’d spoken in a while, so your voice came out even more strained. His face immediately took on a serious expression and he lifted himself up quickly, positioning his forehead against yours. 

You’re really testing my limits, baby.. You’re so hot that you make me want to fuck you senseless. 

His eyes were so earnest and dripping with desire that you knew he meant every word he said. He was at his very limit. Knowing that he wanted you as much as you wanted him made your heart burst with happiness and your body tingle with anticipation. The only response that you could muster up was a forceful kiss on his lips and a bite of his lower one, so strong that is made him hiss in pleasure. Your hands were once again travelling on his godly body, feeling every dent of his muscles, reassuring you that this was, in fact, real. You took him in your hand as you were making out, stroking him and pressed his tip to your clit, your sign that you were more than ready to feel him in you. He then broke the kiss and went on to tease you further, by pressing his tip slightly in you, to the point when you ended up pushing your hips in. Upon feeling himself half way in you, he took a sharp breath and paused for a moment before pushing himself completely in you. Both of you closed your eyes in unison, taking your time to feel each other. This familiar feeling was even better than your imagination had been providing you with for the past while. 

Rin... Please, don’t hold back. Go all out if you want to, I just want you, in whatever way you’re going to give yourself to me, you breathed, desperately clenching around him.

Look at you... My princess is always so kind to me... I have to take such good care of you, don’t I? he caressed your cheek lovingly.

The moment he started moving properly, you felt yourself lose control completely. If you thought that up to then you had been overwhelmed by him, now your feelings were over the edge. You found yourself moaning more than usual, screaming his name almost immediately. However, you weren’t the only one who had been more sensitive than usual. He, too, was clearly on the brink of pleasure, restraining himself so much, just so that he could please you as much as possible. 

Don’t hold back, baby, okay? you tried your best to smile between breaths, feeling your climax dangerously close.  

He could barely even give you a coherent answer, the bliss all too evident through his breath and expression. His thrusts increased in speed and intensity, and you felt as if you were touching heaven itself. You grabbed his neck and brought him close to you, desperate to feel his breath on your skin. The irregular breaths in your ear were only adding to your already intense pleasure and you fel your entire body convulse against his, unrestricted moans leaving your mouth right next to his ear.

Fuck, baby, you’re too hot, I can’t even handle it, he said, his voice almost a grunt, as he thrust into you even more quickly. In no time, he was moaning against your ear, drawing you close to his chest as he, too, reached his climax. The two of you remained in this embrace a while after, trying to gather your thoughts and bring yourselves back to reality. 

Finally, he threw himself on the bed beside you and chuckled. 

You really caught me off guard, you know. I was going to be all cute to you today, but it seems like you had other plans with me, he smiled at you innocently and planted a kiss on your forehead. 

I’m sorry for having made you cry, y/n, he said softly.

You don’t have to apologise for anything, Rin. I already told you, you’re literally the perfect man,  you turned to him and hugged him, hiding your face in his chest. His smell was amazing and it made you feel all fuzzy inside. 

I’m the luckiest man of all, aren’t I? he kissed your forehead again. Go take a shower before me, I have a present for you. 

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Hi, it's me again! I loved reading Rin as a father, I hope it's not too much but here is another request, what would Rin be like being jealous? Would I have jealous attacks, would I say 'You are only mine' type?Would it excite you that your girlfriend wants to make you jealous? (in playful mode, lol) I think it would also apply to couple discussions, I think. I would love to know, thank you very much in advance and take care!

Thank you very much for this 10/10 request!! I finally answered it here. Hope you enjoy it!

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Jealous! Rin Matsuoka

Your girl is back, and this time with some spicy shizzle 😎

Rin is quite a confident guy, but that doesn’t make him immune to jealousy 

I honestly don’t think he’d cave in to thoughts like I’m not good enough for her, she would probably prefer that guy- after all, he’s more (insert trait) than me, his jealousy would be more of the I am extremely irritated that y/n is smiling so much at Makoto and always saying how he’s really adorable, but I know it’s completely irrational and stupid for me to feel this way so I won’t say anything about it and try to repress it but FUCK it’s not working too well so now I have to go for an angsty run TM 

don’t even think about him telling you to delete sb from your contacts/fb (or whatever else you use) or not to wear sth because he thinks it’s too revealing (although he will be subtly protective and if he catches dudes leering at you intensely he will throw them a death glare and try to obstruct you from their view)

however, he’d really like showing you off, he thinks the attention you’re getting is completely justified and would love it when you’re being admired and complimented- his switch would go off ,though, when people take it too far (and he’d go all mama bear, ready to fight any asshole who gets borderline harassing)

from time to time, maybe he’ll ask you about some guys you talk to, but not because he doesn’t trust you, he’s just curious (and sometimes if you’re really good friends with some dude and you have a lot of inside jokes he can;t help being jealous although he knows that it’s literally innocent and everyone has these old asf friends who mean a lot to them and with whom they’ve shared many memories)

you would never actually get into fights or anything because of this, though 

usually, he’d seek validation veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery discreetly, he’d literally only get just a tad more touchy with you and sometimes you could swear you heard a trace of irritation in his voice but you aren’t sure because he tries so hard not to be obvious

however, his kisses would absolutely give him away-more rough and passionate than usual and completely out of the blue 

this would usually go in two directions 

1. you’d end up cuddling him (you wouldn’t even confront him about it, you’d just smile at him and shower him in small kisses, hug him reaaaaally tight and tell him how he’s the best ever)

2. 😏😏😋-

-let me elaborate on that: sometimes you couldn’t even find the strength to keep it PG (and you wouldn’t even want to lol) and would let yourself be consumed by the feeling of his teeth against your lips, against your skin as he’s 

the feeling of a possessive Rin, whose arms are gripping you more strongly and tightly, whose movements are more erratic, instinctual and dripping with pure passion was something that you loved indulging in (not to say that the boi is all vanilla and chill- he definitely likes a little spice, but this time he’s taking it up a notch)

he would rarely say it out loud, but his actions always screamed You’re mine, and mine only 

all in all, definitely look forward to his little jealous moments! only good things come of it ❤❤

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